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somaneeshipz · 11 months

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Why, why why WHY!?!?!?!??? I need to understand why this was cut? Aside from being beautifully and heartbreakingly acted by Nick, the story and the language directly feed Alex’s statement to Henry about protecting his heart and nothing happening to him!!! Without this scene, yes, Alex’s words made sense and hit home in a roundabout way. But with this scene, they just land absolutely perfectly. Henry’s immediate surrender just makes so much more sense!!! Argh!!!!! For the love of all that is fucking holy, Matthew, we KNOW the 3 hour cut exists. Don’t peddle us bullshit about it being an overblown statement. Slap all of these beautiful deleted nuggets back where they belong and give us the Matthew Lopez Finally Admits Yes There’s A 3-hour Cut cut and take my fricking money!!!!!

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#red white and royal blue #rwrb #alex claremont diaz #prince henry george edward james hanover stuart fox #the story about the prince #oh my gods my heart cannot take this #give us ALL the deleted scenes #give us the 3 hour cut Matthew #now matthew #and yes that means give us the entire Paris scene #WITH THE MORNING AFTER #Youtube

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emotionaldisaster909 · 7 months

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/HEAVY BREATHING/

WHY ARE THEY SO CUTE

WHY IS XIE LIAN SO CUTE

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

GOD BLESS PICREW

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spotaus · 2 months

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Thinking about Orchid and her connection to my take on Gender (because this was meant to be about her and the Crew but it just devolved into a character analysis kinda??? More trauma-dumping maybe???) This is very much an oc/personal rant so feel free to ignore it 🫡

So, Orchid started off as a character I didn't really think much of (hear me out this is going to be relevant) because I wanted to add a 'girl' character but didn't know what to *do* with her, y'know? She was always going to be the strongest one there, she had the odds stacked in her favor with her parents. She was always going to be the gloomy side-character to match Reset's energy. But I think she's gone through every stage of Generic Woman I could possibly find.

At first she was angry and abrasive (think Fell!Sans) where every other word was a curse and she was likely to throw the first punch then laugh as she kicks her enemy while they're down. This was when Reset was a cartoonishly self-centered villain whose goal was simply to prove others wrong. Then Orchid became a sort of sisterly figure. This was short-lived, but she was the one comforting people who Reset would torment, but would ultimately follow his orders, because at this point he was actually a danger and sadistic. And then there was the phase where the story mellowed out and she became the token Goth Girl who, yes she was strong, but was heavy on the 'whatever' energy. Then there was her Era of deep self-loathing and anxiety about her worth that held her back and made her a much more timid and meek character who would only lash out on occasion.

Now, Orchid is the best of those iterations I've written yet. She's calm, level-headed, and a natural leader. Her father raised those traits into her. But she's very reactive, and can be silly, and when she's comfortable it's likely that air of importance transforms into something more comfortable and familiar. She laughs loudly and grins wide, she likes loud video-games but loves to read in the quiet. She's extremely disciplined, and normally no one can get through her tough exterior besides her best friend, Reset. She does what she does for her own enjoyment, sure, but she's thought of every angle and makes her choice to help Reset and control the others with her whole chest. She still worries she won't live up to her invisible expectations, and that and her loyalty are her two driving forces.

I know that Orchid is important to me because she's the longest-running female oc I've had. I have a rough relationship with womanhood/girlhood and I know looking back that Orchid recieved every ounce of my distaste for being a woman that I could shovel into her. That never made her less of a character, she was actually always one of my favorites, and rarely was she a 'punching bag oc'. I just... projected onto her a lot. And she's a good sign of how I've learned who I am. I've decided that my own femininity is something I could live without. I'd rather not associate myself with it, and I'd like to leave it in my past, focusing on a future where I'm not tied down with any gender roles or expectations. That won't happen, but I've come to terms with it myself. Orchid though? I figured out through her that I don't have to hate women characters. My own distaste for my circumstances doesn't mean I have to push it onto my characters (on God I've never expressed anything rude to actual people, that'd be rude as hell and uncalled for, but I have a bad habit of disliking fictional women in media). So, Orchid is a well-roubded character finally. She has motivations abd goals and a *lot* more depth than I ever expected her to. She's happy with being a woman, she's content. She's not treated differently for it in unfair ways by those she cares about, so she doesn't mind it. She likes to wear pretty outfits and lets Reset add bows to her ribbons. She doesn't let being a woman hold her back in the slightest.

So, yeah. Orchid is one of my babies. If I ever leave this Fandom behind for good, she's one that's coming with (Ichor, Orchid, and Pretender all have human designs I can use elsewhere lol-) but in the meantime I'll just rotate her around in my brain for a while longer.

If I'm right, she's been with me for nearly 5-6 years and I went through a *lot* with her as an outlet. So, she's kinda just like an old stuffed animal. A lil ripped, matted fur, maybe a stain or two, but there's a story there and that makes it important beyond belief.

#spotatalk #i'm just gonna drop this in the queue I guess?#but I'm writing this on the last day of june so....#whenever this rolls around will be a jumpscare abd a half I guess?#I think honestly I coukd do a full breakdown of the Crew and why they're all expressions of me but like #quick summary is #Reset: Wants approval from people but mostly clings to the past. is afraid of losing his brother and acts on it to bring him back. i #<- I lack that conviction to do whatever you have to to get your way. i worry my brother and I have a weird gap between us we wont repair #Orchid: Uhhh woman. lots of pressure that she had at one time that's now no being pressed but she still tries to live up to it also.#<- I don't like the pressure of being a woman. also gifted-kid who cannot move past the pressures imposed to be 'perfect' and it's screwed #Stereo: Pulled into a situation he doesn't want to be in initially. it's bad for him but he likes the people so he decides to stay #<- I see the good in people. even when they hurt others around me. I was a bystander often and should've left the situations. paralelling.#Monochrome: Afraid. No purpose or preperation in life. soneone offers to guide him and he takes that offer because it's better than home.#<- Kinda self-explanitory but I've got little direction and feel lost a lot of the time. If I'm given a path I usually walk it no hesitation #and... for fun let's do some others!#Haphazard: Cleaning up after others since childhood. he's never really gotten a break and sees any sort of mess as an enemy #-> He's fixing rifts in universes I gotta patch relationships. there's so much conflict and I'm always so overwhelmed by it #Lost: He's got amnesia. no clue where he is. where he's from. who you are. who he is. he'll know when he gets there. he's sure.#-> I've been hsving minor issues with my memory for years. i coukd be forgetful but sometimes it just escapes me and that's spooky #Teddy: Isolated in her universe for years. she self-mutilated until she liked herself. when she finally met people she compulsively lied #-> Much more extreme version of how isolated I sonetines feel. hobbies can't replace human interaction but it's hard #oh and Ichor: God who loves mortals but cannot seem to find ones who will prove hin right for his trust and care #<- I've got a big heart. i express it often but the sentinent is scoffed off a lot. I get beat down about it and just keep moving forward #Pretender: Knows who he is. however the world doesn't like it much so he acts how they expect him to or isolates away #<- I still present femme when I'm nb/agender. i bend and break to people's perception of me. if I can't solve something I run.#okay I feel more insane than when ai started but these stupid skeletons have helped me through so many mental health problems it's only a #little bit funny 🙏

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carrionhearted · 3 months

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Went to the oddities and curiosities expo and I maybe almost passed out but it was worth it (lie) because I bought one singular wolf baculum. New prize possession. The baculum collection grows.

#I never realize how bone-rich I am until I go to an oddity shop or expo or something #guys you can just find this stuff on the ground if you go looking #unless you’re me right now and cannot in fact go looking. the illness. I may take this time to learn taxidermy #I miss the forest #I miss like… walking around places without my heart spiking upwards of 150bpm #the whole time I was paranoid as hell because oh god what if I stumble or fall or conk tf out onto one of these TIGHTLY PACKED SHELVES OF #OF EXPENSIVE FRAGILE ODDITIES. AND WET SPECIMENS AND FRAGILE SMALL BONES AND SORTED BASKETS AND hhdgdhdghdgdshdghsdghddghd #I survived though. sort of.#lite-venting in the tags feels akin to Jonathan Sims and his ‘Supplemental’ sections #funny post haha penis bone. supplemental. I’m losing my ability to do the thing I love most.

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seiwas · 7 months

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to that anon who asked me what hajime’s fave sex position is i hope u know u have effectively caused my brain to malfunction

#i- oh my god #can i even survive thinking abt this #sorry sel hornyposting hours #but everytime i think abt intimacy w hajime i always imagine it as glimpses bc my heart simply cannot take imagining the whole real deal #i talked so much again #give me a few minutes to think about this #and revive myself LMAOANAKNS #rated

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serenadeofsunshine · 8 months

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SILLY GUSHY RAMBLES BELOW SORRY I JUST WOKE UP BUT I HAVE TO .

HELLO ??!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

OH MY GOD. A VALENTINE’s DAy CARD. RIGHT NOW. AT THIS VERY TIME. DO THEY KNOW ?!?!?!?!?!??!

I WENT TO CHECK THE SCOUT ANNOUNCEMENT AND THE NAMES AND FACES WERE CROPPED SO IBWAS LIKE Lol how funny would it be if it was Him. For valentine’s day. Then i clicked on it

IM NOT STILL DREAMING AM I.

they dropped a juju valentines card. while i’ve been literally rambling about him non stop because i love him so much. What . they’re adding fuel to the fire guys sorry i’m gonna be so much more annoying. They know. tickyjuu canon

look at his silly hearts he made he’s trying i’m absolutely sure. i know it’s not super his thing.💛💜💛💜HIS SMILE. OH THE SMILE. whenever he smiles………………………………………………….. Oh my goodness……………………. brings me a sense of warmth… comforting…….. i just love him… Gives him a little kissy kissy

thank you for coming i needed to scream about this so badly. i have to print it out and keep it in my wallet and stare fondly whenever i open it

#🍂🍡#Oh my god. cannot take my eyes of it #i am so glad i play this game casually because if i wasn’t and i don’t get him i’d cry a river #it would be a whole different story with gen though THIS IS NOT THE SIGN TO GIVE GEN A VALENTINES CARD PLEASE MY LITTLE HEART CANT TAKE MORE #ticky rambles

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autistic-shaiapouf · 4 months

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Window clings only last like 6 months????

#oh my god. mine have been melting bc i've been leaving them on for so long... I'm supposed to take them off???#I could change them out I guess? they're cheap.. i could get like 6 packs of valentine's ones #and then continually swap them out so there's always hearts on the window but they'll last for longer #i uh. need to scrape the goop off my window bc it's collected on the trans flag i also keep in the window #but i'm noticing that the goop is also catching fruit flies and that might be why i've never seen any in my room #i don't wanna actively kill the fruit flies bc like. morally i cannot actively kill an animal. i cannot kill a bug. incidentally though?#if it happens it happens; i just don't think annoyance should cost them their lives; anyways i digress #shai speaks

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wat-dha-fak · 1 year

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in an army where everyone can wear just a ring, be it emblem or bond, the one who gets to wear two because of the pact one sure is powerful

anyways c💍ngrats to my avatar

#my art #fire emblem #fire emblem: engage #alfred fire emblem #(please avoid the next tags since it's just me going bananas over the convo if you plan to s-rank him)#i had this idea times ago while my brain was under the magical effects of still being awake at 2am and theine #and i actually finished it yesterday night!#the reason i am posting it today is because yesterday night i also unlocked his pact ring convo and... . i.#i did hear it was adorable but OH MY GOD I DIDNT EXPECT IT THIS MUCH??#the firenese tradition of embroided clothes... alear probably putting the ring on him after asking to see his hand...#the one-sided formality finally dropping at the very end of it when alfred says the actual name instead of 'divine one/divine dragon'....#(well. at least in the written line he says that.)#i cannot stop thimnking about it it was so so good oougghughghghh....#(and the music!! god the pact ring theme is so good i wish i could i listen it from the music reminisce menu 😭)#(the only alternative would be replaying alfred's pact ring convo but I Aint Doin That my heart cannot take it)

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mycological-mariner · 1 year

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God you ever cant remember whether or not you took a medication? On the one hand you don’t wanna flood your system if you DID, but on the other you really don’t wanna fuck around and find out what happens if you didn’t.

#and its not a med I’m like ‘oh No worries I’ll just take it next time’#nah this is 1000mg of an anti epileptic that I take 2x a day #looking at the packet of tablets like ‘WERE THERE ONLY FOUR OF YOU SIX HOURS AGO???’#not to mention the stress from the theatre situation has been really screwing with my seizure activity (and other medical problems -#but heart attacks and high risk if kidney failure aren’t as exciting rip)#and BECAUSE of the stress I KNOW ive missed a couple of doses of meds over the last week #seizure threshold isn’t lowering its dropping like a guillotine #but that’s no worry - ive got my seizure alarm charged and IF I have a grand mal ive gone ahead and removed everything in my space #that could potentially cause bodily harm (I’ve sliced my face open before lol but that was coz I went throng a glass coffee table on tile)#pain meds for the migraine are finally kicking in #thank god sweet relief #I cannot believe this whole theatre situation has put my HEALTH at risk #im gonna lose my mind #its just. three. more. weeks #and even then with the stupid fucking coronation we LOSE an entire day of work!!#fuck the monarchy #for that reason alone!#(/j but eh the sentiment is still the same)#how do people remember if they’ve taken a medication???#ive only been doing this for 12 years lmao #I should buy a pill box. but then I KNOW I’ll forget to refill it #besides every pill box I’ve owned doesnt fit all the pills - not even for a single day #MAKE LARGER PILL BOXES DAMN YOUR EYES #I ought to come up with a pillbox design for ppl with a shit ton of meds - something accessible ya know?#coz I KNOW I’m not the only one who struggles with memory and cognition + takes a ton of pills throughout the day #but as it is I just look at the packaging and do my best #anyways

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radio-4-is-static · 2 years

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Suzume – RADWIMPS

#suzume #すずめ #radwimps #music #音楽 #oh my fucking GOD #HOW DO THEY DO IT #this song is simply incredible #felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest #the harmonies 🤌 are so powerful #and i love how the music swells then gets quiet so you can really appreciate toaka's voice #which is GORGEOUS btw #the slight pauses right before taking off again #aaaaahhhhh so good !!!#like i literally gasped 5 seconds before the 3:00 mark #i cannot wait to hear the rest of the ost #Spotify

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thatorangedrank · 1 year

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#Totk spoilers in the tags #tears of the kingdom #I’m sorry but I need to vent so spoiler warning #I CANNOT B E L I E V E THEY TURNED THAT BITCH INTO A WHAAAAAAT?????#OH MY GOD OH MY G O D #MY POOR POOR GIRL #THE ACTUAL REAL LIFE HEART BREAK OF WATCHING HER BECOME A DRAGON FOR THE ENTIRETY OF THE TIMELINE IS????? AEHHHAGAHXHHSHSH #please turn her back please turn her back omfg I cannot stand this #she said ‘hm might take a while but what if I just hold onto the sword for a millennia?’#does this mean that she was around for ocarina of time????#im so confused on which ganandorf this is supposed to be too like what is the timeline now #Nintendo was never one for continuity but WHAT does this all MEAN #HAS THERE BEEN TWO MASTERSWORDS THIS WHOLE TIME???????????#ok ok so if zonai are desendants of the sky like hylians then are they a separate race or did they evolve into hylians #has hylia already turned mortal and is Sonia hylia????#I’m so confused!!!!!!!

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allbeendonebefore · 1 year

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every single time im like i need to cool it about ralph klein i read about some other bullshit and i’m like nope nope nope nope i was right he was a scumbag!!!!!!

#like i know in my heart naming iamp ab ralph is a joke and i should take it as such #but i know he was named for ralph klein and i Cannot Stand the man #ready to resurrect him and kill him Again #hapo reads canadian history #i found a bio on him in my dads books and one day maybe i will read it but my god that man #sure i can be like Oh it was just the Time it was Normal #and im like bitch i was alive and there!!!!!!!!#they called it Severely Normal first of all and second of all AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #hapo reads queer history

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taegularities · 2 years

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i can't go on

they just... they love each other so goddamn much.. </3

#my heart genuinely cannot take this oh god </3 #notes for rid 🌹#yaila <3

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magpiing · 2 years

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thinking about martin blackwood today

#i cannot express how much i love this guy OGHHH oh my god oh my god #clenching my fists clenching my eyes my heart is being pressurized #tma #oh and yea i did a take 2 for listening to tma and so glad i did 🫡

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bluefuecoco · 2 years

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i’m screaming and dying and pissing and shidding and vomiting and it’s all because i’m gay and nintendo keeps showing me pretty people

#pokemon sv spoilers #putting this under a read more for good measure #someone you meet either after the 4th gym or after the water gym (dont know for certain)#i saw them and thought ''wow he's hot''#and theN THEY DROPPED THE SHE/HER PRONOUNS #AND I THOUGHT ''huminahuminaawooga[heart eyes popping out of sockets][floating off the ground]''#oh my fucking *god*#oh my FUKCIng GOD #i'm on my knees clutching my chest please PLEASE stop making characters that i am attracted to i CANNOT taKE IT

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thewispsings · 3 months

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broken up? no, engagement! | max verstappen

pairing: max verstappen x actress!reader

summary: y/n l/n has a weird way of announcing hers and max’s engagement.

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yourusername: i no longer have a boyfriend.

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user1: wait what

user2: i’m sorry???

user3: DID YOU AND MAX BREAK UP???

user4: no no no

user5: this CANNOT mean what i think it does

user6: you’re kidding me right

charles_leclerc: please answer my messages!

user8: no way

user9: THE CAPTION???

danielricciardo: ?

danielricciardo: answer my messages please

landonorris: mine too?

user10: does anyone know what is going on?

user11: so you’re available now 😏

user12: you were too pretty for max anyways 🙄

landonorris: um what’s going on?

user13: lando just being as lost is so??

user14: wait but why would she and max break up

user15: i’m so…confused?

user16: MAX ISNT IN THE LIKES??? OMG NOOO

— f1gossip has posted new pictures!

f1gossip: y/n l/n was seen cozying up with cast mate, Luke Newton amidst breakup rumors between her and max verstappen. thoughts?

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user17: “cozying up” and it’s her taking a picture of him ??? 🙄

user18: admin is acting like they were making out in front of everyone…

user19: oh!

user20: users on twitter were saying max was THERE with them so??

user21: she moves on fast!

user22: this sounds wrong…

user23: we literally know NOTHING about hers and max’s relationship or WHY they broke up. let’s not assume.

user24: my heart just broke

user25: okay but her and luke are kinda cute together? no? just me?

user26: HER AND MAX WERE CUTERRR

user27: i’ll start foaming at the mouth if y/n l/n doesn’t come out and say her caption was just a joke.

user28: HER AND MAX WERE SUPPOSED TO GET MARRIEDDDD!!!!!😓😓😓

user29: i can’t do this rn. i just can’t.

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maxverstappen1: I understand that, without my agreement, my lovely finance has put out a instagram post this morning indicating that we have broken up. This is wrong, we have not broken up. We got engaged. We are to be wed.

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yourusername: i thought they would understand what i meant 😞

user30: GIRL ALL YOU SAID WAS YOU NO LONGER HAD A BF???

user31: you did NOT phrase your words correctly

user32: gave me heart attack and for what 😐

user33: don’t play with me like that ever again.

danielricciardo: i love you @/yourusername, but please do not play with my heart like that again.

danielricciardo: BUT YAY!!!! WEDDING OF THE CENTURY!!

user34: OMG ???

user35: I KNEW IT!!! I FUCKING KNEW IT!!!

user36: AHHHHH AHHHHH AHHHHH AHHHH

user37: oh thank GOD

user38: pls don’t ever scare me like that again 💗

landonorris: OMG OMG OMG OMG ???!??!??

landonorris: AND YOU LOT DIDNT TELL ME ?!?!?

landonorris: YNSTAPPEN WEDDING!! AHHHH

user39: congratulations!!!

f1: about time you proposed 😒

maxverstappen1: ?

redbullracing: so excited for the red bull themed wedding!! ☺️

yourusername: yeah that won’t be happening

redbullracing: i understand.

user40: i’m crying??

user41: does this mean i don’t have a chance with y/n anymore ?? ☹️

user42: THAT SHOULDVE BEEN MEE

charles_leclerc: congratulations too you both 💗

maxverstappen1: thank you charles 💙💙

user43: omg just ask him to be your best man already 🙄🙄

oscarpiastri: it is an honor to have my tweet used as your engagement announcement 🧡🧡

yourusername: max couldn’t resist 😒

user44: i just know this wedding is going to be GORGEOUS

georgerussell63: congrats too you both! ❤️

yourusername: you’ll sing at the wedding right?

georgerussell63: duh 🙄

yourusername: perfect!

lewishamilton: so excited 💗💗

yukitsunoda0511: can i cook?

yourusername; of course you can yuki!!

user45: i’m so excited and it’s NOT EVEN MY WEDDING??

schecoperez: did you tell her how you were shitting yourself with nerves this entire week?

maxverstappen1: no 😒

yourusername: aw max 🥹🥹

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yourusername; i got married today. it was cool. 10/10 would do again!

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user46: was the wedding 10/10 or was the groom 10/10??

yourusername: both!

user45: OMG ITS HAPPENED??

user46: so happy for you both 🥹

maxverstappen1: 💙💙

georgerussell63: i personally think my singing brought everything together…

yourusername: it really did george, it really did

charles_leclerc: so incredibly happy for you both ❤️

user47: we all saw the video of you sobbing during the ceremony charles…

user48: to be fair, EVERYONE was sobbing

user49; their vows even made ME cry

landonorris: amazing wedding, 10/10 would attend again!

yourusername: thank you little lando 🧡🧡

oscarpiastri: i would like to request the video of my dancing to be scrubbed off of the internet.

maxverstappen1: no chance mate 😂

yourusername: it’s okay oscar, i thought your dancing was adorable!!

lewishamilton: me and roscoe had the times of our lives ❤️❤️

user50: ROSCOE WENT TO THE WEDDING ?? 😭

user51: not only roscoe, but alex and TWO of his cats 😭😭

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maxverstappen1: i married my bestfriend today. it was amazing. 10/10 would do again!

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user52: he’s officially off the market ladies 😒

user53: he’s been off the market for 4 years ???

user54: if my man doesn’t love me as much as max loves y/n i don’t WANT HIM

user55: ever since y/ns “i no longer have a bf” post i’ve been thanking the gods that this is how it turned out

danielricciardo: bestfriend? wow, you get married and suddenly you forget who raised you.

maxverstappen1: y/n is my bestfriend. she always will be.

danielricciardo: JUST RUB IT IN THEN.

user56: omg her dress 😍😍

user57; them >>

user58: did you guys see that they BOTH took each others last name??

user59: wait really?

user58: yeah 🥹 it’s y/n l/n-verstappen and max verstappen-l/n

user60: that is the cutest thing ever

user61: the matching captions 😞😞

user62: remember last year when y/n made everyone believe they broke up??

user63: thank GOD that wasn’t true

yourusername: i love you mr l/n

maxverstappen1: i love you more mrs verstappen

user64: WHEN IS IT MY FUCKING TURN

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