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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfiction) chapter four

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chapter four

The next look he gives me looks like it’s made of pure adoration and affection, yet there is so much lust and warmth in them too. `I want you,´ he whispers, leaning in for another kiss. `I want you so bad,´ he mumbles against my lips after kissing them again.

`Then please take me,´ I whisper back, before kissing him warm and deeply. Noah pushes me back on my back again on my bed, and I run my fingers through his soft hair.

`Gladly,´ he says against my lips again. And as my fingers keep running through his hair, he groans softly at the action. By the way I touch him and he returns it alone, I can feel that I’m already way into deep for him and all the sensations we are creating-he is slowly carving his way through my heart with every movement he makes.

Should I be afraid? Afraid if he’ll stay or not after this moment will be over? And if he won’t stay, how will I be able to fill it up by myself again?

I shut my way too racing and worrying mind off, and snap out of it already when Noah slips his hands to my damp era again, making me slightly groan as well.

`I want you so bad,´ he whispers, and God, his words alone send shivers down my spine. He nuzzles his face in my neck again, just like he did earlier this night on the dancefloor, making me shut my eyelids and enjoy every kiss he plants on my sensitive skin there. He knows what he is doing so well, so goddamn well. He makes sure to give every corner of my neck the attention it needs, and he then places his mouth near my ear so he can whisper the words I have been secretly fantasizing about: `I need you… I want you… Now…´

`Please,´ I whimper in response, and that makes his breathing become even heavier by hearing my words. And then finally, Noah stops using his hands, and replaces it by his own length. I gasp when he teases me at first, making him grin cockily, and before I can respond to that he enters me, making me moan out of surprise and pleasure.

Noah bites his lip as response to my sound. `You feel so good…´

I nod while biting my own lip as well, almost unable to speak back because of the overwhelming pleasure. And when he starts moving, it’s like I almost see stars-he just feels way too good in me. He keeps eye contact while he moves, and he groans loudly when his movements become a bit more rougher. And hearing him groan, him keeping his eyes locked with mine, is almost too much for me to handle. My jaw falls wide wide open as I arch my back a little when he begins to hit the right spot. `Fuck,´ I can’t help but moan. `Mhm.´

`Fuck, that feels good, yeah,´ he moans back, and picks up the pace even more, grabbing my hips, slightly squeezing them.

`Noah,´ I call out his name with a gasp, `you’re so good to me. So good.´

It seems like my words and pants make him groan even more as he goes even faster. `You’re so tight,´ he groans, `so fucking hot.´

His words… His words are so incredibly hot to me, I absolutely love it when someone talks to me during sex. I close my eyes, letting my hands run through my long hair and holding one of his shoulders after. `You… you feel so good in me,´ I gasp.

`And I love being inside you, he moans into my ear, before biting his lip in response to his own words.

`Noah,´ I whimper in response to his words. They sound so heavenly to me, just like his movements. `I’m so fucking close, I swear.´

`Oh, are you?´he manages to ask, just before having to groan again.

`Yes, I am,´ I moan.

When he hears me moan, it makes him smile in pleasure, as he keeps making the same sounds and groans as well, and as he moves I know he can tell I’m almost there. And indeed, his moans, words, movements and then his goddamn smirk makes me collapse. While I come around him, I tighten around him, moaning his name over and over again.

Noah bites his lip hard to stay focused and try to hold out, I can tell. `Fuck, doll,´ he moans, trying to hold on in as best he can.

`Come for me,´ I whisper while I place my hand on his cheek. `You can pull out and come for me.´

`Oh…,´ he moans, `You…sure?´

`Of course. Your pleasure is as equally important as mine,´ I smile at him, and smirk after. `If you want to, I can even help you hit it faster for you…´

He hisses, nodding. `Yes…´ he moans, ´please help me…´

`Of course,´ I smirk. Hearing him beg for me, for my touch makes me feel so good and dominant. So when he pulls out, I grab his erected length again, moving my hand up and down again while looking at him through my lashes. Noah’s mouth falls wide open, his hair now slightly damp because of our sweaty adventure and movements. He also looks at me with amazement in his eyes, trying to focus on trying to keep his breathing in control.

`Oh… oh, wow,´ he groans.

`You like that, don’t you?´ I grin, tilting my head. Not gonna lie, making him crumble underneath my touch makes me feel hot myself again, so I slide my free hand to my own damp era to rub it slightly.

He looks at me with such admiration as he nods at me. `Oh, I love it…´ he moans, being unbelievably sensitive to my touch.

`That’s how I like to hear it,´ I smirk, making me quicken both the pace from my hand around his length and the other hand on my own era. I bite my lip before a moan escapes from my own mouth.

`Yeah?´ he asks, out of breath. `Keep doing that… Keep doing that movement.´

`This?´ I innocently ask, while moving my hand even faster. `How about I do this as well?´ I ask him, slowly gazing my tongue up and down his length.

A gasp escapes from his mouth when he feels my tongue touch him. `Oh fuck,´ he groans. He can’t even seem to respond to my question properly yet, looking like he’s so overwhelmed with my teasing touch.

And Jesus Christ, this is hotter than any fantasy I ever had, so I rub my own era even faster because of the sweaty sight of him and the hot sounds leaving his mouth. I almost come again, and when I add one more wet kiss on his length, I can see that Noah is close to coming himself as well.

`Oh, please…´ he moans, almost unable to even complete a whole sentence anymore as his breathing gets harsher and harsher, and his eyes squeeze together a bit more tightly.

`Come for me, Noah,´ I whisper, trying to hold mine back just a little more, hoping we can both reach the finish together.

`Yes… yes,´ he almost chants, as I see his body tighten, a sign that he is very close. And when I see that, I almost cry out when my own orgasm hits me, looking at him the whole time, which makes him finally collapse as well. He moans my name when his climax hits him.

I breathe out with a sly smile, feeling good about me being able to hit his climax for him so intensely. We both fall back on our backs on the mattress, trying to catch our breath.

He looks over at me with a smile that’s so purely out of pleasure, and takes my hand to squeeze it. He then intertwines his fingers with mine as he keeps lying next to me. My heart feels full with pleasure, butterflies and sudden love for his man, so I squeeze his hand back, also smiling at him. We just look at our intertwined hands in silence, but it’s a comfortable silence. The fact that the room is quite quiet and that the only thing that can be heard is the sound of our breathing, and the sound of our fingers slowly rubbing over each other’s hands-it actually gives something beautiful and romantic, yet also just… peaceful. It’s almost as if time just doesn’t exist right now.

Noah slowly turns to look at me better, and so he can lift his hand to my face to gently caress my cheek. My heart jumps because of it, and he smiles as he gently cups my cheek, looking down at my lips for a moment before softly and slowly tracing his thumb over my bottom lip. I almost close my eyes when he does that, his hand feeling soft and safe to me. I am overwhelmed with the sudden sensation and lovely touch I get from him, a side he has not really shown before. But I enjoy every second of it.

Because of the way I react to his touch, he again gently brushes his thumb over my bottom lip again, and he just does it again, and again, and again. As if he can’t seem to get enough of being able to touch me, just like I can’t. My eyes now fully close, sighing deeply through my nose out of happiness and blissfulness. I smile when I feel him trace every inch of my face, as he wants to take in everything. It creates a warm fuzzy feeling inside of me, that makes me feel like I never want him to stop doing this.

I never quite felt like this before, so peacefully and at ease-especially after having sex with someone. I am so used to it being rushed after (especially when it’s a one night stand,) towards an end, but Noah takes his time to touch so much more than my body-he is also able to touch my heart and soul with his sweet smile, and the way he looks at me while brushing my face with his fingers, like I am his own personal painting. His thumb traces the lines of each of my features that he can see to the fullest.

I feel very much adored and appreciated by his touch, so much that it almost gets me feeling a little shy. So with a small giggle I open my eyes again, asking teasingly: `Is my face that special?´

Noah smiles widely when I ask him that, and laughs a little himself, looking at his own hand still gently touching all over my face. `Yes… Yes, you are that special,´ he sighs. `You’re so… beautiful… That’s almost… almost as if…´

He doesn’t finish his sentence, and I am curious about what he has to say. `Almost if what?´ I ask him, and I tuck a little bit of his own hair behind his ear.

When he hears that question, it’s almost as if he snaps out of some kind of trance he was in. He clears his throat, and continues speaking. `As if I would get lost in every line of your face for all of eternity,´ he whispers, `and still be able to keep finding new things… A new line, a new texture, a new little freckle…´

I can feel my eyes lit up, being touched by his words. This is a side of him I just now get to know, a very gentle and tender side… And I feel very touched by it, because I know Noah doesn’t easily open up to people, and when he does, there has to be very much trust in someone. So, I can’t help but feel somewhat honored, and like he calls me himself… special.

`I… I have to admit, you leave me a bit speechless right now, Sebastian,´ I say, calling him by his last name again as I always do when I usually tease him. Maybe that’s because I am so used to us two just teasing each other, or feeling around, flirting… This is a side I have to get used to. A side I don’t mind getting used to, because it’s so real, raw, different and vulnerable-and I hope I will see it more often of him, in whatever way that may be.

When he hears me call him by his last name again makes him softly smile and laugh, and he looks me in the eye while his hand is still touching my face, still running his thumb over my skin again.

`I don’t think I’ve ever seen you without words,´ he chuckles a bit. `I’d say that’s quite an achievement…´

`Oh shut up,´ I laugh, hitting his shoulder with my fist, but tracing his arms with my fingers after. I can feel that it gives him goosebumps, so I smirk a little. When he notices the reaction to my touch being exposed, he smirks a little himself.

`Ha,´ he laughs while shaking his head, `you’re just so damn cute…´

`Hmm… Well, you are actually quite cute yourself,´ I say, squeezing his cheeks, laughing. `And I think you have to get used to getting called that, am I right?´ I tease. `Cause, what is that what fans usually call you on social media? ‘Daddy’? ‘Noah-so freaking hot-Sebastian?´

With every word and joke I laugh even more, almost rolling over because of it, the alcohol clearly still being in my veins a bit. How sweet he may be right now, I will always love to tease him.

It makes Noah giggle a little when he pretends to pout, and lifts his arm to tickle my waist. `Hmm… Okay, that’s it,´ he whispers teasingly, as he lets his fingers travel to my belly and waist, tickling them ever so slightly.

`Noah! No! That’s unfair,´ I cry out with laughter, trying not to kick him with my feet as I try to escape from his tickles and grip.

`How is it unfair?´ he laughs, and his fingers keep tickling my stomach as he now presses his fingertips into my skin a bit deeper, but in a gentle way still.

`I… think it’s pretty fair that I just got you back a little for all the teasing you do to me, don’t you think? Hm?´ he says, as he lets a soft smile spread across his face.

I giggle in response, and in a fast movement I can get out of his grip, so I can climb and sit on top of his body with a smirk. I also grab both of his arms, holding them above his head. `Ha-ha, I won,´ I grin with a wink.

He looks at me in awe and surprise when I’m able to do a quick escape move. Seeing me suddenly on top of him, straddling his hips with his arms pinned above his head and looking down at him, makes his jaw fall a little open as he looks back at me with a look that shows that he’s truly surprised that I could pull this off, which makes me grin even bigger. I love it when men underestimate me. `Jesus,´ he whispers.

`Jesus? Yeah, I think we might need him,´ I try to say with a serious face, but burst out of giggles after.

Noah laughs a little as I say that, before he lets out a deep sigh, as I still have his arms pinned above his head.

`You’re not gonna let them go now…? Hm…?´ he says, as he looks at me with a smirk.

`Nah… I actually quite like what I’m seeing right now, you underneath me like this,´ I smirk a bit evilly.

He slowly raises an eyebrow as a mischievous smile starts to spread across his face. `Hmm… You do?´ he says, before slowly starting to try and pull his arms out of my grip.

`I do,´ I whisper, when I lean my mouth towards his ears. He just keeps pulling his arms with a bit more force now, clearly wanting to get free.

`Fine, fine,´ I mumble, letting go of his arms, and then placing my own on my hips after, my naked body still sitting on top of him. `And now what, hm?´

He slowly pulls his hands back a little, and looks up at me with a sly face as I sit on top of him like this. `Ah, much better,´ he smirks, `I like to be able to touch you,´ he whispers mischievously, as he very slowly slides his hands over my skin, from my waist to my thighs.

`Ah, that’s what this is about,´ I chuckle, grabbing both his hands, placing them on my breasts and making them squeeze them. His eyes go a little wide as I do that, and just for a second he looks a little stunned, before he slowly lets a smile spread across his face yet again.

`Hmm,´ he hums softly, and I begin to sit up a little, so I can take up his length and let it enter me slowly. I hiss because of the contact, but keep eye contact with him.

`Is this what you wanted, hm?´

Noah’s eyes are fully focused on me as I make the movement, and his jaw drops slightly while his head falls to the pillow behind him. `Oh… God…´ he moans softly.

`Thought so,´ I smirk and I slowly begin to move my hips back and forth, my hands on his chest.

`Oh God,´ he moans again when his jaw drops wider, and his eyes fully close as he seems overwhelmed by all the sensations I create inside of him.

`You feel so good inside of me,´ I groan when I begin to move even faster, getting lost in him and the moment.

`Ah… You’re so…´ he moans, not finishing his sentence, and everytime he does something like this it always makes me so incredibly curious about what he wants to say, but in this moment I also feel very powerful, making him unable to speak properly because of my movements.

`So what?´ I smirk, my mouth slightly parted to keep my breath as steady as possible, my hips still moving fast, the sound of our skin slapping against each other filling the room around us.

`So… perfect…´ he whispers with his eyes closed, and we’re both getting lost in the rhythm of our breathing and my hips. `So perfect,´ he whispers again.

I let out a couple of loud moans when I let him hit my spot again when he begins to move his hips as well, making me pick up the pace even faster on top of him, my breath speeding up as well. `Oh Noah,´ I whimper with a hoarse voice, `you’re so good to me. So good.´

His eyes flutter open as I let out those moans, and he lifts his own hips a little, trying to get even deeper inside of me. `Yeah?´ he whispers back. `You like that?´

`So much,´ I cry out of pleasure. `I like every inch of your length inside of me. Every bit,´ I moan, letting my thoughts and feelings of pleasure slip over my tongue just like that.

`Ugh, baby…´ he moans yet again, as he lifts himself up again and presses his upper body against mine, now looking at me up close, and the way I’m completely gotten lost in this. `You’re so hot…´

Him calling me baby makes me completely lose it inside, so I wrap my arms around his neck, so he can bury his head in my chest while he kisses them. Dear God, this truly is the hottest, most insane and intense sex I have ever had, no lie. And I can’t get enough of it, of him, of every inch and touch of him. His sweet, tender and passionate kisses get more intense, as his lips start to explore my skin more and more, his tongue starting to join.

`Oh God,´ I moan out loudly, making my head fall back on my shoulders. As he hears me moan, he begins to let his own loud moans out as well against my skin, as he keeps pressing his lips against it.

`I’m so close, baby, so close,´ I say out of breath, as I pick up my pace even more with my hips as much as I possibly can.

He lifts his fingers to brush some of my hair off my face that has fallen in my sight. `Yeah?´ he breathes heavily, `Yeah?´ he repeats, now moaning as his fingers softly grip the back of my hair, but his eyes are so incredibly intense and focused on me.

I return his intense stare, even though it does make me blush deeply. `Yeah,´ I breathe out to answer him, moving my hips a little deeper.

Noah keeps looking at me while his fingers in my hair tighten their grip a little more. `Oh… Oh baby,´ he whispers in a moan, as he lifts his own hips up against mine.

`Oh! Oh fuck,´ I curse with a loud moan when I feel myself tighten around him, hitting my climax. I pant and still grind my hips a little when I come, and let my head fall on his shoulders when I’m done.

His body shivers with mine, and sends him over the edge as well when I come. He presses his hips firmly against me while he hits his own climax, and holds me close while he gently presses his own sweet, tender yet intense kisses on my neck, my shoulder, and my chest. I sigh out of pleasure and satisfaction while I feel his kisses all over my skin.

Noah keeps pressing his lips against it, as his breathing slowly starts to become less heavy and more stable again, just like mine. The feeling of his lupus against my skin stays gentle, and he lifts his head to look at me when my head is still on his shoulder.

`That… Yeah that was fucking insane,´ I breathe out with a little laugh as I climb off him and lay down next to him after, rolling on my side so I can still face him, leaning my face on my hands underneath my face.

Noah can’t help but let a little giggle escape as I lay down next to him, and he turns on his own side to face me as well. He looks into my eyes and softly smiles as he softly whispers: `I… I agree.´

Now it’s my turn to let my hand and thumb explore his face, taking in every inch of it. He presses his face against my hand, letting him softly brush my thumb over his features, all while he looks deeply into my eyes.

I truly do not know how to get over this moment, nor how to forget it-because I don’t want to, I can’t. I know that after we shared this intense and deeply intimate moment with each other, there is no turning back to normal anymore for me and Noah. And maybe… maybe I don’t even want to, and I know that’s bad. I can’t imagine him not ever touching me like this again-I don’t want it to ever stop. I can’t imagine never hearing our moans filling both our ears again, his hot voice whispering my darkest and dirtiest fantasies making them come alive, our eyes locked in the most intense and loving way…

I can’t say goodbye to that. I truly don’t want to. But in a few hours the sun will rise again, Noah and the rest of the band have to play a show in the evening again, and I have to be their make-up and dressing assistant again. And then what? We have to behave normally again, like nothing ever happened? And also around the rest of the band and crew? I wonder how Noah looks at this, but I am also a little scared to find out, not wanting to let this magical moment end anytime soon, even though I know it has to.

Noah keeps softly smiling at me as I still explore his features with my hand, and lifts a hand to gently brush over my neck until it reaches my chin to lift my face up so gently, so my eyes match his again. That totally does not make anything even harder for me, or something. His eyes look over my eyes for a moment, drinking me in before he speaks. I can’t help but feel completely hypnotized by his dark eyes.

`Listen…´ he breathes out, as he slowly tucks a few strands of hair behind my ear. `I… I really enjoy being with you… And this… This was so beautiful, nice… and hot… Truly.´ He deeply breathes out again.

´But…´ he whimpers with a small sigh, and there it goes-the pang in my stomach filled with a little fear.

`But…?´

`But…´ he whimpers again, still looking at me with this warm, tender, yet conflicted and sad look. `There’s a small problem,´ he whispers softly, as he gently brushes a thumb over my cheek.

`I know. My job. My position, me being your assistant and all,´ I sigh. His head sinks a little as I bring this up, and he lets out a small sigh as he leans closer.

`Yeah… exactly,´ he whispers softly. `I really… really care about you… and really enjoy company, and this… This was all incredible…´

The look on his face, that soft sad look, is still a conflicted one. I can’t help but turn around, staring at the ceiling for a moment, trying to ignore all my conflicted feelings, the butterflies for Noah, the disappointment and the sudden overwhelming sadness. I mean, I can’t really be surprised by his words right? I know since the moment I leaned into him and we started this, it somehow had to end, it all had to turn back to normal the next day. And it still hurts, more than I expected it to do.

I can hear Noah sigh softly, slowly wrapping his arm around my waist, and I sigh as well, stroking his arm in a warm manner, but pushing him off after. If this has the end either way… It just has to end quickly, I guess, so I can deal with the sadness a little easier. So I get out of bed, grab my bathrobe that’s hanging on the bathroom door, and put it on quickly. I sigh once again, leaning against the door, looking at him through the dark room, only lit a little by the moon shining through the window next to the hotelbed.

`So… this is it, then?´ I softly ask.

Noah sighs as well, and he lifts himself on his elbows to look at me, while the sheets around him partially cover his body.

`I guess so,´ he mumbles, as his jaw slightly clenches, in sadness it seems.

I nod, pressing my lips together, trying to show as little emotions as possible, hoping it somehow will make things easier for us. `Okay.´

`I…I…´ Noah stumbles over his words, seeming to struggle for finding the right ones. `Please…´ he whispers, his voice cracking just a little bit as I can see his eyes twinkle in the darkness with sad emotions. `Please… don’t feel so sad…´

`I don’t. I mean, I do-but I know I shouldn’t. It’s just… I feel a little stupid, even though I know where I was getting into… And I don’t regret it at all, not the slightest, don’t get me wrong. It’s just…´ I shrug, looking over at him with a sad smile. `I did not expect to get so attracted to you, I guess.´

He closes his eyes for a moment, as he listens to me speak. `Yeah, neither did I…´ he whispers softly, opening his eyes again after.

I blink a couple of times, my heart racing by his honest words, basically confirming he feels the same way as I do, but I try to push it away after. Why get my hopes up still for things that can not happen anyway, if it has no point?

So I just nod at him again, and hand him a spare bathrobe that was hanging next to mine when walk to him again. `Here,´ I mumble.

He looks at me with the same conflicted look as I hand it over to him. He gets out of bed, and his eyes don’t leave mine as he slowly puts the bathrobe around himself, and ties it in place. When he is finished, he still stares at me with his body facing me, not being able to stop staring into my sad eyes.

`Oh, and you shouldn’t forget these of course,´ I chuckle, or at least, I try to, so I know my laugh doesn’t sound honest to Noah. I hand him his clothes that were laying on the floor still, unable to look into his eyes again, knowing that that would make this all too much harder for me.

I’m such a fool, such a goddamn fool. To think that I would catch no single feelings for Noah after a one night stand with him, while I’ve been attracted to him since the beginning, while we have been flirting and teasing for so long… And now that we finally had the moment to act on it, it has to end, way too soon for my liking.

Noah looks at the clothes I have handed to him, but doesn’t take them just yet as he walks closer to you. `Listen, please…´ he whispers, as his hand brushes along my arm gently, giving me strength to finally look back at him again.

He takes a deep breath in and out, his chest rising and sinking deeply when he seems to put his thoughts into the right words to say. `Please…´ he whispers softly yet pleadingly, `please don’t think it’s because I don’t want you in my life anymore…´

His fingers gently caress my cheek, and the corners of my mouth twitch. `Noah, don’t worry, I know that’s not the case,´ I sigh, tucking a strand of loose hair behind my ear. `We’ll just… try to sleep in our own rooms again, sleep it all off… and get up with a fresh start in the morning and get you ready for your next performance, right?´ Whenever I try to smile, they keep being sad, I can just feel it.

He looks at me, knowing that he can see through my fake smile. `Yeah…´ he whispers softly, and it looks like he wants to move closer, but changes his mind quickly and just lets his gaze sink instead.

`I think you should go. So we can both catch some sleep for the next show, I mean,´ I gulp, staring at my own feet.

`Yeah… I understand… You’re right,´ he softly says, which is also when he also finally takes his clothes from me.

I look at him, seeing his heartbroken eyes, and feel the same as well. It’s not fair that this has to end this way and go this way. But we both knew this moment would come one way or another, so… I guess we have ourselves to blame.

I slowly walk towards my door to hold it open for Noah when a few minutes of painful silence has passed, knowing that if I won’t open the door for him, he would stay here in silence still-and that’s too painful for me right now. I can see Noah’s jaw clenching as he looks from me to the door, and sighs again with a small, barely visible nod as he slowly makes his way towards the door. I want to hold him back, I want him to stay here and replay the whole night with him-but I know that isn’t smart and we shouldn’t do that. So when he makes his way towards the door, going through it to make his way to his own hotel room again, I try to swallow sudden upcoming tears away. Man, I hate when emotions get involved.

But just as he is out of my room and in the hallway, he stops in his tracks, clearly catching my sounds of me trying to sniff back my tears and emotions. Goddamnit. His head begins to hang low for a few seconds, before he turns around and takes a slow step back into my room. The look on his face is full of pain and heartbreak for me, and I slowly shake my head.

`Noah,´ I whisper, hating that I’m such a mess because of all of this. `It’s okay. I’m just being overdramatic,´ I try to joke, but I fail. `So… it’s okay.´

He stops for a moment, a few feet away from me, and his eyes lock with mine, seeing the tears streaming over my cheeks. Gosh, why do I always have to be such an emotional person? Already saddened and dramatic over something like this?

At my attempt at a joke, he shakes his head instantly. `No, no…´ he whispers, `Don’t-don’t put this on yourself,´ he adds as he closes the door behind him.

`We’re making this way too hard for ourselves,´ I sniff, now unable to hold back my tears, and laugh out of frustration after. `Sorry, I don’t get why I’m crying either.´

Noah shakes his head. `No… No, this is normal…´ he whispers in almost croak in his throat. He seems to finally give up his own restraint, and slowly reaches out and pulls me into him to hug me tightly.

The hug only makes my sniffs worse, but I do accept it. I nuzzle my head into his neck, and my head gets a little red because of embarrassment. `Jesus, I really am a mess, aren’t I?´ I laugh through my tears. `I just… I think it’s just… I have waited for this moment with you for a while… and I didn’t expect it to be over so soon. Stupid, isn’t it?´ I sniff.

He sighs deeply as he feels my tears fall into his chest and holds me in his arms, and his chin gently rests on my forehead as he caresses my back with a tender and soft touch. `Believe me… I feel the same way,´ he croaks again. `I knew that this might end this way… but I guess I was too stupid to be rational… and accept,´ he continues as his chin sinks gently on my shoulder.

`Guess we are both stupid,´ I laugh through my tears.

Noah chuckles as well, painfully, and his head nuzzles gently into the crook of my neck. `Yeah… We’re pretty damned stupid,´ he whispers.

I sigh and let go of him, stroking his cheek with my hand and tucking a strand of loose hair behind his ear after, making him close his eyes for a moment. I give him a sad smile. `You should go, Noah. Believe me, I wish you could stay… but you shouldn’t.´

He nods slowly and sadly at my words. `Yeah,´ he softly says, `you’re right.´ He leans in just a small small bit, only to give me a small, sad little peck on my lips, before he steps back. My heart jumps when he does that, and it gives me butterflies but also sadness all at the same time.

Noah then looks at me one last time, with a small but sad smile, before closing the door behind him.

`Goodnight,´ I whisper to the closed door, and wander through my own hotel room and thoughts after.

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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfiction) chapter seven

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Autors note: hello! an update, finallyyy hehe. also, i found it very hard to pick a gif this time, like hello he's gorgeous on every single one pff 🫠. but then i saw this one and i got a hot flash right away so i was like ... yeah okay then this is the one GYUFHIJOF. anyway, hope y'all enjoy this chapter, it's long asf btw lol. oh and, i wouldn't read it in public if i were you. 🙃

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chapter seven

As I follow the guys, I look at my phone again, having a whole bunch of notifications: two texts from my best friend, five from my mom… including seven missed calls from her.

‘Oh please no,’ I mumble to myself, not looking forward to whatever she has to say to me. Let’s say that me and my mother do not get along very well. 

‘What’s up?’ I hear Noah ask next to me, looking over my shoulder out of curiosity, trying to see the cause of my annoyance. 

‘It’s my mother,’ I sigh. ‘Seven damn missed calls from her. Wonder what I did wrong in her eyes this time now,’ I mumble while rolling with my eyes. 

As soon as Noah hears that it’s about my mom, a frown appears on his face and his forehead wrinkles. He knows a little about her-that I grew up with her and my dad in a little religious town in the UK, and we especially started to not get along anymore when I became a teenager and developed my own will and opinions.

It all just had to turn that big of an issue for her that she basically kicked me out, making me live with my aunt (her sister) here in the United States since I was thirteen. And believe me… I actually had a way better life with my aunt. I have always been hurt deep inside that my own mother kicked me out and found her religious beliefs way more important than her own daughter, but as I grew older I could accept it piece by piece, and I have always been grateful-and still am-that my aunt took me into her loving home. To me, she became more of a mom to me than my own biological one has ever been. A lot of times I have felt like she never deserved that title. 

Of course my older sister, Kate, has always been the perfect daughter to her, following her religious footsteps like some too tall fucking baby duck (she is seriously very tall), making mum and dad always so proud of her. Her noisy ass always has something to say to me too, and makes sure that whatever I share online comes in her greedy hands and my mothers ones as well-hence why she has been calling me so much this night. Of course this has to do something with the picture I have shared of Noah and I-she absolutely does not agree with her brainwashed Christian mind that I work for a band like Bad Omens. Noah-and the rest of the band-do not know everything much by detail, something I for now want to keep it that way, as I am not very fond of talking about my family and our history.

‘That woman again?’ he huffs, shaking his head in slight disbelief of my words. ‘She's such a pain in the ass… What does she want this time?’

‘She probably wants to know why the hell I posed with you like that on our selfie,’ I sigh out of annoyance. ‘Hailey, how can you work for guys looking like that? Hailey, they are covered in tattoos, please tell me you will not do the same! Hailey, how can you work with guys worshiping the devil?’ I mock my mothers words in her annoyingly so called worried voice, the words being something she repeats to me so many times whenever she has the chance to talk to me.

Noah groans in annoyance and rolls his eyes at the sound of my mothers remarks. I know that the woman never fails to astound him. ‘Jesus Christ,’ he curses with a low voice, pinching the bridge of his nose as if I just said something that’s giving him a headache. Well, my mother sure as hell gives me that nine out of ten times. 

‘Can’t you just ignore your mother at times? Just until she finally gets the fucking message? Like… how do you even keep up with her bullshit?’

‘Ha, good joke,’ I mumble at him. ‘Nah, if I don’t respond in a few days, she just calls my aunt, because she knows me and my aunt get along way better and that  knows more about how I’m currently doing than my mom does. God, I wish she could just accept the fact that I’m an adult and have, and can have, my own life,’ I explain with annoyance.

The more I talk about my mother, the more Noah also seems to become annoyed with the situation, as if he knows where I’m talking about. ‘Damn,’ he groans after I just finished speaking, pinching the bridge of his nose out of stress.

‘Your mom is one annoying human being, you know that?’ he half jokes, but gives me an apologetic look after. 

‘Oh trust me-I know,’ I say back, sighing. ‘It's one of the reasons I had no problem getting kicked out by her when she didn’t want me living with her and the rest of the family anymore, back when I was a teen. That’s why I moved from the UK all the way here in America to start a better life with my aunt.’

Noah listens to the words I speak, the annoyance on his face slowly fading away a bit more. ‘I have to say… I still gotta respect you for that. That’s kind of impressive, honestly,’ he softly jokes with a smirk, now nudging his shoulder against me, seeming to try to lessen my stress and annoyance because of my mother by doing so. 

‘Anyone would want to escape from that woman,’ I mumble. ‘And somehow I was the bad guy. Just because I didn’t agree nor believe in her oh so holy Christian beliefs when I grew up,’ I mockingly say.

‘Oh God… your mother is one of those Christians?’ Noah asks, the annoyed expression on his face reappearing immediately as he hears me telling about it. ‘Jesus… No wonder she doesn’t like us then. She probably sees us as some kind of Satan worshippers,’ he grumbles out, rolling his eyes.

I can’t help but snort at his words as I nod. ‘Yeah, and she now thinks that I am too. I bet that she probably tried to call me because she saw our picture, all panicked because you ‘lured me into your Satanic beliefs’ or something,’ I say, trying to let the last words sound all spooky to mock my mom and joke about the situation. 

It makes a genuine chuckle leave Noah’s lips as I do so. ‘Ha, yeah, that’s exactly it…’ he says with a wide smirk, now shaking his head. ‘Your mom makes everything sound so much worse than it actually is… I mean.. we’re not as evil as she makes us out to be, are we?’ he then jokes.

‘Of course not,’ I laugh, shaking my head. ‘But yeah, she was not exactly thrilled that I have a job as a stylist working for a metal band.’

Noah rolls his eyes as I say that. ‘Your mom is always so over dramatic about everything man, whenever I hear you talk about her… honestly, a girl your age shouldn’t have to worry about keeping her mother from being so dramatic and stressed about her life choices,’ he tells me, smiling with a chuckle, and I know that he means well with those words.

‘I know. It’s just… we have been through a lot together, so sometimes it still kinda hurts that she just won't love and accept me for who I am, or the choices I make and how I decide to live my life,’ I shrug, trying to talk casually about it.  As I do, the slight playful smile on Noah’s face turns into a more empathetic and understanding one. He seems to frown at the thought of it, and his brows furrow slightly at the sight of me trying to seem all casual about the situation. 

‘Well… it’s her loss,’ he tells me after with a shrug as he shoves his hands in his pockets, now looking at me with an expression that looks a lot more compassionate. 

‘Guess so. I mean, my aunt is more of a mother to me anyways,’ I mumble, and then sigh as I click on my mothers name on my phone, just to simply text her back: ‘Don’t have time to talk right now, mum. I’ll call you back when I can find the right moment.’

Noah moves a bit closer to me now after I hit the send button, putting his hand on my shoulder and gently squeezing it to comfort me. ‘There you go,’ he chuckles softly as his eyes gaze over my phone. ‘Hopefully that’s enough to keep her from bugging you for the rest of the night.’

‘Yeah… And otherwise I’ll just turn my notifications off,’ I shrug, and then click on the two texts that I have gotten from my best friend Sarah a couple of hours ago. 

‘Girl, since when do you have a boyfriend?? How come it’s Noah?? I know you told me you find him hot and all but oh my god??’

‘Pleaseee text me back asap, I want to know everything!! The tea is hot and I’m sat’ 

I roll my eyes as I chuckle a bit when I read her texts. Of course Sarah wants to know every detail about what happened, which is fair since we haven’t been able to catch up for a while. 

I suddenly hear Noah clear his throat, making me look up from my phone to look at him. He casually-or at least, tries to-walks next to me with his hands still in his pockets, the smirk on his face growing by the second. I raise my eyebrows, as I ask him: ‘What’s so funny?’

He shakes his head and he then meets my gaze, his smirk still big. ‘Nothing,; he says all innocently, the playful glint reappearing in his eyes. ‘It's just… I saw the text from your friend,’ he chuckles, now pointing at the phone in my hand. 

I chuckle, while I smile. ‘Oh yeah, she saw the picture of us together. She of course wants to know all the details.’

‘I figured…’ he laughs now, his smirk becoming more and more cocky. ‘Not gonna lie though. I feel honored by the fact that you told her you think I’m hot,’ he admits cockily and winks at me. 

My eyes turn a bit wide when I look from him, to my phone, and then back to him, my cheeks turning a deep red color. ‘I… Well…’ I begin to stammer, feeling a bit embarrassed and caught. ‘It’s not polite to just stare at someone’s phone, y’know,’ I just try to casually say, pretending to not be affected by his words.

Noah just starts laughing loudly now as he notices the look on my face, seeming to of course enjoy every second of seeing me flustered at what he just said. ‘Sorry, I just couldn’t help it,’ he chuckles, shrugging his shoulders and then looking at me with a mischievous smirk and teasing glint in his eyes.

‘Hmm. I’ll just let it slip for now, Sebastian,’ I say with one raised eyebrow, deciding to just tease him back. 

‘Oh, you will?’ Noah shoots back with still that smirk on his face and raised eyebrow on his own, shaking his head slightly with a chuckle as he looks down at me with a cocky yet amused look on his face. ‘How kind of you.’

The teasing smile on his face grows wider as he again chuckles, the playfulness in his eyes making him more flirtatious and mischievous than ever.

‘Oh shut up you. I need a drink now,’ I mumble, hoping the red in my face will quickly disappear, as we make our way to the afterparty in the building.

Noah again laughs at the sight of the red on my cheeks. For a second his eyes take in my appearance, as he smirks once again. ‘I can get you a drink,’ he responds, then looking at me with a challenging twinkle in his eyes. ‘If you manage to keep yourself from looking at me, and my hot body full of tattoos of course,’ he says so teasingly-of course still referring to my Sarah’s text that exposed me-that it makes me roll my eyes for a second. 

‘Oh, I can easily do that,’ I say while narrowing my eyes at him, my voice sounding slightly playful.

‘You think so?’ Noah shoots back with a grin, now tilting his face slightly to give me a challenging look while he still walks next to me. ‘I doubt it. My tattoos are way too cool not to look at, and a cute little thing like you? I can practically bet money on it that you’ll give in after just a few seconds.’

He is clearly testing me  and trying to get a reaction out of me with his teasing yet daring words, so I just snort at him. ‘Oh please. A few seconds? A bit cocky today, are we now, Noah?’

‘Cocky? Or confident? I’d say I’m confident,’ he shoots back, smirking proudly. ‘There is quite a difference, you know?’ he then chuckles. 

We are nearing the small backstage area that will lead to the afterparty as we talk. The private bar is located for those who are allowed backstage, which I am thanks to our backstage passes and Noah bringing me with him. We walk towards the toilets as we are inside.

‘You wait here please, I’m going to change into something more party-like real quick,’ I say as I walk into a toilet stall and lock the door behind me. 

I quickly get out of my simple work tee and pants, getting my strapless maroon dress with open back that’s folded neatly out of my small-but yet big enough that I can fit a couple of things inside-shoulder bag that I’ve brought with me. The dress looks quite nice on me as I say so myself-the dress hugs my curves and lets my roundings from front and back stand out very well. After that I put on some matching heels that are nice looking yet not too uncomfortable to walk and stand on, and after that I put a hand through my hair to get it to look a little more nice. When I feel good about my looks I walk out of the toilet stall, seeing Noah waiting for me while he scrolls on his phone. 

‘Tadaaa,’ I say, spinning around quickly so he can see my look.

As Noah hears the sound of the toilet stall door opening, he looks up from his phone and puts it back in the backpocket of his jeans, and as soon as his eyes fall  on me walking out of the stall and my little spin, his eyes go a little wider as his jaw drops a little.

‘Oh wow…’ is all he seems to be able to say as he takes in my form, his eyes looking me up and down. He is not even trying to hide the smirk that is appearing on his face after, as he then slowly shakes his head while taking me in once more. 

It makes me smirk broadly myself when I see his reaction, jokingly saying: ‘And weren’t you the one saying that I would be the one not being able to keep my hands off you?’

‘I’m pretty sure those words did leave my mouth, yes,’ he responds, his smirk only widening when he hears my sassy comment. ‘And I don’t think I've ever been proven more wrong, honestly,’ he says as his eyes take in every inch of my body again in my dress, not even hiding the way he is practically admiring my every feature right now.

‘Just wait. I bet I can spend the whole evening without touching you. You in? Or are you afraid to lose?’ I mischievously smile at him.

‘Oh now that…’ -he lets out a devious chuckle at my question, the glint in his eyes only growing more and more mischievous as well as he takes a step closer towards me- ‘...that sounds like a challenge.’

As he speaks further, he looks at me through his eyelashes. ‘One I’m gladly willing to accept, even,’ he says huskily, his expression turning darker as he shoots me a naughty smirk.

‘Okay…’ I start, now also taking a few steps closer to him as I return his smirk. ‘Then it goes in now,’ I whisper into his ear when I stand on my toes to reach it, and then when I stand back normally again I look at him through my eyelashes with a seductive look.

‘Oh yeah? I hope you’re preparing yourself to lose then,’ he smirks as he again moves a bit closer to me, leaning in as his face hovers closely to my own, the devilish look on his face showing he’s gonna try his absolute best to make me break the rule. He wishes. 

‘Hmm… I think I will be fine,’ I say as I narrow my eyes with a naughty smile, before turning around to walk away, knowing very well that my behind and moving curves are perfectly displayed in the dress I’m wearing.

‘Ha, we’ll see about that,’ I hear Noah mumble behind him, making me shake my head and chuckle to myself. 

I walk towards the bar to order myself my first drink, noticing that a few guys standing around the bar at the order side are eyeing my chest more than my eyes, which makes me look at them with a nasty look before turning my back at them, focusing on a talk with my female colleagues I then spot. They excitedly and happily tell me their congratulations when I tell them about the nomination I got from the SMA's.

‘That’s so exciting,’ a light skinned girl from my age, Pearl, tells me when I tell her about the interview and photoshoot that comes with it. Her dark, curly hair is clipped behind her ears, and she wears a short, shiny, light blue-greenish dress that compliments her body and brown skin very well. 

‘Tell me about it,’ I smile. ‘Have to admit though, that I’m also quite nervous about it…’

‘Oh yeah, that’s very logical, it’s your first interview for something like this, right?’

I nod, and Pearl returns it with an understanding but reassuring smile. ‘I’m absolutely sure everything will go just fine. Also…’ she now leans more into me, making me lean more towards her as well, and her eyes now wander to Noah standing in the corner of the room with a drink, alongside Nick and another guy they are talking to.

‘Things are getting more serious, huh?’ she smirks. ‘I’ve always wondered if you guys got something going on, to be honest… With the way you two always act around each other and such,’ she adds, making me blush a little. 

‘Really?’ I nervously ask, and Pearl nods at me.

‘Yeah… I mean, girl-have you seen the way Noah looks at you? I wish a guy could look at me like that,’ she laughs, and I join her, while also feeling a bit warm about the way Noah seems to look at me when I don’t notice.

‘I just…’ I begin to stumble, feeling a little stuck if I could tell my new madly friend a bit of the truth, since Noah and I aren’t really officially out yet. But by the way she looks at me with such a kind and honest look, I decide that I will, also desperately wanting to share my thoughts and feelings with someone about all of this. 

‘Well, let’s say I developed a little crush on him since the day I started working for him and the band,’ I shyly laugh as I begin to explain everything to her, making Pearl knowingly smirk at me. Goddammit. ‘And… when he started returning the jokes I made towards him, and our bond became closer, the jokes just turned a little more into teasing and sometimes even flirting as well… It has been going on for months now, and I couldn’t help but always had some sort of hope because of that, that he likes me back and all…’

‘Well, he obviously does,’ Pearl laughs while she shakes her head at me, taking a sip of her drink. ‘Like c’mon, everyone can tell. The tension between you two…’

I blush one again because of her words, nervously twirling a lock of hair around my finger. ‘You think so?’

‘Duh!’ she certainly exclaims, making me giggle a little, taking a few sips of my drink as well.

‘Well… Something may have happened between us last night…’ I say a little softer now with again a small giggle, making Pear’s eyes turn wide out of curiosity and excitement. 

‘Hello-tell me everything!’ Pear exclaims as she seems to almost want to jump up and down of everything I have just been telling, making me try to calm her down as I shoot her a little awkward smile.

‘Okay so…’ I begin, as I take a deep breath with the corners of my mouth curling up again. ‘Me and Noah slept together last night. The night before this show, I mean.’

‘GIRL!’ Pearl now beams because of my words, which makes a couple of people look at both me and her, and as I laugh at her I again try to calm her down by shushing her.

‘How was it?!’ she now wants to know, making me look at Noah again for a moment, still standing in the corner of the room with Nick and the other guy. As soon as his eyes lock with mine, I can’t help but swoon a little when I think back of our intimate moment last night. It also doesn’t help that he winks at me, making me quickly shoot my eyes at Pearl again as I grin with slight colored cheeks. And, it makes me shoot back a lot more of my drink, making me squeeze my eyes shut for a couple of seconds. 

‘Trust me… Noah is like some kind of God in bed, and I’m not even religious,’ I slur a little now that the alcohol starts kicking it, making me giggle like some in love teenager, and Pearl groans out of playful jealousy and excitement. 

‘Damn girl. Noah Sebastian and Hailey Clark slept together… I must say, you two make quite the attractive couple…’ Pearl then winks at me as she said those words, and I blush for what feels like the hundredth time this night.

‘You think so?’ I ask Pearl whilst still being flattered about it, and she heavily nods.

‘C’mon, look at you two, being handsome and everything,’ she cheers, making me laugh behind my hand. 

‘Yeah… Noah is quite handsome indeed,’ I answer, my mind trailing off to daydream about him-shirtless, touching me, kissing me… which then reminds me of the bet me and Noah made, so I quickly try to snap out of my unholy daydreams. 

‘You don’t have to tell me twice,’ Pearl giggles, and when we say our goodbyes after because she spots someone else she knows, I walk towards Noah and the other guys he is standing with, with now a wine glass in my hands after I ordered it.

As Noah sees me walking towards him and the others, a devilish smirk appears on his face immediately. When I stand next to him, he glances at me, his eyes slowly trailing over my form, before coming back towards my face again while the smirk on his face only widens. 

‘Hi there,’ I greet him with a sly smile, and then nod as a greeting to the others. 

‘Noah was just about to tell us about that time you were absolutely shit faced and me and Jolly had to carry him to our hotel room ourselves, right Noah?’ Nick says with a playful smile towards him, making the other guys in the circle laugh and I can’t help but chuckle softly as well.

Noah rolls his eyes at Nick, but the smile still remains on his face as he slowly shakes his head. ‘Yeah, yeah, very funny,’ he says, ‘I can still remember the both of you had to carry me, and I mean I can’t help it if I’m a little weak to alcohol sometimes, can I?’ he now shoots back with a chuckle, and gives me a teasing look after as he turns to look at me again. 

‘Ah, no of course not Noah,’ Nick chuckles and I shake my head with a little laughter, my head now filled with an image of Noah having to be carried to the hotel room by Nick and Jolly, it was probably a funny moment.

‘How sad that I missed that moment,’ I now smirk at Noah, leaning towards him just a little, so our hips almost touch each other. 

My words make him raise an eyebrow with a small, playful smile. ‘Oh, I’m sure we can arrange that this will happen another time,’ he chuckles, returning my smirk and mirroring my action by leaning just a little closer to me as well, our hips now inches apart. Interesting move, Sebastian.

‘Well, make sure that I won’t miss it this time then,’ I wink, as I then take a sip of my wine. ‘But please not tonight though… I do not really look forward to having to carry you with that other idiot,’ I say, pointing at Nick, who pretends to be offended by my words.

Noah laughs at my comment, shaking his head as he looks over at Nick. ‘You hear that, Nick? Hailey doesn’t want to carry me with you, or the both of us I think,’ he teases Nick with a chuckle, earning him a small punch against his shoulder and a laugh. 

‘I think she would rather have you carry her home instead, mate,’ Nick jokes while jokingly slapping against his shoulder a few times before leaving with the other guys, making me shake my head with a little laugh. Noah does the same, his eyes now trailing back to me. He raises an eyebrow as his eyes meet mine again. 

‘So, little mouse, you want me to carry you home instead, huh?’ he says, a smirk visible on his face again as he starts to lean even closer towards me, but this time from the front.

‘Maybe… too bad we still have that bet going on, though,’ I teasingly yet daringly smirk at him, putting both my hands behind my bag. 

His eyes widen a little as I mention the best, and he lets out a sigh after-a frustrated and amused sigh-as if he forgot our bet for a moment. ‘Oh I know…’ he says, sounding just a little tired, while he trails one of his fingers over my shoulder in the air, then over my chest, and stops it as it’s just inches away from my skin. ‘Do you have an idea how much I have to keep myself back from touching you right now, mouse, hm?’

‘Is that you saying that I’m gonna win the bet?’ I say as the corners of my mouth curl even more upwards.

A low and frustrated groan leaves Noah’s mouth as he looks away, taking a sip of his drink, before looking back at me with narrowed eyes. ‘Don’t be so full of yourself, mouse. I’m going to win-I always win,’ he says in a low voice, before leaning closer again, his thumb now rubbing over my bottom lip… making me almost explode by amusement, but also sexual frustration.

‘Yet… here you are… Already losing,’ I say, smiling against his thumb.

He then freezes as he hears me, and his jaw drops slightly, making me bite my lip harshly to hold myself back from laughing madly. He slowly looks down at his thumb against my lip, then back at my face. 

‘I… Oh for fucks sake, I…’ Noah tries to stumble out, before letting go of his glass that he quickly sets down on a small table next to us with his other hand, reaching for my waist with it instead. I squeal, giggling when he grabs me by the waist to push me frustratedly against his body. 

‘Oh, how I love to see you frustrated like that,’ I smirk evilly, a playful twinkle in my eyes.

He groans again, his hands trailing onto my waist with a firm grip as he presses himself close against me. ‘You’re enjoying this quite a lot, aren’t you? Seeing me being so frustrated like this…’ he whispers in my ears, his breath ghosting over my skin.

‘I quite do actually, yeah,’ I smirk, looking him straight into his eyes as he leans back from my ear. His eyes lock with mine, and he lets out yet another groan as he shakes his head, closing his eyes as he rests his forehead against mine. 

‘God, it just makes me want to kiss you all over, mouse. It’s driving me insane…’ he whispers, as his hands now slide up and down my waist.

‘Not here in public, right?’ I teasingly dare him, and he huffs as his hands suddenly tighten the grip at my waist, his teeth gritting a little while he slightly shakes his head. 

‘God… don’t tempt me. Not here, not now, or it will make me lose this bet I made-which starts over again now, by the way. I am not gonna lose again…’

‘Hmm, alright alright, calm down… I won’t tempt you,’ I say with a little mischievous smile, slowly taking a few steps away from him towards the dance floor in the middle of the room, which makes him drop his hands again. ‘Let’s see how good you are at keeping your words as I dance, okay?’

Noah takes a few deep breaths in through his nose, trying to calm himself down again as he watches me walking to the dance floor. ‘Oh, you’re a teasing little thing, aren’t you now…’

‘Maybe,’ I wink over my shoulder, and a tipsy giggle leaves my mouth when I enter the dance floor, beginning to move my hips and making my body feel loose as I dance along to the music in between the crowd.

My hands move over my body to my hair as I get lost in the music, my dress sliding up a little as I do so. I keep eye contact with Noah as I then confidently yet seductively dance.

Noah bites his lip as he sees my dress ride up just a little, and I see him mutter ‘Jesus Christ’ to himself as I look at his lips, a little goran leaving him as his eyes never once leave mine. I see him fight the urge to walk over to me at first, but he decides to do so as he says: ‘You really just can’t stay innocent, can you…’

‘Guess not,’ I say as I then teasingly stick my tongue out to him. A smirk returns to his face as soon as he sees me doing that, running his fingers through his hair as his eyes rake over my figure yet again. 

‘You’re going to be the demise of me. You know that, don’t you?’ he says, almost growling slightly at the end. 

‘Mhm,’ I giggle with a small nod, now dancing close to his body as I let my hips loose again. A low and frustrated groan leaves his mouth once more, and he can’t take his eyes away from my body, which is only moving closer and closer towards his body, almost inches apart. I love this, I love it so much to frustrate him and tease him so hard like this, seeing him struggle with the desire and need I am building up through him more and more.

And the moment I come close to him when I let my hips loose he can’t take his eyes away from my body, making him seem more and more frustrated by the second. His hands then immediately reach out to my hips, and his fingers dig into my flesh as he lets out a deep grumble. When he pushes me against him, a small gasp leaves my mouth, grinning because I won-once again. His eyes flutter close as he feels my body against his, and his breaths grow deeper. But the smirk soon disappears from his face again though, as his eyes suddenly widen, now realizing as well that he just reached out to me again without even noticing he just did it. It makes me feel quite confident and powerful if I’m honest, and I playfully grind against him a little while I dance, and when I can feel his pants tighten because of that I smirk broadly. 

‘Oh for f…’ he mutters, not finishing his sentence when he bites his lip out of frustration, looking like he wants to start walking away, but he then suddenly stops in his tracks when he feels me grinding against him. It makes him bite his lip once again, his grip on my hips tightening.

‘I love how I can wrap you around my finger just like that,’ I grin when I turn around to face him again, playfully giving his nose a boop. ‘It’s just so easy…’ I then say, resting my arms in his neck as a mischievous smile appears on my face yet again.

Noah groans again and rolls his eyes at my comment, but his breath hitches slightly as he feels my arms around his neck. He shakes his head again, a smirk appearing on his face. 

‘You’re a menace. You know that, right?’ he then replies to me, before quickly removing my arms again and cursing under his breath when he realizes he’s just once again touching me without even noticing. Oh, how I love this.

‘Well, there I go-losing yet again,’ he mumbles, ‘and that in front of all these people as well…’

‘Fuck them,’ I shrug at his words. ‘I mean, they apparently kinda noticed already that something is going on between us-so I’ve heard-and everyone probably saw our picture together as well… So, just turn that little anxious brain of yours off, yeah?’ I smirk, feeling myself definitely getting tipsy now as I blurt out these words. 

Noah’s nostrils flare as he seems to realize how drunk of confidence I am getting of my drinks, and it clearly gets too much for him as he gives his head a firm shake with a groan. His hands grip my hips again as I still stand in front of him with a teasing and knowing grin, having him say: 

‘Fine. I can’t fight it anymore. Just… just go crazy, I guess.’

His eyes are almost turning dark with desire, making me slightly chuckle at him. ‘Good. I will, as long as you’ll join me,’ I grin.

Noah bites his lips for a second before a devilish smirk appears on his face as well, and a dark look appears in his eyes.

‘Oh doll… You know I will,’ he says in a low, growly voice, his eyes raking up and down my body. ‘Now come here.’

I am so turned on by his words and dark gaze alone, so it makes me jump into his arms without thinking about it, wrapping my legs around his body instinctively, making him carry us from the dance room to another, small dark room, with just some dim red lights and little furniture. We both don’t really seem to care about where we are, we just want to feel each other-as soon as he closes the door behind him, he takes no more time as he pushes me against the wall, his body pinned flushed against me between the wall and him. He places his hands on my waist and groans deeply as he buries his face into my neck, making a moan already escape from my lips as he begins to kiss my neck, closing my eyes out of pleasure right away. 

The sounds of my moan is all he needs to hear, and he starts sucking on my skin, his hands running over my body while he pins himself even closer against me. ‘You don’t know how bad you got me craving to touch you like this with those dance moves of yours, little mouse,’ he whispers in between kisses all over my neck.

I roll my eyes back by hearing him speak those words to me and run my fingers through his hair, as I enjoy every single kiss on my sensitive skin. His own breaths grow deeper and deeper as he kisses and sucks all over my neck now, his hands sliding all over my body as he presses himself even more flush against me. 

‘God, you’re driving me wild, doll, you know that?’ he groans lowly, his teeth grazing over my neck. His words alone drive me absolutely wild and hot, so I grab his face to hungirly kiss him. 

He lets out an approving groan against my mouth as mine meets his, before kissing me back just as passionately as if he has been craving this all night. ‘Fuck,’ he then hisses against my mouth as his hands hold onto my hips fiercely now. 

The combination of his cursing and his  tongue circling around mine makes me moan deeply in response, and by the way he keeps pressing our bodies closer and closer together until there is no single space left, my dress keeps on sliding higher and higher. 

Noah’s grip on my hips just keeps on tightening as he feels the fabric ride up as well. ‘God damn-it’s so hard to keep that promise just to keep my fucking hands off you right now…’

‘Fuck that promise, honest to God,’ I mumble with a hoarse voice, wanting and needing him to touch and kiss me everywhere at this point.

‘You don’t have to tell me twice… I can’t keep my hands off you even if I wanted to,’ Noah groans against my mouth, his hands now wandering up and down my body as he keeps me pinned between himself and the wall.

I can feel Noah’s hands moving to the part where my dress is raised, tucking on the waist of my underwear, making me smirk against his lips a little. ‘Oh, you want me that bad, do you now?’

His breath hitches as he feels the fabric of my panties, and he bites his lips for a second when they leave mine, his big, hard bulge pressing the inner part of my thigh as he looks into my eyes.

 ‘Is that even a question, doll?’ he smirks back. ‘You have been teasing me all damn night, and now we’re finally here alone together, all mine…’

The feeling of him getting hard as he is pressed against me makes me a hot wet mess, and before he can say anything else again I already take my panties off, craving him more by the second. His eyes grow wider as he watches me do so, letting out a shaky and needing breath, his eyes looking over my entire form. ‘God…’

His hands move more lower, feeling the outer part of my core, making me gasp and shiver, and I slowly moan as he begins rubbing it. My eyes squeeze shut, enjoying the pleasure so much. He lets out a groan as his fingers explore my center, watching my facial expressions as I let out my moans. 

‘You really are such a vision,’ he whispers in a low, husky voice as his fingers start moving in slow, circular motions over me. 

And for fucks sake, his hand and fingers are heavenly on and inside of me, so I begin to turn into a heavy panting mess. He smirks as he sees how good I am feeling, still taking in every expression I make, not being able to take his eyes off me.

‘God, that’s it,’ he encourages as my breathing becomes even heavier, his words shooting to my core right away. Noah then doesn’t hesitate as he unbelts his pants with his other hands as he keeps his eyes on his fingers inside of me. His pants slide down his knees and he smoothly pulls off his boxers after, unraveling his length being very excited to wanting to enter me himself, making me smirk widely and evilly. 

‘You’re quite an excited boy yourself, hm?’ I say as I shoot him a playful wink. 

‘You wouldn’t guess how excited you’ve been making me all night, baby,’ he replies, his voice hoarse and full of lust now. I whimper just by hearing those ungodly yet for me holy words alone, and when he finally enters inside of me in a fast movement full of desire, my mouth jaw drops open full of overwhelming pleasure hitting me right away.

His head suddenly drops to the crook of my neck as his breaths get deeper and faster, and he grips onto my waist again to hold himself steady. ‘Oh, God,’ he groans out loud.

As he moves fastly in and out of me, the sound of our skin connecting fills the room, and with every movement he makes I moan and pant faster and harder. Noah presses his forehead against mine now so he can look into my eyes, the pleasure growing more and more with every movement now.

‘Hailey,’ he grunts out my name, his hands holding even more onto my waist. Every time I think our sex can’t get even hotter than the last, Noah always seems to be able to surprise me by getting wilder and loser every time we get intimate again, and I swear that I am almost a leaking mess around his length inside of me.

‘Noah,’ I moan his name back out loud as he keeps thrusting inside of me. His own breathing becomes faster and faster just like mine, as if his own breathing can’t even keep up with his own movements. I’m drowning in our heath and pleasure, and he closes his eyes as he groans against my mouth. 

As I open my eyes my gaze locks with his for a few seconds, his eyes dark with lust and a devilish smile spreading on his face before his eyes squeeze shut, making me feel like he is very close to the edge as well. 

‘Not yet,’ I then hear him murmur towards himself, and he then suddenly in a quick movement lets me go, making my heels clack against the tile floor for a second before he spins me around to press my body against the wall. I just gasp out of surprise yet also excitement, as his length enters me from behind with a quick, fluid movement. He pulls a low growl from his throat as he grips my hips tightly again, and it’s like he is overflowing with lust for me right now-he thrusts into me again with a fast pace, making my jaw fall wide open as I can’t hold back my loud moans, making me fall his name over my lips a couple of times as well.

‘Yeah, that’s me,’ he whispers in my ear in a low voice, his breath quickening even more as he moves against me with an even faster pace than before. ‘You know how bad I have been wanting to do this to you all day, ever since I saw you in my dressing room again? Imagining all the things I could do to your body as I was still on stage?’ he groans out, and I grip around him tighter with his thrusts. 

And God, I almost can’t handle the pleasure mixed with his hot words all at once, as I cry out my pleasure to him. ‘Fucking hell,’ I groan, trying to keep standing on both my feet as he keeps moving in and out of me.

He lets out a moan against my neck, his hands trailing from my hips to my thighs for a second. ‘You like it, don’t you, doll?’ he whispers with his lips against my neck, turning my head around towards his face so he can give me a sloppy and teasing kiss. ‘You want me so damn bad, don’t you?’

I moan out loud just by his words alone again, and heavily nod as I do. ‘So bad,’ I breathe out with a high pitched voice, ‘always so bad.’

Hearing me saying that seems to make him feel even more excited, as he grips into my hips even tighter, pressing me right against him. 

‘You’re mine… all mine,’ he mutters to me with another hungry kiss, his tongue entering my mouth. And that then makes me hit my climax hard, making me squeeze my eyes shut, panting and moaning out the pleasure that hits me, as my arms turn around to grab his bicep, almost digging my nails deeply into his skin, my legs shaking in the moment. 

His head drops inside the crook of my neck, his own breathing heavy and quick as he can feel me gripping around him so tightly, gripping onto me tighter as he feels my nails in his bicep. His hair is lightly brushing against my neck as he tries to just take deep breaths, while he groans deeply and loudly as he lets every moment of our pleasure hit him all at once. 

‘God, babe,’ he mutters against my skin, not even having the breath for more words right now.

‘Come for me,’ I whisper to him as I still try to catch my own breath, my wet spot almost already drooling all over again by the sight of him getting overwhelmed with his own pleasure. He immediately moans at the words that I tell him, his head burying his face into the crook of my neck again as that alone sends him to the edge. He then slowly pulls out of me, making me turn around so we can share a few more sloppy and hungrily kisses, and after that we let each other go again so we can both catch our breath. A smug grin appears on Noah’s face as he notices that I am still  out of breath as well. 

‘Fucking hell,’ I breathe out, ‘I have to kick these out for a few minutes if you don’t mind,’ I say with a small chuckle as I kick my heels off-my legs are currently way too shake to be able to still stand on my heels right now.

Noah just shakes his head, not bothering to actually reply, and a chuckle escapes his lips as well as he takes a few more heavy, deep breaths and looks at me. ‘Not at all,’ he then lets out, smiling sweetly as his hands softly caresses one side of my face, making sure I have him to lean onto while I get used to having my feet firmly onto the ground-as if he didn’t just fuck my brains out a minute ago. 

I stand next to Noah in silence, blinking a few times as I get in thought. I knew he did not ever lie with the confidence and smoothness he always carried around him, but damn-he can be very wild, seductive and hot as hell when it comes to sex. Not gonna lie, I have always liked it rough and dirty as well, but I have never met someone who reached and needed that same level as me, until I met Noah and got intimate with him. And I’m actually glad, because it always made me feel as if I had to be ashamed of the intense and seductive way I like to be intimate with someone. 

I can feel him looking back at me, smiling as he sees my flushed face, his eyes then slipping to my lips, that probably look slightly chewed and messy after our passionate make-out session. He smiles even wider as his big arms wrap themselves around my waist loosely, and he places a sweet kiss against my forehead. 

‘You good to stand?’ he asks, a small teasing tone to his voice, but still very sweet and genuine overall.

‘Yeah… I’m fine now,’  I chuckle, and I give him a deep, long kiss before I get on my heels again. ‘Show must go on,’ I huff when I look down at them, stroking my short dress neat again, and then looking at the small mirror hanging randomly hanging in the quite empty, all black room, so I can make sure my hair is somewhat decent looking enough for others to look at again. 

‘Show must go on,’ he repeats my sentence, his hand reaching forwards to help fix my hair a bit, softly stroking through them. I enjoy his now soft, gentle hands stroking through my hair, almost closing my eyes as he does so. 

‘Mhm,’ I just answer with a small smile, playing a bit nervously with my fingers. This intense, intimate moment got me thinking, worrying and wondering all over again about what it all means-or what it shouldn’t mean, in such a short moment of us trying to calm down our bodies again. It makes me feel anxious-and also afraid, I guess-in such a short second, that it feels like it tightens up my throat, all because of my feelings for him bubbling up again, getting stronger and stronger with every private moment we have. 

‘You sure you alright?’ he asks with a slight teasing tone to his voice, but also with just a hint of concern, as he sees through me. ‘You seem a little nervous.’

‘Well…’ I begin with a sigh while I nervously tuck a few strands of still messy hair behind my ears, my feet now ticking on the floor. ‘I just have been wondering something tonight… well, actually for a couple of nights now I guess…’

Noah glances over at me, his eyebrows slowly raising up, as his expression changes to curiosity. ‘And what have you been wondering?’

My gaze then lowers towards the floor, my heart beginning to pound a little faster, as I am anxious for this conversation and the subject itself, and for all the answers I could possibly get-or not get. 

‘I have been wondering how you have been feeling. About all of this…’

As I say the last words, I dare to look up at him again. ‘You and me, I mean. Us. Or if there’s no us. Or if there will be an us, or not, or if you like me or not, if you are even into dating at all,’ I continue to nervously ramble at him.

His expression turns a little softer as he understands what I want to talk about, and he then gives me a sweet smile, before he slowly approaches me again. 

‘Hey,’ he says, now just softly tilting my head up by my chin, looking into my eyes. ‘I like you. A lot,’ he answers me with confidence, smiling softly as he looks at me.

I can’t help but smile back right away as I hear those words, whilst feeling shy and flustered, my heart beating as if I just ran the marathon. ‘You do…? Really?’

He smiles as his thumb softly strokes over my cheek while he keeps his hand at my chin, holding my face so I can look straight at him. ‘Do you really think I would just kiss you, tease you and touch you like this every time, if I don’t like you?’ he asks as he smirks, teasing me on purpose. Of course.

I let out a chuckle, but bite my lip anxiously after. ‘Yeah… It’s just… I wondered if you also feel more than just being attracted to me, I mean.’

‘I am attracted to you,’ he says as he still smirks, his eyes lighting up a little bit as he can’t seem to help but flirt a little with me again to make the mood a little bit lighter, my anxiety clearly being strongly present. ‘But I know what you mean. Well… I don’t do just stuff like this with everyone or anyone, trust me on that,’ he smiles. 

‘And I know what it looks like,’ he then adds after I just give him silence as a response. ‘And yeah, I guess in a way it could make me look like someone who just doesn’t care about commitment that much, right?’

I shrug at that, but my stupid anxious mind still does not have the right answer it is looking for. He again smiles, seeing how nervously I am still about getting the answer I need. His hand moves from my cheek to to the small of my back, bringing me closer to him. 

‘What I am trying to say, and ask you Hailey…’ he starts, looking down at me with all the confidence he has. ‘If you would like to get together… Exclusively.’

As my heart beats madly by hearing those words from him, a big and happy smile grows on my face. Yet, I still can’t help but tease him: ‘Still not taking me on an official date first?’ I smirk, but before he can even answer my joke I already wrap my arms tightly around him, while I muffle in his shirt: ‘You know I’d want nothing else but be with you.’

He lets out a breath of relief when he feels my arms wrap around him, squeezing me a little together. ‘Me too. Nothing else but you,’ he whispers against my hair, placing a kiss against it as my head rests against his chest. ‘You're mine.’

It feels like my heart explodes by hearing his words, warmth spreading across my chest as I smile even wider. His head ducks down, tilting mine upwards as he places another soft yet passionate kiss against my lips, his hands now softly stroking my  waist and back just as lovingly. 

‘I very much love to be yours,’ I smile back against his lips after he presses kiss after kiss on me. 

‘All mine,’ he mumbles against my lips, his own brushing against mine again after he said that, just teasing me with the touch more than properly kissing me right now.

‘Yours,’ I say back with a small chuckle, and then slowly get myself out of his grip. I begin to jawn, slightly blushing after out of embarrassment. ‘Sorry. The concert, party, the drinks and…’ I smirk a little as I take a small pause, ‘our activity, has very much exhausted me.’

He smirks as I yawn, rubbing his hand up and down my arm. ‘Well, we do need to get up early tomorrow,’ he says with a sigh, and lets out a small chuckle after that. ‘Maybe it is smarter to go home and get some proper rest, right?’ 

‘Yeah, guess so,’ I lazily smile back. ‘Also,’ I then start, as I pat him on the chest in a playful manner, ‘you have completely gotten our tour schedule rotten in your head, haven’t you?’ I joke with a small grin.

‘Tonight was the last show. We have a break for like a week now. Which means…’ I stop for a second, to excitedly throw my hands in the air as I chant: ‘Sleeping in!’

Noah softly laughs at my playful tone, shaking his head. ‘Awww, man,’ he groans right away, a sarcastic grin on his face as he jokingly frowns about it. ‘That’s a damn shame-because I was looking forward to spending another day with you,’ he smirks, his hands wrapping around my waist loosely, pulling me closer to him. 

‘I mean, that can be arranged,’ I smirk back at him. ‘We can spend tomorrow together, y’know, if you’d like.’

He smiles at my suggestion. ‘Yeah… I would love that,’ he smirks, his hands now softly slipping under the back neckline of my dress, touching the skin there gently. ‘You wouldn’t mind spending another day with me whilst you’re free?’ he jokes teasingly, acting if he is insecure about the thought of that. ‘As long as you make my back survive that, I sure wouldn’t mind, I teasingly wink at him, but it’s also kinda true-my back is starting to kinda tell me that me and Noah have been… a little wild.

‘Oh…’ he teases me as a mischievous grin grows on his face. ‘Did I really do that much of a number on you, that you are now not sure if your back will survive?’ he smirks as his voice is low and still teasing, his hands softly moving up and down my back, touching the skin there just softly enough to tease me with it. ‘Or is that your way of telling me that you want me to massage you?’

‘Maybe both, maybe one of those answers… Who knows,’ I smirk as I shrug my shoulders. He smirks again at my tone and attitude, as his hands continue to move softly over my back, his fingertips sliding over my bare skin gently.

‘How about this…’ he starts, his voice lowering as he now moves his lips to my neck. ‘I’ll massage your back, and maybe take care of some other parts of your body as well…’ he then smiles against my neck.

I grin back, giggling a little as a warm and excited pang shoots through my stomach by hearing his proposal. ‘Deal,’ I say, kissing his cheek after. He then lets his lips press against my lips for another soft, passionate kiss.

‘Well, then…’ he chuckles a little, and with that he just picks me up from the ground in a smooth movement, making me squeal a little and laugh, and I wrap my arms around his neck. ‘Let’s head home right now…’

‘Your place or mine?’ I smirk, knowing that both our houses aren’t very far from the venue we are right now, as we all planned that with the band and crew together since this is the last show for a week. 

‘I think mine is still a little closer than yours,’ he mischievously smirks. ‘And, I have proper massaging oil at home anyways, so…’

I giggle again as I nod. ‘Alright, alright. deal. ‘Do we need a cab?’

As he continues holding me in his arms while I talk to him, he chuckles as he shakes his head at my words. ‘Oh, no no no… We are walking this-it’s not that far,’ he playfully and confidently grins at me, glancing down at me again as he sees the playful twinkle appear in my eyes as well, making him smirk at me again. 

I teasingly roll my eyes at him. ‘Fine. I would love to see you carrying me the entire way towards your home anyway, because you of course will still be doing that right?’ I grin at him. 

‘Of course,’ he smirks as we leave the small room and walk towards the exit, laughing a little in between as everyone at the party looks at us with both confusion and a little laughter as well. ‘I mean… I am already carrying you-I guess I should continue doing that, right?’ he winks at me. 

He continues walking through the crowd with me tightly and safely in his arms, and when I look at Noah’s face now and then, my heart grows warm when I see him looking proud and happy, and like he is having a good time. I truly love seeing him like this-the twinkle in his eyes, the big grin on his face, and his excited and happy body language. Nick and Jolly slap him on the back when they see him, big grins and laughter on their faces as Noah informs them that we are headed towards their home. Nicholas looks at me with a sweet, yet proud and deserving smile, raising his glass at me. I nod back at him with a thankful smile, as I am still thankful for the advice he gave to me for me and Noah’s situation, and how he is overall always there for me if I need someone to talk to.

I can’t help but giggle the whole time as we now are outside, Noah walking casually in the direction of his apartment with me still in his arms. Not gonna lie, it’s attractive that he is able to do this all. I nuzzle my head into his neck as a shiver runs over my back, the cold air from outside hitting the exposed bits of my skin. It makes him let out a small, playful groan, holding me a bit closer to him.

‘Well, it is goddamn freezing, that’s for sure,’ I say. 

‘I guess that means we will have to warm up the moment we get home together, right?’ he smirks with a teasing tone in his voice, kissing me against my hair, a smirk still on his lips as he does.

‘Hmm, I guess so,’ I laugh back.

We then walk further in a comfortable silence, making comments about our surroundings now and then and laughing at some drunk people stumbling past us this late at night, or just some other funny things we see-to be fair, alcohol in your system makes everything quite funny. Soon, the two of us arrive at the band's  apartment, and he turns to look down at me with  a mischievous smirk on his face once again. 

‘Well, here we are.’

He slowly lowers me down, his arms wrapped around my waist, his hands already slipping under the fabric of my dress the second my feet fit the ground. 

‘Slow down boy,’ I smirk at him as I shake my head, and then look at his door. ‘Might unlock the door first? Or did you plan to stand here in the cold with me the rest of the night?’ I tease him as I giggle after. Noah lets out a small chuckle at my words. ‘You’re right,’ he says with a small smile, and he pulls his keys out, unlocking the door and opening it for me to let me walk in first. He follows me immediately afterwards, and as he does, he softly wraps his arms around my waist from behind the dark hallway, only being lit a little by the warm yellow light of the street lanterns outside. The hallway has a familiar scent to me-it’s a mix of cigarettes, a little bit of  fabric of clothes and furniture, and scents from basically all the band members and their perfumes and deodorant. He softly kisses my neck as he stands behind me, his hand sliding to the front of my stomach, his fingers starting to gently circle there a bit. I smile as he does so, and before he gives me one last kiss on my neck, he asks as I hear the grin in his voice: ‘Wanna move upstairs?’

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Indisposed (Noah Sebastian fanfic): chapter ten

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chapter ten

'Yeah?’ I smirk at Noah, looking at him over my shoulder, as my back is turned at him as I sit on his lap. His breathing and heartbeat quicken in pace as he sees my mischievous little smirk, his hands and thumbs gently starting to massage and kneed the flesh on my hips, fingertips gazing across my skin as he massages me.

‘You have no idea…’ he almost groans in response.

‘I most certainly have not if you don’t share your thoughts with me,’ I tease, feeling excitement shooting through me like a lightning bolt, and I tug at my shirt so I can take it off for him. ‘Is this easier for you to massage me, by the way?’ I casually yet mischievously ask him.

I hear that Noah’s breath get stuck in his throat for a moment when he sees me taking off my shirt, almost immediately feeling that he takes in the sight of my smooth skin with his eyes burning on me, his hands gently gliding over the bare skin now, his fingers leaving a trail of tingles over where they touch, giving me goosebumps all over my spine.

‘Yeah… yeah,’ he whispers, seeming to struggle to form his words properly as he leans forwards and his head as well, pressing his lips against my shoulder. His hands gently knead and massage at the flesh of my lower back now, making me almost hiss as he does that.

‘Fucking hell, that feels so good,’ I groan. ‘My back has been aching for days now, if I’m being honest.’

‘Mhm… You’re too stressed,’ Noah hums against my skin, placing more warm kisses along my shoulder, slowly making his way along my shoulder and up my neck. He then gently presses his thumbs into the skin of my lower back, gently working the tenseness of my muscles there. I close my eyes as he does so, enjoying the feeling of his hands and fingers massaging my soft skin.

I feel Noah smile against my shoulder as he sees me enjoying his massage, his movements soon becoming more confident and the pressure of his thumbs a bit more deliberate-his large, strong hands work on my skin with purpose, his attention fixated on my body and making me feel good to help my tension.

‘God…’ I almost moan, as he massages a certain spot on my shoulder. ‘Yeah, it’s really damn stiff here,’ I mutter.

‘Mhm…’ Noah hums again, pressing and gently working his thumb against that stubborn spot. ‘Yeah this is pretty damn hard,’ he then mutters through his clenched teeth, using his other hand now too to support the pressure on his thumb. I chuckle a little, and half jokingly say with a small grin spreading on my face: ‘Hey, if it begins to hurt, you are always free to stop.’

‘Oh I know,’ Noah chuckles, tilting his face forward to gently place a warm kiss along the nape of my neck, before slowly trailing his lips over towards the space behind my ear. ‘If you think this is hurting, just wait until after I’m done with this massage,’ he then whispers in a low, seductive tone, leaving goosebumps all over my body.

‘Oh?’ I ask him as my eyebrows raise and the corners of my mouth curl up again. ‘Now I’m curious.’

‘Mhm…’ Noah hums softly again, feeling a small smirk appearing on his face as his lips are against my neck. He then gently brings his arms around my waist from the side and pulls me closer, his hot breath now tickling against my neck as he moves his face closer to my ear again, his eyes now sounding low and seductive again. ‘I will make sure you feel how good I am at relieving… every kind of tension.’

My breath almost gets stuck in my throat as he says that, feeling my body turning hot immediately because of the words he whispers into my ear. He gently places a teasing, gentle kiss on my neck before trailing his lips down the side of my jaw, planting kisses and tiny nibbles along the way down, until he reaches my chin. I close my eyes again as I smile a little in pleasure, enjoying the feeling of his lips against my skin. God, I really am addicted to him and every bit of pleasure he gives me.

‘God, you’re addictive,’ he mumbles against my skin, as if he reads my thoughts and feels the exact same way, his lips now softly placing kisses down along the front of my neck. 

I whimper as he says that and places even more kisses along the front of my neck, making more goosebumps appear on my skin. ‘Good thing for you then that I don’t mind any of the things you’re currently doing to me,’ I mutter to him.

Noah grins against my skin again because of my words, gently placing even more and more kisses along my neck, his grin seeming to grow even more when he notices the goosebumps on my skin. ‘Yeah… very lucky for me,’ he says, now placing the kisses a bit harder, and I swear that my skin becomes addicted to the feel of his lips.

‘Mhm,’ I hum with a small smile, opening my eyes again as I then look at him over my shoulder. ‘I am curious to find out what kind of tension you can release for me, though,’ I smirk at him.

He then slowly slides one of his hands from his waist when he hears my words, to move it to my stomach, his fingers grazing over my soft skin. 

‘I can’t make any promises quite yet, but…’ he whispers before gently pulling me back against his chest by my stomach, now gently holding his hand there as his nose gently nuzzles against my neck.

‘But?’ I ask him in a whisper as I suck in my stomach at the same time, whimpering a little when his fingers now slide even lower. Noah hums into my skin, his hand now slowly but firmly grabs onto the spot right above the little bow of my jogging pants that hold it in place against my waist. 

‘But… I have a theory I wanna confirm,’ he then finishes his words in a soft, yet low and rough voice of seduction, his breath feeling hotter and heavier against my skin now, his hand slow and teasingly playing with the bow of my pants now.

My heart begins to pump my blood faster through my body as he then slowly begins to pull off my joggers a few little seconds later, the excitement and desire for him only growing bigger in my panties. ‘What kind of theory…?’

‘That you are just… as addicted to me… as I am to you,’ he rasps against my skin, his teeth gently nipping at my neck now. His hand now slowly slides towards my panties, to lightly trace a finger along the edge of it.

‘Hmm…’ I hum as the corner of my mouth curls up, looking at the movements of his finger. ‘Guess you have to find out if your theory is indeed correct.’

Noah now smiles a bit in response to my words, his mouth now planting a light, sweet kiss on the sensitive spot on the crook of my neck, his warm, almost teasingly hot breath grazing the slightly damp skin afterwards. 

‘Mhm,’ he hums in agreement, his hand now fully slipping under my panties, his fingers tracing his way lower, until he feels my wetness underneath his fingertips. I suck in a deep breath, sensitive to his touch right away, and I slowly close my eyes. 

I hear that Noah’s breath also gets stuck in his throat, a shaky huff escaping him as he feels the slickness of my folds on his fingertips. His breath then starts picking up the pace as well, now fully focused on touching and feeling my body, his body almost starting to shake with the need he feels for me.

‘God,’ he whispers huskily to himself, his middle and ring finger now slowly beginning to pump in and out of me. I let out a deep moan as he does that, my toes lightly curling up because of the pleasure I’m experiencing. 

A groan escapes Noah’s throat as he feels the reaction of my touch. ‘Is this what you want?’ he mutters in a low, husky voice, his fingers slightly pressing and curling against my clit while rubbing it in a circular motion with his fingers. 

‘Exactly what I want,’ I answer him with a hoarse voice, as I almost crumble underneath his touch and struggle a bit to sit still now.

‘Thought so,’ Noah whispers in that same voice as he just did, his own breath getting heavier and heavier just like mine, almost in sync. He lightly bites at my skin again, sucking and nibbling at it.

‘Just relax,’ he then whispers, slowly massaging his middle and ring finger against my inner folds, rubbing the tip of them against my G-spot now. I begin to pant and moan louder and louder as his fingers go deeper and faster inside of me, squeezing his knee so I can keep my body stable. 

‘Shit,’ I moan underneath my breath. 

‘God… so sensitive and wet underneath my touch, hm?’ Noah groans against my skin, and my moans become even more raspier and intense as I enjoy the feeling of his fingers mixed with the praising words he keeps telling me, feeling that I’m getting close towards the edge already. 

‘Are you close?’ he asks, his raspy husky voice breathing hotly over my ear.

‘Yes, yes,’ I almost chant, squeezing his knee even tighter with my hand. 

‘Then… say my name,’ Noah whispers, breathing out a shaky huff of breath, a little groan escaping his lips after, almost as if it’s because of the thought alone of me doing that. 

‘I’m so fucking close, Noah,’ I then pant, squeezing my eyes shut as I feel my legs shake. 

‘God, yes,’ he moans in response to that, groaning against my skin after. ‘Keep saying my name,’ he whispers as he continues rubbing and caressing my inner folds with his fingers.

I keep repeating his name as my legs begin to shake even more, my folds tightening even more around his fingers as I struggle to hold my climax in. Noah hums against my skin again, his face almost fully buried against the crook of my neck as he listens to my breathing and sounds, seeming to love how his name sounds while it comes moaning from me.

‘Come on… let it go,’ he whispers, rubbing at my sensitive spot with more pressure now, his lips gently caressing over the skin on my shoulder.

‘Oh!’ I then loudly moan out with a hoarse voice, climaxing all over his fingers now as I ride against it, my eyes shut again and my jaw wide open.

‘Mhm, good girl,’ Noah whispers against my neck, gently rubbing me through my climax, making sure to make me enjoy every second to keep this going as long as he can. I moan a little more through my intense climax as he does so, trying to catch my breath as my body then slowly calms down again.

Noah moans lightly against my neck as well, almost like he’s getting a bit breathless himself right now of seeing me climaxing. His fingers slowly come to a halt in their movements as he feels me starting to calm down.

‘God… you’re amazing,’ he whispers against my neck, his breathing and heartbeat still fast. 

‘I think I should be the one telling you that,’ I chuckle, as I look at him over my shoulder again. He softly smiles, his nose nuzzling against my skin as he pulls me back against his chest again, his arms wrapping around my waist to hold me close against him. He then chuckles as well, now placing a warm, sweet peck on my neck, against the slight spot from his bites from before.

‘You’re a mess…’ he mumbles, and I raise my eyebrows at that. 

‘Me? I’m the mess here?’ I ask him with a teasing tone, placing both my hands on his arms. 

‘Oh shush… You know exactly what I mean,’ he replies back with a soft chuckle, burying his face in the crook of my neck again. ‘And I should probably apologize now for the biting, though…’ he continues, his words slightly mumbling as he breathes against my skin.

‘Nah, you don’t-I enjoyed every bit of it,’ I smirk as I gently rub over his hands with my thumb. He slightly chuckles at that again, placing one more sweet peck on the crook of my neck, smiling a bit more at my words. 

‘Well… if you enjoy that kinda stuff…’ he says, slightly biting at my earlobe now, his hands wrapping tighter around my waist to pull me back even more against his chest. I can’t help but let out a small and unexpected moan because of that, getting flustered pretty quick after because he has such a big effect on me so easily with every single touch he makes.

He takes that as a confirmation that I truly like it, so he starts doing even more. His hot breath now softly breathes over the skin of my neck, followed by light kisses and nibbles. I whimper once again as I place my hand on his cheek, a cheeky smile now appearing on my face. 

‘You really know how to treat me so well, don’t you…’ I mutter,  more to myself than to him, actually. 

A chuckle escapes his lips as he of course picked up those words, his fingers stroking his way along my stomach, up to my waist and hip, now resting on my side, as he places another gentle kiss on my neck.

‘You make it so easy to…’ he whispers, his words warm and heavy with desire for me, against my skin and with him holding me close to him. 

I now chuckle myself as I hear the words, now standing slowly up so I can stand between his legs, in still only my panties. ‘I’m one lucky girl,’ I grin as I wrap my arms around his neck as I look down at him.

Noah softly smiles up at me, his hands now sliding down at my lower back and down to rest against my butt, holding onto me and looking at me with a warm, slightly amused and teasing expression, his eyes being slightly widened as well as he takes in my nearly fully nakedness so close in front of him.

‘Hmm…’ he hums, his fingers gently kneading my bare flesh. ‘You’re gonna kill me…’

I chuckle once again as I shake my head, placing a kiss on his forehead. ‘You cutie.’

I then look at the clock hanging at the wall behind him, sighing a little now, but also with a little bit of excitement. ‘My interview and photoshoot with Vogue is now in an hour and a half, remember… I better get dressed quickly and make my way over there,’ I smile.

Noah rolls his eyes now, looking up at me with a playful, almost pouting expression, as one of his hands slides up to gently cup my cheek and jaw, while the other one remains on my lower back and keeps holding onto me.

‘Mmm,’ he hums as he gives me a pouty puppy expression, while pulling on my hip, trying to playfully pull me against him to sit back down on his lap. ‘But I don’t wanna let you gooo…’

I now laugh, looking at his adorable yet attractive face. ‘You silly boy. You’d have to, it’s important for me,’ I sniffle, as I teasingly mess up his hair with my hand. 

Noah then gives me a slightly playful grumpy look when I laugh at him, his cheeks heating up the tiniest bit when I tease him that way, but laughs as well as I mess up his hair. ‘I guess I will have to let me go then…’ he says, with a teasing, slightly sarcastic undertone, his puppy-like expression turning into a cheeky one. 

‘Mhm,’ I nod at him as he lets me go so I can get dressed again, walking to my suitcase standing upstairs in his room. I zip it open once I’m there, picking out casual yet also neatly enough looking clothes, as I know that they will dress me up further there, as I get a photoshoot as well. I put it on and walk towards the bathroom after, brushing my messy hair as I then put it in a quick and simple bun. I spray on some of my favorite-and apparently also Noah’s, as he told me-perfume and then pack my loose stuff laying around back into my suitcase, carrying it with me down the stairs and then rolling it behind me back into the living room.

‘I have to get back towards my own house now, as I have to drive towards the Vogue building,’ I say to Noah with a soft smile. ‘Thank you again for letting me stay over. It was fun… and interesting,’ I add with a wink, and I can notice his cheeks turn slightly red at it, his smile growing more tender as well.

But just at that moment, my phone rings, making me get it out of one of the pockets of my jeans. ‘Hello?’ I answer the phone call, my tone sounding a bit questioning because I don’t recognise the caller ID.

‘Hailey, hello,’ a voice answers me through the phone, and I then recognize it-it’s the voice of the woman from Vogue, Chantal, that had called me before to announce my award.

‘Hi, Chantal,’ I greet her back with a smile, but I then nervously frown a little quickly after. ‘Is everything alright?’ Please tell me that everything is alright and nothing gets canceled. 

Noah seems to notice my nervous tone of voice, as he stands up and makes his way over to me, placing his hand onto my shoulder, looking at me with a questioning yet gently comforting look, letting me know that he is listening as well to the conversation I’m having. I give him a soft smile and a grateful look back.

‘Yeah, everything is alright, the interview is still happening as planned, if that’s what you’re wondering right now,’ Chantal answers me with a brief laugh, and I release a breath I didn’t know I was holding.

‘Okay, yeah, I was getting worried a little indeed,’ I sheepishly laugh,

‘No need to worry,’ she says. ‘My sincere apologies for just asking this now this late, but-can the band members of Bad Omens join you? It’s so stupid really, I’ve made it so clear to Alex that she needs to be sure or not if we need the band with you.’ Her last words are muttered in a light frustrated voice, as if it’s more towards herself than me.

Noah raises his eyebrows, his interest seeming to peak at that news. His eyes turn to me, seeming to want to know now what I’m going to answer. I bite my lip as I look back up at him, a questioning face myself as I talk back to Chantal.

‘Uh… I don’t think that’s gonna be a problem,’ I slowly but also unsurely answer her, panicking a little because the other guys aren’t currently here with me and Noah.

He picks up my slightly concerned expression now, raising his eyebrows at me as well, seeming not to be sure either how to pull this off and get the other guys to the place as fast as possible. But he then gives my arm a slight comforting squeeze, now trying to reassure me that somehow, we will figure it out and get the other guys, so I thankfully nod at him as a response, nodding towards his own phone laying on the small tale in front of the tv next as a sign that he should call the other band members.

Noah gives me a soft, comforting smile in response to my nod, his hand briefly sliding down my arm now and he walks to his phone after, picking it up and dialing the numbers for the other band members, making me nervously pick at the skin on my nails. He holds the phone up to his ear with one hand and keeps his other hand on my arm after he stands next to me again, while he impatiently seems to wait-and I can’t blame him-for the other guys to pick up. I thankfully nod at him once again, as I then focus on my own phone call again.

‘Yeah, it will be no problem for the band,’ I then quickly add towards Chantal as well, realizing that I didn’t sound too sure before. 

‘Oh, that’s wonderful!’ Chantal sighs out of relief, making me briefly smile. ‘Thank you so much, Hailey, for being so flexible for us. Trust me, normally we aren’t this late and messy-Alex is a little new,’ she explains to me, the tone of her voice sounding irritated once again as she talks about that Alex person, and I just awkwardly chuckle at that.

‘That’s okay, we have a week off anyway, as I have mentioned before.’

‘Thank the Heavens for that, ‘ she says, and I can hear the smile through her voice. ‘Well then, we’ll see you and the boys appear soon! My assistant has emailed you the directions towards our building, correct?’

‘Yes, I have received them.’

‘Great! See you!’ Chantal then says, and after a quick goodbye back I hang up the phone, letting out a deep, slightly stressed sigh again. 

Noah slightly narrows his eyes at me when he sees me stressed once again, gently grabbing both my shoulders with both of his hands. ‘Whoa, baby… Relax.’

I take in a deep breath through my nose and exhale deeply after through my mouth as I close my eyes, slowly nodding. ‘Yeah, I know, I know… I try. Could you reach the guys?’

Noah slowly nods in response to my question, giving me a small chuckle as he sees me slowly calming down a bit more as he gently squeezes my shoulders. ‘I did… but none of them are picking up. They're either fallen asleep after getting food somewhere, or too stoned to answer their phones right now,’ he says with a mocking expression, his tone indicating that he thinks they're being big dumbasses at the moment. And I fully agree with that, my stress appearing again just like that as I hear his words.

‘For fucks sake, of course,’ I groan, running my hands through my hair out of pure stress and nerves kicking in. 

‘Yeah, well… nothing new with the monkeys-’ he jokes with a small smirk, then slightly tilting his head and leaning a bit closer to me again, keeping his hands on my shoulders. ‘-calm down though, princess, they’ll wake up soon enough. We still have enough time,’ he says, and I know he means well by trying to calm me down even though I can notice a slight glint of panic through his own eyes as well, and it actually makes it worse for me now. 

‘We have an hour and a half, Noah,’ I point out of pure stress, slowly starting to pace around the room now. ‘I’m sorry, I’m not trying to be rude here, but… We all know that if they would be stoned, Jolly will stumble in the building last minute, Nick will follow him after that with some kind of food in his mouth while rudely chewing and apologizing towards everyone, while you, me and Ruffilo stare at them with pure irritation, because Ruffilo always seems to still be able to be the only sane one from the others and at least tries to make an effort to be on time,’ I ramble on, still pacing through the living room with both my hand in my hair. 

Noah can’t seem to help but laugh at my statement, agreeing with me as he nods. ‘Yeah, that does sound like quite the typical scenario though…’ he admits, shaking his head still. ‘Still, Hailey, no need to be nervous though, you don’t wanna show up in the building already all worked up by this. Though I do admit, I feel a slight embarrassment about them right now.’

I try to chuckle at that as I understand that, trying to calm my breathing again. ‘You’re right,’ I sigh as I stand still, placing my hand on my stomach. ‘Everything will be fine,’ I then quietly mutter to myself.

Noah slightly turns towards me, gently grabbing my shoulders once more and turning him towards him, his hands now resting on my upper arms instead. ‘Relax…’ Noah softly yet teasingly says to me, trying to slowly breathe in and out with me, as he knows that saying that word would just annoy me that much more.

‘Relax,’ I mock him, yet teasingly, and he laughs at that, his tone now more amused as he shrugs,

‘Not my fault that you’re the most impatient and least patient person in this band,’ he jokes with a light chuckle, a smirk on his face as he says that. Though he is mostly just teasing me a bit, he might not be entirely wrong.

I roll my eyes at him as I huff at his words, now -ironically- playing with the keys of my car and house in my hands, as a cue that I really want to go now. ‘Yeah, yeah,’ I mumble, ‘I just like to have everything as structured as possible, you know that.’

Noah watches me in slight amusement as I play with my keys in my hands. ‘Oh, I am fully aware of how much of a control freak you can be, princesa,’ he says with a teasing tone in his voice, his smirk still not leaving his lips. 

I now raise my eyebrows at him, a slight twinkle of amusement hidden in my eyes. ‘Are you done teasing me and can we finally leave now, señor?’

He chuckles at me with an incredulous and slightly teasing look at my question, giving a mock-offended gasp as he puts a hand on his chest as if his heart has been shot. ‘How dare you ask if I ever am done with teasing you? The answer will always be a no,’ he grins slightly smugly at me as he playfully shakes his head, shrugging his shoulders after. ‘And yes, we can finally leave to go, princesa.’

‘Watch it, Sebastian. Before you know it, I have fully tackled you,’ I teasingly warn him, as we then finally move out the house now. He grins at my slight warning as he walks behind me through the hallway and grabs his stuff. 

‘Oh, is the princess threatening me now?’ Noah teasingly mutters towards himself as he then closes the door of his apartment and locks it. 

‘Be careful,’ I mutter back, a teasing grin on my face as we now walk towards Noah’s car parked on the driveway, as he needs to drive his car now towards Vogue.

‘As if I’m ever careful…’ Noah mutters back with a more teasing yet slightly seductive edge to his voice, his eyes roaming over my face as he now leads me towards his car. I just scoff at his comment, playfully rolling my eyes. As I get into his car, I can’t help but whistle. 

‘Damn, your car is not bad,’ I wink at him as I put on my seatbelt. He gives me a chuckle at my comment, and I can see that he feels slightly smug about the fact that I’m impressed by his car. He can’t seem to help and smile wider. 

‘Thanks, my little mouse,’ he answers with a wink at me as well, now leaning back into his driver's seat to put on his own seatbelt, while he glances at me whilst still smiling with his head slightly turned sideways.

I lightly chuckle in myself, shaking my head a little. ‘You’re welcome.’

After I give him the directions towards the Vogue building, I nervously open my phone as I click on the groupchat I’m in with Noah and the rest of the band.

Wake up you little shits, I thought you guys would only get out to get food, I annoyingly text them.

I’ve heard Noah’s (very kind) voicemail, we're on our way, Nicholas texts me back a few seconds later, making me sigh out of relief. 

‘Thank god, Nicholas just texted me that they are on their way,’ I let Noah know. 

Noah lets out a light but also relieved chuckle. ‘Yeah, that sounds about right… Should have known Ruffy would be the only one to wake up soon enough to answer. The others must’ve been too stoned to do that,’ he jokes as he shakes his head, though he sounds slightly irritated by the fact too.

‘Well, that will be an interesting interview I guess,’ I mumble back, at the fact that the guys will probably be stoned or something. So perfectly timed with this important interview, of course. Although, I have seen them getting shit faced a lot now throughout my working career for them, and I know that somehow they sometimes manage to hide it pretty well if they have to.

Noah turns his car from a quiet street into the heavier city center traffic as he shakes his head at the thought. ‘Oh, it will be the most interesting interview of our lives I fear with those clowns,’ he jokes, his tone a mix of amusement and slight annoyance. 

‘God,’ I say while I rub my forehead with my hand, ‘I just hope the people there need you and the band just for pictures or something, and leave the talking to me.’

‘Oh, I can absolutely relate to that, I hope so too. Those monkeys can say the most random shit ever whilst stoned… and we know how much they’re not that good with interviews and questions,’ Noah mutters out, his voice full of annoyance now, clearly also not starting to look forward to how disastrous this interview might turn out. 

‘Oh I know that, since you normally do the most of the talking when it comes to interviews.’

‘Exactly for that reason. I’m mostly the only one who can have some decent conversations and answer questions, while those guys are only thinking about their own business,’ Noah says as he slightly shakes his head again, clearly thinking about having to deal with the guys when they’re high as a kite.

I actually feel kinda bad for him as he tells me that, since interviews are also a just as important part of being in the career they are in, so I gently rub my hand up and down his thigh in a sweet gesture. ‘Yeah, I’m sorry about that.’

Noah gives a small chuckle at my touch and words, his eyes looking down at my hand touching his thigh, yet still focused on the road in front of him. His lips curl into a slight smile. ‘Thanks for the sympathy, little mouse…’ he then softly says, taking one of his hands briefly off the wheel to place his hand over mine.

‘Of course,’ I say as one corner of my mouth curls up, a warm feeling spreading through my body because of his returning gesture, butterflies appearing in my stomach. 

He then lets a silent, content sigh slip through his slight smile, his thumb soothingly caressing my hand. ‘How are you so sweet, mi amor?’ he asks quietly while he gently squeezes my hand, a warm look in his eyes as he glances sideways towards me from the driving. 

‘How and why are you suddenly so Spanish, cariño?’ I teasingly ask him, but also out of a little bit of actual curiosity. I myself took Spanish classes for years in my high school, so I know a bit of it still.

Noah slightly lifts his eyebrows at my question, but also seems to be surprised by my Spanish. ‘Well, I just love to talk Spanish to you I guess, it just feels so natural,’ he says with his seductive, playful tone, seeming to enjoy this a lot.

‘Claro que querido,’ I then casually decide to answer him with a smirk, wondering if he knows what I’m saying to him.

His mouth slightly drops open as his brows rise even higher in surprise upon hearing me say that, while also having a slightly dumbfounded grin on his face. As he speaks and looks over at me, a glint of excitement and arousal are in his eyes now. ‘Damn princes… What did you just call me?’

I can’t help but laugh a little, not being able to fight my smug and teasing grin anymore. ‘I just said: of course, dear,’ I explain to him with clear amusement on my face.

‘And why are you so goddamn hot when you talk like that, princesa?’ he asks with a more seductive, yet now also more amused and teasing tone, his eyes looking at my own expression, as his own smirk is still on his lips. ‘You never fail to excite me, mi amor…’

‘Hmm, I took Spanish lessons for years back in highschool. I am not that good anymore, I think,’ I shrug as I still have a smooth grin on my face.

‘Not that good anymore?’ he repeats my answer with slight disbelief, slightly shaking his head. ‘You’re not that good anymore even though you just spoke actual Spanish as if it's second nature for you to do so? And that’s coming from someone that loves to speak Spanish…’ he questions, shaking his head again, though that seductive and excited look is still in his eyes.

‘You do? Where does your love for the Spanish language come from?’ I ask him as I now look from the road back to him again in interest.

‘The sound of it is just so much better than any other language, don’t you think? It’s so sensual, and romantic,’ he says, his voice now lower. He glances at me, a small smirk on his lips as he slightly shakes his head. ‘Plus, I love it whenever they start speaking it in Mexican and Spanish dramas and movies… there’s something so sensual and arousing about it, you know?’

I nod as I slightly grin again. ‘I have to agree, yes. I loved it back in highschool when I came to the point where I could watch some series and movies without English subtitles. I felt so cool about it,’ I laugh as I roll my eyes when I think about it. 

Noah smiles at me and nods as he listens. ‘I can imagine… And that certainly does sound hot and impressive…’ he says slightly amused, and as he now talks turns in his dee[p and seductive voice. He looks over at me once more, his eyes trailing over your expression up and down, drinking in the sight of me.

‘Gracias, hombre guapo,’ I wink at him as I shake my head with a soft laugh after. I find it amusing that he goes so well on talking Spanish, finding it a funny yet exciting thing to tease him with as well.

Noah lets a small, slightly smug grin spread over his lips as his eyes twinkle even more with excitement. He looks back at me, his eyebrow slightly rising as he gazes at my expression. ‘De nada, mujer bonita,’ he responds as he mirrors my tone and returns my compliment, the language rolling smoothly off his tongue. 

I can’t help but feel a little flustered as he talks back in Spanish to me, chuckling a little, and of course Noah grins at the sight of it. I then notice that we have arrived at the Vogue building as I focus on the road in front of me again, and Noah pulls up on the driveway. 

‘Oh, is my little mouse getting flustered now from some Spanish?’ he teasingly and again seductively asks me, a smirk on his face as he slightly lifts an eyebrow at me, parking his car in a free spot in a covered, private parking garage next to the Vogue building. 

‘Callarse la boca,’ I mock at him as I mutter the words underneath my breath a little, pretending to look out of the window next to me in the car.

Noah’s smirk widens even further at my comment, of course knowing all too well that I’m still feeling flustered by him speaking Spanish to me. ‘No, no creo que lo haga,’ he counters in Spanish, his voice deep and teasing. He turns off the motor of his car and then leans a bit closer to me, tilting his head so he meets my gaze, an amused, challenging look in his eyes. 

I narrow my eyes at him as I can’t help but smirk again, enjoying our little teasing game towards each other. ‘Estúpido,’ I teasingly and daringly say to him, and his smirk curls into a grin, as I refer to him as an idiot. 

‘Cállate, mi amor…’ he says in response, reaching out to cup the side of my face with his hand, his thumb gently caressing my cheek.

‘Did you just tell me to shut up?’ I jokingly ask him as if I’m offended, now leaning closer towards him as well. He lifts his other hand up to place on my other cheek too, tilting my head just slightly towards him, a playful yet mischievous look in his eyes, his eyes looking over at my teasing expression.

‘Well, I don’t think you mind me telling you to shut up do you, princesa?’ he playfully counters with a chuckle, gently caressing my cheek again with his thumb. 

‘Maybe you should try and make me shut up, querido amante?’ I seductively yet also daringly ask him as a little tease, my gaze now trailing towards his lips.

‘Oh, I just know some pretty effective ways to shut up a cocky girl like you…’ he responds with a slight grin, his thumb now gently tracing over my parted lips, making my body yearn for him to be closer. His breath is slightly hitching in excitement as we meet each other’s eyes, our faces so close to each other.

‘De verdad piensas eso?’ I whisper back against his lips, loving how I can drive him insane by just talking Spanish to him.

‘Oh, es una promesa princesa…’ Noah slowly responds, his breath now more heavy, his thumb moving further across my cheek towards my chin, gently tilting it upwards as his thumb continues to trace my soft, warm lips. His eyes glances over my face, and my heart now begins to beat more rapidly in excitement. And just by his words and tone alone I want to rip his clothes off, getting all kinds of unholy thoughts in my mind, but then I’m getting reminded again that we are parked with his car in the parking lot of damn Vogue itself.

But Noah’s eyes can’t help but glance down at my lips, making me get pulled back into our intimate moment right away, my heart pounding away in my chest, the proximity between the two of us making my body burn with the need for him. He lets his thumb gently tilt my lips upwards, pulling and slightly lifting my chin, his thumb then gently caressing and tracing over my bottom lip, seeming to crave the exact same thing as me. And that makes me lose it, closing the little bit of space that is left between us by a quick movement towards his lips, kissing him slowly at first, but then more passionate after. He almost lets out a small whimper from the sheer need and excitement coursing through his body right now in the same way as me, his lips starting to move passionately over mine. His left hand on my jaw moves down towards holding my chin, his other hand gently placing on the back of my neck to keep me closer to him.

Our kiss makes me feel excited again very quickly, making me climb onto his lap in one smooth movement, surprising myself a little with it as well because of how well I pulled that off, making me chuckle a little against his lips.

‘Hello there,’ I teasingly mumble against his lips as I fumble at the button next to his seat, so his seat goes back a little, making a little more space for me. Noah lets out a surprised laugh against my lips as I do that, welcoming me by gently wrapping his arms around my waist as he almost pulls me closer by that, a devious smirk spreading over his lips and his hands gently move over the sides of my thighs. 

I kiss him again, parting his lips with my tongue as I then begin to unbutton his blouse, not wanting to waste a single moment anymore, a faint excited sigh leaves his lips as I do so. He gently slides his own tongue over mine, while his hands slide over my thighs around his lap towards my hips. I grow more excited by the second as I feel his hands do that. I let my hands roam all over his tattooed chest as his blouse opens up fully, kissing him more deeply and running my hands through his hair.

Noah lets out a small groan and sighs because of the sensations I’m giving him, moaning into my lips as I kiss him even more intensely. His hands slide over my hips, over my stomach and gently hold my body pressed against his own after. As I begin to slightly grind on his lap, he gently bites down my lip, slightly bucking his hips into mine. My damp era grows even wetter when I feel his now hard bulge poking against it, letting me softly groan and grind even more against him.

‘I know it’s so inappropriate to do something like this here but… I need you so fucking badly right now,’ I almost moan against his lips as I try to steady my breath, my hands now sliding towards his belt.

Noah quietly groans into my lips as I grind and play with his belt. ‘Me too… I don’t care-if you need me this badly, I’ll give it all to you princess,’ he whispers against my lips after between our heated, passionate kisses, his hands still holding my hips firmly as he bucks up into me again. 

His words and the way he shares his fantasy and desire with me is so attractive and hot to me, so I waste no moment and quickly loosen his belt. 

‘Hmm, so eager huh, princesa…?’ Noah whispers, his hands sliding further down to my hips, his breath growing heavier in excitement and anticipation. 

‘Only for you,’ I breathe as my hands then wrap around his member, letting my own pants and panties slide a little down as well with my other free hand. Noah's breath hitches as I do that, his hand gently holding my hips still as his head drops and tilts back against the headpillow of his chair, a shaky groan leaving his lips.

I then let him enter me without any hesitation, letting out a loud moan as he fully enters me. ‘Dios mío,’ I breathe out of pleasure as my eyes shut. 

‘Fuck,’ Noah moans out, as his head tilts back even more, as the feeling of my moans against his lips makes him sigh with pleasure. ‘Mierda… You feel so good,’ he moans between his panting, his body shaking from the sheer pleasure. 

‘Tú también,’ I reply to him as I start rocking my hips back and forth, panting and moaning out loud. 

‘You’re all mine,’ Noah groans into my lips, his eyes closing and breath hitching as he feels me move on his lap, his body shuddering from the feeling of sheer bliss. 

‘I’m all yours,’ I groan as I wrap my arms around his neck. Noah wraps his own arms round my waist, our chests now pressed closed together. His eyes are still closed as his breathing grows heavier, his body beginning to shake more. 

I pick up my pace even more, as my moans become more loud and hotter, my long hair falling behind my shoulders as I take it out of my bun, throwing my head back in pure pleasure.

‘Fuck,’ Noah now moans again in response of my movements, his own moans now mixing with mine, his head now moving to lean down and bury itself into the crook of my neck, making me quiver with ecstasy. 

‘You always feel so fucking good inside of me,’ I breathe as I rock my hips back and forth even faster, getting lost in him and the moment.

‘You feel so amazing too,’ Noah groans in a shaky-sounding, low tone, his body beginning to shiver and squirm from the overwhelming pleasure between us.

‘Me voy a correr pronto,’ I pant, also smirking a little out of curiosity if he knows what I’m saying right now; that I’m close to climaxing. 

Noah lets out a breathy laugh as he hears my words, smiling a little against my shoulder, his hand gently running through my hair, feeling that the feeling of my body pressed against his makes him shiver. Before he even answers my words, he can sense when my body begins to shake even more, the pressure growing between us two.

‘Me too, princesa,’ he moans back in a low breathless tone, his breathing heavy as he can feel himself getting to his tipping point as well.

I moan out of response, finding it very attractive and hot that he understood what I just said, my legs starting to tremble more and more. I grab both his shoulders, gently squeezing them as my jaw drops, my climax being so close to hitting me. Noah’s breath is growing more rapid as well in excitement. 

‘Querido maldito dios,’ I manage to get out before my body freezes, my arching as I almost cry out my climax, grabbing his shoulder more tightly for support. Noah lets out a low groan as he then comes together with me, his own body trembling and quivering. 

I then let my head lean against his shoulders as I try to catch my breath again, laughing a little in between. ‘Always knew those Spanish lessons would get in handy someday.’

Noah lets out a breathy laugh as well, trying to catch his own breath as well. He gives me a gentle playful squeeze of his arms around me after. ‘They definitely did… It’s kinda hot to hear you say those things in Spanish, princesa.’

‘Hmm, I noticed,’ I smirk as I lift my head up again and he lets out a low laugh, and I give him a quick peck on his lips before sitting back on my seat next to him again. I then neatly pull my pants up again, quickly running my hands through my hair as I pull it back up in a bun. 

‘Like nothing happened-all chill and professional right?’ I jokingly wink at him. He lets out a low laugh again, pulling his own pants and underwear back up again, his shirt still unbuttoned. 

‘Yep, totally normal,’ he says in a playful, sarcastic tone, a happy smile spreading over his lips as he gives me another one of his signature winks, giving me a warm feeling inside.

‘Another fantasy of mine being checked off my list so quickly yet again. You’re one of a kind, Sebastian,’ I chuckle as I help him button up his blouse, and he watches me do that with a smug smile spreading on his lips now. 

‘Told you I’m the best,’ he teasingly chuckles as he gently squeezes my thigh, and I sniff through my nose as I laugh at that, gathering my things together and then wanting to step out of his car. But before I can even fully open my own car door, Noah already steps out and walks towards me with quick steps taken with his long, fast legs, holding the door open with a cheeky look on his face, making me laugh for a moment. 

‘Whew, and also a gentleman? Man, I’m so lucky.’

He then gives me a mischievous yet flirty smile as he laughs a little, gently bowing down with a hand over his heart, giving me a slight wink as well. ‘I try, princess.’

When I step out of the car, he shuts the door behind me and locks it again, giving me another playful wink as he does, making me shake my head with a small giggle, walking out of the parking lot. 

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