#luhan sexy veins

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kpop music videos that gave their fans sexual brainworms

OR accidental fetish pop and its fringe fanbase: meditations on gendered desire 

large warning here: i am someone who has been into kpop for the past 10 years. however, i have always been an extremely casual fan. i do write fic, but not rpf. if any of that makes you not want to hear me talk about kpop rpf (or you don’t want to hear about it in general), please keep moving.

anyway, obviously pop is corporate, soulless, and manufactured. but sometimes some truly bizarre shit gets past the committees and destroys a generation. these are their stories.

the video that started this is all is got7’s just right, released july 10th, 2015.

yes that’s all 7 members of got7 (one is out of frame) shrunken down for your viewing pleasure. they live in your room and tell you you’re just right. 

this sheer fetish power of this video is nerfed only by how utterly sexless it is.

they’re styled like and dance like this. it’s a totally unironic sendup of the seminal work that preceded it by four years, “what makes you beautiful” by the white kpop group “one direction.” the chaste energy of the whole thing makes you legitimately wonder if the good people at jyp have just never heard of microphilia. (during a dramatic reading of this piece, here a friend interjected seriously, “i think it’s korean culture not to talk about things like this, fetishes in the workplace.”)

it’s for the best, honestly, though because the actress in the music video is lee ja in, who was 11 when the video was shot. considering that the members themselves ranged in age from 18-23 at the time, i think it’s actually very impressive that we only have to cancel one. 

you receive absolutely no prizes for guessing that it’s jackson wang we’re sending to social justice prison. why’d he do this? no one asked. 

at any rate, got7 fans, or “gans” (they actually call themselves igot7s which is too twee for me), have much to think about here: all 7 very small members of got7 sneaking into their room, possibly weird age play, and jackson wang eating a very large cake.

let’s see what they actually did. 

twitter was actually very tame. the most charged thing i found was (unsurprisingly) from a bts fan (“ban”). i don’t actually know what it means, but i think it means something.

so, of course, i turned to the internet’s last bastion of free speech, where you can say whatever the fuck you want and receive cheers, or as the kids say, “kudos.” that is, i read fanfiction. 

for those of you who don’t know your herstory, i started my journey at Asianfanfics.com, where, at the time of writing, there were 12,067 got7 stories. i want to start this by saying that i think feminism won, because someone was paying real human dollars to advertise their irene/wendy fanfiction on a banner ad, which is quite possibly a win for women for everywhere. 

anyway, Asianfanfics.com’s search engine sucks ass (i kept on finding stories about different combinations of bts members worrying about their weight and being reassured by another member that were entitled “just right”), so i decided to look through all got7 stories written between july 2015 and december 2015. 

but, alas, not a single got7 microphilia fic to be found. 

also, some genre commentary while i’m here: i think the stories i respect the most are the “[y/n] is a ordinary girl who’s assigned to be got7’s manager! can she make them into superstars? as sparks begin to fly, can she keep it professional?” like fuck yeah that sounds like a kickass dating sim. it almost definitely already is one. i salute all the teens around the world for buying into the fantasy of dating a boy band member that they themselves sell you. 

however, i don’t think i respect the “[member a] and [member b] are mafia/jocks and nerds/college students/high schoolers” concepts. in my opinion, the whole fantasy of boy band member is their personas, their hidden real personalities, their celebrity, and the show business setting. find a different intellectual property if you wanna write about school. i even respect the “yugyeom drank girl juice [not estrogen] and turned into a sexy girl” story more, because at least it knows exactly what it wants, and also because they’re all still boy band members. well, band members. shout out to yugyeom. 

so, anyway, i looked elsewhere. at the time of writing, archive of our own only had 11,645 got7 stories, but it does have a better search, so it effectively has more. as an aside, i think it’s so funny, and mildly disorienting at first, that archive of our own separates the “music & bands” section from the “celebrities & real people” section. boy band members aren’t real people. 

the first problem i encountered is that only 20 or so stories were written within a year of just right’s release. absolute cringe gans. don’t you care about your boys? there were zero stories tagged “vore” or “microphilia” either. stories containing the word “tiny” that were rated either “explicit” or “mature” were all normal (“normal”) size fetishization rather than, you know, just right. 

however, i learned my lesson from twitter. i realized that what had happened was that watching this video had created sleeper agents, just waiting for their activation phrase. that activation phrase? bangtan boys. and yeah, lo and behold, there was one! unfortunately (fortunately?) it had nothing to do with got7, let alone just right, so i’m not going to talk about it.  

basically what i learned is that this video may have actually been very normal, and my brain has just been destroyed by being too online at a young age. 

however, there are plenty more videos in this genre. i present to you exo wolf, a banger from may 30th, 2013. i say banger, because in a comedic inversion, it’s actually fucking terrible. 

this video is pretty self-explanatory in terms of why it might induce certain responses. 

let’s get the formalities out of the way. this video, the member who’s getting cancelled is kai. he has braids in this video :/

also skating on thin ice: xiumin and chen. guys what was up with the whole exo-m thing? like, we’re gonna have a cpop subgroup, but it’s going to be part chinese members and part korean members that we’ll give a chinese name? unsurprisingly, the three exo members who have departed from the group are all chinese. they weren’t able to stand the microaggressions probably. but xiumin and chen remain uncancelled as an official chinese apology for five thousand of years of on-and-off invasions of korea. sorry guys that was kinda fucked up. our bad! 

anyway, there are basically three avenues for exo fans to take: 1) humans with wolfish characters (usually wolf pack dynamics, which even wolves themselves don’t fucking use so i think all of you should shut up. the real omega here is your brain), 2) werewolves (duh), and 3) wolves with human characteristics (i.e. standard furry fare). 

exo themselves let all these possibilities exist at the same time, superimposing them over each other, which is very woke and egalitarian of them. let’s see what the people decided. awoo.

Asianfanfics dot com had many stories in this vein. i feel very validated that this time i was able to correctly predict a fetish. that said, briefly returning to my earlier comment regarding alternate universes: it’s intense psychic whiplash reading about these vampires and werewolves, and going okay okay luhan is a vampire this that whatever, and then seeing the actual real performance photos the author attaches at the bottom of each chapter. bro i forgot these were actual people.... it breaks immersion so bad... i’m sorry, i just can’t believe that any of these dancing boys are having weird vampire sex with wings or whatever. 

archive of our own also had many stories in this vein. and i think there are some important difference between the two sites worth talking about. 

first of all, i think the higher engagement rate of archive of our own really enables some of the authors to get super bold. it makes Asianfanfics.com seem a little quaint, actually. like the wordcounts are waaay longer, for one. it’s uncommon for a story hosted on Asianfanfics.com to be more than a few thousand words long (most of them could easily be published in the new yorker), whereas some of these archive of our own people have written full length novels about if the members of exo were werewolves. i guess it’s just intensely demoralizing for the aff.com crew to get, like, three comments per story. 

the second big difference is that i’m noticing more common themes between the ao3 crew’s writing. like stan intertextuality, or plagiarism, or whatever, but they seem to be implicitly engaging with each other’s characterizations, storylines, and tropes. i think it is because they probably all follow each other on twitter. (i have been active on twitter for three weeks now so i am an expert on fanfiction twitter.) 

anyway, like not that i am a particularly big gan (cannot even list all the members), but these people seem to have reached a very specific consensus on how jackson wang, for instance, would react in a variety of situations that really surprises me? if i were to sit down and write a got7 story, i think the fuckboitude, the douchebaggery is a big part of his charm. not to be nationalist or anything, but for god’s sake, he’s from hong kong. but these people have him as very sensitive, lots of protective instincts. not that i understood what anyone on aff.com was doing with his character either, but they did all seem to be doing different things. “kudos” to that, i guess.

but: exo. wolf. i searched the “wolves” tag. this filtered the list down from 33459 stories to 52 stories. and the “wolves” tag was very different from the aff.com “wolf” tag. for the most part, aff.com liked stories where a member was a wolf (usually shapeshifting), feral boy, lots of y/n, lots of y/n dating a feral boy who is secretly a wolf. 

ao3 really, really, really likes alpha/beta/omega stories. sorting by the most popular stories, only five on the first page weren’t a/b/o. and one of them was a cis f!baekhyun story, so i think the intended effect was communicated. anyway, let’s talk about some of the themes. 

first of all, i’m disappointed. today’s bonus cancellation is of ao3 “wolves” writers. why the fuck are you drawing so heavily from european wolves?? there are wolves in asia!! you don’t need to keep giving their packs and ranks weird latin names. i will kill you. i hate italy. korea literally has a native wolf. i hate all of you!!! if you want to write caucasian wolves go watch that dumbass cw show!!!! my god. 

the second theme (the first one was white supremacy) is that no one wants to be a wolf who fucks. i think that we need a sex positivity movement, or something, for omega rights. like, are all of you doing okay? you’re queering misogyny by inventing new genders to oppress. another level to “no one wants to be a wolf...” is the “who fucks” part. there are so many consent issues. and not even in like, a sexy intentional way? in a “i genuinely do not think this author understands how their writing comes off” way. unfortunately i am sensitive to untagged sexual coercion, and there was a lot of that.

at any rate, the aff.com wolves were at peace with being wolves, very self-actualized. the ao3 wolves know that every minute they spend alive on this bitch of an earth is suffering, and also sex.

the third theme is the evolution of y/n. y/n, who, in a startlingly woke move for aff.com, is almost always korean, is a girl main character stumbling into love, boy bands, and wolves (i think it’s because aff.com is oldschool kpop fandom, so therefore heavily asian itself in userbase). but y/n is not the main character in ao3 stories. she is the straight best friend. in what i think is a hilarious move, ao3 authors invert the gay best friend paradigm to give the gay main character a straight girl as best friend. she usually calls him “a gay,” she has lots of thoughts on boys, and she knows his sexuality better than he does and before he does. (sidebar: if all the men are gay, and all the women are straight...)

there’s a really fun twist to this, though, because the main character is always a self-insert in fanfiction. but where older fanfiction like aff.com was at peace with this and literalize it via y/n shenanigans, modern fic writers who haven’t finished distangling their complicated relationship with wanting to be a man who loves other men instead simply imbue their main character with their essence. a little voodoo doll sehun, with a lock of y/n hair. 

this creates a deeply ambivalent relationship with gender in these stories. the main character is usually an omega, but one who resents being an omega. their body and its parts is usually described, if at all, as ostensibly intersex (except more offensively), but in practice, these discourses inscribe a trans body. (nb: i think cis writers approach this in a really fucked up fetishizing way, but i hope by this point we know that that goes without saying) it’s incredibly straightforward to read this, and see the underlying desires and fears in a heady cocktail of unfiltered writing that’s deeply confessional. you know when freud had people say whatever the fuck they wanted and figured they’d eventually free associate into releasing their subconscious into reality? yeah. 

okay, and while we’re on the topic, let’s talk f(x) nu abo, released on may 4th, 2010. 

this is a blitzy, maximalist, amped up dance hit that even has its own applause and cheers built in. it’s so fucking annoying, and i love it. 

this song is on here because the second most popular kpop a/b/o story on ao3 is called “nu abo” except it’s about bts. that’s offensive enough in its own right. write something about f(x) (702 works). when will women win the right to have their own self-lubricating holes.

anyway, even though f(x) is probably innocent in all of this, i’m still cancelling amber liu. 

for queerbaiting. who told her to look like ruby rose but hot? and for what? i’m also cancelling her for racism, but that wasn’t in this video. 

moving on to a double feature: vixx voodoo doll and vixx chained up, released november 19, 2013 and november 9, 2015 respectively. this is because while voodoo doll is more formative, i think the fans who write fanfiction today got into kpop more recently, so we are casting a wide net.

anyway, voodoo doll is jam packed with weird pseudo-medical imagery, blood, vivisection, bondage, puppet shit, femdom, sharps, piercings, asphyxiation, dollification, stabbing/penetration metaphors, and a really sick and catchy dance. god that looks like the list of tags on the a/b/o wolf stories. 

for this song, we’re cancelling you, for being way too into this song when you were 13.

vixx voodoo doll made me goth i guess! insert that pic of the your music saved me sign, except it saved me from getting into emo or pop punk probably. 

chained up, comparatively, is much more tame. the only thing of note about it is that there are around 10 completely different chokers and choker looks the members wear in this music video. also they’re singing about being chained up, but that seemed a bit obvious. 

we could argue that voodoo doll is gay while chained up is gay (derogatory); that voodoo doll is queer while chained up is gay; that chained up is a sensitive masterpiece of omega4omega sexuality. but we’re not going to. 

we’re going to talk about what voodoo doll fanfiction was and was not. first, Aff.com had plenty of it. however, i was extremely disappointed to see that much of it did not hew to the spirit of vixx voodoo doll. my god, the voodoo doll becoming the one preying upon you disgusts me. the fantasy of the voodoo doll is that of absolute power. the idea that the doll itself has agency? instantly breaks the fantasy. i’m even not into voodoo dolls and i’m offended. 

i also don’t think it’s part of the voodoo doll fantasy to release the doll. the only story on there that involved Y/N kidnapping vixx members like in the music video was unavailable because the author deactivated their account. come back qxeen what did you see. 

i think this got off track, actually, in that i was mostly wondering why these people imprinted differently onto vixx voodoo doll than i did. like i don’t think you’re supposed to actually like straightforwardly absorb the morals and aesthetics of music videos like it’s propaganda. however, it’s more entertaining if you do. i hope ao3 doesn’t let me down. 

out of the then 5932 works in the vixx fandom (the least out of every group so far, excluding f(x) because they’re women), 59 of them included the word “voodoo” somewhere. that’s 1%. i legitimately can’t tell if that’s high or not. 

after some more cursory reading through the first page of popular results, my big takeaway is that people watched that video and wanted to be tortured and enslaved? but not, like, in a sexy way where the torturing is the point, the way where the point is to suffer bravely and beautifully, to endure the world’s harms like jesus on the cross, and then to fall into the arms of a beautiful boy who may or may not be the one hurting you in the first place. 

there’s a certain predictability to these fantasies. like it’s not even masochism, which would be fun at least, it’s literally just like the desire to be beautiful, even as you suffer. and i do find that a little boring. (but, i mean, you can’t help being a woman!)

sidebar: on chained up. what’s interesting about chained up, is that most of the then 38 “chained up” works (likely because the video has no storyline) are about the members fucking during chained up promotions. no one’s ever actually chained up, but whatever. it’s fine. it’s fine! 

anyway, here, more than ever, the nature of desire is stripped bare. i’ve written before [elsewhere in the unreleased tshirt cinematic universe] on how kpop boys are, through fandom, re-formed as white, or more strongly, i guess, blank slates. it’s really interesting to me how so much of this dynamic of projection is enabled by the fact that they’re asian men. they’re infantilized, feminized vessels; they’re seductive, but childlike, oblivious to their own charms, so nonthreatening; they have uncontrollable desires for sex, they’re scared of sex. and above all else, white women submit themselves to them, insert themselves into them. basically kpop fans tend to rework old school yellow peril and emasculation fantasies to reenact their own desires, often white, often cishet on them. 

what i am saying is that there’s another thesis about forced feminization and its racialized subtext in here. obviously gender is a racialized construct to begin with, but like it’s fascinating to argue that when white women remake asian men according to their own desires, that is, into themselves, they (hopefully) unintentionally echo these old fears about the sexual order.

it illuminates, it seems, the underlying dynamic in the denigration of asian men, which is of course the fear of miscegenation. now, my breathtaking ability to make everything about me aside, miscegenation is interesting because it presents a racial synthesis, beginning to collapse and trouble the artificial designations of purity. so we make asian men into white women, and end up with an unsettling hybrid. i’m sure this has deep implications for me personally.

but i think we already knew that quite a few of these people had yellow fever, so let’s talk about the gender dialectic at play. basically, the above dynamic, of making men into women (whether literally, in body; or subjectively, in mind; or even relationally, as they are objectified into passive vessels for your desire) coexists with the ostensibly converse dynamic, in which the straight women desires to be a gay man. these aren’t necessarily in conflict: it could easily be that these are different writers writing different stories, that both are ways of expressing discontent with existing in a raced, gendered body, or even that the end product of both is the same.

it’s been a while without a picture. all of you now have the legal right to hunt and kill me for making a d&g joke.

anyway, what i want to talk about is how these two fantasies can coexist. that by making a man into yourself, you can speak on your own desire in a passive way. my normal interest is analyzing forced masc fantasies (albeit in chinese opera lol), and they bear little to no resemblance to this kind of fantasy. this kind offers plausible deniability, of course, because wanting things is embarrassing. but also the fantasy isn’t about wanting to be a man, it’s about having no choice but to be a failed one. the gender pessimism running through these stories is palpable. basically andrea long chu wants what wolf fanfiction writers know: everyone is an omega, and everyone hates it.

at any rate, this racialized dynamic is one that i wasn’t sure how to bring up throughout this piece, mainly because there is no definitive way for me to tell the race of any individual writer, beyond just like the clear and present vibes that i receive. but i think it structures a lot of the fantasies contained in this essay. (i felt more comfortable bringing up the gendered dynamic, because it was fairly trivial to find out the current gender of the person writing each story i was reading.) 

obviously we should return to the specter haunting this conversation: the very much alive david eng. i think this sort of argument is familiar to readers of racial castration, especially his chapter on m. butterfly. btw sorry for mentioning that play 2 out of 3 posts on this blog. i have problems.

let’s talk about the parallel imagery between the depiction of gallimard’s final speech and the fanfiction i’ve described above. in it, gallimard makes himself into his own dream woman, dressing in yellowface and robes, the costume of puccini’s original madame butterfly. and he laments his lost love:

there is a vision of the orient that i have. of slender women in chong sams and kimonos who die for the love of unworthy foreign devils. who are born and raised to be the perfect women. who take whatever punishment we give them, and bounce back, strengthened by love, unconditionally.

in that, i see the self insert, and i see the sufferer of vixx voodoo fic. the fantasy that gallimard has about asian women is repeated, this time about asian men and a helpless identification with them. and on some level, gallimard’s women do have something very compelling to identify with: they suggest that there’s a way to endure white male violence without sacrifice, and even more potently, to enjoy it on some level.

but onward to the titular racial castration. eng argues that gallimard’s wilful ignorance of song’s true gender is a psychic castration -- song’s masculinity is diminished so that his own can be enhanced within their relationship. this, eng believes, acts out “richard fung’s contention that in western imaginary ‘asian and anus are conflated.’” this process stabilizes the relationship between the asian man and the white woman: they occupy the same place within the sexual dyad. 

this is, i think, why some people are addicted to writing from the bottom’s perspective. again -- not implying that irl bottoms don’t exist or that bottoms are psychically castrated lol -- but rather that you can fantasize about this ideal asian man that you can come to embody. in kpop rpf, rather than it being between a white man and an asian man (unless someone’s started writing chad future fic), it’s between two asian men. so this transformation is performed. whiteness is always intruding and so i think eng is helpful here to making it visible again. 

this essay isn’t a callout or actual cancellation or anything like that, i do wanna be clear. i guess i just like talking about fantasies, even the embarrassing ones, and where they come from. i think oftentimes in fandom spaces, we write a lot of stories off as idfic, and i think virtually every single one of the stories i referenced to write this fairly uncontroversially fall into that category. but i think calling something an “id” something or the other naturalizes the satisfaction it gives as purely instinctual and unconscious, when i do think there are deeper narratives at play. while i didn’t ever actually reference the base here (sorry), i do think it’s worth talking about how real world power shapes & maintains the superstructure, and thereby our fantasies. 

anyway in conclusion, maybe i was the one with sexual brainworms the whole time.

[cherryeol04]

Baekhyun’s Obsession (M)

Genre: Smut, Humor Pairing: LuBaek Word Count: 1K Summary: Baekhyun has found himself with an obsession of his Boyfriend's cock. Luhan honestly can't bring himself to care much, especially if he's getting great head. 

Have you ever just wanted to suck a cock so badly you would practically do anything to get it. Bend over backward, do a jig naked, scream stupid remarks at the top of your lungs? That was Baekhyun’s current situation. Not that he couldn't find a cock, that wasn't the issue. He has a handsome boyfriend with a lean body that was like sin in legs and a glorious cock to go with it. It was always ready and at his disposal.

The situation Baekhyun faced is that he always wanted it. He always wanted Luhan’s cock and not usually in his ass. While fucking was amazing, and sometimes they switched if Luhan was feeling daring, Baekhyun enjoyed playing and teasing Luhan’s cock more than anything and oral was his favorite type of sex to give.

He wasn't exactly sure when his obsession with Luhan's cock starter but it's gotten to the point where he's constantly thinking about the beautiful length. The way it bobbed when Luhan was hard and walking around, or climbing into the bed. The way it twitched and pulsed with need. How beautiful it curved upwards towards his stomach, the head a beautiful pink color at the start and slowly darkening to a nice deep red the further along in foreplay they went.

It was beautiful. And Baekhyun was constantly finding himself daydreaming about giving the older male a blow job. Whether they were performing in stage, out at an interview, or simply at home in the kitchen preparing lunch. The thought of just dropping to his knees, opening Luhan’s pants and taking out his cock and sucking it into his mouth was constantly filling his mind.

And it was these thoughts that led Baekhyun to find himself in his current position, between Luhan’s legs in the van as they were making their way to their next schedule. It wasn't uncommon for the members to walk in on the two having fun, and it certainly wasn't the first time they had gotten it on in the van. It was the first time, however, that they decided to do something in a moving van with their manager driving.

“Oh fuck.” Luhan groaned out softly, head falling back onto the headrest. His fingers curled into Baekhyun's hair tightly, holding it there as he bucked up into the warm, wet mouth. His cock was throbbing from arousal, twitching with need with each passing swipe of Baekhyun’s tongue. The younger male had been trying very hard to seduce Luhan during their previous interview, then again, Baekhyun was just naturally sexy. But today he seemed overly so and Luhan had been fighting off an erection for what seemed like hours.

“Be quiet or the manager will hear you.” Sehun grunted from the spot next to them. He was openly watching the two next to him, a small smirk in his face as Baekhyun choked lightly. “And don't make him choke. He needs to sing.”

Luhan lifted his head slightly to shoot Sehun a glare, but it came out halfheartedly as Baekhyun gave a harsh suck to his cock. “That's it baby. Mm. Fuck don't stop.” He whispered. Eyes upturned, Baekhyun stared up at Luhan with a glazed look, the flush on his cheeks showing up through his makeup. His head bobbed quickly over the hard length, tongue sliding against the protruding vein underneath. The shiver it caused had Baekhyun moaning softly. He loved feeling and seeing all the reactions from Luhan, loved knowing he could make his boyfriend weak in the knees.

Pulling off his cock, Baekhyun panted and licked his lips. His fingers wrapped around the thick length, stroking it quickly. “We don't have much longer babe.” He whispered. “And I'm starving. Come on. Feed me Luhan.” He encouraged, heading leaning in to lick lightly over the slit, snickering slightly at the shuddering moan it pulled from the other.

“Fuck Baek.” Luhan panted. He was ashamed to say that in such a short time he had gotten so close. But considering this was a quickie, it was better fast than getting caught by their manager or fans. “Open your mouth beautiful.” He cooed.

Baekhyun’s lips parted instantly, eagerly awaiting his meal. Luhan’s fingers replaced his own around the hard cock as he gave it a few pumps. He rubbed the head along Baekhyun’s swollen red lips, smirking as he smacked them a few times with his dick. “Look at how gorgeous you are. Begging for cum.” He panted softly. “God how did I get so lucky?” He cooed. Baekhyun smirked some as he stuck his tongue out, the cock head gliding beautifully over his tongue. Moaning softly, he wrapped his lips back around him and sucked on quickly.

Luhan’s breathing came in short, quick gasps, his hips bucking up slightly. It only took more quick sucks from Baekhyun’s talented mouth until he felt the warm liquid filling it. The bitter fluid slid down his throats easily, soft moans leaving him as he lapped at Luhan’s cock like a little kitten, cleaning off any cum he may have missed.

“Fuck.” Luhan panted as his body relaxed back against his seat. He smiled as he stared down at Baekhyun, stroking his head gently. “Was that good baby?” He asked.

“Delicious. Thank you for the treat.” Baekhyun smiled. He leaned up and kissed him hotly before moving to take his seat once more next to Luhan. Luhan chuckled and reached down, stuffing himself back into his pants and zipping them up.

“Your welcome. What's gotten into you baby?” Luhan asked and raised a brow. Baekhyun shrugged and smiled at him.

“Nothing. Can't I just want to suck my boyfriend?” He asked.

“Of course. Just usually you're not as daring.” Luhan laughed. “Not that I'm complaining.”

“Well good then. Just enjoy the fact you got a spontaneous blowjob and don't question it. And thank you for not choking me.”

“Welcome gorgeous.” Luhan smiled and leaned over, kissing Baekhyun gently. Baekhyun smiled as he returned the kiss for a moment before pulling back. He sat back in his seat and closed his eyes, basking in the afterglow of their activities. For now his obsession was sated. But he was sure it would come back soon and when it does, he was sure Luhan would be more than willing to satisfy it once more.

He truly did love his boyfriend.

Tags: @channiesmixtape​ @jisungsjheekies​

[exhoe-imagines]

EXO’s reaction to their idol s/o doing a sexy stage with another male idol

Anonymous Requested: Exo reacting to their s/o who is an idol doing a sexy stage with another male idol (not in exo) if that makes sense

A/N: Writing jealous!exo is always so much fun ;) We hope you enjoy 💕 ~ Admin Jewels and Admin Ruby

Minseok -

Anyone else watching Minseok’s expression wouldn’t have been able to notice the jealous aura radiating off him, but his rigid stature and poker face screamed possessive as you locked eyes with him mid-performance. It’d take all his power, but he’d sit through the rest of the show quietly and give you and your dance partner a formal congratulations once he met the two of you backstage. The minute you were alone, however, Minseok wouldn’t hesitate to pull you to the side to confront you.

“You want to explain what that was?”

Luhan -

This situation would not be an easy one for Luhan to brush off. He’d clench his jaw as he overanalyzed every movement of the choreography, eyes narrowing as your dance partner put his hand on your hip, then moved his grip up to your waist. The minute the show ended, Luhan would dart backstage, and unlike some of the other members, Luhan would have no shame kissing you harshly in front of the idol once he saw you, holding eye contact with the guy when he finally pulled away. 

“Oh, I didn’t see you there.”

Yifan -

Yifan would barely be able to watch the scene in front of him, shifting in his seat, hands clenching into fists, and frown heavy on his lips as he stared at you on stage, body moving fluidly. His anger would be evident in the way he ignored and glared at the male idol after the performance and the silent treatment you received the whole drive home. You’d worry the situation would turn into a fight, but that fear would dissipate when Yifan pinned you against the wall the second you got home, lips pressed to your neck.   

“You didn’t tell me you’d be doing that kind of dancing with him...”

Junmyeon -

Absolute and utter shock would be visible on Junmyeon’s face as he watched your performance. His mouth would be parted in surprise, and he’d only remember to keep his composure when the camera filming the show moved to focus on him, forcing him to straighten up and fake a smile. He’d act fine after the performance, but the second you left to go grab something, he’d warn the idol to keep their hands to themselves after this. His normal smile would come back as you returned and you’d never know about his secret conversation.  

“Ready to go babe? I think we’re done here.”

Yixing -

Instead of usual jealousness, like some of the other members would feel, Yixing would be sadder as he watched your dance. He’d be frozen in his seat as he imagined the countless hours you must have spent practicing with the male idol, and insecurities would distract him from your performance. He’d be anxious to get home after the show, but still offer a polite congratulations to your partner before dragging you to the car. Yixing would hold you closer that night, reminding himself that he was the one able to hold you every night, not the idol you danced with. 

“I love you baobei...”

Baekhyun -

Watching your performance would make Baekhyun very, very angry, and he wouldn’t be scared to show it. His eyes would widen, eyebrows lifting as you practically grinded against the other male idol on stage, and Baekhyun would have to force himself to stay in his seat before he started a fight. He’d grip the idol’s hand in a tight handshake when you met backstage, spitting out an introduction before leaving quickly. He’d argue with you about the dance through the whole car ride home, but you’d quickly make up through some angry, possessive sex. 

“Hi, I’m Baekhyun, Y/N’s boyfriend.”

Jongdae -

Dancing the way you were with another male idol, in front of a huge crowd, would be the biggest and fastest way to wound Jongdae’s ego. He wouldn’t be able to stand watching the rest of the dance, your sensual movements, and the idol’s wandering hands on your body, so Jongdae would leave mid-performance to head backstage and wait for you. He wouldn’t spare a second glance at the guy when he saw him, and would immediately corner you the moment he left, fire burning in his eyes.

“You better make this up to me when we get home.”

Chanyeol -

Chanyeol would be so torn as he watched your performance. He wanted to be happy for you, but it was almost impossible with the jealousy coursing through his veins. He’d cough nervously as the idol’s hands wrapped around your waist, silently wishing the song would end already. When he saw the two of you backstage, watching the way your relationship with the idol became strictly professional the minute the show ended, Chanyeol would breathe a sigh of relief. His normal confidence would reappear and you could expect some teasing comments for the rest of the night. 

“Why don’t you practice that dance with me?”

Kyungsoo -

Kyungsoo’s expression would be practically unreadable as he quietly sat through your dance. He’d clap and smile respectfully when the song ended, and his professionalism would continue on as he met you and the idol backstage, offering you both his congratulations. His silence would keep you on edge the whole drive home, and you’d almost jump out of your skin when he finally cracked as you walked in your front door, gripping your waist to pull you closer to him as he murmured into your ear.

“So is that what you’ve been practicing all those long nights at the studio?”

Zitao -

Zitao would be so close to causing a scene mid-performance when you started to trail your hands down the male idol’s chest, his own grip tight on your waist. He’d internally curse the universe for making him watch this without being able to do anything, and he’d practically spring out of his seat when the song finally ended. His foot would tap impatiently against the floor as he waited backstage, and he wouldn’t hesitate to grab the idol for a “private talk” when he finally saw him. You’d catch a few sentences like “if you ever touch them again-” and other jealous comments, but you’d brush it off when Zitao returned to you, pouting and voice 10x whinier than usual. 

“I can’t believe you did that.”

Jongin -

No word would describe Jongin’s emotions towards your performance better than offended. You had a sexy dance that needed to be done with a male idol, and you didn’t choose him? Jongin would almost scoff as he watched the choreography, the male idol a complete amateur compared to him. He’d ignore the guy flat out when you finally made it backstage, focusing on pulling you to the corner of the room to give you a lecture, but his words would turn suggestive very quickly. 

“I’ll show you some real moves when we get home.”

Sehun -

The waves of passive-aggressiveness coming off Sehun were strong enough for you to feel even from on stage. He’d keep his arms crossed and face straight as the song carried on, and it’d be a vast difference to his usual supportive and cheerful presence. He’d greet both you and the idol backstage with a forced smile, and he’d give you the silent treatment the rest of the night. The next morning, though, after lots of time to think about what had happened, and some rest, Sehun would be determined to show you exactly what you had missed the night beforehand. 

“Do you enjoy making me feel this way?” 

[reactingwithexo]

EXO APPRECIATION POST

A/N: This was not planned and I should totally be studying now but I’m fed up with stuff I’m reading these days , coming from the inside of the fandom mostly and these type of situations just trigger my inner crazy EXO-L so I’M GONNA SPREAD LOVE TO ALL THE MEMBERS I DON’T CARE.

->Kim Junmyeon (Suho):

-this boy trained for 7 years ok?

-i’m obv biased but one of the best kpop group leaders out there

-actually is thinking about EXO all the time

-sincere eyesmile

-takes care of all members

-big sense of responsibility

-probably blames himself if anything bad happens to EXO

-is prob very pressured by the company

-LOVES all the members, i’m sure of it

-also loves fans with all his being

-never dissapointed us

-defends EXO all the time

-precious

-learned to be more himself on camera

-is always improving

-one of the most handsome guys out there

-doesn’t care about fanwars

-carries everything on his shoulders

-tries to make EXO-L happy all the time

-comforts members  

-underrated talent

-dad jokes 

-but it comes from his heart

-is always teased af but everyone loves him too much

->Kim Minseok (Xiumin):

-has always been amazingly precious

-works hard

-cute af

-sexy af

-relatable

-amazing laugh

-great vocals

-everyone respects him

-is always teased by baek but secretly loves it

-Suho’s partner for dad jokes

-can have a lot of facial expressions

-is always the one chosen to talk by the other members

-is much more popular than SM expected him to be (suck it losers)

-looks good all the time

-is much more than just looks though

-performs af

-simple with a touch of too much

-mature guy with a fun side

->Zhang Yixing (Lay):

-someone hold me up while talking about this boy

-king

-cutie pie sweetie

-so talented

-underrated vocals

-cares SO much about EXO 

-works too hard 

-like all the time

-has an amazing soul

-look at this smile

-puts too much pressure on himself

-is the link between present ot9 and old ot12

-broke a bunch of records with his solo

-feels comfy around the members

-sometimes is shy

-can be straighforward

-is always trying to contact fans

-reads fan letters at airports

-husband material

-also sexy af

-look at those hips ok?

-literally never stops practicing

-because he always thinks he is not doing good enough

-musically gifted

-how can someone not like him??????????? i’ll never understand

->Byun Baekhyun (Baekhyun):

-popular line

-extra af

-expressive

-vocals that make me cry

-for real

-always tries to lighten up the mood

-can get angry

-it’s a light

-king of dance improvement

-knows what EXO-L think

-lowkey everyone’s bias

-don’t deny it

-flirty

-after you are too into EXO, you can just know what he’s thinking by observing his facial expressions

-little shit

-in a good way

-Yixing protection squad president

-doesn’t deserve all the shit he gets

-laughs and smiles 

-tease

-so talented

-he literally trained for like 6 months

-somehow still manages to always surprise us

->Kim Jongdae (Chen):

-kind

-prob one of the best vocalists out there

-king of dance improvement part 2

-where’s his solo?

-admits to have a dirty mind

-and knows we all do too

-laughs a lot

-screams a lot

-whines a lot

-passes a lot of emotion through singing

-i don’t think i’ve ever seen this boy sad

-sometimes underrated talent

-has a good relationship with all members

-gets awkward sometimes

-gets annoyed 

-cuddly

-mature guy with a fun side part 2

-always gives his all

-veins

-high notes

-knows the limits when teasing

-helps others

-defends his members

-> Park Chanyeol (Chanyeol):

-musically gifted 

-can do anything basically

-works so hard

-is always putting pressure on himself

-but it is silent about it

-popular line 

-goes with the mood 

-best rapper of SM (sorry not sorry)

-appreciates everything fans do

-wants to be loved

-loves back

-can be really really cute

-even if he is a giant

-gets stressed easily

-ears

-underrated vocals

-seriously

-family oriented

-still reaction king

-supports everyone

-!!!

-tease

-very handsome

-is prob making music rn

-sleeps late

->Do Kyungsoo (D.O.):

-hold me up when talking about this boy part 2

-one of my favorite voices for real

-you can swim at his vocals

-is so genuine

-is friends’ with all the members

-very gifted actor

-maybe doesn’t express that much but you can see he appreciates everything fans do with all his heart

-smol 

-lethal

-wants to murder Chanyeol and Baekhyun

-but actually loves them too much to do so

-his smile>>>>>>>>>

-and laugh

-everyone loves him

-is actually really fun

-is naturally cute

-even if he doesn’t accept it

-gentleman

-cute eyes thing

-really really handsome

-generally doesn’t die his hair

-because he is superior

-kidding

-actually loves being EXO

-RnB/Soul king

->Kim Jongin (Kai) :

-I might get a little too ahead of myself rn so i’m sorry in advance

-overworks himself all the time

-is literally always practicing

-cries when he doesn’t get to perform

-literally just wants to dance and sing 

-is thankful

-is a baby 

-family oriented

-puppy lover

-underrated vocals

-genious dancer

-pouts

-best laugh ever

-looks good all the time

-really really cute

-king of facial expressions on stage

-has two personalities

-hip thrusts generally on point

-looks great in suits

-has the kindest soul

-well-manered

-observes a lot

-can be quiet

-thinks a lot

-gets nervous before performing

-puts too much pressure on himself

-100% potential to be sexy at any time

-king of smirks

-is always dramatic when dancing

-can be deep if you understand what he is saying

-boyfriend material

-is very soft 

-kim kai

-cuddly

-> Oh Sehun (Sehun):

-do i even have to do this? everyone knows i love him

-is always improving

-underrated actor

-honestly i laugh at all interviews he is in because he is so random i luv him

-is also a baby

-popular line

-needs company

-gets lonely

-loves Suho

-most loyal of them all

-quiet

-unique in his own way

-really good laugh

-has died his hair of every color ever

-likes to comunicate with fans

-is very fun when not on awkward interviews

-loves EXO

-lowkey king

-can be shy

-sometimes doesn’t know how to speak what he’s thinking

-ocassionally writes cute letters

-really really really handsome

-we all get proud when he gets his solo dancing shots

-sleeps late along with Chanyeol

-has a really soft heart

-lowkey makes fun of himself

-all the members are his brothers

-is precious af

BONUS: (i’m a hardcore ot12 stan, what did you expect?)

->Wu Yifan (Kris):

-very talented

-obv underrated

-looks cold

-is actually kind

-loves his mom

-hard worker

-international

-very very handsome

-doesn’t regret his time with EXO

-has a lot of opinions

-is a really nice guy for real

-appreciates his fans so much

-really great smile

-sexyyyyyyyyy

-says he gets all the girls

-is actually a dork

-clumsy

-speaks a bunch of languages

-boy is smart

-galaxy 

-> Luhan:

-is an actual prince

-i’m not even kidding

-manly

-is shy on camera

-has been much more natural nowadays though

-is conquering the world

-defends himself

-loves soccer

-family oriented

-extroverted + introverted

-really shiny eyes

-great smile

-is awkward

-gets anxious while doing interviews

-is constantly improving

-underrated dancer

-probably the only one that still contacts every EXO member ever

-mature but fun guy part 3

-is willing to give his all

-has something to say to the paparazzi and stalkers

-still gets shy often

-you cannot not like him

-i’ll say it again, actual prince

-> Huang Zitao (Tao):

-is also a baby

-has grown up a lot though

-really sincere with the fans

-wants to tell us everything

-admits his mistakes

-wants to be loved

-appreciates the fans too much

-loves the members

-specially close to Sehun and Suho

-very talented

-underrated

-soft 

-martial arts king

-is happy now and that’s all that matters

-loves to perform

-has a burning passion for it

-is also always improving

-easy to know when he is tired or annoyed

-great laugh

-works hard

-precious part12

-is heartbreaking to watch him cry

-overcomes obstacles

-lowkey diva

-in a good way

-protect him

[gotbangvixx]

You are doing the sexy dance and EXO M liking what they see

Alright peeps the time has come for me to put a NSFW warning. While this is actually not smutty at all it does contain talk of hard ons and innuendos of what to do with said hard ons. 

Minseok

Heaven helps you when he finally gets his wits about him after what you said. He was trying to be considerate when you were dancing in the living room to your favorite song. He had invited you over to watch the next episode of Goblin (your favorite show) and eat some japchae (your favorite food). But in between episodes Minseok got a craving for some popcorn so he paused the show and went to make some. Meanwhile, you were left with his phone that has a fantastic collection of music on it. So you helped yourself and started dancing in the living room. You saw him come in after the popcorn was done and you smirked and made the dance you were doing a bit more... risque. Minseok was rooted to the spot he was standing. When you were done you looked pointedly at the bulge in his pants and smirked. I will give you about 3 minutes to get some blood back to your brain. After that you can find me in your bedroom so we can do something about that. Looks pointedly at his hard on again.

*stunned silence*

Lay

You two were at the dorm and the alcohol was plentiful. To be honest everyone was a little wild that night so it really shouldn’t of been a surprise to see you dancing to Little Wayne’s Lollipop. It really shouldn’t of been. But it did surprise him. Although it might have something to do with the fact that when you spotted him watching you walked over to where he was sitting on a kitchen chair and proceeded to give the BEST lap dance he ever had. He was trying to grab for his beer sitting on the table behind him but he kept missing the bottle completely despite it being right there. He forgot how to breath mid way through song. Admirable honestly because that song combined with you dancing on his lap is enough to render anyone stupid. The song finished with you taking a few steps and dipping low and back up again with a devilish smile on your face. You knew exactly what you were doing and you hoped this was enough to finally get his ass in gear and ask you out. Or toss you onto the couch and get rid of that sexual tension going on between you two. You cocked your head at him and pointed looking him and down and the starting at his obvious hard on. His pants were tight and left little to the imagination. You licked your lips and told him That song is good yeah? Maybe we should follow what it says...

“Ye-Yeah uhhh its a uuhh great song. Lets um lets go see what we can d-do about it.”

Kris

He was visiting a club that his friend had opened recently and totally did not expect to see you there. But when he did he asked if you wanted a drink and maybe a dance? You readily agreed to both and when he came back with your drink you were more than ready to dance with him. You always loose your head a bit when you are in a club that is playing all of the right music. You can swear you feel the music enter into your veins and flows through you like lava. It burns with the need to release the energy back into the world. You almost chug your drink and set the empty glass on the table and move towards the dance floor your eyes never leaving Kris who was still sipping his drink languidly. He could tell you were anxious to get back to the dancing and he was admittedly drinking a little slower than he normally would just to tease you a bit. He immediately regrets when a blood pumping song he doesn't recognize starts playing and you let all of your inhibitions go. He watches as you move to the beat your hips swaying and doing a body roll here and there. You gather the attention of people of any gender quickly and a couple of people who had been watching you also try to move closer to you. That was when Kris decided to join you. It was a quick intense look to the other people and they scurried away as he grabs you by the waist and pulls you forward so that you were eye to eye. He started moving with you to the rhythm of the song and it wasn’t long before you were almost grinding against him. He likes to think he has control over himself but it was clear that he didn’t because he quickly became aroused by your movements. You could tell obviously and when the song ended you pulled him back off the dance floor and whispered in his ear. I have seen you watching me even before tonight. Maybe it’s time to do something about it because I am ready for it.

“Holy shit why didn’t you say anything sooner? We could of been having a much better time than dancing at some club!”

Jongdae

Pole dancing. You are pole dancing in the middle of a club and Jongdae is about to have a heart attack. This club was not one he was familiar with and he found a little odd that you put your foot down and would not change your mind about going there tonight. The rest of the boys could care less as long as there was alcohol and dancing to be done there. Jongdae now realizes why you were so insistent and he wishes he would of put up more of a fight. It’s not that he minded you were dancing on a pole in the middle of the floor but it was that there were SO MANY PEOPLE! If you were doing this he wanted to see it by himself! It was kind of ridiculous for him to think that because he hasn’t ever told you his feelings for you. He could tell you were doing this for him though. Because your eyes were on him constantly. He could not stop his arousal to save his life. After you were done with the song you walked towards him in what he would swear was slow motion but most likely wasn’t. A few people tried to get your attention but it was if they didn’t even exist to you.  You walked right up to him and whispered in his ear. NOW will do something about this crush you have on me? Because I promise the feeling is mutual.

“Well there is a storage room past the bathrooms and I bet I can bribe someone to give us a key...”

Luhan

Never let it be said that Luhan won’t step up when he needs to . You were at your house down in the basement that you had turned into a dance studio of sorts. Mirrors lined the walls and you put down the flooring best suited for dancing.  You had asked Luhan over to see if this new choreography you were working on looked okay or not. He of course agreed because this was the perfect time to confess his feelings for you. It was just a simple crush but he could feel himself starting to develop deeper feelings. When he arrived to see you in your dance clothes was already something he could get turned on about. But when the song started? All bets were off. This song was the devil incarnate. He did nothing to hide his arousal as you moved fluidly throughout the song because he knew you had planned this. None the less he waited until after the song was done before he walked up to you. He looked you right in the eyes and you could feel yourself being consumed. So I take it that you liked the dance? I hope you will be uh... inspired by it? He grabbed your hand and put it directly over his hard on. 

“Well SOMETHING was certainly inspired by it. Don’t you think?”

Tao

Oh poor Tao. This shy bean. He is the only who does not act on his arousal. He just couldn’t. Here you were right in front of him and dancing like something out of his wet dreams. Was this dream? He could totally be dreaming right? Because there is no way that you, the person he had been crushing on for MONTHS was dancing this in front of him. Almost like it was for him. Oh god. What if you were dancing for him? Does that mean you liked him back? His eyes never left you though. Not for a single second did ever look away. There is even a distinct chance that he didn’t even blink. You were so stunning with the way you moved and the peaks of skin he saw when your shirt rode up. He wanted to touch you. He wanted to push you into the wall and devour you. However what he wants and what can do it is two completely different things. While his imagination runs wild his mind and body... tend to take the shy safe road. When he finally gets someone and moves past these worried thoughts and actions that person will be blessed. Over and over and over again. Because he does have an active imagination. Lucky for him and you this song was the way to get him past those insecurities. So when you were done you gave him a smirk grabbed your jacked off the couch and told him over your shoulder The ball is in your court now, baobei. This is me telling you that I want you as much as you want me. So you get to make the second move.

*remains silent but stares at the spot you were dancing at for hours getting his thoughts in order before he picks up the phone and sends out a text asking for a date*

I also fiddled a little with the prompt. I hope that’s okay! This was really fun to write and I hope you enjoy it!!

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-Starfish

[instakpop]

LuHan scenario - my wish

requested

genre: birthday fluff and birthday sex ;)

Warnings: eating out, neck bites, dirty talk

summary: Luhan comes for a visit while you celebrate your birthday with family and makes sure that you have a very happy ending.

I always found comfort in LuHan’s voice when we are apart. Tomorrow is my birthday and we both promised we would be together for it since he was touring last year. Unfortunately, he had some last minute promotions to do so I decided to spend my birthday with family.

I’m not one to hold something like this against him, but it did depress me a little. I know he is a busy man, but we promised. I laid back against the headboard on my bed and listened to the soft beat of Han’s new song.

What if I said don’t run away

We were happy together

If it’s mean to be apart when we were young

Maybe I should say it later

I felt so emotional hearing those lyrics. I could hear the pain in his voice. I was taken out of my trance when the door opened. I paused the song and took off my headphones as my family’s dog jumped onto my bed.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t hear you~~~” I said petting his head. I was so bored! I picked up my phone and figured I’d call Han and see what he was up to for tomorrow.

“hello?” I smiled at the roughness in his voice. He most likely just woke up.

“Hey, baby! Is it late where you are? I’m sorry to wake you,”

“no. Don’t apologize, I’m just in the car heading to my next venue. I thought I’d get a nap on the way since my manager is driving. What’s going on?” He explained. 

“I just thought I’d call you. I miss you so much, today was super boring. I think my family has drained of me already. It was fun at first and now it’s like I never left.” I said with a laugh. 

After another 10 minutes of talking on the phone, Han suggested we should just text each other, so he could get ready. The rest of the night moved at a slow pace. I fell asleep with my phone still in my hand, ready to reply to Han’s messages, but never did.

I must have only been asleep two hours when I heard a knock on my door. I was far too tired to get out of my warm bed and answer it, so I just gave a simple, “come in.” and the door opened. I shot up quickly at the darkened figure I knew couldn’t be true. The light switched on and I gasped when I saw my ever so handsome boyfriend holding a white gift bag and purple and gold tissue paper.

“Han?” I jumped out of bed and collided into his arms. “You came back for me.”

“Of course I did. I’ll always come back for you.” He kissed the top of my head and pulled back slightly to hand me my gift. “for you.”

I opened the bag and took out the paper to see the cutest little deer plushie. I held it up to find that it smelled just like LuHan. He must have sprayed a little cologne on it for me. “I love it! I love you, Han.”

“There’s more.” He said taking the deer. I was surprised that I didn’t see the diamond tennis bracelet around it’s neck. He wrapped it around my wrist and clasped it. I hugged his one more time nuzzling into his long neck.

“Let’s sleep, Baobei. You must be tired too.” I lead his to my bed and climb in with him. He placed his arms around my waist, pulling my back to his toned chest.

“I love you, Han,” I said in a dozy haze.

“I love you too, Y/n. Happy birthday”

My eyes fluttered open the next morning to see the streams of light pouring in through the curtains. I hummed at the blissful noise of birds singing.  I froze when I felt a pair of warm, soft lips on the nape of my neck. I turned over and smiled at Han’s glowing half-asleep face.

My alarm clock started to go off and I quickly sat up, swinging my feet over the side of the bed. “Where are you going?” He questioned. watching me make my way to the bathroom.

“I don’t want morning breath. I have to get ready for the day anyways.” I said as he got out of bed and walked up behind he, snaking his hands around my hips as I stood in front of the mirror to brush my teeth. He leaned down and kissed my neck, around my sweet spot and up to my jaw line.

“Han, we shouldn’t. My family is here.” I said trying to fight the urge to pounce on him here and now. He groaned and walked back to my bed, sitting at the edge. I finished brushing my teeth and sat next to him on the bed, grabbing my phone.

His lips found his way back to my neck as I checked for any new messages. His wandering hands pulled my hips back so I was pressed against him. His fingertips grazed down my crossed legs leaving goosebumps across the skin. I let out a staggered breath, leaning my head back, away from my phone. I felt the smirk on his lips as he kissed my shoulders and down my collar bones.

“Y/N!~~ We’re going to the store to get the rest of you party decorations! do you need anything?” My mom yelled from downstairs

“N-No! I’m g-good!” I tried to keep from moaning out loud, but Han’s kiss was so intoxicating. As soon as the front door shut I turned around to straddle him. He took my phone from my hand and placed it on the nightstand ad lifted me directly over his hip as he leaned back on the headboard. I wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing his lips.

I grinded down onto his hips, forcing a soft moan to leave his swollen lips. I loved the way he looked in the morning. So sexy with his bed hair and slightly puffy features. I broke away to kiss his sweet button nose, only to have him scrunch it at me and smile. His hands rubbed up and down my back, underneath my top. I just pulled it off altogether and returned his lips to mine.

“Wait, baobei~ Today is your day.” He held my hips and rolled us over so my back was against the soft blankets.  He trailed down my bare chest licking and kissing the exposed skin. My heart raced as his pecks got lower and lower down my body.

I ran my fingers through his hair while he skillfully pulled down my panties, revealing my wet core. “God I’ve been waiting so long for this.” His hot breath tickling my clit. I hummed at the familiar feeling. He knew how to drive me crazy.

He lifted my weakened legs over his shoulders for easier access to what he’s been missing for weeks. I could almost see the stars when he placed an open mouthed kiss to my clit, sucking lightly. I tugged on his smooth hair in ecstasy. His head moved with every stroke of his skilled tongue.

“H-Han. I said with a whimper. He was so good at eating out, but I couldn’t cum too fast. I bit my lip, trying not to scream his name when he slid a finger into me.

“Don’t fight back your moans, baby. I want to hear your beautiful voice.” He returned to my heat and added another finger. I let my mouth hang open, releasing all of the cries I held back.His mouth felt so good I bucked my hips and tried to ease back. His free hand gripped my wrist, pulling my hands out of his hair and pinning me down. I arched my back without even thinking and his head raised. “Don’t you dare squirm away, baobei. I’m not afraid to panty-cuff the birthday girl.”

I nodded quickly, not wanting this to end so soon. His lips returned to my wet clit, pumping his fingers in and out steadily. I let my head fall back, surrendering to his touch. I pressed my thighs together, trapping his to my core.

Just then, he ripped away from between my legs and pulled my feet to the edge of the bed.

“But I thought I was being good,” I said questioning his action. He simply smirked and said, “You were a good girl, but I want more.” I hovered over me, his eyes never leaving mine. I leaned up to meet his lips, tasting myself on his tongue. I gasped into his mouth as he rubbed his tip along my entrance. I pressed the tips of my fingers into the skin of his shoulders, pulling his closer.

He gave me one last kiss before sliding his long member into me. I buried my face into his neck, kissing the vein in his neck that showed when he moaned. “H-Han- oh. God, I missed you.”

His body moved in slow wave-like strokes over me. I cried out at the feeling of his teeth grazing my sweet spot, urging me to call his name again.

“Han! Don’t stop. Just like that!” I cried. His strong hands slipped down my waist to my lower back as he came up on his knees. He repositioned our hips, smacking them together with every quick thrust. I gripped the pillow case and moaned his name, unable to do anything else.

His moans started to get as staggered and breathy like mine. He held my hips tighter, grazing my g-spot. “LuHan, I’m close. Just cum baby.”

“Mmmmm~~ Feel me, baobei. You look so sexy like this.  completely submissive to me. Begging for more.I- I love you.” He said starting to get caught up in his climax. I shouted his name as he slammed into my and rode out our highs. He threw his head back as the beads of sweat drizzled down his neck to his chest. I bounced my hips onto his member, watching his toned abs flex with each smooth thrust.

“Ohh- Han~,” I said relaxing out of my intense orgasm. He leaned down, kissing my forehead and rolling over next to me. I turned over, draping my leg over his hips. His hand came up and rested on my thigh, rubbing small circles into the skin.

“I’m so glad your here with me. You’re the best gift ever, you know that?” I said while getting control of mt breath.

“Anything for my birthday girl.” He said wrapping me up with a warm blanket.

After my parents got home and Luhan and I both looked decent, I was happy to see the rest of my family and friends gathered int he backyard. They all sang ‘Happy Birthday’ and brought out my cake.

“Make a wish!!” My mom said. I walked up to the cake and closed my eyes. I thought for a second about what my one with should be, but the truth is, I already got it.

THE END

[fingertaste]

All the sexiness you can get from innocent face of Xi Lu Han <3