#moots can ask for my discord whenever

[nishibai]

me realizing that i can say hi or how are u to my mutuals/friends on here and i wont be shot 10 times or mauled perhaps

[she-wont-miss]

hiiiii just wanted to say i think you're really cool and you are so so right about nancy and ronance and byler and everything basically <3

(sinclairsmayfield)

hi?? i love you/your blog so much and i would like to say that you're so right about max and lucas and el and lumax and absolutely everything else!! <333

[slytherinshua]

warning: sappiness ahead fr

it's been 424 days since i started my blog, and here we are.

1000 followers.

1000.

10 to the power of 3.

that is, in fact, a lot of people.

i can't even begin to understand how 1000 people like my writing. i think that it will still take me a while to feel like a good writer, even though i've just accomplished this milestone of followers.

i feel like a novice all the time, because, well, i've only been writing since january of 2022 (613 days, if i've calculated correctly). this hobby of mine was spontaneous and new and is still something i need to get a lot better at. i never wrote when i was younger apart from academic essays, it just wasn't something i found interesting, but since i've gotten into fanfiction, i've found my place where i can write and be creative.

the sincerest thank you to everyone who likes my writing. whether you were my first follower or my 1000th follower, i love you.

somehow this has started to feel like a well thought out thank you speech for some big occasion, even though it's just funny old tumblr dot com where little zanna reached a milestone. but this feels like an eventful day, but i'm still writing just whatever comes to my mind, none of this post was planned beforehand.

i want to really really thank the people who have been a big part of my life, my tumblr moots and close friends. (more sappiness ahead ew)

@eternalgyu hannie is the entire reason i am even writing on this platform. she was the start to everything, from the very second i created this blog to now, she's been here for all 424 days. and i can't even understand why she has stuck with me for that long, but i love her more than anyone else on this planet. i've dumped all my ideas on her and given her spoilers for fics i was writing. she's given me so many ideas and suggestions that have really helped along the way to create this blog and get it to where it is today. she will always be number 1 for me. she is irreplaceable. hannie, i love you so much.

@blue-jisungs axe :D the first blog i followed, and my first moot. she has been here from before i hit 100 followers. she's read my shitty old writing from when this blog was just starting to form. and i thank her for sticking with me cause my writing back then was not the greatest, let's just say that. axe has always been someone i looked up to, especially when i was first starting. i loved her writing and it inspired a lot of the first fics i wrote for this blog!! she'll always be one of my closest friends, i love her so much.

@hannahsophie0103 thank you for being one of the first people to send in requests, and for continuing to give me ideas. i get a lot of requests now, but when this blog was still a fetus, my inbox sat empty for weeks and weeks. i got so inspired and motivated whenever i got a request, and writing was truly so fun whenever i felt like i was writing for someone.

sorry for lumping you all together, but all my caratblr moots, i love you so much. everyone in the moot circle especially-- who i've talked to on the discord server-- you are some of my closest friends, and i love how we're all here, just writing some silly little fics for seventeen on tumblr. some of you have absolutely incredible writing that i can only hope to achieve one day. when i read some of your fics, it feels like actual art. words strung together so beautifully that i can say with no hesitation that you've created an actual masterpiece. thank you for inspiring me and talking to me daily, i hope you haven't gotten bored of me. you all feel like my close friend group, who i could share anything with and you'd still support and love me. thank you for being friends with me, and i love you.

i think that we've passed all the sappy speech part yay!! now to announce my 1K follower event :) *drum roll*

the love sight event.

what's the love sight event, you may ask? well, although i had dozens of ideas for what to do once i reached 1K, i decided that since txt was the start for this blog, i wanted them to be the centre of my event.

love sight will be a multiple part series where each member of txt will get their own fic.

i've put a lot of thought and planning into this event (only the planning though, i have a long way to go for actually writing the fics, but i'll get there eventually). i expect that actually completing this event will take... a very long time. so please bear with me as i write these fics!!

i have some other things planned soon for fics, such as the caratsland song event and some possible collaborations, so if there is a wait between fics for love sight, i'm sorry about that!!

i hope you all really enjoy the event, and once again, thank you. all 1000 of you, thank you so much. - zanna

[johnnycademylove]

Ok I'm way too impatient to wait to make an intro soooo

☕️ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ SAM'S INTRO

"I never noticed colors and clouds and stuff until you kept reminding me about them. It seems like they were never there before."

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🗓️ ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ blog created : 5/6/24

🗓️ ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ intro updated : 6/3/24

♡ Self intro

Hihihii ^^ you can call me sam or sammy

He/him - transgender pansexual 😤

🇻🇳🇺🇸 ♡ sadly I can't speak Viet and my friends make fun of me for it 🥲

13 - nov. 13

I mainly draw or reblog, but every now and then I'll write headcannons

Interests

・the outsiders (Main)

・omori

・enstars

・ohshc

・karate kid

・ haikyuu

♡ About my art

・I have art reqs set up! I'll work through them whenever I have art block

・I LOVELOVELOVEEE drawing hcs pls send some to my inbox 😣😣

・I mainly draw Johnny and Pony but ill try to draw the others as best as I can

・I will NOT draw minor x adult, 18+ art, or anything that makes me uncomfortable

・You can tag me under anything you'd want me to draw (unless im busy ofc)

♡ Other

About mutuals

I don't mind being mutuals with anyone, just ask me or follow me back! I honestly have never made any moots, so I might be a bit shy 😭 Besides that, I look forward to making friends here ♡

Boundaries

・Pls don't use she/her pronouns when referring to me unless you didn't know I'm trans

・don't use my art without crediting me by either tagging me or alt text

・DNI IF : NSFW /k!nk blogs (unless I interact first or nsfw is implied), racists, transphobic, homophobic, sexist, proshipper, comshipper. (Basic DNI)

About blogs

This is my main blog; ill be posting art and answering questions

@loveyoujohnnycade: sideblog 1; info about my AUs, doodles, and ideas

About other platforms

TikTok: johnnycademylove

Discord: keitohasumimylove

Ao3: ralph_freakio

☕️ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ End

Thank you for reading ♡♡

[caustic-caffeine]

Helpful Casey Guide (or, what you’ll find here)

this post updates from time to time | last update: june 13, 2024

Who is a Casey

aka “Asphodelity”

a(n):

digital (and sometimes traditional) artist ;

worldbuilder ;

rock and metalhead ;

ambulatory wheelchair user and chronic illness haver ;

incredibly based individual with all the correct opinions and the coolest hair you’ll ever set eyes upon (/j)

low quality rendition of me below 👌

What is a Casey

Ingredients:

healthy helpings of neurodiversity, queerness, disability ;

the occasional political, theological, or philosophical post ;

large portions of art and writing, particularly of ocs ;

status updates and storytimes

This blog may be unsuitable for people below the age of fifteen. Please stop use and consult a physician (/hyp) if you have allergies to any of the following:

red/black eyestrain ;

gore, too many eyes ;

fictional drug abuse ;

fictional toxic relationships ;

overall dark themes such as violence, abuse, etc ;

possible artistic, non-sexual nudity ;

potentially “cringey” things ;

a marginalized person expressing themself online (controversial, they know)

When is a Casey

Whenever he feels like it, in the pst timezone. …Don’t expect a lot of consistency

Where is a Casey

You can find Casey in a number of places, with varying levels of activity. Not all are listed but these are the most relevant:

instagram profile

art fight profile

toyhouse profile

discord server

pronouns page

cara (inactive here)

Why is a Casey

well, when a man and a woman love each other verrry much—

Casey, in short, just wants to share their experiences and thoughts and perhaps promote greater understanding and appreciation for others like him. Also, with a blog, they can dump what’s in their head without derailing conversations with friends! Yippee!

Other Info About Casey

“Who’s that one oc I see so frequently on this page?”

This is them! They’ve kinda unintentionally become the main mascot™️ of my social media presence lmao

you can find more details about them at their toyhouse page. feel free to draw ‘em :3

“Do you have a DNI/BYF?”

Not really. If you’re an asshole, I’ll just block you :p I’d prefer if people younger than 13 or older than 35 don’t interact, but if we’re already moots or you’re interacting for art reasons then go ahead!

“What’s your commission status?”

Closed for the moment; art trades and collabs are open though, so feel free to reach out if you’re interested! I currently don’t feel comfortable making money off of my art; I want to improve and expand my horizons first n all!

“What hashtags can I use to search your profile?”

#art: #oc art, #oc ref sheet, #illustration, #doodle, #art fight, #art trade, #art commission, #gift art (for specifics)

#just thoughts: #asks open, #answered asks (for specifics)

#writing; #oc lore, #worldbuilding (for specifics)

[mahikamihan]

Tag at least six people (can be more than six if you want), and say at least one nice thing about or to each of them. Can be mutuals, can be people you follow, can be people you don’t know but just happen to exist in the same circle(s) with. All you gotta do is tag them and say something nice about/to them :)

Because why not! Plently of nice things to say and go around :D As tagged by Taizi @rebelwithoutabroom and Scoops @scoops404, ouuugh such beloved writers 💖💖💖

@foolishfreckles moss slkdlsdks i'd like to think that you and your posts are the ones that got me into watching foolish gamer stuff more! (or at the very least, kept my early interest in his streams going) although i don't watch his stuff as much, I really enjoy seeing the art and foosh related content i get on my tumblr dash that im pretty sure is 88% from you

@vadergf rey, you were one of the first moots who interacted with me and really helped bring me out of my shell, I remember one of the first asks I ever received on this blog (EVER!) was you feeling mock-offended (/joking /affectionate) bc I called you a 'prev' on a reblog and knowing that it's okay to use nicknames and being friendly with other dtblr accounts is okay... idk that just really helped me feel comfortable in this community as a newbie 🌸 love love love seeing your art!

@traidyy lucky, omg the first half of 2023 were so memorable bc of the stuff we did with geoguessr and just seeing your shimeji on my desktop and you have such a bright soul, I hope you keep on glowing! 🌟 (like your fun lil blinkies!)

@jacentric jace, i don't think we interact 1-on-1 a lot, but I do see you reblogging from me and liking stuff that I post so just want you to know I appreciate that! Whether you just like to lurk or just shy, just wanna let you know i see you! 🫂😊

@wolfboypunzo asher thank you for making the dtk+blr discord! I'm such a lurker there, I don't post a lot but it's really nice to know there's a safe space whenever I just wanna see what people are doing or just pop in to ask for ideas from people there or just generally get out of my own head sometimes 🥺💗

@findinghomes I adore your writing so much, you have been very enocouraging in your tags and I just remember feeling overwhelmingly very poetic and very pretty things whenever I think of you and your blog and your fics and the stuff you reblog on my dash 📜 also i lovelovelove your account name 🌻

@voidpidgeon voib 🐥aaaah hanging out and drawing with you during the dtqk+ bigbang stuff was so nice! I'm always so impressed with how good your art is and how fast you draw 💗💗💗💗💗💗 i hope to come across you again in another dtblr related event or something similar!

okay, i think this is all the love i can muster today or else i won't have energy to work on my grad stuff the rest of teh night. Thank you @bottleofchaos for making this activity and giving me a reason to gush about how much i love yall eheheh <3

[mesanthropi]

hihihi moots as svt memes go!

i feel like i know you from somewhere, anon 👁️👁️ but i have a shit ton of those so LET'S GO. I'M DOING THIS FOR ALL MY MUTUALS (memes under the readmore)

@wheeboo still can't believe we're moots. anyway, i literally just clicked on this one solely for the captions, but i guess i just gravitated to seungkwan naturally. we're all shocked by capitalism, but ate rani would be the most shocked by it. (she'd hate gas prices here in the ph)

@weird-bookworm these are all gonna be gose pictures, huh? /j this was literally her with me earlier this afternoon. like i was all "should i let the intrusive thoughts win", she came into the replies, then on discord HAHAHAHAH im so sorry you have to deal with my nonsense, but i am stuck with you like oxygen to blood cells.

@3ninth ok not a kpop mutual, but i don't have many mutuals so ya'll are here now no matter what fandom you come from 👉👉 homie is my fellow discord mod. miss her sm fr, hopefully she's back when the owner pops back in from school activities!! if you see this, paula, hope ur having a great time. if not, tell us who we need to beat up

@fairyhaos ATE YENAAAA <33 ok so as an alternative, there's [this], but! primarily, she's giving. this specific mingyu pic. this was defo them during the shua dating rumors and i don't blame her, BUT ALSO. I FEEL LIKE THIS IS ALSO A THING WHENEVER AN ILLEGAL REQ POPS INTO THE ASK BOX. WHEN ARE WE GETTINBG AN UPDATE ON THE COUNT /JJJ

@kyeomyun she's the homie frfr actually. jadaders would tbh go "that's unfortunate" with the biggest smile on her face if there's any minor inconvenience that happens to either you or her. it's either in a way where girlie is fr amused by your misfortune, or this is a call for help. she's going thru it @ school so hopefully she gets a break soon ^^

@i-luvsang just for you, i'm getting an atz meme (and also bc its their 5th debut anniv <3). feel like marimoon would get the nearest stuffed animal in a shop, call for me, and do this with the blankest face they can manage. i'd lose my mind ofc i laugh at everything but especially shit like this. it's deadpan humor, i swear

@hannyoontify KIKIEEEEEEE <333 DO YOU LOVE ME /LYR /J anyway, kie!! my homie kie, we miss you here at residencia misantropia. moving on, we have this lovely jeonghan screenshot from a knowing bros episode. feel like this is their mood sometimes. hopefully you're taking care of yourself, man! when you come back, we're here with open arms fr ong!!

@joshuahonggf JIAAAA we don't talk much but i adore her sm. [img text's rough tr: i know you're getting nervous about tomorrow, sis] we'd probably be the type of homies who'd spam e/o on discord about a project we're grouped up in. or an exam. or a performance, one or the other. but we end up doing great anyway B))) we're cool like that

@haowrld HI PRE 👉👉👉 abnother filo buddy of mine hehehe. wishing u luck on ur fic btw! i assign to you this woozi screenshot. because sometimes, we get those moments of having zero thoughts in our head. this is also at every writer ever, we're good at imnagining shit but actually writing it is either the hardest thing ever or it comes naturally. goodluckies!!

@wqnwoos HANA WHO CAME BACK BECAUSE ANON CALLED THEM POOKIE 👉👉👉 /jjj but seriously, hana was one of the ppl i first followed after i discovered svt fics on tumblr. she's one of the firsy writer si followed!! but considerinh the fact that she used my iwn salt shaker threat against me, this is what they'd send me i think. idk. its lke 1:21 am im getting sillier with these

@mach1nat1on YOU. ASSHOLE. TRAUMATIZER. IMN GIVING YOU THIS BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I FEEL SOMETIMES WHENEVER YOU DO SOME SHIY IN THE PRIVATE SERVER. YOU HURT MY BBGS YOU HURT ME!! DID YOU KNOW THAT!?!?!??! NOW YOU'RE JUST SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW 🗣️🗣️ but i also love u dw i forgive u everytime and i support your righst and your wromgs. just know that we are forever in a love/hate relationship

@lumasahina im gonna sc this and send this to our priv server but!! hey dude <3 traumatizer numero uno right beside mac and holls. this is you wnheever i manage to put lore into my silly little writings and my silly little characters. and for the record, just so you know, i feel the same way sometimes. i love how you do lore tho! it's always so well-done n they flow well hehe

@holland (not @ing for other reasons) my HOMIE OF ALL HOPMIES, MY POOKIECAKES MY POOKUMS SNOOKUMS <3 sorry abt that those were rge demons. the voices. anyway! here's your assigned meme. skz just for you. i'd take pics of you like this. those 0.5 angles on iphone, then use them as reaction pics or emojis in our server. but i would also cherish these pictures bc they're you and you r my resident "across the world homie for years". stay safe, drink water, and i hope to finish ur req soon aughhhh

holy shit its like 1:53am now wtf

[minarcana]

anyways some hesperosposting so its not all technically spread out between 2-3 unwilling discords of my utter insanity, and can be on my blog for vague posterity

he lived post pandae shut hte fuck up. purging the athena out of him was easy because she had an insanely difficult time getting him to ally with her in the first place and making him into a stable hemitheos (at least that much is canon) but purging the vampire out of him was nigh impossible because he was, in fact, the most stable hemitheos. as such he's still a keywarden as a vampire, he's just also a prisoner. hed rather commit seppuku than betray lahabreas trust again though so its fine

his deal with erichthonios is that he has, in fact, always liked erich and that was a sincere feeling. however he also felt "its super weird and kinda unfortunate that this kid sucks ass at magic, i cant believe lahabrea and athenas kid is so shitty at casting? is something wrong with him?" and that got manipulated into the shit he was talking at erich in raid.

hes never cared one way or the other for athena bc she was/is entirely irrelevant to him. even as a hemitheos lol sorry athena. he tolerates her with ambivalence at best and it was pulling teeth for her to find a way to maniuplate him into lashing out within pandae.

its canon that hes known 'for his kindness to warder and prisoner alike' at pandae hesperos is out here organizing employee birthday parties shut up. he cares about you. he is the one who was giving the proto-carbuncle cat treats and thats why its so pissed off and hungry now bc its caretaker fucked off to be gay and dead. if he were demoted from keywarden to mere prisoner there would be an uprising of the minor employees who all like him, so truly the "hes both" is just the best solution for lahabrea

he was much more reserved pre-auracite but still had a grand tendency for the dramatic whenever he was relaxed enough to not be putting on professional airs. its much worse after pandae because the auracite broke down a lot of his ability for self-restraint and he has a hard time rebuilding it. generally he is Extra and internally dialed up to about 11 while trying to act as if he's at 2. he was an artsy bitch and participant in the equivalent of a drag/ball fashion scene before raids and now that he can't leave pandae hes grumpy about being deprived from theatre and will find workarounds to do something engaging. he modifies his own clothes to make them more Interesting, dress code be damned.

truly he is a theatre bitch forced by his profound lust for lahabrea to be a zoo warden

the original Beaste in greek lore hes combined with is more like a ghoul than a vampire but since he is obviously meant to be a european vampire, he is a european vampire instead of a ghoul. he possesses vampiric weaknesses, namely he can't go out in the sun (moot, since pandae is underground) and requires a diet of "other people's life" to function, though this is easily afforded through a supply of aether supplementation from the aether pandaemonium cycles. he'd be healthier with blood but he isn't going to ask anyone about that.

he is so so so photosensitive. he cant see for shit when it's bright. he can barely see for shit when its not bright if hes taken off his glasses, but turn the lights on too high and he'll walk into a wall.

the little bat minion you get from p4 is a part of him. it's a familiar generated from himself. unlike hesperos proper, those can be out in the sun.

his fighting style is most equivalent to a red mage. as a modern xiv au (as a reincarnation, i guess? not a shard, like if he were the same dude but eorzean) he'd be a red mage with some voidsent poisoning. in a modern human au he's a zoo vet.

[pancakesim]

in my hiatus™️ era

i’m not leaving but sims is uninstalled(real) and i’m vibin playing other games and doing other things. there are a couple of unposted edits and things i’ll eventually get around to posting before the year ends but don’t expect much from me (not like i was giving much recently anyways LOL)

my cc finds will still b pretty active and i’m lurking like i usually do

not like i got moots like dat but you can always send an ask for my discord ovo if u wanna chat or game 🫣

see yall 🔜 or whenever, stay spicy simblr

[dilxcs]

jsgdjas hewoooo wifey ue plushie humper is here :> also this gonna be kinda long but answer only those u are comfortable with! 5, 11, 28, 34, 39, 40

hiii my sweetheart 🤍 — not the plushie humper shbshs

hehehe thank you for asking these questions! I had a lot of fun answering them <333

question time [💬]

5. What made you start your blog?

Simply put: I was bored 🥲 I started my blog during Covid back in 2021 and honestly I didn’t even plan on writing anything or being engaging with others. Ffs I didn’t even know what ‘moots’ meant, cause I didn’t have any. Later on I started posting haikyuu hcs and apparently they did good enough for me to make new friends and out of impulsivity I joined one of my moots their discord server where I met some of my closest friends to this day 🥰

11. What do you consider to be romance?

Oh god, this is kind of a difficult question for me. Mostly, bcs 1. I’m aro and I don’t feel any romantic attraction to anyone like most do (if anything, I feel platonic attraction) and 2. I’ve never been in love before. However, from what I gathered throughout the years and my friends’ their relationships, I would consider romance to be quite special if you find someone who is committed and serious about you. Romance is about respecting each other and to feel connected to one another on a different frequency level. Yet, unfortunately in this day and age, many people don’t see it this way and rather disrespect the one they ‘love’ by means of cheating and whatnot. But that’s another can of worms I’m not going to open up

28. Do you collect anything?

I do! I collect magnets from different cities and countries either I have been to or where my friends have been (I always ask them for a magnet)! Oh and I like to collect perfumes! My fave one rn is “Coffee break” by Replica

34. Any pet peeves?

Oh boy, I have a lot shsbhsbs 🙂 So lemme just name three of the ones I can think of rn:

People who chew with their mouth open

I know that in some cultures it is a good sign to chew with your mouth open cause it shows that you like the food, but I just can’t handle the sounds

Whenever you walk around outside and someone bumps into you without saying ‘sorry’

It’s just fucking rude

When someone can’t seem to stop talking about themself without showing any interest in someone else or when they make a topic you’re talking about all about themself (even when said topic has nothing to do with them)

Again, it’s fucking rude and tbh when someone does this I immediately dip the convo

39. Youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?

Special Edd shbsjsns plsss this guy is so fucking funny I cannot with him! Eddie is a Mexican dude who plays horror games and it always scares the shit out of him

40. Any bad habits?

Hands down: procrastination 🥲 Speaking of, ‘m procrastinating rn and instead of writing my English portfolio, ‘m reading the Genshin manga hsvsjsb

[awlumii]

shizu!!! oh goodness—when i tell you i jumped after seeing the notification of you're blog pop up ;; how are you feeling now, dear? i can't say for certain that you feel better now but i hope that you at least feel somewhat better than before, i was and still am really worried :(( if it weren't for my shitty wifi you would've logged in to tumblr and see like a shit ton of asks from me haha ^^'

my intuition tells me that you're probably feeling a strong sense of loneliness and i know my words are (possibly) will not shake that feeling away but i am here for you if you ever want some company, sure being miles away from one another is not going to solve it but i will try my best!

here's a gentle reminder, whether you start feeling that strong sense of loneliness again or not, this is basically all you're moots and friends are right now or whenever that feeling starts to act up again:

jokes aside though — i have so, so much more to say but i lowkey can't form a coherent sentence right now because an overwhelming feeling of happiness has taken possession of me (why? because i'm so glad and happy to see you!)

lastly, i love you very very much, bub!! here's a bone crushing virtual hug to compensate for my lack of words ლ(^o^ლ)

hoping that tomorrow and beyond treat you better and all the more kindly, you deserve all the happiness in the world.

— much love and appreciation, yoi.

yoi... :( you're always so nice to me, i'm actually kinda tearing up in public rn..

i'm feeling okay, i suppose? okay enough that i'm out and about, doing my best to start the semester off right. certainly better than before, though. unfortunately, you're right on the money with the whole loneliness thing;; but i really do appreciate that, it's reassuring to know that i can come to you in a time of need :( 💕 the same applies for you too! you have my discord, so don't hesitate to reach out if you really want or need someone to talk to!

ily too, very very much! 🫂💗 and i hope that the day has treated you kindly as well 💗

[xythlia]

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BEFORE YOU FOLLOW!!

this blog contains nsfw + dark content! you must be 18+ to interact with me. [but I don't check every single person that interacts w my works bc that just not sustainable im just assuming everyone is respecting general 18+ rules]

i do ramble/talk generally on here so pls consider that before following if ur only looking for blogs posting only fandom content. this blog is mine, for me, but there are tags for you to blog if need be.

I post about my personal drug & alcohol use please feel free to unfollow if that's triggering for u I know for a lot of ppl it is no hard feelings

don't interact with me if you're a shit person with shit beliefs (racist, antisemitic, misogynistic, transphobic, homophobic, ect) or bring shallow drama or discourse everywhere [real world issues are not drama btw bc it affects real people and real lives].

im a semi fast writer but go thru cycles of dry spells n inspiration idk it happens when it happens. I post whenever I have something finished, I don't follow a schedule.

IF YOU FEED MY FICS INTO AN AI I WILL HUNT YOU FOR SPORT DO NOT PUT MY FICS INTO CHAT GPT OR ANY OTHER PROGRAM FUCK YOU FOREVER IF UR THE PERSON THAT FED MY FICS INTO THAT FUCKING AI

INTERACTIONS!

feel free to send anons about anything even just to talk about each others days I luv interacting w everyone<3

do not spam my inbox pls if I haven't answered ur ask I'm either saving it bc it was sweet/cute or it's something I don't wanna entertain. emoji anons are welcome!

I block freely bc so please do not try reaching out to me asking about why I blocked you, frankly it's weird to put anyone on the spot like that. this blog is my space so I have the right to block anyone just like you do. if it seems my blog unfollowed you please reach out bc it's probably a glitch, I don't soft block.

everyone can & should curate their own experience on here so if you wanna break mutuals please just hard block.

do not dm me about weird shit if we're not friends/moots, it's a lil uncomfy. however moots can always msg me about anything & I'm always here if u need something

moots can ask for my discord

do not spam request or I will block you. I get it, I got it the first time but I'm not an AI so u gotta be patient or hit the bricks.

pls do not involve me in discourse, especially if it has absolutely nothing to do with me. I have no problem supporting friends if they're going thru something but public shit is extremely messy & often time gets blown out of proportion by everyone involved. Plus drama isn't something ppl follow my blog for so I'm not gonna be putting that all over peoples dashes

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WRITING!

this blog is multifandom so you'll see me write whatever i want usually although I mostly post for om, genshin, n one piece rn

I do take requests, you have to be patient tho bc this is a hobby not a job & I don't wanna end up hating something that brings me joy

with requests pls do not double dip requests, if someone has already written that specific thing for you I will not be doing it again. It feels rude to be reworking something someone else has already done

do not recommend me on other platforms (especially tiktok) or I'll explode u with my mind fr. do not post screenshots of my works either.

I don't write mommy kink, ddlg, piss, scat, vore, feet, feederism, or bug chasing. that doesn't mean I'm against any of those things, im not shaming it's just not stuff I wanna write about. all other things I do write will be tagged accordingly tho

all the characters I write for are canon adults, I don't write for minors or age up minor characters.

thank yew 4 reading all this & respecting my boundaries!

[willowedwisteria]

oh lord im so fecking sorry for my friend that pulled an essay on you- i didnt know they would add some stuff about the past events until i found out today.

but ig its time ill tell the truth, and its a stupid one honestly. im currently under the weather and starving so i might write a bit shorter than usual.

so, uh. the reason why i was avoiding yall back then, was because- uh-

i felt like i was the last resort, you know, the third, fourth, fifth wheeler in a friend group. this wasnt the first i’ve experienced it. i know i speak a lot and tend to interrupt (truly sorry for that), and sometimes i was told to talk less or just be quiet.

i was also told that i always interrupt every conversation when a common interest was mentioned irl.

i already mentioned it in my blog but im going to say it again, i honestly felt like i have to please everyone on the discord server, that i have to play my cards right to please the many interests of everyone there.

dont get me wrong, i love feeding all of you fics about your fav(maybe slander them in the process too), but over time it felt like i was working hard just for recognition that “hey, im here. i still exist.”

again, this wasnt the first time i’ve experienced this. heck, i wrote like 2-3 fics just for gaile (one of them is diluc), like i was tryna impress for whatever reason. and honestly? i regret feeding gaile now. i dont hate gaile, i just regret writing fics for them.

and yes, im sensitive, i tend to get jealous of petty things, ill admit that. but i try to reason myself that “your moots have lives outside of tumblr, Hana. Of course they won’t notice your work/message/etc.”

honestly sound like im guilt tripping but im genuinely not.

i hated that i have to please people even on the internet, as if i was born to make everyone around me happy, forever making me an afterthought.

like that time where i send out a message that it was also my birthday but was met with silence, so i quickly deleted it out of embarrassment. (gunter and i shared the same birthday, surprisingly.)

and yes, i regret send that ask to you. i really do. sagau villain au has gotten way too stale here, another major reason why i regretted that. and yes it was supposed to be what my friend previously said, but i didnt expect it to blow up and it to become your au.

i often get attacked whenever i mentioned that i was the reason it blew up, but thats selfish of me, i shouldve kept my mouth shut. ahh yes, the good times where my tumblr blogs were too dangerous for me and my former followers. hah

ah flip, i got sidetracked haha. im not seeking for forgiveness, nor am i asking to interact with my former moots again. i came here to tell the truth.

a petty, childish truth.

but we all have flaws no matter how well we hide it.

im under the weather, family and childhood has messed me up, and honestly i feel like ending it all sometimes one way or another.

however, if you do want to interact with me again, feel free to tag me, even if i dont respond much. i wont respond at all if its in pms, im too awkward for that. you can decide whether you want to publish this ask or not, i dont mind.

-Hana

I have no right to say that I can truly understand how you feel since I didn't go through what you had to painfully experience, but I can say that I relate to it.

But, let's not talk about me right now.

You don't have to apologize, it was partially my fault. Your friend must have brought it up to me because I needed to at least know.

If avoiding us was your last resort, then I and I hope the rest of your old mutuals respect your decision. Tumblr may not have a place for you, but you definitely will always have a special seat in my blog.

You've been so strong after facing so much unnecessary hate. If you've experienced such hurtful comments about you supposedly interrupting someone else, unintentionally or not, I can kind of see why this was your last resort.

Recognition, fame, to not be forgotten. I don't know how to console or help you, but I'm glad you decided to take the time off of Tumblr. This is an unhealthy mindset.

If you look back into my blog, I also felt jealous of things such as notes and stuff. I felt insecure because my fics weren't doing well and I thought my writing had become terrible. I was insecure. I think you went through something similar.

You don't have to call yourself sensitive because many people also surprisingly feel this way as well. It's a valid and plausible thing, but it's also very unhealthy. Tumblr was just supposed to be this place to interact and have fun, and take a break from life.

I really wish I got to know more about you and bond with you. You seem like a wonderful person. However, for now, I don't think you'd need that.

Again, I'm so sorry for the trouble. That one mistake of mine escalated so much. We might not know each other that well, and nor do your old mutuals, but I'm sure many did miss you.

Thank you for your time here and for being here.

Thank you for the truth, Hana.

[sy-on-boy]

Hiii my DamiAnya Twitch Streamer AU is here :DD

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Anya is nineteen and a Twitch streamer. Damian “Not a Simp” Desmond is her top donor who never speaks in chat. (Modern / College / Twitch streamer AU, Crack, Fluff)

Some snippets below! >0<

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Anya wasn’t even looking at chat because she was too stunned by Griffin actually sending her a message. “Oh hey, you spoke!” She sounded genuinely delighted. “I’m surprised but I’m really happy.”

“To new followers: griffin basically got anya most of her gear. p sure he sponsored her first professional mic and facecam”

“griffin is a LEGEND in the starlight community” 

“is griffin anya’s little pogchamp”

“Moderator here: I can confirm Griffin has never spoken but is a loyal supporter on Twitch and Patreon. Anya speaks highly of Griffin in discord” 

“wasn’t griffin the guy who sent her a jumbo pack of peanuts for xmas? she was super pumped abt that” 

“this is what rich people do on twitch. send money to our meme queen.”

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“hey starlighttwt moots is it just me or is griffin not here :/”

“umm that’s a real ass person, he can choose not to watch or he has some stuff to do /nm /gen”

“yeah but ive watched starlightanya for two years and he’s always there lol”

“rich guy doesnt know what to do with his time and money so he dedicates it all to our meme queen anya. lowkey simp behaviour lmao”

“OMG dont get me started on this bestie. like ik becks will kill me in the discord but my friends and i are lowkey shipping stargriffin HELP”

“SBAJKSBALJSA STARGRIFFIN HELP WHY DOES IT MAKE SENSE”

“PLEAAASE the way he shoves her money whenever she asks and how much she smiles when she recognizes his name… im going to hell for this naurrr”

Damian tossed his phone on his bed and it landed with a soft “thump”. His face resembled a roasted tomato and he almost started screaming in real life. WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY FEEDING THOSE TWITTER USERS?? He screeched in his brain. Shipping me with StarlightAnya… this is just crazy…

[twstedtales]

Athy's Year End Appreciation Post!

Hello, everyone! First of all, happy new year to all of you! I know I'm not very much active in Tumblr nowadays because of personal stuff at home but rest assured that I will pick up whatever writing I had left off, haha 😅😂 the previous year I spent with everyone was a total blast! And I love interacting and spending time with everyone else, including my anons (I DIDN'T FORGET YALL I PROMISE, YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET 💖), my moots and my lovely followers. 

I know I'm not the best with interacting and that is on me lol, but I wanted you to know that everything you do in my blog (whether it was liking, reblogging, commenting, asking or whatever!) are always appreciated! Even those who goes to my dms and talk to me (i love it when you talk to me i swear!) were all makes me smol heart goes uwu uwu 😭😂 

individual comments and appreciation utc bc its too long 😭😂💦

For my lovely @chervill whom I really consider as my online best friend and wifey, I can't thank you enough with how much you put up with my shit and clownery 😭 be it on discord or here, rest assured that you are most appreciated to me and all of your support and love! 💞 you were the first one to approach me when i said i needed friends in this community and you were extra special because of that xD and I can still remember the first time we talk LMAO that was so freaking awkward HELP 💀💀 but in all honesty, ilysm friend 💞

For my lovely grandma (/j) @eirasummers I know were both awkward beans but I am always happy whenever we talk💖💖 like, you were so supportive and great person how tf are u real 😭😭😭 you were that one responsible and caring adult that look out for the smol potats and whenever you remind us to take care of ourselves, it always makes my heart warm and fuzzy 😫😭😳 ilysm i hope you continue to prosper more in the future! 💖

For the cute and funny @pancaketachi who always been there to greet me whenever i went to a sudden hiatus, bb you were always loved by us, don't forget! 💖 we always appreciate your support, hornii (ehe), and your art are always great! Don't mind what other people says, but to us, you are a great artist and a friend 💞 ilysm i wished you the best and happy new year ahead!

For the talented and nice @rozengrotto who was the biggest azul kinnie I know, you are most talented and your art always uplift my spirits! 💓 I still haven't talk to you about the date I promise /j but...uh, soon? 😂😭 anyhow, you were always so nice and a pleasant to talk to! I hope we can be more friends (is that even a word?!) in the future and hope you more azul to come ehehe!

For the lovely @anise05 who always rebblogged and support my works omg, I can't put into words how much it warms my heart whenever you appear in my notifs and I always appreciate the asks you sent and it makes me happy and my stay here worthwile 💞 I hope we can talk more in the future 💖

For the talented @missbonekitty andreaaaa i admire your art so please don't stop doing what you love (including torturing ur children?!) please remember that you are always appreciated and loved by many people, presence and all! I hope you a happy year ahead of you <3

For the cute @tisafinedayforsimping the biggest jade simp i know?! I'm entrusting that shady eel to you since he doesnt like me at all 😭 but i know that he was always in the good hands with you ehehehe 💞 ilysm and please continue what you loved to do the most! (aka simping and drawing jade) you were doing great sweetie! 💞💞

For @kirayamidemon kiraaa i love how energetic and hyper you were in discord and you were not the one to shy away in doing what you want and for that, i had admire you and love u 😭💞💞 please dont sat that ur art is not enough, bc i assure you, your art is always god-like! And your support too, we appreciate you keysmashing and all 😌😂💖

For the nicest and lovely @thewitchofbooks nadia chaaaannnn i know im so stupid bc im not that active on our discord anymore 😭😭 but really, i appreciate how understanding you are and tolerating me (???) ilysm and thank you for being there for me and supporting me all the way until now! I don't know whats up anymore but know that I'm always be here for you whenever you need me <3

For the talented @chibichibisha shaaaaa i love all your ocs (esp nahal!!! i havent forgot him aha 😭😂😂) and keep up the great work! We all love you and i hope you the best new year ahead!

For the talented Kokone (HELP I DONT KNOW UR TUMBLR??? 😭😭😭) i know we dont talk much but I always appreciate and admire your art and our little talks in the server 💞 i hope you know you are loved ehehehe.

And for the lovely @hanafubukki i know i haven't replied to your message (im sorry i swear im gonna go online soon! 😭😭) and we just met like...a month ago but know that your posts, tags to me, messages and all are making me happy! You were always so supportive and fun to talk to, so please continue to do what you loved! 💖

For the mature and lovely @bakujho who was prolly the biggest floyd haver i know 🤔🤭 I always enjoyed talking to you (tho i admit im slightly intimidated aksksks) and holy shit yess ofc, your art are always greaaat! I still remember how we bond together with our salt over halloween jade and for me, thats prolly the biggest turn in our relationship(?) hahahahaha it was just so funny how the mfker dodged the two of us yet in the end, we manage to drag him by the ankles at least! ily and i hope you continue what you loved to do the most! 💞💞

For my most talented moots/friends(?) i think @nanamisflowerfield @honeytreydepressopresso @hettyoon @corvus-mellorii @drac0nia @halloweenismyfav (HELP LMK IF I FORGOT SOMEONE I SWEAR I HAVE A SNAIL BRAIN AND DIDNT MEANT TO LEAVE YOU OUT SSHWJWJ) and to all my anons and followers, ILY ALL SM AND DONT FORGOT THAT I ALWAYS APPRECIATE YOU ALL (pls come talk to me if u want hahaha i dont bite really ejshw) AND CARE FOR YOU. ILL ALWAYS BE HERE IF U WANT ANYONE TO LISTEN AND VENT TO HEHEHE.

iLYSM AND I HOPE THIS YEAR WILL BE MORE PROSPEROUS AND HAPPY TO YOU ALL 💞💞💞

the milestone event i talked about a week ago will be posted next week (finally?!)

- Athy <3

[sageinacage]

Why I am leaving this blog

This is the truth as of why I'm abandoning my tumblr, @/sageinacage.

CW: swearing/harsher language; mentions of breaking boundaries, sexualization, bondage, non-con/tickle torture, kinks, toxicity, overall rly uncomfortable topics

TLDR at the bottom.

Before I start, I want to say that I’m not talking about everyone in this community. Not everyone is like this, but still a lot of people are, and unfortunately the negatives are louder than the positives.

Having this blog was quite an adventure. It definitely had its ups and downs, but I was quick to notice that it had a majority of downs instead of ups. As of now, I'm dreading being on this page.

I don't feel comfortable here anymore and it's incredibly hard for me to feel any sense of safety in this community, and I honestly feel personally ashamed to be in the MCYT tickle community with the bullshit me and others have seen and experienced.

People go around on anonymous and practically harass creators, I've seen so many rude anons get sent to myself, my friends, and people on my dash. People are also breaking CC's boundaries left and right, and no one will listen to anyone when it's spoken up about. I remember making a post stating that if you send anon hate then DNI, and I lost 4 followers. So disappointing. Actually after I took a screenshot of my boundary/trigger list and posted it, someone sent me an ask and did EXACTLY what was listed in my triggers. It went fully against my boundaries, and it caused me to feel scared whenever I get a notification in my inbox, because I’m scared that somebody is trying to purposely trigger me again; and I shouldn’t have to be on Tumblr with such paranoia as I’m experiencing.

Going onto the topic of the more weird and uncomfortable side of the community, I also remember I made a post a while ago saying "if you support putting minors in heavy bondage, then unfollow," and I lost 5+ followers. To put it bluntly, that’s fucking disgusting. For those people to admit for putting minors in a borderline NSFW situation, since heavy bondage is quite literally something that only happens in the kink world and there’s nothing wholesome or cute about it, and for them to admit to doing it, is fucking weird. Though, I’m thankful those people got off my blog.

I have literally seen someone post art of c!Ranboo in heavy restraints and it didn’t even look remotely fun or consensual. It was pictured, or at least my friends and I interpreted it, that he was being tickle tortured and it was non-con. Though, it’s to be expected when the art is a dark-lit room with an intense tickle machine with heavy bondage, with a blindfold and what looks he is genuinely struggling. What made me even more uncomfortable is that an adult drew it. Another person wrote a fic of c!Ranboo in a lot of bondage with the sign “tickle toy” attached to him. That’s fucking weird. That’s practically something that never gets condoned in a strictly SFW sense. The sad part is that others and I have seen a lot of this happening around.

I was actually informed that an artist the other day on another MCYT tickle server drew literal non-con tickle art of Technoblade (/srs). I was revolted. The worst part is, some people didn't even have an issue with it and reacted to the image with heart emojis. For someone to draw non-con in a completely SFW server filled with a bunch of minors is creepy and weird. Non-con isn't a fun thing, and so many people, including me, have horrible experiences related to it; and for someone to turn it into a "heehee fun tickle" situation is fucked up. For someone to even fantasize non-con as a tickle fantasy just makes me feel sick. There are a few fics like this I've seen as well, unfortunately.

Related to non-con things, I've actually gotten a request before asking me to write Schlatt literally tickle torturing Tubbo, and multiple asks that are similar to that; even when on my request rules it stated not to ask for things related to that. Anything with the word "torture" in it is not consensual, especially in the context it was in. I’ve probably had to delete around 5–8 asks in total from my inbox that were related to non-con or torturous things, even after I already stated in my rules I do not write that stuff.

Another thing I've seen is romantic-esque things written with CCs and then the creator slaps a "/p" onto it, and all of a sudden it's okay? Ranboo has even stated in a stream that he is uncomfortable with his IRL self being written/drawn cuddling his friends, and I see so many fics and concepts of IRL Ranboo cuddling in some way (which I've spoken out about before, but again, no one listened).

Moving on, I've probably met the most toxic people in this community than any others I've been apart of- and I've been apart of a lot, I've been on Tumblr on different blogs since I was 11. For some reason, so many people love to guilt trip here (both my friends and I have noticed and experienced a bunch of people doing it in this community), and the people who get called out for it avoid apologizing like the plague. A person in this community made me and a few others literally scared to say no and scared to advocate for our boundaries, because of how much we got guilt tripped. And no, no one received an apology. But still, people DEFENDED this person, even though me and other people spoke out and explained how this person hurt us. That’s so fucking upsetting. I automatically don’t feel safe in a community where people willingly associate with a literal manipulator and someone who hurt probably over 10 people in total (/srs).

Another thing I've noticed is that so many people seem entitled to something. For example, when I got practically harassed by anons for my discomforts/triggers, basically trying to squeeze out reasoning. No one needs to explain their boundaries/discomforts to you, and this community doesn't understand that from what I've experienced; after being harassed by multiple people on anonymous multiple times, all of which were because of personal reasons I was not obligated to share. No one should be able to say that they got harassed by people on anon for their OWN BOUNDARIES. ON 3 DIFFERENT OCCASIONS AS WELL.

Long story short, I can’t help my triggers. Each of my triggers has developed from trauma I’ve gone through or a bad experience, and I shouldn’t even have to defend myself for my triggers/discomforts if people were respectful and weren’t so fucking entitled for an explanation. So many people in this community can’t mind their own business, and I unfortunately had to learn that the hard way.

I've also seen people project onto IRL CCs. Those are real and breathing people. I understand doing it for comfort, but, the CCs have a literal character that people can project onto, but for some reason, people have to push their things onto real life people. I’ve seen someone headcannon IRL Tommy as trans. That's like the same as your friend "headcannoning" you, a real person, as a different sexuality that isn't what you identify with, and one you may not even be OK with being seen as, and without knowing if you're comfortable with it or not. It's weird.

There are more points I could bring up and more specific things I could state, but I think you got the gist of why I'm leaving. I don't feel comfortable being a member in a community which a lot of its members condone in this stuff.

This is the reason why I'm only active in the MCYT tickle community on Discord, because my server, "Mcytickles," actually respects CCs boundaries and is truly an SFW server, and people are respectful towards each other. It's the only safe space I have in this community anymore, so please do not join it if you exhibit any of these things on this post.

No, I will not be coming back, so please do not try to convince me to stay. I’ve been wanting to leave for about a month now, so this isn’t some impulsive decision. I’ve been in the MCYT tickle community since April, and these problems have always existed but have just gotten worse and more extreme, so I’m leaving for my own mental health and to protect myself from further harm than what I’ve already received.

TLDR: I am leaving this blog and the MCYT tickle community on Tumblr due to the many boundary breaking and unacceptable behaviors I've seen be exhibited, and it makes me not feel safe and comfortable to be here anymore.

I want to thank my mutuals, though. You were all awesome and such kind and loving people, and I’m happy to be your guys’ mutual. I want to thank those who were always so nice to me and hyping up my work, and those who were respectful to everyone and advocated for boundaries. Thank you so much for everything, moots <3 (/gen)