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my bsf: he fumbled the bag bitch dw it's not your fault

me: a bag of ulta beauty products he found behind the dumpster but a bag nonetheless

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I Am Alive Unfortunately

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dead in my own skin

character belongs to @gatobob

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Currently out of bloody Ren portraits and low on other stuff in my Etsy store, but don't worry, I'm ordering a big restock soon!

I'll also be ordering one new keychain:

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“The point of horror is to survive” “the point of horror is to be doomed” maybe the point of horror is to cum

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What is it called

to be bone weary tired

to hear your mother bawl

and feel nothing but ire

what do you say when you take that fall

to be ripped open by the ones you love

and it's like talking to a brick wall

only smile and grip your white dove.

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could you have it worse?

there are starving children in Africa but

I do not believe they want this either.

Insufferably annoying and in a corner, nose deep in spiderwebs and medication and missed recess

sticks and bones in a shell of a child

no puzzle piece fits here

why won't I fit?

why won't they fit?

I have so many pieces and not one of them matches

but are you even a puzzle?

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It's painful now

larynx ripping out

who do you want to be?

I couldn't tell you how

but I know exactly who I want to be

and it is not the destiny you wanted for me

and I'd be a liar if I said I was sorry

you can pry this new life and body from

my grave six feet under or from my remains in the woods

when the animals are done with me.

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Anthy Himemiya + the alt Saito palette

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wip I probably won't finish lol

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little

bitty

voices

on the machine

with nothing but open maws like baby birds begging for scraps of a mother's love

like the filth on the underside of a militant boot covered in drool and loveless spittle

the feelers of parasites and grubs and their kings of grief and horror digging inside

it is only a connection

I will see you soon

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me: please do not go so hard on this little emotional poem you intend to show to friends and family

also me, at 2am on copious amounts of benadryl: I am the blossoming branches of hatred and rejection like maggots finding the jagged trails of rotting flesh your father left behind

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just had the weirdest interaction. this off-leash Yorkshire Terrier wobbled up to sniff my ankle, and then its owner said “the vet wanted to euthanize her”

and I was like “……oh”

and she said “4 years ago. she had a stroke, but I went to church and prayed to the Virgin Mary, and now she can walk again. but sometimes she drops, which is why I have this stroller”

and I was like “oh, okay.” I didn't know what to say after that, so I was just like "it's a cool dog" and kept walking

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new pfp because I guess I might as well hang out here instead of reddit

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for my fellow filthy degenerates who also enjoy the jackal man

(audio BlashphemousHd) (The Price of Flesh: @gatobob)

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Live and Let the Discourse Die

This is about the BTD/Boyfriend to Death/TPOF tags.

If you don't know me, I'm the person who works on these games.

Over the past couple days I've seen a some posts in the tags that are basically angry walls of text from people in the community who are mad at other people in the community for either enjoying my content in a way they don't like or angry at the posts.

I do not want to see our vulnerable community fall into fandom chaos!

My work is meant to be enjoyed however you like. I make my games open ended and full of choices for a reason. I provide a seed for a fantasy and you get to grow it in your own way.

People who consume my work put their own experiences and desires into it. Everyone who consumes my work sees it differently. I am very proud of this! It brings me so much joy! Our diversity is our strength!

Maybe people want my stories to end with the characters finding help and getting healed and living in fluffy bliss. Maybe they want nothing but torture and chainsaws. Maybe they want their self insert to peg everybody. These are all valid!!!

These are my personal desires for our community:

If you hate the way other people enjoy my content, keep it to yourself

If you feel the need to jump into an argument, simply block/ignore instead

Support other artists instead of tearing them down

NO MINORS

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"I've never really felt this way before. Certainly not about an experiment."

Little sketchy idea for a CG in the future.