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#ok. im so sorry for rambling ill shut up
neolxzr · 1 year
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Amagi Hiiro/Shiratori Aira Characters: Shiratori Aira, Amagi Hiiro, Oukawa Kohaku, Kazehaya Tatsumi, Ayase Mayoi Additional Tags: Love Confessions, Pining, Developing Relationship, Fluff, Getting Together, First Kiss, unqualified love advice, tatsumayo if you squint, aira pov, sasaki and miyano inspired, oh I forgot, Sharing a Bed, hiiro is whipped, so is aira but hes stupid about it, uhh what else, Holding Hands, Hugs, Tooth-Rotting Fluff Summary:
Aira used to consider himself to be an expert on all things related to love. It was his whole image, after all, and he prided himself on that fact. He had so much love for idols, his fans, his friends, and… well…
Hiiro confesses his feelings to Aira. Aira tries to discover what it means to love someone.
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crescentfool · 1 year
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never in my life did i think i need to makeout with a piece of software so badly but here we are i guess
#lizzy speaks#OK IM BEING OVERDRAMATIC AND I WOULD ELABORATE BUT I NEED TO SLEEP BUT#DO YOU EVER JUST#FUCK !!!!!!#IVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO COME ACROSS A PIEC EOF SOFTWARE#i need to fiddle around with it some more but everything ive seen about it is MIND BLOWING to me#ive been waiting my entire life for this moment i think#i feel like it's funnier if i don't say what the software is. i wanna be mysterious so bad but i cannot shut the fuck up#literally been suffering through notetaking and organization softwares and im like ohh i think i finally found the one#this is the minecraft of sex i think its like wowza i can finally do all those writing projects i want to do#boys (me) don't want girls they want an organized database of notes that they can easily reference at anytime#sorry for being unhinged but like its like past midnight lol im sure i'll wake up in the morning and be like 'what the FUCK were you doing'#BUT!!! i think ill come back to this post to reblog it with like actual shit about the software when i figure out how i want to use it#i think everyone should experience joys in life. and sometimes that joy is having organized notes#bonus points if anyone can figure out what im talking about just from the tags alone i think this software will change my life#it has fucking tag functionality i literally love tags#sorry about the vocabulary but this rivals like. my love of spreadsheets. which are like. a wonderful thing i think but ANYWAY IM RAMBLING#anyways goodnight i wish you all on the dash a very lovely evening i just needed to share this because im so overjoyed right now o7#if you have a software that you really like thats changed you feel free to tell me in the tags or something :) i like learning new things
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natsmagi · 2 years
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flyingspicerack · 1 year
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i need like... a fanfic helper, you know? someone to just go to with all my ososan questions and to get second opinions i was telling my roommate (who i bother enough with all my qs) that i need like, an ososan veteran on standby who wants to help me and knows all the ins and outs, cause as much as i love ososan, im still new here and there are always new things im finding out, you know? I still havent made it through all the drama cds and ... uah i dunno... I guess i just wish for more knowledgeable people to speak with i guess
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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FFXIV
#🌙.rambles#NO im FINE#i'll be like my wol!#ok i am fucking delusional and a hypocrite and a fool i know yes#i'll be like my wol !#i don't fucking know what i'll be doing but. cries in 'ill just do what i can'#it'll never be enough! yeah. so i'll just. i'll just. survive. do what i must#along the way hopefully i'll really find my answers again. i just. i just want to be happy but i'm so uncertain of the future#n it hurts when i think of the contrast i imagine of a future i want vs what i think i.... deserve? should get?#i'm gna fucking lose my mind but i shld just. be normal as i always am. yes#i feel so empty but that's normal for me! i'll just fake it till i make it. shut the fuck up too while i'm at it#i'll just fake it till i make it. shut the fuck up too while i'm at it#force myself to be better. yes yes. but. but that#no fuck bcs what i want to be is#i want to at least stay authentic n real. even if it hurts. but i don't see the point rn n it hurts. but i don't want to lose myself#but how do i go forward. any other way. with all this pain? tell me how. fucking tell me#it hurts thinking of better moments . they once were real right?#now that i'm growing older though#i'm not sure of anything anymore. i'm so tired. i'm so sorry. i just want to stop thinking#no i'm fine! i'll do little steps#i don't fucking know what i'm doing n it hurts so much but i need to do. whatever. whatever at all#n tomorrow when the day comes. i'll force myself to be happy. i'll force it. i'll fucking force it if i must#my head aches but i cried n feel a bit better. still very unsure. but fuck it all i'll just do wtvr. i'm sorry#i just want to be happy. to not be lonely. to. hold unto my youth. to be at peace. to remember. to achieve great things#i want to help others too n. everything. just. yeah. my dreams n goals n ambitions n wishes. it's so hard. n i'm so afraid#lonely ephemeral world. how do i stay true to myself? how do i find my peace? how do i achieve it all when i'm so so lonely and afraid?#i know i can do so much better. n i'm better than my pain. i'll rise above it but. right now it just feels so cold. so lonely.#right now is one of those moments where i really don't know what to do. bcs time's creeping up on me. growing up too fast....#it's so hard. it's so fucking hard. i'll still try but. i'm sorry i'm sorry it hurts so much n i wish i cld just rest. for time to stop#please don't let me burden you. i'm crying i hate this so much why can't i just be better. be enough. do it. everything. everything
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sorry for literally negative uploads chat
Anyways i gave astro a moth breed!! And a design i rlly like
ILL DRAW THE OTHER MAINS TOO maybe
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Me talking abt it here \/
the mothbreed i chose (california pipevine swallowtail) was one i chose randomly at 3 am after looking up “blue moth” so dont trust my decision making on this i also added some colors bc the purple looked pretty and was in like two of the images i found so!!!
I gave his blanket a clasp (the moon) bc i didnt want him to have to hold it and also i think it should be fancier
To me i think they woulda made him one after giving him 4 arms (presumably on accident) he WAS the second toon made (first actual toon besides dandy so)
He doesnt wear the dress anymore bc gardenview shut down and he doesnt want to, but when he used to he would wear the blanket over the dress (i did draw that!! But i didnt color it) but nowadays its virtually unused
ok thats enough incoherent ramblings abt little guys im ill over
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sentient-bucket · 15 days
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pinned bio post thingy here we go !!
its a bit long so ill add a cut :3
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☾ BEFORE WE START - I'M A MINOR SO DONT BE CREEPY !
☾ ok now that thats out of the way, hiiiii !!! i'm vie :3
☾ im a trans girl - she/her pronounss (pls try not to call me dude/bro/any other masc name thingies if you cannn)
☾ lesbian !
☾ i'm in PST timezone :3
☾ i'm autistic, so please use tone tags with me !
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☾ i play music !! currently i sing, play guitar and ukulele, and just started learning piano - i don't really post any of my music stuff on here, but maybe somedayyyy
☾ my biggest special interests right now are twenty one pilots, my chemical romance (and most members solo projects !), and gravity falls sort of (book of bill made me come back to the fandom a bit :3)
☾ most of what's on here is reblogs of things i like, so basically just the list up thereeee
☾ i love tag and ask games and that kind of thing !
☾ if you send me dms or asks i might take a while to respond !! my memory can get REALLY bad sometimes, so if i ignore you by accident im sorry :(
☾ if anyone wants me to infodump about twenty one pilots or danger days lore i absolutely will, so reach out if you want that !!
☾ i have synesthesia !! if you have anything you want me to describe, just ask :33
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☾ my main tags are #vie's thoughts :3 (all original posts), #vie's bad art :3 (self explanatory), #synesthesia ramblings, and #se__elf (things that actually show me and yes the name is an obscure tøp reference)
☾ i forget to tag almost everything, so if theres ever a trigger warning you want me to tag ill do my best ! (those'll always be formatted as #tw ___)
☾ basic DNI, so like - transphobes, terfs, racists, any sort of bigotry/extremism (ill block on sight if you interact)
☾ scaled & icy / danger days haters are stupid shut up
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anyways thats it !! heres some of my favorite songs rn :3
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fervidflame · 11 months
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lalalala !!
silly surprise for my good pal @cynopter/@tobyisave (sorry for the double mention,,, sighs i took so long on this)
its TOWNSEND. im her biggest fan. ok. GOD. :3
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im obsessed w townsend if u couldnt tell
also um a little note to toby is in the keep reading bit so you dont HAVE TOO but if you want a sweet little note to see then. read. AND TOBY I KNOW YOULL SEE THIS YOU FUCKING SILLY GOOFEL SO YOU BETTER READ!!! /nf
ok so toby HI. youve made my life like WAY better like thank you so fucking much for even EXISTING. ever since i discovered your shit (back in jan of this year) ive been obsessed like i will NOT shut the fuck up about you,,, god i love you so much /p
youre literally my best friend you just dont know it dawg.... each time you talk to me im like "OH MY GOD THAT SILLY GOOFY IS TALKING TO MEE!!!" because like. youre one of the people i look up to... kinda like an older sibling thing??? idk. but. yeah.
oh my god i love townsend so much. i love ALL of your little blorbos.
and i know i havent shut up about this recently but thank you for putting so much love into violet they mean the WORLD to me because it reminds me of you so much youre such a silly billy and i would send you videos of violet if you let me. and also if i had time and effort.
but YAH js saying thank you for existing basically :P youre so kind and idk how i deserve to even HAVE YOU acknowledging MY existance??? like youre so cool and im just a little weasel looking ass,,,, like look at me i have mostly blue hair and pronouns and i have MENTAL ILLNESS!!! oo spooky i know. anyways yah like. youre too cool??? and??? huh???? WHAT!? sorry i forgot words and i cant be arsed going back on that. im gonna squeeze you. ok bye. ramble done.
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icharchivist · 2 years
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i got super emo today and was rereading a transcript of the winter chapters and actually properly absorbed the whole mentions of hisoka saying sorry to august, and there being the "im watching you, december" - apr. and ive got my thinking goggles ON. more points added to the chikage hisoka assassin cult each day. is hisoka december???? is chikage wearing his jacket??? is chikage april??? after all he SPECIFICALLY appeared in the my masters mesmerized by mystery event.... which is the winter troupe one where hisokas the lead..... like clearly hes not just itarus buddy showin up to support. anyways i realize that you're unable to answer any of what i say up here, its mostly just there to demonstrate ive got my thinking cap on SO. ill have to add something that u actually can reply to. i've been fiddling with this concept lately of tenma and yuki ending up at the same university bc i think like. these two are children with other passions than simply theatre and at some point they are gonna yknow. go off and do other things. i think itll be at a point where its good for them to do so and everything, so like, its not like theyll have left mankai completely but yknow. mb a more infrequent presence? and tenma will end up there around the same time as yuki bc he is a world famous movie star who maybe doesnt go to uni at the normal time. but he also does want to be normal i think. i 1) think itd be hilarious because you have this dynamic of yuki being like. why is this hack here. i am starting my cool fashion life at college... why is he here. its kinda weird that someone who knows me so well is here. and tenma is also like wow its also really weird that my roommate is here. yknow. and then everyone else is like "wow you two are besties aren't you" which they hate. but ALSO i think its abt like, you think you have to "grow up" and leave your found family but actually they are always going to find you back in some weird way. and everything in a3 is abt blooming with each other so like making your way Back There... its not a bad thing. something like that. ok that was my point 2) and however many # of points i had there as well lol... ALSO ALSO lately i have been thinking abt how the color of yukis eyes is the same as tenmas hair (i love juzas eyes as they are but if they were orange then he tenma and yuki would make a perfect secondary color trio....). anyways i think yuki would absolutely rebel against this. are u kidding me tenmas hair is the color of an anemic tangerine. me i have brilliant sunset eyes. we are nothing alike muku how dare you (and then muku apologizes so much that yuki relents but he is still internally furious and randomly threatens to dye tenma's hair later that week, to much confusion) but eventually its like... so they are the same color. so we are the same color in one way or another. so very many years down the line that is not gonna be an insult but a comfort. or something like that, im rambling, haha.
OWOWOWOWO HI HI HI
of course i can say nothing, i'm keeping my mouth shut. You have hhh, 5 events left to finally start act 2 main story so. so we'll see when we get there. You're closer to it than ever but. yeah.
And oooh i love the concept! Technically as the year pass you do see more characters go to uni and stuff (like on the JPN server the timeline is that 3 years has passed since the begining of the story, so…..) I could see the two of them go to the art university a lot of the gang is going to tbh, like, Yuki for fashion and Tenma for further acting…
"1) think itd be hilarious because you have this dynamic of yuki being like. why is this hack here. i am starting my cool fashion life at college… why is he here." this is so funny bc with Tenma being older, Yuki being like "why are you here" would just have Tenma going "??? I WAS GOING HERE FIRST????" but yes everyone can see they're besties. and i do love the idea of them "making their way back there" sobs
on 2) THIS IS SO FUNNY. Yuki rebelling about the colors is killing me. Poor Muku just pointing it out and Yuki having to conceed.. it's so much.
This is really funny, thank you for sharing :3c
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ya-know-nothing-yet · 2 years
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It fell on him, the obligation to continue the creation of destructive yet, obedient creatures. The ends justified the means, and if the means meant falling apart at the seams, then so be it. And so, his father’s puppets regularly fell apart without ever owning a dream. And he wondered, how could his father ever control their strings, when he too, had no control of his own? The boy’s heart never hardened while observing his father work but then... Then he saw his uncle go. He saw him go, he saw him go, he saw him go, and the boy's gentle heart went cold.
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minijenn · 4 years
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You know what I know this is petty and stupid and I should just move on but I’m still fucking livid at that anon reviewer
Like at least fucking say that shit to my face. How dare you fucking assume I’m just an “ally” when I’ve said god knows how many times that I’m openly bisexual on here. Furthermore how fucking dare you call my actual legit personal headcanon about characters in the fics I write cringe. You know what’s really fucking cringe? Attacking the actual integrity and character of a REAL PERSON behind a stupid made up fanfic they write for FUN in their free time just because they write stuff YOU don’t like and DONT EVEN HAVE TO ENGAGE WITH IF YOU HATE IT SO MUCH.
Seriously dude, I’ve about had it with your fucking harassment. Just move on with your fucking life and find something better to do with your time than this. You won’t of course, because you’re a pathetic assole who thrives off negativity but still. Just some food for thought.
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arks-self-ship · 4 years
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I keep spending to much money on merch 😔
But it's my baby blue so <3
(also kinda a vent in tags)
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veil-needs-sleep · 6 years
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apocalypticgargoyle · 3 years
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𝙈𝙀𝙀𝙏 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙅𝘼𝘾𝙊𝘽𝙎𝙀𝙎. | 𝙠𝙖𝙧𝙡 𝙟𝙖𝙘𝙤𝙗𝙨 (18+)
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edit by @raeganlolz <3
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∘ requests: I tried to use as many as I could that made sense! Hope you enjoy!
“the things i’d do to meet edgy karl’s parents.”
“ok but next time you want to write smut for edgy!karl...post pregnancy scare...karl having a fixation on readers tiddies...like the whole time. -🧚🏻‍♀️”
“i stg this is my last thing ill send in today about edgy!karl but karl letting reader dom him completely.-🧚🏻‍♀️”
“CONSIDER edgy!Karl saying ‘that's my girl’”
∘ pairing: edgy!Karl Jacobs x fm!reader 
∘ warnings: nsfw (minors dni), mentions of underaged sex, asphyxiation, domination, this being 4k
∘ word count: ~4000 (im so sorry)
∘ links: 𐐪 ao3 𐑂 𐐪 previous part 𐑂 𐐪 submit an edgy!karl edit 𐑂
∘ disclaimer: I made up all the dynamics and Karl lore. This is also an au and I do what I want so
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You rolled your shoulders, twisting your back to alleviate some of the stress in your back as your mind raced at the possible outcomes of spending the weekend at Karl’s parent’s place. He seemed to deal with the situation in his own way, a cigarette lazily hanging from his lips as he scrubbed the nail polish from his fingers. You wondered if his parents were sticklers for order, then again, knowing Karl, there was no way they weren’t crazy strict. You thought about your own family and what would happen if Karl were to meet your mother.
Karl seemed almost absent-mindedly going through the motions of visiting them like you had nothing to worry about. There were occasions when he even made it clear that you had your life more intact than he did, so it was doubtful they would hate you.
You peered over at him, taking your eyes off the road momentarily as he paused to blow smoke out of his window. “Why do you have to take it off?” You asked, gesturing to his hands.
He scoffed slightly, sitting up and throwing the dirty cotton ball into the small bag beside him. “My mom hates the dark colors,” he murmured, flicking his cigarette bud outside. He moved a hand to settle over your thigh, wrapping his fingers around the flesh. “Don’t worry, I’ll paint them again when we get back,” he chided. “I know it’s the only reason you keep me around.”
You snorted at this, shaking your head at his joke.
The two of you came to a small stop-over town, swapping seats after filling up the tank at the local gas station. Through the crack in the passenger window, you could hear the cashier greeting Karl as if they were old friends, smacking him on the back and walking him out the door with a smile. As Karl sank into the driver’s seat you furrowed your brows. He looked at you with a shrug. “We vacation around here sometimes,” he brushed off, making your mouth twist in disbelief. He was downplaying the extent of his family’s hold over the town.
As the two of you drove through the main street of the town, your eyes snapped to the various stores with his last name plastered on the signs. You nearly asked him about it, instead opting out as you figured he would give you a half-assed answer and only give you part of the story.
His house had its own street, a long winding road that ended in a looped driveway the size of a suburban cold-de-sac. You willed yourself not to let your mouth gape at the sheer size of the mansion as it stared back at you, blocking the moonlight as Karl opened the passenger door for you to climb out. “Stop treating me like the fucking Queen of England,” you murmured, elbowing him as he pulled on his hoodie, shaking out his hair slightly.
He laughed at you, popping a piece of gum in his mouth, and pressing his lips to yours in a nearly heated kiss as if to give you a taste of what he had in store of you. As he broke the embrace, his nose brushed against yours. “I can treat you worse if you want, pet?” He offered, causing you to shove him away from you.
“We are literally in your parents’ driveway. Chill out,” you urged, making him chuckle as he laced his fingers with yours, pulling you towards the front door. Your heart hammered in your ears as he pushed open the door. You tugged on his arm. “Shouldn’t we knock first?” You whispered, making him pop his gum and shrug.
As if telling you not to worry, he pulled you the rest of the way in the house, only to be greeted with an old man barely reaching over your height. “Karl! My god, you nearly scared the living daylights outta me!” He hooted, as Karl wrapped his arm around the old man, the two chattering away like the best of friends.
You smiled at the warmth between the two, watching Karl blossom. He moved to stand by you, wrapping his arm around your waist and gesturing to the man. “This is my nanny, Leslie. He wouldn’t leave so I think he just dusts the books in one of the libraries,” Karl joked, making the man swat the air in front of Karl.
You raised your eyebrows. “One of the libraries?” You repeated quietly as if to make sure you heard him correctly.
He smirked at you, disregarding your surprise. “This is my girlfriend,” he introduced, rather proudly as Leslie’s face lit up. He grabbed your hands and rambled on about how he had never thought Karl would introduce a girlfriend to the family.
“I thought I heard Karl’s voice. Did he make it?” A feminine tone rang out into the foyer, capturing Karl’s attention a beat before she had started talking as if he had sensed her. You wanted to smirk at the vision, knowing he did the same when he heard you.
A woman came around the corner of one of the walls, her hair and makeup applied to a professional standard and her clothes were cleanly pressed. She looked as if she had just gotten home from an office job with a corner office. Her intimidating aura vanished along with his as soon as she saw him, scooping him up in her arms as he chuckled slightly. She held him out an arm’s length away, pinching his sides and calling him a beanstalk. Another man a few years older than Leslie entered the room, draped in a flowery apron. He embraced Karl as well, the couple fawning over him like they hadn’t seen him in years.
Karl gestured for you to come closer as he showed you off to the pair, introducing them as his parents. Karl’s mom immediately embraced you, murmuring about how Karl hadn’t brought a girl home in ages let alone a girlfriend and you were quickly being to notice a theme amongst the group.
The house was massive, which you had quickly noticed was even bigger than it looked outside, as Karl’s mother looped her arm around yours, giving you the tour and explaining the extensive history of the Jacobs family and their impact on the house. Leslie and she served as some of the most entertaining tour guides you’d ever experienced as they giggling and joked. Karl walked quietly behind the group of you, hands in his pockets as he looked up at the ceilings and pictures as if he hadn’t seen them a thousand times growing up.
You peered over your shoulder, making sure he was still with the rest of you. He set you a wink, lips curling at the sight of you getting along with his family members.
After you were finally beginning to lose track of time Karl broke into the charade, and after vaguely mentioning he was tired, his mother when into a mock cuddling mode, cooing to him sarcastically, yet letting the two of you slink away for the night with the promise of finishing the tour before Karl’s brother showed up in the morning.
Soon it was just you and Karl again, him leading you up a flight of stairs. The hallways were lit with small lanterns that at one time had probably fostered candles but were now replaced with electric ones. You weren’t sure where to look as the walls were crammed with painting and photographs. Half of you wanted to admire the architecture while the rest of you was attempting to identify who the artist was that had done most of the artwork.
Karl sighed tiredly, popping open a door and switching on the lights. You bit back a smile at the view of his room in its pristine condition. The various shades of blues and greys accenting the features of his bed and various pieces of furniture. As you looked around, he threw his wallet and keys onto the dresser beside his bed, shutting the door to drown out the faint music coming from the kitchen. You sat in one of the massive chairs beside the fireplace, your mind running blank with disbelief. A fire was already burning in anticipation of his return.
You ran your finger along the seam in the leather. “When you said your family had money… I didn’t picture all,” you paused gesturing around you, “… this…”
He shrugged with a small smile on his face. “Do you wanna know a little piece of Karl lore?” He asked, smugly.
You perked your eyebrows at his words. “You know I do.”
He gestured with his fingers for you to come towards him as he walked closer to one of the massive windows. He settled his hand in the crook of your neck, turning you to look across the pond at a few of the other massive properties. He pressed a kiss to your shoulder before pointing at one directly in front of you. “I lost my virginity in that one,” he stated, making you chuckle.
He wrapped his arms around your waist. “And to whom?” You queried, as his teeth nipped at your ear.
You could practically hear him smirk. “Her name was Ms. Scarlet back then, but I think she’s been married again,” he answered, making you freeze in his hold. “I think she was between husband two and three.”
“Wait, what?” You turned around to face him.
He brushed his lips against yours. “You jealous?”
You furrowed your brows at him, pulling out of his touch. “Were you of age?” You questioned, voice coming out in almost a winded laugh.
He shrugged, plopping down on the bed behind him, leaning his weight back on his hands. “Not the first time.” He smiled up at you. “She’s a friend of mine’s mom. I cut her grass that summer.”
You rubbed your eyes. “Jesus Christ,” you murmured. “Did you hook up again after that?” It was like he had opened Pandora’s box, a mass of questions echoing like bees within your mind.
He looked at the ceiling. “We stopped before my sophomore year of college, I think.” He furrowed his brows in thought. “Yeah, so almost five years.” Your mouth gapped slightly. “But only when I came back for breaks.”
“You were seventeen?” You stressed. “And when you came back from where?” You sat beside him, attempting to decide if you should be worried or not. Obviously, it wasn’t a fact you could change, but the fact that a woman had him at so young-
He hummed slightly. “Boarding school,” he mumbled, trying not to seem smug. He wrapped his arm around your waist. “I know it sounds bad now, but she wasn’t taking advantage of me or anything,” he assured. “I think you’d like her, honestly.”
“You think I’d like a woman that preys on little boys?” He snorted at your comment and you smacked his chest, making him laugh louder.
He dug his face into your neck. “Age of consent is lower here,” he continued to assure. “Baby, I’m okay.” His teeth nipped at your skin. “Plus, I don’t think I’d know how to make you feel so good without her.” That made you green around the gills. You attempted to put the thought of Karl and an older woman out of your mind. “How did you lose yours?”
You swallowed your questions, deciding to save them for another day. “In a treehouse before I left for college. With my roommate’s twin brother,” you murmured.
He chuckled. “Oh, shit. We’re both bad friends, aren’t we?” He jested.
You shook your head, chewing the inside of your cheek. “I was dating him, actually. It was really brief.”
“The sex or the relationship?” He asked, making two gesture two fingers into the air. He pulled away from you, sending you a small smile. “And what’s his name? I need to know who you’re comparing me to.”
You scoffed. “Clay,” you answered, the image of the boy flashing into your mind for an instant.
Karl’s demeanor changed. “Clay?” He repeated, sounding like you earlier as you wrapped your brain around the extent of the Jacobs fortune. “What does that seem so familiar…” he trailed off in thought. You perked your eyebrow at him, knowing full-well the two could have unintentionally crossed paths on campus.
The next morning, you could have sworn you were on the set of a period piece if it weren’t for Karl’s father’s golfing attire and his mother’s tight black dress as they welcomed various family members into the house. You had finally met Karl’s older brother, an accomplished man with a good job and an even more impressive education, yet each time he attempted to boast about his earnings or the progress he was bringing to the family business, he was swatted off only for his parents to gloat about Karl’s fraternity connections and grades.
You peered over Karl’s shoulder as he showed you Todd’s Instagram post, the two of you scoffing before you liked his picture from your account, making Karl roll his eyes as you snickered.
“… And that being said, renting cars is no longer a strenuous task,” Karl’s brother finished.
Mrs. Jacobs nodded her head slightly. Karl had mentioned the family joke of disregarding what his brother said, even if it was impressive or you were interested. It had been a running gag since Karl was in high school and they weren’t planning on letting up anytime soon. “Yeah, that’s neat. Did you hear Karl learned how to do his own laundry?” His mom boasted with a small chirp to her voice as if Karl were the best thing on the planet.
You bit back a laugh as his brother grumbled to himself, his wife patting his arm reassuringly. “He was also one of the most expensive at KA. Very impressive son!” His dad added, sending him a thumbs up.
You stood with Karl in the living room; his arm draped around the top of a bookshelf you were leaning against as you both listened to one of his cousins talk about a new boat they had just paid off.
Your heels felt tight on your feet as you switched the weight from one ankle to the other, leaning closer to Karl. He moved so his lips were near your ear. “Don’t let him fool you. It’s a hollowed-out log with a rudder,” he chided, making the corner of your mouth twist up.
“It’s not much, but it’s honest,” you mockingly defended. “You’re jealous, aren’t you?”
“Inexplicably,” he murmured back, making you laugh quietly. He let a beat of silence pass between the two of you before wetting his lips. “Say the word and we’ll find a random room and I’ll ruin your makeup,” he whispered.
You scoffed, inching closer to him while your eyes remained on the center of the room where everyone was talking. “How can you be horny around your family?”
You could feel his warm breath against your neck. “Because I’m more focused on you in that tight little dress than Kevin’s boat.”
You took a sip from your cup. “Dirty boy,” you joshed quietly.
Karl smirked at you before his eyes drifted to the front door, a new flow of people filing into the house. You noticed him grow quiet, following his gaze to a woman and a boy around your age. They greeted Karl’s parents happily before integrating into the living room with the rest of you. You could tell by the way his face twisted smugly that the woman was Ms. Scarlet. You drew in a breath as she neared the two of you.
Karl stood up a bit straighter and you bit back a laugh, making a mental note on having to tease him about his MILF. The woman smiled brightly at Karl, pinching his cheek. You attempted to piece together who the boy was and if Karl had mentioned him before.
Karl cleared his throat after they shared their pleasantries. “Uh, this is Nick, but everyone calls him Sapnap, and this is his mom… Ms. Scarlet?” He questioned the last part as she charmingly laughed.
“Oh, no darling. I’m Mrs. Donahue now.” Sapnap rolled his eyes slightly at her words, taking a sip of his drink as she winked at him.
Karl smirked. “Right, congratulations. Anyway, they’ve been our neighbors for years-”
She cut him off, squeezing his arm. “Oh, come on! We were trying to marry Karl off to one of Nick’s cousins and finally join the families, but it’s just funny how things work out,” she stated. You wracked your brain, attempting to figure out if it was a dig at you or Karl. The two of them went off on a tangent about the array of Sapnap’s cousins that Karl had had to take on dates and whatnot.
“So, you’re dating Karl then?” Sapnap asked you, more of an aside as they had seemed to forget about you.
You nodded; the fact still rather foreign to you when given the chance to think about it. “Yeah, I’ll claim him,” you joked. “Did you guys go to the same high school?” You asked, attempting conversation.
He looked at you tiredly. “Yeah, yeah. We’ve been classmates since we were little.” You hummed in interest. “I mean, since he fucked my mom we haven’t been hanging out or anything,” he added as if you had been itching to ask.
You had been.
You snorted at his words as he smiled slightly. “Sorry, that’s not funny,” you apologized, covering your mouth.
He shook his head, laughing softly. “No, it definitely is, don’t worry.”
“How did, uh… that affect you guys?” You asked, biting back your humorous response.
He seemed to relax from his stiffened introduction a few minutes prior. He wet his lips. “Honestly, there’s no going back from that, you know?”
You giggled. “No, I don’t.”
He laughed at your answer, covering it with a cough as Karl seemed to remember you were standing beside him. Sapnap’s mom suddenly spotted an old friend of hers, the two parting from your life almost as quickly as they had entered. You leaned against Karl’s arm.
“I like Sapnap,” you hummed, watching the two leave. “He seems quiet.” Karl shrugged beside you. Your mind wandered to whether Sapnap knew Todd. Part of you wished you had asked him, but you were struggling to remember Todd’s real name anyway. “Did you have fun with your lady friend?” You mocked, looking up at him.
He shook his head, biting back a smirk. “You’re my lady friend.”
You chuckled. “Oh? I thought you’d forgotten.”
Before you knew it, you were pressed against Karl in a coat closet in a remote part of the house, unable to make it to his room before his hands were up your skirt and his lips were attacking your skin. He pinned you against the door as if he were worried you would slip out of his grasp as he ground his hips against yours. His teeth grazed against your neck in a mess of hands and hair.
You pushed him further into the closet before he plopped down in a chair towards the back. The both of you shared a look of confusion as to why it was there yet shrugged and went back to carding your fingers through his hair and tugging at his lips with your own. He moaned into your mouth as you climbed into his lap, his hands gripping the flesh of your thighs before snaking up to slip into the top of your dress and take your breast into one of his large hands.
Kissing him felt strange without his tongue ring; if you weren’t so desperate to get yourself off, you would have complained about missing it.
You ground yourself on his lap, groaning at your newfound friction as he spread his legs further for you, his free hand dragging you against his crotch. You pressed your lips against his neck, biting at the skin, determined to mark him as yours. You weren’t doing it to ward off Ms. Scarlet, no. This was for you, knowing full well that Karl always wore your hickeys with pride.
Your hands went to his belt buckle, impatience taking over as you nipped at his skin, earning moans of pleasure as he let you have your way with him. He pressed his lips to your chest as you freed his cock from its cloth entrapment, stroking him with your hand. “Give me your panties,” he whispered, breathlessly as he hooked his fingers around your waistband. You obliged before angling him at your entrance and sinking down onto him. The two of you let out moans of pleasure, swallowing each other’s appraisal.
The air grew warm around the two of you as you began to roll your hips against him. Your head tilting back as you tried to quiet yourself down, knowing the last thing you wanted was for someone to walk in… again.
Karl’s fingers moved to unzip your dress, exposing your chest to his mouth as your fingers moved to tug at his dark locks. He ground his hips up into yours, a thankful moan slipping past your lips as his tongue pressed against the valley between your breasts.
You pushed him against the back of the chair, capturing his lips against your and slipping your tongue into his mouth. He completely submitted to your actions, wanting nothing more than to taste you as you began to ride him harder. Your nails dug into the back of the chair, your other hand moving to unbutton the top of his shirt and wrap around his neck. “Is she better than me?” You asked; your breath husky and demanding as his teeth flashed back at you, his leering smirk mixing with his blissed-out expression as he tried not to roll his eyes at how good he felt with you taking all of him.
“N-no. Of course not,” he groaned. His lips were pink from your teeth, cheeks flushed with lust and adrenaline as his blunt nails raked up your body to claw at your back. “Fuck, you feel so good,” he moaned, voice almost a whimper.
You moved your hand to press your thumb to brush against his bottom lip, loving the pleasured expression on his face as he looked at you like you owned him. “Good,” you answered plainly, swirling your hips and tightening your grip on his neck before you could feel your impending orgasm nearly within reach. He almost smiled up at you. What a little freak.
You moved your hand to fist in the front of his shirt, pulling him up to press your lips against his as you bounced on top of him. He let out a deep moan before you felt him release, making you scoff sardonically. His fingers moved to grip your hips, thrusting against you harder, determined to get you to follow him. You dug your face into the crook of his neck, his teeth digging into your skin.
Shamelessly, you let him drag you over the edge, your orgasm ripping through you with a flash of heat and relief. Karl kissed you roughly, desperate to taste your moans as if looking for your approval. "That's my girl," he moaned, smiling against your lips.
As the two of you straightened your clothing and cleaned up your appearances, you went for your underpants in Karl’s pocket, but he grabbed your wrist, drawing you to his chest. “You got to be on top, that means I’m in charge of foreplay for the rest of the night,” he answered, pressing a brief and sultry kiss against your lips to wipe away your shocked expression.
“Fine, then I’m in charge when we get back and I’ll send lewds to Todd,” you threatened with an empty conscious on the matter. “Just to make it spicy. Stir it up a bit,” you joshed.
He groaned, making you smirk. “You’re playing with fire,” he mumbled.
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SHOTO, KATSUKI AND IZUKU S/O CRIES AFTER BEING YELLED AT
pairings ❤︎ shoto todoroki, katsuki bakugo, izuku midoriya x reader
plot ❤︎ they raise their voice at you and regret it instantly
warnings ❤︎ cursing, soft angst
notes ❤︎ me: im gonna post every weekend!! also me: completely forgets until sunday and then saves as a draft instead of publishing
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he yells at lot as we know
just not at you. you were usually off limits.
yet he was pissed about how half 'n half beat him in a match and you just kept asking him what was wrong that he snapped
the second he sees the tears in ur eyes the dude freezes
he takes a second to respond, he genuinely doesn't know what to do
"shit shit shit don't cry-!"
rushes to your side though it doesn't really do anything?
do you want him to touch you? do you want him to speak? do you want him to apologize or would that make you feel worse
"im s-sorry-" you hiccup and katsuki let's his instincts take over
he engulfed you in a hug, "why are you apologizing dumbass?! im the one that made you fucking cry!"
he feels like shit tbh
he doesn't speak much? he's scared he's gonna say something to hurt you again but if you want he'll ramble about whatever to calm you down
he mostly cuddles you tbh and the next couple days he's really affectionate
or as affectionate as katsuki could be
he's always holding your hand and he'll occasionally wrap his hand around your waist if he thinks about it again, he doesn't really care if it's in front of people or not like he usually does
never technically apologizes
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probably something with his dad
he wanted to talk about it but he wouldn't let himself admit that, leaving him on edge and agitated
so when you kept on talking and talking when he was trying to read a book he snapped
"can you shut up?" his voice stayed monotone even if it sounded a bit sharper then usual, which made it even worse
"o-oh. ok."
he went back to rereading the same paragraph again but his head snapped up when he heard sniffles from you
he made you cry.
fuck.
freezes like bakugo but for a lot longer
literally terrified. he doesnt ever want to be his father and this situation makes him feel a little too much like him for his liking
it's a bit awkward? you're crying and hes just sitting there staring at you lol
eventually he gets to his senses and walks over to you
"can...can i touch you?"
you slowly nod as you attempt to wipe some tears only for them to quickly be replaced with new ones
wraps you up in his arms and gives you a bunch of forehead kisses
apologizes immediately and won't stop
he's afraid to touch you for a while after, he's literally so disappointed in himself
you assured him that you're fine but he still had his doubts
he literally never raises his voice again but he does tell you whats wrong
it turns into you comforting eachother tbh
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he was just stressed and it slipped out, he didn't know where it came from!
you're not even crying before he starts apologizing
he never raised his voice but of course the one time he does its to the love of his life
"im so sorry! i swear! it'll never happen again im so sorry love!"
he's like a koala because he's latching onto you
his heart literally breaks at the sight of you crying and he does whatever he can to make them stop
he tells you jokes, compliments you, etc...
he's completely freaking out tbh
and im not kidding, this dude won't stop apologizing.
it's an hour later and you've calmed down, you're both watching a movie and he'll randomly go "im really sorry baby"
and the next day he give you a gift
you keep having to tell him you're alright but he'll still feel bad
he probably cries too tbh lmao
neither of you let go of eachother for a good 3 hours, both hugging and taking turns giving eachother kisses
"i love you, so so much, and ill never ever ever yell again"
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I’m feeling rather 😞 at the moment cause I just received my results from last week’s exam, so to spread some positivity and kinda in spirit of last week’s selfie extravaganza here have a selfie/pic of my cat being cute.
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