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aeroplaneblues · 2 years

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Happy Birthday Jen!!🥳🎊

This is inspired by @sabraeal "All Pain Turns to Medicine" fic, I've been wanting to draw an apothecary with Shirayuki for years! And this happy occasion gave me the best excuse🥰

It was really fun to draw this, thanks to Jen for being such a great and welcoming obiyuki fellow enthusiast! Hope you have an awesome day!!🥳🥳

#akagami no shirayukihime #ansh #obiyuki #shirayuki x obi #snow white with the red hair #idraw #i used genshin teapot to arrange this😂#maybe i will make a process post later #sabraeal #bump

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 5 months

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now...there are 2 ways Barnaby can react to his missing arm option 1: "WHERE [no no word] IS MY ARM??!!"

or option 2: "oh...erm...my arm's missing...ain't that....something..."

secret third option, actually!

"huh... guess i'm all right now"

#howdy promptly bursts out wheezing too hard to even make sound #while poppy and frank are mildly uncomfortable and wally is still processing that that was a Joke #granted. a joke said in a very Im Terrified/Disturbed & Trying To Hide It tone of voice...#actually huh. Huh. i just had a Thought #i mean everything ive said so far still absolutely stands #but... i think theyd move barnaby's unconscious body into the post office after julie wakes up #since they know its Inevitable!#so barnaby would wake up probably with at least poppy unless something is going on elsewhere that requires her help #maybe eddie fell in the lake again idk #or he'd wake up. poppy is elsewhere in the Very Packed office #he'd be '????' then notice the arm #he'd probably just lay back and stare at the ceiling. Processing. trying not to freak out #then later makes the joke about it #wh lights out au #rambles from the bog #hm... maybe howdy and wally are elsewhere #and then someone - eddie? frank? julie? - runs to tell them that barn is up #and Thats when they sprint like hell back to base without a care for noise <3

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lunarharp · 11 months

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into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.

the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.

for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.

the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.

but they were never whole to begin with, were they?

qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.

olly says nothing.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new.#*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground*#someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything #maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory #and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey #and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all #and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them.#the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao #idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲#i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore #so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol #and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to #and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them.#i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly #but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.

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plavi · 15 days

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Jugram Haschwalth 🛡⚔

Young (kid, teen) vs. old (adult) manga panel comparisons

#bleach #bleach tybw #jugram #jugram haschwalth #bleach thousand year blood war #jugram bleach #bleach jugram #tried to find similar panels / poses to his younger self #inspired by the last image which is an official manga panel #the others are my edits. the og black and white bg transition inspired me so added it in with the others #I have more of these edits tbh but I got tired in the process #maybe I'll post them later or make a new compilation

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skitskatdacat63 · 7 months

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Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

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inusmasha · 1 month

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Hey y’all! I’ve been making soap!

It’s really simple too. I just use sea water, olive oil, and lye, making it incredibly gentle for sensitive skin. It’s been cool. I’ve even found a way to use herbs too which I loveeee. It’s weird but it feels so nice to make something both practical and pretty at the same time. And my bathroom smells amazing…. I’ve def made too much soap but no one can get mad at me because everything smells so good. They’ll make nice Christmas gifts so at least I don’t have to worry about that !!!!!

I'd love to hear about any skin conditions you guys may have! I’m still new at this and want to continue practicing. I would love ideas !!

Pure Castile soap is gentle enough to use on babies, burn victims, cancer patients, animals, ect. Since I’m surrounded by pregnant ladies I thought it would be a good offering but.. soap and herbs can help a multitude of issues so! Reply away and give me stuff to research~~~*~* yes?

#Ooo I’ve also been reading about soap in the medieval ages…#maybe I should make a post about that #how kagome maybe would be using animal lard #ashes and salt water to make her own soap #but I’m actually not sure if that’s a western thing and was introduced by trade later on… hmm…#Natural soap #cold process soap

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afaramir · 2 months

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perhaps controversial but not everything is about character growth. some narratives are about character maintenance. how to not betray yourself even if it is the choice that is easy or “right” or the one someone else wants you to make. maybe not getting better, but it’s not always about getting better. sometimes it’s just about not getting worse.

#.txt #i had just closed tumblr and shut my laptop and then this post seized me by the throat and i opened my phone to make it #um zuko and ozai are NOT faramir and denethor. and that’s all i will say about my thought process at this time.#maybe i’ll make a real post later

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fishyartist · 1 year

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#warrior cats #warrior cat au #i was a teenage exocolonist #teenage exocolonist #cat au #catified #tammy exocolonist #dys exocolonist #marz exocolonist #tang exocolonist #my art #fan art #some of these r pretty rough but! thats the process sometimes.#if i can get the time ill make like. a big post w cleaned up designs later maybe.#DONT expect that idk if ill even complete my goal of ''make all the designs at all'' so.#i go to bed now :3

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roaringheat · 1 month

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someone hype me up and tell me im not an absolute fuckin dick so I can finally just finish breaking up with my partner/ex(??)

#vark posts #delete later #had the inital convo like maybe 4 days ago? idk #it was supposed to just be a couple days to process and then we'd come back to it to make it definitive and set boundaries #since ya know we fuckin live together #but weve been avoiding eachother like the fuckin plague and theyre just notorious for avoiding conflict in general #its driving me up the fuckin wall #but i mean ive also just been a fuckin coward too ig #its not that i dont want to just get this over with already #but ik the next 24hrs after is gonna make me wanna fuckin die #like how do u keep ur fuckin sanity after breakin things off with someone youve talked to everyday for almost 2 years #im not really emotional so id probs be fine after like a week #but its like initiating this convo is gonna feel like im putting a bullet into my own head #this is lowkey embarrassing to put out there but im in a fuckin constant state of stress i need to be put down

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quirkle2 · 1 year

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this post will be completely pointless but guys i fucki gng . i fuckin loveart ok

#qktalks #I LOVE IT!!!!#it'sso fun and it's so therapeutic to have a creative release #i fuckin adore Making Things #i love doin lineart sm #i love coloring and picking out which colors go well together (i used to hate that!!!! i love it now!!!!!!!)#i love mappin out poses in my silly little brain #i LOVE makin new designs of pretty much anything . character outfits or creature designs i adore it all #this is literally just me wiggling like an excited dog about a mundane thing i've been doing for nearly 20 years GVAIYGEV #feel free to ignore imjust unstable #i just !!!!!!im very giddy over this all of a sudden #before i got into lu i had taken a break from art for like a year #bc i had kinda just given up ? nothing i made was ever ''good'' and it was upsetting and demoralizing . so i stopped #but then i started drawin again an entire year later and fuckin !!! look where i am now!!!!#people look at my art!!!!!! im proud of a lot of stuff i create!!!!!#granted im still hard on myself and i often end up hating older art but !!!!im so much better about it nowadays #and i just Enjoy the Process a lot more. maybe it's because i've simply gotten better at drawing but #i think it's so fun . this post is a wreck im so sorry GVIUYEAGIUV #okay bye imgonna go play more nfs heat . ty for watching me make a fool of myself

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pepprs · 1 year

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#to translate this post: someone liked this post i made (on the upper left) on AUGUST 28 having a moment of self awareness that i was running #away from my whole life and not moving or learni ng to drive or anything. it is now march 8. it has been almost 7 months. and i have made #basically zero progress. and there is nothing stopping me but me. i could read the drivers manual and whatever whenever i want. but i am not #doing anything. and i don’t know how to get myself to start.#purrs #i know it’s a cop out excuse but i truly do think it’s covid. i think being in lockdown for a year and a half made me just let go of any #sense of progress. made me scared to take steps forward. and i mean i did bc i lived on campus for a while after that but it’s like.. EVERY #part of my life is stagnant rn it seems. and it’s not just me it’s my siblings too. we’re all getting older but none of us is trying to move #out or gain our independence in any way and my brother isn’t even looking for jobs even though he needs one. we’re all just getting older #but we’ve lost (or maybe had knocked out of us by covid and our mom being so strict) any sense of moving ipward and spreading our wings.#forgotten we have wings at all. and ive done important things like going on a house tour or traveling with my besties (<3). but i have only #made it to page 8 of the drivers manual and i truly do not want to read the rest of it. i have only been on one house tour and im longing to #move out but how much am i really because i can’t bring myself to schedule another tour and start searching for a new home in earnest.#i just come home every day UTTERLY exhausted and spend all my free time trying to process or rest. and im not making room for myself to use #my wings. and it’s truly terrible. why are we all okay with living like this. my younger self would be HORRIFIED if she saw how much i had a #atrophied since graduating and moving back home. my brighton self would be HORRIFIED. i told myself i wouldn’t and then it’s exactly what i #did. and ik im being harsh and ive spread my wings in some important ways during this time but… these are so obvious. such low hanging #fruit in some ways. bc any 16 year old can take this test and pass it so why can’t i at 24? why won’t i let myself? dont i want a nice cozy #home i make my own where i can eat what i want and sleep when i want and have control over sounds? then why am i not running for it?#delete later #i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 my one precious life 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃#also LMFAOOOOO the next tag on that aug 28 post was that i need to get a new campus id card… guess who hasn’t done that either ♥️

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fastidious-and-a-mess · 7 months

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SEASON SIX EPISODE THREE ‘TRIANGLE’ YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS.

#JUST ABSOLUTELY *SKYROCKETED* INTO MY FAVE EPISODES #OH MY GOD #BRILLIANT #txf #the x files #guys im so serious #i didn’t realize all those clips were from the same episode #and i had made some wildly incorrect assumptions about their context #but MAN. Woah #good fucking episode #maybe later when im not still actively processing i’ll make a better post ab it

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kapreday · 1 year

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Signs I Might Be More Trans Than I Thought

Look, it took 4 years and putting off the gender question entirely for me to come to the unceremonious conclusion that my sexuality is bisexual and ace spectrum, and I’m finally coming around to dealing with the gender part. I don’t know how y’all figure out gender, but I present my growing list of things beyond just the short haircut and neutral pronouns that have made me stop and say “wait... am I still more trans than I thought I was??”

- realizing how uncomfortably focused on my breast development I was during puberty

- especially not relating to the “I must increase my bust” chant in Are You There God It’s Me Margaret and fixating on the American Girl Body Book’s pictures of the stages of breast development

- also one of those things that still has me going “am I still gayer than I thought??”

- always wearing my hair in ponytails when it was long

- doing speech and debate for the suits

- I was doing all the boys’ ties and could recognize men’s suit cuts by sight

- fuck if I knew anything about my own suit or women’s fashion though

- only having guy friends (leads to a very lonely puberty without a lot of friends if your parents think you wanna go make out instead of have a play date... which mine always did)

- jealousy of my baby sister getting to wear boys clothes and not being pressured to wear girls clothes for formal events (she was always mistaken for a boy as a child but she’s happily cis now!)

- also helps me realize it IS a phase and that's OKAY its OKAY for things to be phases and to change your mind but dang my mind is in one direction

- but i digress

- my whole fashion sense was hoodies, and it’s still oversized shirts

- i’m so glad i didn’t develop breasts and am still uncomfortable with how much EVERYONE ELSE cares about my flat chest. what if i don’t want my tits to show through my top??

- oh realizing now that feeling when I wore padded bras or when you could see my nipples through my top as a kid is dysphoria ok

- BIG pregnancy phobia

- BAND UNIFORMS

- I feel comforted by the fact that most people don’t know what their actual chromosomal makeup is unless they get specifically tested - big love for intersex fam <3

- did my whole 6th grade project on amphibians (the gays love frogs)

- did destiel make me trans?

- realizing that if i’m a guy i can still be a fruity and feminine one and that feels ok and not like failing masculinity

- i already feel like i’ve failed femininity... ooh yeah i used to get real aggro when anyone would call me a “lady” or “ladylike”

- i think there are definitely feminine terms I’m ok with but understanding that doesn’t make me less masc?

- not falling for terf rhetoric and not being afraid of masculinity. I’ve been down the “men are trash”route... and I’m older I know better that they don’t have to be

- dating a man that I finally realized I do want to BE instead of date... only took 3 years

- living with a man that lets me hold his dick when he pees sometimes

#Back On My Bullshit #trans #nonbinary #Kapre speaks #ftm #egg #i don't know why i made this... maybe as proof for doctors later?#how does one process these questions and come to decisions and make changes #please my cracks are showing #long post #ok to interact

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what-aboutno · 11 months

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