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ruporas · 1 year

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happiness today and tomorrow (ID in alt)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun maximum #trigun #ruporas art #hello here's another vw dump wraughh everyday i think about them being embarrassing infatuated w each other #it's like... at some point i must stop and look away... their love is too bright too dangerous.... but i will not... and neither will the #sidenote on the first comic - i drafted it bc im annoying about vash finding wolfwood lovely in simple ways but bc he's so restrained #in his thoughts those compliments dont usually come out. and when they do - bc he thinks about it so often - i think it'd come out bluntly #like. factual in tone as opposed to his inner deep exploding feelings about ww. only when he's pried deeper - prompted to expand #On these feelings does he get shy lmfao.... and bc it's simple complimentary words ww would take it casually in stride #dip him then call him cute and Maybe he'll get shy (pondering)#as u can see all i do is think about the fluff rn. tragedy where!

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dawnbreakersgaze · 2 months

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#kay's edits #lnds #love and deepspace #lads #l&ds #love & deepspace #love and deep space #zayne #zayne love and deepspace #lnds zayne #I'm still away- but ive been replaying the chapters on my ipad and damn this game is gorgeous on that thing #and Zayne's face always makes me so happy just look at that nose #anyway i hope youre all doing well bc im not but maybe soon ♡#please enjoy my new phone lock and homescreen backgrounds and know that i think of y'all often ♡

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hinamie · 4 months

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atla!au designs part 3 !! one of these things is uh. not like the others

first year trio gojo/choso/nanami

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jjk atla!au #geto suguru #yuta okkotsu #mahito #lmhs #atla!au: design #squints at mahito i think i might b trying a bit too hard fr preliminary designs.......#they keep getting progressively more detailed OOPS #atla!au: art #i feel like no one will complain tho so ! anywayyyyy #thank u hisuian zoroark fr ur weird hair n bad posture. stole that 2 put on this freak n gave him some soul orb hair ties #idk if his design adheres very faithfully to anything that can be considered atla canon....but i like it so much ok sue me #i would unironically like mahito more if he looked like this #let him lean more Monster.......pl..pls.......#dont dig too deep into that statement . anyway.#this whole page is full of chars i just Never draw but i dont have a least favourite here ???? all of them look rly good imo??#waterbender garb suits geto's design so well he gave me No trouble #yuuta on th other hand i was Concerned for on account of th aforementioned Orange on a very monochrome char in jjk canon #but i think i made it work? he looks great in th tattoos also??????#maybe th rumors r true and im good at what i do GHFGHGHL #(oh ya after mahito i didnt want to draw Another monster-spirit so i omitted rika but she exists. probably looks similar 2 canon also!)#(sighs ill deal w her later. priorities !!!!)

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umblrspectrum · 8 days

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do you ever like wanna make something cool but you dont know how so you just sit around like a moron for 5 hours straight pretending you know how

me neither

on a more serious note i know ad astra as a whole isnt over but i still want to thank daybreaker for their fics. what friends are for was the very first md fic i ever stumbled upon when trying out ao3 for the first time, and prior to joining the server i was checking it near daily for uploads. god knows if i'd be as deep in ao3 as i am now if it werent for this story and convenient timing. Thanks for the story.

#so What Friends Are For is over.#i did nOT CRY. i DO NOT CRY.#the lyrics incorporating the lyrics into the final chapter. daybreaker i HATE YOU #i still get GOOSEBUMPS just THINKING about the lyrics and then you FORCE ME to READ THEM #i thought it would be cool for the lyrics to be from different characters so i just picked kinda at random maybe #would i consider this a long post #gonna say no cause its more grid. be happy i didnt spread them out like i usually do #just pretend all the frames are in a consistent style and also better in every way also #oh i could probably tag daybreaker here but i dont remember their tag #its probably @lady-daybreaker or something but im too deep in this to check now #im not that deep im just lazy #i made uzis beanie look good for ONE PANEL. a SINGLE PANEL #and it was the VERY FIRST ONE #this post sucks im going to sleep #art #murder drones #murder drones n #serial designation n #murder drones uzi #not tagging the lyrics or nori. figure them out yourself bozos #for that one guy who liked how i made the limbs bend in the last one. sorry i got lazy #is there a picture limit

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bumblydumbly · 2 months

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i think that if kabru saw that “laios meeting falin for the first time” strip he’d be sobbing uncontrollably

#feels like it is SO fundamental to understanding laios on a deep level #idk something about not expecting ‘common sense’ from babies #something about how he is so deeply laios. maybe im just projecting #but that comic resonates with me SO hard #the lack of expression (taking her in) and the way he looks up for permission #and by that time his father already knows? that hes looking for permission to leave. he doesnt say it. he just looks.#and then! he runs to his kitty! and whispers like its a secret! hes a big brother now kitty!#and he whispers to the chickens! he’s got a little sister chickens! shes called falin doggies!#to see laios as an adult and to know he cares for his sister is par for the course #to see that he was enamored with her the second he met her and told all of his friends is just. fuck #they tell you many times in the series that these siblings care for each other above ALL ELSE #like knowing that all people die is separate from knowing there is no reality for either of them that doesnt contain their sibling #im going insane over the touden siblings #but i think kabru would go through these same motions and cry idk #dunmeshi #labru #if you squint #kabru of utaya #laios touden #falin touden #dungeon meshi #bumblysdumbly

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bunnieswithknives · 16 days

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So, was that tag mentioning "fairy deer lycanthropy" /j or /srs ?

#Maybe #I dont know #Im thinking about it #I want you to know every time im like 'ooooh I have this idea im not going to do it though' I am looking at my audience with big beady eyes #Mostly I do that to gauge interest because if I really didnt want to do it I wouldnt bring it up #almost no one has said anything about it but I am in fact insane about bodyhorror #Id have to figure out the logistics tho and I think thats my biggest roadblock rn #I have to make a design also I have to come up with a justification for how the fuck fairy lycanthropy works #because I am absolutely not making it canon that fairy bites just do that #maybe its partially somatic #I have no idea if thats the word im looking for #like he gets the idea in his head that itll happen and because of the magic in his blood he accidentally curses himself #that would be so beautiful #deep down he knows hes a monster and he starts externalizing that...#oh god im talking myself into it #fop nature au

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fru1tt0ast · 2 months

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star tyrek.... ugh....

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sacchiri · 6 months

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Hellsing 2002 calendar illustration.

Ein wunderliche und erschröckliche Hystori von einem großen Wüttrich genant Dracole wayda Der do so ganz unkristenliche marrter hat angelegt die mensche, als mit spissen als auch die leut zu Tod geslyffen

A wondrous and frightening story about a great berserk called Dracula the voivode who inflicted such unchristian tortures such as with stakes and also dragged people to death

#hellsing #alucard #kouta hirano #translation was found in a comment by u/lazyfoxheart on r/Kurrent #fun fact this is the highest quality version of this image that exists online #i know because i've been looking forever for a version that's clear enough to actually read what hirano wrote under '1443'#but there weren't any so i had to take matters into my own hands #the real image on the back of the guidebook is only 2 inches tall so i had to take this with my smartphone and will my hands not to shake #anyway i'm pretty sure it's supposed to say Eğrigöz (the location vlad was imprisoned) so yeah. thank you hirano very cool #if i might rant for a sec it took me an embarrassingly long time to figure that out because i didn't have the guidebook at first #and in the images i could find online that part was just a blur that looked suspiciously like a person's signature and i was like. who tf #i was thinking matthias corvinus since he issued some political propaganda against vlad iirc but it didn't match his signature on wikipedia #then i thought it might be vlad II dracul's since he probably had to sign an agreement to send his sons over as hostages at some point #but that didnt seem right either so i kept skimming vlad's wiki page #and then i was like goddammit...hirano.....you just misspelled Eğrigöz didn't you.. ....#i maybe should've made a separate post dedicated to this instead of writing a novel in the tags but eh #the hellsing brainrot runs deep #also- i put it in the source link at the bottom of the post but the german inscription is copied off a real woodcut of vlad from 1491 #except instead of depicting him as an adult hirano drew him as a child which gives the inscription a very different feel imo #the one final thing that interests me about this is the fact that hirano published this calendar in 2002 #which is REALLY early in the series. like this was before volume 5 came out??#i have no idea why he decided to do a massive spoiler drop in a random piece of japan-only merch #sandwiched between a drawing of alucard as john travolta from saturday night fever and integra as a fish no less #it makes me really curious to know what the fan response to this was back then. like did people even know who this was #maybe im just an idiot and everyone back then was like 'ah yes its alucard as a 12 year old. how very informative'

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ganondoodle · 3 months

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i cant lie, im also beating myself up about not being able to get excited for the new game, or anything anymore it seems, while it can be fun to criticise things, some things you just dont like so badly that the frustration knowing it could be so much better but isnt and you not able to change it outweighs any fun- i dont like being a 'hater', i hate totk, but not bc i hate zelda but bc i LOVE it and want it to be better (though im starting to doubt my ability to do anything good with it too..)

and with the new game trailer (like, i still hope its better than im fearing rn) i feel similarly as when the next totk trailers dropped after the first one (which DID excite me), all of them gave me a sense of dread bc it seemed to go into a direction i wouldnt like, i tried to tone that voice down to enjoy the game, but then .. i was right

i dont want to be an annoying complainer about everything new, but maybe i am and i dont like that thought, i dont want to spoil anyones fun, i want to partake in it :(

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #either way #i know im in a bit of a swamp of bad feelings rn so i dont trust myself and what i say fully #but i have been thinking about trying to only work on destiny in terms of fanart #and look at my original stuff and perhaps gamedev a bit more seriously #dont get me wrong im not 'leaving' the fandom #but the things i like are so few and tiny parts of old games that are pretty much irrelevant to the modern fandom #like trying to keep driving on tires even when they lost all their rubber #after botw and the first botw2 trailer i was so deep into the theories of it all- and now i dont even want to look at the thumbnails #(even if those were largely boring or kinda weird- i felt like i was taking part in a fun group about stuff i like? in a way?)#what scares me about doing more original stuff though is ...#even my fanart was niche and largely not “popular” so doing oc stuff might be even worse and idk if my frail self worth can handle that dro #and to the last point of the post itself................. maybe a fear of losing community too #like how in school you where at first a part of the class #and as you got older your classmates started to notice how different and weird you were #and then you were alone

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eeulysian · 7 months

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ruan mei and her nonchalant attitude making things between her and reader seem one sided on the reader and it goes on until reader got tired of it. ruan mei doesnt care about it at first but when they see reader being a cute puppy running around the station and being all sweet and mushy with march or himeko or even kafka (you choose), suddenly shes bothered with the change of reader's behavior and keeps getting distracted in her work cause why isnt reader like that to her anymore??? has she been taking advantage of reader's kindness????

hhhh just ruan mei being somewhat possessive or jealous or both is already making my knees weak

THIS IS SO CUTE, i'm pretty sure ruan mei might be autistic because its confirmed that the genius society is filled with scientists and researchers with autistic tendencies, not knowing how to express feelings is apart of autism as i have a younger cousin with autism so im familiar with some autistic tendencies! so because of this, she might not know how to express her feelings well, and shes not just purposely nonchalant. since she also doesnt understand the concept of love like said in that critter event, i like to think that reader is able to teach her and show her what love is like after ruan mei comes after reader (im sure reader would be jumping and running around in circles), and when she ends up getting the gist of it, she'll understand why she felt bothered seeing you being close and laughing with other women and gets embarrassed... that would be the first time reader sees her flustered and they wish they could have taken a photo of it. shes definitely the "you know other women?" kind of jealous LMFAOO but i love jealous ruan mei, shes so girlboss but also girlfailure at the same time 🤭🤭

#⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ an talks #ruan mei #ruan mei x reader #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr headcanons #hsr hcs #did i talk too much omg im sorry anon i look too deep into lore #MAYBE I WENT OFF THE TRACK AT SOME POINT TOO..

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puppyeared · 8 months

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i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand

#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona #its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around #one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them #making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth #i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since #memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an #association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont #fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell #on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one #dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong #despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them #interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing #i struggle find a balance between those two things #actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of #her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard #or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it??#maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard #although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh #yapping #oc talk #oc

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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OH YO SEEING YOUR DRAGON SKETCHES, have you ever thought about making your own dragons of Welcome Home? I think it would look so dope to see the cast as dragons!

i have and i did! I've drawn Wally (updated design), Barnaby, Poppy, Howdy, and Sally! i'm still tweaking Sally's a lil tho

BUT this ask got me to buckle down and puzzle out Julie, Frank, and Eddie (busts shown below <3), whose designs have been stumping me for a While

#i didnt want to give julie fur but then. i Realized. feathers!!!#the trouble with frank was making him look dragon-y while retaining his... Rectangular nature. tube head. deep frown. unibrow #JUST REALIZED HE LOOKS LIKE A COCKATIEL LMFAOOO CHEEP CHIRP LOOKIN-#eddie's is my fav tbh. i wanted him to be armored but in a Soft way #all of his spikes and plate-scales are blunted. tho he could headbutt the soul outta someone #fuckin... pachycephalosaurus mf #wh dragon au #scribble salad #im currently figuring out their fullbody designs. i dont think im gonna give frank wings... or maybe i will? idk.#julie and eddie have em tho #eddie's very round and soft and frank is Triangular and julie is... noodlish...#not nearly as noodle as howdy but she sure can Twist

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wewerebornsextuplets · 17 hours

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it's looking like a restless night for me once again and i can't lie at least half of that is the fault of me thinking too hard about how memory worlds work

#larry time #since starting to write FTBC ive been GRIPPED by the idea of like #an au where yana goes into a memory world to try and resolve his regrets wrt how kiru was treated when they were younger #but in the end he realizes that like. its just a memory he can't Fix it so all he can do is come to terms with what happened #because for how much i like to write them as being at each other's throats they do love each other very much. there's a lot that only they >#know and understand about each other.#and yana i think retroactively has a lot of regrets about like 'i would've helped her then' but he was a kid himself! and he didn't know!!!#and he doesn't quite understand that kiru doesn't blame him for that or for anything #shes just happy that he doesn't turn his nose up at her like the others on that side of the family #sorry guys they make me wanna chew batteries. maybe I'll draw some stuff for this au i dunno #BUT PAST THAT i wonder how different memory worlds Look for each person #like do they all glitch like karamatsus? or do they have different looks based on each persons sensibilities #so much to wonder about and it literally doesn't matter at all my god. im in too deep

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itsflorasdiary · 1 month

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jay ferin, the ways i see myself in you pain me to my very core. because sometimes i feel i am not fulfilling all that i was once expected to.