#my cloudy mind

[isaspsp]

So! Guys. Clip Studio Paint has announced version 4 of their program.

I have version 1 bought. If I ever want to get version 4, I need to update to version 2, then 3, THEN 4.

In Brazilian Reais, my currency, that would cost me $782, and that is simply impossible for me. Flat-out buying version 4 will be $1053 when it releases, or I can buy version 3 right now for $974,99 and get a free upgrade to version 4 when it comes out! Wow, how kind of them to give that $25 discount!

In this case, I can only laugh, holler even. Because that is simply an absurd amount of money! And I am not going to do that!

Now, there is another problem here, guys. Do you know a company called Microsoft? Yea, and their program called, idk, Windows 10? Familiar? So yea, that program will be kinda super dangerous to keep after it loses all its support on October next year!

And I DO. NOT. WANT. Windows 11. I think it is crap. For real. And I kinda want to switch to Linux. And like, I could let go of playing some of my games, sure. But you know what I can't give up? Fucking csp. I really do love my simple version 1. And you know what is NOT available for Linux? CSP.

So yea, I'm fucked! I guess I'll look into double booting, or like, how fucked I'd be running a virtual machine using windows 10 from Linux, because I simply cannot give up using csp.

[isaspsp]

I think my parents did pretty similar things. I'm feeling sensitive right now so, story sharing time.

I did misbehave every now and then, as all kids do. I don't remember this incident, but my mom does. I was doing whatever naughty thing, and she hit me to make me stop and discipline me. I stopped, started crying, and went away. My mom never hit me after that. She says it's one of her biggest regrets.

I remember when we got our big TV. I was maybe 8-9 and we had been at the store all day. I wasn't particularly interested in picking out a TV cus that seemed like adult business, and children have no right to poke their nose of that. But then, my dad crouches next to me, points to the final two tvs they were deciding between, and asked me which one I thought was best. And I do remember asking, "Why are you asking me this? I am a child." He laughed and said something among the lines of, "Children are always honest." And that gave me all the confidence and reassurance to choose what would be our TV for the next 10+ years.

They took the effort to see my side aswell. I grew up with my cousins. We were 6 kids in total, and with two of them being older, we 4 youngsters played together a lot. Of these four, the oldest used to bully me a lot (I bit him really hard once as revenge, but that is another story) and I had two younger cousins, the youngest of which, was the one I saw most often. He would come with us to trips and such. But he was the younger child, so he had preferences over me. If I had anything he wanted, I HAD to share. If he wanted to sit where I was, I had to move, lest he makes a fuss. But, if he had something that I wanted? He was under no obligation to share. It was Easter time, I was about 13 (?), and we had gotten ourselves fancy chocolate eggs. My aunt had gone along with us to shop. I'd done my research at the site of the store we were going to, so I knew exactly what I wanted. My aunt didn't know what to get my cousin, so she followed my lead and got him the same two eggs. My aunt used to be paid to clean our house once in a while and just so happened that that week my little cousin had come along. I was going to travel that weekend, and my eggs would be left behind, I'd only have them when we came back. So, having been thinking and fantasizing about the chocolate eggs for weeks, I sneaked around, opened one of the boxes, grabbed a piece, ate some, and put the rest in the refrigerator My aunt saw me do this. Later, my parents confronted me about it; my aunt had told them what happened, that I tried to hide just so I wouldn't have to share. I started crying about how if I didn't sneak around I would've had to share with my cousin, who had the exact same egg at his home, who wouldn't have to wait to come back from a trip, and that I would never get the same kindness back, the piece he would've taken from me, the egg that I so researched to get, that I beheaved and did well in school to get, I would have to give away, even if it was a small piece, and tgat, even if I asked nicely, my cousin wouldve said no, and nothing would be done anout it. And the damn was broken, so I mentioned also all the other times I had to give in because I was older, he was younger and I was bigger and could hurt him more. They looked at each other... and agreed with me. I was forced to share less after that. I still shared, of course, but now... I wasn't forced as much. (At least by my parents, we couldn't control everyone or course u_u)

I genuinely remember very VERY few times of my parents taking away my stuff or banning m3 from activities. If I remember at all, because all I have are "vague feelings" that it happened. And honestly, I think I turned out better for it.

I am exceptionally lucky in that my parents never hit me, grounded me, confiscated my things, banned me from my hobbies or threatened any of these actions to make me behave as a kid. as an adult it has made me realise how very very long a road most people have to traverse before they can take a statement like 'no rule that must be enforced by threat is legitimate' seriously.

[cloudi-days]

my impression of the hotel arc so far

[another-delta-lover]

Heavyfucker but STRAIGHT (impossible 3am among us challenge GONE WRONG‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼)

:3

FIRST OF ALL, how DARE you STRAIGHTWASH HIM???

Second of all, here you

He loves women very much 🤭

[cloudydreamingart]

I PUT WAY TO MUCH EFFORT INTO THIS OMG

@ura-niia I BLAME YOU LMAO

[isaspsp]

Pal really just went: Oh yea? Are you saying we don't know geography? How about YOU? Do you know this stuff about the USA???

Hm, yea, I don't know the capital of those states, but I sure fucking know WHERE the USA fucking is.

And just for the record, I literally COULD point them all out on a map for you. I'm amable to name 45 states on average. Why? Well, they didn't teach me that in school, I'm Brazillian, born and raised, but you know what? I STUDIED, looked it up on GOOGLE MAPS.

i think that, if youre usamerican and any time someone calls out your lack of knowledge on global geography you start talking about how bad the usa education is and how its actually not your fault that you dont know what continent nigeria is on because you cant look at the google maps bc donald trump will personally shoot you, youre very annoying

[so-much-for-subtlety]

The vibes are NOT good today :/

[moeblob]

OC again gomen ... (her name is Yuma)

[tacktheyak]

some anthro fruit dudes

+ a fruitsona because yes!

[jellyaibo]

i still have these laying around so....

very limited stock (i only have like 22 packs tho cloudy & two only have 21 stickers so ill give smth in place for the missing stickers!!) and they'll be selling for 15 bucks each pack!!

im just doing an interest check cuz i really wanna scrounge up some cash for a con i wanna go to next year ^_^ and also maybe christmas goodies ! who knows ! but yeah i had these laying around and im like shit shit i need to sell

(better pics of the designs too!)

they are clear stickers roughly 2" and you get em all! a whole pack of christmas joy! i might sell these on my ko-fi i just gotta get things set up and ill make a new post when im ready (scared)

AND ! to my friends & mutuals that see these stickers are REAAALLY want em by chance just msg me ^^!! we can make arrangements!! i can essentially ship these things as soon as i get the order n stuff (exaggeration but i would try n send em ASAP which would be at least a day)

[akai-anna]

i swear i am not an alcoholic (by certain standards) but i feel buzzy and i am thinking about hattori heiji and kudou shinichi and how similar YET DIFFERENT THEY ARE, and my head is spinning

Kudou “I think 10 steps ahead if I am given enough time” Shinichi who can modulate his emotions to a certain extent, keeping himself relatively well on task when his emotions are at play (very rarely Loses It Completely TM) most of the time, who is horrible at Instant Acting.

Hattori “I am driven by my Emotions and Honest About Them“ Heiji who literally grabs criminals and yells into their faces, who perceives a threat against “His Kazuha” and ready to throw fckin hands (and does), and he can still plan slightly ahead to fool criminals.

[isaspsp]

I am adult enough to admit it. 。I have, once again, lost my tooth floss. In the past six months. I've actively lost my floss 4 times.

[mitzi-moo]

My best friend 💕

[bloodmoon24]

Scene shows the gang in an abandoned lab facility and it shows TigerClaw using his sword to open up a container, and within it, is a very large strawberry

Feedback: Wow

Vox: That is the biggest strawberry I’ve ever seen in my life

N: Is it heavy?

Feedback: *picks up the strawberry, not knowing it has eyes on the other side* Yeah, but other than that, it looks like a perfectly normal, fresh *turns the berry over* delicious strawberry

The strawberry than opened its eyes

Feedback: AAAAHHHHH!!!

Strawberry: AAAAHHHHH!!!

Vox: *lift eye swirling* AAAAHHHHH!!!

N: AAAAHHHHH!!!

TigerClaw: AAAAHHHHH!!!

Bezel: AAAAHHHHH!!!

Shadow: …

Strawberry: AAAAHHHHH!!! …*blinks* Emmu

Feedback: AHH!!! *drops the Strawberry as it grew arms and legs*

N: Uhh! *clings onto Vox* It’s moving!

The berry chased them out of the lab and the doors closed

[cloudymistedskies]

YOU'RE OC IS SO CUTE OMG

THANK Y— 💥💥

[pillowspace]

For the DCA being a computer virus, the idea that they're an extension like Helpie is, the function being to be installed into devices and meant to keep kids safe with accessing the internet and media, only to in truth be a danger themselves under the way they perform when adults are around.

More of an issue in a future with more smart-tech-devives to hack into, if they're brought home and access the router with wifi connection. The silly little guy from that app showing up on the fridge display doesn't seem so bad until it's not just waving hello its tracking what you put inside and take out. Tying into more and more devices, able to open or possibly obscure emails, redirect search results and reviews that would tell someone that someone that they're dangerous.

Smiling and colorful and associated with a jingle that distorts and stretches as its played through things not built for their presence but has to bear it until things overheat or burnout. Who needs to tell them your credit card when you make the mistake of using a tap-to-pay?

Fazbear would be scummy enough to make a program that worms into tech to manipulate children and get data to sell from adults + incompetent enough to underestimate how adaptable they are and lose them, letting them become invasive overtime . It is past 3am, sorry for typos or being incoherent, your post gave many thoughts! Hope you are well ^^)

YOU!!!!

THAT IS THE EXACT AU THAT WAS BEING OBSCURED FROM MY BRAIN, THAT IS IT. YOU UNRAVELLED IT. YOU PUT MY THOUGHTS INTO WORDS. THANK YOU!!!

Virus DCA... I'm so fascinated by the thought of it