#needclosure

[insidethethought]

Speaking of the past...

I tend to think alot about the past. About who I used to be. About what I used to feel. About the music I listened to or what I used to wear. As much as I want to let go of it I just can't seem to do it. It's a longing to be naive again. It's the pain I continue to sit in because I never let myself get closure. It's recognizing the free bird I once was and wondering how I got to be the person I am today. It's the temptation to be that person again. And then I snap back to reality and remember that saying this out loud would crumble everything in my life. My relationships, my family, my life's work. Pretty selfish to destroy it all just for a few seconds of recklessness. Why can't I let go?

[savemefromtoxic]

Stop trying to find closure. They did that the moment they started treating you with disrespect. ~ Rick dC @savemefromtoxic #closure #disrespect #narc #narclove #toxiclove #needclosure #findingclosure #theywillneverstop #itsnotyou #itsthem https://www.instagram.com/p/CouwYfapF-Y/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[sloppy-sunflower]

it hurts. it hurts a lot

and the tears wont stop

[revitalizingslowly]

The accuracy

[iblowshitup120]

What did I do so bad for you to do such a thing Aside from not listening to you and your parents when you confronted me about needing mental health counseling and trying to end my life Please tell me what the hell I did wrong for you to do this to me and not even return my dog tags? Was that really decent at all for you to do? I gave you all my love and you repay me by ignoring me and then cheating on me after you promised we will get back together? After I always told you how much I love you? How beautiful you are? After I helped you as much as possible day after day when you had surgery? How I always gave you flowers and showed you how much I love you? You fucking go behind my back and cheat on me? What the fuck did I do to you to deserve that? I have Depression, PTSD, Low Testosterone because of the nerve damage in my fucking groin, and Now i just got diagnosed for possibly having Multiple Sclerosis. Why does this have to happen to me? Im only 22 and have the rest of my life to worry about and to just add to my pile of shit I get rejected by someone who supposedly loved me and told me everything will be okay over fucking Instagram where your dating someone else without even breaking up with me in the first plAce. Why did you fucking do that to me ?

[idekhaa]

I don't know how I'm supposed to forget about a girl who I care for and still think about 24/7

[thebeautifulending]

I hate myself, cause I miss you

Mrs. Go

[rueandresolve]

How are you?

I hope you’re doing well, eating well, sleeping well

It’s a shame it ended up this way, really;

lost the bit of confidence I had in trying to fix things

Man, I miss you

wonder what went wrong

[brownskinnedforaliving-blog]

this is hitting me soo hard man...i wish i could erase him.