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dizzybizz · 7 months

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captain jasmine "jazz" drake broke into my brain and is now living there rent free help

#i uhm i uhhh i i i #queen too. i was introduced to queen and uh i uhuhm i yeahgh huhuhu #those two get me all giggly kicking my feet yknow #ep91 killed me three times im triple dead can s omeone help im so deep in my riptide fixation istg if i pick up any vocal stims bc of this #istg if i start going lalala. well idk what id do but smth..#just roll with it #jrwi riptide #jrwi jazz #jasmine drake #chip jrwi #jay ferin #gillion tidestrider #i got to their big revamped designs yiippeeee #N JAYS MAGI C WING S IM SO HYPE #my art #oki now i need to learn how to draw queen uhm i was scared for their debut bc i knew i would be insane but yeah ok i nee d to go like i nee #to leave i cant hes literally perfect i cant deal with it im gonna cry i l ove her sm istg theyer evertyhtinnhg

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mollyrolls · 2 months

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hey cupid for sure one of my all time favorite fics ever of all time thank you for writing it you are so goddamn cool

eggy i am projectile vomiting off the moon

hey cupid is yours now, i dont make the rules. its dedicated to you!!!!!! its yours. i keep going for tumblr user eggyrocks

you are more goddamn cool i missed talking to you

#hope you feel less sleepy soon #bc i missed having you around #was abt to send you an ask being like hope youre doing okay right when i saw your rb #which made me cry by the way no big deal #they mean so much to me i read them all the time when im feeling sad #happy moment coming soon #i think one chapter of a little angst #and then a very very very juicy one #might make a like 0.5 addition to that chapter #might be a little n s f w #thats all ill say #shoutout tumblr user eggyrocks you are so cool eggyrocks #i made a mutual tag for you #eggyrocks world domination #thought of it and laughed #but yeah hope youre doing well #the voices

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bylertruther · 1 year

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i don't like season three when viewing it as a continuation of seasons one and two, but i do very much like season three when viewing it as the prequel to seasons four and five... hmmmmm.

#rewatching it bc i wanted to make another foreshadowing compilation post for myself regarding what will's actions will #likely be in season five re: vecna and lmao. so many things are just... it's like. it makes me laugh how In Your Face it is now #that we know all that we know. so many direct parallels both with dialogue and actions. mike/will/lucas/el foreshadowing their s4 roles.#the flaying of the holloways and the creels. the dormancy / activation shit. the building shit. the natural progression of their arcs.#the different ways that their characters approach problem solving and how we see tht reinforced by s4. it's so fascinating #genuinely i think idk it was just such a big culture shock i guess u could say from 1 and 2 that it was hard to digest on its own for me #but now that 4 is in the same vein it's like Oh. Okay. Yeah no. I get it now. That's cool. I'm forever bitter but I get it and respect it.#3 4 and 5 are a package deal considering they also said 4 was like part 1 of 5.#it also makes sense bc the point of 3 was that everyone was changing and building themselves in a new way and that #includes vecna so. just so fascinating how they link everything and how their vision is so consistent with certain plots and characters #like. the lucas max mike n will + el involvement is right there. the idea that they have to kill vecna and not just his puppets is right #there. that 2nd point starts in season two but three is where it really turns into an ''the end justifies the means'' situation #(especially for will which i think is something a lot of people overlook but—)#s3 is painful when considering their personal character arcs but fucking delicious when considering the overarching supernatural vecna plot #bc thts also when he starts his ''there is no stopping this'' shtick and actually enters the story #and he's fucking slimy lol. which i Love #anyway. omg first i defended mike in the rain fight and now i'm saying i kind of like season three who the FUCK am i!!!!!#crazy what feeling the need to defend a white boy's honor will do to you 😳

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memorys-skyscraper · 11 months

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maybe im a weak bitch, but like. i'd 100% get the bad end if presented with the dilemma in the third semester

#rambles #p5r liveblogging #p5r spoilers #persona 5 royal spoilers #slapping spoiler tags on so i can pontificate in the tags #but like. an all-powerful friend who can prevent/undo anything bad that ever happens to you?#up to and including *reversing death*?#sorry im taking that deal #'hardship makes you strong yadda yadda yadda' man i do not care lmfao #theres no inherent glory or value in suffering #'whos to say his decisions for reality are the right ones' well he seems to get the big things right #'he has no right to decide peoples lives for them' i mean. yeah. but once again i literally do not care #id be rolling up to bestie with a nice n tidy list of shit he could undo for me and i am absolutely sure i'd be happier for it #maybe that makes me pathetic. guess im pathetic then!

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weezerlvr228 · 1 month

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they look half dead ☹️

#weezer #rivers cuomo #brian bell #patrick wilson #matt sharp #i rlly like rivers’ hair in this one! it’s epicness #i liked his hair in the 90s with his bowl cut.#bowl cuts are cool #and he looked great w it !#anyways yesterday was my boyfriend’s birthday party; and i got him some chaos emeralds from sonic that he’s been wanting like ; forever!#it was fun for the most part; but nobody told me we would be swimming plus i was the only girl there sooo i was just sitting around while #everybody swam and stuff. and my friend hayden i guess felt bad so he stayed out of the pool despite having swimwear and just played mobile #games with me; which was fun and i really appreciated but this guy ; who will remain nameless was being rlly mean to me at the party #like he was saying stuff abt how my boyfriend didn’t really like me THAT much (we have been together for nearly a year…)#and other things like that; which made me rlly sad and i kept asking my mom to pick me up but she wasn’t answering so i couldn’t do anything #besides trying not to cry and stuff. but it’s okay #and after everybody went inside besides me and my boyfriend ; we were cleaning up the table since the guys left all their trash and i had #like a whole pile of trash; like tons of plates and a whole stack of trash still; the guy from earlier who was mean just like #put his trash on top of the trash i was already carrying inside #since the guys were all crowded around the trash cans (he was closest; but he couldn’t throw it away; rather he wanted to deliberately just #put it on the pile i was carrying ) and it wouldn’t be a big deal if he wasn’t mean earlier; i wouldn’t have cared so much #but he was being real mean and just did that. and i’m a passive person ; but i rolled my eyes a ton at it and idk it felt like the #other guys were laughing; which made me feel even more awful about the fact but yeah so i rolled my eyes tons and he told my bf that he was #sorry about it; but didn’t say it to me and stuff and idk it just made me feel bad #when i was younger i got bullied a lot and people would throw their trash on my lunch tray n it just reminded me of that and made me sad;#but it’s okay now! other than that i had a good time and it was fun! my boyfriend said he loved my gift to him so ya! :D it was fun other #than the stuff with the guy! but yeah. not rlly weezer related tags today; just really wanted to get that off my chest #my boyfriends mom asked if i felt left out; which i definetly did and really wanted to go home but ik i couldn’t so i was just sitting at a #table alone for abt 20 mins while everybody was changingninitially #but it’s okay! ty for listening to my rant i love u all

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mars-ipan · 3 months

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experiencing any level of joint pain for longer than a day or two has only reinforced my belief that ppl with chronic pain are actually the strongest motherfuckers on the goddamn planet

#marzi speaks #hi. my knees r still kinda fucked up. at some point a few days ago i hyperextended my elbows #so now those have been hurting #my traps r fucked bc i’ve been stressed and those are prone to holding tension in me #my knee pain made me walk wrong for a little bit so now i’m trying to fix that to alleviate the foot and ankle pain #oh yeah. my thumb is still tender for some reason despite the tendonitis having been healed as well #the only part of my body that hasn’t betrayed me as of yet is my spine and pelvis #i am so sick of moving and having it hurt #and like i can go about my day n shit. and have a good time #but it is always there and it is fucking annoyingggg #and ppl with chronic pain just live their whole lives like this.#and they don’t blow up and attack anyone who treats them shitty about it #and i am amazed #bc i talked to my dad abt maybe going to the doctor abt my knees to see what’s going on #bc i don’t remember injuring them at all and i don’t really feel too much improvement on a day to day #and he just gave me a stretch to do about it #now the stretch helps. but my knees still hurt. so like. what do u want from me #if i were to bring it up again he’d probably say it wasn’t a big deal. he’s seen me hobble around the house n how slow i’m moving rn #i normally run around my house. i have been walking at a pace that pisses me off bc i’m impatient #even just having like. worries that are probably exagerrated get dismissed like that has kinda made me wanna kill him a little bit #and this is something that i know is gonna heal and get better #ppl with chronic pain don’t Get That. and they are still dismissed constantly #how do you not like. murder everyone around you. the infinite patience. genuinely the strongest among us #i didn’t mean to complain in these tags as much as i did (my knees r actually doing pretty ok rn and my ankles are getting better)#but i suppose i am bitter

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sukirichi · 3 months

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i’m so normal about aiku haha

#suki rambles #rereading bllk for the third time and i’m still screaming over everything but now is the only time i reread it where my loyalties swayed #i was always a sae girly like... he just hits diff and he’s the prettiest UGH (chigiri is the prettiest but shhh)#BUT AIKU HELLO?!?! HE’S SO FINE AND WHAT FOR #and are we not gonna talk about that panel where he effortlessly tackled shidou and pinned him face down... yeah... THAT panel #ong that was such an iconic intro of him and he looks so scruffy and scrumpty and i wANT TO LICK HIM whoa what?#HIS BICEPS TOO OMG but mostly his face. i want to kiss him so bad 😭 i want to give him gifts and sniff him he smells expensive or like #leather i just know it #he also looks like someone’s baby daddy... it’s me i’m someone #when he said nothing gets past him and he’d be like the cop in the field ooh yeah OFFICER ARREST ME CUFF ME #he’s like soccer aizawa and my eye twitches every time i see him bcos i love aizawa too UGHHH AIKU OLIVER THE MAN YOU ARE #he’s so emotionally unavailable n that’s exactly my type. he’d leave me on delivered for hours and reply only after midnight then say #‘sorry baby haha was just busy’ he’d be so cold and nonchalant thru text but so cocky and smooth in person 😞 oh i’m in pain #he’s gonna break my heart and i’d let him! also the type of guy who doesn’t bring flowers in a date but would buy you one if u asked #then says its not that big of a deal when you go heart eyes at him... only ever wants casual shit n then avoids u when you start falling 😔#also his thighs too. damn. DAMN. looking respectfully sir i am in love with you please take all that i have 🙏🏻#karasu is my new crush too HES JUST SOOOOOO okay i love them IM SCREAMING #gnawing at the iron bars of my enclosure when my dark haired red flag soccer men come on screen #idk should i open requests for bllk i wanna write them for funsies 😞

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weirdlizard26 · 1 year

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so bizarre to me that my love language is apparently recording music for people. how did this even happen

#wl26 #<- little weirdo #SORRY I LIKE MUSIC AND THE ACT OF SHARING IT!!!!!!!!!!#i feel rly guilty abt it sometimes bc it feels so selfish. like hi i made art and im showing it to you so you can look at or listen to it #and you might not like it but i made it for you specifically because its related to something you enjoy #but its not actually the thing you enjoy. its just something that i made about it because i also enjoy it #and im scared the ways we enjoy it are completely different which means youre gonna hate the thing i made #but i will show it to you anyways because i love you and its the only way i know to say it #n a couple of time ive wanted to write a song for someone and gotten so excited about it and then had the horrible realization that #this is so. so oddly specific to me and this is just something i do out of love for friends #and it really isnt any bigger of a deal than any other handmade gift #and i think it can easily qualify as a handmade gift even though it doesnt involve making anything with hands #except for sounds i suppose #but yeah its just something i do. but. outside of my tiny little world. writing a song for someone might seem like such a huge gesture #and i dont want to make anyone uncomfortable or have the wrong idea about me or think that im doing a big thing to get something in return #and idk why im so scared of that like ive never been in a situation where people misunderstood me like that #but i guess. the very concept of being misunderstood is so painful to me gdfkgjd #this wasnt supposed to turn into a big post sorry. just want a normal brain that doesnt make me feel guilty abt everything please #wouldnt that be so nice #this isnt rly abt anything btw i was just going through my music folder. listening to my stuff from 2018 #5 years... god

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cosmobrain00 · 10 months

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sm ppl smhow or other always prove they cant be normal abt sex in certain things

#if there's a fandom “risqué joke” n its simply abt two characters fucking it always just gets me staring at the wall #so many times ive seen ppl ref this “event” tht happens n giggle abt it n then its just?? nothing special?? whats the big deal sir #sorry its just. yk wht im getting at its immature n frankly boring #god who knew id be fighting this battle #also to be clear im not talking abt little laughs abt it here n there but ive been places where ppl will make SUCH a big deal out of it #so yeah this is for those ig #fandom

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vamptastic · 1 year

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Um one thing Abt college in florida is that everyone has been telling me nooooo you don't need to leave the state every college in florida is a liberal haven and nobody will care and Uh turns out they do care a fair amount and its mostly the same environment as high school bc im an engineering major and engineering dudes are fucking awful

#well ido have like legal protections if ppl harass me now which is nice #but idk yeah ive been constantly needing to remind my professors of my name and everyone has been misgendering me anyway #which im not terribly upset abt im very used to it i was just hoping it maybe wouldnt be a big deal in college #nobody has called me a slur or sexually harassed me (yet)! so it is a win there #or well they haven't at school its still florida #ummm but im going on T n my name change is happening soon so maybe that'll help a little #but the school is like Idk they have policy of like dont be homophobic or youll get in trouble buuuut its not rlly enforced per se #i don't need everybody to alsp be a socialist yk i just dont want to be misgendered all the time it's grating #and the way the dudes in all my stem classes talk to me is so like. idk alienating and condescending and it annoys me #feels like if i get smth wrong im like proving my Female Inferiority and its like damn we r in calc 2 ok shits hard #n they're always assuming that im either a Brillant Girlboss or a Fucking Idiot n its annoying #i am just uh normal average math skills. im out of practice rn but im good at calculus. im just a little guy :(

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d0d0-b0i · 2 years

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finished watching a playthrough of scorn. very messy. weirdly tragic. also that entire game is just what having a period is like

#the greys and all the blood #so much dark red blood thats sticky n gross and makes you want to get the fuck out of there but you cant cus its all around you !!#thankfully this plagues me no longer but watching the pt every five seconds i kept on thinking #'yeah this is just a period no big deal lmao'#even the little dog creatures that run around. thats just the. the shit thats like around the blood thats all gross n shit #if this is tmi to u thats too damn bad !! half the population deal with this shit and the game just happens to have a lot of metaphors #especially about childbirth and complications surrounding it but i mainly see period

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thedreadvampy · 2 years

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HMMMMM apparently. One of my friends from school is now dating my sixth form ex. (who I THINK. drugged me at a party a year or two after we broke up and tried to do me quite a lot of harm, but I'm not 100% on that one.)

mostly what I'm picking at is like. she (the friend) had some of the worst times of all of us in adolescence, she was really badly harmed by this town and the people in it. and I cannot imagine, regardless of how the ex is now (bc people do change between 21 and 30 for sure). why anyone from my friendship group would, as an adult who successfully moved out to a city and thus has thousands of New Non-Trauma-Associated People at their disposal, willingly choose to date anyone they knew in their teens.

literally man like I know this from talking to my two very very beloved besties from school who I'm still very close to. and when they told me this I was like friends you know I love you and want you in my life forever but Jesus Christ I would never date you you know too much. very valuable to have friends who understand The Fuckery but imagine choosing to build a romantic relationship on that.

#red said #he also uhhhhh he definitely has a nazi phase at least #hopefully a phase. it was 2016 he was very into the kekistan gamer racism thing.#so i had to block him on Facebook cause i couldn't deal with the trumpposting #but like even when we were dating in like 2009 he was big time onto the whole Halo COD saying the n word in a Heated Gamer Moment thing #spent a lot of time on 4chan and making Black Guys Be Stealing jokes and laughing at me for being uncomfortable with it #like his mum's mexican but she and him were both out on Facebook in 2016 like yeah trump's right Mexican immigrants ARE all rapists #weird guy. ah well. hope he's improved in the interceding 6 years we're all on a path of constant change #sucks though cause the friend truly had an awful awful time as a kid and i really hoped she had been building a more stable adulthood #but this doesn't bode well tbqh

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penisliker-moved · 2 years

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when kids misgender yiu and r rly adament abt it 💀