#nu?ng

[withoutalice]

Imagine. Rung. Faints in the middle of too many therapy sessions, so either Magnus or Megs decides to intervene. Or even both of them. Magnus seeting up regular feeding schedules whereas Megatron is better about the bedside manner. they get Rung all weight restored and then some <333

[pepprs]

my anxiety is unbelievably fucking bad rn. i am so scared

[akonaman]

Kausap ko si kuyang grab driver kanina ng almost 2 hrs dahil sa traffic. Grabe kinwento nya talaga yung greatest heartbreak niya na pinagpalit siya ng jowa nya for 10 yrs para sa sundalo. I asked him if he ever tried to bring up yung “marriage” since may anak na sila. And he said na di daw talaga sumagi sa isip niya pakasalan yung babae though he always provides and bigay talaga lahat ng luho nu girl.

Grabe the thought na totoo pala talaga, hard pill to swallow na hindi ka papakasalan ng lalaki kung hindi ka niya nakikitang papakasalan niya in the future. He added, “ok na rin siguro na di ko siya pinakasalan kase di ko mahahanap yung babaeng para sakin”. Sa totoo lang indirectly alam kong may point si kuya but he was just hurt so di na ko mag cocomment ehe.

Napaisip lang ako. Dalawang beses na rin ako pinangakuan ng kasal from 5 yrs na first relationship to 4 yrs na may anak pa kami. Minsan iniisip ko baka ako na yung may mali lol. Or maybe i’m just too harsh sa sarili ko. Or baka di lang talaga sakin ang ang lovelife HAHA.

I always build a man for someone else? Bob the builder ka ghorl? HAHHAHAHAHHAA

[goodbuttaken]

shiz and giggles list jmen, která reálně mají/nedávno měli lidé v česku

(part 3, [mostly czech, asian and pronoun-like] short names; per 2016, kdy je KdeJsme naposled mohlo sbírat)

Ban (1 jméno, dřív i příjmení)

De (2 příjmení v Praze, 15 ex jmen)

Ill (31 příjmení, hodně v Náměšti nad Oslavou)

Ell (5 příjmení), Illie (1 jméno)

Elf (1 příjmení)

Ič (2 příjmení, FM)

Iš (16 příjmení, jižní Morava)

Ižo (10 příjmení, JV a SV cíp ČR) vs Ižóf (8, úplný S Čech) vs Ižof (4, úplný J) vs Ižol (4, Hradec Králové) vs Iž (9, Přerov/Zlín) + Izsó (14), Izso (3), Ižyk (1) a dřív i Izo

Id (2 příjmení, Praha)

Re (17 příjmení, skoro všichni Šumperk), Ré (5, taky)

Le (4 jména, 569 příjmení)

Ly (5 jmen, 6 příjmení)

Or (14 jmen, všichni v Brně + 2 ex příjmení)

Ot (1 příjmení)

Xi (další sudden ex jméno i příjmení), Wi, Ri

Ro, So, Xo, Co, Pho

Ra, Ka, Xa, Ca, Na

Xe, Te, Ce, Ve

Si (1 jméno + řada složených)

Xxx (do 2011 obojí; komunikace s těmi lidmi by mě *fakt* zajímala)

Pan (do r. 2011 51 jmen a 4 příjmení)

Lo (po redukci 2011 zůstalo 1 příjmení), La (4)

Do (1 jméno, 241 příjmení)

Vo (49 příjmení, ex jméno)

Ko (1 příjmení, ex jméno)

Lé (1 příjmení)

Foo (1 příjmení)

An (5 jmen, 1 příjmení) + složeniny, Am (ex jméno)

Ye (1 jméno, 7 příjmení), Yeová (2)

Yu (4 příjmení), Yuová (1), Yú

Au (2 příjmení), Ou

Du (1 jméno a 5 příjmení), Bu (stále 1 příjmení), Cu (6), Ku (2), Gu (1), Lu (1)

Mu, Fu, Ru, Su, Ju, Nu

Wu (1 jméno, 11 příjmení, ale do 2011 jich bylo 232 + 1 Wuová)

Tu (nyní 7 jmen a 3 příjmení)

Hu (17 příjmení, ex jméno), Chu (ex 11 jmen a stále 62 [dřív 267] příjmení)

Vu (6 jmen a 365 příjmení, ze jmen tohohle typu top přeživší)

Xu (19 příjmení, ex jméno), Qu (ex příjmení), Qi (jméno ještě ano)

Ky (34 ex příjmení), Ký, Ny, Hy, Dy, Cy

Go (1 příjmení, ex jméno), Ge (8 příjmení, 2 ex jména)

Yi (jedno jméno), Ai (taky)

Ia (6 ex jmen)

Ke (2 jména, ex příjmení), Que (1 jméno, ex příjmení)

Ač (11 příjmení), Áč (25), At

Oo (dvě ex příjmení), Uu (dvě ex jména)

Be (1 příjmení, 10 ex jmen)

I, A, E (vše ex obojí)

Y, Ý (ex jména)

O (4 ex příjmení)

Ayu, Uy

Ay (8 příjmení), Aw (1 příjmení, Kyjov)

U-sa

Aia (jméno, Luhačovice)

Bi (ex 2011)

Sy (1 jméno, 1 ex příjmení)

Ba (9 příjmení)

Bá, Da, Dá, Tá, Bé

Bo (stále 3 jména)

Mo, Moo, Boo (vše ex 2011)

X (ex jméno)

Ya (jméno, Brno)

Ha (dřív 487 jmen a 365 příjmení, teď 22, resp. 66), Che (2 příjmení, ex jméno), Chi (3 příjmení v Kolíně + 2 jména), do r. 2011 taky Cha, Há, Cho a Huh

Tu (7 jmen, 3 příjmení), Tú (2 jména)

Hop (33 příjmení, ale i 2 jména)

Cá (1 příjmení, Cheb)

Cé (7 příjmení)

Ok (2 příjmení [ÚnL, Kladno], ex jméno)

Ox (3 příjmení, Teplice)

Oi, Oi Tak, Od, Ng, Šé, Oh, Ol, Ip, Is, Ib, Xú, Lý, Sú

Ťie (1, Praha)

Ji (2 příjmení, ex jméno), Di (1 jméno, ex příjmení), Mi (1 jméno i příjmení), Mí (ex jméno), Zi (2 ex jména)

Vi (4 příjmení, 14 ex jmen), Wi (5 ex příjmení)

Li (23 příjmení a 36 ex jmen), Ni (5 ex jmen, 28 ex příjmení)

Ut, Út, Er, Ur, Uz, Us

Fˇs, Bˇk, Wˇs (ex 2011)

Ině, Iňová (celkem 15, jižní Čechy)

Iňa (jméno, Hlinsko)

In (ex 1 příjmení + řada složených jmen), In Santi (3), Im

Pa Sait (1), Paa (1 v Karlových Varech)

Ma (4 příjmení, ex jméno)

Maąa (do r. 2011 jich bylo 5), Paąa (těch bylo dokonce 10)

Ao, Ąaąo

Bang (1 jméno), Bong (1 jméno i 4 příjmení)

V Yun (ex 2011), V Yacheslav

I ching, I ting, I ying (tj. varianty originálního názvu Knihy proměn)

D' Escragnolle Taunay, D´marco Odremán, Sita Nzolamesso Da S S (etc.)

pod. Al -, El -, Ó - (etc.) příjmení

Inyi (1 příjmení v Litovli)

Uyi (1 jméno v Ústí nad Labem)

Yuy Sya Gen, Sha Re Ja

Uj (11 příjmení, Ivančice + Vysočina), Új (ex)

Uc (8 příjmení)

Oz (3 jména v Brně, 1 příjmení)

Sič (30), Síč (65 příjmení), do r. 2011 i Sick

Onn (1 jméno, Brno), Oňa (1 příjmení, Bystřice p/H), Ong (2 příjmení, západ Čech)

Úa Séaghdha, Ün

Ág (3 příjmení, Blansko)

Lala (3 jména), Lála (1)

Chat (3 příjmení, dřív i jméno)

Gag (1 příjmení, Brno)

A. C., B K, K C, K. C. (ex 2011 příjmení), J C (ex jméno)

Jo (do 2011 obojí), Joo (26 příjmení, 1 jméno), Joová (4), No (ex), Ne (do 2011 jméno), Nee Tha Blay

Jojo (do 2011 příjmení), Nou Nou (2 v Brně)

Man (ex 18 jmen, příjmení běžné: 528)

Md a Mhd (do r. 2011 spousta arabských jmen, vyřazeno)

Jazz Jasper (Aš), Jax (Praha)

Je Young (ex jméno)

Gay (1 příjmení v Jihlavě, do r. 2014 i 1 jméno), That Gay (ex 1)

My (8 jmen a 1 příjmení)

That (ex 4 jména)

Ho (39 příjmení, dřív i jméno), Hoe (3 ex křestní)

Vy (1 jméno a 2 příjmení, Praha)

Ty (1 jméno)

He (2 příjmení, dřív 6 jmen), On (3 ex jména + složeniny, 1 ex příjmení)

His (2 příjmení, Přerov)

She (1 ex příjmení), Ona (19 ex příjmení), Ta (46 příjmení, 1 jméno)

Her (3 ex příjmení)

Oni (2 příjmení, 1 jméno)

Ono (2 příjmení, Brno)

To (18 příjmení, ex 6 jmen)

Them (1 jméno)

Nic (3, všichni v Orlové)

End (1 příjmení v Jablonci)

[rwuffles]

☕️ ❛ người chuyển giới nữ！ ⚣ ng-u-yy chin zoy nu-r

pt: người chuyển giới nữ. ng-u-yy chin zoy nu-r. end pt.

︵︵﹒definition ｜ a flag for vietnamese trans women / transfems! exclusive to vietnamese people

pt: definition, a flag for vietnamese trans women/transfems! exclusive to vietnamese people. end pt.

☕️ ❛ tags！ ⚣ coining for my tfem friend! @crossstains @angeltism @wailingclowns @zoenovie

[neoswift]

i see this as an absolute win!

PAIRING. rich boy!jaemin x fem!oc

CATEGORY. filo mini smau, fluff, humor, crack, one-sided pining

WARNINGS. language

SYNOPSIS. rb!jaemin gets set up on a blind date by his father for an event and turns out, the girl is his crush’s neighbor and—wait, they actually live in the same condo complex? [or alternatively: jaemin and june's first interaction outside twitter.]

more rb!jaemin here!

NOTES. this became longer than i intended im sorry yall i just wanted to try something new with the narrations lmk if mas gusto nyo ba ganito or yung plain white na narrations lang HAHAHAHA may typo rin sa isang narrations ng panel 26 thats supposed to be "too convinced" my bad 🤟🏼🤟🏼

AY ALSO !! meet amby… will she be important? who knows chareng 🤭🤭🤭 as always sa college aus ko, theyre students sa nu... neo university HAHAHAHAHA jaemin1stwin tayo ngayon besties sana manalo ulit si rb!jm ☝🏼☝🏼 HAHAHAAHAHA

TAGLIST. @archivedmkl @nctasdfghj @wooyoung-a @morkleetrash @kkotjia @i-aecrysture @injunified @smolpeyy @pepperrye @hibuki-chan @hannie-dul-set @chanfilms @yiz-yo @anya-writes-stuff @w0nderr @mihyu-ckie @remisaki @fullsunld @main-figuresk8-sunghoonie @dejavukirstein @seijenoh @renjun-pretty @skzbeyleynjasnct @yoitbb @najaeminluvbot @hazyru @lune1897 @heynayu @chimajeyn @rensaure @13isacoolnumber @liljeongseong @marahuyornjn @eureah @markleepooh @000rpheus @nanayogurt @luvenshiti @j-8star @flovezen @jaeyuuns @yoonhanzjaem @ssuungchans @shairamaexx @hibernatinghamster @roseltgiri @tangerinelovelees

[jillianwarts]

aug rto (pagod na pagod si badeng sa pakikipagsocialize sa workmates and stakeholders). glad i was able to spend time with my former colleagues (na kabardagulan ko talaga lol)

first time ko i-try yung zus kagabi tapos balak pa ko agawan nung isang customer. si ante ang tinatawag na customer e dana, kinuha order ko kahit crush pangalan niya. kamukha ni kween yasmin muntik ko na ipajowa sa guard e. kakairita pa yung talagang nakipagunahan siya sakin kumuha ng order ko kahit kakaorder niya lang. nu to teh, vending machine? 👹

[fuchinobe]

(1989, Nu Groove Records, NG-033)

[yawnzloverz]

.⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚｡⋆..⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚｡⋆..⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆｡˚.⋆｡⋆☂˚｡⋆

After the storm

And when the clock strikes twelve, will we be back to being strangers who never speak to each other?

⋆Pairing: Choi Yeonjun x fem!reader

⋆Genre: strangers to enemies to lovers, slow-burn,fluff, angst, slice of life,

*Warnings: Cursing and cussing here and there. Mention of hookups and slight sexual innuendo.

⟶ Summary- With the failure of your past relationship, you try to move on with closure and no regrets; which you fail miserably. You don't need help, but a shoulder to lean and cry on. But what if that shoulder belongs to a total stranger? or so you thought...

a/n: SORRY NA SA SOBRANG TAGAL NA UPDATEEEE HUHU PERO THANK U FOR READING LOVELIESSSSS -val! 🧸

⋆ Chapter IV - Call me Maybe

7 am palang,nagising na ako. Sino ba kasing hinayupak ang kumuha ng electric fan ko?!

Ayun, pawis na pawis ako. Happy Sunday.

Ichecheck ko sana ang phone ko, kasi wala ito sa bedside table. Tatayo sana ako para hanapin ito nang biglang may pumintig sa batok ko.

Aray! Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko!

Napunta pala ang phone ko sa ilalim ng kama ko. Pa'no-

TOK TOK TOK!

Napalingon ako nang biglang may kumatok sa pinto. Bumukas ito at pumasok si Kuya Jake.

"Hoy, 'nyare sa'yo? Ba't ka sumisigaw?" Minsan nakakalimutan kong manipis nga lang pala ang mga dingding namin.

"Hindi, wala. Bigla lang sumakit ulo ko." Sabi ko habang hinihimas batok ko.

"Ahh kala ko-" 'Yan nanaman siya. "Mag-ingat ka ha. Baba ka na, may pandesal na sa baba."

"Si-sige..." Mahina kong sambit. Nanghihina na rin ako sa sakit ng ulo ko.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko, pero ayaw nito bumukas. Hayst. Kailangan ko rin pala bumaba, nando'n yung charger.

Pagbaba ko ay agad bumungad sa'kin ang...SUNGHOON?! SI SUNGHOON BA TALAGA 'YAN? BAKA NAMAN NAMAMALIKMATA LANG AKO?

"Uy, Good morning, Y/n" Sabi niya habang nakangiti. NAKAKATUNAW!

"I'm sure by now you've already heard of the recent tragedy?"

Oh...that...It happened again...? Another student ended her life. I was reminded of the events that transpired 3 years ago. The foul remembrance of that day made me shiver. I can still hear his voice caling me....

Y/n....

...

Y/n...

no, no please stop

Y/n.....

please stop, please

I will find you.

STOP!

Nagulat ako nang may kumalabog sa mesa, at ako rin ang may gawa. Nahampas ko ang lamesa sa sobrang takot ko na marinig ulit ang boses niya. Si kuya Jake lang pala ang tumatawag sa'kin. Sunghoon's puzzled expression made me feel a little embarassed. Para akong bata na biglang nag-maktol. Tinulak niya ng daliri ang hot chocolate na nasa harap ko. "Inom ka muna. Hinga, hinga." That really wasn't necessary. Sa preseniya mo palang, kumakalma na'ko. "I think...lets no talk about it anymore." Sinabi ni Sunghoon. Tumango si Kuya Jake.

Of course it happened again. I did not forget, though I desire to. Sinubukan kong hindi alalahanin lahat ng nangyari noon, at ngayon. Para akong lalagnatin sa takot. "Mag s-stay lang ako saglit. Do you wanna watch?" Tumango ako at minostrahan niya ako na tumabi sa kanya. HUEY??? GUSTO NIYA AKONG KATABI? WAG PLEASE, BAKA 'DI KO KAYANIN!

Tumabi ako sa kanya at nagsalang sila ng pelikula. Medyo inantok ako sa pelikula kaya nag-scroll nalang ako sa phone ko.

Ka-chat ko si Chaewon at Giselle sa group chat namin, naghuhukay sila at nagsesend ng mga maaasim na litrato at TikToks namin noon. Sinend ni Giselle yung TikTok ko nung sumabak ako sa Dalagang Pilipina Challenge.

Buti nalang nasave ko yung rume-renegade siya. Binuksan ko ang photo gallery ko para hukayin ang mga kaje-jemonan nila nang makakita ako ng misteryosong picture. 'Nu 'to? Ba't 'to nandito? Binuksan ko ang picture. Eh ako 'to eh! Nung Friday! Saan 'to galing?!

Tingnan ko ang picture info.

Saturday, Oct 7, 2023. 11:59 pm

Ha? Kagabi? Pero saan 'to galing? Ang lakas na ng dagungdong ng dibdib ko. Mahihimatay na ako sa sobrang kaba. Una, weird na phone number, ngayon naman, picture ko na bangag. Jusko! Teka....YUNG NUMBER! Tinignan ko yung contacts ko, tapos yung 'Recent'....

10/7/23 11:59 pm

Nakakaputangina na talaga. Para akong mababaliw na mahihimatay na ewan. Tinapos namin yung pelikula bago umalis si Sunghoon. Nakahinga na rin ako nang maayos, mahigit apat na oras kong tiniis na naka stomach-in. Pagka-alis niya umakyat agad ako sa kwarto kaso pinigilan ako ni kuya Jake. "Hoy, sa'n ka pupunta? 'Di ka itetext niyan kung nakauwi ka na ba, nasa bahay ka lang hoy." '

To nanaman si kuya sa pagiging assuming eh. 

"Hindi 'no! Pagod lang talaga ako, na-drain social battery ko". Inirapan lang ako ni kuya.

Pag-akyat ko, para akong nahilo. I traced all the way to October 7, and I tried my best to recall the events that happened during that day.

No'ng gabing 'yon, uminom ako, tapos sinundo ako nila kuya. Tapos may seminar, tapos....

Parang may naalala ako na may tinawagan ako. The memory was cloudy yet vivid, hindi ko masabi kung panaginip lang ba 'yon o ano.

Only one way to find out....

Binuksan ko ang phone ko para tignan ang recent calls.

Ang pinaka-recent ko na tawag, number lang. 11:59 pm.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sumanib sa'kin, pero hindi ako nagdalawang-isip na pindutin ang call button.

Ring.

Ring.

"Hello..?"

AYUN!

"Um, hi po, kuya"

"Hi um, I think you got the wrong number?"

"Hala hindi po! 'Wag niyo po muna ib-"

"You probably got the wrong number, I'm hanging up, ok?"

"Kuya 'wag! "Wag niyo muna po akong iwan!"

"Ha?" Bahagyang natawa si kuya. "Para saan po ba 'to?"

" Hi po ahm, ayon nga po, nung Friday po, October seven, I went drinking out. I saw your number in my phone, and kanina, I saw your number sent me a picture of myself. So, I'm here to ask you, sino po kayo?"

"Yeah, I'm-"

Halos mapa-itcha na ako ng phone ko sa gulat. May biglaang static na ringing mula sa kabilang linya. 

"Hello? Okay ka lang?" 

"O-Oo...Biglang nag-static, sorry. Ano ulit 'yun?"

"Sabi ko ako si Ch-" KRIIIIIIIIII Halos mapasigaw ako sa lakas.

"Kuya hindi ko po talaga maintindihan, nags-static talaga." 

"Huh, that's weird. Can I get your name perhaps? Or, what was this about again?"

Huminga ako nang malalim.

"Sir, I found your number on my phone, and you found my picture on yours. You sent it kagabi, diba?"

"Kagabi? I don't remember making any calls last night."

"Ako rin, pero check mo phone mo, and yung gallery mo din."

Nanahimik yung linya saglit, naririning ko lang na palakas nang palakas na yung hinga ni kuya.

"What the fuck?! Who the fuck are you?"

"Ikaw nga dapat tinatanong ko 'ya eh, may picture pa ako diyan" Aminin mo na 'ya, crush mo lang talaga ako KEMEEEEE.

"I don't even know you! I this some kind of joke?" Napangiwi ako. Gingigil mo 'ko kuya eh! Pati naman ako gusto rin maging joke lang 'to.

"Teka...did we perhaps have a one nigh-"

"HINDI, HINDI, NO." Pagputol ko sa kanya. Loko 'to ah!

"Sorry I mean, the picture was in a bar so I assumed..."

"Teka, alam mo 'yung lugar?" Buti ka pa 'ya.

"Parang familliar yung lugar, I think it's a bar I went to...but I don't quite remember where."

Wait! Saan nga ba 'yon?  Nag-backread ako sa mga chat namin sa gc, kung saan daw ako pinick-up nila kuya.

Ayun! PASAY!

"Sa Pasay daw kuya. Sinundo ako ng kuya ko do'n nung nalasing ako."

"You sure? Okay then."

"Pupuntahan ko yung lugar. Ikaw?"

"I'll try, what was your name again?"

"Y-"KREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

"Hindi ko talaga marinig, miss."

"Just call me-"

Napatingin ako sa nakabukas na bintana. The sky looked exceptionally blue and beautiful today, it reminds me of him, blue is his color after all. Teka...SKY!

"You can call me 'Sky'."

"Alright then."

"Eh, ikaw?"

"What?"

"Anong puwede kong itawag sa'yo?" For some reason I couldn't hear his name, and 'di niya rin marinig akin. 

"Call me Leo." Naks, nag-search pa ata si kuya. 

"Naks naman, sa'n mo nanaman napag-kukuha 'yan ya."

"Ah, Virgo sana since yun ang zodiac sign ko, but I figured Leo would be more fitting."

"Sosyal mo naman 'ya," Bahagya akong napatawa. 

"So, see you there?"

"See you later, Sky."

"Byeeee"

Binaba niya na ang tawag. Agad akong pumunta sa google para mag-search ng mga bar. Nagbihis na rin ako at bumaba para mag-paalam kay kuya.

"Pasay nanaman? May kinikita ka ba do'n? Puwede naman, 'wag ka ang uuwing buntis."

'To nanaman si oa eh.

"May titignan lang ako, may naiwan kasi ako dun sa bar na pinuntahan ko."

"BAR? HALIKA NGA DITONG BATA KA." Naguat ako nang sugurin ako ni Kuya Jake nang may hawak na sandok. 

"Sige na kuya ba-bye love you!" Sinarado ko ang pinto. KUYA GUARD! MAY NAG-AAMOK NA ASO!

Eto na guys, true na, real na, totoo na 'to. I'm coming, Leo.

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Putek nag-double meaning ata yung dulo HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA Newayssss na-miss ko magsulattt huhubels 😭😭💞💞 Hindi pa rin ako marunogn mag-post ng slideshow sa tiktok, sorrey na 😓😓😓 Pero ayorn thank you for reading and comments are always appreciated^^!!! Love you as always, lovelies! ❣️

-val 🧸

[screwzara]

My Very First, My Very Own-

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A compliment chain! But.

In our ✨ native/local languages ✨~

Meitei -> Nung se yaamna nungshie

Translation: You're very sweet

Pronunciation(optional): 'N-uh-ng say yaam-n-uh nu-ng-shi-ey'

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[alligaytorrr-official]

my armored cores!! the first two are Violet Riser 4.0, the fourth and last main revision over the course of my first playthrough as i unlocked new parts, and Violet Riser 5.1, the build i used in NG+ and the first attempt I made at adding decals. then there's Violet Requital which i used in NG++, Violet Requital-C, overrun with coral towards the end of the game, and Violet Requital Nu, the design in using as I go for S ranks. as a bonus under the cut is Violet Requital Nu without decals - they add a lot!!

[kiragecko]

Stopping By the Woods on a Snowy Evening

By Robert Frost

Translated into Mochica. Written with Maya glyphs. (Description in ALT.)

mo-ŋo ne-pe-te le-pe-ko ma-ŋa ʃa-ma-ke-mo-ño

mong-än nepät jepäko m-ang šam-kem moiñ

this-plural tree owner may-they recognize-d.be by.me

Whose woods these are I think I know.

ʔa-ta yu-nu-ru-ni-ki fe-lo-ko ɕu-ŋa-ne-ke

at iun-är-nik fe lok ssiung ān-ek

although village-of-in is located his house-in

His house is in the village though;

ʔa-yo-ŋo no-ta-fa no-ke-me pa-cha-me-ze-ta mo-ño mi-na-ŋa la-sa-ka

aiong änta f' nok-kem pa chäm esta moiñ, min ang lä-ssäk

by.him not is see-n.be have future.should not me, here is locate-d. being

He will not see me stopping here

me-ñe-ke-me to-po ko-cha-ŋa ɕu-ŋu ne-pe-te-na ka-na-ma

meiñ-kem-top kōcha-ng, ssiung netəp-än ak-näm

fill-ed.be-until fog-by, his tree-s watch-to

To watch his woods fill up with snow.

Further information under the cut:

The Moche were a coastal civilization of northern Peru. They did not have snow, but I felt a cold fog building up had a similar feel. I don't think I had to fudge anything else in the translation itself.

Writing it, though!

The Moche were part of a trade network that stretched up to the Maya. Shells from Maya waters were an important status symbol. While they DIDN'T adopt Maya writing, it doesn't require TOO much alternative history to get them to do so. Plus, you know, I wanted to use Maya glyphs. So I did ;)

However, Mochica has an extra vowel, and a lot of different consonants from Maya. And the writing system is syllabic, so to write things with perfect accuracy I would have had to add a symbol for every single different consonant combined with 'ä', as well as six symbols for each new consonant. That's too much. I am slowly creating symbols for the consonants as I need them. This poem has 9:

fa - from 'fanu', 'dog'

fe - from 'fellu', 'duck'

ze - from 'senu', 'cranefly/fly' (ignore the spelling. How we spell Mochica words needs an entire post. Possibly more.)

ɕu/ɕo - from the Maya glyph for 'they/he/she', since it's usually used for 'ssio, ssiung', 'they/he/she, theirs/his/hers'

ru - from 'rūz', 'moat/canal'

ñe - from 'ñieš-', 'to trade/exchange'

ño - from the Maya glyph for 'man/person', used for the Mochica word 'ñofän', 'man/male'

ŋa - from 'iang', 'crab/shrimp' ('ng' isn't allowed at the beginning of Mochica words)

ŋo - from 'ong', 'carob tree/algorrobo'

ŋu - from the Maya glyph for 'spine/thorn/penis', used for the Mochica word 'ȷ̕ung-','to poke/sting/cut'

(I really like Moche crabs. Look at some of these dudes, before I needed to ink them!)

The extra vowel, 'ä', however, is probably a shwa ('ə'). Shwas are barely vowels. To see how wimpy a shwa is, try this:

say the words 'bigger' and 'middle' casually (not emphasizing them) and try to hear the vowel before the final 'r' and 'l'.

Like, it's SORT OF there. Linguists argue if those are syllabic consonants (consonants pretending to be vowels), or if they have tiny shwas.

Some languages have shwas that act like normal vowels, but both English and Mochica have ones that like to disappear. Some Mochica words can be pronounced with or without their shwas. Most Mochica shwas can disappear if a suffix is added to the word. And sometimes, other vowels turn into shwas when suffixes are added!

So I decided that shwas were dumb, and were going to be treated the same way that Maya writing treated consonants without vowels. If the Maya needed to write a consonant that didn't have a vowel, they chose a glyph that had the same vowel as the previous glyph (ie. 'xan' can be written 'xa-na', and 'okib' can be written 'o-ki-bi'.)

So to write 'yunärnik', 'in the village', I used the glyphs 'yu-nu-ru-ni-ki'. A bit harder to parse for someone who doesn't know the language, but probably pretty clear to anyone who knew Mochica suffixes.

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[onewordenglish]

Nag uusap kami ng friend ko kanina about lovelife kahit na wala naman kami nun. Nasabi ko sakanya na after netong last ko, parang natakot na ako sumubok ulit. Tinanong nya ako kung san ba ako takot, magmahal o masaktan. Sabi ko pareho. Kasi diba pag nagmahal ka kasunod na non sakit eh. Hahaha.

Yung pag iisip ko nga ngayon parang sa una lang naman masaya. Pag nagtagal eh don pa din mauuwi sa sakitan. Paulit ulit lang. Nakakasawa din.

5 months ago or 4, I met someone, nakasundo ko agad. As in. Masarap kausap. Bihira lang yung ganon eh. Nung nakilala ko sya naging okay ako sa mga pinagdadaanan ko. Ang gaan lang. Inenjoy ko yung pagiging okay ko habang nakakausap ko sya. Ineenjoy ko yung feeling na naaappreciate and all. Yung naramdaman ko na yung matagal ko ng hindi nararamdaman. Gusto ko naman na sya kaso yung takot ko talaga pinangunahan ako eh. Hindi ko alam kung ready naba ako ulit. Kaka okay ko lang eh.

Tapos ayun nga narealize ko, pinost ko na to eh, na hindi ka naman nabubuo kapag nakakakilala ka ng bagong magmamahal sayo, nalilimutan mo lang na sira ka. Inaalala ko yung mga naging relationship ko since 13 y.o ako and now ilan taon naba ako (syempre secret), same lang yung nangyayari. Paulit ulit lang. Kapag nagbreak, well usually ako naman talaga yung iniiwan at yung pinagsasawaan, saklap nu? Hahaha. Nagiging okay lang ako kapag nakakilala ako ng bago. Kumbaga hindi pa naman ako totally nagheheal pumapasok na ulit ako sa relasyon.

Ngayon ko naisip na parang never ko inallow magheal yung sarili ko na ako lang parang laging may involve na ibang tao. Naging cycle na sya. Kaya siguro yung puso ko sugat sugat pa din e mula nung una, feeling ko ganon. Kasi ko di ko hinahayaan gumaling muna. Hindi ko lang maramdaman yung sugat kasi nga merong ibang taong nagpaparamdam sakin ng saya. Tapos ang ending masusugatan ulit.

Kaya dito sa last ko parang pagod na pagod ako. Ang hirap. Siguro nga kasi sugat na sugat na talaga. Sa dami ba namang nanakit e. Mga hayop kayo hahaha charot.

Ngayon okay naman na ako. Takot lang talaga. Nakakagusto na naman ako sa iba, I mean nakakaappreciate na nga ako ng iba. Hindi gaya dati na yung ex ko lang nakikita ko. Natutuwa naman ako na ganito na ako, sawakas nakausad na talaga ako.

Gaya ng sabi ko, okay naman ako. Pero yung saya? Masaya naman minsan? pero siguro hindi yung genuine happiness talaga. Yun yung mahirap hanapin eh. Dadating din ako dyan, I know I know.

[ttshihiro]

nu daw ginagawa ko aahhaahahahaha eto gumagawa ng socmed au wherein mag ex si hidalgo at si [name]

ANGST!?!??

[jillianwarts]

takte yung isang nagtanong sa awkp, nu daw gagawin nya kasi sinabihan daw ng manghuhula yung ka talking stage nya na di nya pa daw nakilala true love nya. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA pota creative ni ante magreject.