#mahal na araw

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SEMANA SANTA

Karosa ng isang pamilyang Principalia na ginagamit sa prusisyon sa Pilipinas, mga 1870.

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mahal na araw na pero hindi ko minamahal ang araw

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Bahay SiAdTala Hilot Binabaylan

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i love you Mami

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Talking Stage

Hi Tumblr! It's nice going back here. It's been a long time. Daming ganap and stress and all. Biggest painful and heartache was my dad's gone. He passed away due to many complications and I saw everything, my family and I have been through a lot. And I was really tired and feeling down but still acting up as a strong independent woman because I have no really choice. HAHAHAHAH.

Ayun, been crying and sad for days, trying to distract myself thru ML, watching movies and series, I tried Bumble. I was shocked maraming naglalike. Me being the ugly duckling. And I talked to different people, but there's this 20 yr-old bb boi na nakausap ko. And dahil siguro ambait nya. Kaya nituloy ko lang syang ichat sa IG. He had a problem - lovelife, family and his studies. And it turned out he's just 18. :( Ang lala. Kasi 12 years gap namin.

Nung una kasi panay view nya sa stories ko, and gising pa sya ng madaling araw. HAHAHAH. And I was starting to get worried sa kanya. Ayun. Hanggang sa nasabi nyang may problem sya, and I offer if gusto nya bigyan ko sya ng part-time. And he agreed later on. And I also lent him money for his enrolment sa OLFU as first year college. And I think that's the start of Sugar Mommy Era ko. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Lord naman ee.

Pero ayun nga, me being so drawn into a person who needs help - Marlon, Patrick, Edwin, EJ, Renan, Kervin and there this bb boi. I literally helped him, gave him gifts. And here I am still supporting him. And malapit na kami sa isa't isa. :( First boy na katalking stage ko. First na nagtiwala sakin and he still sends goodmorning and goodnight chatsand mwaaas. HAHAHAHA. We had deep talks already. And I don't even know what to feel. The fact na he's so young, I know na he can change his mind anytime. Just like what he said na if ever tataya sya ulit sa love, he will choose me kasi sakin lang sya unang nagtrust at naging comfortable. But I know it was maybe his first time to have someone like me.

I am happy talking to him. I am happy how he sends updates on me. And I feel sad everytime he took a longer time to reply. And ang mga ex ng bb boi, hang gaganda. For sure chix din talaga gusto nya. Haiys. Ang hirap, di na nga ko maganda, mas sobrang tanda pa sa kanya. Di naman din sya kagwapuhan, but he's a good person. I know that. Lahat naman ng nagustuhan ko mabait. HAHAHAH. Chix lang mga hilig, e di ako chix e. Huhu. Parang ang naiisip ko, magbabago din kasi isip nya e. Kahit pa sinasabi nyang di sya mawawala. baka nag iistay lang sya kasi kailangan nya pa ko. Baka kaya sya nagchachat pa din para lang di ako mawala kasi kailangan nya pa ko. Saka he's still friend with his ex. Sinasabi nya na di na nya mahal, pero for sure may feelings pa sya. He still cares for her. Anong laban ko don, maganda na yun, kasing age nya pa, tas kalapit bahay lang nya. HAHAHAH.

And we have plans, sya nag aya. Magpupunta sa horror house. HAHAHAH yung totoo? Unang date sa horror house? HAHAHAHAH looking forward to it. But I don't know what to do anymore. I want to help him 'til the end, but I am afraid na mawala ko na naman yung sarili ko. And gusto ko na ba sya? Gusto na ba nya ko? Baka we're just filling up this void in our hearts temporarily, kasi pareho kaming may pinagdadaanan. Dko din alam if gusto ko na sya at baka namimiss ko lang na may taong kinecare, and this is the first time na nagcare din sakin yung tao kahit pano. HAHAHAH. Si Kapre naman din, kaso kasi pasulpot sulpot yun. And this bb boi naman, minsan ganun din, but he's being consistent kahit pano. Tho lagi ko syang inaasar sa iba and he asked one time but ko sya laging pinupush magkajowa, gusto ko na daw ba sya mawala sa buhay ko. HAHAHAHAH Very cutie. Kinikilig ako minsan, but naiisip ko, pano nga kung maging kami? First bf ko sya tas sobrang bata. Ni hindi namin magagawang ipakilala ang isat isa sa mga parents namin. HAAAAAIYS.

LORD BAKA NAMAN. HAHAHAHAH Pero nakakatawa na yung time na di nya namention yung ex nya na isa tapos nakita ko IG profile ni gurl na may pics nila, umiyak ako at nasaktan. Kasi iniisip ko baka nga sila pa at niloloko nya lang ako. That same day, shinare nya yung about don, nagcall pa kami. HAHAHAHAH Hangkulit lang ng timing. Na parang naramdaman nya na nagdaramdam ako. HAHAHAHHAH. Tas dun nya nga nasabi na if ever magmahal sya ult, ako daw pipiliin nya. AHAHAHAHAH TALAGA BA BB BOI?

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIYS. Tanda ko na Lord para sa ganito. HAHAHAH Ganito nalang ba talaga role ko? ANg mag alaga ng mga kailangan ng kalinga? Pano naman ako? HAHAHAHAH. LOL.

Miss you tumblr. SALAMAT ANDYAN KA. Iniisip ko na magsend ng confession sa FEU Secret Files ee. HAHAHAHHAHA. lol.

Byeers!! Sa susunod ulit.

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Heartbreak Series | Stray Kids

pairing: skz x reader

synopsis: just a series of prompts from filipino movies recreated in the form of delulu skz fics

genre: angst, fluff (maybe)

status: ongoing (if u wanna be tagged just send an ask!)

a/n: its almost valentines day and im over here writing skz fics 😭 and yes its sad cuz im sad so dont judge me 😤 anw got this idea while i was scrolling through tiktok and i found this article. do check out the movies tho, i promise they’re really good! updates are probs gonna be wack so feel free to read some of my other works to keep u entertained. enjoy reading and pls reblog/leave a comment!

BANG CHAN

hello, love, goodbye

"kung mahal mo ako bakit pinapapili mo ako? mahal kita, pero sa ngayon mas mahal ko ang sarili ko. sana mapatawad mo ako." or “if you love me why are you making me choose? i love you, but right now, i love myself more. i hope you can forgive me.”

LEE MINHO

milan

"mahal mo ba ako dahil kailangan mo ako, o kailangan mo ako dahil mahal mo ako?" or “do you love me because you need me, or do you need me because you love me?”

SEO CHANGBIN

maybe this time

"there was never an us. there will never be an us. kaya please, wag mo na kong landiin." or "there was never an us. there will never be an us. so please, stop flirting with me."

HWANG HYUNJIN

my exs and whys

“am I not enough? may kulang ba sa akin? may mali ba sa akin? pangit ba ako? pangit ba ang katawan ko? kapalit-palit ba ako?" or “am i not enough? am i missing something? is there something wrong with me? am i ugly? is my body ugly? am i replaceable?”

HAN JISUNG

barcelona: a love untold

"huwag mo kong mahalin dahil mahal kita. mahalin mo ako dahil mahal mo ako, because that is what I deserve." or “stop saying you love me just because i love you. say you love me because you love me, because that is what i deserve.”

LEE FELIX

hintayan ng langit

"alam mo ba kung bakit sigurado akong mahal kita? dahil araw-araw kitang pinili." or “do you know why i’m certain that i love you? because i’d choose you everyday.”

KIM SEUNGMIN

the hows of us

“matalino akong tao pero pagdating sa'yo, ewan ko, natatanga ako." or “i’m smart but when it comes to you, i just—i don’t know—i get so stupid.”

YANG JEONGIN

starting over again

"anong karapatan mong hingin ang bagay na ipinagdamot mong ibigay? i deserved an explanation. i deserved an acceptable reason." or "what right do you have to ask for the thing you hated giving? i deserved an explanation. i deserved an acceptable reason."

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MAGANDANG ARAW POOOI nainlove po ako sa mga xfilipino!reader nyo!!! can it be Pavitr's next? thank you po have a great day!!!!!!!!

MAGANDANG MAGANDANG MAGANDANG MAGANDANG MAGANDANG ARAW POOOOOO (shit asa radyo beh LMAO) OOOO THIS IS SO CUTE! ngl, i think pav would be the favorite one of filo parents out of all the four :'>> BUT OK, HERE'S WHAT I GOT !!

pav x filipino reader

this boy, oh this boy........ yeah i'm pretty sure your parents would love him the minute they met him. he's so respectful and upbeat, HE GETS ALONE WELL WITH ALL YOUR RELATIVES MGEE, all your cousins want him and his hair, LIKE HE'S PROBABLY THE TYPE TO USE THE SHAMPOO SACHETS AND IT'D COME OUT STUNNING !!!

i think he'd get along really well with your younger cousins and your ates or female cousins, like idk, i just have a feeling he'd get along with them better than anyone else. OH AND HE'D BE THE FAVORITE OF YOUR LOLAS MAN, HE'S A LOLA'S BOY, YOU CANNOT TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME.

oh and at karaoke? BEHHHH HE SLAYING OUT THERE, HE CAN SING MORISETTE AND REGINE FROM THE BOTTOM OF HIS HEART, he sings from the heart kaya ang ganda ng boses niya <333

+ he looks at you when he sings a filo love song

++ HE WINKS AT YOU WHEN HE GETS TO THE INTERLUDE

+++ HE WALKS OVER TO YOU AND HE ASKS TO DANCE WITH YOU AS HE SINGS !!!!!!!!!

when "awitin mo at isasayaw ko" comes on, HE TAKES YOU BY THE HAND AND STARTS GROOVING WITH YOUUU kahit sabihin mo di ka magaling sumayaw, wala siyang PAKE, SASAYAWIN KA NIYA KAHIT DI KA MARUNONG UY !!

he'd sing along, or hum if he doesn't know the lyrics, AND HE'D DIP YOU MID DANCE AND CHUCKLE WHEN YOU YELP AS HE DOES THAT BECAUSE HE JUST DOES IT OUT OF NOWHERE TO SURPRISE YOU

also he's the type to wake up super early and be super extra in telling your parents he's here to take you to school :>> like...... "hello po, tito, tita! nandito po ba ang aking tanging iniibig? sapagkat nandito ako upang ihatid siya sa kulunga-- ESTE..... sa school po :>"

man, he's always prepared for any emergency when he takes you out to school or back home, or anywhere, really. he's always got extra money to use when you wanna get an after school snack or maybe buy some school supplies for you in case you need something right away at para di ka na maabala ykyk

and he always has a go-bag, i'm pretty sure he was that kid at school na laging may dalang go-bag kahit tapos na mga fire and earthquake drills, and he'd ALWAYS be ready with stuff you need, he doesn't judge. your favorite snacks, bottled water, pamaypay, pads, power bank, all kinds of chargers, and ofc 25/8 pagmamahal sayo YIEEEEE

when you two walk home, he's always insisting to hold your hand the whole time. his excuse is sa sobrang ganda mo kasi, baka mawala ka sa kanya :< may magsteal sayo raw :> HE LOVES HOLDING YOUR HAND AND IS SO FREAKING GIDDY WHEN YOU HOLD HIM, especially when you rub the pad of your thumb on the back of his hand AHFEIJBVIRFVBRFBVRNORFOB deds na siya

he also never fails to do the "mano po" when he meets your parents, SIYA MISMO LALAPIT SA KANILA KAHIT HE JUST NEEDS TO BE AT THE GATE OF YOUR HOUSE, HE WILL PERSONALLY COME UP TO YOUR PARENTS AND GREET THEM AND GIVE THEM A MANO PO

he so freaking sweet omg,,, so sweet that if you two separated classes any school year after you two became a thing, HE IS THE TYPE TO COME TO YOUR CLASSROOM HABANG WALA PANG TEACHER TAS IHAHARANA KA NIYA <333

"mahal ko, i can't last a day without seeing you! please, huwag mo kong kalimutaaaaaaan!"

he's addicted to calling you mahal, because not only are your standards so high for a guy na SIYA LANG ANG TANGING STANDARD <333 but bc you truly are his mahal <333

"grabe, ang mahal namang mahalin ka......." (looks back at all the stuff he does for you) "......pero ang worth it talaga ng gastos ko if it means akin ka lang, mahal <333"

a/n: IN SHORT, PAV IS THE STANDARD, HE IS THE STANDARD <3333

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Saan Ka?

Choi Seungcheol x reader filo!smau

Paano kung sa paghahanap mo ng true love, ang makakatuluyan mo pala ay hindi ang kasama mong kumain sa date kundi ang naglilista ng order niyong pagkain?

Status: Complete

Unang Kabanata (Chapter 1)

Ikalawang Kabanata (Chapter 2)

Ikatlong Kabanata (Chapter 3)

Ikaapat na Kabanata (Chapter 4)

Ikalimang Kabanata (Chapter 5)

Ikaanim na Kabanata (Chapter 6)

Ikapitong Kabanata (Chapter 7)

Ikawalong Kabanata (Chapter 8)

Ikasiyam na Kabanata (Chapter 9)

Ikasampung Kabanata (Chapter 10)

Ikalabing-isa na Kabanata (Chapter 11)

Ikalabindalawang Kabanata (Chapter 12)

Ikalabintatlong Kabanata (Chapter 13)

Ikalabing-apat na Kabanata (Chapter 14)

Ikalabinlimang Kabanata (Chapter 15)

Ikalabing-anim na Kabanata (Chapter 16)

Ikalabinpitong Kabanata (Chapter 17)

Ikalabinwalong Kabanata (Chapter 18)

Ikalabinsiyam na Kabanata (Chapter 19)

Ikadalawampu na Kabanata (Chapter 20)

Ikadalawampu't Isang Kabanata (Chapter 21)

Ikadalawampu't Dalawang Kabanata (Chapter 22)

Ikadalawampu't Tatlong Kabanata (Chapter 23)

Ikadalawampu't Apat na Kabanata (Chapter 24)

Ikadalawampu't Limang Kabanata (Chapter 25)

Ikadalawampu't Anim na Kabanata (Chapter 26)

Ikadalawampu't Pitong Kabanata (Chapter 27)

Ikadalawampu't Walong Kabanata (Chapter 28)

Ikadalawampu't Siyam na Kabanata (Chapter 29)

Ikatatlumpu na Kabanata (Chapter 30)

Epilogo (Epilogue)

Start: April 26, 2023

End: July 15, 2023

Note:

AnNyEongHasEyO yeOrObUN! First time kong gumawa ng smau and hopefully magawa ko siya nang maayos 🥴 my update schedule will be every Sunday, Wednesday, and Friday. I'll do my best na masunod yan pero if not, I'll try posting the next part sa susunod na araw. The taglist for this au is open so send me an ask if ya'll want to be tagged. MAHAL KO KAYOOO 🫶

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DAD!MARK LEE — instagram au

CHIKA NG ADMINS | lately nawiwili kami sa ganitong posts na nakikita namin sa tumblr, kaya gagayahin namin! HAHAHAHA ang cute kasi tapos andami rin kasing nagrerequest ng dad!mark kaya naman eto na <3

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yourusername happy anniversary, mahal ko! di ako makapaniwalang two years na simula nung nag-“i do” ako sayo omg <3 can’t believe we’re also celebrating our anniversary with forever third wheel, baby mia this year ♡ we love u daddy! ﹫onyourm__ark

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johnnyjsuh happy anniversary lovebirds! sundan niyo na si mia ;)

onyourm__ark pre, nag-promise ako na after 5 years pa 🥹

haechanahceah two years na pala simula nung nagpa-uto ka, y/n 😭 stay in love siguro 😭

yourusername oo nga eh 😶‍🌫️ thankie haech! bantayan mo si mia ah :p

onyourm__ark

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onyourm__ark celebrating two years of marriage with this beaut 🤍 mahal na mahal kita, y/n lee.

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yourbffsusername tamis nyan ah 🤭

yourusername syempre, may surprise mamayang gabi eh

yourbffsusername y/n lee ?!?! digital footprint teh?!?!?

na.jaemin0813 what if bigyan niyo na ko ng inaanak kasi di niyo ko ginawang ninong ni mia 😠

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yourusername ito po ang surprise namin! 🥰 baby no. 2 coming in a few months time 😙

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onyourm__ark love you my babies 🤍

johnnyjsuh NAGJJOKE LANG NAMAN AKO NUNG ISANG ARAW?!

na.jaemin0813 OK I VOLUNTEER AS A NINONG AGAD

yourbffsusername OMG BESTIE!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR U BOTH <3

haechanahceah IN LOVE NA IN LOVE NGA 😭

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Mahal,

Ang totoo, sa tuwing sumasapit ang araw na ito, isang bagay lamang ang sa aking isipan ay palagiang tumatakbo—iyon ay ang aking pasasalamat para sa buhay mo.

Ikaw ang nagdudulot sa akin ng hindi mapapantayang kapayapaan at ligaya. Sa tuwing tayo ay magkasama, tila nawawala ang lahat ng alalahanin at pag-aalala. Dahil dito, salamat. Ang iyong walang sawang pagmamahal at pag-aalaga ay ang siyang aking pahinga. Ganoon din sana ang sa iyo ay aking naipadarama.

Hindi sapat ang mga salita upang maipaliwanag kung gaano ko ipinagpapasalamat ang iyong buhay. Tila ba kaya kong harapin ang ano mang pagsubok dahil nalalaman kong nandyan ka upang sa akin ay rumamay.

Nais kong ipaabot sa'yo ang aking dasal na sana'y patuloy kang maging masaya, mahal. Pag-asa ko na ang iyong buhay ay mapuno ng mga biyayang nagbibigay sa iyong puso ng labis na kaligayahan.

Isa pang bagay na aking idinarasal para sa iyo ay ang iyong patuloy na pananagumpay. Pakatandaan mong lagi akong nakasuporta sa pag-abot mo sa lahat ng iyong mga pangarap at mithiin sa buhay.

Mahal kita nang lubos at wala nang hihigit pang kagalakan para sa akin kundi ang makita kang maligaya at nananagumpay.

Maligayang Kaarawan!

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QSMP LANGUAGE DAY‼️ HAVE SOME FILIPINO* TRANSLATIONS NOW THAT OUR LANGUAGE HAS BEEN ADDED :D

*Note: This will be one dialect, which is the most common dialect, Tagalog. People tend to say Tagalog = Filipino, but it's just really the most used dialect

Hi/Hello = Magandang Araw/Umaga/Gabi

We have no informal way of greetings other than just saying Hi or Hello, so we say Good day/Morning/Evening

Until next time = Hanggang sa susunod

No informal or formal way of saying bye other than just saying Bye

The Federation = Ang Federasyon

No direct translation of Federation, we change spellings sometimes of English words to fit

Eggs = Mga Itlog ▪︎ Egg = Itlog

Plural words tend to have "mga" before the noun, we don't usually add s or es at the end

The Code = Ang Kode

Same as above, change of spelling. We don't have c's or some letters in our alphabet so it's ABKD (Ah-Ba-Ka-Da) <- ABCs

Mom = Nanay ▪︎ Dad = Tatay

Child = Anak ▪︎ Grandchild = Apo ▪︎ Sibling = Kapatid ▪︎ Niece/Nephew = Pamangkin

Our language doesn't usually gender words, so daughter or son would just boil down to "anak"

Eldest [Child] = Panganay ▪︎ Youngest [Child] = Bunso

Usually people will address others or kids as "bunso" which is youngest. If we finally get Filo streamers and they call their eggs or other eggs "panganay" or "bunso", there you go!

He/She/They (singular) = Siya ▪︎ They (plural) = Sila

Sure = Sige ▪︎ Yes = Oo ▪︎ No = Hindi ▪︎ Not allowed = Bawal

*Bawal is like saying "you're not allowed". "Bawal kumain" is "You're not allowed to eat"

Gossip = Chika/Chismis

Motherfucker = Putang Ina

Some informal spelling would have it together as "putangina" or slang as "tangina"

Shit/Fuck = Puta

Idiot = Bobo ▪︎ Stupid = Gago ▪︎ Dumb = Tanga

These are slang terms or more rather, insults, for being an idiot. Do this what you will with Foolish's name

Girlfriend/Boyfriend = Kasintahan

Love = Mahal

This can also mean expensive

Duck = Bibe ▪︎ Rabbit = Kuneho

Money = Pera

If you were to say the currency of money, we use Pesos (peh-sos) <- instead of pay-sos

The Island = Ang Isla

We hope you enjoy the Island = Umaasa kami na masiyahan ka sa Isla

For informal use, say "Sana na masiyahan ka sa Isla".

Some Slang:

Sana all = [If] only all

Used when others have something that you want. "Sana all may girlfriend :-(" = "If only [everyone] had a girlfriend :-("

Mamser/s = Ma'am + Sir/s

Slang for addressing all, like ladies and gentleman but in slang

Bading = Gay

Not actual slang translation, but feel free to use this LOL + also a lot of queer filos (me) like to just say bading a lot LMFAO

KKB (Kanyang Kanyang Bayad) = "Pay with your own money"

Used when you're going out with friends and don't treat each other to paid meals. Pay on your own!

Aq = Ako = I

I personally tend to abbreviate ako as "aq" as the pronounciation is sort of the same where the q sounds like "ku" so it sounds like "aku" or ako in an informal setting

Huy/Hoy = Hey

Said usually outside as Huyyyyy or Uy. Huy is like "Heyyyyyy" while Hoy is like "HEY!" (think of it as OI!)

Shet = Shit ▪︎ Pak = Fuck ▪︎ Pakyu = Fuck you

Kyut = Cute

Pa kyut = To be cute, not to be confused with Pak-yu

This is all I could come up with for now, feel free to add more! Hanggang sa susunod! Mwah mwah kis kis

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| 040924 . TUESDAY . 📍NANYANG | B7, 9th Ave, Bonifacio High Street, Bonifacio High Street

May bago na naman akong gusto. Ayaw ko na ng date night. Date at morning na gusto ko ngayon. Oh diba lumabas na naman pagka introvert ko, dati gusto ko mag date ng late night yung tipong aabot ng madaling araw para tahimik na at pakonti na mga tao. Ngayon na realize ko mas peaceful pala pag morning, yung tipong pag nagising ka syempre una mag thathankyou muna kay Lord dahil sa pag gising. Tapos sabay thankyou na din kase sa unang start ng araw kasama ko agad at kasabay mag brebreakfast yung taong mahal ko. Tska pag morning konti pa lang din tao especially pag weekends so tahimik ang mga restau at cafes.

So ayun na nga dinala ko sya dito sa nanyang. Gusto ko itry yung singaporean kaya toast nila, at gusto ko itry yun ng kasama syempre si choykie.

So far masarap naman yung food nila. Ito pala yung inorder namin:

● Hainanese Kaya with honey toast w/2 soft boiled egg

● Nonya Kaya toast w/2 soft boiled egg

● Homemade Nasi Lemak

● Cheesy Chicken Chop Noodle

● Kopi (the best!)

● Kopi C (the best 10/10)

Ang sarap ng coffee nila. Sarap na sarap si choykie sa kape nya. 1st time ko ma try isabay yung mani sa kanin, pwede pala yun hehehe. Sakto pag wala ako maiulam sa bahay mani mani at plane rice nalang chos! Hahaha. Pero seryoso masarap naman sya ma enjoy ko kase masarap din yung bagoong. Sa kaya toast naman ok lang bagay sya dun sa egg ang coffee nila. Yung Cheesy chicken chop noodle medyo matabang sya for me pero ok na din, nakakabusog sya.

Over all 8/10 Babalik kame dito sa kape nila ang sarap e.

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𝗗𝗜𝗥𝗧𝗬 𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗧𝗟𝗘 𝗦𝗘𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗧

pairings ‣ park jisung x female reader

genre ‣ mature content | orgmate!jisung

written in taglish | fingering, raw sex (wrap it before you tap it!) choking | not proofread !!

👤 anonymous asked. pwede po ba magrequest ng scenario about sa kamay ni jisung kasi jusko nababaliw ako sa kamay nun (sarap gawing kwintas char). ang naiisip ko parang orgmate mo sya or something, siya yung tipong hindi mo masyadong kaclose sa college pero naglalaway ka sa kamay nya ganon.

PAUWI ka na sana dahil kakatapos lang ng klase niyo nang madaanan mong may nakapaskil na poster sa may bulletin board niyo, ngayon mo lang yon nakita kaya mukhang bagong dikit lang.

BE PART OF THE NCIT MUSIC ORGANIZATION !!

NCIT MUSIC ORGANIZATION is currently running an audition for those students who wants to show their talents in music.

if you are interested to join :

venue : music studio (building 3, 4th floor)

time : 9:00 pm to 5:00 pm

supportive talaga sayo at sa mga bagay na hilig mong gawin ang mga kaibigan mo. your friends pushed you para ipagpatuloy ang hilig mo sa musika kaya naman nasa building 3 ka ngayon. you're going to audition para sa music organization ng university niyo. at first, nag aalangan ka talaga kung dapat ka bang mag audition since matagal na rin simula nang huminto ka sa pag kanta, pero dahil mahal mo talaga ang pag kanta ay wala namang masamang mag try ulit, hindi ba?

and that was 2 yeara ago. ikaw na ngayon ang presidente ng music organization niyo at ngayong araw din ay nagbukas kayo ng audition dahil nabalitaan mong marami raw ang gustong sumali sa inyo.

“okay, before natin simulan ang audition, we decided na our president should perform first para naman may sample, diba?” nagpalakpakan naman ang mga estudyante sa sinabi ni giselle. “well then, let us welcome our president and our amazing acoustic guitarist! yn and jisung!”

naglaro kasi kayo ng bet ng mga ka-org mo at natalo kayong dalawa ni jisung kaya they decided na kayo ang mag perform bago simulan ang audition. you're not that close kay jisung, hindi kayo masyadong nag uusap, kung mag uusap man kayo is about lang sa organization niyo tapos yun na yon.

but you have a dirty little secret. and that is you've been fantasizing about jisung's big hands. gitarista si jisung kaya lagi mong napapansin ang kamay at daliri niya. malaki ang kamay at mahahaba ang daliri.

ever since nakilala mo si jisung sa organization niyo ay lagi mo nang iniisip ang kamay at daliri niya, especially when you're pleasing yourself. iniisip mong daliri ni jisung ang lumalabas pasok sa puke mo. also, you always imagine his pretty big veiny hands around your throat – choking you.

pero ang hindi mo alam – jisung also do the same. simula noong marinig ka ni jisung na kumanta ay hindi na mawala sa isip niya kung anong tunog ang magagawa mo kapag kinakantot ka niya.

pagkatapos ng audition ay kayong dalawa na lang ang naiwan sa ICT-AVR room dahil nagsiuwian na ang iba niyong miyembro. lagi kayong dalawa ni jisung ang naiiwan sa room na iyon para mag linis at hindi ka naman nakakaramdaman ng awkwardness – not until now. para bang may tensyon sainyong dalawa.

“there, there, you're doing so good, jisun – hmm!” ungol mo nang lalo pang idiin sa loob mo ang dalawang daliri ni jisung.

tama nga si jisung, napaka ganda pa rin nga talaga ng boses mo habang inuungol mo ang pangalan niya. para siyang nakikinig ng paborito niyang kanta.

“you know what, i've been thinking about thi – doing this with you.” you managed to talk even though jisung is playing whit your clit using his thumb while finger fucking you.

“feel good? hmm, baby? you're always thinking about how would my fingers feel deep inside your cunt, right?”

after preping you, jisung pumped his cock on his hand at saka dahan dahang ipinasok sa puke mo. wala siyang dalang condom at wala ka ring dala kaya nag agree na lang kayong dalawa na ipupull out ni jisung kapag lalabasan na siya.

nang maipasok na ng buo ni jisung ang tite niya sayo ay hinawakan niya ang leeg mo. hindi gaanong maluwag, pero hindi rin naman gaanong masikip to the point na hindi ka na makahinga. tama lang. at saka siya dahan dahang nagsimulang bumayo sayo.

all of your imagination and fantasies about him are literally happening right now and you can't believe it. hindi ka rin makapaniwalang sa studio pa talaga kayo nagkantutan dalawa.

“lalabasan na ko if you keep clenching like that..” jisung whimpered when he felt that you're clenching his cock. “gusto ko labasan sa labi mo, is it okay?”

tumango ka naman agad. pagkatapos mong labasan ay sumunod naman si jisung. when jisung felt like he was coming ay agad niyang inilabas at tinapat sa labi mo ang tite niya.

“sarap?” tanong ni jisung habang pinapanood kang dilaan ang labi mong puno ng tamod niya.

[skyethewolfwizard]

I love going through old poems and tweaking them again and again to make the meaning more clear

My land of birth and pride,

sandy shores, and calming tide.

Its people in which I side.

Fervour for freedom we don't hide.

We've been conquered many times,

by neighbours and by lands far away.

The Americans yet to admit to their crimes,

The Spanish who forced us to pay and pray.

Diverse in our culture, now more homogeneous,

destroyed by the friars who were "righteous".

Yet we all act as the kings did, as if we lost nought.

We are undoing everything for which we fought.

We sell our greatest souls to our oppressors,

our own government has become moles, serving our captors.

Both giving us nothing for our skills.

Just the salaries of the artisans taxed and brought back to barely pay bills.

They sacrifice their time and love for this country.

Only to be faced with discrimination and broken banks.

While back here we suffer the consequences of their "clemency".

Our country has a myriad of problems, yet no aid or apology from Spain or the Yanks

And now. I leave, despite wanting to help.

All of this guilt within me, and all I can do is yelp.

Is it wrong to work to go somewhere better?

Abandon this place instead of fighting to end this terror?

I sacrifice my love for my home, for me?

To be my true self? To have safety and freedom?

I just feel as if I cannot fight if I myself am not free

Is it selfish? Is it wrong? For me to have a chance so seldom?

No, I will have my cake and eat it too.

I promise to continue fighting valiantly.

Even if I have to fight the ignorant majority.

I promise to stoke my fervour and fury.

Even if I am in a far land living freely.

I may be doing this to leave and be free,

to be myself, to be safe, to be happy.

But I will never stop fighting for humanity,

for love, for the ability to be free from land to sea.

I carry my guilt knowing I leave many suffering.

And I will always remember that every second I live free and enjoying.

I will leave as I truly can't take not being able to be me, to be free

But I won't forget the many at home and abroad all suffering unjustly.

Farewell to the Philippines, I will fight for you to be free from the shackles of imperialism.

Farewell to my neighbors and friends, I will never stop fighting this old schism.

We will escape the exploitation of the West, and no longer be under capitalism.

And free ourselves from the friars who imposed Catholism.

Mahal ko kayo mga kaibigan, kahit a-alis na ako hindi ko kakalimutan kayo.

Mahal ko kayong lahat kahit pu-punta ako sa mga bayan na malayo.

Baka may araw na pwede umuwi ako dito.

Kapag ang mga bakla ay pwede mag-sabi na "ito ang totoong sarili ko".

[chereserene]

Random Realization

Long post ahead: don't read

Sabi nila it is your fault kapag nakahanap ka ng hindi mabuting ama para sa magiging anak mo.

Dati iniisip ko na normal lang naman ang broken family basta iiexplain mo lang sa bata na maybe things didn't work out for the both of us.

Pero ngayon, I'm starting to realize kapag nagkikwento yung mga students ko na broken family sila, madalas nagaaway yung parents nila, or nagloko.

Iba pa rin pala talaga kapag buo yung pamilya. Iba yung epekto sa anak. Yung nakikita nila na buo yung pamilya ng mga classmates nila, pumupunta sa mga importanteng araw sa buhay nila pero sa kanila wala.

Hindi ko rin masisisi yung mga babae na kahit nagloko na yung asawa nila tinatanggap pa nila dahil gusto nila buo yung pamilyang kakagisnan ng anak nila.

Iba talaga kapag ang pov mo ng magulang. Ang dali kasi magsalita na hiwalayan mo na pero iba pala talaga kapag magulang ka na.

(Well ibang issue naman to if physical violence, I mean mga emotional o issues na hindi na naresolve or conflict na mas pinili niyo na lang na baka wala na talaga).

Kaya habang tumatagal kung ako napapaisip ako na sana hindi mangyari yun sa magiging anak ko. Ayoko na pumili ng tao na hindi kayang panindigan yung binuo naming dalawa, na hindi naman niya ako mahal kaya hindi na rin niya mamahalin kung ano yung nabuo. Na palagi kami magaaway kasi hindi naman namin kilala ng mabuti yung isa't isa o sa mga bagay na ayaw namin at di namin kayang ayusin that could lead us to separate.

Masakit. Nakakalungkot.

Sana makapili tayo palagi ng taong kahit nakakapagod na tayo pareho o sawa na, hindi na masaya. Sana pillin pa rin natin yung isa't isa.

[caridad-sonia]

Hindi niyo alam kung gaano niyo napunan ng saya at tiwala yung mga araw noon na halos hindi ko alam kung ano at saan ako patungo. Yung akala ko wala akong patutunguhan. Yung walang nakakappreciate ng mga bagay na ginagawa mo, walang nangangamusta at nagmamahal sayo.

Pero grabe kayo. Binuhay niyo kalahati ng buhay ko na akala ko hindi na ulit magmamahal. Na walang laman sa paglipas ng panahon.

Sabi ko sa kanila palagi yung words na "I teach you learn, I learn you teach".

Tinuruan niyo ako kung paano ibalik yung saya na ang tagal ko mapunan. Tinuruan niyo ako kung paano at sino pa nga ba ako.

Tinuruan niyo ako paano maging guro, ate, kapatid at bilang pangalawang magulang.

Salamat. Mahal ko kayo at palagi akong proud sa inyo.