#my brain can only think so much

[goldenflowers]

isabeau's confession at the end of ISAT is constantly living rent-free in my head it's so fucking good. right now i'm obsessed with the way he responds to siffrin saying "i love you too" because just. imagine you're siffrin and for so long now you've believed that you were horrible disgusting manipulative unloved and unworthy of love and yet. your best friend is telling you he loves you. and you feel that you love him too (in what way? the same way that he loves you? you're not quite sure yet, but stars, you feel like your heart is going to burst out of your chest, he means so much to you) so you tell him so.

and he responds by telling you he already knew that because he has eyes.

you're siffrin and you are kind passionate protective and so loved and full of love for your friends, your family, and yet you hate yourself so, so deeply that you don't see any of that but isabeau does. according to him it's written all over your face, apparently--the face you're always trying so hard to hide with your hat, which as the universe would have it, you don't have anymore!! and he sees you and he loves you and he knows you love him back, even after you said and did such horrible, cruel things to him and the rest of your family that you know they didn't deserve, after you almost broke the world trying to keep them by your side, somehow isa understands you and still loves every single part of you. and you love him, you love him, you love him because how could you not?

especially since he also got so excited when you told him you loved him that he shouted "CRAB YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" in your face.

[starmieknight]

Was thinking about Stan's habit of grabbing his chest when he's scared and then thought about what if he did end up having a heart attack or something after Ford came back. Like, he's been stressed for ages and now he's gotta worry about Ford potentially getting the kids into something dangerous like he did and where he's gonna go after the kids leave and what he's gonna do without the Shack.

Maybe it hits him in the middle of tour or something. Like, he's been feeling off all day and looks kinda ragged so maybe Soos is keeping close and sees him go down. At first, people think it's part of the tour or some typical Stan gag. And then he doesn't laugh or try to play it up for money. So the twins run down to the basement to get Ford.

He's kinda annoyed that his planning time's been interrupted by Stanley's antics, but the twins seem genuinely upset so he goes to check it out. And finds out Soos and Wendy called an ambulance and there really IS a problem. Then he kinda disconnects from the situation. Like, he's panicking internally but this isn't the first major medical situation he's been in. So he calmly gets the kids (Soos and Wendy included) into Stan's car and follows the ambulance to the hospital. He's the one wrangling the kids while they freak out and asking all the questions to the doctors and nurses about Stan's condition. He can't take time to worry about his brother because he's got a bunch of kids to reassure and they're all looking to him because he's the eldest person there. He's an old man with all the answers in the universe. If anyone can tell them Stan's gonna be okay, it's gonna be Mr. 12 PhDs.

Except... he doesn't.

He doesn't know anything about his brother's medical history past the age of seventeen. Dipper's the one to mention Stan's medication and Mabel knows his diet and Soos and Wendy know about his boxing hobby and work schedule. Ford has a hazy memory about Stan chewing his way out of a trunk once.

He starts thinking about how Stan's the only family he has left. Sure, the twins are there, but they don't really know each other. Shermie and his son are just over the state line in California, but they don't know who he is anymore. Stanley's been wearing his face for years and they never seemed to notice. His parents are dead. Fiddleford is 30 years in the wind.

Stanley's the only one who truly knows him. Knows about his deepest insecurities and childhood dreams. Who knows his favorite books and comic book heroes. About his first disastrous date and the kissing bot. About how badly things had gone for him and been at his doorstep only a couple of days after receiving a single postcard after 10 years of silence.

And Ford knows nothing of the man Stanley became. Stanley doesn't know how Ford has changed. How he's trying SO HARD to fix his mistakes.

And suddenly being so angry over some paltry little machine doesn't seem so important. Ford's the one who built a doomsday device.

He's still angry with Stanley taking his identity, but what does it matter if no one noticed? Sure, Stan got him a criminal record, but he made one of his own in the multiverse. Their family has always leaned to the gray side of the law.

And now they may never get the chance to know each other again. 40 years without each other and the pain of potentially losing Stanley cuts Stanford so deep he feels like he's the one dying.

So he sits in that cold hospital waiting room, four hysterical kids surrounding him, and wears a straight face while his world falls apart around him.

If you lose your parents, they call you an orphan.

If you lose your twin, they don't stop calling you a brother.

[dellamortte]

"He's trying to leave, Spite. It's... complicated. Mortals can't just change ourselves. It takes a lot of time."

[emioliravioli]

have i ever talked about how they're both the princess and her loyal knight? because they are, and they make me insane because of it.

[wendigot33th]

Holllly shit holy fuck

Ever since I've really gotten into HDG, I've had an Affini... headmate? Is that the right term? I'm still super inexperienced about coming to terms about my plurality, but holy fucking shit not only is it super fucking real xhes GOOD.

like REALLY GOOD

I don't even know how but she went ahead and florted someone.

A separate part of my own consciousness mommy dommed someone so hard that they LITERALLY BEGGED AND BEGGED to be called (read ahead if you don't want to see "those words" cutie) a Good Floret and I SURE AS HELLLLL couldn't do THAT! But to Synthii? Literally not a challenge. Get domesticated dingus.

Synthiis beautiful darling of a floret is nestled asleep in her vines~ fucked totally senseless and with a healthy heaping dose of class A and now that I'm back and rereading the convo IM GETTING FLUSTERED AS IF I WASN'T THERE TYPING IT ALL OUT!!!

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!! I LOVE BEING A SYSTEM!!!!

[son-of-avraham]

I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.

This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.

This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.

But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.

I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.

I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.

I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.

I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.

[ducktracy]

I can’t BELIEVE they’ve gone back to Porky living in a normal house and Daffy living in his bathtub. I have held “Porky & Daffy” in my heart for all these years as an ideal of portrayal. This is the happiest day of my life

SO NICE I'M POSTING THIS TWICE FOR CONTEXT just because i want to look at it again. ughhhhhhh the little bird on Porky's bedpost one of the photos released also has another, DIFFERENT little bird. if he's like Snow White or something i will cry. just don't let him around any dogs because he'll drop them from staircases or encourage them to jump off bridges

I MEANT TO ANSWER THIS WAY EARLIER, BUT IT WORKS OUT BECAUSE LOOK AT WHAT THE WARNER DEUTSCHLAND CHANNEL JUST POSTED TODAY:

I'M SO HAPPY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UGHGHGHGGHHG!!!! IT IS SUCH A GOOD PORTRAYAL ISN'T IT.. when LTC first came out i was very confident the opening to Firehouse Frenzy was a reference as well

I'M. SO. EXCITED. i know this needs to speculation like yeah no DUH. BUT AHHHHHHH. UGHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE. i'm so excited to see what other homages to other shorts are in store. I'M SO EXCITED I CAN'T ARTICULATE MYSELF. i was gonna have some big eloquent explanation about how much i love Porky & Daffy (the characters too) but my words are stopping short because i literally cannot focus because i am just SHROUDED WITH EXCITEMENTTTTTT CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING!

since i am in a CARTOON SHARING MOOD, here is the opening to Porky & Daffy for those who have never seen it because i have no idea when else i would post the entire opening. it's so endearing!!! look at the shaky camera truck-in and dissolve to the house... back when they were still struggling with how to do diagonal camera pans and double exposure effects.. :'))) i miss reviewing this era of cartoons profusely

i have a deep fondness for stuff like the shot of Porky grabbing the paper, Clampett seemed to have a similar fondness of starting shorts out of this era with close shots like that (Porky's Party opens on a very synonymous shot of Porky lighting the candles on the cake). Bobe Cannon's animation of Porky is adorable. some really smooth and hypnotic Chuck Jones animation of Daffy boxing with the pillows (in Chuck's last short working for Clampett!). this entire exchange is adorable. i am so excited for anything that even entertains the idea of modeling itself after this. i'm so excited.

[felix-krain]

I am very sane and normal :D

[plu-mo]

peakoh update doots yayge

i made a self indulgent character out of Elosie hoo hoo ha haacringe cringe cringe someone beat me to death cringe-

the concept is that she’s nene’s boring boring roommate. buuut she covers the rent when nene falls short- so nene really cant boot her. (especially when certain missions take longer than expected to complete)

i will probably never draw this eloise alt again- but the doodle sheet was fun lol

[natsmagi]

i posted this on my twitter already BUT! the tumblr people should see too.

have u guys ever noticed how in the pleiades night outfits, only natsume and tsumugi have a pentagram on their designs? this is likely a reference to the Pentagram of Venus!

as 5 periods of Venus take eight years, it makes it so when viewed from earth, Venus is in the same position with respect not only to the sun, but also the stars 5 times! with its path creating a pentagram, its recognized as the Pentagram of Venus in astrology! only natsume and tsumugi have a reference to Venus, the planet of love!!

and for anyone confused, note how one circle is for venus and the other for earth, just like in their design!! venus also conjunctions with the pleiades yearly!!! its all connected!! its so cool!!!!

[ganondoodle]

not sure if i said this in a seperate post before BUT

in the off chance that age of imprisonment (it cant only be me who thinks this name is as stupid as 'secret stone' at LEAST, right??) DOES "fill in the gaps" of whatever totk (or its story for that matter) is missing i am of the currently unchangable opinion that

it wont be any good/make anythign better, just make this unsavable mess even messier, though i was doubtful that was even possible, but i guess they CAN just double triple down on the hole they dug under the bar on the ground

............. that is fukcing EMBARASSING, what you need ANOTHER 70+ money (spin off) game to make your shitty story comprehensible????? macrotransactions alla nintendo? cut your lackluster game into pieces to sell for full price (which 70 is ALREADY overcharging imo) ??? embarassing, shameful, despicable

[kingtheghast]

Better luck next time!

Read Golden Hour by @kailysander

Chibi sets: Lorne+Erlea || Kazimir+Lorne

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[movedtonewblogcheckpinnedpost]

Okay, so at first I thought Jaime didn't really care about fatherhood at all, but at a second thought I think he might? Sure, he's not dad of the year, and it's not like he craves having children with all his soul and is devastated that Joffrey died, but I believe maybe there's some part of him that wishes things had been different and he could've built his own family? I dunno. I'm not sure. He always says things as "I should('ve) do(ne) this or that", so it's never clear if he is talking about his own feelings or if he is guilty for not having such feelings... It could go both ways, I guess. 🤔

[ysaefinn]

first real ask alert !!!! for suguru keeping us needy, ik it’s canon that he’ll satiate our needs somehow but i imagine some days when we crave penetration, even if we act all slutty n desperate, he’ll coo and tell us “aw baby…i don’t think you know what you’re asking of me” and shut it down by maybe covering up our revealing clothing with his hoodie or even a spare blanket and put us on his lap with a kiss on our cheek while slightly rocking us and rubbing our back, thinking lulling us to sleep will get us out of this mood.

but on the inside, his heart is pounding and he’s trying to calm himself down after what seductive tactics we tried to throw his way.

i wonder how depraved we’d have to act for him to let us hit 😍😍

- 🍋

LEMONON Hold my hand, look me deep in my eyes, everything you just said is so true.

Gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh im sooo glad we're back at this again T^T that's so true i just love how (I'm sorry it's the only word that comes to mind) patronizing he could be "you don't know what you're asking" "you don't actually know what you want" "you don't know what's good for you" "you're just a little baby after all" all while petting your head, rubbing your back, pinching your cheek or (my personal favorite) kneading your tummy TATATATATATATATATATATATATATAT fucking LOOOOOOVVBEEEE his "mommy knows best" attitude sooo baadddd

The hoodie and blanket...omg they're both just so fatal...the former being because he gets weak at the sight of his baby in his clothes TOT. But I do believe he prefers the blanket since that way he gets to cradle you to sleep easily...SPEAKING OF!!!!!!!!! his ass is notorious for rocking you to sleep and you know this, and i love you for it omg

As for how long it'll take to actually fuck him, i see him folding the second you start to cry and beg 😭, his protective momma bear instincts just kick in immediately and he's shushing you and promising to give you what you want, bcuz REMEMBER!!!! He never wants to hurt you, he never wants you to he upset or sad, everything Suguru does (in his mind at least) is for your own good, he's weirdly selfless

[themintman]

Anyway back to space dog

[the-quiet-machine]

Give me pre-virus Moon

Give me pre-virus Moon who likes to hang out in the eaves while the security guard wanders around the pizza plex.

Give me pre-virus Moon who is friendly enough with the security guard to stay in ear shot during their separate rounds. Just in case.

Give me pre-virus Moon that catches the sound of a scuffle and goes to investigate what the security guard is up to now.

Give me pre-virus Moon that finds the security guard roughed up and held at knife point, the Intruder too close to their friend coworker to stop quickly.

Give me pre-virus Moon who has to listen as their friend coworker makes a joke about pizza plex security being run by a yappy dog and a big dog.

Give me pre-virus Moon whose hand curls into a fist as the Intruder laughs mockingly at their friend coworker for not being much of a big dog if they got overpowered so easily.

Give me pre-virus Moon who shifts silently in the darkened eaves as their friend coworker laughs and gets a warning slice for it.

Give me pre-virus Moon that hates when all their calculations come back with an unacceptable margin of error for hurting their friend coworker if they try to intervene with the Intruder so close.

Give me pre-virus Moon who feels a curl of dark amusement when the security guard their friend hisses out that they're not the big dog.

Give me pre-virus Moon that stays stock still when the security guard screams just one word: Moon.

Give me pre-virus Moon that runs the calculations again and again and again, hating when the Intruder cuts the security guard again. Deeper this time.

Give me pre-virus Moon that watches intently as their coworker friend starts laughing, reading the increasing unease in the Intruder's body language.

Give me pre-virus Moon that is running the calculations so often, their software is asking if there's been an error, but there's only their increasing desire to get their friend away safely.

Give me pre-virus Moon that falls from the eaves like an avenging angel when their friend's laughter unsettles the Intruder enough for them to back off.

Give me pre-virus Moon that is just that little bit less careful with how they handle the Intruder, leaving careless nicks and bruises and pulling the zip ties just that little bit too tight.

Give me pre-virus Moon who hovers over the security guard their friend as the police ask questions and request footage.

Give me pre-virus Moon who smoothly interjects when the topic of medical treatment for the security guard their friend crops up, assuring them that all injuries on-site must be treated by Fazbear approved medical personnel.

Give me pre-virus Moon that watches closely as their friend the security guard doesn't correct them.

Give me pre-virus Moon who cleans up and bandages their security guard friend.

Give me pre-virus Moon who changes their routes to always keep their security guard friend in sight during the night.