the thing about days off is that they're the perfect time to like. clean my stove after a mouse shit on it. or do my taxes. or start my laundry so i have fucking socks. or look up different jobs. or literally anything other than sitting under a blanket reading and half-sort-of crocheting for five or six hours straight while sometimes eating pringles. but the second thing is what i do because it is so much nicer than using the day off to do more required goddamn tasks.
this is my apology for being a flakey writer. i’ve been really struggling with a seasonal cold, and seasonal depression, amongst other things but i am like 3/4 through this chapter now. i’ve been trying not to feel any pressure about writing and i haven’t which is good, so this is for those who have been patiently waiting, thank you for reading.
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a snippet...
His hands run up from your feet, up your stocking covered calf. His arm was completely under your dress, fingers playing with the clasp of your stockings just above your knee. All of this, and he's staring directly at your face, watching every reaction that you make. He’s so close to you, the warm skin of his hand against your bare thighs has a feeling starting up in your lower stomach that almost makes you want to pee. You had felt like this around him before, when you were kissing, but never to this extent. Thinking that there's something wrong with you, you try to slide away on the chair, but Taehyung's finger is wrapped around your stockings and you can’t move.
“What is it?” he says, genuine concern plastering his face, it’s the first thing he's spoken to you since you said it.
“Feel like I need to use the bathroom” you say with a blush so profound that it feels like it covers your whole face. Instead of moving away from you and letting you use the toilet, Taehyung only smiles, a comforting light shining in his eyes.
“You don’t need the bathroom, your body is reacting to me.” he says, and it's the most scandalous thing you've heard him say. You’d spent all these months wondering what came beyond a kiss, and your body had known all this time. “Are you okay?”
“Yes” you breathe.
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note: this is currently from the draft so it may get changed around when its finished !!
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