#need to rip open something?

[leaf4e]

As usual the solution is using my teeth

[carnation-damnation]

My contribution to the fankid sillies. Quirky kid who's mostly in the care of Shadow's chao, and is a little too interested with the concept of time traveling...

[kaisollisto]

Just had a thought

Beatrice comes back from a run and Ava is doing something mundane and glances over at her. Shes been making breakfast and was wondering where Beatrice left and she just sees sweaty huffing and puffing Beatrice.

And it's exhilarating, like Beatrice heaving with her chest being the most alive she's ever seen her. And it's just hot, Beatrice in her own little world gulping down water and Ava in a trance a smile tugging at her lips. She strides over to Beatrice adamant on shoving her against the wall and swallowing her breath.

And Beatrice poor Beatrice is just thinking what she's gonna do for the day is pushed up against a wall and kissed heavily. Shes surprised but not unphased and she kisses her back, with less intensity but matching passion, with care, content to be ravaged. Ava's pushing into her like she wants to melt inside of her and Beatrice is all too willing to push back.

Their lips bruise against each other and Beatrice has an overwhelming urge to taste Ava's teeth. But she's running out of breath and she gently places her hands against Ava's stomach (oh god her bare stomach,((fucking crop tops)).

Ava pulls away and the image of Beatrice is something she wants to burn into her mind. She's out of breath unfocused slumped against the wall with her hair falling out of her bun. And it's like ava wants to steal her breath, she wants to Beatrice to need her like air. She needs to swallow everything Beatrice can give her. She wants to push Beatrice harder so the only thing she can taste in her mouth is ava. She needs her gasping taking what Ava can give her and more.

With Ava's pawing insistence Beatrice has crawled up the bed and Ava in pursuit. Ava's pressing her hand against Beatrice's chest ignoring her growing protests of 'I need a shower first' and locking her hips on beas torso. Beatrice is flushed, panicking and turned on. Shes embarrassed at how out of breath she is but it seems to fuel Ava's desires.

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

having a hard time finishing this thought exactly but i feel like arthur just does not. want to react. to things. that happen to him. in general. and it's like a 50/50 of "we literally do not have the time to stop and process the shit that just went down so i'll shove all of my feelings abt it into The Box and then have a poorly timed breakdown when The Box gets too full" and also his belief that he deserves his suffering probably interferes with his ability to fully verbalize "that was fucked up. didn't like that. can we take steps to avoid that happening again."

but it's just like. he gets trapped in the Mystery Flesh Pit™ and it's disgusting and claustrophobic and there's a zombie and then he gets impaled and Dies and then his corpse gets filled with maggots. and then he gets better. and three days later he's like "sorry it's taken me three whole days to recover :/ you're probably sick of me bitching about it :/ hey would it be weird and cringe if i put some fucking armor on so i didn't get fucking stabbed again." and john's like. please god there is nothing else in this life that i want more than for you to take basic steps to protect us from getting stabbed again. wear the fucking armor.

[skyward-floored]

I counted... I still have 15 days of whumptober that I don’t have solid ideas for and only two completed fics

i’m doomed

[born-to-lose]

I need 10 jägerbombs

[melien]

Me: when I come back from the trip I will definitely continue my ts3 story/make some of my new ts3 plans come true

Brain: let's resurrect some of the old story ideas you had with ts2 premade sims

[you2018]

kinda wanna go see strange darling again

[steamworksfairy]

I think I'll make things a little easier on myself and not draw Laurel's reference sheet in this round oc references. It'll get the oc blog to open sooner, I'm low-key starting to get burnt out on drawing girl characters I've been drawing girls a lot behind the scenes and need to take a break from that so I don't get burnt out. If I do one thing too much, it happens *shrugs* And she's not even going to be in the banner art.

I'll save her for the next batch of refs/profiles. Which I'm thinking will be with my version of Koenig and Innocenti. Those two have been sort of ocs what do you call only mentioned characters with only silhouettes for character design and a few things known about them that you adopted because the mangaka didn't do much with them and they have ties to your blorbo? For a while now. And if I add Laurel with them, it'll help even things out.

[lokvinashini]

Shampoo in the eyes must be a frutrating occurance for Gabriel considering all that is where you normally lather it

Hopefully he's sealed up snug as a bug in a rug Madison's skull during bath time then ahahhaha But if not, mayhaps he threatens politely asks his dear twin sister to purchase some sort of facial mask or guard, since the hair splits away along with the rest of the head, so Madison might take care to stick to those parts only and avoid Gabriel's face (or she buys baby no-tears shampoo)

[meatriarchived2]

hands is at least a lil funny to me in the way of like. guy both loves & doesnt care to play with his food, so to speak. like you wont catch him choosing to keep any person for any prolonged period of time - that loses his attention and his entertainment very fast. you wont see him holding a person for longer than maybe two days if that.

what he enjoys, though, is the thrill that comes with batting around victim but in the sense of the poor things already partly mutilated still clinging onto some thread of life still trying to fight back desperately but can barely stand or aim a swing on him or can barely form a string of words with any coherency.

what im saying is his enjoyment comes from prolonging the intense pain theyre in bc of him and teetering his victims on the precipice of death before he grows bored when they slow down too much and then he caves their faces in.

[attractthecrows]

brooo i hate having Dreams That Piss You Off i woke up all pissed off at NOTHIIINNNNNGGGGG

[nvoc]

i downloaded enderal a week or so ago n i forgot about it... i should play but i got no time (i'm lazy)

[mass-convergence]

Let me just say that ever since I’ve gotten my diagnosis I’ve had my eyes open to the ways ADHD has utterly impacted my life. Between the emotional regulation, rejection sensitivity, failure to “reach my potential” (which is slight bullshit because any calculation of potential has to factor in the fact that I have ADHD), my chronic messiness, etc.

But never have I felt like my brain is fundamentally broken until this morning. Not going into too much detail but let’s just say I got a very critical review of some of my performance at some of the more tedious aspects of my job.

And like yeah I know my brain isn’t broken. It’s different, it’s weird, it’s fucking annoying, but it’s not broken. Like 20 years of my life have been steeped in so much deep shame about not being able to function like “everybody else”. That I do actually need someone to keep after me to do shit, not because I’m lazy or don’t know how to take care of myself or need someone to manage my life, but because my brain just grabs onto something for a hot minute and then lets go the moment the novelty wears off. But sometimes you’ve got to keep with the thing. And while I don’t like to just say “yeah it’s my ADHD” because I feel like that’s not really the greatest way to explain it versus stating the actual symptom and some ways people have coped with it, like … it IS my ADHD.

As much as I sometimes wish so hard that my brain just wasn’t like this, that with the right combination of diet and exercise and drugs and a therapist telling me the right things … that suddenly I’ll become neurotypical or some shit … that’s not how this works. I can’t change my brain chemistry or how my brain processes shit. That’s literally just how my brain developed. You can’t change it that’s not how that works. You can cope and you can medicate but you can’t like idk, pray or medicate or talk the ADHD away.

But god damn if it isn’t fucking hard. And like there are articles that say that people with ADHD are a benefit to a workplace and they’re creative, they’re problem solvers, they can be super productive if given the right project… but like … as much as I appreciate that? ADHD can be a fucking shitshow in a workplace as well (granted its workplaces that are not really friendly to ADHD with a neurotypical management staff that doesn’t understand or doesn’t care to make accommodations). And the idea of ADHD in the mainstream is still someone who’s on Ritalin or Adderall who gets distracted by squirrels.

Idk man. It’s just hard and I’m just so fucking tired.

[sunlightfeeling]

look at this picture takuya posted:

no no wait it gets better:

Which translates to:

A crow……!

1 egg…..!! 😱💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦

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…idk…i think he would actually do a banger job on tumblr…

[bidaryl]

twd:dd spoilers ahead -> okay i finished daryl season one and i rly do love it. was midkey worried about season two for a second there cos i saw a post about it being the book of carol and was like. well great. we get one great season of french shit then its back to the same old same old. and i'm a hater that just cant fuck with carryl so i was like. sigh. but! that trailer looked good! i CAN definitely fuck with carol going on a mission to find daryl! also that last bit with daryl at the beach and laurent following and calling out? genuinely thought daryl was gonna wave him down and bring him home to america to add to the kids he's adopted over the years but also daryl choosing to stay? like i'm sad becos thats his HOME hes kinda turning away from but also i've grown attached to the paris gang so this is actually very fun. anyway it's been COOL and genuinely so FUN and INTERESTING to see daryl in his own element like with no family that he's grown to rely on to stand behind like seeing him make his own choices to do whatever he deems it takes to do what he's gotta do? just seeing him having to adapt and rely on new people and trust others etc its been literally. So good. none of this makes sense but idc! thanku @ the walking dead for giving me another six episodes to be stupid over