wheb i see posts/art that is like pepople loving monsters im like ooogh. i dont consider myself a monsterf-ker but i really do love the tenderness and fondness for creatures in art it is so sweet. thank u monster lovers u make mehappy [thumbs up]
I know I've been really silent on this account, and I know some people do look out for my posts. But to be honest I've been having an extremely difficult time recently, so making art let alone posting it has been so taxing. But I thank all my followers and friends for their patience
My art has completely changed in the time I've been gone, and have returned to cartoony and simple roots. And to be honest art for me hasn't been fun since highschool, and I don't think its so much depression or motivation but rather I've been so restricted, people have become used to the way I draw and the type of stuff I try to create but it was all shallow imitations of things I just liked at the time. My art style was inconsistent, and even though I think that time has allowed me to study things like color and anatomy, it just wasn't fun. And now recently I'm actually having fun, I enjoy what I make. But now it's all so personal, I want to make comics about my school experiences and my life, I've barely got the courage to show it to my friends let alone hundreds of online strangers.
Just this year, I got covid around my birthday, I've gotten an opposite shift schedule to my mother, I've gotten my first ever job. My mom almost died due to a hernia wrapping around her intestines and cutting off blood to the rest of her organs. She had to get an emergency surgery and she almost died a few times. She recovered really fast surprisingly, but now I never see her due to our jobs. My job doesn't respect me, I actually love what I do but the people make it awful. My cat of 9 years was hit by a car, and died a few hours later, and then my job attempted to write me up for missing work because of it. And thats just the beginning of all of it. At the same time I've had good memories, but I feel like I'm doing where I'm supposed to be. And only recently has my art been fun for me. But what if others don't like the simplicity or the characters or me.
I guess I just want a break. I want to be open and honest with my art, I want to be happy.
My art makes mehappy, so I guess ill just keep doing that.
I'm so glad that I will have some free days after tomorrow. I haven't had time to relax since last friday after they called me in for work.
Also, got some compliments from my boss that I was doing a great job. That I am flexible, learn fast and overall a good worker. #mehappy
Also, the entire day was full of me and my collegue teasing each other and bantering aroune. Always brings a smile on my face when we keep challenging each other. (Guys, he is too old. Just matches my vibe amazingly. Let's say, he is an example of how my future boyfriend should act and interact with me like.)
Overall, very tired. Still haven't written my Leon Kennedy bday fic for my writing blog but that's for after tomorrow.
I make mehappy others don’t others never will I know that I’m genuinely happy when no one else is around If you’re the type that relies on the others to make you happy then you’llnever find itBe happy alone others will be attracted to you
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