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thebibliosphere · 3 months

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"This is great; I think this is the first time I've managed to not let a hyper fixation get out of hand," I said to myself while opening up another blank Word document, only for my CPU to tell me in no unequivocal terms to fuck off as it made everything on my desktop hang for a solid minute and a half before resolving itself.

"Huh, that's weird," I said, "I'm not running anything intense. I wonder what caused that..."

Reader. I had 33 different Word Documents open, and 32 of them were Batman-related.

My brain's really just skittering around in the background, jotting things down on new Word documents like writing ideas on the back of discarded candy wrappers.

I hadn't even named any of them or turned auto-save on. They were all just there. Vibing in concept purgatory. One crash away from being lost into the void forever.

Anyway. I condensed them all into one giant "BATMAN IDEAS" document and pinned it to my taskbar next to Hunger Pangs stuff because why not. Might as well. But also, is this why my fucking hands hurt so much?

On the plus side, writing no longer seems to be triggering deeply harmful depressive episodes, so... yay? I guess?

#'not out of hand' I say #like I don't have enough batman content queued up to last until 2025 lmao #oh boy #whatever #my brain is working again #I'll take the win

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ellalily · 4 months

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Soldier, poet, king.

For @cinnacrafts, happy holidays!!! You had an epic list of prompts, and it was a bit of a struggle trying to pick just one idea. (Or, technically, three😅) But I had a lot of fun working on this project, and I hope you like!

For @hermbi-discord's yearly gift exchange:D

(Tumblr crunched the quality a bit, tap on them to see properly)

#pearlescentmoon #traffic smp #hermitcraft #empires smp #cw blood #insaw you had all three series and pearl as options and my brain went a little haywire #her character is so so cool throughout all these smps #i hope i was able to do some justice:D #(favourite detail is the stitching on pearls empires dress >:D)#again happy holidays !! (or merry december!) i had a lot of fun working on this so thank you very much:D #my art <3

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cangrellesteponme · 1 month

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wife

#yeah i'm not dead woo let's celebrate #my art #kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji fanart #black butler #black butler fanart #grelle sutcliff #grell sutcliff #anyway i didn't draw SHIT for a good while and when i got back to it i suddenly hated using the flat marker brush???#it's part of what makes my signature distinctive so i used it for that but yeah i switched brushes #oddly enough i'm not hating the more textured look? it gets very pixelated at times but it's not awful #back to the signature- it felt weirdly nice to sign things again #i haven't in a while #if you're one of the very few people who also follow me on instagram you'll know i don't use it on there #and the only art i've been doing these days has been original work so yeah nothing on tumblr #and thus the words 'brain exhaustion god stan' have not been written by this comically large hand in a hot minute #enough rambling this is just grelle art because i love her and i know y'all love her too so i thought it would be a nice comeback piece

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bizarrelittlemew · 6 months

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calling it right now that season 3 starts like this

#so confused about people saying the season finale feels like the end because to me it didn't at all #there's like 5-10 issues immediately set up for another season #they're in a happy place at this point because they've both realized their love is bigger than anything else #and makes it worth working on their problems together #the problems are still very much there #both of them have deep self esteem/self loathing issues that haven't been resolved in the week since ed woke up #ed doesn't know about stede's trauma #they haven't talked through anything #and they'll be shit at starting/running an inn lmao it's not gonna go well #and those are just some of the internal issues #then there's prince ricky and all the authorities that would very much like to get their hands on both blackbeard and stede bonnet #because stede just full-on kept using his government name after faking his death. nice one #the crew are not “gone” they're more like off to college for a bit but will probably run into trouble immediately #again because while they escaped to the ship they didn't eliminate the threat (the british empire)#it's not a forever goodbye #ok this got super long already anyway i have a whole fic marinading in my brain until i've finished these 4 wips i'm in the middle of ✌️#hope we get a renewal soon because i want to see the rest of their story!!#ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd s2 #ofmd #our flag means death

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bitwein · 3 months

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Our love spins a gun around its finger

Our love has found its way into our mouths before

Cut our teeth until we swallow it whole

Reuploading some more of my older art so I can keep track of it better,

#trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #wein art #wolfwood #trimax #trigun fanart #vashwood #more old art #more ballroom theives song lyrics that worked its way into my brain and strangled me to the point of drawing #it’s very hard to access a google drive all the time everytime I wanna show someone my work so I’ve resigned to just uploading these again

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nanstar200 · 1 month

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HI‼️‼️

MORE FNAF/SPAMTON!!! LOVE U GUYS 🫶🫶

#haiiii back again w my bs #art #the little shitty one is Sundrop and Dave Mustaine (megadeath)#LMAO IT WAS MY FREINDS IDEA #my sketchbook is pretty much full of crappy little doodles me and my friend draw during classes #super silly they’re so fun!#fnaf #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf dca #sundrop #sundrop fnaf #moondrop #moondrop fnaf #five nights at freddys security breach #fnaf security breach #security breach #OH ALSO SECOND TO LAST ONE IS @Shirajellyfish ‘s RILEY!!! (my interperetation of them!!!)#idk if I should @ them because I’m not sure if I’m being annoying LMAO #Anyways if u see this shira ily and your story #the brain mold is real and it’s infectious #also #fourth to last one is a little something I’m working on!! I just liked how that frame turned out 😈😈😈😈#my art #nuttdoodles #spamton #deltarune #spamton g spamton

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aris-has-a-paracosm · 7 days

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New Boom Technology! But it’s a movie poster or smth bc sure why not. They think they’re so cool (they are, but in the goofy goober way).

Closeup and a low-effort mini comic below

These two are more than capable of being the most powerful duo on the server, but it’s as if their brain cells don’t want to share the same space, so they end up with none when together. Best kind of dynamic. Keep it up, guys!

#hermitblr #hermitcraft #ethoslab #tangotek #this was meant to be a quick sketch but as you can see brain said otherwise #I tried to un-twink-ificate my Tango design but that didn’t go as planned #we’ll try again next time lmao #anyone here wanna teach me how tags work? I’ve definitely been maintagging and idk if I should be #Aris Paracosm art

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tapakah0 · 2 months

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Animation commission I guess...

Um... ha-ha, okay, it has been stuck in my head for the whole month, but if I will keep it any more I will explode, I need to busy my brain even more I'd like to take an animation commission. Like, a fully colored, shaded, with lightning, with in-betweens, with the clean line (and background). Up to 5 seconds depending on what you want to get I guess the price may start from 250$ and be higher or less depending on complexity of the details, character or movement (<- of course everything will be negotiated) I never took such commissions before so please be patient with me since I might spend even months ha-ha (really wanna beat this fear of taking something more complex) But I will do my best since it will be first experimental time for me 1. Payment via Boosty after acceptance of the sketch animation (very rough idea) 2. I think I can draw mostly anything (but won't 18+, guro and I can decline something if I feel like I will not like to do it) 3. You must have a reference of the character, I'm not ready to work with something that doesn't have a ref to start working right away 4. Please, properly think of what you'd like to see, I will not make 3 different rough animations of different ideas because you suddenly had another idea ;~;; 5. Note me in dms if you'd like to take commission... (I'd like to move to discord later since it's more comfortable in here) Uh... I have only this as a more or less proper example (it was based on amazing storyboard by yeye23)

Okay, I'll just leave it here if someone really will be interested and will delete if it if it will be decided.... I just feel like my brain is dying if I don't have an enjoyable/stressful more complicated work on a side that demands an attention from me. Have a nice day

#I just...#I have what to do #Plenty of what to do #But it doesn't stress me enough to make my brain work #Such kind of commissions give me both a boost of work and enjoyment because of the process #So... yeah ah my brain is very much lacking it right now #And I think it will be interesting to finally do something complicated again but more properly #from the very beginning #I need an experience while I have time to pay attention to it #commission #I'm still not very confident to take money for these kind of works so I need to understand what pricing is okay for what I'm able to do wit #animation...#*opens the door*#*leaves the stage*#hahhh my dear life why did you give me such a lazy brain...

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applestruda · 10 months

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The wolf

#yes this is cranewives based again #also based on something cherri cherrifire said on a stream that i think forever changed my brain chemistry #she started working on a renchanting cover for the wolf for the cranelives project #and she said something along the lines of:#whos the wolf #(between ren and martyn)#i thinn about it a lot still #(its martyn)#inthelittlewood #martyn littlewood #3rd life smp #third life smp #3lsmp #traffic smp #my art #cw eye strain #cw blood #<-its more of a suggestion of blood but yknow #inthelittlewood fanart

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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same teacher, different lessons

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#sonic the hedgehog #dr. ivo eggman robotnik #miles tails prower #sonic frontiers #SPOILERS. THERE ARE SPOILERS IN THIS COMIC BY THE WAY.#SONIC FRONTIERS SPOILERS #smiles gently I can not believe I let sonic the fuckign hedgehog ruin my life #(I can I totally can)#hi <3 if you follow me because I drew this sonic comic. don't!#don't do it! follow me bc I'm funny and hot and devastatingly smart don't follow me bc I draw sonic stuff. bc it won;t happen again #I mean it. not bc I dont like or want to do sonic stuff. but bc I am literally in the middle of a job rn #one that I want to invest 100% of my time and brain in #this comic is actually an effort to win my brain back so I can do my job lol #because I finished miss penny snapcube's streams of this game and it force fed me emotions #I just! I just thought sonic would come tell eggman abt sage!! idk seems like something he'd do!!!#and also the whole thing abt letting the characters move on and have a future and change and develop #vs Killing My Baby Little Guy Daughter For Like Ten Minutes #thematically interesting! also for some reasons I had. a pretty easy time drawing this #I was mouthbreathing galloping like a horse to finishing this. Because I Need To Work #I didnt expect to have a good time with these designs tho idk why. probably bc I most suck shit at drawing animals #but to be fair yet again sonic and tails are little guys. theyre animal but theyre also like dudes. also sonic's design is kinda perfect #as far as character design goes he's really pretty goo- wait I made a continuity error hol on #okay. okay I fixed it. no problem. no matter 's all good now #okay. I go sleep now. today has been very noisy. but this actually got me through it okay #thank you sonic the hedgehog. that was pretty cool of u #have a good night guys! absolute freedom is probably really really sad #long post

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notbecauseofvictories · 3 months

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It's interesting to feel the grey malaise of winter trying to drag you down, and know (know) that the answer is to get out of your apartment and talk to some human people, but also absolutely hate the idea so much. so. very much.

#I know all my posts these days are just ''reminder: you have to leave your apartment sometimes''#but it is sisyphean how I have to keep doing this.#learning this over and over again.#I'm not even that interested in food lately which is. um.#a big flashing warning sign that Something Not Ideal is happening in my brain right now.#I took a nap after work. signs point to rough times a coming.#celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge

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disappeareddraws · 11 months

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