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[milla984]

Thomas Gibson as Aaron Hotchner Criminal Minds S09E05

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Preggo wife Joel is the type of person who would pull out in the middle of sex and go down on her just to hear wife moan louder, I just know he would be f r e a k y af

notes: Let me tell you…all fluff and cuteness and humor aside, this man fucks like a beast. How else do you think she got knocked up?? Here’s what the man was like just days after finding out you were expecting. 

Joel Dealing with Preggo Wife: Joel Miller - Husband, Father, Daddy

Warnings: unprotected sex, breeding kink, oral F receiving

18+ ONLY

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Joel’s got your waist pinned to the bed, rutting his cock into your soaked heat as your poor legs flail by his side. Harsh grunts leave his open mouth with each rut, his fingertips digging into your hips to imprint himself. You’ve cum three times now, not really having any other option but taking his thick length that has somehow made a very comfortable home inside your cunt, conformed to its hardened shape each time the tip punches your gummy walls.

“FUck baby look at ya, takin’ my cock s’deep,” he groans, pushing in all the way until his colliding with your cervix before grinding his pelvis flush against yours. "My pretty wife, all mineminemine."

“I can’t—Joel please,” you whine.

He starts thrusting again and you yelp, throwing your head back with silent cries of pleasure.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck, yes you can—took a baby in this pussy didn’t you? Fuckin’ bred ya, shit gonna look so good like a Mommy ohmygod.” He grins, nearly cumming at the thought of your tummy swelling so quickly. He keeps thinking it’s already showing, the little pudge making its way evident for the world to see. “Cum for me one more time, please baby need to hear it.”

You shake your head, covering your mouth.

He growls, pulling out and slapping your cunt hard. spankspank against your abused clit as he tosses your thighs up, presenting your slit to him. He latches his widened jaw to cover the entire area of your exposed core, humming into your sweet little pussy. your sticky arousal flows into his mouth, and he sucks every bit that tries to escape him. Eats you out like it’ll be the last thing he does. 

“Let it out,” he growls, flicking his tongue against your clit with little sucks. “Louder, scream it baby," he swats your sensitive nub again, "fuckin’ louder, I said!” His fingers plunge into your hole, twisting and slicking them up, expertly wringing you of your loud moans he all but deserves.

“Ah—ah yeah oh fuckyeah!! Yesyesyesyesohmygod Joel— Daddy please I’M—!” You body freezes in a vicious position, rolling your pussy further into his mouth as he works your orgasm over you. 

“That’s my girl.” He spanks your cunt once with a satisfied smirk, your whole body jolting from the impact before he’s forcing his cock into your tightened walls. "I'm fuckin' my wife's pussy so fuckin' good, she can't even speak."

Your eyes roll back to you skull as he sets a brutal pace again.

“Daddy’s home’s right here,” he moans.

You grip his bicep with the little clutch of sanity you have left, an erotic, delirious smile plastered on your face. He obsessively strokes your belly with his thumb. There's no intent to stop fucking you. That one more cum was total bullshit but who fucking cares, when he's claiming you so good. Despite your hoarse throat, you continue to let out desperate whimpers of encouragement for him. His tongue caught between his teeth with little snarls and pants, staring down at the spot where you're joined, soaking everything between you two. 

You’re so cock drunk for him, it’s no wonder your body was so willing to accept his seed. He just has that effect. Maybe pregnancy won’t be so bad for you after all…

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[fivemillioneyes]

it's my heart in your hands

summary: Ajak recoils visibly and shoots one last glare at Basil before joining Thena at the kitchen table.

“Does your lizard know that staring is rude?” Ajak grumbles as she reaches for her coffee.

“It’s probably because you’re very nice to look at,” Thena says lightly, dusting powdered sugar off her fingers.

or thenajak + pets

pairing: ajak x thena

warnings: sexual innuendo, bad puns

word count: 1.5k

a/n: for @witchesplayatnight. sorry this is so late, but here it is, just in time for valentine's day and also as an early birthday present. your support means the world to me <33 happy early birthday!! title is from it's your life my milla jovovich (also recced by @witchesplayatnight go listen!)

It’s really not Thena’s fault. He was just… staring at her, and Thena’s not a monster, so of course, she scooped him up and brought it home.

Ajak is mortified.

“What is that?” Ajak demands when Thena reveals him nestled in the pocket of her dress. “Thena!”

“He’s a lizard,” Thena says matter-of-factly, gently transferring the lizard to her hand. “Isn’t he cute? I’ve decided I’m going to name him Basil because he’s green.”

“Thanks for explaining –” Ajak cuts off with a shriek when Thena tries to hand Basil off to her, and she stumbles back like Thena’s gently prodded her with the blunt end of her spear.

True story, by the way.

“Get him away from me,” Ajak says, scrambling to her feet on the couch and pointing aggressively at Basil. “That’s not — why would you bring him inside?”

“I thought we could give him a home.” Thena shrugs as Basil begins to climb up her arm. “Come on. It’s so cold outside.”

Ajak shakes her head and opens her mouth to reply, but Thena pouts as convincingly as she possibly can, and Ajak sighs finally in defeat.

“Fine,” Ajak says, still standing on the couch. ”But only if he stays away from me.”

~

Basil loves Ajak.

Thena thinks it’s sweet. Ajak does not.

“Why is he staring at me?” Ajak asks, demands, when Thena walks in that morning.

Ajak is standing a few feet away from his enclosure, appearing to have an intense staring contest with Basil over a bowl of cereal. Ajak brings her spoon to her mouth. She doesn’t seem to realize that the spoon is, in fact, empty.

Thena shrugs and makes a beeline towards the donuts on the table. “He likes you.”

Ajak recoils visibly and shoots one last glare at Basil before joining Thena at the kitchen table.

“Does your lizard know that staring is rude?” Ajak grumbles as she reaches for her coffee.

“It’s probably because you’re very nice to look at,” Thena says lightly, dusting powdered sugar off her fingers.

Ajak huffs, but when Thena leans in to kiss her, she doesn’t resist.

~

They learn quickly that Basil is very smart, and Thena likes that about him. Ajak, again, does not agree with her opinion. Thena reasons that she probably has a good reason to disagree, but still. Basil is very smart, and Thena is proud of him.

“Can you keep your lizard in check, por favor?” Ajak demands, pacing back and forth. Ah. So it’s bad enough for the Spanish to come out.

“I tried,” Thena says, shrugging. “He just escaped from his enclosure.”

“And ended up on my face,” Ajak hisses, coming to a halt in front of Thena. “In the middle of the night.”

“It’s because he likes you,” Thena offers. Basil, who’s currently sitting in Thena’s lap, climbs onto Thena’s arm and settles in her palm. Thena coos softly at him.

“I don’t care,” Ajak says, backing away when Thena holds Basil up.

“Give him a pet. Maybe you’ll end up liking him,” Thena says persuasively.

Ajak shakes her head immediately, but Thena adds quickly, “Just for me.”

Ajak sighs.

“Fine,” Ajak relents. “But just this once.”

Thena watches, delighted, as Ajak very, very reluctantly reaches out and prods Basil quickly in the side. Basil just sits there and looks curiously at Ajak.

“Don’t poke him,” Thena admonishes. “Just pet him. Or give him a little scratch.”

“Seriously?” Ajak asks incredulously, but she reaches out slowly and gently runs a light finger along his spine. Basil stretches a little and peers up at Ajak.

“There you go.” Thena grins as Ajak strokes him again.

Ajak has approached them so that she’s no longer standing ten feet away, and it’s certainly an improvement from just a few days ago.

“Alright,” Ajak announces after a few seconds, pulling away. “That’s enough for today.“

“Okay!” Thena beams and returns Basil to his enclosure.

The next day, Ajak buys him a bigger and more secure enclosure.

~

When Thena walks into the living room a few days later, Ajak is sitting on the couch, and is that… Basil in her palm?

“So you’re friends now?” Thena teases as she walks in, plopping next to Ajak on the couch.

“No,” Ajak says quickly, her head whipping up as she fumbles with Basil and almost drops him onto the couch. “I don’t know why you’d think that.”

“Right.” Thena nods slowly, watching as Basil climbs further up Ajak’s arm and curls up comfortably in the crook of her elbow.

“He just escaped and appeared up here,” Ajak says defensively.

“He appeared on your arm?” Thena asks dubiously.

“Okay, fine.” Ajak heaves a dramatic sigh and adjusts Basil on her arm. “I picked him up.”

“I knew it.” Thena beams and gently scratches Basil. “I’m glad you two are friends now.”

Ajak says grumpily, “Not friends.”

Thena grins wider. “Sure.”

~

When Thena stumbles into the kitchen a few days later, Ajak’s outside mounting her horse.

Thena pauses in her quest to find the lemonade to watch as Ajak easily swings herself up in practiced, fluid motions. There’s something mesmerizing about Ajak when she’s riding (pun… intended), and Thena is content to just watch for a few moments. Thena can’t see her face from the angle she’s at, but she can easily imagine the smile on Ajak’s lips that seems to appear only when she’s riding (pun still intended).

When Ajak returns later in the afternoon, Thena has a cup of hot chocolate prepared for her.

“Thank you, my love,” Ajak says, leaning up to kiss her softly.

Her cheeks are pink from the cold, and her curls are wild around her face. Thena carefully tucks a lock of hair behind her ear, grinning when the pink darkens on Ajak’s cheeks.

“Of course,” Thena says, reaching for her own mug and sipping thoughtfully. Then, she adds, almost as an afterthought, “Will you teach me how to ride a horse?”

Ajak raises an eyebrow. “You want me to teach you?”

Thena shrugs, suddenly self conscious. “Yes. But if you don’t want to…”

Ajak cups her cheek and grins. “Of course I’ll teach you. You know I’d love to.”

Thena smiles, relaxing at her touch. “Okay.”

~

Thena regrets asking the moment she touches the horse.

“It looked at me weird,” Thena says from a few feet back as Ajak feeds the horse an apple. Thena watches, flabbergasted, as it inhales the entire thing in one bite.

“Anastasia,” Ajak corrects, petting Anastasia’s mane before stepping back. “And she didn’t look at you weird.”

“She did,” Thena insists, but she still lets Ajak tug her towards Anastasia. “She’s not going to like… bite me, right?”

“She’s not going to bite you,” Ajak says. “Put your foot in the stirrup.”

Thena does so reluctantly, eyeing the horse suspiciously.

“There you go.” Ajak’s hands are suddenly on hips as she gently guides her into position. Thena shivers at the touch. “Now push up, and swing your leg onto the other side.”

Thena stares at her. “What.”

Ajak rolls her eyes affectionately, gently urging her up. “Push yourself up, and swing your leg onto the other side. I promise it’s not that difficult.”

“But what if she decides to kick me off?” Thena asks, worrying at her bottom lip.

“She won’t,” Ajak says. “Now get on.”

Thena grumbles under her breath, but, although it takes a great deal of cursing and quite a bit of Spanish that Thena can’t quite translate, she manages to push herself up and miraculously gets herself onto the saddle somehow.

“That’s it,” Ajak says, grinning proudly. “Okay. Now I’m going to lead Anastasia around so you don’t have to do anything, okay?”

“Okay,” Thena says shakily because the horse is big and scary. “Should I pet her so she likes me better?”

“Sure.” Ajak gathers the reins and gently pulls Anastasia forward. “That’s a good idea.”

Thena reaches our hesitantly and pets Anastasia. She neighs loudly, and Thena pulls away quickly like she’s been burned. “What if she gets the wrong idea?”

“She won’t,” Ajak says, a touch exasperated. “I promise. And you’re immortal. You won’t get hurt if she bucks you off.”

“So that’s a possibility?” Thena demands. “Why didn’t you say that?”

“I promise it’s nothing to be concerned about,” Ajak soothes. “Now relax, and enjoy the ride.”

~

Thena does not enjoy the ride.

Thena very much does not enjoy the ride.

“I am never doing that again,” Thena says the moment they’re out of the stables. “She tried to kill me.”

“Turning a little too fast does not equate to trying to kill you,” Ajak says, rolling her eyes affectionately.

“Yes, but you should have seen the intent in her eyes,” Thena tells her insistently as they enter the kitchen.

“Her eyes were facing away from you the entire ride,” Ajak says dryly.

Thena sighs dramatically. “You don’t get it. Maybe riding isn’t my thing.”

“It could be if you practiced more.” Ajak fills a pot with milk and sets it on the stove. “Maybe you’d even enjoy it.”

“That’s okay. I like it better when you ride anyway.” Thena winks unhelpfully at Ajak.

Ajak throws a sugar packet at her head, and Thena dodges out of the way with a laugh as Ajak disappears into the pantry.

“You deserved that,” Ajak calls out.

Thena grins. “I did.”

[inkly-heart]

Catherine-was drinking her coffee but then flinches slightly when other bumps into her, spilling some coffee on her shirt-”Ah....today is not my day..” She mumbles and turns around, looking at the guy who was nervously apologizing-”It’s ok, but you should be more careful.” She said as she’s trying to clean her shirt..   //More asks under the cut!!!//

PG-”You caught a human? Hmmm..well, I don’t really have anything to do at the moment sooo.. I guess I could join, hehe.” He said, grinning and wiggling his long tail..

Hell yeh!

The hair can be the same color or blank but you can also give it a different color if you want. But I did forget to mention that the genitals and nipples are also the same color as the eyes and tongue.xDD

Stalker-slowly leans closer and whisper to your ear-”I can’t wait to taste you on my lips.”

This might sound horrible but I have never seen the movies-sweats- But I have seen some things about Jason so I know lil bitxDD And I could see DG dress up as himxDD I can also imagine his mom to like wearing the sweater^w^ 

Yeah! He would^^ (and Thank you!)

Angel- cheerful and energetic. She doesn’t suffer hangovers.

Catherine- more chill. Slight grumpy but tries to deal with it by taking painkillers.

DG- giggly and more careless. He either sleeps or has a lazy day.

Stalker(Damon)- emotional. He usually sleeps the next day.

Milla- angry but at the same time some way calm. She stays inside and avoids sun/loud noises.

Gunther- tired. small headache and has bad junk food craving.

Sal- giggly and tired. He feels tired but he would still try do art.

Leevi- flirty but more lazy. Also sleeps the next day

Rasmus-  Also flirty but triggers easily. eats something what he finds inside the fridge and plays rest of the day. (took Venni out because we know what kind of he is when he’s drunkxDD)

D’awwww this is so cute idea!!❤️

[badforthcsoul]

— ♔ In the past, people were born royal and for KAMILĖ VALAITIS the TWENTY-SEVEN-year-old CROWN PRINCESS of LITHUANIA, that is a tradition SHE intends to keep. To others, SHE looks an awful lot like ELIZABETH LAIL and has been painted as THE MURDEROUS MONARCH but behind closed doors, SHE is REMORSELESS & GUILTY but also GRACEFUL & SELF-RELIANT. It has also been said they are BETROTHED.

basic information

Name: Kamilė Ona Valaitis (pronounced: KAH-MILL-AH)

Nicknames: Kami, Milla, Miss Murder (most notably by the press, but don’t call her that to her face)

Date of birth: March 25, 2093 

Age: 27

Home town: Vilnius, Lithuania

Current residence: Russia

Occupation: Crown Princess of Lithuania

Languages: Lithuanian, English, Russian, German, Italian, French

Parents: King Adomas Nojus Valaitis & Queen Audra Dalia Valaitis (nee, Melis)

Brothers and sisters: Kamilė has a younger brother & sister.

Husband or wife: Betrothed to ???

Significant others: Goda (her black stallion horse)

Relationship skills: Coming from a royal family and constantly being in the public eye, Kamilė has had to adjust to life as being a crown princess. She’s a master at putting on a show for people and knows how to smile and be polite. She does have friends, but they’re mostly people who look for something from her due to her status, which she has learned to manipulate fairly well. If you scratch her back, she’ll scratch your’s. But get on her bad side, and she usually ends the relationship.

physical characteristics

Height: 5′8″

Hair colour: Blonde, sometimes a brunette

Eye colour: Blue/Gray

Distinguishing features: Her soft features. When Kamilė smiles, she appears to be very kinda and approachable.

Dress style: Kamilė’s style ranges from dressy to casual. It mostly depends on her mood, but she knows how to dress up when there’s some kind of royal event she must attend.

Physical habits: She drinks occasionally. When she’s trying to control her anger, she’ll constantly pick at something, be it a hangnail, until she bleeds or the nearest item she can find. She’s been known for breaking things if angry enough.

Mannerisms: She has pristine posture and things have to be perfect around her. She’s also known for shrugging people off if they do not benefit her in some way and has been known to walk off mid-conversation. 

Health: Aside from having Sociopathic tendencies, Kamilė does have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, which can sometimes hinder her based on the severity at the time. She’s in peak physical health and exercises regularly.

headcanons

(Trigger Warning: Kidnapping, Murder, Gore, Mental Illness)

The day the rebels took control of the royals by means of kidnapping was the day that Kamilė Ona Valaitis changed, or so everyone thought. A woman who had been known as being kind to those around her and a cherished member of the royal family’s true demeanor was revealed, at least by the hand of a determined rebel. However, it was Kamilė who had gotten the upper hand, releasing a darkness that no one saw coming. Grabbing the nearest blunt object, she smacked the man in the head as hard as she could. The initial blow had been enough for anyone to get away, but instead of running, Kamilė climbed over him and continued to hit him with the object until he was unrecognizable.

When she resurfaced, after a frantic search from her family and the royal police, the Lithuanian Princess spun a tale of complete horror of how the man had “nearly killed her, but she did what she had to in order to survive.” Playing on the emotions of the people around her, Kamilė consumed the attention and took all that she could gain from the pity of her fellow Lithuanians. 

Left to cope with what had happened on her own, while the other kidnapped royals were still missing, Kamilė tried to resume a normal life. For six months, she went about her daily routine, but the trauma from the attempted kidnapping wasn’t what plagued her. It was the urges that were quietly growing inside of her. Urges to feed the hunger of a fresh kill that seemed to keep her tossing and turning at night and had caused slight changes that only those closest to her noticed, like her father.

With word of a village being dedicated solely to the children of royals, especially those who had been kidnapped, opening up, it was then that he decided it would be best that Kamilė were sent to Russia out of concern for her own safety.

Since arriving to Russia, Kamilė has once again gone back to being the loving young woman most people in Lithuania have known her for. However, lying just beneath the surface, underneath the guilt of what she has done, lies a darkness and fascination that’s itching to be scratched again. While she can’t exactly feed her urge, she has found solace in studying the history of past wars, catching up on murder mysteries, and reading about serial killers of the past.

For the most part, Kamilė can keep her temper in check. She appears to be as graceful and poised as they come, aware of how a true princess and future ruler should act. But she does have a strong distaste for rebels knowing that if she could get her hands on another one bad things are bound to happen, but not to her, of course. While she does feel guilty, it's only because she knows if she gets caught she could be in real trouble, but she feels no remorse for taking the man’s life.

Prior to the kidnapping attempt, Kamilė has shown Sociopathic tendencies. At a young age, the woman knew she was different. Most notably when her younger brother broke his arm while they were playing. While her sister ran inside to get help, Kamilė just stood by and watched him cry without making any effort to comfort him. When later questioned about it, she managed to lie and say she was just in shock. From that day forward, she knew she wasn’t like her brother and sister.

Kamilė has a certain routine she has to follow before bed at night and when she wakes up. If someone interrupts that or she is unable to complete her ritualistic routine, things typically don’t end well.

Aside from being highly skilled at manipulating people, she has learned to manipulate herself into submission, especially when it comes to making her family or the people of Lithuania believe something.

While she hasn’t been formally diagnosed as a Sociopath, due to the position she’s in as being the future ruler of an entire country, Kamilė has done her own research and self-diagnosed, knowing that if this information got into the wrong hands, it could ruin her chances at the crown. And if her secret ever got out, she is willing to go to any means necessary to keep it from getting any further, even if that means murder.

Kamilė’s most prized possession is her black stallion horse, Goda. She’s won ribbons and trophies for her skills in horseback riding. But she also finds solace in riding him through the fields of her home country. It’s one of the few times in her life she has peace. However, since coming to Khatanga, she has missed him greatly and is struggling to connect with the horses in the stable.

Since the kidnapping, Kamilė’s knowledge of past wars, criminals, etc. has grown to a scary amount. Her excuse for studying the subject? Preparation for becoming Queen someday, even though it’s a complete lie and more to feed the impulses she’s trying to control.

More to come...

[melissande]

I posted 538 times in 2021

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For every post I created, I reblogged 32.6 posts.

I added 38 tags in 2021

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#ah oui - 7 posts

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#i just need you to know exactly what i want without me having to say anything

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

los momentos tiernos en flaubert son los que me salvan

1 notes • Posted 2021-05-05 21:07:23 GMT

#4

este fin de semana editorial matrerita punto com publicó masturbarse/llorar, que prácticamente se trata de cuando estás triste, pero cachondo uwu

1 notes • Posted 2021-05-04 02:37:41 GMT

#3

Necesito que sepas exactamente qué quiero sin tener que decir nada

recuerdas ese sueño que tuve

en el que mis dedos tocaban tus dedos

y llegábamos a comprender que nuestras manos eran capaces de

expresar emociones complejas como entidades separadas de nuestros cuerpos

podrías poner tu boca en mi boca la próxima vez que hables

he sido entrenada por medio del condicionamiento operante

para reaccionar negativamente a los estímulos románticos emocionales

ahora siento comodidad porque tu cerebro

está encajonado en tu cráneo a unas cuantas millas de aquí

lo siento

decir palabras que tienen connotaciones positivas

causará patrones climatológicos catastróficos

soy severamente delirante y tengo un impulso de control pobre

está bien, estoy bien

ahora mira mi cara y dime

que mi presencia física en el mundo

ha causado que experimentes un extremo desequilibrio

eres capaz de confirmar mi existencia

en un sentido estríctamente biológico

espera, no

esperarías por un segundo

tengo que esconderme debajo de mi cama por dos años

Mira Gonzalez, i will never be beautiful enough to make us beautiful together

1 notes • Posted 2021-01-27 07:55:36 GMT

#2

soundcloud luce tan feo y es realmente difícil de navegar

en el invierno me digo

es psicológicamente imposible

sentirse de esta manera por siempre

aunque con soundcloud…

en términos de myspace…

la vida simplemente…

parecía mucho más fácil

como cuando teníamos 15

y podíamos escuchar las bandas que nos gustaban

ver las fotografías de las bandas que nos gustaban

y saber dónde estaban tocando las bandas que nos gustaban

en un bien organizado, confiable

y hermoso sitio web

Jordan Castro

2 notes • Posted 2021-08-10 22:54:53 GMT

#1

See the full post

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[falto-por-decir]

Hola qué tal Niño? Como se encuentra? Jaja Después de 8 meses más o menos de solo hablarnos por chat, esa agarrada de mano para saludarnos qué ahora en estos momentos son picos al saludar. Quien diría? Cierto qué te llegaría a conocer personalmente y convivir juntos sin que nadie nos esté mirando o haciéndonos sentir que hacemos algo raro o mal. Ese día por fin pude conocerte más hablar más contigo, sentir tus abrazos, tus manos acariciando las mías por el frío que hacía, fuimos al car meet donde te había conocido la primera vez pero no se pudo mucho más que estar probablemente 10 minutos disque charlando. Pero fuimos al car meet juntos la pase muy bien algo de frío no lo voy a negar pero aparte de eso todo chevere. Después de que termino el car meet fuimos a la vista, donde una vez tú me habías dicho qué me ibas a llevar ahí por qué me había gustado, llegamos ahí y dije en mi mente “wtf estoy acá con este Niño” por un segundo no lo creía jaja pero ya pasó estuvimos un ratico ahí por que yo tenía que irme a casa por que mamá estaba ya preocupaba que andaba tarde en la calle sin saber quién eras realmente ni cómo te mirabas en persona. Me la pase bien aunque ahí noté que eras algo tímido y limitabas lo que decías disque para no cagarla diría yo jaja 😜

Después de tantas salidas .. tuvimos nuestro primer viaje fuera de Austin! Recuerdo que me habías dicho qué estabas nervioso al salir con migo por qué no sabrías a donde carajos me llevarías ya que tú no conoces nada aquí en Texas, pero para tu suerte tu novia si conoce hasta donde no debería jaja pero normal. Fuimos a San Antonio la ciudad qué para mi tiene mucha historia , ahí conviví mucho más contigo te soltaste más, empezaste ahí a cojerme poquita más confianza que desde el principio, todas esas foticos, videos que nos llegamos a tomar en tan solo una tarde fueron como unas 1,000 juntando las tuyas y mías jaja pero normal así es el cariño digo .. me encantó todo apesar que también estaba muy frío jaja compramos tacos y fuimos a sentarnos aún muelle donde había patos y un lago muy bonito que estaba solo y lleno de árboles alrededor. Fue bonito ir a ese viaje contigo. 🥰

Salida tras salida, llegó el momento de dormir juntos por primera vez ! Tan tan tan ... interesante esa noche disque no íbamos hacer nada y terminamos haciendo cosas de adultos para decirlo así jaja. Pero no me meteré mucho a show en ese tema acá está lo más decente, dormir contigo me gustó tanto que tenía tiempo de no sentirme a gusto al dormir con alguien pero con tigo todo fluyó me encantó acostarme en tu pecho, sentir tu respiración a lado mío, la agarrada de mano en la noche sin abrazarnos pero querernos sentir juntos. Eso me encantó demasiado cogerte de la mano durmiendo hasta el momento aún lo hacemos esas cosas no se olvidan mi amor. Fue muy raro todo por que ni recuerdo muy bien como es que empezó el tema de dormir juntos. Ah si jaja yo te dije que “acá estuvieras” y dijiste voy y Ajam y todo eso hasta que se llegó la hora de que si íbamos a dormir juntos esa noche. Pensé que iba hacer incómodo o no se me puse a pensar mucho al tenerte ahí como “wow te tengo acá” cuando siempre estabas cómo “hasta la re’quinta puta” cómo solía decirte jaja. Me gustó dormir con tigo que sentí un gran placer en todo a lado tuyo.

Llegó algo más interesante ... tu primer car meet el hecho de poder estar ahí con tigo apoyándote en ese mundo de los carros me gustó demasiado. Al saber que estabas nervioso de que si vendría carros en tu primer car meet.. pero no tenías que ser pesimista aunque no te negaré que yo también estaba nerviosa pensaba qué tal si no supera tus expectativas o te aflijas en algo no sabría que hacer.. pero mi amor para tu suerte si se pudo, llegó carros, supero tu expectativas y la pasaste bien conociste gente que no habías conocido que solo había sido chat en cierto tiempo ahora son gente que realmente conociste. Me alegraré tanto mi amor por ti en todo esos eventos que llegues hacer en adelante aunque las cosas estén mal entre nosotros yo siempre estaré presente y siempre te diré haz tu car meet que vamos a ir por qué se que es algo que te gusta mucho y te apoyaré resto en eso se lo prometo mi vida estaré para cada car meet suyo así sea hasta lo más lejos de casa jaja .. Na ya mk en serio haga car meets aca dejé la guevonada.. ntc amor donde usted quiera ir a gastar gas, meterle millas a su carro ahí iremos 😂

Llegó la confirmación del hotel en Miami, tras charla y charla sobre Miami si si iremos juntos. Al final ya estaba un poco más confirmado de qué si íbamos ir pase lo que pase jaja esa noche fue muy nerviosa para mi, no podía creerlo era mucho para mi saber que si iba a poder lograrlo ya. En mi mente también estaba “si se logra con este man si a todo con el”, sin miedo a salir perdiendo pero el hecho que se podría lograr contigo era mucho para mi que no todos pudieron viajar a Miami con migo solo la gente cool jaja ntc pero estaba muy nerviosa no sabia que sentir no podría creerlo lo más seguro la verdad dije “eh” será que si se hará o pasará algo nuevamente estaba muy pesimista pero antes de todo las fechas que venían .. las esperaba con ansias y más que iba hacer contigo todo eso, como te dije nunca tuve una navidad en pareja lo deseaba mucho poder decir feliz navidad y dar un pico todo eso anhelaba mucho y quería hacer con una pareja y que más mejor que con vos 🥳

Llegó la noche .. donde las familias ponen un arbolito lleno de luces, decoraciones, El Niño dios en el suelo la familia reunida con tragos en la mano celebrando una de las mejores fechas del año recordando que ese día nació bebe Jesus.. no tú si no bebe Dios jaja ese día a pesar de que no te tenia confianza en tomar notabas mi tristeza por mamá y aún así te quedaste a lado mío, recuerdo que mamá insistía mucho que vinieras que quería conocerte me miraba muy feliz cuando llegaba a casa y ella estaba en la sala sabía que me estaba enamorando de ti y lo notaba.. insistió que vinieras yo para serte sincera no quería que llegaras por qué sabía que iba a tomar hasta emborracharme Cabron pero bueno me la pase bien estando contigo ahí esa navidad juntos a lado de mamá y mis hermanos.. gracias por cuidarme esa noche mi amor en serio eso no se me olvidará esa cuidada que me diste, esas bajadas en el 35 para yo poder arrojar lo que había tomado lo siento que tuviste que verme así, pero vaya acostumbrándose que siempre pasará en navidades creo jaja no lo sé depende de la familia, luego llego el 25 mamá viajo y toda los días que mamá estuvo fuera estuviste con migo en mi casa jaja eso nadie lo sabe solo Andy diría yo no se, pero esas noches en las que dormimos juntos en mi casa sin molestias me gustó mucho sentía algo de culpa por que no estaba permitido pero todo fue lindo estar ahí en mi cuarto donde termine de crecer a lado tuyo. 😛

Se llegó 29 de diciembre, nuestro viaje fuck que si fue tan maluco que fastidio estar en el carro por 20 horas parejas(creo así se dice “straight) jaja ya tu sabe mi español pero ajam fue un fastidio la verdad ya estaba desesperada por llegar a Miami y bajarme del carro salir corriendo hacia la playa y ver el mar azul con palmas alrededor todo eso soñaba al llegar a Miami. Pero llegando a Miami damn que hermoso sentía esa brisa de Miami, esa ciudad llena de palmas, ese calor tan Cabron que hacía ahí, ese olor a mar, ese fresquito tan Rico que sentía yo por dentro qué por fin lo logré. Todo eso sentía tenía tantas ganas de llorar pero no me sentía tan cómoda jaja me ibas a decir que niña tan llorona no se pero sentí tan hermoso cuando mi familia me felicitó que por fin se me hizo jaja y que disfrutara. Fue un fastidio también ahí llegando que el hotel todavía no estaba y todo eso pero conocí Miami simplemente no quise tomar video al estar enfrente de la playa por qué ni lo creía pensaba que estaba soñando que aún estábamos viajando en el carro por más horas pero disfruté mucho mi viaje a lado tuyo aunque no hablabas mucho jaja pero me gustó mucho estar a tu lado por muchas horas sin poder decirte “chao Niño”. Pero ....

Pero llegó Año Nuevo nuevamente no tuve un Año Nuevo con ninguna pareja, fue especial para mi ya que era MIAMI, AÑO NUEVO, LA PLAYA! Que más se le pudo haber pedido a la vida para recibir el año nueva de esa manera ah lo más importante sos mi novio exactamente 01/01/2020 .. qué tal ? Como te parece eso? Jaja chevere que no .. toda gente envidiosa de nosotros jaja quedaba un día mas para festejar nuestro primer día de noviazgo y nuestro último día en Miami .. pues qué tal nos metimos a la playa tú con mucho frío yo no queriéndome salir jamás pero tendríamos que regresar a Austin lamentablemente pero no me arrepiento de ese viaje apesar de que no fue mucho tiempo ahí estando estuve mis mejores 3 días en Miami Florida y la pase de lo mejor a lado tuyo .. pero no olvidemos esa arepa y ese perro caliente de esa señora jajaja eww guacatela que asco .. pero recordemos el momento triste en donde yo no quería irme que se me salieron poquitas lagrimas al ver que ya tenía que irme de mi sueño y regresar a la normalidad en un ranchito (Austin) pero fuiste tan lindo al regresarme nuevamente a la playa de Miami y despedirme por última vez y decirle HASTA NUNCA MIAMI! ✨

Mi amor está fotico fue nuestra primera foto de nuestro comienzo al formar un hogar ya juntos, vivir juntos y todo lo que se viene en el año .. los días festivos de decorar el apartamento todo eso lo anhelo con ansias demasiadas poder tener nuestro arbolito de navidad con luces llenas alrededor, el día de halloween tener un fantasma en la puerta todo eso tan bello el día de acción de gracias con la mesa llena de comida en familia todo eso quiero con usted , los cumpleaños que vienen juntos. Mi amor quiero tomar el momento que ya llegaste hasta acá abajo para decirte gracias por todo lo que has hecho mi vida por todo lo que me has llegado que sienta en tan corto Tiempo juntos te agradezco demasiado por todo mi amor aunque no te lo diga muy seguido mi vida yo con usted soy feliz y quisiera que esto durara lo que tenga que dudar sin fallas de ambas partes por qué no soportaría no estar a tu lado Bebe ni un día, no sabría que hacer más con el amor si rendirme por todo pero quiero que al menos haya podido decir lo intentamos mi amor valió la pena sin fallas. Te amo demasiado mi cielo nunca lo dudes que no te dejaría de amar por mas enojada que este o por mas enojado que estes tu, haré que todo eso valga la pena está viviendo juntos valga la pena y que nuestra relación sea distinta a las demás amor.

Feliz tercer mes mi vida no es mucho pero me has hecho muy feliz en todo sentido que uno puede explicar. Gracias por soportarme tanto tiempo jaja y esperarme mínimo unos 9 meses para poder estar juntos y jamás rendirte para poder estar alado mío. Te agradezco por todo como ya te dije anteriormente, eres una persona especial jamás piense que no lo eres vales mucho mi amor y si en algún momento te hago daño lo lamento nunca es mi intención hacerlo solo sepa que probablemente más adelante no pueda con tanto amor y tanta calma que me das por que jamás tuve eso amor nadie me brindó el amor que tú llegas a brindarme. Me asusta a veces llegar a herirte pero por favor comprenda mi sarcasmo y mi mala forma de bromear baby que yo a vos no lo dejo por nadie en el mundo que yo quiero todo con vos quiero que seas mi ultima persona que yo llegue a amar, se también que es muy pronto pero quiero llegar a todo con vos como hemos llegado a vivir juntos quiero mucho más, viajar por el mundo, hacer locuras juntos, morirnos y vivir nuevamente en esta relación.. soy muy rara verdad jaja me lo has dicho pero recuerdo que una vez escribiste “me muero y te vuelvo a buscar nuevamente en la otra vida para amarte” va por ambos lados! Te amo mucho mi amor FELIZ MES NIÑO DEL MUSTANG✨🧡

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