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Common Language

Paring: Youngjae X reader Genre: Fluff Word count: 1,320 Summary: When Got7 come into the restaurant you work at it turns your world upside down, especially hearing some confessions in Korean. When will you tell them you know?

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Hey all here’s some fluff with the sunshiny boy Youngjae! As someone who worked in food I wish something like this would happen lol. Hope you enjoy! ~Mod Phoenix

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Another day, another boring shift at the restaurant. You were a waitress at a small restaurant and it was never exciting, easily seen in the empty dining room now. You knew that there was a Got7 concert going on the next day, you envied those able to go to their world tour. Due to the concert you thought it might be a busy shift, but you were mistaken. You sighed as you played with the strings on your apron. After what felt like an hour, which was really only ten minutes, the bells hanging from the door rang happily to announce customers.

When you looked up you were stunned to see none other than Got7. You quickly shook your head to try and clear it and said, “Hello, table for seven?” You automatically grabbed menus as the eldest responded, “Yes please!”

“Right this way,” you said with a smile and lead the way to a large party table. You set out the menus and let the boys get seated,“ I’ll be back to get your drink orders!”

You weren’t going to let them know you were an ahgase, rather you wanted to treat them like other customers. Jackson looked up at you and joked, “It seems like your the only one here!”

You laughed, “Well basically, there’s just me, the two cooks, and a manager.” The others started to speak in Korean, which they had no idea you also knew Korean. You had been studying it since high school and continued with taking classes in college. You almost felt odd listening in as you made your way back to the hostess stand where you could see all the boys interacting.

They talk started normal enough, just asking what some of the items on the menu were. But then you heard Youngjae’s voice stand out, “She’s really cute!”

This was followed with Jaebum asking, “Then why don’t you try talking to her?”

“I can’t speak English!” He exclaimed loudly.

Your breath was caught in your throat, he thought you were cute! You let out a long breath before heading over with your small notebook and pen in hand. You smiled, trying to look like you hadn’t understood the small exchange, “Can I get your drinks?”

You quickly jotted down their orders and smiled, “I’ll get those out right away!”

Before you walked away you heard Youngjae ask in Korean, “Wait what’s her name, what’s her name?”

“Ummm…” Jackson thought, “I didn’t see her name tag…” Mark responded that he hadn’t either and BamBam hadn’t payed attention.

As you went and fixed their drinks you couldn’t help but laugh at the absurdity of this situation. You balanced a tray full of drinks and handed them out. Once everyone had their order you asked, “Are you guys ready to order or do you need a few minutes?”

“Uhhh…” Jackson responded looking at the others repeating the question in Korean. “I think we need a few more minutes.” He was obviously looking for your name tag, which you had tagged to the pocket of your white apron. You couldn’t help but laugh and question, “Are you looking for something?”

“Oh! Sorry, I was looking for your name tag.” He responded, slightly embarrassed.

You pulled the pocket up and tapped the tag pinned there, “I guess it is out of sight.”

“Ahh, Y/N!” He grinned and said, “Thanks for waiting on us.”

“No problem, it is my job after all!” You replied happily as you went back to the stand.

“Her name is Y/N,” Jackson stated in Korean, turning to Youngjae.

The sunshiny boy grinned, “Y/N… A cute name to match a cute face!”

Yugyeom groaned, causing BamBam to imitate being sick. Jinyoung smacked the table to get their attention, “We need to have our orders ready, so figure out what you’re getting, then you can talk as much as you want.”

They quickly became quiet to look at the menu, only asking what things were. As you glanced up you caught Youngjae staring at you and when you locked eyes he quickly looked down. You could feel the heat rising in your face as he groaned, “She caught me looking at her!”

BamBam couldn’t help but laugh, “Smooth dude, smooth.” This caught him a quick slap on the arm. He then went on a tangent about how cute he found you, especially your smile.

You came back over and asked about ordering and Jackson ordered as well as BamBam. Mark listed off off his, JB’s, Jinyoung’s, and Yugyeom’s orders. You looked at Youngjae with a grin, “And for you?”

“Wait, what’s happening? Mark, I told you what I wanted!” Youngjae asked in confusion.

Mark simply smirked, “You can talk to her now, tell her your order.”

His eyes looked as if they were about to pop out of his head and it took everything you had to look confused at them speaking Korean. “Umm.. I want.. Uhh… Personal pepperoni pizza?” He stammered with an obvious accent, which made him even more adorable.

You nodded with a grin, “Got it, I’ll go put these in and hopefully they’ll be up soon!”

“What was that for?“Youngjae immediately demanded.

"It got you to talk to her didn’t it?”

“Well yeah, but you didn’t have to put me on the spot! It doesn’t help she’s cute let alone I can’t speak English!” He put his face in his hand, “I wish I could talk to her!” He sighed as he leaned back, “If only she knew Korean…”

You chuckled to yourself, ‘Oh man if only you knew, this is too much fun! I’ll let him know when they’re about to pay.’ You nodded as you made your decision, making your way to the food window to wait for their orders.

You brought back their food and so they were back to loud conversations. Youngjae later started talking to the others, “Guys, how do I talk to her? Should I ask her out? If I do though there’ll still be the language barrier… She’s just so cute,” He sighed wistfully. “I just want to know her…”

“If you ask her out, I could go as a translator,” Jackson offered, nudging the younger boy playfully.

“Wouldn’t that be awkward though?” He countered.

“I guess…”

All of the guys wracked their brains on how Youngjae could ask you out with the language barrier. They were very concentrated, debating ways until they had finished eating. You had to hide your face from time to time due to unstoppable laughter, this really was too fun. They didn’t know you were a fan of theirs or that you knew Korean, you couldn’t wait to see the surprise on their face as you printed the check and made your way over.

You smiled and stated in perfect Korean, “Here’s your check, not sure who to give it to so I’ll set it here. Did you guys enjoy your meals?”

“YOU CAN SPEAK KOREAN?” They all yelled in astonishment. “Wait, so you could.. understand us this entire time?” Yugyeom asked, specifically looking towards Youngjae, who looked absolutely stunned.

“Yeah, Yugyeom, every word! I’ve been learning Korean for probably five years?”

“Wait you know us too?” JB questioned, obviously shocked.

“Oh yeah, I’ve been an ahgase since you guys debuted!” You chirped.

Youngjae finally spoke up, “So you heard everything I said… about you?”

You smiled, “Yeah, you’re very flattering!”

“Well since it’s out there, even though I feel totally embarrassed, Y/N, do you maybe want to grab coffee tomorrow morning?” Youngjae asked, rubbing his neck nervously as he looked up at you with shining eyes.

“I’d love to!” You exclaimed happily. You took out your notebook and scribbled down your number, handing it to him. “Here’s my number, call or text me so we can plan.” He took it happily and nodded, who knew you’re boring day would end like this?

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Mocha Latte

Pairing: Eunwoo X reader Genre: Fluff Word count: 1,068 AU: Barista!AU Summary: When you find yourself completely and utterly lost in your new town, how are you supposed to find your way back? Maybe someone in the small coffee shop in front of you can help? —- I’m a sucker for coffee shop AU’s so who better to write one for than my bias? It’s super fluffy so I hope you guys enjoy! ~Mod Phoenix —-

‘I don’t know where I’m going…’ you thought as you stared at the strange buildings around you. You had just moved here only a week ago and still didn’t know the area at all, so you thought it would be a good idea to walk around. You didn’t take into account you could get lost.

After a few more minutes of walking you finally gave up and stopped outside of a small coffee shop, you decided it was your best place to try and get your bearings. The small bells hanging from the door rang lightly as you entered. The shop was empty, but the small wooden tables were adorned with flowers. You looked around and looked at the paintings hanging from the walls as well as the wall behind the counter that was a giant chalkboard covered with the menu. As you stood there taking it in someone ran from the back of the shop.

“Hello! Sorry I was just taking inventory, not many people come in here at this time,” The boy said slightly out of breath. He ran his hands quickly through his black hair to put it back into place. He flashed a smile that made his eyes turn into small crescents, “How can I help you?”

You stared at him as he talked and could only think one thing, he looked like he was a prince straight from a fairytale. With a slight shake of the head to clear your thoughts you approached the counter, “Why doesn’t anyone come in? It’s a really cute shop!”

He giggled at the astonishment in your words, “Thanks, my friends and I opened this place, but it seems that since it’s such a small place people don’t bother to come in.” He ended it with a slight shrug.

“Well I’m here so at least you have one person who’ll come,” You studied the menu behind him and hummed slightly, trying to make a decision. “What do you recommend trying?”

“Hmmmm…” He tapped his chin in mock deep thought, “I’m pretty good at making a mocha latte.”

You smiled, “Okay then, one mocha latte!”

“Okay, can I get a name?” He asked as he grabbed a cup and a sharpie, lifting an eyebrow as he leaned on the counter. This brought his face closer to yours, and you had to fight off the blush trying to take over your face.

“Oh, um, Y/N.”

He quickly scribbled on the cup and smiled, “Well Y/N, I’m Eunwoo,” He extended his free hand, Nice to meet you.“

You took his hand and shook it, returning the smile. You handed over the money for the coffee and watched as the boy almost danced around to the machines behind the counter. He started humming to himself as he made the drink. He happily placed the paper cup with your name scrawled on it in front of you, “One mocha latte!”

“Thanks,” you grinned as you wrapped your hands around the hot cup. You looked into Eunwoo’s dark eyes and asked, “Hey, since we’re the only ones here, wanna come sit with me?”

He pretended to seriously contemplate the offer as he paced, “Hmmm, let me see…” he stopped abruptly with that beautiful smile again, “Well alright, since I already got inventory done.” He came out from behind the counter and took the apron off, which he threw onto the counter.

You both made your way to a small table. You were almost entranced with how beautiful Eunwoo was as he sat and talked with you, his smile, his laugh, his voice, everything was perfect. The time you sat there and talked seemed so short, but in reality it had been almost two hours.

“Oh crap!” You exclaimed as you looked at the time, “I should probably get home… If I can find my way back…” You sighed as you remembered before this that you had been absolutely lost.

“You don’t know how to get back?” He questioned in slight disbelief.

“No,” You groaned, “I just moved here and got myself lost. I kinda just ended up here from walking aimlessly.”

Eunwoo looked down shyly and started to play with his fingers, “Well, I’ve lived here my entire life so maybe I can help? Maybe walk you home?”

“Really? What about the shop?”

“It’s fine, I can close a little early. The machines are all already off so I just have to lock up. I don’t think it’d be good for you to get lost again.” He pushed himself up and offered a hand to help you up. You happily took it with a nod.

Outside it had become dark, the sun almost completely set. Eunwoo locked the door after you both left and after telling him where you lived you set off. You looked up at him and confessed, “Thanks for everything, the coffee, spending time talking to me when you didn’t have to, and even walking me home.”

He looked down at you and locked eyes with a small smile, “It’s no problem, honestly that was the best day I’ve had at work, I’m glad you decided to come in.”

As you walked you both continued to talk about anything and everything, with him it seemed like you both could always find something to talk about. Even when you didn’t the silence was comfortable.

The walk seemed a lot shorter than when you were lost and soon enough you were at your apartment. You sighed as you stopped at the front of the building and turned to look up at Eunwoo. “Well here we are, thank you again for walking me home.”

He smiled, “Again it was no problem, I was happy to walk you home. Here,” he quickly pulled out a crumpled piece of paper and pen, scrawling something on it. He handed it to you and you smiled as you saw his phone number.

“Umm, so if you want to get to know the area better maybe I can help? Or if you want some coffee?” He stumbled over his words nervously.

“Okay, yeah, I’ll definitely get ahold of you,” You beamed as you looked up at him.

“Okay, have a good night, Y/N!” He exclaimed as he waved and turned to walk away.

You simply stood there and waved back, still in shock that you got the phone number of possibly the most amazing guy to exist.

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Too Late

Pairing: Eunwoo X reader Genre: Angst that ends happily Word count: 1,444 Summary: You and Eunwoo were close friends, but when you’ve been crushing so hard and he didn’t even know. When you think he has fallen for your best friend, Yumi, what do you do? Requested by mymisstina : “Hello, can I ask a scenario with Eunwoo where you, him and Yumi are close friends. You have a crush on Eunwoo and start to get jealous and uncomfortable when he’s too close with Yumi? One day he sees you alone, crying and blaming on yourself about your "silliness” for falling in love with a guy who sees you as a friend? With a happy ending? Thank you" thank you so much for the request! ~Mod Phoenix

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It was another usual day spent with your two closest friends. Eunwoo and Yumi had come over to your house for a movie night, as you watched the movie you couldn’t help but steal glances at the handsome vocalist beside you. He was completely engrossed in the movie and didn’t notice you looking, you found it adorable how when he was so focused he slightly bit his lip. You had been crushing on him ever since you met him, but you could never bring yourself to tell him about it. You couldn’t put your friendship at risk.

When you looked over again it took all you had not to yell, Yumi was resting her head on Eunwoo’s shoulder! What was happening? You quickly looked away, maybe it was harmless. You hoped it was nothing, I mean you all were close, friends were aloud to rest on each other, right? As the movie continued you kept glancing over, Yumi hadn’t moved her head from his shoulder. You couldn’t help but feel a knot in your stomach, a mix of jealousy, anger, and anguish. What if they ended up together? You couldn’t even think about that without wanting to cry.

The movie finally ended and Eunwoo happily said, “That was great! You always find amazing movies, Y/N!” He smiled as he looked over at you, then turning to Yumi he found her asleep. “Oh…” he chuckled and poked her in the side, “Wake up, you missed the movie!”

“Huh?” She asked groggily, “How long have I been out?”

‘Almost an hour,’ you thought to yourself bitterly.

“Sorry, I’ve just been so busy and stressed out I guess I’ve been missing sleep,” she explained, looking up at him with puppy dog eyes.

“Oh no, why have you been stressed?” His voice was full of concern as he turned to better face her.

As they talked about her classes and other things you felt like you had become a fly on the wall. It was like you didn’t even exist, which already added to the pain you were feeling. You awkwardly pulled your knees up against your chest, resting your chin on them. 'What if it’s too late, what if he likes Yumi?’ It felt like you were falling through space with no bottom, that endless falling you sometimes dream of.

You were snapped out of your fall by the ring of a phone. Eunwoo pulled out his phone and sighed, “Sorry I have to cut this short, the guys need me back at the dorms. I’ll text you guys later, okay? Thanks again for having us over, Y/N!” He flashed you another smile as he got up to leave, making your heart pound so hard it felt like it would beat out of your chest.

Yumi nodded and got up, “I should head back too, wanna walk together?” Her question came as she turned and looked up at the tall boy, silently pleading.

“Sure!” He complied without hesitation, the two turning to you and saying goodbye again before leaving.

When the door clicked shut you flopped down on the couch, burying your head in a pillow and yelling. How could this be happening? This couldn’t be happening! You’re love for Eunwoo was so deep you felt physically ill thinking of him being with someone else. How could Yumi do this? She had a vague idea of your feelings, was she doing this to somehow spite you? Was she trying to take him from you? What was she planning? You could feel tears stinging your eyes as you sat up and headed to your bedroom.

The next day you got up and grabbed some coffee from your kitchen, your brain still a whirlwind from last night. You took out your phone and after much debating you texted the boy you loved. You absentmindedly held your breath as you typed 'Hey dude, have any free time today? Maybe wanna check out that new cafe that opened?’ When you hit send you let your breath out and groaned, why does he have to make you feel this way.

A few minutes later your phone buzzed, the screen of your phone lighting up with his name. You quickly unlocked your phone and stared at the reply, 'I’m so sorry, Y/N, I already have plans to go to the arcade with Yumi :( maybe I can stop by later?’

You read and reread the message until tears blurred your vision, lightly dropping onto the display. He was spending the day with Yumi, maybe you were too late. He was right there, and now it feels as if he’s farther away than ever. You didn’t even feel motivated to change out of your pajamas, you felt the endless void in which you fell come back. That sinking feeling was suffocating you and you felt like there was no escape. You made your way to the living room where you fell onto the couch, letting yourself give into your emotions and cry.

You cried for a while and finally calmed down and decided to watch some television. As the day passed you would go in and out of crying spells, from stoically calm to hysterically crying. It felt as if your heart had been completely ripped out and the gaping hole left was being burned.

You had fallen into another bought of crying, you were so disconnected from the real world that you didn’t hear your door open.

“Y/N?” You heard a familiar voice call.

You couldn’t stop crying enough to answer and instead curled up in a ball as if that would make you invisible.

When he heard you crying Eunwoo rushed in, “Oh my god, Y/N, are you okay!?!?” He knelt down beside you and put his hand on your arm, trying to get you to look at him. “What happened, your door was unlocked which isn’t normal!”

“No, I’m not okay,” You quietly hiccuped after getting your sobbing under control.

“Why? What happened?” You met his dark eyes which were full of concern, glistening with tears from seeing you so hurt.

“What happened?” You sorrowfully chuckled at the question, “It’s nothing, just something silly.”

“Nothing 'silly’ could make you hurt this much, please just tell me!” He begged as his grip tightened a bit on your arm.

You slowly sat up and wiped your face, when you sat up he placed both hands on your arms, holding you while still being able to look up at your face. With a sigh you looked at your feet and his knees as you replied, “I fell in love with someone who could never see me the same. Seeing him with someone else, even one of my best friends, is killing me.”

You couldn’t look at his face but you could hear the astonishment in his voice, “Wait, Y/N, are you saying..?”

“That I like you? Yes, that’s what I’m saying, Eunwoo. Not even like, I love you, more than you could ever know. But I’m too late in saying this, you and Yumi seem happy together though…”

“No, no, you have the wrong idea! Yumi and I are just friends, we’re not together. We went to the arcade because she was so stressed, she has no interest in me- she confessed to me today that she liked Binnie!” He explained frantically.

“Wait, what? You and Yumi… aren’t a couple?” You asked in disbelief as you slowly looked up to meet his eyes, those eyes that you felt could look right into your soul.

“No we’re not,” He answered as he took his hand away from your arm to wipe some of your tears away with his thumb. He then caressed your face as he whispered, “To be truthful, Y/N, I’ve liked you for a while. I was afraid to say anything since we’re such good friends, I didn’t want to ruin that.”

“Really?” You gasped as you two continued to stare at each other, “That’s why I never said anything…”

“Well since we both feel the same, do you want to go to that cafe you mentioned, you know, as a date?” He asked with a small smile as he stood up, offering his hand.

You silently nodded, a smile now gracing your face, when you stood up he pulled you into a hug, one hand around your waste and the other gently holding your head against his chest. You could hear his strong heartbeat as he held you there and if you could make time stop to stay in this embrace you would be here forever. You sighed happily as you whispered, “I love you, Eunwoo.”

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Sticks and Stones

Pairing: BamBam X reader Genre: Angst/fluff Word count: 1,559 Summary: After you and your boyfriend decide to go public about your relationship you start to see some comments that have you questioning yourself. Are you really the best person for him? (A/N: I used they/them pronouns so anyone could read and it wasn’t strictly female or male, so you can replace them with your pronouns if it makes you feel as if it flows better!)

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Hey guys, so I couldn’t sleep last night which apparently makes me want to write a bit of angst. I’m not the best at angst so I hope it’s okay, still has fluff as well! Also first Got7 drabble, yay! ~Mod Phoenix

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“Are you positive you want to go public?” JYP asked as he looked between you and BamBam seated beside you. You both had been together for months and have managed to stay under the radar, other than the rest of Got7 and JYP. JYP knew early on and didn’t try to stop the relationship as long as it didn’t become a scandal or come to light quickly.

“Yes, sir,” BamBam responded, “Y/N and I have both thought long and hard about this. We decided now is the best time because we’ve been together for a while and the dating ban was lifted a while ago. We’re done with trying to hide our relationship and I feel like it’s almost like lying to the fans.”

“It’s not lying, it’s for your own safety,” JYP responded sternly before turning his gaze to you, “It is a mutual agreement right? You want it to be public as well? You know the responses some fans will have, right?”

You answered without hesitation, “Yes, it’s mutual and I know how some ahgase’s will react, but I’m ready for it.” ‘I hope..’ You thought.

With a sigh the company founder nodded, “Okay then, I’ll write up the official statement to release to the public. Once that’s out your free to post about each other and make your own statements if you wish.”

The two of you said in unison, “Thank you!” Before getting up and leaving his office.

“I have an hour and a half before I have to practice, so wanna hang out in the dance studio?” Bam asked as he happily grabbed your hand, no longer afraid of who saw.

“Sounds like a plan!” You responded happily. As you made your way to the studio you looked up at your boyfriend and questioned, “When do you think the statement will be released?”

“Probably within the hour since it’s such big news,” He guessed, “Hopefully within the hour so we can post something on my social media together!” His eyes sparkled with excitement as he locked eyes with you. Both of you had dreamed of having a public relationship and now it was finally coming true.

“We can finally do normal couple things, no more hiding!” You beamed, already planning on what you could do together.

You had made your way to the studio and both of you sat on the floor, gently leaning on one another. “You know where I want to take you first?” He asked before answering it in the same breath, “I want to take you to a fancy restaurant, no more dates in the dorm with takeout.”

You giggled at his confession, “That sounds perfect, Bammie. Maybe we could go see a movie together in theaters for once, too.”

He smiled at that, “Sounds like a date!”

You both sat and talked for a while or sat in a comfortable silence. After about forty five minutes he checked his phone and exclaimed, “The official statement was released!”

You quickly looked over his shoulder at the document, the confirmation that you two were officially public. You both hugged each other tightly before he pulled away with the brightest smile you had ever seen, “We have to take a selfie together so I can post about this!”

You laughed as he pulled his camera up, “Why can’t you use one of the hundreds of selfies we already have on your phone?”

“Because it’s our first day officially out to the fans, it needs to be commemorated!” He held his phone up and was still beaming. You smiled as well, holding up a peace sign. He quickly snapped the picture and went to type up the caption for the picture on Instagram. 'Hello ahgase’s, I’m sure you all are surprised by the sudden announcement that just came out. So here we are, this is Y/N! We’ve been together for almost six months and decided now was a good time to tell the public. I hope it’s not too shocking, but I really love them and I hope you support us as well as continue supporting Got7!’

“Annnd, posted!” He declared. He looked at you again and giggled, “I’m so excited, Y/N, I can’t wait for what’s ahead of us.” He kissed your cheek happily with another giddy laugh.

“Me either, it’s going to be amazing,” You giggled and lay your head on his shoulder, watching him post similar stuff on his other social media.

Soon the other boys began to enter, congratulating the both of you and there was plenty of teasing. You stood up and stretched, BamBam following suit.

“I’m gonna head back to my place, text me if you want to do something after your done at practice,” You chimed as you headed towards the door.

“Of course! Text you when we’re done!” He answered excitedly.

When you left you could here the boys teasing Bam, to which you just shook your head and smiled.

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When you returned home you decided to check the buzz on social media you two must have caused. You knew some people would be cruel about it, but you weren’t as ready as you thought you were for these comments. There were so many hateful comments, some were simple and tame compared to others, 'they stole our oppa!’ Others stung a lot more than you thought, 'Who is this ugly bitch? How the hell did they ever get him?’, 'They’re no good for him, he can do way better.’, 'Why would he choose them when he could date anyone he wanted?’ The worst ones were the death threats, there were many comments saying 'If I see them I’ll kill them.’ or 'I hope they get hit by a car.’

You spent a long time reading these comments and they affected you a lot more than you had anticipated. You could feel your chest tighten and tears come to your eyes. You set your phone down and slowly laid down on your couch. The tears came quickly and you found yourself sobbing. Thoughts raced in your head, 'Maybe you’re not good enough for him.’, 'He could do way better.’ 'Why does he like me? I’m just some nobody, really..’ 'Am I no good for him?’ Thoughts like these took over your conscience and you couldn’t escape. You cried and cried, you thought you could handle this, but maybe you were wrong. The next hours were complete silence broken up by bouts of crying.

The black screen of your phone lit up, when you checked it was a text from BamBam, 'Hey babe, just finished practice! Want to do something?’

You couldn’t bring yourself to respond, you felt hot tears burn your face again as you ignored the text. Ten minutes later another one followed, 'Hey, you okay? It’s not like you not to respond. I’m going back to the dorm if you want to come over.’ Again you didn’t respond and fifteen minutes later another text, 'Y/N, please answer me. I’m really worried…’ You turned your phone over and sighed, you just couldn’t bring yourself to answer him, you felt like you didn’t deserve to talk to him.

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'Why aren’t they responding, they always answers in a few minutes..’ Bam thought as he helplessly stared at his texts. That’s when he decided to check social media, he was shocked at the hostile comments and knew you had seen them. “Oh no.. No,no..” He muttered to himself and ran to Mark’s room and knocked frantically.

“What?” Mark opened the door, annoyance clear on his face before seeing the young boy so distraught. “What’s wrong?”

“I need you to drive me to Y/N’s place!” He almost yelled out of a mixture of panic and anger.

“Yeah, yeah I can,” the older boy stuttered at the question, “Why?”

To answer he simply held up his phone with the horrible comments and stated, “She’s not responding and I’m guessing she’s read these. I have to make sure she’s okay.”

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You had just stopped crying again when you heard a knock on your door followed by Bam’s panicked voice, “Y/N? Are you in there? Please let me in.”

You didn’t have the energy to get up from the couch, but you did sit up and call, “It’s unlocked, you can come in.” Your voice was strained from crying.

He burst through the door and ran to the couch sitting down beside you, “Why didn’t you respond to my texts? Are you okay? You’ve been crying.” The last sentence wasn’t a question as he looked at your red, puffy eyes and the tears still present on your face.

“Why did you choose me? You could find someone so much better than me, why me? You could date anyone you wanted, models, other idols, actors, but you chose a nobody. Why? Why did you fall for me? I’m nothing special.” You rambled off your thoughts so quickly you were surprised he even caught any of it. You had started to cry again and you couldn’t bring yourself to look at your boyfriend, so you stared at your hands in your lap.

He took your hands in his and gently pleaded, “Look at me. Y/N, please look at me.” When you refused to look up he released one of your hands and lifted your chin to look at his face. His dark eyes were glistening with tears and you could see the hurt on his face. He moved his hand from your face and took ahold of your hand again.

“You want to know why I chose you? Why I fell for you?” He asked before explaining, “I fell for you because you could see the real me, not the me everyone thinks they know. I’m seen as the guy who can’t stop dabbing, the guy who can never be serious, that member of Got7 that’s a walking meme. Nobody ever took me seriously, they saw me as an idol who loved to be goofy. But you were different, you didn’t treat me differently because I was an idol. When we first met you didn’t assume I was this goofy guy, instead you asked about my personal life and learned about the real me. You’re the first person to do that other than my family and the other guys. I don’t want a model, an actor, or an idol- I want you. You’re my rock that grounds me, you’re there for me no matter what, so don’t you dare say you’re a nobody. You can’t say you’re not special either, you’re the most kind, smart, funny, easygoing, and trustworthy person I know. THAT’S why I fell for you, THAT’S why I chose you, THAT’S why I love you,” He squeezed your hands tightly as some tears fell.

You were crying as well and took your hands from his to tightly hug him. He embraced you as you tucked your head in his chest and cried, “I love you too, Bammie. I’m sorry about all of this, it’s just those fans comments got to me…”

“You don’t need to apologize, you’re human and have emotions that will always be valid. And those nasty comments may come from so called 'fans’, but the real fans are the ones who support us, not try and tear us down.”

You nodded as he planted a kiss on top of your head. You looked up at him and mustered a smile, “Thank you.”

“We’ll get through this together,” He stated, returning the smile and squeezing you a bit tighter.

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Bad Days and Blanket Forts

Pairing: Rocky x reader Genre: Fluff! Word count: 708 Summary: when you have a terrible day Rocky wanted to do anything to cheer you up!

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Hey all this is my first drabble so I hope you all like it!

~Mod Phoenix

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You trudged back to your apartment after a long day of classes. You had possibly one of the worst days: you were late to your first lecture, spilled coffee on yourself-twice, forgot your textbook and had an exam that you swore you had studied for, but still felt like you did horribly. To top that all off you couldn’t even pay attention in your last class because there was drama between two of your friends. Now walking back it had started to rain and, surprise, you hadn’t taken your umbrella with you. You pulled your jacket tighter and sighed as you picked up your pace.

As soon as you entered the apartment you groaned and dropped your bag on the ground with a loud thud. You haphazardly kicked off your shoes, one hitting the wall and the other almost hitting your boyfriend who had come to see what the commotion was about.

Rocky had come from your living room, his face showing his concern, “Hey, Y/N are you okay?” He looked you up and down, “You’re soaked!”

“Yeah I kinda realized that,” you sighed, “and I’m okay… Just…” You let the sentence trail off and silently headed to your room.

Rocky stayed where he was and wracked his brain for ideas. He could obviously tell you weren’t in a good mood, so how could he fix that? He paced for a bit before the idea struck him. A blanket fort! He quickly grabbed all the blankets he could find and made his way into the living room and began construction. Tying blankets together and dragging chair in for support, after about twenty minutes he had transformed the entire room into a fort. What else would cheer you up? He soon ran to his room and grabbed his laptop and happily made his way back to his creation. He hooked it up to the tv and pulled up Netflix.

“I hope this is enough…” he muttered to himself, hoping to make you feel better. He made his way to your room where you had locked yourself in.

“Y/N?” You heard his soft voice on the other side and a quiet knock.

You had been laying on your bed, using your comforter as a shield from the real world. With a slight groan you sat up and asked, “What?”

“Come out of your room, I have a surprise!” He responded excitedly.

You couldn’t help but laugh at the enthusiasm in his voice, “Not right now, Rocky, I’m not really in the mood for surprises.”

“Oh come on! Please?” After a long pause of you not answering you heard him sigh and say, “Y/N please just come out, I’ll be in the living room when you’re ready.” After a slight pause you heard his retreating footsteps.

“Why does he have to be so nice?” You murmured to yourself as you sat there, staring at the door. You couldn’t just ignore him, he hadn’t done anything wrong. After contemplating going back to your own world you finally got up and went to the living room. You were definitely surprised at the sight of the huge fort. “Ummm, Rocky?” You said, not seeing him anywhere.

“You came out!” He exclaimed as he crawled out of the fort, shooting you that adorable smile that you fell in love with as he stood up.

“What is all of this?” You asked as you looked up at him and gestured to the fort with a small smile.

“Well,” he looked down and rubbed his neck shyly, “I could tell you had a bad day, and even though I don’t know what happened I wanted to try and make you feel better.” He looked back up at you with that smile again. “I want to do anything I can to cheer you up. So! I built this fort and have your favorite movies ready to play.”

You grinned for the first time that day and responded, “You didn’t have to do all of this…”

“I know, but I wanted to.” He offered his hand and questioned, “Shall we?” With an over exaggerated gesture to the fort.

You simply nodded with a laugh, with that you took his hand and crawled under the blankets.

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A Day of Rain

Pairing: Jungkook X reader Genre: Fluff Word count: 815 Summary: When your plans with Jungkook are ruined by the weather you have a chill day inside.

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Hey all, it’s been raining for the past two days where I live so I was inspired to do a rainy day fic. Also I decided to do one that isn’t Astro, BTS was actually the first group I got into! Jungkook is also my bias, one of my UB’s actually. Hope you all enjoy~ ~Mod Phoenix

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It wasn’t often Jungkook had a day or two off and you both were excited to be able to spend time together. You had planned a day of fun, but those plans were thrown out the window when you were jolted awake by thunder. You sat up quickly as the rumble almost shook your apartment. Jungkook was fast asleep beside you, but when you moved quickly he woke up.

“What’s wrong, Y/N?” He asked groggily, looking up at you and rubbing his eyes.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up… The thunder woke me up, I didn’t think it was supposed to storm today,” You responded sadly. You sighed as you looked down at him, “Looks like our day out isn’t happening…”

He sat up and rubbed your back lightly and replied, “It’s not all bad, we can have a day in! Just because we can’t go out doesn’t mean we can’t spend time together.” He wrapped his arms around your waste and rested his chin on your shoulder, “Can we just sleep a bit more?”

You laughed and nodded. You both laid back down and he kept his arms wrapped around you as you lay your head on his chest. You could hear his steady heartbeat and his breathing slowdown as he quickly fell back asleep. His steady breathing lulled you back to sleep as well.

A few hours later you woke up and looked up at Jungkook, who was staring at you intently with a small smile on his face.

“What?” You asked with a giggle.

“Nothing,” He responded, “You’re just cute when you sleep.” He rubbed your arm as you playfully smacked his chest.

After laying there in each other’s embrace for a while you decided to get up. After eating a quick breakfast you plopped onto the couch beside Jungkook, “So what do you wanna do first for our day in?”

“Hmmm…” he thought as he put his arm around your shoulder, “How about watching some movies?”

“Well if we’re doing a movie marathon we need some blankets and snacks!” You exclaimed and got up to fill your arms with as many snacks you could and Jungkook laughed at your excitement and went to get a blanket. You came back to the living room and dumped all the snacks on the coffee table.

“I didn’t even know we had this much food in the kitchen!” He exclaimed at the numerous bags of chips and candy. You simply smiled and ruffled his brown hair as you sat back down, Jungkook throwing the blanket over you.

You started by watching Your Name, one of Jungkook’s favorite movies recently, and just chose randomly after that. As the day passed you both decided you should probably take a break from movies. It was nearing 6 o'clock and it was still raining outside. You got up and stretched, making your way over to the window to watch the rain, “It’s really coming down out there!”

He came over to look at the rain as well and agreed, “I’m surprised how long it’s been storming…”

“What do you want to do for dinner?”

“Takeout is probably our best bet, I don’t want to go out in this weather,” He pointed at the wall of water outside the window.

You grabbed your phone and asked, “Pizza sound good?”

“Definitely!” He answered happily.

Your food soon arrived and after eating you both decided to play some video games. You spent a while trying to figure out what game you would face off in and finally decided on a classic, Mario Kart. As the races began you both started to become more competitive, yelling at each other as you played.

“HA!” You yelled as you finished first, you poked Jungkook’s side and teased, “Looks like the Golden Maknae just got beat.”

“I demand a rematch!” He shot back, his competitiveness showing.

“Okay, but I’ll still beat you,” You stated with a smirk.

As the next set of races started you began to get the edge on him again, but then he decided to distract you to win. He reached over and started to tickle you relentlessly. “Hey!” You yelled between laughing, “That’s cheating!”

He just laughed at you and continued his attack, beating you in the end because of it.

You jumped up and scolded, “You cheated, that voids your win!” Jungkook laughed and stood up, “All is fair in love and war!” He then grabbed you and spun you around.

“What are you doing?” You squealed.

He put you down and smiled at you, “I’m just glad I get to spend time with you!”

You returned the smile and hugged him. Dating Jungkook wasn’t easy, he was often absent because of tours, schedules, and long practices. The time you guys got together was few and far between, but that made you both appreciate it so much more.

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Eclipse

Pairing: J-Hope X reader Genre: Fluff that turns to Angst Word count: 1,017 Summary: Even the sun can be taken by darkness, so what do you do when your sunshine isn’t who they usually are?

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So I tried my hand at a bit more angst, it does start kinda fluffy, but I tried! I hope you all enjoy! ~Mod Phoenix

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‘I can’t believe I can finally go to one of their performances at music bank!’ You thought to yourself excitedly. You had been dating Hoseok for about a month and he finally asked if you wanted to come to a filming. You quickly accepted and now you stood backstage, able to watch your boys from the side as well as the monitor before you.

The boys were still getting prepped, so you waited where it was less crowded. After a few minutes you felt arms wrap around you followed with a sing-songy voice, “Hey there, Y/N! I was looking for you.”

You turned around to see your boyfriend, his arms still around you. “Well, here I am!” You replied with a smile.

“Yeah, are you ready for your first performance? We go on in ten minutes.”

“Definitely! You guys are going to kill it, I’m sure!” You exclaimed, “I know you’ll do great.”

He smiled down at you, “You’re adorable when you’re excited.”

“Why wouldn’t I be excited? I get to see my sunshiny boy perform live rather than watching a prerecorded performance!”

He grinned from ear to ear as he stared on you fondly with his dark eyes, “I’m glad you could come.” Before you could reply the other members made their way over, each of them greeting you happily.

“Hey, Y/N! You made it!” Namjoon yelled happily, ruffling your hair.

“Of course I did, I wouldn’t miss this for anything!” You responded, almost jumping with excitement.

Soon enough the boys were teasing you and Hobi, you jokingly acted angry at the jokes and lightly smacked them. Jimin taunted you more than the others, he ran when you glared at him and you quickly chased after him. When you got back there was only a minute left until they had to perform and they were to take their places.

“Good luck, Hobi,” you beamed as you planted a kiss on his cheek, causing the others to tease or pretend to be sick.

Hoseok didn’t pay any attention to them and smiled, “Thanks, we have to go, but I’ll see you after the performance!” The boys quickly made their way to their positions and were ready to roll.

They were performing Blood, Sweat, and Tears and they had done this dance a million times. Your excitement grew as the lights turned to them and the music started, the vocals, the dance, everything was amazing. The performance was seemingly flawless, until the second chorus. When Hobi jumped he landed wrong, causing him to stumble and almost fall. Your heart dropped, but he soon was back into the choreo so you thought it was a good save. The rest of the stage went as planned and after it was over the boys made their way backstage.

Hoseok walked past you with his eyes trained on the ground, not even sparing you a glance. He trailed the members and looked like his mind was somewhere else.

“Hoseok!” You called as you followed him, he picked up his pace. Soon he was at a brisk walk and you tried to catch up, “Hobi! Wait up!”

He sighed and stopped, turning to you with a dark expression, “What?”

You were taken aback by this uncharacteristic reaction, “Umm, you guys did great out there. I just wanted to say you did a good job and-”

He chuckled and stated coldly, “It wasn’t a good performance, it was probably the worst one yet. So don’t even try.”

You weren’t sure how to react, “Why was it the worst? I thought you did well.”

“Oh yeah, because stumbling and almost falling is always a part of a great performance,” He scoffed with a shake of his head.

“You had a good save though! Come on, sunshine, you did good!” You pleaded.

“No I didn’t, I made a fool of myself and the rest of the guys. Now please just stop trying to make it sound good.” He turned and walked off, but you still persisted.

“Please just talk to me, mistakes happen okay? It happens to everyone at some point, sunshine!” You kept saying the nickname you had for him even before you had started dating.

“Stop it, please,” He called behind him flatly as he picked up his pace, he rounded a corner only to find it was a dead end hall. He groaned and turned to face you, with a sigh of frustration he explained, “Look, I know what happened up there. It was more than just a little mistake, I almost fell! I ruined that performance, not just for me, but for the group as a whole. I don’t care that 'mistakes happen’, I’m supposed to be the dancer. So stop trying to play it off as if I had just missed a step or used the wrong arm, okay?” His voice was cold, he was beating himself up over this performance and angry. He didn’t want you to push him or else he might take it out on you.

You were oblivious to the fact that he wanted you to go away and continued trying to reason with him, “You didn’t ruin the performance! Just because you are supposed to be the dancer doesn’t mean you have to be perfect all the time. What happened to the sunshiny boy I wished good luck earlier?”

That was his last straw as he closed the distance between you two and snapped, “I’m not always going to be a ball of sunshine, got it? I’m human, just like everyone else, so I have other emotions. You can’t expect me to always be a blissful, happy go lucky person. That’s just unrealistic and if you really thought I was only that sunshiny person, think again. I have emotions too, and I thought I could express them, but apparently I can’t without you asking where the 'real me’ went.” Without letting you answer he pushed past you and walked away.

You were left alone, stunned and eyes stinging with tears. You slowly made your way out of the building, not knowing what to do.

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Hey there!! I was wondering if I could get a written ship with BTS and SEVENTEEN? I'm very cuddly, loving, motherly in nature. Really nice a friendly to everyone including strangers, good with kids (and animals!!), polite around adults. In my spare time I dance and work-out, as well as watching movie (horror, animation and romantic comedy movies) and cooking. I love cuddling and skinship in general. I really want to get married :D I spend a lot of time with my family. Thank you so much 💗

I ship you with Mingyu! He would love how caring and motherly you are, always in awe of your kindness. Seeing you with kids or animals would just melt his heart honestly, how did he find such a nice person? He’d definitely try and teach you the choreography to their songs since you like to dance and you can guarantee some of your dates would be gym dates- becoming low key competitive with his workout. You could enjoy watching movies together and he’d constantly ask you to teach him how to cook! He would totally love to cuddle and just hang out when you guys are together.

We ship you with Jin! He is always taking care of the guys and so he’d love that you had that side to you too. He would love to cook with you and it would probably be the two of you guys’ past time. Choreographer Jin would be a thing as you love to dance. He would love the cuddles and watching movies with you. He would love how friendly you are and take pride that he had someone like that with him. He’d dream of getting married too and you can ensure that you two would be the mothers of the group!

We hope you like the ships!

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Hi~. Can I get a ship with BTS please?? I’m caring and honest. I always keep my word. Others may see me as either a sweet or a quiet one but actually I’m kind of a dork 😬unconscious humming song when in a good mood, bad at lying and pretty clumsy tho. I’m not really girly but love sweets (let’s say all kind of food😆)animals and flowers. I'm adventurous, love nature, prefer walking to driving, like drawing and enjoy listening to music. I'm a fan of Horror movies. Thank you❤️

Hey there Chana! We ship you with Jungkook! He’d really on your caring and honesty when he felt he doubted himself like he does sometimes. He’s also a quiet, shy person at first so as you two got to know each other you both would see you share your dorkiness. If you started humming you can almost guarantee he’d join in either humming or even singing the song. Since you both share a love for animals he’d absolutely love to take you to a dog cafe as a date! The biggest traits you two share are adventurous and artistic, he’d love to take you on adventures to places you both had never been to explore together. He’d absolutely love your art and constantly remind you of your talent, even asking for some of your drawings to keep in his room- showing them off to the boys! You could both just relax comfortably and listen to music, sharing your favorite artists. I hope you like the ship!

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Can I ask for more ship w/SVT,pls? I'm the eldest of 4,making me reliable & a good leader.Very caring,affectionate,kind,strong both physically & mentally,competitive & fearless.I'm a good listener so as a good adviser.I love sharing my love w/my fam & people I care.I LIKE flowers,animals & LOVE cuddling,skinship,theme park & advanturous things.Children make me super happy😍I hate heat & worst w/direction.I'm always there for my sis.Smile's always on my face & I hope everyone can smile,too.Tysm❤️

Hey there again channynipa, I ship you with S.Coups. As the leader of the group he absolutely admires your leadership abilities and honestly would go to you for advice on being a better leader. Some days can be tough for the leader so he’d be glad you’d be there to listen to him vent. He’d admire your caring nature and he’d constantly talk about how nice you are! He would totally take you to a theme park for a date and would run around trying to ride all the rides. Your smile would be infectious to him and even if he had a bad day he knew he could count on you making it better. I hope you like your ship!

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Hey!! Could I get a BTS ship please and thank you <3! I'm 17 yrs old and have a height of 5'7. I have above the shoulder dark brown wavy hair, big dark brown eyes, big lips (that's what people say haha), and long legs. I'm not that skinny, chubby-ish. I'm a pretty chill person, introvert. I come off as shy but I'm pretty energetic when you get to know me. I'm competitive in games. I'm a loyal friend and good at comforting people. I like when people understand/accept me! I have a very open-mind!

Hey moonsbeta, we ship you with Rap Monster! Namjoon would absolutely adore you and constantly tell you how beautiful you are. He’s also very chill so you guys could totally vibe and do whatever together. He found it adorable that you came off shy and totally appreciate your energy- feeding off of it and running with it. He’d pull you into dancing crazily because of how energetic he would get from you. He’d appreciate your loyalty and comforting presence, which he may need from time to time. He’d absolutely love to get to know you and understand you, wanting to know you better than anyone else! He shares your open-mindedness and you both could talk about tricky topics effectively. I hope you like your ship!

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Hello :) Could I pretty please get a written BTS ship? I'm actually kind, friendly, down to earth and also clumsy. I well have the mind of 19+ lol I cannot live without talking and really love taking care of others. Good adviser. Yet, there is a time I need someone to hear me pour out about anything and give me courage. My goal is to have a big family. Love running, dancing and advanturous things even though I'd rather choose to lay down all day lol Thank you so much for your effort

Hello! We ship you with V! He’d love that you’re friendly and feed off of your energy, you two could cause some chaos (in a good way). He’d definitely use you as his rock since you’re down to earth since he can have some crazy ideas. He’d also tease you for being clumsy all the time! You both could think of anything and everything to talk about and he’d absolutely adore your caring spirit. He would listen to all your emotions being poured out and would be there to give you strength no matter what. He loves kids and has talked about wanting many kids so the big family idea would be shared. You both could go on some crazy adventures and I can see him randomly playing music and pulling you into dancing, seriously or crazily, but would totally be up for cuddling and watching movies when you feel like having a lazy day! I hope you like the ship!

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Ask the Mods!

Hey all, Mod Phoenix here, I thought it would be cool to have an ask the mods day! Ask us anything from kpop stuff like biases or favorite songs to personal stuff like favorite things or what we aspire to be. I'm working on a drabble right now, but I've been busy getting ready for a con in a few days so it's been a slow process, so this could be a fun thing in the mean time! (Also you can literally ask anything at anytime, not just today!)

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Heyo! Can I please get a svt and bts ship? I'm 5'5 and have black hair with blackish eyes. I'm a Virgo and I'm kinda messy despite my sign. When you first meet me, I seem calm, quiet and cold. If I'm comfortable around you, I can be really loud though. I make really cheesy jokes all the time and am kinda lazy. I can also get pretty impatient sometimes. I love wearing hoodies and singing really loudly in the shower :'). I also have a language learning obsession. (Idk what else to put, thank you!)

Hey eazycheezy, in Seventeen I’d ship you with Woozi (my bias hehe)! Honestly when people first see him some think he can be cold, but honestly he’s a dork. He’d need someone like you who is calm after a long day of chaos with the other members. He’d absolutely love when you got close and saw the loud side of you, he can be loud from time to time so with you it might even happen more often! He may act like your jokes are stupid and roll his eyes, but he honestly thinks they’re cute. He’d definitely be up for being lazy together, especially after practice (I mean he was shipped with a chair at one point lol). No matter if you’re good at singing he’d adore hearing you singing in the shower and may even sing along!

In BTS we ship you with Suga! He’s seen the same as you are, calm, quiet, and cold- so he could easily relate and see past it. He has a loud crazy side as well so when you got loud he’d be just as loud, both of you might end up yelling excitedly about something. He’d honestly like your cheesy jokes and might even tell them to the boys the next day at practice. He shares your impatience at times so maybe you could both help each other build a patience. Of course this boy would be all for a lazy day spent with you, doing nothing with his favorite person was his ideal day! He’d be totally in awe of the languages you learn, constantly asking how to say something. I hope you like your ships!