#normalize oc yap

[amalllalone]

No excuse needed, just yap...

Like,

This is Solar Lander IV my friend draw it and I'm super so happy hhshdhdj Solar is- oh wait, I'm going to do a webtoon (in french then I'll translate it in English)

I have a problem and I'm proud of it

I need an excuse to yap or draw my OC

Give me asks or poses or whatever you’d like about them

I need to…

Yap

(Edit: link to first post about them)

[clumsypuppy]

learned something about myself lately

[kokii-omii]

i totally forgot that Leona also has nicknames for people so im also adding those here

Ryuuko: Dragon hag (later changed to Dragon Lady)

Yuki: Chipmunk

Rin: Freak

Elise: Little Rabbit

Peyn: beetroot

Pan: beanpole

the manta twins: flatheads

Ezmond: Vil jr

Lucien: "that damn Owl" (specifically said in that way)

[14dayswithyou]

Hi, Howdy! Hey! I really love your novel!! I got a little confused by the 4 day, may maybe you help me please? who is it? why we got the bad end staying the night in Ren’s apartment and he disappear of the home screen? I can’t understand “unset memory” game, sorry if I wrote smth wrong or smth sounds rude, I swear that I didn’t mean it if happened, I’m really a fan of the novel, I’ve been playing the game since day 1 or 2 I guess, probably day 1, english isn’t my first language, but I tried lol

⌞♥⌝ I hope you don't mind me answering these as bullet points!! ^^

"It" will be revealed later in the game! So I won't reveal too much right now.

You can only get the Dead End in Day 4 by staying at Ren's apartment — the rest of your choices before that don't matter. I'd also pay closer attention to the black smoke and Ren's reaction towards it!

Ren disappears from the home screen because he promised to help the player out (and stop them from getting the Dead End again). Try replaying the game again from the beginning for a surprise!

"Unsent Memories" was another visual novel (initially being written by @10chimes / @unsentmemory, though the project has since been dropped and handed back to me /pos) and is set in the same universe as 14 Days With You. Its storyline and characters are completely separate from 14DWY, so you don't have to worry about them while playing 14DWY.

[angelwishess]

FLOYRA RAMBLING TIME !!!!

Tagging: @screamintoad @moonyasnow @gimmeurmoneyagh @babyghoul138 FLOYRA YAP TIME CHAT COME GET YOUR FOOD ‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥

Kyra has grown to hate being called “beautiful”. Well, hate is a strong word— its more like shes sick of it.

Shes so used to being called “beautiful” or “pretty”, things like that. And the people who call her such things are always all the same. People who dont have the best intentions in mind for her.

She knows when they call her “beautiful”, thats all they see her for. She knows when they call her “beautiful”, that its the only thing they can see in her, the only thing they care about in her.

So, the word “beauty” has simply lost its meaning to her.

When you hear something repeated again, and again, and again with no real feelings behind those words, it falls on deaf ears and she begins to associate that word with her lack of worth. A cruel reminder that being “beautiful” is all shes good for and all she’ll ever be and never anything more than that.

But who would’ve thought that one day, hearing someone call her “beautiful” would give her butterflies for the very first time? She never thought that a compliment she’s heard time and time again, over and over like a broken record— could make her heart race.

When Floyd calls her pretty, she swears she can feel her heart stop and she has to take a moment to compose herself. All of the sudden her mouth goes dry and all of the words she had in her head suddenly disappear into nothingness.

Shes heard those same exact words hundereds of times, by many people and men who have tried to win her heart for their own selfish desires. But this time… It was different.

How could she not feel that way when hes so genuine while saying it? When he looks at her with those adoring eyes that make her feel like the only girl in the world.

That stupid, dopey grin that makes her well-crafted pokerface melt into nothing. He, who manages to get her to be so unapologetically real without her even realizing it.

And now, she finally understands all those silly romance novels she read so long ago, she finally understood, for the first time in her life, what it meant to feel her heart thump out of her chest and her knees go weak.

It was embarassing. She had always been so good at surpressing her emotions, never letting them show or get the better of her… Yet here she was. Blushing and stuttering like a proper teenage girl about being called pretty.

It was such a simple thing to say, but oh how it made her crumble. He always had to go and tear her walls down without her even realizing it, huh? Everytime she thought she’d done a good job at keeping people at arm’s length— she’d turn around and find herself in his arms instead.

And honestly… For once, she doesn’t mind being called beautiful.

[charlotte-family-apologist]

Tested out some new markers by dressing up Suchin 😋

[jerseybuck]

chapter 2 was amazing! (im normal)

[gummishark]

[taruruchi]

Just two losers trying desperately to be nonchalant

Just a little something based on this drawing I did yesterday

[myokk]

fast sketch of my one-shot with Ominis💓

legilimency

Word count: 1.700

Rating: M (language)

Ominis Gaunt is a lost case - lost to the whims of one very determined Gryffindor sitting at his side.

They sit in the back of the History of Magic classroom, the only two students not lulled to somnolence by their professor. He: trying his hardest to focus on Professor Binns’ droning (easier said than done). She: trying her hardest to distract Ominis while not being entirely sure of being successful or not (easier attempted than understood).

Professor Binns is completely insufferable, of course. Ominis wonders if the ghost is as blind as he is: Binns willfully ignores the fact that all of his students use his class as an excuse to get a nap in (maybe he simply doesn’t see them sleeping - only one of many reasons why Ominis has decided he could never be a professor), rambling on and on in the most boring way possible. As if he were trying to be as dull as possible (maybe he does it to avoid interacting with the students which…can’t be to blame). In a different life, Ominis could see himself quite liking the subject, but as things stand he despises it.

Especially now.

Ominis fervently wishes that he could fall asleep.

Then, he might avoid hearing her thoughts - they’re consuming him and he can’t ignore them as much as he would like to.

Normally, he loves this class - not the subject, obviously - but the class itself, for the sheer fact that it is the only time where he gets some peace and quiet. Everyone’s minds nice and quiet and shut off for the time being while they sleep. Although he has gotten used to ignoring the thoughts of everyone around him, their various voices mixing and mingling with each other into a dull thrum in the back of his mind, it is nice to have some quiet once in a while.

But right now, with everyone asleep except for the Gryffindor at his side, her thoughts are so loud it’s like she’s screaming at him.

So here he is, wishing he could fall asleep, leave the class, maybe turn off the infernal legilimency that has haunted him his whole life.

(His parents and Marvolo insist it’s a gift handed down from Slytherin himself, just like the Parseltongue Ominis despises. It is not. It is a curse.)

He is stuck listening to her.

It doesn’t help that she seems to have caught on to him - something he had managed to avoid until now. Nobody else, not even Sebastian or Anne, has ever suspected a thing. But, in all fairness, those two are extremely loud and say every single thought that passes through their minds out loud even when they should remain quiet, and nobody else has had the opportunity to spend enough time with Ominis to begin to suspect anything.

Until her.

He had to go and let that blasted girl worm her way into his life, not leaving him alone ever, always looking for excuses to talk and ask his opinion, and being so intelligent that he wanted to invite her to study with him and talk with him and…

Since it happened a few nights ago, he hasn’t stopped cursing himself for that stupid offhand comment he made. They had been studying in silence in the library together, by the history books where nobody else ever ventures (thank you, Professor Binns), and he could have sworn that she asked him if he was finally going to walk her back to her common room (he blames a lack of sleep and wishful thinking for this mishap). His traitorous face had flushed and he had jumped at the chance to escort her - maybe she would let him carry her bag, or… - only to feel his whole body go cold and his stomach drop when her response wasn’t what he’d expected.

A pause: then: a confused voice: ‘Ominis, I didn’t say anything.’

His Gryffindor wasn’t stupid like Gryffindors were normally wont to be. He knew her, and he knew that after his monumental mistake, the gears in her brain were turning and he was terrified that somehow she had figured it out.

(His Gryffindor?)

She had been unusually quiet around him since then, although he bitterly noticed that she was still acting normally with everyone else. Still finding every opportunity to punch Sebastian in the shoulder and laugh with Anne, still whispering with Natsai about Merlin knows what, still…

But she had been avoiding Ominis. He couldn’t stand it.

Well, avoiding him right until this stupid class, when she had to go and sit right next to him (ignoring the fact that she always sits next to him in History of Magic, that everyone already has and adheres to their unofficial seats), and he can’t ignore her.

She’s pretending to take studious notes, but he knows better. The scratching of her quill blending with the droning of Professor Binns’ voice but not drowning out her thoughts. They float above the other noises, her voice sweet and piercing. Ominis wonders vaguely what she’s actually writing, because he’s positive it isn’t notes.

Professor Binns looks so sexy right now with his medieval hat, talking about…whatever it is he’s passionate about. I wonder if he would let me talk to him after class without floating through me like he normally does…

Ominis is determined not to react. She’s obviously trying to bait him. But…what if she is attracted to Professor Binns? Is he an attractive man? At the thought, the fist that’s resting on top of his desk clenches, but he works to make sure his face remains impassive. Apart from a twitch of his lips, he thinks he’s been quite successful.

She: huffing and shifting in her chair, her robes rustling as she crosses her legs. He: keeping his head facing forward, steadfastly ignoring her.

She changes tactics.

Maybe she’s just as insufferable as the other Gryffindors, after all.

I wonder what Ominis would say if he knew I woke up moaning today after a dream about him -

He shifts slightly in his seat, hoping that she’s so busy taking notes (who’s he kidding) that she won’t notice his discomfort as his trousers tighten -

…the girls in my dorm have been bothering me nonstop about who I’ve been mooning over but I don’t want them to…

His hand is in such a tight fist it’s a wonder he’s not breaking any fingers as he tries to remain as still as possible, but his traitorous arousal is making her thoughts harder and harder to ignore. Had he ever been able to ignore her?

…his tongue was deep inside me as I screamed his name…

He feels his face heat up at the thought - where had she learned such vulgar language? - and his whole body stiffens. He’s sure that she can feel the tension and warmth radiating off of him in waves but that…she…his insane little lion keeps shouting at him in the silence of the classroom. She’s now stopped all pretense of taking notes and is sitting stock still.

…his cock deep inside of me as…wait…what else did I hear Garreth say to Leander that night?…um… She shifts uncomfortably, her knee grazing Ominis’s as she moves to squeeze her legs together. It’s all he can do to not groan and remain impassive. Oh god…I…what’s that feeling? This was just supposed to get back at him for probably - maybe - reading my thoughts and I’m officially insane because how would he even be able to do that?…his ears turning red from embarrassment are so adorable and I can’t stand this anymore and…

Ominis tries his hardest not to move his head in her direction. His jaw flexes. Maybe he can drown her out if he starts reciting potions ingredients, or if he focuses on what Professor Binns is saying, but even he knows its futile. He’s hanging on to her every word - thought? - and his head slowly turns in her direction as she keeps going.

…does he know how much I think about him? Oh god, what if he dreams of me the same way I…

He slams the open book in front of him shut, the loud noise causing Sebastian to jerk awake and babble incoherently for a moment before slumping back over his desk, drooling and snoring lightly. Nobody else in the class seems to notice except her of course. Blissfully, she has stopped talking - thinking - and he can finally -

It’s no use. He needs to get out of there. She has invaded his mind and…What if she starts up again with her filthy thoughts that are bleeding into his own and -

Did he hear me? I didn’t actually think…oh god, can he hear me now? What have I done?

Ominis very slowly brings his hand over to where he knows hers is. The quill falls out of her hand and he hears a sharp intake of breath at their contact. His fingers trace her knuckles and then he slowly trails them up her arm. His fingertips are so sensitive that he could swear that he feels every thread that he passes, her skin warm and alive underneath the fabric. Then to her neck, her throat bobs and he feels her erratic heartbeat. Finally, he reaches her face. She remains very, very still as his fingers brush over her features for the first time.

He has never touched someone like this before.

Her skin is like velvet, soft everywhere he touches. Now that he knows what it feels like he’s not sure he can go back to before. His fingers trace the curve of her eyebrows - he finds that her nose is straight before it flares up a tiny bit at the tip - his fingers ghost over her impossibly soft lips. He drags his thumb across her bottom lip as her tongue darts out to wet them. It’s impossibly intimate and the world has melted away and it’s just the two of them in that moment.

He leans forward.

“Ominis, I…” she whispers, stricken.

His hand moves to tuck some of her loose hair away from her face - does she always wear it like this? - and his lips brush against her ear. He inhales deeply, her sweet smell invading his senses. She shivers under his touch and he breathes, “I heard everything.”

[haunted-planes]

How Jasper makes friends

[teardropwolf]

Youson week run by @mxboxlocks

Day 4: triumphant

Tri!Wil au :)

[rotting-rotation]

crow panted as he essentially fell onto the rooftop, his black, gloved hand and side of his hero suit stained with blood; gun shot. it went directly through her and didn't hit anything important, thankfully. but it was still bleeding and he needed to get to cover and handle it. now.

the wounded teen dragged herself through blurred vision to the fire escape and jumped down, his heavy boots cluncking on the rickety metal as she opened the, assuming abandoned safehouse, window with her other, bloody hand.

he toppled in, swinging herself over the bottom of the windowsill, and not bothering to shut the window behind him. she let out a heavy, sigh of relief. she had to rest for at least a small moment. she was so tired.

” i really hope red won't mind me using his stuff, ” he mumbled to himself, not fully clocking her surroundings due to blurry vision and the darkness of the room.

– @deathstrokes-crow

a soft, few subtle creaks with the worked in, most likely rotting wooden floor ensued under the newfound weight. possibly because of another being in the house, though if it was a safe house — shouldn’t the other be safe? a soft, almost as if the person in question had just woken up yawning soon followed with a few light switches being flickered to the ‘ on ‘ side of the power. glancing around the rooms until the poor guy heard a scampering they rubbed their eyes, throwing in glasses with a small groan. blinking a few times for their eyes to both adjust and to fully register.

" fledgling,? what’re you doing here kiddo.. it’s - it’s like eight in the fucking morning, I think -? “ they checked their watch. “ oh Jesus christ it’s 11 already. uhm, breakfast,,? “

the elder of the two sleepily offered, only being in some lower resting basketball shorts to sleep in, a baggy shirt that was half lifted due to the other scratching their side, and some fuzzy socks and slippers. just barely visible through the others lifted shirt being a small plethora of scars that seemed to continue just.. everywhere. bruises seemed to peak out from the shirts edge, just above the unintentional viewing point. same thing with their legs, especially the bad one, the sheer amount of bruising was concerning alone — let alone the varying degrees of already healing ones, including an actively bandaged one on their thigh, and another small plethora of other scars. both big and small. thin and deep. old, new, discolored, infected..

[remnantofstars]

I need to yap about some character analysis' I've done because it needs to exist outside my head and it probably won't be obviously brought up in future chapters (unless I do some ol POV switcheroo for all of them back to back or something. But I don't have it planned so :3). I love character analysation if you couldn't tell by the block of text. They're mostly in my head to keep track of, I don't write them down a lot, so I hope it's not too chaotic (⁠・⁠–⁠・⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

Okay, okay, so, object in motion Tom, Severus and Dakota are all liars (which I hope you guys know as fact haha), but in different ways.

Tom's lying is convuluted, he does it without needing to put energy into it. Everything is a web of half truths, omissions and masks. He weights if the truth or a lie will get him more. He plans ahead CONSTANTLY, already calculating whatever he says will get him what kind of future. Predicating what kind of actions would happen/reactions he would face/consequences that would crop up later. And of course the reward he'd get out of it. It's not inherently malicious, he learned to do it as a child because it was based on his own survival. But it is calculated. It's control he thinks he has, from his response to anything, and to the predictions he makes based on those responses. He doesn't tend to make mistakes, because he has had a life time of experience learning how to better respond/predict to things. (Well, doesn't tend to miscalculate, but sometimes surprises happen that he couldn't even imagine. Like Dakota (⁠ ⁠˵⁠ ⁠°⁠ ⁠~⁠ ⁠°⁠ ⁠˵⁠ ⁠) hahaha. Just a way for an entire spiderweb of planning and predictions shattering because someone's hand accidentally went through it. It makes him nervous, which makes him plan more but in different ways, to try to get control back. I like to call him a mess but he wouldn't appreciate that XD).

Severus' lying comes as easy as breathing. He lies constantly, mostly to himself. Convincing himself he's worse than he is, or convincing others the same. But there's a few things he wouldn't lie about. Where he's brutally honest about and people will think it's a lie because he's so honest about it. He uses lies and truths as weapons. Spending years as a spy where even his thoughts couldn't be the truth means that sometimes he doesn't know the truth either, he was often not allowed to consciously know the truth. So lying is second nature, but not always on purpose. His perspective on things are just slightly to the left or right, and only occasionally fully what they should be. Layers. Lots of layers. With some key stones of himself that he has and holds onto because those are the only things he was allowed to hold onto. (Getting confronted with any truth makes his foundations SHAKY, giving him a crisis is easy, but only if you're someone he would acknowledge enough to let the words hit him. Truths from people he trusts are like a weapon, and he doesn't have a defense to that. Midlife crisis but only every time someone he holds in high regard says something that shatters his entire perception of himself, and it could literally be ANYTHING that they say. (⁠☞ﾟ⁠ヮﾟ⁠)⁠☞ this man is a massive mess and at least he's sort of self aware about that!!!).

Dakota's lying is a shield. He uses it to hide. To evade. To hide from the world and from himself. He denies mostly, trying not to outright lie. He can, he just prefers not to. Preferring to leave blanks and let everyone else fill in their version of the truth. There's some things he can't lie about, and some things he can only lie about. And his lying was born from the need to protect himself. To become invisible. He doesn't handle being perceived well, and tends to lie more when he thinks people are getting closer to any truth he doesn't want them to know. There's a specific ranking he has, between what he knows is truth and can say, what he knows he must lie about, and what he cannot ever say. And he balances between that constantly. Sometimes using a truth as a shield if he knows he can't get away with blatantly lying or feels he shouldn't. (He doesn't quite know how to be honest without feeling very vulnerable/uncomfortable. There's not a single person in his life he hasn't lied to in some way or form, which means he's never let his guard down completely. People who show that they can be trustworthy leave him baffled. He doesn't know how to let go of his shield.(⁠ノ⁠ಥ⁠,⁠_⁠｣⁠ಥ⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ Dakota at least knows he's a massive mess with issues, even if he's not quite sure of all his issues yet).

They're three liars, but different kinds of liars. (And different kinds of messes).

乁(.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠✿)ㄏhahah as the funny people would say say: "Something something they're a product of their environment and the way they were raised, something something."

[solplease]

here's something no one asked for, my ocs when they were a bit younger! :] (more like how they were in highschool lmfao) ((not aster tho sorry my king. u did not have a highschool.))

as always, close ups and more info under the cut!! OH and i put an updated relationship chart at the very end!! it's in writing this time because i thought that would be easier (it's long.) </3 i am so sorry in advance there's a lot under this HAHA

lune:

lune was a little shit, he's very rebellious now but he was even more rebellious when he was a teenager lmfao

he would CONSTANTLY get into fights, anyone that pissed him off he did not hesitate to attack

his relationship with his parents was already bad but it quickly deteriorated at this point in time

he was relatively popular in school but uh, everyone stayed away from him or tried to be on his good side because... well yk! didn't wanna get attacked..?

also people thought he was annoying but hey at least he was good looking!

he did not know he was popular btw. like at all, no idea, still doesn't know

his grades were like... okay, not great, but not bad, and he would skip class a lot... dumbass

his nails were constantly painted different colours bc cecilia would do them often, he was also never seen without a bracelet on his right wrist

huge troublemaker (some things never change!)

he hasn't really changed since then lmao

cecilia:

she was a bit more reserved back in highschool, still nice and friendly but she had a hard time approaching others because she was nervous (and others found her a bit intimidating cause she didn't smile much) ((and she's related to lune and that guy was known for being crazy))

her and lune were known as "those rich twins"

was constantly stressing over lune because of how much he got in trouble it's not like their parents would do anything about it.

kept her hair long and undyed! she liked doing different things with her hair and would try out diffy styles a lot of the time

she liked having long hair, and randomly cut it off impulsively lmfao (3 am on a school night, she couldn't sleep and was like ok why not)

good student, wasn't always at school but she was doing well

hated going to school, couldn't tell you why, just hated it

she was really awkward as a teen, but she was trying her best

always had bracelets on, if you saw her she had a bunch on her left hand, and then just one on her right.

always had her nails done (she did them herself ^^)

would always carry a few hair ties on her in case any one needed to tie their hair

one time she tried to be cool and approached a girl who didn't have a hair tie and just dropped it in her hands and walked away (she then walked out of class bc she felt embarrassed)

she tried out a lot of different clothing styles

nox:

so, he still had a shitty sleep schedule!

hard to find, he was always somewhere, no one knew where tho

good student, did not give two shits about school though

not very memorable? he was quiet and would leave as soon as he could

every time there was a group project he would ask the teacher to work alone

didn't have any friends.

his classmates were kinda scared of him lol

would braid his hair a lot

had blue on him at all times, there will ALWAYS be blue in his outfits, whether it’s the shirt, pants, or a hair tie, he always had SOMETHING blue on him (this applies now too)

no one really knew much about him, and he liked keeping it that way

fuckass edgelord (kinda)

he was always like 5 minutes late to his first class (there was a cat that would wander around in front of the school and... he couldn't resist)

he would go see that cat every day btw. before and after school, he would also go eat lunch outside so he could see the cat (and he always brought something for it too!)

loser

cassian:

very social! had a lot of friends and was very outgoing

always doodling in class

he was rather popular! and well i guess some people didn't like that

he was known as the rich kid but people were always giving him things because he was super sweet HAHA

a really bright and helpful guy

he was usually seen with a smile on his face

it's a shame how things turned out, hm?

he would bring his shoujo manga to class and just read that (he was always sitting at the back of the classroom bc he was tall so the teachers didn't really pay attention to what he was doing)

and in the rare chance his teachers saw him doing something other than classwork they would mostly let it slide, he's a good kid, so it's fine (favouritism.)

lowkey the typical popular shoujo manga male lead (wow! just like he wanted!)

really good student too, always on top of his stuff

he had these sword earrings that he really liked, he used to wear them a lot!

always wore darker and muted colours, and liked more comfortable clothing

no one said anything but they really missed him after he left, maybe if someone helped him, things would've been different

rowan:

was completely different when he was younger

always angry, or sad, no one really knew what he looked like when he smiled

no one knew what was going on with him

but he was quiet, and didn't talk to many people, he wasn't a mean or scary kid, but people were still intimidated by him

his hair was longer and uneven, it looked like he had cut random bits and pieces

he was smart but wasn't doing so well in school

it always looked like something was stressing him out

he would stay behind after school

tense and uneasy most of the time

hair super healthy tho LMFAO (his mom would oil his hair regularly!)

he was completely different around his mom though, his source of comfort

if anyone from highschool saw him now they'd think he was a completely different person (in terms of personality, since he looks... pretty much the same)

although, in the last few months of highschool, his demeanor had changed for the better, he didn't smile much still but he looked a lot more relaxed and calm

aster: (his stuff is different because he didn't have school in his world lmfao. but here's how he was as a teenager and some other info about him!)

his hair was reallyyyyyyy long when he was still in his world (you end up cutting his hair when he came here lmfao)

he was really lonely because he was the only elf in his world and he had no company whatsoever

he ended up collecting a lot of things because he would wander around a LOT

dora the explorer has nothing on him bro

he was (and is) very curious about things, he really likes to learn

he somehow learned how to braid his own hair, would spend a lot of time doing that when he was bored

he has a horrible sense of fashion, you took him shopping once and he picked out the worst fucking outfits in existence, you're basically his personal stylist cause what the hell

he likes when you dress him up though teehee

he originally saw you in a mirror he found when wandering in the forest

he became really really curious about you and accidentally yanked you to him

he was confused but really happy

blah blah blah you end up living together, we all know the story! (if you don't, you suggested he followed you because you felt bad for him cause he was PAINFULLY lonely)

you took it upon yourself to cut his hair because it was REALLY long when you first met him, he likes having his hair long though, mourned the loss of his two front strands (he will be growing them back.)

he didn't talk to you for a few days after you cut his hair for the first time, wasn't your fault... you accidentally cut off one of the front strands and had to cut the other off to make it even

fun fact about him, his eyes glow in the dark, it can be scary at times.

oh and his ears are expressive, dunno how that works but it does! and he also never goes a day without wearing earrings! he prefers the ones he came with but doesn't mind wearing whatever as long as he has earrings haha

now for the updated relationship chart! (this whole post has been about them from a few years ago but this is their current relationships with each other!)

ROWAN -> LUNE: he’s a weirdo but i’m glad we’re friends, i can handle his craziness more than most people… probably, i’d say he’s like a brother to me, but at the same time i’d probably lose my mind if he was my brother. no idea how cecilia does it

LUNE -> ROWAN: somehow he’s gotten used to me, he’s not so bad, i guess i’d call him a friend

ROWAN -> CECILIA: she’s like a little sister to me! cute! we’re good friends :] i met her through lune, they’re close! we’re like siblings the three of us

CECILIA -> ROWAN: reliable and nice! i wonder how he’s friends with lune. also. we’re the same age?? he’s real sweet tho, and he’s kind of like a big dog? haha

ROWAN -> NOX: who? :D

NOX -> ROWAN: i’ve seen him before (around the twins) he’s close to cecilia and that other guy who she's unfortunately related to

LUNE -> CECILIA: my little sister <3 we are best buddies, i’d do anything for her, she was there with me in our hardest moments, i wouldn’t let anyone hurt her, and she wouldn’t let anyone hurt me, one of the only people i’ll listen to lmao (she’s kinda scary when she’s mad at me but it’s also kinda funny?) i like bothering her but she might kill me one day though. she hides herself a lot, i don’t know why, it’s always been like this. i wonder if it’s because of me..?

CECILIA -> LUNE: dawg you’re like two minutes older than me (won’t deny the best buddies comment) he’s a really good brother though… but tough to deal with, he’s always causing some sort of trouble, but uh, well. anyway, we’re basically best friends… his words, not mine (she’s lying) he’s crazy but he’s not a bad person..? <- would defend him with her life. he’s an interesting fella that’s for sure, i’ve known him my whole life but there’s always something new with him lmfao. sometimes he comes into my room to knock something over and then he leaves, what an odd guy.

LUNE -> NOX: cocky asshole. so annoying. go to hell already. and stay away from my sister, i don't want you plaguing her with your presence.

NOX -> LUNE: fuck you insane bastard, go die.

CECILIA -> NOX: he’s pretty sweet (??????) we’re really great friends! i didn't think we would become such good friends tbh, he didn't seem to be the social type, and i'm not very social either haha... we're pretty similar i think! i can't remember who approached who first but that's fine. also, this guy has one of the worst damn sleep schedules known to man, i worry for that man. also, him and lune hate each other, no idea why.

NOX -> CECILIA: she's a close friend, i don't usually like making friends cause they end up thinking i'm weird, i don't really care about that but... i'll admit, it's nice to have a friend. she acts really differently in front of other people than she does with me, i don't think she's realized though? it's like having a cat open up to you haha, so i won't say anything. i hate her brother though, pretentious dickhead.

CASSIAN -> CECILIA: we were kids when i met her and her brother? she’s nice… and a lot like me… we still talk, she’s a good friend, thanks for keeping me company… and thanks for not asking me too many questions either

CECILIA -> CASSIAN: oh! cass is a childhood friend! we met at some event, he’s changed a lot since then, but i guess we’re more alike now? he doesn’t come out of his house much anymore, but we still text often. sometimes i see him online really late... bro... please get some sleep.... anyway, i never got to know what happened with him, and he doesn't like talking about it either, i won't pry though, because i understand.

CASSIAN -> LUNE: he’s scary, but i guess he’s not that bad..? i talk to him too, we’re not the closest, but he’s still a friend, i text him sometimes, he’s crazier than before, he was fun to hang out with when we were young, not that i don't like him anymore, he's definitely... special

LUNE -> CASSIAN: i don’t know what happened to him, but he doesn’t leave the house anymore, he’s not bad. he texts sometimes, i don’t know why because i think he’s scared of me, no idea why tho (???) i guess he’s a childhood friend? him, ceci, and i used to hang out before… well yeah, still don't know what went down

CASSIAN -> NOX: oh… i’ve never met him. cecilia’s told me about him before, lune’s mentioned him once, they have really different opinions about him

NOX -> CASSIAN: no clue, cecilia’s mentioned him before, i think he’s friends with her and… the other one.

CASSIAN -> ROWAN: another one of lune and cecilia’s friends i think? they sure are popular. (even lune???)  i dont know anything about him though

ROWAN -> CASSIAN: no idea who this guy is! 

ASTER: ??? :’D 

[decaffeinated-heads]

I can't justify myself anymore. I only feel dread