#my brain can’t keep up

[joelsgreys]

WIPs…..

I have so many, but we all know I’m the slowest fucking writer on this hellsite lmao I just take so so long to put stuff out because idk I’m just not as speedy and that’s okay

I don’t have dates, at this point I’m just writing what I feel inspired to write and once I take my final exam for my summer class (taking it tomorrow night rip) I’ll get something out

priority works to be posted soon:

More Than Friends (Part 2 to Just Friends) - Javier Peña x Reader

ASH Ch 8 - Joel Miller x Reader

To Hell and Back Ch 2 - Joel Miller x Reader

works to be posted after:

The Road Ahead Ch 1 - Joel Miller x Reader

Sweet Temptation Oneshot - Joel Miller x Preacher’s Daughter Reader

[kadextra]

Wait, remember Leonarda said Census Osito is her friend along with Darki who protects the eggs, but the Census Federation is possibly working with the 1010101 who is trying to kill the eggs??? Maybe it lied?? Bc they’re both related to the QSMP network. Census is also opposed to Lil J’s actions of reviving the eggs so he’s def separate in this. WHAT. Wth is Darki. my brain-

[glamgoblin]

This show went from sex scene to cat food commercial way too quickly

[caspar-theunfriendlyghost]

My butch is literally the weirdest person I know

[kudos-2-you]

Fucking- look I’m just sitting here at work minding my own damn business and my brain just thinks of like… 5 one shots and a possible new au fic.

I need help

My brain is mush.

More news in like…. 2 hours

[cozy-the-overlord]

Me when I saw that snoozing tumblr live now works for 30 days instead of 7: 😀

Me when I saw that snoozing tumblr live no longer removes its icon from the bottom bar AND that there’s no way to make the little “NEW” pop up go away either: 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

[theflagscene]

Me: *working on one of my many WIPs*

Brain: Say, what about this entirely new fic idea?

Me: But I’m working on this one.

Brain: Okay, I’m just gonna push this idea forward so that you cannot focus on anything else until you put this down in some form, sound good?

Me: Ugh, you’re the worst!

[sunshinechay]

The more I lurk around Only Friends…the more convinced I get that TopMew are a gay version of that het couple everyone knows that complain about each other constantly but never break up.

Their friends: why are you even together?

TopMew: I love him

Friends: but bro do you even like him? Like as a person?

[luzisahomosexual]

The foxes just won another game. Neil waddles over to Andrew to celebrate using his racket cos he’s so exhausted. When he gets there, he smiles at him before falling to the floor. Without a word, Andrew sits down in front of him. They both sit there silently, staring into each others eyes with their foreheads pressed together.

And that’s how the press and fans started speculating about their relationship😋

[why-the-heck-not]

insomnia? do u mean my true crime podcast time

[froody]

being from the southern US makes you hear practically any other dialect of English and go “please talk slower”

[bookinit02]

working on something extremely evil and fucked up. i simply cannot give any more details.

[catacropolis]

Some Zelda stuffs

Totk came out and my brain just said YES

I got the game for Christmas and holy shit I I just had to make some art.

havent played a ton bc school but 75plus hours and I only finished rito village and unlocked 80%of the map

[beetlevsboy]

I want to preface this post by saying that I love the cat king as a character, especially one that has such a major impact on Edwin and his relationship with his queerness and learning to be okay with it; HOWEVER, I also believe that everyone that genuinely believes he should be a love interest for Edwin should read this. (Also if you just like the cat king as a character and want to understand his character better and why his and Edwin’s relationship is not something that would be healthy or “real” for either)

[kyluxtrashpit]

Okay I need to talk about death and specifically pet death and that’s not a thing a lot of people like to talk about but with old cat’s time left being unknown, I’m trying to make decisions and. I thought I knew what I was going to do but I’m second guessing it now so. I’ll actually use a cut this time so read on if you like, don’t if you’d not

I’m trying to plan ahead as much as I can considering I don’t know what’s going to happen and when. I’m hoping I can get another month or two with her but we’ll see. But I want to know what I’m going to do beforehand regardless so I don’t need to make any decisions in the moment

Originally, I was deadset on having her euthanized at home. Because she really doesn’t like the vet and then I don’t have to drive home all emotional and it just seemed like a good idea for everyone. I still need to call the place that does that and ask some questions but. I’m having doubts now

Her last 2 vet appointments actually went really well and she wasn’t nearly as upset as before (probably cause of gabapentin but. Can’t see why I couldn’t do that if she’s dying anyway. But she didn’t even growl or hiss, she did SO much better. So maybe she doesn’t hate it as much anymore? I’m not sure). But I know the vet still isn’t a place she likes to be so. I was thinking at home would be best for her

But at the same time. If it happens in my home, whether in her bed or on the couch or wherever… am I going to be able to see that spot as anything other than the place where she died? Am I going to be able to see this apartment as anything other than the place where she died? Is it going to make it harder for me to move on? And how will it affect new cat? Would it be better or worse for him to literally see it happen? And would doing it at home even be less stressful for her, given that they do need to set up the catheter and everything to deliver the medication? Or would she be just as upset even though it’s at home? Perhaps even more upset, as it could feel like a betrayal, a violation of her safe little home that she never expected?

And am I selfish for thinking about my comfort and my ability to move on when it’s the last moments of her life? Or is that reasonable, given I’m the one who has to live on without her? She always knows when I’m not feeling well and she comes and purrs on me - she doesn’t like it when I’m sad or sick or whatever. Would she, if I could tell her, understand if I did it at the vet given that she’s had a great life? Animals often can tell when it’s going to happen - will she know, will she forgive me? Would she prefer it that way?

But I still feel guilty for even considering doing it at the vet because I feel like I’m doing it for me and not her, though in some ways it might be the same or even better for her too. And there’s just no way for me to know for sure. But she deserves the best possible send off I can give her. I just. I don’t know what that is. And I know I’m running out of time to decide. And it’s also possible the time will come very suddenly and I won’t be able to arrange for it at home regardless, and the decision might be made for me

I don’t know. I know this is a highly personal decision and no one can make it for me. But if anyone has dealt with having to put a cat that dislikes the vet to rest and has any thoughts to add, I’d love to hear them. Or just any thoughts from anyone. I thought I knew what I was doing but the longer I think, the less sure I am

[theoryofwhatnow]

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