#notfriendsanymore

[nix-rose]

How does it feel? 

Jazz used to daydream about different scenarios a lot. 

Mostly about what would happen if she fell into her favorite universes. 

But now that a boy had come into the picture, life had changed. 

He wasn't EVERYTHING she thought about but he would pass through her mind often.

He also texted often. The female teen would be playing her guitar or drawing and a *ping* would interrupt her focus while a small grin would spread across her face. 

Though if anyone asked about her amusement, Jazz would immediately deny anything to do with him and find a picture or something of the kind to blame her giggles on. 

The boy was also quite cheesy, any chance to say something sweet and he took it. 

Most times it left Jazz with a blush unwilling to disappear. 

Jazz almost hated herself for it but she found herself liking the boy more and more. 

She had already gone and talked to Sharon (Jazz's best friend) about him and Sharon had demanded to meet Ricky as soon as possible. 

Jazz was blinded though. While Ricky was sweet, kind, and cute he had a side to him that was very insecure and VERY controlling. 

And that side would often get him and her in trouble. 

The first time Jazz really noticed the controlling side of the boy was when she was playing a game with another guy friend (Jerid) and he fake proposed to her. Ricky got really weird and went over to Jerid to 'playfully' slap him. Jazz stepped in front of Ricky and while looking up at him (he was a good foot taller than her) she said 

"Leave him Alone"

Ricky listened but Jazz could tell he really didn't want to. 

A few days later Jazz, Ricky, and Chris were outside with their guitars, not really jamming but sorta playing little riffs to pass the time. Ricky got unnaturally quiet and went off on a walk on a nearby trail. Jazz looked over at Chris, "Do you know what he's mad about?"

Chris shrugged and said "He just wants attention. He's fine."

Jazz looked to where Ricky had gone through the trees and looked back to Chris.

"I'll be back soon. I'm just gonna check on him"

Chris rolled his eyes "Whatever."

Jazz pretended not to hear that though and kept walking away to the trail. 

When she found Ricky, he was walking back towards her on the trail. 

They sat down and talked for a good 40 minutes but a 'ding' from Jazz's phone interrupted 

It was Chris. 

#You guys ditched me

(Delivered 30 minutes ago)

#I thought you guys were my friends

(Delivered 20 minutes ago)

#You guys are jerks

(Delivered 7 minutes ago)

#hello?

(Delivered now)

Jazz felt bad that she hadn't thought of Chris. But at the same time, Chris needed to learn that some stuff needed to be sorted out currently and the two weren't going to just talk anywhere. 

Ricky leaned over 

"Who is it?" He asked curiously

Jazz hesitated, if she told Ricky, he might start getting upset. But she didn't want to lie either.

"It's Chris, isn't it." 

It wasn't a question for sure. Jazz glanced up at Ricky. 

"Uh- yeah."

Ricky snorted angrily "Of course. Can't he just understand that we need to TALK? This isn't any of his business."

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Jazz was lying in bed that night, thinking over the day. 

She hadn't really gotten to talk to Ricky. He mostly just sat there awkwardly and she did most of the talking. 

And now Chris was pissed off at her too. 

What was she doing wrong?

Jazz TRIED to be a good friend. She really did! But obviously she couldn't do enough to please everyone. 

Her eyes blurred with tears. 

She just wanted all this to end. All this stupid drama. None of it was worth it.

'Why? What kind of thing did I do to deserve this karma?

I don't remember doing anything this mean…. I'm sorry! Please! Make it stop! Please! I can't handle this drama....'

With a few tears shed, she felt slightly better and her mind slowed..

Jazz drifted off to sleep with a frown on her face. 

[engaging-heartstrings]

When my dog barks too loud...and I am agitated with the noise...I still call his name in a reprimanding way....

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[tc-crush]

Tumblr is my escape

I’ve been down lately .. Dec 21 is my 18th and right now I’m crying... i honestly don’t know.. but a lot has happened aka i just lost a friend.. so ): that’s kinda bothering me and i have 90 minute art class twice a day with her and now that I’m not friends with her i have to go find a new place to eat ... it just sucks.

[missnevainc]

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[ifaabeyo]

I know you lying. True story This sister wanted me to read for her give her spiritual help for free cause we know each other 🤔 but paid thousands to others ( they shit didn’t work )so she wanted me to fix it for FREE!!!! #watwuzit #ikyfl🤔😑 #nottodaypeople #notfriendsanymore Oh if you were really real you wouldn’t charge? Well if they shit really work you wouldn’t be in my face asking !! (at New York, New York)

[joyfullness18]

People come and go in life, some times itd painful at first,but sooner or later you'll realise it's for the best.

[coupdeplumelyse]

Another love I can't keep. Another soul I've got to let go. I was so sure, so sure in all our mornings that you'd get around to staying. Now the nights are so long, and you're so gone. I'm here drowning in empty air I can't breathe; you're out in the sun like my rain was in another town.

[zamzamrubaye]

Image via We Heart It #memories #sad #strangers #teen #notfriendsanymore - https://weheartit.com/entry/137435134

[duckduckduc4]

Flashback..

Me: Be honest..Do I annoys you?

Him: Honesty? yes.

Me:Oh.

Him:Yeah.. You annoy me, I don't want to be friends anymore..

Me: Oh Okay.. Bye

[just-a-regular-teen]

if you're going to talk shit about me to people, at least tell them shit thats true, I mean you're my best friend so you should know whats true and whats not

[meganblair08]

So full of yourself

[ellerazej]

#transformationtuesday

Honestly, i like the old you better. Sure, you look all cool now and all that but you're not the same person anymore. What happened to that fun person i used to be friends with and talk to a lot? You're not the same anymore. I like the dorky you better. You may look nice on the outside but where the fuck did that awesome personality go? I dont even know you anymore.

[fightingxdragonsxwithxyou]

This is when you know you're a loser. What kind of friend does this? I trusted you. I thought I had a friend in you. You were the only person I felt like I could be myself with. I told you everything. Thanks for letting me down and hurting me just like everyone else..

[overcast-kidss]

All the frustration, all the tears, all the lies, I'm done.