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teddybeartoji · 14 days

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been thinking a lot abt fwb!gojo today.... this is his first time ever doing this kind of a thing btw. i do not think he sleeps around AT ALL. but with you, he just... you start off as very good friends but then it keeps escalating – you start sitting closer and closer, your thighs always touching as you lounge on the couch. his hands seem to always find your waist in public, your seem to be in his hair more and more. and the thing is... satoru isn't all that good at deciphering his own feelings. he isn't entirely sure what this is; the butterflies in his stomach whenever you laugh at his jokes, the warmth that spreads under his skin whenever he sees you bend over. it's weird. he doesn't know what to do.

so, when one night you inch closer with your hand on his thigh, he lets you. he welcomes you with open arms. you ask whether it's okay or not and he lets out a shaky yes, his cheeks burning with something new, his eyes low and heavy as he stares at your lips. you feel so good on top of him, your body flushes to his and he thinks about how perfect this is. how much he likes it. the night is like a wet dream for him, something he's always dreamed off but when you leave the bed and hop into the shower without giving him a kiss, he doesn't even know what the weight on his heart means. where it comes from. he doesn't ponder over it for too long though as you step outside the bathroom in a shirt way too big, his shirt. he watches you get dressed and hums when you joke about his bed hair. he thinks you look gorgeous. he doesn't ask for you to stay – if this is what you want, to leave without the desire to continue your adventures from the last night, then so be it. satoru wants you to be happy. you tell him it was good and that you'd like to, perhaps, do it again and he can taste you on his tongue when he says that he feels the same. satoru will take every crumb you'll give him with a smile on his face. he won't complain and he won't ask for more, not yet at least. for now, he'll be completely and utterly at your mercy, a lapdog for you to play with whenever you so desire to do. a selfless kind of love.

#this might not be everybody's satoru i realize #but idk i think he's a lonely boy who doesn't know how to deal with his feelings #he really does like you and he wants your attention #he wants your love #he just . doesn't know how to ask for it #idk ok this is also wordvomit #but yeah sad little meow meow satoru who just wants to do everything and anything for you #he's kind of a knight in this #selfless type of love yk #even got the dog motif in lmao #okok i'm sleepy so idk if any of this even makes sense just bear with me yeah #(the bear is very calm and friendly please relax)#mickey is daydreaming #angel boy #gojo x reader

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todayis-snowy · 1 year

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little monsters

#my art #touchstarved #touchstarved game #touchstarved kuras #touchstarved vere #touchstarved fanart #if this hits 200+ notes I’ll draw them making out.#OK I SEE THAT IT HIT 400 NOTES GUYS CALM DOWN #also i'm surprised they no one's commented on vere's hand placement. you know. the arm at the bottom.#wrapped around kuras' waist.

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martyryo · 2 months

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long hair marla long hair marla long hair marla lo

#fight club #fight club 1999 #artists on tumblr #illustration #marla singer #she's my comfort character ok #I'm getting her face features better I feel so good #actually I felt kinda shitty all day #existential dread caught my ass again #me when I sleep only 3 hours #man what the fuck was I thinking back in elementary school when I initiated the blank nights sesh #I want to sleep so badly but my body doesn't want to #I just wanna have silly dreams let me be #anyways #drawing marla calms me down everytime #I love her the courteous love way #martyryo #won't be much active aside from posting art also

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lazylittledragon · 3 months

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i keep trying to think of funny/poetic ways to talk about all the things i'm feeling right now but i honestly can't so. i'm really sad about what happened with my partner. i know he was an inconsiderate prick about it and that i didn't do anything wrong and i couldn't have prevented it but i'm just really fucking sad.

#ramble #i think knowing that he was awful and that it wasn't my fault should make all the sad go away actually #i'm in such a weird fragile state right now that last night i looked at my flip flops that are still covered in mud #and i just started crying bc last weekend he carried me over the mud so they wouldn't get ruined. KNOWING he was going to do this to me #sorry i try really hard not to overshare but i don't want to keep bothering anyone in my actual life about this and idk what to do #when it happened it didn't hurt this badly and i just assumed i would be fine #idk i think it's just sunk in how much of my future i don't have anymore and that's like #a bit scary #because i was Just calming down and thinking maybe i would be ok in the long term and now it's all gone #i'm in that weird place between desperately wanting him back and plotting where to bury the body parts #i'm also mad bc i wish he'd left me before the festival. there were SO many gorgeous metalhead trans girls that i could've kissed

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stbot · 2 years

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tanthamore + small touches

(bonus bc kit is totally reaching out for jade’s arm but they cut away 😩)

#tanthamore #jade claymore #kit tanthalos #willow 2022 #willow #an anon requested the armor touch #which i definitely noticed and have absolutely mentioned before bc !!!!!#it's adorable #but then it gave me an idea for a full set so.#i know i didn't include a ton #but i wanted to focus on smaller or underappreciated moments #ones that i haven't seen talked about or giffed much (if at all)#also i'm obsessed with the one from 1x05 #bc jade's hands are very calm like 'ok mr cagehead found us lets maybe get a move on'#and kit's hands are just..... *flail!!!!* 'panicpanicpanic'#~acting~#i think i need a gif tag

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deoidesign · 3 months

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oouuuuuuu I love my guyyyy ohhhhh I love himmmm I love drawing him 100 million times every single day

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ineed-to-sleep · 2 months

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*me immediately after going through a terrifying and traumatic experience* haha yeah I guess it was rough but I'm fine now like I'm totally chill. It was kinda funny actually if you think about it

#GUESS WHO GOT A PIERCING INFECTION SO BAD OVERNIGHT SHE HAD TO RUSH TO THE HOSPITAL #AND GET SURGERY TO REMOVE IT BC THE METAL WAS BURROWING ITSELF INSIDE HER LIP #yep that was meee :3 #man. it sounds so silly now. like that probably shouldn't have made me panic nearly as much as it did #but you have to understand at the time it was terrifying #I noticed my lip was a bit swollen earlier in the night but I was like ok it's probably nothing serious #I put some ice on it hoping it would be back to normal after I got some sleep #then I woke up at like 5:30 AM with my lip super swollen and my lip piercing literally burying itself inside my flesh #I tried pushing it back out a bit and blood and pus started coming out so yk I started panicking #so I went upstairs and I asked my mom to drive me to the hospital #luckily we have free healthcare in brazil and the hospital was basically empty(this was on sunday)#but when I got there they told me the doctor wouldn't arrive until 8AM and it was like 6:45 at that point #so I REALLY started panicking 🫠 bc I could feel like the piercing kept burying itself more deeply like #I felt like the skin inside my lip was going to close around it and I was terrified bc I had no idea what to do #and I was scared it might make things worse #but all I could do was sit there and wait and so I started having a panic attack #luckily my mom was there with me the whole time so at least I didn't feel alone #and then I just. waited for it to end. and then tried to keep myself distracted until the doctor got there #I got treated by military doctors! sjdjcjck the army has been giving additional support for hospitals in my city #bc of the floods some health units are currently closed and demand got higher so they needed extra support there #so an army doctor performed my surgery(inside an army tent no less ajfjjfkf maybe not ideal but. functional)#he was so nice?? like probably the calmest most careful doctor I've ever been treated by #I still had a bit of a nervous breakdown again after the surgery but that was bc I'd never been through something like that before #I got anesthesia obvs but I still felt the tug when he cut into my skin to remove the piercing and did my stitches #so my mind started cooking up all these horrible scenarios of how everything could go wrong and I was gonna die #cried on the doctor's table. 👍🏻 awesome #but he and his assistant were super nice about it she even offered me a hug #but anyway in the end I finally calmed down and got some medication #now I'm all stitched up with my little bloated lip eating soup out of a straw 👍🏻 but I'm ALIVE and I'm just glad it's all over fjjvjkf #sleep.txt

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royalarchivist · 2 years

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QUACKITY SMP QUACKITY SMP QUACKITY SMP

#QUACKITY #IM SCREAMING #QSMP #OK IVE CALMED DOWN A LITTLE BIT (lie)#MCYT #IM LEGIT SO WEEPY OVER THIS GUYS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #my lil mexican heart is bursting with love for him I'm so frickin proud of him #break that language barrier king I'm so proud of you

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murk888 · 7 months

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💕💘HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!💘💕HAEAHEHAHEHAEHAHE

(the original image is down there ⇩)

#art #digital art #artists on tumblr #spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #happy valentine's day #I'M HYSTERICAL PLAS HELPB #HASFGHJEWJHAJHH #MY BEST ARTWORK EVER #juST HAPPY VALENTINERS AHEHAHEHAEHAHEHAEH #ok I'm joking I want to make an actual drawing for valentine's #but right now #here's a rose to calm your nerves <3

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ikemengoessbrrrrr · 4 months

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Ataru's favorit hobby is staring at Lum when she isn't looking

#ok the last Lum isn't there #but he still stare at her desk #man trying to be subtle #I think I remember he did that too in different episodes #BTW THIS EPISODE IS AMAZING #I'M GOING TO SCREAM BUT IDK #SO I MAY LOOK CALM BUT I'M TOTALLY NOT #urusei yatsura #ataru moroboshi #atalum #uy allstars #lum #ataru x lum #lum the invader #urusei yatsura all stars

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mementoasts · 1 year

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i'm obsessed with sixth fisherman daigo

#WHAT IF I SAID THIS IS THE SECOND CUTEST DAIGO AFTER EMO DAIGO...... TIRED DISHEVELED DAIGO FISHING WITH HIS GAY UNCLES.....#SHES JUST SO CUUUUUTE AND THE TURTLENECCKKKK AAAAAAAAAAA #there's so much going on man so much so much i'm still feeling ill abt the summit. and have yall SEEN the jjk leaks #AND SEPARATE WAYS IS TOMORROW IM STILL FEELING FERAL ABT THAT TOO AAUAGUFUH #ok ok im normal im normal. hey what if masato showed up in 8 wouldn’t that be cra-- OOKKAY CALM DOWN SHAY IM NORMAL #rgg #dojima daigo #yakuza #like a dragon infinite wealth #the void given form

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jmdbjk · 2 months

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Venting...

Photo card albums with 20 versions is bullshit. That's not music, its junk. I am by no means a Billboard stan whatsoever (holy jesus never) but if they're going to make rules there needs to be some god damn correlation between sales and streams.

That piece of shit album's streams were a fraction of their sales. And that's because their title single was a piece of shit recycled trope that BTS did YEARS ago and did it BETTER!!

Their sales were driven by stupid ass PHOTO CARDS that have no business being legitimized by any music industry!

Shit like that is what brings the reputation of kpop down to the bottom of the pit and then they wonder how come the western industry doesn't take them seriously.

And then it indirectly impacts BTS because the xenophobic, close-minded assholes who make up the western music industry take every opportunity to shove BTS in that box and slam the lid on them. BTS DO NOT belong in the kpop category!

I don't care if photo cards are collectible. I have nothing against that. But to create enough versions of an album to drive the sales of an album is NOT FAIR TO REAL MUSIC ARTISTS WHO CREATE ACTUAL REAL MUSIC!

I am mad. I will never respect that group. They are a farce. If this makes you unfollow me then we weren't ever on the same page to begin with.

#i'm mad #might delete this later after i cool off #or not #god dammit i'm mad #ommmmm #i'll be ok now that i've vented #maybe #breathes into a paperbag to calm down #that doesnt really work though #screams instead #throws a tantrum for jimin because he can't #not that he would #sorry for all the swear words

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blatantlyhidden · 24 days

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