#my mother calls me she and they and a shortened form of my deadname and I have been out for four years

[oliver-eats-dirt]

It's painful now

larynx ripping out

who do you want to be?

I couldn't tell you how

but I know exactly who I want to be

and it is not the destiny you wanted for me

and I'd be a liar if I said I was sorry

you can pry this new life and body from

my grave six feet under or from my remains in the woods

when the animals are done with me.