#nah wag na

[fishareglorious]

Never did I think our two spaces would intersect like this. Cool beans(?)

LMFAOOOOOOOOO???!??!?!?!?????? fishareglorious twitter fame moment

[if-lost-please-return-to-maliksi]

"Hi, heard you've been throwing trash all over my place...

How do you feel about me drowning you?

Oh, you're sorry?

Nah, I only accept apologies in ube ice cream, man."

((Hi guyssss~ Remember my "Where the Raindrops Fall" fic? This is Agwa, my sweet child <3 OPO, SYA LANG NAMAN KAAGAW NATIN KAY BIBILO DUN, CHAR HAHAHAHAHA.))

Still haven't read it? it's here.

This vvv beautiful art is made by @ask-emilz-de-philz. Please support them! vvv worth it! <3

((But seriously, mag end na ang 2023, please wag magkalat pag nag n nature trippings kayo.))

[danalazy]

my friends: malay mo naman jowain ka din eventually.

me: nah. hahahahahahhahaha

them: wag mo naman kasi kontrahin agad!

tagal na tong convo na to pero mafifeel mo naman agad kung may chance na jowain ka ng kausap/kalandian mo.

[littleinfinitiy]

Hi...

Its been month na ata since i did this na gantong blog i dunno feeling ko kasi ang tagal na e hehe dami din kasi talagang nangyari lately kahit gusto ko mag gawa ng ganto its just umuurong yung mga daliri ko para magtype sana. Dahil siguro sa mga nangyayari lang lately. And ayun nga nagkaron ulit ako ng lakas ng loob para gumawa ng ganito hehe so story time..

So i've been at ur place like the whole week yata. Although last week nandyan din naman ako but suddenly something happened pero naayos naman na natin yun. So this week was different from the other days na nandyan ako. Kasi usually puro lang tayo bebetime e HAHAHAHA but this time around nah. Its the opposite things. Kasi nga you started your ojt na this week e. So ayun sobrang hirap ng naging adjustment mo din talaga tapos may work ka pa. Kasi nagpunta ako dyan may work ka e actually sinundo lang talaga kita dyan sa work mo kasi umuwi din kayo agad e. And kinabukasan naman nun you have to go to your ojt naman. Imagine ojt ka sa umaga tapos work ka sa gabi. Ako aaminin ko di ko kakayanin yung ganun. Ilang oras lang itutulog mo e. Although medyo umayon din sayo yung panahon kasi nag holiday kaya wala kayo pasok. Kaya kahit papano ojt lang iisipin mo. Pero syempre di naman puro ganun na holiday. Siguro next week malamang sa malamang nyan back to normal na e. Kasi ngayon di ko alam di ka ata papasok kasi ano oras na nasa apartment ka pa din e. (*edited tumawag ka bandang 11 kasi wala pala kayo pasok kala ko naman di ka nagising sorry si oa lang talaga HAHAHAHA) anyways mabalik ako sa mga bagay na gusto kong sabihin sayo mahal. Wala naman im just worried ng slight? Kasi baka naapektuhan nyan yung health mo? But dont get me wrong okay? Kasi hanggat kaya ko gusto kong pagsilbihan ka pagkakauwi mo. I just dont know pag pareho na tayong busy pero rest asured mahal na i'll try pa din hehe sa ngayon kasi wala pa ko masyadong gawa kaya nakakakilos pa ko dyan e. And sorry minsan kung nakabusangot ako ganun lang talaga mukha ko HAHAHAHA iniisip ko kasi minsan eto nanaman po sya magsusungit nanaman po sya. Pero kahit ganun naman still mas nananaig yung pag aalala ko sayo yung thinking na pagod lang to sa araw nya ngayon kaya ganto to. I actually am happy din kapag si kwento ka sa araw mo sa mga pinag gagawa mo. Dun ko nalalaman how hard your day was sobrang daming gawa. Kaya iniintindi ko nalang pag nagsusungit ka. Sorry kung feeling mo minsan nagmamaktol ako its just my soft hearted side okay? Pero just know mahal na i totally understand you okay? Naiintindihan ko yung mga pinagdadaanan mo ngayon. Di lang talaga halata minsan HAHAHAHA hayaan mo mahal nagsisimula palang din naman kasi tayo e hehe. Basta nandito lang ako palagi okay? Hanggat kaya ko. Sana wag mo nalang din ako bawalan sa mga bagay na alam kong gawin para matulungan ka ha? Wag ka magagalit kung tutulungan kita kasi partners tayo e. At the end of the day tayong dalawa lang naman magtutulungan kasi. Tsaka one more thing pala no more hiwalayan na kasi aba naman katrina maria. Nakita ko na lahat sayo tapos iiwan mo pa din ako? Sampalin kaya kita? Eme HHAHHAHAHAHA basta alam ko naman na kahit sa sobrang sungit mo sakin alam ko namang mahal na mahal mo pa din ako e. Alam ko yan kasi sinabi sakin ni lods HAHAHAHA mahal na mahal kita palagi oki? Galingan mo lang sa mga ginagawa mo. Nandito lang ako para suportahan ka sa mga bagay bagay na ginagawa mo para kay td. Maano pa't balang araw e makakaahon ka din. Nasa likod mo lang ako palagi mahal. Iloveyou sooooooo much! P.S next time na magluto ako yung nasa bahay ka para makain agad natin hindi yung nasisira ayan sumakit tyan ko HAHAHAHAHA (naririnig ko yung desurb mo 🥲) mahal na mahal kita araw araw tsaka gabi gabi syempre! HAHAHAHHA abavyuuuuuu! ❤️❤️

Selfie muna bago iwan ng asawa kasi kakayod tapos pagdating sya naman kakayurin hoy HAHAHAHAHA cutie natin dyan e 🥹

Taga plantsa at taga laba ba hanap mo mahal? I got u always! 🫡

Isang oras ba naman mag ayos yan kaya laging late aydana 😂

Pinicturan ko mga pinamili mo kasi wala lang for photo documentation purposes only 😅

Breakfast now sakit tyan later 🤣🤣

Uwian ko na nyan kasi ayaw mo na ko dyan sa atlu bola!!!! 😭😭😭 si oa HAHAHAHAHA see u soonest mahal kooooo! ❤️❤️

[cryingbythesea]

sooo hehe good morning (okay while typing this post, I feel like today is going to be a bad day (i hope im wrong). why is 6AM to 8AM is so fast?? yun na nga lang yung real free time ko na wala talagang ginagawa tapos ang bilis pa)

so kahapon inutusan me bumili ng ingredients for pancit, magluluto si mama pancit. and need ni mama ng squidballs tapos kikiam, ik namn walang tindahan dito na malapit na nag titinda nun kaya sabi ni mama pag wala, wag nalang. BUT I LOVE SQUIDBALLS T__T una kong pupuntahan DAPAT is ung bakery but habang naglalakad ako papuntang bakery, nagkakaroon ako ng urge na pumuntang sampol (which is a 15 minutes walk if from home) para lang bumili nun... then lumagpas na ako ng bakery. And lagi sinasabi saakin ni mama na wag tumakbo kasi hihikain ako but I NEED to coz hello⁉️ 15 minutes walk and papunta pa lang yan ha 😭 paano pa pabalik huhuhuhhu so habang lakad takbo ginawa ko iniisip ko din kung mag b back out ako or nah pero nung malapit na ako sa sampol, sabi ko "ang lapit ko na sa sampol, too late to back out" so tumuloy ako tapos ung store pa nun is ang rami bumibili T___T natagalan ulit ako slight. Tapos grabe hingal at pawis ko shet, then ayun sakto lang ako coz nung tinawagan ako ni mama coz nag aalala na sha, saktong pababa na ako sa may house namin.

+ grabe yung hingal at pawis ko that time T___T hingal na hingal ako pagdating ko ng bakery ampoteksblajsjahhahahahaha and I think hindi ko sya sasabihin kay mama, ever (?)

anw this happened yesterday, 21 Feb 24

[ristxx]

You were one of the greatest things that happened to me in my whole life. For the whole 2 years and 6 mos of being together, thank you for doing all your best, for putting up with my inconsistent patience, bitchy attitude, for my skyscraper-like pride, for taking care of me, for loving me so much and for making me happy. I will be forever grateful for what we had. I know I've been very makulit, and find me v annoying na after our break up, but I just want you to know na I never regret any of those. I never regret chasing you, holding on to you, and trying to make up with you kasi for me, you were worth it. I want you to feel that you are worth the wait, for who you are and what you are as a person and a lover. I didn't regret choosing you until the very last because that's what you taught me about love. Thank you so much for teaching me so many things, for introducing me to many unknown scenes and for everything. I never once regretted that you were my first in so many things. Thank you so much, mi Infinity. Also, I wanna apologize for all the pain I caused you and for all the negative feelings you've suppressed. Please acknowledge and prioritize yourself and your feelings next time. I'm sorry if I failed to make you feel na you mean so much to me, and if I ever made you feel that you weren't enough, or if the love I've shown you wasn't enough.

I still love you so much but after I cried yesterday? I felt very light. It seems like I finally got the comfort that I was longing for when I cried everything in your arms. I feel so much better than the last time. I still feel sad and I will still miss you but it's not heavy anymore. Thank you.

Remember when I told you that I will prolly be that bitter ex? After what happened, I realized na I won't be like that pala, I can never be like that and I'm proud of myself kasi it's an obvious progress na I made. I kinda feel secure na sa sarili ko (wag lang itatabi kay haze lmao)

Please don't try to make me mad anymore kasi I don't want and can never be mad at you. For all the sorrys you told me last time, I already forgive you. I hope you heal from all the pain and wounds inside your heart and soul. I hope you feel better again, emotionally and mentally. Please remember that you still have me, as a friend that you can run to if things get tough again. I'm here pa rin for you. I'm so very proud of you, mi Nathaniel Eight. Please be happy and let's continue to work on ourselves so we can grow. I'm rooting for you. Happy New Year!

Also, I have a message for Via. It's up to you if you'll let her know or nah.

Hi Via, I just want to thank you for taking care of him the whole capstone era. I know you both tried to make me mad but don't worry, I'm not mad at him, neither at you whether it's true that you guys are really in getting to know phase or nah. I'm just thankful for all the new tropas he gained during capstone and especially to you kasi you're still helping him. Happy New Year!

Xoxo,

Rist

As I promised to myself, I will start my 2024 and be happy with or without you. Thank you for being part of my life. I love you so much.

[yourshiningastr]

CHAPTER 7

"Eh kayo kaya ang umalis. Kayo ang nang-iwan. Nalaman ko nalang bigla na nasa Australia na kayo. Ni hindi nga kayo nagpaalam samin ni Rae. Nakakatampo lang." Yna rolled her eyes and pouted.

"Mas maganda kasi mga babae doon, hindi katulad mo." Jacksion smirked at her.

"Fuck you, Pasalamat ka at gwapo ka kung hindi baka naunahan ko na si Rae na i-murder ka."

"Oh, thank you to my Vasco genes." Jacksion closed his eyes and tap his chest lightly while nodding

"Amen." I chuckled a bit when Lucas joined Jacksion in teasing Yna.

I also asked my parents kung bakit sila biglaan umalis noon, but they just always dodge my questions.

I thought nung una ay may conflict in between our family pero naririnig ko minsan si Daddy na kinakausap sa phone si Don Vasco. Hindi ko nalang din inusisa pa kung ano talaga ang nangyari since it wasn't really my business.

"Nakakaasar kayo! I hate you, both!" Yna scratched her nose and frowned.

"Oh, wag ka iiyak. Hindi pa ako nag-eenjoy." Binato naman ni Yna ng nachos si Jackson at tatawa tawa naman ni Jackson iniwasan yun.

"Nga pala, Kuya Haides is getting married this coming October. Have you guys already heard that?" Lucas said.

"Yeah, nagkita kami last time sa Twin Oaks Place. He said he was visiting his brother, nga pala sino sa inyo ang nakatira doon?" I furrowed my eyebrow at them when I noticed their sudden silence.

I even saw Jacksion blink and gulp as if he was hiding something.

"Oh uhm, Si- Si ano..Si Kuya Snoah ata haha"

"Ata? You sound so unsure." They are acting weird.

Nakuha na din nila ang atensyon ni Yna at parehas na namin sila tinitignan ngayon.

"Stop staring at us like that, geez women!" Pagrereklamo ni Jacksion samin.

"Kuya Haides is just visiting Kuya Snoah, nothing serious. So... tell us about you guys, it's been so long. What happened to you in those 7 years?"

"Looks like you really had fun?" Nagulat naman ako nang biglang may magsalita sa likod ko. I was looking my keys at my bag nang bigla nalang sumulpot si Benedict.

"Expect ko na makikita kitang pagod, pero mukhang energize ka pa ah. Mukhang may nangyaring maganda. Late na ah, inover work kayo ng boss niyo?"

He crossed his arms on his chest and eyed me. I looked at my wristwatch and saw that it was almost 12 AM.

"Nah, I just hang out with my friends. Haven't seen them for a while. Why are you still awake?" I fumbled my keys on my door and slightly looked at him.

"Hinihintay kita." I turned my body to him and slightly parted my lips...

"You are? Why? I mean, you don't have to." I slowly said

"Alam ko, nagalala lang ako. Late na kasi tapos hindi mo pa sinasagot tawag ko. Iniisip ko baka may nangyari na sayo, susunduin na sana kita kaso hindi ko naman alam kung saan ka pupuntahan." Matagal ko itong tinignan. Nakita ko ang paglunok niya at pag-galaw ng mga mata nito sa paligid.

"I forgot to check my phone, I'm sorry." Nag-angat naman ito ng tingin sakin.

"Okay lang, nag alala lang ako." I bit my lower lip.

"Why?" He looked at me with slightly wide eyes as if he didn't see that question coming.

"Why are you... worried?" Ulit ko pa dito.

"Hindi ba...pwede?" He touched his nape and he is now looking at the floor.

"I'm sorry, I should've said that," he said without looking at me.

"What's with the floor?" Nag-angat naman ito ng tingin.

"Huh?" I walked close to him and held his chin lightly.

"Don't look elsewhere when you are talking to me" I moved backward and opened my door. Before I could go inside, I stopped and turned to him.

"Go on...worry about me more. I like it." I didn't wait for him to speak or even react.

Mabilis ko nang sinara ang pintuan ko at sumandal ako sa likod nito. Did I really say that?

"What?! You really said that?" I rolled my eyes when I heard Yna's squinting voice.

"May kalandian ka din palang tinatago sa katawan mo noh?"

"Shut up." I took my nighties from my closet and walked inside my bathroom.

"So what should I do? Paano kung magkita kami bukas? Anong sasabihin ko or gagawin ko? Should I bring it up? Act like nothing happened? Nakakahiya."

"Actually...you can do both." Suwestiyon naman ng kausap ko.

"What?"

"I mean, if he brings it up then talks about it with him. Be honest with him. But if he didn't bring it up, then I guess you can do the latter one." Ang simple pakinggan pero what? How can I do that?

"You guess? You're not certain? I thought you were an expert on this one."

"Duh, girl. Your action will depend on his actions as well. You will just go with the flow. At isa pa how can I be sure, kung hindi ko naman kilala yang lalaki mo. " I can see her rolling her eyes already.

"But you know what, I have a better idea." Napaayos naman ako nang tayo at maigi itong pinakinggan.

"Seduce him." Muntik ko nang maibalibag ang phone ko dahil dito.

"Are you nuts?!"

"What? Make him yours already. You like him? Get him." I sigh exasperatedly.

"No, I didn't!"

"You're already 20 years old, oras na para lumandi ka. You never had a boyfriend nor even a fling, I mean have you already had your first kiss? Oh, shocks! I'm sure wala pa." I can hear her disappointed sigh from the other line.

"Why is that even important?" I furrowed my brow. Yeah, I never had a first kiss but it's not as if ikamamatay ko kung wala.

"Of course, it's all about experience, girl! This can't be, I should really teach how to make landi. Gosh, so innocent."

"Eww, ayoko. Kadiri ka!"

"At least I'm not like anyone who is pretending to be a saint?" I shook my head and deeply sighed.

"Sige na, bye na." Before I could even end the call, Yna spoke.

"You really like him huh?"

"I told you, no!" Ang kulit!

"You smiled like an idiot earlier, calling me late this evening talking about those things, panicking whether what you should do sa kagagahan na ginawa mo for him is enough for me to tell, Darling. You can't escape from this now. It's either you face it or accept it. "

"What kind of choices is that?"

"Hmmm... for in denial choices?" I heard her laugh evilly before she end the call.

Am I really just being in denial?

Do I really like him?

But I barely know him. Yes, my heart throbs when he's around. I like his voice and I feel comfortable around him because it feels like he knows me.

I also like the fact that he is worried about me. I feel like I am being taken care of. Is that it? Love? Is that enough for me to like him? For me to love him? 

What exactly is the basis of love?

It was 9:50 AM when I woke up.

I opened the blind curtain in my room and closed the aircon before I opened the air purifier.

I don't really have much plan for today, I was just thinking of resting and sleeping dahil pakiramdam ko ay kulang pa din ang tulog ko. Though it's July 11.

I just brush my teeth, wash my face and tuck my bed before I leave my bedroom.

I prefer Ashwagandha tea and made a waffle sandwich. Since I am feeling extra today, I put whip cream on my waffle and took three strawberries, and cut them in half to put on my waffle. Yum!

My unit isn't that fancy and big.

I purposely chose a small condo para hindi din marami ang lilinisin ko. It is just a 2 bedroom. One is the master bedroom while I made the other room my Walk-in closet.

Since wala naman bumibisita sakin dito, hindi ko na need pa ang guest room. Ang parents ko and si Yna lang ang nakakaalam na dito ako tumitira. And alam na din ni Kuya Haides and of course Benedict.

Hindi ko pa nasisimulan kainin ang breakfast ko ay may narinig na akong katok sa pintuan. I nervously stood up cause I had a feeling that I know whos behind that door and I am not done choosing the choices that Yna gave me last night.

Pagbubuksan ko ba siya? Ang rude ko naman kung hindi?

What if magkunwari akong tulog?

Hindi pa ako natatapos sa kaka - monologue sa utak ko nang mag message ito sakin.

From: Neighbor

Tulog ka pa?

What should I reply to? Should I say yes?

Wait, what? Hindi ba dapat hindi ako mag reply para he will think na tulog talaga ako? Argh.

I look at my phone again to see his new message.

From: Neighbor

Sayang naman yung breakfast na niluto ko for you, I guess I'll just give it to Manong Sekyo, Then. (︶︹︺)

What? he cooks breakfast for me? And what's with his emoticon? Cute.

I pursed my lips and look at my door, Siguro ay nagtagal pa ako ng ilang minuto bago dahan dahan lumapit doon.

I sigh, baka umalis na yun or what? Bahala na nga.

I opened the door and to my surprise, he was standing there smirking.

"Magandang umaga, Señorita!"

"Y-you're here. I thought you were already gone and gave that breakfast to Manong." He looked at the tray that he is holding, that must be the food! May takip pa ito para siguro hindi madumihan.

"Why would I, this is for you.. Pwede na bang pumasok Señorita? Medyo mabigat eh." Dali dali naman akong tumabi at nilakihan ang bukas ng pintuan ko para makapasok siya. Tuloy tuloy naman itong naglakad patungo sa kitchen.

"But I thought you were thinking that I am still sleeping, that's why." I saw his eyes at my waffle.

"Alam kong gising ka na... I see you are having breakfast already, cute parang pang cafe datingan, masarap yan?" Ibinaba naman niya ang hawak nitong tray at hanggang ngayon ay may takip pa din, nacucurious tuloy ako kung ano yung pagkain doon.

The question is, may food ba talaga doon?

Knowing him parang ang hirap magtiwala kapag mga ganitong bagay. Ang hilig pa naman niya magbiro.

"I don't know, hindi ko pa natitikman. You said you cooked me breakfast, is that it?" I looked at the tray and saw him nodding his head.

"Can I see it now? Tagong tago eh." Tumawa naman ito at inalis ang takip sa tray. I widened my eyes when I saw that there's a variety of food there.

There's fried rice, egg, ham, fish, peeled orange may sauce din sa gilid and there's a banana that looks like it was fried. Eh?

"This is a lot." Hindi ko pa din inaalis ang mga mata ko dito.

I don't eat a heavy meal for breakfast, just bread or an egg. Minsan nga ay fruits lang.

"This is called Bangsilog ni Dict." Napaubo naman ako sa sinabi nito.

"Oh, okay ka lang Señorita?" Inabutan ako nito ng tubig.

"What? Bangsilog ni What?" I furrowed my brows at him.

"Bangsilog ni Dict, like Benedict. Pinaikli ko lang. Ikaw ah, nakarinig lang ng Dict eh." Hinampas ko naman ito sa braso.

"Why does the Banana look like this?" It's my first time seeing a Banana na naprito. Hindi ko alam kung anong lasa nun, must be weird.

"Oh, this? It's my Banana." I forgot, he's weirder.

"This is a classic Filipino breakfast, Señorita. Uso sa probinsya natin ito. Hindi mo pa natitikman? Hay nako! Try it, kapag hindi masarap ipabugbog mo ako. Ano deal?" I shook my head on him in disbelief. Ang dami niya talagang alam.

I firstly took the ham since yun ang pamilyar sakin, pinilit naman ako nitong tikman ang Banana so I did and to my surprised it doesn't taste weird, it's good.

"Good? Told you. Here, ito naman ang isda, mas masarap kainin ito kapag nakakamay." I never eat with my bare hands but I used to see our maid eat with it.

Hindi naman ako ganon kaarte kaya naman tumayo ako at hinugasan ang kamay.

Ang awkward ko pa nung una, may nalalaglag pang kanin sa kamay ko. Tinatawanan lang ako ni Benedict na parang tanga.

"Sawsaw mo dito, para mas enhanced yung lasa. Oh pak! Enhance, kaya mo yun?" Tumawa ito bago Itinuro yung sauce, sinunod ko naman ito at tinikman. Oh, he's right.

"You're a good cook." He looked at me with a proud face.

"Ako lang to Señorita." He is now eating the waffles I just made a while ago. Trade daw kami.

"So you're a tea person?" Nakataas ang kilay nitong sabi habang nakatingin sa mug na nasa tabi ko at tinignan din ang mga teas sa cabinet na malapit samin.

"Oh, yes. Do you want one?" I ask him. He's still eyeing my tea in the cabinet.

"No, I'm more like a coffee person." He shook his head

"Oh, that's bad. I don't have coffee here." Pinagpatuloy ko lang ang pagkain

"Nah, That's fine."

"So where are you studying?" I realized wala pa akong nalalaman about sakanya. Ang alam ko lang ay sa Nueva Ecija din ang hometown niya.

"Secret." He winks at me.

"Why?"

"Pa- mysterious lang. At saka baka mamaya sundan mo ako, mahirap na." Hinampas ko naman ito sa braso niya.

"Ang kapal mo." Tatawa tawa naman ito sakin

"Woah, You like my food that much? Simot na simot oh." Nanlalaki naman ang mga mata ko pagtingin ko sa plato, shocks! Naubos ko lahat yun?

"Anong magagawa ko, it's delicious!" He smirked at me and leaned closer. Before I could move I felt his thumb on my side lips and took the rice in there.

"Really? I can be your chef, then." He put his thumb that has rice from my side lips on his mouth and I was shocked when he licked it. What the fuck?

"You should uhm go now, I uhh.. Need to rest. "

Tumayo naman ito at nakangiting kinuha ang mga plato at nilagay sa tray niya. I was thinking of washing the dishes pa naman, but I don't think I have the strength to do that.

"B-bye, Thank you.. For the uh.. Breakfast." Nakayuko kong sabi sakanya nang makarating kami sa pinto.

He suddenly held my chin and made me look at him.

"Don't look elsewhere when you are talking to me... Happy Birthday, Rae." Before I could react I already heard a door closing on my side and he just left me there dumbfounded. 

He knows that it's my birthday! I smiled.

[heyygela]

I haven't shared my thoughts for a long time na. I was thinking of creating a new account to burst out all my feelings privately.

But nah, I'm sticking with this. I'm staying here.

I chose not to share as much as I did before. Siguro I get lazy din to type kaya it became less, but I'm a natural writer and a reader. I love how I express myself through words and wonder through different stories and paragraph that I read.

Lately, I'm thinking of buying books. I want to read. But unlike before, I no longer crave for the novels, I want the type of books that would made me feel empowered. I wanna read creativity and positivity from books. I want to embody change.

Lots of things are happening in my life. Life's doing okay though. I passed the boards, attended the oath taking ceremony, got my license and registered myself to start my freelance journey. It was a rollercoaster of emotions.

Family's doing good, couldn't say great because we still tend to fight and miscommunicate with a lot of things.

My two siblings beginning to have their own relationship, wish them the best while my protective yet supportive sistersy side is acting up.

Lil bro's no longer little. Adolescence hitting him so hard right now. He's about to go back to an actual school.

Friends living their own lives. Haven't heard much of them, yet I wish them good health. I've distanced myself from them eh. Not sure why, but it's more on because of my insecurities and anxiousness. I miss the good times though, but I'm sure they're trying to live their life the best way they could.

My lovelife's the real rollercoaster here. It hasn't been screaming of pure fun lately. It has come to the point of screaming our hearts out due to our own differences. I don't know what else I could do. It's so hard to manage the emotions and understanding things at the same time. I don't want to be a burden to her. I don't understand why. Is it because we are still young and still immature to accept and do things better? Is it pride? Is it the struggle of balancing who we are from who we should be? There's so many questions, yet all if these doesn't matter though. It's just very cloudy tonight. My thoughts, my emotions. To be honest there's no problem. We we're okay. Thing's just suddenly exploded, due to being a little sensitive and needy tonight.

Transformation during 20s is real. You really work hard on yourself, you slowly become who you meant to be. You get to know yourself better.

Almost a month away and I'm already 25 years old. That could almost be the half of my living years. Not sure how long I'd live, but I hope wherever I am in the future, I hope I'm proud and happy to where I'm at.

I still hope my parents are still alive by that time, I hope my siblings are married and happy with their family life, I wish i could still spend some time with my friends, and lastly, I pray that I still have her in my life. I hope we're achieving things together. I hope she didn't gave up on me while I'm still a work in progress, while I still haven't proven a single thing. I hope she had stayed. I hope she's still happy with me. I hope she'd passed through the difficult phases of our relationship.

I hope I'm not crying when I get to read this again in the future. I hope there's happiness in me. I hope I'm not lonely or sad or alone.

My circle may be small, but they are the ones that I would like to keep in my life.

But if you have other plans for me o dear Lord, please lead the way. Redirect me if I'm in the wrong path. Show me and I will gladly follow you even if it means losing and giving up with what I want to happen in my life.

My plans are great, but your plans for me are greater.

Please don't let anger grows in my heart when the time comes. Please help me heal if my wants aren't according to your plans. I will truly and willingly follow what you have for me.

Ahhhh.

Kahit hindi na ako, wag lang mahirapan at masaktan ang mga taong mahal ko sa piling ko.

Kung san sila sasaya Lord, yun lang hiling ko.

[withoutruby]

What happened

I don’t recall everything but it sucks.

Here I am again with you, which can only mean one thing — my heart is broken. Only this time I had the courage to end things. To end my more than 8 yrs of relationship with this person. It sucks.

If I can only undo everything and start again, I would. But that would be the stupid person that I’ve been the last 8 yrs. That would be the same old loop, same old tango that I’m trying to untangle myself away from. If I keep on going, what has been happening in the almost decade of relationship can happen again. And my heart will be crushed again and again and again.

Is it really better to end this? Did I do the right thing for myself?

The last straw?

The past 2 yrs of lockdown, we’ve been in our own bubble. Every single day, we’re together. So I didn’t really know that I had this ghost of a feeling that slapped me in the face in our first encounter after years of being locked in the void of my unwanted feelings and memories.

I had this issue with him turning me away whenever there’s someone outside our little bubble. Family, friend, even in the gym where we know no one. It’s as if I’m not his partner, not even someone he knows. He can pretend that I don’t exist whenever there’s someone else even though we’re just inches apart. And that hurts.

When we were in Gold Coast with my family on a holiday, he was chatting with his friend making plans as she’ll fly here. He could’ve asked me if I want to come, out of respect even though he doesn’t want me to. He could’ve asked.

But what did he do instead, you ask? Nothing. I called him out saying he could’ve asked me. What’s the big deal anyway? She was just a friend visiting her own partner. What’s the big deal? We could’ve gone, I could’ve declined. Just ask me. Instead of owning up to it and saying he’s sorry, he gaslighted me. He said that his plan is for me to come since I’m going to the city that day. He made me at fault saying I’m being stupid and that was his plan. I’m sorry what? You have a plan without saying a word to me? Who the fuck are you kidding trying to turn things around? I’m not stupid and I know if someone’s lying to me.

He’s been doing that to me since we started. I’ll get hurt, I’ll cry and then he’ll blame me and then I’ll be sorry. Fucking asshole.

I’m supposed to be his partner. He’s supposed to be proud of me and there’s no reason why he wouldn’t. I am an achiever and I owe my success to my perseverance and hard work. But nah. To him I’m a stranger he doesn’t know when his friends or his family are in the picture.

Putang ina ang sakit. And I let him do that to me over and over and over again.

Fuck you.

I told him a couple of days after that I’m breaking up with him. He just acted like it’s not a big deal (breakup) and thought I was just bluffing so he just out it aside. Days after, wala pa rin sya idea? Fucking stupid. My heart was hurting the whole time tapos wala lang pala sa kanya.

The fuck did I do to deserve this.

After ilang ulit that I’m really serious about it, he just agreed. And then now, it’s only less than a week before we move out of our apartment and our bubble for good, he’s not doing anything.

Every night he will just be on his computer playing Dota. Is it hard or is it not normal to cherish our days together knowing we’ll be apart after years of literally being locked in a box?

A lot of times I keep on questioning myself if I did the right thing of leaving. Pero as the days unfold na wala syang effort to be beside me it just proves my point.

Ako lang yung nasasaktan. Ako lang yung nag iisip ng past. Nagreremind how happy I was with him. Thinking if baka pwedeng tayo ulit? Baka pwedeng after some months, tayo ulit? Wag ka nalang umalis? Tang ina. Mas pinili pa nya maglaro. As in every day, mag uusap lang kami pag ako ang lalapit. He wouldn’t even ask san ako titira given na I’m with Cocoa and maybe he can just ask to meet up kahit just for Cocoa pero wala.

So tama ako? Wala lang talaga lahat?

8 yrs of my life. All of my love, tears, effort, hope, memories. Wala lang?

Walang thank you man lang? Walang pagsabi na nasaktan din sya?

Fuck.

Fuck.

I

[aloraya]

...

Tonight, I went on another monologue episode while taking a bath. Say I’m crazy or whatever but as of the moment that’s the only way for me to cope up.

I thought I’m all good. Akala ko resolved na ‘tong problema ko that has been screaming at me for ilang months na… maybe year/s.

I can’t help but feel farther from you than before and the distance grows apart day by day. Why are we in this situation?

Oh right. Hindi nga pala tayo nag-uusap.

I think I’ve given myself that push to be courageous enough and say my mind but nah. I fold each and every time. I’m scared to make things messier and I’m afraid to let go kasi anytime, we can just vanish.

I’m sad, kasi alam mo ba may narinig ako kay Mama. She was so happy she were able to get a casio watch and a gold necklace out of paluwagan na linggo-linggo nyang tiniis bayaran. Alam mo ba ang sabi nya? “Para man lang may remembrance ako.” I felt alarmed. I asked her remembrance para saan? But she didn’t answer. Siguro I’m thinking things way too far but I can’t just be emotional sa harap nya. I just nodded and “hm-mm” to agree that the watch and necklace is beautiful and nice and that it’s a good investment. She said it’s real. Alam ko namang lahat tayo may oras para sa dulo. I just don’t know why Mama gives off vibe that she’s tired. With trembling hands and tears gushing out, andon yung prayer ko deep inside na wag muna. Hindi namin kaya. Hindi ko kaya.

Before that happened, I’m in the bathroom. The only place where I can cry freely but without the sound. I told the wind in that cold bathroom what I wanted to say to you in case we go 3 years and 6 months. I blocked you on Messenger on purpose yesterday but until now wala pa din akong naririnig from you. I mean, we never really speak with each other but really? You never open our thread kahit walang chat? Maybe you don’t have the time. I just decided to block you kasi after our chat, hindi ka na sumagot. Sinta, I’m kind of getting frustrated. I can’t help but think you’re unfair. I bet hindi ka ganito sa mga cell member mo, kila Kuya Ezra or even Ate Sarah.

(1/2)

[hermespaper]

Hmmm... nu ba? nugagawen? HAHAHAHA joke Anyways hellooo, I don't know if someone might read this blog of mine or nah pero I'll still do it hoping that this could help me release my thoughts in this stressful life of mine, wow HAHAHAHAHA

Kumusta ba kayo? Alam niyo ba walang kumu-kumusta sa'kin? Alam lang nila na pagod ako sa course ko pero hindi lang naman yun yung nararamdaman ko :)) Napapagod na me sa lahat HAHAHAHA ako kasi yung tipo ng kaibigan na ayokong ma-feel nila na wala akong pake sa kanila? Ayoko kasi ng ganoong feeling, kaya kahit pagod ako I try to make time for them pero it damaged me a lot :(( I'm always available for them pero when I needed them, wala lang hehehehe although siguro its my bad na I try to take it as a joke palagi since yun yung naging coping mechanism ko, pagtripan yung sarili ko kapag na-ooverwhelm na talaga tapos hindi ko masabi sakanila, pero I try to open up my thoughts to them naman eh kaya lang parang ang nangyayari pa feeling ko minamaliit na nila ako, I feel so small too. Parang ayoko na maniwala na kaya ko since yun yung napaparamdam nila sakin or dahil lang siguro I'm overly sensitive these days? They're my childhood friends and I treasure them a lot, pero minsan talaga feeling ko naabuso yung pagiging present ko sa lahat ng bagay, kasalanan ko naman. Oo, pero I feel guilty afterwards kapag hindi ako nagparamdam sa kanila, I don't want them to feel na i'm aloof pero it hurts :(( soooo baaad. I can't be the same person whose willing to sacrifice everything for those people whom I cherish :(( parang its exhausting na I don't get the same energy pala, although baka ako lang nakaka-feel ng ganito? Baka naman they're praying for me palagi pero dahil masama akong tao eh pinangungunahan ko sila? HAHAHHAHAHA pero I really don't feel it. The only things that keeps me going is my guilt for not repaying the goodness my parents give me. Sobra, sobra sobrang dami nilang sinakripisyo para sakin which honestly naninibago ako kasi yan yung palaying kong pinag-prapray dati, wala akong ibang emotional support system maliban sa family ko at nga kaibigan ko, I really don't have someone whom I can open up too since busy nga din sila, I don't want to disturb them, i know they're happy so I don't want to share them this heavy feeling :)) Wala lang yan lang sa ngayon, hindi ko na alam kung papaano ko pa mailalabas yung nararamdaman ko since I'm bottling it up for yeaaarsss HAHAHAHAHA ang sakit lang talaga today, since hindi ko na mapagsabay sabay yung pagiging mabuting anak, kaibigan at estudyante ;)

Sana kayo masayaaa :)) Sana you can balance roles that you're playing in life, I'm happy that you can, but if you can't like me hmm wag lang tayong susuko, hindi naman araw-araw ganito. Wag na wag niyo lanf hahayaang mawala yung hope sa puso niyo na baka bukas okay na, baka bukas mas magaan na, baka bukas maayos ko na 'to, sa lahat ng nakakaranas ng pagdududa sa sarili tandaan niyo lang palagi na parte yun ng proseso, na dadating ka din sa point na mas madali na yun sayo, hindi ako naniniwala na maiiba yung daan mo dahil lang hindi kayang sumuong ng sasakyan mo sa mapuputik na lugar, maaring maulan nung pumunta ka pero hindi naman araw-araw umuulan, hindi naman laging maputik ang daan, kung wala talagang ibang routa patungo sa pupuntahan mo, at kung wala kang signal pang-waze ituloy mo na yan, kesa maligaw ka? HAHAHAHAHAHA pero wag din kayo matakot sumuko sa isang bagay ah? Lalo pa kapag bangka ang sasakyan mo sa maputik na daan? Hanapin mo yung dagat kung saan pu-pwede ka mag-layag ^^

-pusakal

[capricornus-rex]

Basilio x Reader | Untitled Oneshot

Prompt: Reader teaches Basilio different hairstyles on a lazy afternoon.

A/N: Oneshot but I got a sequel planned already lmao rip also please go easy on me, I’m a newcomer to the fandom—literally, Netflix was first exposure—so yeah ;u;

I might post a full English version too. Edit: Here it is.

Tagging @squishyhooman because they said they want KambalxReader fics ;u;

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You noticed that Basilio has been standing in front of the mirror and doing his hair for five minutes already. You’ve probably passed by his bedroom a couple times, finding him in the same position each time.

“May gusto lang akong i-try sayo,”

Basilio finally lets go of his hair. You didn’t want to admit that you got envious for a moment when the end of his hair bounced. It was a silent invitation for you to come in. You grab the comb sitting on his nightstand, he settled on the foot-end of the bed and you sat behind him.

First, the comb runs through his hair effortlessly. Your free hand holds the length of it and it was so silky that you couldn’t keep your hands off of it. When you eventually got a hold of yourself, you ran your fingers through the top part of his hair going downwards, then he slightly shook his head.

“’Wag kang malikot!” You squealed while raking three separate strands of hair to prepare for a braid.

“Nakakakiliti kasi yung kuko mo!” he said laughingly, but he’s trying his best not to.

“Eh, mas madali kasing i-fingercomb,” you reasoned, but you kept the playfulness intact. “Yiiee, ganda ng hair.”

Basilio purred as you started to braid his hair. As a matter, simply feeling your fingers running through his jet black locks comforted him. In the middle of braiding, he caressed your wrist and the back of your hand when he felt it close to him. His touch compelled you to pause.

“Bakit?”

“Wala…” he trailed off. “Parang feeling ko lang hindi kita nilambing ng husto today.”

You didn’t have a moment’s chance to react; Basilio gingerly tugs your hand, bringing it closer to his lip. It’s funny, you thought, that the demigod son of a war god could have so much warmth in him. He didn’t let go after kissing your hand, he took his time in fiddling those candlestick-thin fingers; they found their way into the spaces between his own.

“Ayun ba talaga ang iniisip mo?”

You leaned against his back, your chin resting over his broad shoulder. His breathing was relaxed, but you sense something else. Almost like he’s afraid.

I guess demigods can be scared too. You thought.

Basilio turned his head to face you, the tips of your noses rubbing against each other, your hand—still enclosed in his—manages to stroke his chiseled cheek.

“I guess natakot lang ako bigla,” confessed Basilio. “Na baka may mangyari sayo, tapos wala ako doon para maprotektahan ka.”

“I doubt mangyayari ‘yon,” you light chuckled. “Napaka-clingy mo nga sakin eh.”

“Kaumay na ba?” he teased.

“Nah,” you grinned. You slightly crinkled your nose until you caught a whiff of a familiar scent. “Ginagamit mo ba yung conditioner ko?”

Your long-haired demigod boyfriend turned into a deer in the headlights. One long “Uh” proved his guilt. His sentence? A pillow to the head.

“Kaya pala ang bilis maubos!”

“Sorry na, love! Babawi ako, bibili ako ng mas malaki—kaysa sakin.”

Another pillow to the face.

“Gago, pasalamat ka mahal kita kundi sinakal na kita.”

Basilio’s eyelids drooped, and emerged a smug grin, “Sige ba.”

Your free hand trailed upwards, passing across the groove of his chest, your tiny hand barely even wrapping his neck. You dared to put pressure on your grip and he responded with a coy smile. He thought he was playing it fair when his one finger traced a line along your cheek to your breast.

Exchanging smirks at just an inch away from each other, he wasted no time in grabbing you by the small of your waist and bringing you down with him as he lies down in bed.

You clicked your tongue, brushing away a stray strand of hair across his face, “Your hair’s ruined na.”

“That’s okay. You can pull it na lang,”

“What?”

“What,” again, he flashed that toothy, childish grin at you that seemed to make you feel tingly all over.

You hate that you love seeing it on his face. And he knows it—no wonder he always pulls it on you.

[jeuzwrld]

May two side yung buhay for me.

Pwede ka maging fan ng isang art, music, content, writing, talent and etc. But not the one na gumagawa ng isang bagay. Example isang rapper, gusto mo yung talent and songs niya but not the person itself.

Sa isang side naman pwede ka maging fan ng isang tao but not his/her art, music, content, writing, talent and etc. Example basketball player or youtuber, di mo bet yung talent o content niya but yung tao mabuti talaga or talagang karespe-respeto pano mo naman ihahate yun diba? Maybe his/her work, but the person? Nah! You can't hate it if you don't hate it.

The thing is, we should be free but careful sa mga hahangaan natin sa buhay kasi malaki rin yung impact at influence na nagagawa nila sa ating pagkatao.

Wag magpadala sa uso o sa gusto ng nakakarami. Set your standards din, wag ka mapressure sa ibinibigay sayo ng mundo at ng mga tao dito.

Choose wisely!

[alee-yan-nuh]

dami mo kasi insecurities sa katawan kaya di ka magtigil jan ramdam mo ba? ramdam na ramdam mo ba lahat ng katangahan na ginawa mo kaya di mo kayang manahimik? know your place & also know your situation kasi ako sa sarili ko alam ko kung nasaan ako at alam ko ilugar yung sarili ko. nasayo na diba? ano pa hinahabol habol mo? bakit takot ka? takot ka sa multo na ginawa mo? nah, gurl. hindi ko ugali at hindi ako tinuruan mang agaw at makiapid 🤮 wag kuda na lang ng kuda tapos yung mga lumalabas na salita sa bibig mo e ikaw yun mismo. kinangina ka kakagising ko lang kanina dadalihan mo na naman ako ng mga verse mo na patapon.

[reynanghugot]

Neptune

Canopus

gemini

sunflower galaxy

wormhole

Neptune: When’s your birthday? - 04221996

Canopus: Have you ever broken a bone? - Nah.

Gemini: Favourite song? - Madami hahahahaha

Sunflower Galaxy: Would you date/make friends with someone out of pity?  - Hell no!

Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t? - Uhm, dumami benta q sa shopee & lazada shop q. Madami aq natulungan na resellers q last year sa online ukayan q.

Thank you @porknbenzo wag ka magsasawa magsend ng ask :<<< Hahahahahaha

[thewritingstar]

ButchxBubbles friendship???

Thanks for the request :)

The thought of Butch and Bubbles having a spa night? Yes please. Im not really good at writing friendship fluff fics so i hope this is ok. I really like the idea of their friendship dynamic and maybe I’ll elaborate more on it. Plus I wrote this at like 1 am so yeah. 

Enjoy. :) Request and asks always open

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Bubbles finished bringing all her products from the bathroom to her bedroom. She had everything ready for her spa treatment as her sisters were off on some over night history field trip for their class. Of course she wasn’t in that class so she was left by herself and the professor was out of town for a couple of days. 

She had quite the collection of things to do and wished someone was here to do it with her. She could call Robin but she knew she had gone to her cousins house and her other friends lived a few miles away. Boomer had even gone on the trip but was sending her photos every ten minutes. 

“Guess its just us tonight.” She looked to Octi who just stared at her with his button eye. 

A sound came from behind and she turned to see something hitting her window. She got closer and saw that a figure was there. She threw open the window and looked outside. Her eyes widening slightly as she saw who was hovering. 

“Butch?” She said questionably and he gave her a small wave. 

“Sup Blondie.” He smirked. 

Her signature giggle echoed. “What are you doing here?”

“Well since every one is gone on that stupid trip, I thought why not see what you’re up to” He shrugged. 

“Are you sure?” She looked behind her at the set up she had. “I don’t think my plans is something you would be up for.” 

He flew past her and she closed the window. “Don’t care, I am bored.” He took a spot on the floor in front of the blanket that was laid out and coated with products upon products. 

Bubbles walked over and sat on the other side looking at all the products. “I was just going to do a spa night time or what I like to call Bubbles Time.” She sighed. 

He shifted a little. “I can leave if you want, I just thought-”

“No!” She held up her hands and shook her head. “No you don’t have to go. My sisters don’t ever participate so its nice having someone here, even if you don’t wanna be pampered.” 

Butch picked up a bottle while Bubbles fasten her hair into two cute space buns. He popped open the cap and took a sniff. Coconut and pineapple filled his nose and he could tell Bubbles wasn’t as bubbly as usual. He didn’t want to slap the shit on his face but knowing that not even Blossom wanted to do this with her, he thought why not. 

“Im game. Whats first?” He asked.

She looked up at him with a blank stare. “Really?” Her face slightly turned almost like a cute puppy dog. 

“Sure why not. Your skin is probably hella smooth and its not like this shit is gonna hurt.” 

Her smile was blinding as nodded. She let out a high pitched squeal and soon her was pulled into a hug. “Thank you Butch! Thank you! Not even Boomie would do this with me, fucking meanie.” he whispered the last part and he was let go from the bone crushing hug. 

“Nah fuck Boomie.” he slightly cringed at the nickname but now he had blackmail against his baby bro. “This is Bubbs and Butch time.” 

She clapped her hands together and began preparing.

--

“So now this will open your pores and get the rest of all that dirt. Geez your pores are huge.” Bubbles said as she popped open the toner and spread it on the cotton pad.

“Rude.” Butch said but took the soaked cotton from her. He watched her apply it to her skin and copied her motions while looking in the mirror. His hair was pushed away from his face with a light purple hairband that had cat ears on it. “This shit kinda burns.”

“Don’t be a pussy.” 

“Damn Bubbs didn’t know you cussed often.” He held out his hand to accept the moisturizer from her. “Kinda bad ass.” 

She laughed at this. “Oh Blossy doesn’t like it and of course BC does. After all I am hard core.” She playfully shrugged. 

---

“And then she fucking blew me off to hang out with Mitch, can you believe that!” Butch complained. 

“I hate when she does that, always forgetting plans.” Bubbles sighed as she filed his nails and blew off the dust. 

He looked at his other hand examining the clean nails. “You don’t think I have to worry about him right?” 

She leaned over to look through her massive collection of nail polishes and pick a base coat and a dark green color and a pure black one. “Butch honey, he gay.” 

“I knew that.” He said quickly. He looked at the polish. “What about just clear?”

Bubbles looked at him and raised her brows. “You know its really punk and cool for guys to paint their nails, plus Buttercup thinks its hot but you didn’t here it from me.” She wagged her eyebrows and dangled the bottle in front of him. 

He snatched the black and shook it. “Paint me up Sugar.” 

--

“Aww I wish Boomie did something like that for me.” Bubbles cooed at the screen. 

“Sugar, they are just sitting on a gold course throwing grapes at each other.” He pointed out and she hit him with a pillow. “Watch the nails.” He lifted his hands. 

“I know its simple but Troy and Gabrielle are cute and hey, I’m a sucker for cute romance.” He was sure her eyes were full of stars at this point.  “Look they are dancing in the water!”

“How many times have you seen this?” 

“Twenty seven.” The oven in the kitchen dinged and she got up. “Cookies are done. You want milk too?”

“Hell ya.” 

She got up and walked away and he took out his phone. There was a message from Buttercup. 

Spice Babe: is she torturing you?

He held his phone up to snap a selfie of his cat ear hair band. 

Me: Nope but i look hot af now. Good luck keeping your paws off me. 

Spice Babe: lol sure btw this shit blows, be thankful youre not here

Me: sucks 2 be you but i got fresh cookies from bubbs

Spice Babe: Lucky bastard

The plate of cookies was set in front of him and he clicked his phone away as she paused the movie. 

“Buttercup having fun?”

“Nope but thats not my problem.” He grinned. “ So whats next?” he asked almost a bit too excitedly.  

Bubbles covered her mouth to finish chewing. “Well its getting late and I was gonna do a face mask and build a pillow fort.”

“oh.” He realized that it meant he should probably go. 

“Do you wanna make pillow forts and have a pillow fight? Oh and a sleep over!”

His eyes widened with a giant grin. “Fuck Yeah!” 

--

His neck almost popped as the pillow was slammed into his face and he had never seen the vicious look on her face before. Even with temporary tattoos and a sparkly face mask that smelt like berries, his was pink and strawberry scent, she was still scary. 

“Prepare to die!” She shouted as she raised a pillow over her head. 

“Oh shit.” He ducked and shot one back at her, hitting her in the stomach making her grunt. Her elbow knocked on the table and they watched as the homemade smoothies shook and almost spilled. 

Their eyes met and they busted out laughing before setting the pillows down. 

“Lets wash these off and then call it a night?” She said and he followed her to the bathroom. His feet were now inside bunny slippers that were a tad to small a she was rocking matching dog ones. 

He let out a yawn as she handed him a towel to dry his face and before long, they had shut off the lights and got into their pillow forts that were facing each other. 

“Thanks for hanging out with me. It means a lot.” She said and he looked at the ceiling. 

“I had fun. You’re pretty cool Sugar.” 

“I’m glad someone thinks so.” 

“Whats that mean?” He asked and he heard a small sigh. 

She held onto Octi and even though she couldn’t see his face, she knew he had a frown on. 

“Most people just think of me as the cute girl, which is true but im more than that. Sometimes even kicking a monsters ass doesn’t prove that I am strong and mighty.”

“Listen I know for a fact you are cool and strong. I got my ass handed to me by you once or twice in our child hood. Most people think im just some meat head who can punch.” 

“I don’t think that.” She said and he believed her. “I think you are really talented at sports and just like to punch, nothing wrong with that. But you are also kind and sweet and I see how you make Buttercup feel and some meat head couldn’t do that.” 

He smirked to himself. “Thanks Bubbles.” 

“Any time.”

A comfortable silence filled the room before he spoke up. “I really appreciate how much you care about Boomer. Its hard growing up without any form of love and every time he comes home, his smile is real and I know its because of you.”

Bubbles hugged Octi closer as a blush formed on her face after she sent Boomer a good night text. “He just makes me really happy.” 

“Thats good. But I am gonna kick his ass for not taking you on cute dates because my homie deserves is.” 

“Omg Butch are we bffs?”

“For sure.” And their shared laughter faded off as sleep took over.  

--

The morning came fast and the pair quickly cleaned everything up before homemade pancakes were eaten. 

“This shit is amazing Bubbs.” Butch finished his plate. 

“Aww thanks. Oh looks like everyone should be back in an hour.” 

He stood and took the plate to the sink. “Well I’ll get going because I don’t need Blossom on my ass about any of this.” 

“I can handle her don’t worry.” She winked and soon she was alone finishing up her pancakes with a smile.

--

The front door opened and Brick and Boomer came walking in. Brick slammed his body on the couch and went straight to sleep while Boomer went to the kitchen where Butch was making a grilled cheese. 

“I can’t believe you had a sleep over with my girlfriend.”

“Hi to you too. And chill we are just besties.” He winked. “Kinda lame that you never do any of this stuff with her.” He picked up the finished meal and bit into it before shaking his head at him. “Ya know, shes pretty cool and all she wants is to pamper and watch high school musical.”

“But you hate those things.” 

Butch shrugged. “Yeah but my new bestie doesn’t and I support queens.” 

Boomer gave him a weird look. “What did she do to you?”

He flipped him off, showing off his nails. “By the way she wants cuter dates. If you are going to simp then do it right Boomie.” He mocked before grabbing his plate. “Now if you’ll excuse me, Sugar and I are going to the mall fuck face.” 

Boomer frowned as he took all the food. “Hey don’t call her that!” 

“See ya later simp.” 

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hope you liked :)