#my heart is frail

[silusvesuius]

baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols

[leal-hound]

in another life i found you sooner

[davecumstaine]

🍑👋

[toservenouel]

Shoutout to the girlies who feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter scraped over too much bread

[green-stuff]

can't stop thinking about Jeffrey Combs saying that being the West to Bruce Abbott's Cain was like "making music" with him

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[god-has-entered-my-body]

im so fucking crushed i wasnt the insane frail state of mind fan i am now when they played it at my gig. same with looking for somebody (to love). will never forgive myself for sleeping on those songs as much as i did

[plumdale]

Um yeah guess what I’ve rescued yet another newborn kitten.. the fourth !!!!!! in less than a year !!!!

[hua-liansimp]

Emotional damage.

[camojacketfag]

OW! - Pom Pom Squad

[noblest-roman-of-them-all]

Contemplating the concept of "potential" when it comes to intelligence and realizing how heartbreaking Logan's "Dreams come true, that's news to me" line in the Crofters Musical.

[skenpiel]

im going to die one hundred thousand million megadeaths

[lordgolden]

I LITERALLY have no words

0. None

[flimsyichigo]

i fucking love finding a fic that was labeled afab reader but it turns out the writer was somehow using afab as a fancy ass synonym for woman

[yanankim]

+ if you want, explain your reasoning in the tags. this is a judgement free zone 🗣️

[freakxwannaxbe]

God that last post made me realize that yeah, Caleb left behind the coat. It was the only thing Philip had of him when he disappeared left.

Caleb in the memories doesn't have it, he's casually dressed, in slacks and a blouse, no coat in sight. He shed it before leaving, almost like a way to leave that old life behind, that old wretched town behind. I feel like Caleb acted on impulse, and somewhere in his mind expected his brother to follow him, but not realizing that Philip was too far gone in to the town's backwards mindset to understand without explicit guidance.

So Philip was left with the coat - the only memory of his brother he had. The only comfort he had while he searched for Caleb.