#love seeing sashisu happy

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ANON WHO WAS TALKING ABT WHAT MUSIC SUGURU LISTENS 2 ,,,,,, i pose 2 thee ,,,,,,,, r&b n rap ,,,,,,,,,,,

2 me hes a big kendrick lamar, de la soul, 2pac, aaliyah, alicia keys, erykah badu fan ,,,, just cuz thats who he is 2 me !!! he reminds me of those deep greens, warm browns, n the taste of earth on ur tongue ,,,

but he can appreciate The Classics DEF !!!!!!! he has a big appreciation 4 ALL music me thinks ,,, [and its a personal little hc of mine that he can play bass guitar, drum kit, AND cello ,,, as an orchestra kid ,,,, my opinions r CORRECT] [also hed probably play some rlly low instrument like ,,, tuba or bass clarinet] [satoru would play the trumpet . hed empty his spit valve on sugurus head .] [hed also play violin and be ANNOYINGGG abt it . all violins r annoying asf . [i play violin]]

honestly i think hes just attracted 2 slower, warmer music ,,, like stuff ud listen 2 in the kitchen at 11 pm and the lights a nice warm color and the leftover smell of takeout lingers in the air while you and your lover sit right next 2 each other

OH and satoru would like tyler the creator he was at camp flog gnaw i was there i saw him TRUST [ignore. ignore the racist allegations i free him from those shackles by the power vested in me as a melanated individual] i feel like hed rlly like outkast but only their SUPERR popular stuff, like so fresh, so clean or ms. jackson

also sugurus def a numetal fan . and goth ,,,,,, SUGURU IN TRAD GOTH MAKEUPPP OH MY GOHDDDDDDDDDD and w the piercings ,,,,,,,

going back on him having appreciation 4 all music i mean ALLLLL music . if u go thru his playlists half of them r in languages he doesnt even know but he LOVES them ,,,,, im thinking some songs in yoruba, sanskrit, somali, telugu, spanish, māori, hawaiian ,,,,,,,,,,,

OKI FINAL THING . big Big BIGGGG punk music fan ,,, his whole thing is abt doing whats right for the world and the people around him, and thru that he gets in2 the punk scene !!! yay !!! :3 prob likes bikini kill, xray spex, or the muslims ,,,,

AHHHHHH YOUR BRAIN …….. i’m surrounded by geniuses left and right 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 THIS IS CANON TO ME NOW BTW!!!!

you’re SO right i really think sugu is such a music guy……. loves EVERY kind of music for sure i hadn’t considered rap & rnb until now BUT THAT MAKES SOOOO MUCH SENSE …… “deep greens, warm browns, n the taste of earth on ur tongue” <- THIS IS SO SUGUCODED I CRIED…….

and !!! the classics too !!!! I AGREE SO HARD ON THE INSTRUMENTS i’ve always seen him playing either the bass or the drums but CELLO?????? is so unbelievably bigbrained. plays it for sure. and our pretentious little satoru….. for SURE a violin player and i think piano too. AND TRUMPET PLEASEEE WHY DOES THAT MAKE SM SENSE 😭😭….. he strikes me as the kinda guy who used to listen to nightcore religiously and i think sugu would find that personally offensive to the industry

honestly i think hes just attracted 2 slower, warmer music ,,, like stuff ud listen 2 in the kitchen at 11 pm and the lights a nice warm color and the leftover smell of takeout lingers in the air while you and your lover sit right next 2 each other

YEPPPP YEP ….. you can’t see me but i’m agreeing so hard my hands r shaking THIS IS HIM!!!! slow n warm music …… kitchen music …….. just . dreamy and tender …………. 😔😔😔 he’s so …..

ANDDD i agree on literally everything else too. i only know like half of these artists bc i’m embarrassingly unknowledgeable abt music but i trust your opinion w my life …. oh great orchestra master ………… (that’s so cool btw imho anyone who plays any kind of instrument is the Coolest person in the universe i’m so in awe) HE WOULD SOOO BE IN THE PUNK SCENE …… and he absolutely listens to all kinds of music no matter the language . i can see him picking up bits n pieces from the languages too bc that is our multilingual king 🤞 no matter where he is or who he’s talking to he fits in perfectly w any kind of music-loving crowd…. everyone loves him sb he goes to concerts and makes so many friends without even trying. that’s our guy.

tysm for sharing this w me i’ve decided that you’re objectively correct <333 akutami once said that suguru was “a liberal arts guy for sure” and i think abt it every single day . our artistic king . i love him.

[satoruxx]

pairing: poly!sashisu x f!reader | 2k words summary: mentions of injuries, sashisu fluff, tiny bit of angst, pet names, shoko is literally wife, suguru is super touchy lol, satoru's a menace but he loves you, protective sashisu, extra protective satoru, shoko and satoru bicker for like half of this lol rheya’s note: offers you more of these three and runs away (sorry guys they literally won't leave my mind i swear they'd treat you so good)

one look at shoko’s frowning face and you’re already nervous, squirming in place as she leans in close to inspect your body. you have to take a deep breath—because while normally her close proximity makes you flush and stumble over words, this time you are anxiously silent.

because you can tell that she is anything but pleased. her eyes are narrow as they take in the wound on your stomach, lips pursed like she’s holding back a scolding.

which you know, you definitely deserve.

she scoots her stool closer to the examination table you’re sitting on, fingers coming up to undo the makeshift bandage you had tied around your torso in the midst of the mission.

you try to hold back your wince as she pulls away the fabric that sticks to your blood, but she catches it. she’s always been overly observant.

you shake your head at her when her gaze flickers up to assess your pain levels. “i’m fine.” you don’t mean for your voice to come out so hurried.

“looks like it.” her voice lacks the usual warmth, normally so sweet as she teases and dotes on you like you’re the only thing in her world. but this, this disappointment that she’s not good at hiding, has something in your chest tugging.

you think you might go crazy if she doesn’t smile at you in the next few minutes.

“oh c’mon,” you shrug, laughing carelessly because it’s not that bad. “it’s fine. besides i have a great doctor. i knew i’d be okay.”

shoko takes a deep breath, honey brown eyes boring into yours when she looks up again. “listen to me—” there is something odd about the way she’s speaking that has you sitting up a little straighter. “this is the one thing i hate doing for you.”

your mouth clamps shut, any trace of a smile gone.

“hell babe, i’d do anything for you,” she sighs, leaning closer to your face—so close you can see her dark lashes brush her cheeks when she blinks. “but i hate hearing that i have to come down here and heal you.”

the intensity of her gaze has you chewing on your lip again, an action that her eyes follow. but she doesn’t say anything else, leaning back to continue her work—though there is a freer air about her, like a pressure has been released.

you don’t say anything either, too focused on her and her pretty eyes and her warm hands and the way she loves you.

you hear the sliding door to the infirmary open, and immediately feel a familiar overwhelming presence worming its way into the room.

“you serious?” satoru’s voice goes high at the end of the question—barely concealed panic. “what the fuck happened?”

you hold back a grimace knowing that his focus is only trained on your wound. “it’s not as bad as it looks,” you offer weakly, but satoru is already in front of you, brows drawn tight in anger and something else.

“like hell,” he hisses, eyes darting between your face and body. “you almost died!”

“stop yelling at her.” suguru’s voice comes out exasperated as he enters, shooting satoru a weak glare—but you know him well enough to catch that he isn’t happy about this either. he takes a few steps until he’s directly in front of you, crouching next to shoko’s stool so that he’s in your line of sight. lavender eyes take you in, and you can see the the relief that seeps into them.

his palm comes up to gently hold your cheek. “okay baby?”

you’re nodding before he even finishes, doing your best to reassure because if there’s anything you hate it’s making him worry.

making them all worry.

suguru’s hand remains attached to your skin even as he turns to look at shoko. “how bad is it?”

shoko doesn’t look away, focusing on her hands as she sighs. ”it was deep. definitely could’ve been bad but…she’ll be fine.”

her eyes flicker up to yours, and you bite your lip nervously. you hear suguru inhale, fingers twitching against your cheek.

it is satoru who breaks the silence.

“what were you thinking?” he asks, low as he grits his teeth. there is a wild look in his eyes, cerulean glazed over with something you can’t quite place. the tone of his voice has shoko and suguru sharing a look, one that you don’t have the time to decipher because you’re too focused on the way satoru is clenching his fists.

your shoulders drop. “you’re mad.” it’s a statement, not a question, and you see the sharp look suguru sends satoru’s way.

“i’m not—” satoru inhales abruptly, interrupting his own words. “just—”

he stops speaking.

“he wants you to be more careful,” shoko fills the silence, still staring at your abdomen. “you can’t be careless like this.”

there’s a dip in her brows, one that matches the downward tilt of her lips. she doesn’t look at you, and you think you can feel the slight tremor of her hands as they press against your skin.

her expression has you unable to look away, feeling oh so cared for and protected under the warmth of her healing.

so you nod mutely, and almost cry in relief when you see the twitch of her lips as she finishes healing you. suguru chuckles under his breath, his empty hand lacing through your fingers and squeezing—a message that only you understand. “good,” he sighs, tilting his head fondly. “take care of yourself—at least for our sake, yeah sweetheart?”

shoko throws satoru a look even as he crosses his arms and glares at the wall, refusing to look at you. “that goes for you too, dummy!”

satoru’s head whips around to throw her an appalled glare. “i’m plenty careful!”

shoko wordlessly reaches out and tugs up his shirt, where you can see the faint remnants of a fresh battle scar. “didn’t i heal this for you not two days ago?” she rolls her eyes. “and the fact that you can heal it yourself is even worse.”

satoru pulls his shirt down and shoots her a glare that’s half a pout. “well maybe i wouldn’t be so bad at it if you were a better teacher!”

“like i’d spend my free time teaching you.”

“did you just wake up mean one day or were you born this way?”

“idiot. i told you—it’s fwoo, then hyoi!”

“what the hell does that mean, sho?!”

you watch the two bicker with a smile, and suguru looks down at you with a mirrored expression. “scared us a little there, baby.” he lowers his voice, palm sliding through your hair as he pushes a few strands back.

“didn’t mean to,” you grimace, leaning into his touch. “but it seriously wasn’t that bad.”

“i know,” he answers, eyes heavy with affection and fatigue and all the depth in the world. “we weren’t expecting it is all. we came back and nanami let us know what happened. satoru threw a fit y’know?”

you wince internally, knowing that it probably wasn’t very pleasant. “he did?”

“he’s an idiot but you should know he’s crazy about you, sweetheart.” suguru smothers an amused huff. “he stopped hearing anything after they said you were hurt.”

you don’t know what to say to that, but you don’t have to, because suguru’s smile widens like he understands. he always does.

“didn’t mean to make him worry,” you mumble, watching as shoko lazily punches at satoru’s gut, to which he dramatically groans even though he’s the one who had his infinity down for her.

“i know,” suguru grins, fingers brushing over your shoulder almost carefully. “he does too.”

you suppress a smile, feeling oddly grateful as you watch satoru whine and complain when shoko shoots sarcastic remarks at him.

something about all of this that makes you feel so blissfully comfortable.

“okay alright guys,” suguru finally sighs, shaking his head. there’s a tinge of amusement in his voice even as he shoots them an exasperated glare. “give it a rest.”

“she started it!” satoru says—indignant.

shoko huffs, rolling her eyes. “whatever.”

she turns back to you, gently cupping your cheek and rubbing her thumb over your bottom lip. “feeling okay, babe?”

“yeah,” you nod, feeling your skin warm under her touch. “feels a lot better.”

she stands up with a soft smile. “good. then you’re free to go.”

suguru exhales, his smile becoming a little more eased as he pushes your hair away from your neck. “that’s good. let’s go home then, yeah?”

you nod, starting to pull your shirt and uniform jacket back on. suguru steps away to give you room, standing next to shoko who nudges his shoulder affectionately.

“you know, i bet you do things recklessly just so that shoko can heal you,” suguru says to you—a teasing glint in his eyes.

you look up and grin, dramatically covering your mouth. “don’t expose me like that! i’ve been getting her attention like this for years!”

suguru laughs even as shoko shakes her head in amusement. “silly girl. you’re crazy.”

“you can’t blame me,” you shrug playfully, buttoning up your shirt. “it’s your fault for being such a good doctor.”

suguru squeezes shoko’s fingers in agreement, no doubt still lingering with the warmth of her technique. she laughs to herself, rolling her eyes fondly as she watches you finish getting dressed. “you should take a nice bath, babe.” she grins at you. “i can help you if the injury’s still a little sore.”

you nod and suguru smiles, slinging an arm around shoko’s shoulders. “good. then we’ll go back to the dorm and get it ready, yeah?”

you smile at them gratefully, no words needed, and they return the expression before heading out.

the echoing of the door sliding shut pierces the silence between you and the strongest. satoru is staring at the tiled floor like he’s about to kill it, shoulders drawn tight with tension.

you sigh, looking up at him almost meekly—so unlike your usual interactions. “you still angry at me, toru?”

you see the effort with which he exhales, glancing at you from the corner of his eyes just barely concealed by dark frames. he turns to take two full steps towards you, until he towers over your sitting form—and while most people would find it intimidating, you have always found satoru’s overwhelming presence to be a comfort.

his fingers reach up to push a strand of your hair away, deliberately tucking it behind your ear before his hand rests against your jaw. “‘course not,” he answers, voice low. his thumb traces over your jawline. “just panicked.”

“sorry.” you turn to press your lips against his palm, and you see his features soften.

he leans down to press a chaste kiss to your temple, an uncharacteristic softness that only you are privy to see. “‘s okay.”

“but you know i can take care of myself, right?” you ask him, almost imploringly because you have never wanted to look weak in front of someone who is so strong. satoru grins, eyes glinting with what almost seems like pride as he ruffles your hair.

“duh,” he laughs, taking your hands to pull you off the examination table. once you’re standing he slings an arm around your shoulders and presses his nose to your temple. “i’d be stupid not to. you’re crazy strong, y’know?”

you try to hide your pleased smile, even though you know that being acknowledged by him—by all three of them—will forever be what keeps you going.

“well at least you know,” you grin, and satoru rolls his eyes, fingers coming up to poke at your side.

“don’t get cocky.”

“look who’s talking!” you retort and he shakes his head, amused. satoru’s grip tightens imperceptibly, and you think yours does too, something telling you that you’ll never be able to let him go.

“c’mon sweets, let’s go get you that bath now, yeah? sho and suguru are probably waiting.”

you hum, a gentle smile tugging at your lips when you hear his words. you wrap your arm around his waist, leaning into him as he walks you back to the dorm—walks you home.

because that’s what the three of them are to you—home.

[morgaseus]

I’ve encountered a few on AO3 but I too am desperate for more Gojo fics anywhere 😭 if you have any recommendations too please I beg give some to meee 😭😭

Ohhh yesss ive got quite a few! Also, please look out for the content warnings!

Series

Sincerely not by saintobios (arranged marriage, modern au) (read this yrs ago so i cant remember much but i do remember crying at 10 pm in the kitchen while reading this)

Sundered by tojikai (baby daddy gojo, modern au)( made me sob )

Kintsugi by NoahLaval (arranged marriage, enemies to lovers, gojo x oc) (I love this! made me cry a lot, like really..)

No Cure by Tawus (enemies to lovers, reader is a curse user)

Exposure therapy by seoafin (angst, reader is in the same year as sashisu, au where toji became a teacher, also a geto/reader, but shoko is the endgame)(you should check out their other works too!)

Monster Hospital by mushmoon12 (enemies/rivals to lovers, lots of smut)

intrinsic warmth by thatdesklamp (angst, childhood friends to lovers)(yeah...)

Cursed Love by maespaces (angst, reader is a not a jujutsu sorcerer )(i forgot to add this!😭😭😭 but srsly tho rllylove this one, vry well written! im still reading it but u can tell ure in for a bumpy ride🥹)

Oneshots

Grey Cashmere by vagabond-umlaut (angst with a happy end, set during hidden inventory, reader is in the same year as sashisu)(one of my all time faves!!! its also part of a series but can be read as a standalone!)

an unwanted letter by piichuu (angst, post ch 236?ig?)(i read this during class... i just hope my classmates didnt see me cry)

Others. (I have not read this yet but ive been keeping an eye on it! Thought i might share as well)

Infidelity by tawus (angst, gojo and reader are married)

one day, three autumns by vagabond-umlaut (arranged marriage)

Minazuki by quirklessidiot (enemies to lovers, arranged marriage)

Devoted by aerinth (angst, friends to lovers)(also a geto/reader)

the color yellow by rhydonium (angst, hanahaki disease)(also a geto/reader)

Bonus!

Abalone on the shore by unolvrs (I dont rlly read much toji fics but this one made me sob on a morning! You'll need tissues for this one ig...😞)

[kysuguru]

hello lovely ! how are you ? i hope you know we are so happy you are looking well. i hope this october will treat you with the kindness and gentleness you deserve. 🤍

i would like to ask for your thoughts or even a short drabble on the all mine reader ! i can see them having adorable habits such as leaning their head towards someone to ask for headpats or often making heart gestures towards shoko, satoru, suguru, and just about anyone :•")

i love the way you write the all mine reader, i think i speak for plenty of us when i say we relate to them a lot. so sorry for the long ask, thank you for blessing us with your writing ! please don't feel pressured to write all the time for us. 🫂♡

- 🕊

october is already treating me well even tho i’m only three days in, i hope the same for u!! seeing as october is my favorite month i hope u enjoy it to the fullest, u are very sweet and deserve this drabble!!!

yes yes reader is affection and touch deprived, or sort of, affection that’s genuine anyways. her mom always had a motive behind her ministrations so reader still tends to crave touch that’s real. and lucky for her the lucky contenders stsg (+ shoko) are more than willing to provide.

one time reader finishes a mission with no faults and is subtly seeking praise, suguru notices and sends you a soft smile, patting your head and soothing the back of it. ever since then, you were hooked.

anytime you felt something you did needed any type of approval, you sought out geto. you weren’t subtle with it like you thought, geto knew you too well, yet he indulged you every single time. he doesn’t think you even noticed the way you’d instantly tilt your head slightly towards him. his heart palpitated each time and he had to resist not showering your face in kisses.

gojo catches onto all of this soon after, but he’s a jackass!!! feel free to smack him. he’ll try to make you ask… raising his eyebrows with that stupid smirk, knowing just what you want but not giving it “freely” as he says.

you ignore him, swiftly leaning towards geto, who sends his best friend a smug smirk over his shoulder.

also the heart gestures!!! that’s so cute!!! i have a feeling sashisu did it with reader as a joke and it kinda stuck.

you jokingly blew shoko a kiss (albeit shyly, and nervously because you had to look stupid…), yet she catches the imaginary kiss with a stupid grin, a cigeratte hanging between her lips and she clutches her hand to her heart, faux-swooning. it’s been a thing with the four of you ever since, and lest the boys try it on shoko she makes a show to grab the kiss and throw it to the ground, violently stomping on it while gojo stares on angrily.

stsg both know now to only do it with you and each other.

[ipostmysimpingstuffanonymously]

Another post? damn

I was on vacation a few weeks back and had no internet so I downloaded all Fanfciton that were Satoru/Shoko tagged and rated them.

Here are the ones I rated 5/5 ... so i guess this is a ff recommendation post lol

The delicate art of flirting

3rdgymbros

Words: 1,960, Satosho, 5/5

This is so good. I love that the first years get brought into the infirmary and they just KNOW ahahahahah. Also it’s just this casual side thing but there something so much deeper that i hurts which i like about this ship

Like a lost shirt

Lua

Words:1,520, Satosho, 5/5

I am a sucker for raw and "practical" relationships. Like this is exactly how I imagine them to grieve for Suguru and I love that so much can be left unsaid but the reader and Satoru and Shoko both just know. What they have isn't healthy but it's the only thing they can have. A happy and healthy relationship with someone else would just simply not work. They are both too fucked up for that.

Sorry about the blood in your mouth (i wish it was mine)

Her_black_tights

Words: 17,761 Sashisu/ Satosho 5/5

So I am biased on this one cuz this is one of my headcanons. That Suguru fucked around with both and that his absence is why Gojo and Shoko are a thing. And I feel like this fic perfectly encapsulates the hurt, the brokenness and the necessity of their relationship. Like this is how they cope and its messy and unhealthy and i love it

Listen I love you joy is coming

Antioedipus

Words:3,938 Satosho 5/5

This one is cute. Nah cute is the wrong word, they are goblins but it’s nice. They are both fucked up which is funny. Also 100% can see that Shoko doesn't have the emotional capacity to console a crying woman but still would do the right thing even if she doesn't think it’s the right thing. 

Work and not run (skip and not fall)

Aminstrel

Words:2,300 Satosho 5/5

Love this! Cute! Exactly how i Imagine them. Also match cut? Peak comedy hahahaha goblin energy.

Catalyst

tiressian

Words:4,170 Satosho 5/5

AYOOOOO first tiressian ff. i remember reading this and having gotten new horizons opened xD Anyway: love it, super nice character interaction. Love it when Gojo is stumbling over his words, a tiressian special! Also love the aftermath, hilarious but sweet.

To my significant (b)other

Tiressian

Words: 6,621 Satosho 5/5

Another banger! Back to back? Spoiled honestly. I love this one just because it makes so much sense that she writes a list. Also Gojo high as balls is hilarious. Then the whole dialogue at the wedding with the chaste touches omg my skin is prickling. Love it.

Warmth

Satoluvs

Words:2,663 Satosho 5/5

I LOVE THIS. Omg adopted Yuji has my heart. Also consoling somebody by not talking it out but taking them in giving them affection to cure the sadness omg. Also also Satoru and Shoko just dating super casually i looooovee it.

Breathing underwater 

Shrimphony

Words:1,848 Sashisu/ Satosho 5/5

This one hurts so much omg. And this could easily be canon. Idk why Gege does not show us Shoko’s grief more…. Like even if it's platonic how can she not find solace in Gojo still being there hmm? And then when Gojo, Nanami and Yaga get ripped from her, that must have destroyed her…

Shore 

Tiressian

Words:7,161 Satosho 5/5

VERY TASTY thank you for the meal. I love their dynamic. Back with the tiressian special. Also Shoko making him do push ups, same girl same i get it. Love the banter, it makes so much sense.

Epoch

Tiressian

Words:6,341 Satosho 5/5

Yum, yes, very nice. Love cheerleader Gojo, he has my heart, that poor dude. No other comments it's perfect

Call it a hunch

Tiressian

Words: 5,560 Satosho 5/5

I think this is one of my favourites hahhaha. I love how panda is trying to convince everybody hahahahah. Also the snowball fight is glorious xD the little yuta/maki you slipped  in there, i see you hehehehe. And the end has me ROLLING HAHAHAHAH

It's the thought that counts 

Tiressian

Words: 2,182 Satosho 5/5

THE CUTEST ahhhh i love them i really really need to draw the three of them uff.

there's lots of 4/5 ones too that I'd recommend but i need to cap the list somewhere xD (the google doc has 12 pages wtf ahahahah) This is up for changes anyway :P but enjoy my recommendations xD

[whalesforhands]

omori anon’s ask that i accidentally deleted since i moved it to queue on accident (IM SO SORRY PRECIOUS ANON)

“how did dyf!mc’s death affect nanami, haibara and riko?” (IT WAS WAY MORE LENGTHY THAN THIS BUT I CANT RMEMEBER AHHHHHH IM SORRY AGAIN I LOVE U OMORI ANON)

Nanami Kento does his best not to think much of you. It is part and parcel of the Jujutsu Sorcerer life to save and give, to put one’s life on the line to save many other ones.

Yet, why does he feel an aversion to those azuki flavoured buns he used to like snacking on from the cafeteria? Why does he feel that some snacks have lost their savoury goodness, their once addicting flavour? Much like Gojo, he finds it hard to stomach the foods you used to love and snack on together with him.

And why does it hurt when he passes by the familiar hall, not hearing your cheerful greetings to him anymore? Or the playful banter between all four of his seniors?

It’s silent, too much so. It’s too quiet without you around anymore.

——

Haibara Yu does not fault the duo for your demise. In fact, after hearing the short, brief recollection of the event from a melancholic, baggy-eyed Suguru, he admires you more than anything.

And he will sing your praises because of it.

He tries his best to pump up the solemn exterior, often checking in with the trio and trying his best to make them smile even momentarily. He makes sure to drag Nanami to buy souvenirs for everyone with every mission they take, always buying extras to ensure that even if their hearts are a little empty, their bellies will at least be full.

But even he can’t keep that happy exterior forever. His heart clenching at the sight of your empty seat when he passes by the third year classroom, his smile faltering when he sees the way the SaShiSu trio seem just a little emptier, a little more closed off.

He’s not here to fill the void that you left, but he will do what he can so that you won’t be worried about these precious people of yours.

——

Amanai Riko remembers to honour you. The you who saved her life, the you who tried to show her that her happiness had always been in her grasp.

The you who taught her to smile.

She burns some incense in remembrance of you everyday, since you have yet to have a grave in the early weeks after your fate.

She’s seen the way you treasured the ones close to you, viewed them as the most precious, most cherished gems in existence. The way your eyes sparkled every time you talked about the most dismissible topics with her, the way you pushed her out of her shell and lovingly forced her to see the absolute utopia that was already in her hands.

The way your mere existence changed her destiny.

She will always be in debt to you. So, she prays that in another life, you’ll finally reunite with all the precious existences you’ve adored, that you’ll smile freely and finally achieve the happiness you so deserve…

But for now, all she can do for you is to let you live on in her dearest memories.

[duckiemimi]

jjk episode 29 thoughts!

wow…just wow.

the opening title card dating back to august 2007 was so poignant to me because if i’m not mistaken, high schoolers in japan graduate in march, and though i know jujutsu tech has a four year curriculum, i can’t help but think that if geto stayed until at least march 2008, it would’ve been somewhat of a milestone for him, considering if he never got scouted, he would’ve graduated by then.

i especially appreciate the detail into the sound engineering in this episode, the lengthy, strategic silences that aim to linger, and i especially appreciate the sound of the pitter patter of geto’s shower/the rain morphing into the cult applause as he thought about non-sorcerers. and then they gave us a full circle moment by introducing cult leader geto with the sound of the organization’s applause, i really liked how tidy they tied the loose ends up. i do wish that the geto cult leader scene was paced a little slower, though, everything happened so fast. perhaps it’s to juxtapose the long, long downward spiral sequence that took up most of the episode.

speaking of, they did a great job portraying geto’s downward spiral with yuki’s words (“make one of them your true thought”), miminana and what was implied, the pitter patter of rain/the shower; overall fantastic buildup. the way they animated him to look so exhausted and lost and unstable, him physically zoning out as we hear his racing thoughts—i thought the way they animated it was so effective. the little sequence we get when he went on his rampage, of him standing straight-faced in the midst of wild blue flames, screams all around. the button. absolute chills.

let’s talk about the shinjuku breakup. i thought it would be more emotional? it was definitely emotional in the vol 0 movie, and though the animation is cleaner and better in the anime, it packs less of a punch? maybe it has something to do with how bright the scene was (yellow overlay in contrast to the grey blue we saw in the movie) or maybe it’s the music choice? (it’s definitely the music choice.) i do understand that maybe they went ahead with these artistic decisions to juxtapose the movie, like a “this is what happened vs. this is how they remembered it” type of theme.

i love how we can viscerally feel gojo’s hurt and confusion. i’m a sucker for lingering scenes, so i did wish it was longer, but the voice acting alone made up for it.

seeing the main trio after the manga leaks yesterday is active cognitive dissonance, i tell you. and ending the episode with geto and gojo playing in the fucking rain was unusually cruel. but it was the ending song that made me cry for real, when the music goes half-time? waterworks :’) i do wonder if they planned that since the beginning of the season (they probably did) because that half-time sequence with sashisu and nanami and haibara just being teenagers absolutely shattered my heart this time </3

gojo’s little laugh when the main trio woke him up is nothing short of crazy. what kind of person dreams about their biggest trauma and laughs upon waking up? someone with issues, that’s who. maybe he laughed because as soon as his six eyes detected the kids, he knew that the past is the past and he can only be happy with what he has in front of him? well, as happy as he can be.

anyway, the episode lived up to my expectations, ascended beyond them, and i can’t believe we’re getting a filler episode next…with the main trio…that’s all we’ll have before shibuya, GOD.

[mmediocreman]

Im not super active on tumblr-- i think i made it really to access jjk fanart, back when season 1 first exploded onto the scene. I stumbled across your work when i began reading the manga and that somehow dropped off. I thought i had moved on from jjk but i forgot how much i love the sashisu trio until your work popped back on my dash.

There's something so quietly intimate about the way you draw them. Not just as if you're giving us a snapshot of their lives, but a window to their hearts. Thank you for all the work you do (also you've gotten me very intrigued about slam dunk now lol).

(im so bad at replying messages that im so late to this but) im so happy to hear that, thank you for telling me😭😭😭

i love yuuji and the others as well but i have a special place for sashisu and i think all of my fanarts just stems in me wanting to see more of their daily normal hs live, something that got taken away from them too soon. it makes me really happy whenever i see comments on how that feelings reaches ppl who see em, thank you!

[blackhallow]

SHOKO LORE??? SOMETHING GEGE WILL NEVER GIVE US EVEN THO SHE'S SO COOL THANK U !!!!!

HER BEING AHAPPY CHILD !!!!!! only for so long but still !! (i have only ever seen interpretations of her being a salty ass kid 😭😭😭 so it was nice to see her being jumpy)

THE MOTHER ANGST THE PATHOS 😭😭😭😭

the idea of jujutsu society cornering kids from non-sorcerer families to the point where they have no one and are forced to join is !!!!!!!!

SASHISU CAKE CRUMBS !!!!!!! THEYRE SO DUMB AND SILLY AND GOOFY 🥺🥺🥺

shokohime making fun of stsg <333

i just knew after reading that bit that it was going to get much more angsty 😭😭😭😭

before joining jujutsu high and leaving jujutsu high both ending with "happy birthday to me" is so 🔥🔥🔥

being able to save anyone but the people she wants to save <33333

SATORU WINGMANING 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪 GO GET IT GIRL 🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈🌈🌈🌈

utahime is the biggest milf ever !!!!!!!!!!

UTAHIME NEARLY DYING ON SHOKOS BIRTHDAY GOD I LOVE THIS LORE WHERE DO U GET YOUR IDEAS FROM????? AND THEN SHOKO NOT SMOKING SINCE THEN !!!!!

MAKI UPROOTING A TREE AND THEN THROWING IT AT PANDA WHAT 😭😭😭😭

THE HALLOWEEN MESSAGES NOOOOO

"SHE THREW A PARTY WHEN U GOT LOCKED IN THAT BOX" IM DEAD I LOVE THIS TYPE OF GOJO AND UTAHIME INTERACTIONS LIKE YES WLW MLM HOSTILITY 4 LIFE

THE LAST LINE !!!!! 🥺

LISTENNNN i will give lore to all the jjk women if it's the last thing i do, since gege clearly won't

and ughhh shoko being a happy kid haunted me in my dreams, the contrast between her younger self and her current self mmm yea i was unwell. i've never really read any other fics with her as a kid (we as a society really NEED more shoko fics) but i'm glad you liked the way i wrote her ksdhjfs :) :) !! it was fun, and it was so fun writing her with gojo trying to be a wingman but still being annoying but loveable i adore their friendship <3

and you noticed the "happy birthday to me" thing i'm gonna bawl i love doing stuff like that when someone points them out it's like !!!!!!!!!! makes me so happy

i don't know where i get my ideas from they just spawn randomly after i spend 20 hours thinking about women like a lesbian. but i am glad you like them sldfsdsGJSJDJFS and hostile gojo & utahime is the only way i will ever write them they make me laugh so much

THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME THIS AND FOR READINGGGGG you have my eternal love once again!! <33333

[mossmurdock]

aaaAAAA MOSS……. ur tags on my shoko fic….. u r such an angel tysm 🥺🥺 i was going to just thank u in the replies but i wanna do it properly so here i am back in ur ask box o7

but god moss ur tags are always so so thoughtful n kind im just?!!??? U GET IT SO WELL TOO…. u see the vision!! messily domestic is the perfect word for it… and saying i make a home out of words is just. genuinely the biggest compliment ever?? thank u so much :’3

all ur thoughts abt the relationship between shoko n reader are SO spot on too…… when it comes to sashisu i think ill always see them as damaged individuals who choose to love each other anyway, and that def bleeds into any reader dynamics i give them i think… 

ack. im just… literally every single thing u said warmed my heart sm T_T thank you. i’d die for you. pls never worry abt getting rambly in my tags also!! they make my day <33 sending u all the good vibes always n forever!!

!!! im so glad what i said came off as coherent 😭😭 i love reading ur work ari i really do! ill always be happy to read em🫶🏽

and i hope ur day was amazing and lovely<3

[franeridart]

Anon said: I love how fluid your art is especially the smiles they look so fluid and genuine

Thank you so much!!!!!! Happiness is my fav thing to draw, I’m always happy to know it translates well!! ;A;

Anon said: What’s sashisu? Sorryyyy I don’t really understand what’s going on in the jjk manga half the time so I’m really confused TT^TT

No need to apologize!!!!! It’s one of Satoru Shoko and Suguru’s group names, takes each of their name’s first syllables! A lot of people call them sss trio too, but I like the sound of sashisu better cause I tend to roam the japanese side of this fandom more, so that’s the name I see the most often haha

Anon said: Ahhh, I’m so happy your asks are getting more and more frequent! It means your fanbase is growing! I’m so happy for you!!

ANON YOU’RE TOO SWEET!!!! But really the frequency of these posts depends more on my social batteries level than anything else............................ I’m trying to do better by you guys and answer them more often m(;;_;;)m

Anon said:hi fran!! i'm just sending this to let you know that you're a Huge Inspiration™️ to me, and made me want to take drawing seriously — like, you made me realize that i want to become better at it. also!!! your art kinda calms me down?? like i was nearly having an anxiety attack the other day, but i went through your blog, and your comics and paintings calmed me down enough so i was able to put myself together... so, yeah, thank you sO freAKING MUCH !! (sorry if there's grammar mistakes, inglish is not my first language ^^)

Anonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I’m so glad I can help you at all!!!!!! Both as inspiration and especially for the anxiety, it’s such a wonderful thing to hear that my doodles can have that effect on you!!! ;A;<3 and no need to apologize, english isn’t my first language either after all!!

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ARI THE BINGO THING IS SO CUTE?? if you’re still doing them can you do one for me :33

RHEYAAAA MY BELOVED :3333 here is a big cup of warm tea for you … pls have a seat 🍵 I AMMM STILL DOING THEM here is yours hehe!!!

[kysuguru]

I've never wrote an ask before and I'm not sure if I'm doing it right lol I love your series I think the MC is absolutely adorable and i saw you needed an idea

So what if... MC has a bit of a high metabolism and just eats a lot

The SSS Squad go out for lunch or just out to hangout in like a little food district or maybe they just see her in like a mall or something just munching away on sum food

And some civilians pass by and just make some judgemental comments about how much she eats and saying that it's unattractive or something

If you don't like the thought of writing it then that's okay too

I love your work ❤️

this thought is sooooo cute!!!!!! id love to write this, and tysm i’m glad u enjoy my series ^_^!!!!

seeing as reader’s mom was sort of strict with what reader ate, this makes sense! since she’s at jujutsu tech, what’s the harm in eating a little more, y’know? she doesn’t have her mom standing over her dictating her diet, soooo. a little junk food won’t hurt, plus gojo said it was on him. so maybe he won’t mind if you get at least three cheeseburgers, would large fries be okay as well?

sashisu are by no means deterred by your big appetite, they’re just happy to see you enjoying yourself. the little hums of satisfaction and the glittering of your eyes has them smitten.

some people see, and they can’t help but snicker. you should have no business chowing down like that. ketchup and salt on your bottom lip, which you don’t hesitate to lick away. your hands are a little messy, but eating burgers has never been clean. at least be civil, they mutter.

gojo is quick to send glares the second their slick comments reach his ears. geto is wiping salt off of the corner of your lips while gojo acts like dog control. it’s endearing really, you’re leaning into geto’s touch, asking if he’d like some. while shoko sips on your milkshake, smiling at you fondly.

the perpetrators quickly scurry off, gojo’s glare making them wish they hadn’t even opened their mouths, humiliation and embarrassment making their faces flush.

gojo turns back to you in satisfaction, immediately acting as if nothing happened in hopes you didn’t notice (you didn’t), and poking a fry at geto’s face just to get him riled up while you all go on about your day. smiling happily.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

Ari! If you could choose between satoru , suguru or shoko as your significant other, who would you choose and why?

ANONNNNNNNN YOU’RE SPOILING ME 😭😭😭😭 an excuse to talk abt sashisu…… ok but can i say all three 👉👈 jk we’re gonna discuss this thoroughly actually. for the sake of the argument let’s assume we’re in a no curses au <333

see here’s the thing right ….. when you get down to it, i see sashisu as very similar people. in the sense that when you first meet them they appear really Mysterious & Sexy & Perfect but they’re actually all losers. all three. they’re barely functional <33 I SAY THIS WITH ALL THE LOVE IN MY HEART BTW it’s their most endearing trait!!

but loserism aside i firmly believe all three of them would make such good partners :((( they’re softies once you get down to it!! but i think the first impression you get of them is farrrrr from even scratching the surface of their true selves… i’m just gonna ramble a bit about all of them aaaaaaa

satoru is the kind of guy who instantly intimidates the hell out of you because he’s just …. sooooo out of your league? like he’s tall and hot, he smirks and teases you and he has this charisma that you can’t deny. he’s a people magnet!! and as if that wasn’t enough, he also just so happens to be good at Literally Everything????? so even if he obviously likes you there’s that sense of him being totally out of reach… and he’s so friendly with everyone that i think you might assume that he’s a player which he isn’t at ALL but like 😭😭 that’s the impression you might get. he’s just so effortlessly perfect.

…….. except not really because as you grow closer to him you soon come to realize that he’s a loser. a silly little loser guy. absolutely infuriating. the type who trips you up in public and calls you cheesy petnames in front of your friends just to embarrass you. and he’s clingy. whiney. will make himself cry if that’s what he needs to convince you to stay home with him instead of going to work like he’s soooo ridiculous?? also eats out of his childhood digimon bowl even though he’s pushing 30 and forces you to watch the first three seasons with him (he literally will Not let you leave or even look away because he needs to see your reaction to every single scene)….. makes you handfeed him treats and nips at your fingertips. tickles you if you’re angry at him which makes you way angrier but he thinks it’s hot so he just continues.

yeah. silly little satoru. perfect and infuriating and childish — but, really, he’s just a softie. a lonely guy who gets attached too easily but doesn’t let anyone in. a lonely, sappy little guy who gets terrified at the thought of you leaving once you’ve peeled back those layers he tries so hard to hide. a silly, sappy, lovely little man who will stop at nothing to see you smile, to laugh, to watch you thrive. who just wants you to be happy, and just wants to be near enough to see it. that’s enough for him. he doesn’t have the courage to ask for anything more, right now, but he hopes one day he will. he wants to be yours in the softest of ways. he knows he’s not the easiest to be with, you know? he can be annoying, and emotionally unavailable, and he can seem terribly out of reach — but i firmly believe that satoru is the softest of these three. he just has so much love to give :( wants to be with you forever, as a friend, as a lover, as whatever you’ll have him as.

and then shoko …….. when you meet shoko your immediate thought is like . okay hi mommy <33 we all know it’s true so let’s not lie. to put it simply she just has bad bitch energy — all laid-back and mysterious, cuffed sleeves and loose cigarettes and murky eyes that see right through you but never stare too intently. and she’s nice, you know? just has that allure about her. she’s so easy to talk to, so easy to fall in love with. just reels you in so effortlessly — and suddenly you have the hottest girlfriend on the planet and you’re scared because what if you’re not good enough?? what if she gets bored of you????? it makes you nervous. shoko is just so cool, you know?

….. buuuut then you start dating her and find out that she’s a wreck. <3 uses the same coffee mug over and over without washing it, wears dirty boxers around the house, can’t cook to save her life, will try to make out with you while you’re studying and apparently purposefully lit her cigarette in a really sexy way when you first met just to impress you. she tells you as much when she’s a little tipsy, clinging to your back like a koala and giggling sheepishly. <3 similar to satoru in that she can and will manipulate you into sleeping in with her. don’t let her fool you — she’s just as silly and teasing as her counterparts. it just so happens that she’s a woman so i would let her get away with literally anything no matter how heinous you can’t stay mad at her because she’ll pout and frown oh so sadly and you know she’s tricking you but how are you supposed to stay mad at your little baby?? :(( yeah. she knows you’re whipped and she uses it against you all the time.

she’s just as whipped for you, though. she can be troublesome but i really do think a love with shoko would be so soft and mature; she cherishes you so earnestly, respects you so deeply. always, always takes you seriously. such a warm, warm presence in your life because she’s so stable. never leaves, never lets you forget how important you are to her. never ever takes you for granted. she’ll tease you sometimes, yes, and some of her habits might be a little irritating — but there really isn’t anything she wouldn’t do to ease your burdens. she sees the two of you as a team, and she’s determined to be just as much of a positive influence on you as you are on her. shoko really is such a sweetheart. she’ll still wake you up at an ungodly hour because she wants coffee and ”yours just tastes better 🥺🥺” but it’s okay because she’s cute <33

and suguru ….. arguably has the greatest whiplash factor of them all. you meet him and you’re instantly smitten — there’s really no other option. you can’t help but fall for him. a handsome, brooding, mysterious guy, with his leather jacket and piercings and keen eyes, and all of it just pulls you in….. but then he’s also such a nice guy? it doesn’t feel forced, either. it feels genuine — he puts you at ease, always listens to what you have to say, so patient and grounding. so intelligent, passionate, so good at making you fall even deeper in love. sugu is a different kind of people magnet than satoru; you’re stuck in his orbit before you even knew what hit you, because how could you not love someone like him? his charm in lethal.

buuuut guess what !!! he’s a loser too <333333 god where do i even begin with this guy. when he’s truly, truly comfortable around you i just feel like he’s a couch potato . a cuddle bug . literally won’t let you leave the house. and he’s such a little bitch??? steals your sweaters and gaslights you into thinking they were his the whole time (it works), puts your phone on top of the fridge if you misbehave, loves to read with your head in his lap but exclusively reads classics and will judge you so deeply if he finds out you like anything else…. he doesn’t say anything, never, just silently judges you with the meanest side eye and then acts like he doesn’t know what you’re talking about when you call him out. smh. also he gets super giggly when he’s sleepy and i just know he snores. sometimes he wakes you up and he’s soooo apologetic :(((((( such a sweetie. yeah sorry i can’t criticize him for too long i truly believe this man is an angel.

like. flaws aside…. suguru just cares so much. he cares more about you than he cares about himself. once he’s truly let you in, into his life and into his mind and into everything he hides from the rest of the world — he’s never falling out of love with you. it’s simply not an option in his mind. you’ve earned a place in his heart and it never even shrinks, just keeps extending and extending until he feels a little lightheaded with bliss. because you understand him, you accept him, and he’s just so eager to return that loves tenfold. he cooks, he cleans, he holds you and listens to your soft breathing when he can’t seem to calm down. he orbits around you like the moon to the earth. he is just so, so soft for you. would do anything to keep you safe. wants to be your safe space so badly that he’ll rearrange his ribs to make it more comfortable for you. always looking at you, making sure you’re comfortable, asking if there’s anything else he can do for you. you’re his baby, and he lives to tend to you. it makes him happy. :)

so!!!!! with all that being said …………………. 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁

let’s be real we all saw this coming wbk i’m gonna have to go w sugu . sorry . 😔😔😔 my type is milfs and i fear he is the closest out of all three i like my men motherly ok </3 BUT I LOVE THEM ALL SM I WANNA DATE THEM ALLLLL they would all be such great partners i know and perceive the truth just trust me ….. emotionally unavailable and silly and teasing but the softest little marshmallows once you earn their trust :(((( sob. they mean the universe to me

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ari omg i saw ur ace!gojo rb... 😞ace!stsg is so important to me they r both sooooo

ALEXIS MY LOVE MY LIGHTHOUSE MY SAFE HARBOUR <333333 .. you Get it. you understand.

obv it’s just a self-indulgent comfort hc let’s be clear but like. it makes sense.. in my brain… let it be known that every single one of my gojo fics are written w ace!gojo in mind 🤞 he just gives me those vibes and by that i mean the Voices told me. they speak nothing but the truth.

also have you seen this loser’s colour scheme…. whole ace flag just walking around. he knows what he is!!

phdjshdjs NO BUT GENUINELY ace!gojo is one of my favorite jjk hcs Ever and ace!stsg in general is very good and real…. i remember making a post once that was like. the sashisu aroace pipeline… and it was just demisexual (sugu) -> demiromantic asexual (gojo) -> aromantic asexual (shoko)….. they mean the world 2 me T_T aaa at some point i’m gonna have to write the explicitly ace!gojo fic myself i think….. making my own food 🍳🍳🍳

alexis i’m genuinely so so happy that you see the Vision btw ilysm we are holding hands in my brain <33 imagine him sneakily buying one of those ace rings… none of his coworkers know what it is except shoko and he loves it. calls himself the undercover ace and makes the most insufferable puns known to mankind…. he Cannot be stopped 😔😔😔

[ipostmysimpingstuffanonymously]

Hi! I don't have a request, just wanted to say that I love how you're so open to different ships and how you make them work! Stsg is my ride or die but I also really like your satosho, sugusho, sashisu, shokoyuki, gonana and everything else basically! (except suguuta, I can't see how that would ever work but that's a me thing.) I think you're the only artist I've seen that dabbles in so many different ships, most tend to zoom in on one or two. I can tell from the way you depict them that you really think about each dynamic and how it'd go, and I really enjoy that variety in your art!

EXCUSE ME?! you cant just come in, leave such a nice comment and then dip? Are you trying to kill me with kindness????

I am trying my best. I truly believe that everybody should ship what they want and even if I'm a SatoSho ride or die, I love these characters so much i just want the best for them, no matter what pairing. And so its fun to think about the dynamics. Obviously I have some ships that don't roll for me, but I don't need to spread my opinion and make somebodys day a bit shittier because i can't shut up. I'd rather spread love :3 And I wish more people would do that too

Thank you for your kind words, the made me very happy