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cnwolf-brainrot · 1 month

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Plans got canceled, time to go home and don my Nightcrawler cosplay and sit and write Nightcrawler fanfic

Y’know normal Friday night behavior ✨

#The blue was edited in there was no way I was actually about to try and do the face paint just for an impulse post LOL #actually wasn’t even going to post about it I just haven’t worn the cosplay in months and I wanted an excuse to pull it out #x men #x-men #xmen cosplay #cosplay #nightcrawler #kurt wagner #nightcrawler cosplay #writing fanfic #writing fanfiction #gotta channel Kurt for this weapon by name chapter watch out yall #praying my roommates don’t come home soon LOL

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jilyandbambi · 1 year

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so a Yellowjackets AU where mari says something to get herself kicked out of the cabin, and she dies of exposure and gets eaten at the bachanalian banquet instead of Jackie, who LIVES, who's there at Shauna's side when she goes into labor, stroking her hair and letting Shauna squeeze her hand hard enough to sprain her fingers, who keeps Shauna calm enough she has a (comparatively!!!!!!) easier delivery, who is the reason the(ir) baby lives.

who finally, after months of feeling adrift and useless because she’s not a hunter or a butcher or a prophet or a captain (anymore) finds her purpose in the wilderness. who painstaking sews patchwork baby onesies and cloth diapers from the girls' spare clothes (Offerings, not donations). who makes a baby sling from animal pelts and backpack straps. who makes a rattle from sticks and pinecones and some light blue pebbles Jackie found by the lake one day and saved. who makes sure the cabin stays warm and clean for Luke Dylan (from 90210--they couldn't decide whether to go with the actor or the character).

who builds them another shelter from blankets and animal hides after the cabin burns down. who keeps shauna and their baby warm through that first terrible winter and the one that followed.

and one day in 1998, Canadian forest rangers happen upon that American high school soccer team that went missing 2 years back. they find a group of starving teens and a baby, a little over a year old, two of the girls wrapped around him--and each other

and when the rescue team tries to separate them the one with tangled, golden brown hair bears her teeth and Growls

#yellowjackets #shaunajackie #yellowjackets au #premise up for adoption bc Im too busy to do anything more with this #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #in my head: they go back and live at jackie's house #it's bigger + Jackie's family has the $$ to keep reporters off their property so the girls are safer there #when it’s discovered that jeff is the father. jeff--who was raised right--starts going to school part time #while working full time at the furniture store #soon becoming assistant manager #jackie's parents BEG her to go to rutgers. not to give up her future for a baby that's not even hers #that belongs to the bf and bff who BETRAYED her no less #(jackie stops talking to them for a month. not for bringing up the cheating thing)#(for daring to say that LD isnt hers' too)#jackie does eventually go to Rutgers though #but not bc her mom promises to stop giving shauna a hard time #she decides to go when Shauna finally tells her about applying to Brown and getting her acceptance letter days before they left #they never would've been roommates at Rutgers. she isn't leaving Shauna behind. she never has #shauna makes a joke about having a hot meal ready every day when jackie comes home #jeff saves up enough money for a dowm payment for a nice house with a lawn and a yard #for him shauna&jackie and the baby--BECAUSE HE WAS RAISED RIGHT #he and jackie build a backuard playset for Luke (Dylan's his middle name. It's also Jeffs mothers maiden name it all worked out)#yes sometimes they have threesomes #no Randy. Jeff's NOT going to talk about it w you #(he was raised right!!!!!)#a few years down the line Shauna gets pregnant again #all 3 of their parents' heads tilt to the side #but they keep it amongs themselves so they can keep seeing Luke and baby Callie #little house in the wilderness au

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vampireghoul · 2 days

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Explaining my hare brained schemes as to why I work so much and what I’m doing every day makes me sound like an actual psycho

#like y’all im about to go to school and move across my state i’m just working constantly to get my savings up so i wont be breaking my back #trying to pay bills while im also in school full time standing and cutting hair every day #and also i have two jobs rn and cook every day and help my family by doing in home care for my grandpa #which isnt really a job #i get paid for it prob like an extra $100 a month but i only do it because they need the help and cant afford a nurse and the va wont cover #one even though he can hardly walk and cant lift anything and is blind and deaf #its actually bullshit #they only cover me for like 6 hrs a week or smth but i definitely do a lot more #so basically im exhausted as fuck every day #💀😭 but im getting my education soon and going on a cruise next yr #so i’ll be alright #goth girl on the boat is going to be awesome #i have 2 swimsuits but i wanna get a couple more #and some pretty dresses to wear in the evenings #i havent rlly drank much at all since i turned 21 so 22 will be the yr i get plastered on the cruise #i dont even rlly smoke anymore #i havent actually BOUGHT weed in 4 months now #i got weed for my bday #sometimes i have the occasional edible #but ive cut down so so much and have just stopped smoking entirely #not that i wouldnt socially or anything #but asthma. smoking is bad for me. my asthma is actually hugely caused by a lifetime of secondhand smoke.#and ive also been cooking dinner every night #and working out a lot again #so im actually doing great rn #😭 need to clean my place but its so hard to find the energy with everything else im doing #but i swore to myself id do it today #and i think my roommate would be glad if i did my fucking laundry #ignore my grammatical errors or i’ll bite you #i need like… a good dicking.. or a good fingering…. or head

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deus-ex-mona · 23 days

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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hylianengineer · 1 month

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Fuck me. Fuck my life. Fuck in general.

My mom has covid. I just spent four hours in a car with her yesterday, although both of us were wearing masks. She'd already tested negative once and thought it was the flu, but as soon as we got home, her second test was positive.

I'm scared because this is her second time having covid, and she already has more chronic illnesses than I can even keep track of. She really doesn't need to add long covid to that list - and neither do I.

Also, she went to my grandpa's funeral this morning. Wearing a mask, but still. There were a lot of very old and vulnerable people there.

I'm fucking coughing again. I had a cough on Wednesday, tested negative but isolated anyway, then it went away and I teated negative again on Friday, so I though I was fine. The cough literally just returned. Does the placebo effect apply to coughing?

#hylian rambles #vent post #my throat is itchy god help me #i tested negative twice this week before seeing my mom but i could totally still have or get it #need to orderore covid tests as soon as i get home #and hide in my room away from the new roommate #fuck i have to reschedule my dentist appointment on monday #and i may not be able to go to work either this week

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lorephobic · 6 months

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idk how to even like. put this pain into words and i would normally vent about this shit on twitter, but the person its about follows me on there so like. anybody have skills for coping with the crushing realization that the person u love most in this world and have built ur life around sees ur current situation together as a temporary hurdle that's preventing them from their truest and happiest self which. is separate from u entirely? anyone know how to deal with this?

#live with my best friend in the whole entire world who. honest to god makes me the happiest person alive.#like im always waxing poetic about her in the tags on posts about platonic love #and i talk about her like she put the stars in the skies because for real it feels like she did for me #she is. the most important person in my life #and every day i feel grateful just to come home and sit with her #like honest to god i cannot imagine a future that is better than this #if i have a bad day i get to come home and my best friend in the world will make me laugh #what more could i ever ask for #but tonight we talked and she made it abundantly clear that. even if i do everything right #even if i'm the perfect roommate and the best friend i can be #in just over a year #when she's making enough money for it #she plans on moving into a place of her own #which like. makes sense for her. of course we were going to get to this point.#but i just. don't know what i'm going to do.#and it kills me that we're on different pages because for some reason i thought this was a long term thing #i thought we were going to move into a house together #i was just telling my coworker this week that we need to move into our forever home soon which was partially a joke #but also. even if i was making a million dollars a year.#i would still want to be here. with her.#or somewhere else. with her.#like it's so hard to imagine a future without her. it breaks my heart and scares the shit out of me.#and i know i can't afford it here. and i can't move in with strangers. and i'm working my dream job but i'm scared that i'm going to have t #give it all up and move back east because. i can't do this alone. and she's all i have. and all i ever wanted.#and she's leaving.#she doesn't want to be with me.#sry this is so fucking. ugh. idk. i just don't know what to do.#for real might just drop everything and move to chicago if it comes down to it ksdkfljdfs #its what sufjan would have wanted #fucked up terrible no good week

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asterdeer · 6 months

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not to be like “i miss college” even though i do but mostly i think i miss being smart. before depression and life events had chewed up and partially swallowed my brain. just getting to problem solve and think, being Very Into something as the norm. i know being an english major is basically the easiest thing you can be at the undergrad level but i do feel like that was the one and only time in my life where my natural state was actually a pro instead of a con. i graduated with the highest honors and absolutely no one cared but i cared

#aster chat #family life exploding exactly one (1) month from graduation is still just. it. god. it was almost seven years ago and it still hurts #SO much. i had worked so hard to graduate with the honors i did #i took a 400 level history class in my 2nd semester with one of the hardest humanities profs and i got a B #i basically lived in a break room for a whole semester because my misophonia was so bad with my roommate at night #i stashed pillows and blankets behind a couch and slept there to stay sane enough to write my papers #i got so close to Ending Things three times and DIDN'T #my professors LOVED ME #and then graduation came and it was just. over.#went right back home to sit between my parents as much as i could and get yelled at and watch everything go down the drain #like as soon as i walked out of college i stopped existing except as something for my parents and my job to use up #like. i know it's cringy to still be thinking about college but that was the last time i mattered as myself. you know #people liked me because of my brain! my thoughts! not for what i could do for them or for a paycheck #me qua me #okay lmao Antidepressant Time bye #no offense but my english classes wouldn't have made me feel weird about saying 'boon' instead of 'pro' up there #i changed it to not sound like an assclown but my profs would have thought it was funny.

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e77y · 1 month

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Glad I’m starting therapy so soon after moving out ☝️ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness

#vent #<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill #but also :( sad #I miss my family and friends at home #I haven’t really talked to my roommates #including the one who’s been my friend since high school bc she’s been sick (?) for the past few days #and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot #I got accepted into another choir but I’m most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed #but the main thing is #I FEEL LIKE A BABY #my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless #I’m just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine #and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can #but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and don’t know how to cook Anything #I’m gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff #so we are not completely doomed lol #also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but I’m still gonna call my mom for guidance 😅#idk I think the main thing that’s stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries #and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly #bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money #so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread 🥲#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point #I just. idk I guess most students do this and I’m being whiny about it bc I’m not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#😰😰😰#and I need to get an internship soon 😀 and if I don’t get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money 😀#but I always stress about money regardless 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 even though I have scholarships savings etc 😀😀 ocd things! 😁 (🥲)#thank god for my meds and the thought that I’ll be starting therapy in the next week or two #and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver

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myfriendtheghost · 1 year

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goodnight my beautiful lil dork

#I am. very afraid for this week lmao 😭#my roommate is home and I have to drop the news on her that I’m moving out #which would be very normal and understandable under most circumstances #especially in this situation because she will soon be making $30 an hour and our rent is only $550 a month lmao so she can afford it easily #but …… she is so terrible to communicate with <3 and does not like spending money <3 so I’m afraid <3 #I just have to keep reminding myself that it will be worth it #I’ll be happier #I’ll be working towards my goals #I HAVE goals for once in my life LMAO #it’s going to be okay I just have to get through the bad parts first 💕#on top of that I also dread work tomorrow lmao #BUT!!!!#I had THREE SEPARATE PEOPLE contact me for photography jobs today !!!!!#one of my aunts is having me photograph her crochet pieces so she can sell them online #another aunt (who owns a popular local hangout spot) is gonna have me photograph an event at the end of the month #and I got invited to photograph a CHRISTIAN MUSIC FESTIVAL ???#LIKE OKAYYYYYY #my emotions r everywhere #and now I want 2 cry over josh being the prettiest ever like omg #anywho I am exhausted !!! love y’all sleep well

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saturnsuv · 11 months

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return of the relationship anxiety

#i realize theres always a very good reason for these things but it's been longer rhan normal since i've heard from my bf #he didn't text me when he got home from work last night like he normally does #but maybe he was just rly tired and went to bed early #or maybe he just forgot to check his phone he does that sometimes #but he didn't text me this morning either #which maybe he was just running late for work again and didnt have time #that happens a lot #im also aware that i just felt off yesterday from a massive hangover so everything made me feel weird #theres no logical reason that he would break up with me #like we have a long ass list of movies to make each other watch and we're going to a concert together in november so obviously he's not #planning to end this soon #but the thing is i've tried to date guys who straight up ghosted me after being like 'yeah lets hang out again lets go to the movies'#and my roommates bf of a long ass time literally broke up with her out of nowhere despite them having plans to move in together #so i know from experience that its not outside the realm of possibility. which makes my anxiety worse and ever present

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mildmayfoxe · 5 months

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my roommate has today off so i was like “any fun plans? :)” when i saw her this morning and she rattled off a bunch of fun stuff she’s doing today incl seeing friends and then she was like “what about you? :)” and i had to be like “haha well i have some work i should get done 👍”

#i go to my job and when i’m home i do my own work. i don’t have a life!!#i’m carving my april block today which i will hopefully print tomorrow #and if it’s not too late by then i might go to marshalls to buy a replacement for the container my other roommate broke yesterday #that’s it!!#i texted a friend of mine that i haven’t seen in a while on tuesday to see if she wanted to hang out soon & she just never answered #that’s the scope of my social activity. idk whatever this isn’t a pity me post it’s just like. idk. whatev #chatpost

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faelinetrash · 1 year

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mutuals I'm sick but I'm being so brave about it

#i was considering going to the hospital for a hot minute but lets ignore this #i was simply a little unsettled by how it took three days until i regained my ability to eat #and slept for a hot 20 hours on day one #but now i am normal again #i remember on day two it was storming really hsrd #and my roommate wanted to close my windows #BECAUSE THEY DID NOT REALIZE I WAS AT HOME FOR THE PAST 48 HOURS #but mutuals ive been responsible about drinking a cup of water every hour AT LEAST #this includes my sleeping time #anyway #say 'get well soon'

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mochela · 8 months

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#found another small job #and uni semester stars again soon #going back to the city tomorrow #im gonna miss my home #and my town #ahh #im so not ready to go back to roommates house #im going to miss my cats #and my drawing space #i should sleep now zzz #i hope to dream a warm house

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