#oldposting

[teethachie]

party piñata

[byler-alarmist]

I feel like so much of the popular music these days is devoid of poetry. It just says something outright instead of alluding to it, like reading a journal aloud.

[sailorscouts]

bad coffee at work should be illegal

[nanlifter]

Today, I accidentally referred to a wee 5 yr old boy's stuffed toy as "pinkachu"

Anyway that's how I instantly agreed from 35 right up to 50 in one easy step

[prettyboy-s]

[woosked]

My goal in life is to be the old lady who you can find in her woodshop shed tell all your troubles to and get a sliced of baked good and a cup of tea at the end and told your valid and always welcome

[wildjuniperjones]

I just broke down crying at a sculpting video by @missmonstermel. Their work is so incredible, and so detailed, and I am so, so angry at my parents for discouraging my interest in costuming, puppetry, and art in general. I was told over and over and OVER again that I wouldn't make any money doing that (from my dad, who is a failed professional artist).

And now I feel like too much time has gone by, and my hands are now too unsteady, my mental and physical health too poor (from decades of directionless depression), that it's not worth starting over.

I turn 40 next year.

Fuck.

[april13th2009]

ID: Fan art of Aranea Serket from Homestuck. She is haphazardly dragging her exposition stand to the treetop area that one arrives upon in the Openbounds after leaving Karkat's room. End ID.

Just adding to all the update art.

[localcryptidinspo]

What's with these record stores with blinding white walls. Where is my dim lit frayed carpet or dull tile with some neon and too many posters and tshirts on the wall.

Who's this prick behind the counter who's decked out in clean unwrinkled band shirts. Where is my teen who will hardly acknowledge my presence to ring me out and the disgruntled mid 20s to 30 yo who is maybe high wearing a threadbare flannel.

Seriously is this an FYE or a god damn record shop.

[april13th2009]

ID: Photo of an egg carton with April 13th as a best by date. There is an egg inside that someone has drawn John Egbert's face onto. End ID.

It appears that today, April 13th, is the day this young eggbert fucking expires

[myblogforeverandalways]

Secret Admirer - SIMON RILEY

Hey my loves. I just got back and I'm sorry, I was kinda on the grind on cod for the past week. And hello!? 61 followers,500+ notes on my last few posts!?

Starstruck.

Thanks for keeping this blog alive in my absence :.)

Also hey new followers last I remember I had like 20 idk whats happeninggg aaa

The luminous bar illuminated your eyes with a golden haze as you mixed drinks with tender hands, your gliding hips swaying from customer to customer. They were all entranced by those alluring eyes, staring into their dirty souls, filled with lust as your snug apron hugged your curves. Your immersive voice, a melodic sound blessing customers ears as you tended to their needs. The air is sweet with the mixed notes of beverages, and cocktails, clashing with each other as your heavy-heeled boots made resonant creaks against the weathered wooden floorboards.

The air buzzed with ebullient chatter, occasional clinks of glasses with heavy laughs, dripping with testosterone. But you'd feel the world grow bitter from those daggering, soulless eyes from across the bar, ones that wouldn't leave you for a moment. It only made your body tense. You weren't sure if it was from excitement or intimidation.

Ghosts scarred hands swayed scotch in endless circles, creating a mini-whirlpool. You'd smirk, maybe that was your small guilty pleasure. To feel enveloped in someone's possessive gaze. Their possessive touch after work.

Lips binding together. Ghosts saliva tart, seeping into you like poison. Having you gasp so sweetly through every slight touch.

As Ghost's calloused hands memorized your body before he left for 141 again, your velvet-like skin against his. His musky scent would linger where he once kissed you, where he once fucked you. Slick entrance lubing his hardened tip in mercy.

(OLD POST)

[oscillating-fan-whore5]

Hi!

My name is Elliot, the depressed teen (and Co.) who runs this blog :3

Yap blog and Fandom posts ☆ he/him

(Flash warning⚠️ Under cut I have a blinkie wall that has many flashes. Flashless intro can be found here. )

☆Important Details!☆

•I'm a minor, for privacy and paranoia reasons I will not disclose my exact age

•I struggle with my mental health alot so if that bleeds over into this blog i apologize but you get what you get. Sometimes I have sort of episodes other times I just scream into the void, I do have a vent blog tho

•I have EDS (waiting for genetic testing in December, so I don't know what type yet but its suspected hEDS). I also have suspected autism but no diagnosis (I am peer review by autistic friends/hj) so if my social skills fucking suck I apologize.

•I suspect I'm an OSDD system, I don't have any sort of diagnosis but there are multiple of us so yea 73% of the time they aren't a problem on here but if you see posts referring to me in the 3rd person that's why

•I get super passionate abt topics I like and if you engage in them with me I will talk ur ear off

•I struggle to respond to DMs (hardly ever will, please don't take offense) and other notifs. Please remind me if it takes too long, I have most likely forgotten about it :')

☆Don't do this on my blog- Queer discourse, queer infighting, drama, trigger my paranoia, bigots be an asshole, zionists, basic dni. ☆

☆CW// Slight mentions of mental health issues (nothing major dw), Mentions of cannibalism, slight autocannibalism mentions, blood mentions, me being a stupid idiot, computer fucking, suggestive stuff sometimes (nothing seriously nsfw!!!!!)☆

☆Interests☆

•NBC Hannibal ♡

•Baking

•Crows, ravens, and other corvids ♡

•Socially intelligent animals (like corvids, orcas, dogs, etc)

•Dead Boy Detectives

•The Umbrella Academy

•Psychology (specifically social behaviors)

•Percy Jackson (not much anymore but if someone likes it I'll yap with them)

•Music (I am a musician btw! Not professional but I play things)

☆Links☆

Credits ☆ tags ☆ Vent blog (TW TW TW)

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

"But as it is, the water is simply stroking his fur."

Intro post; beware, triggering blog, block don't report, tw animal death for the poem quoted

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I'm Elliot, a teenage loser who runs this blog.

I'm not pro anorexia, sh, or any other harmful illness, I believe everyone deserves to get help. I don't want my posts to get traction I just want someone to hear me scream. It is hell and I wish I could recover but I am unable to. I don't have people to talk to in real life, reporting will not make me get better, please go report actually harmful people (like the pedophiles or trolls who plague vent communities).

In fact, I really dislike people who act like they love their ED or are stereotypical ana girlies and block them when possible, don't mistake me for those people.

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"It is raining and there is a dog lying in the gutter-"

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Basic info

•I'm a transgender man who uses he/him pronouns

•I have a restrictive ed (undx) somewhere between bulimia (c/s), Anorexia (restriction), and EDNOS (b/r cycles and not uw) I'm partially recovering currently (eating more and gaining muscle back)

•I sh, I don't post pictures nor do I encourage it.

•I've been told I possibly have autism (mom won't let me attempt to get tested) and I struggle with social cues, tone tags are appreciated but not necessary (unless I need more context)

•Dx EDS, I don't currently use mobility aids except for my orthotics

•Possible OSDD or P-DID system (again not dx) I mostly cofront when I do switch. Feel free to interact with the others but PLEASE do not interact with any young ones, it's a matter of preference and safety.

•Please tag paranoia bait and reblog bait with rb bait and/or reblog bait

•DM for my main (same url as before for those who know me from my last accs) but I interact from my main (this is a side blog, so if you're cool you get my main)

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"-and the gutter is filling with water because the sewer is clogged."

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Things I won't allow on my blog:

•Asking for harmful tips (I will not tell you how to purge, cut deeper, or fast longer.) I will give my best attempt at harm reduction advice but I advise you to find better sources.

•No meanspo or fatspo- if you post fatspo I will block, and if you post meanspo please tag it

•No queer discourse. I have mutuals who use neos and controversial labels, if you don't like it leave because I support them fully.

•Goes without saying but no transphobia, homophobia, racists, ableists, or zionists. Leave.

•Fake claim me or my mutuals. I do not want what I suffer with and it impacts me day to day, and it feeds into my self-doubt

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"If the dog were alive he'd be drowning-"

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Tags to block:

Ed vents: #elliot!ed!

Sh vents: #vent!sh!

Substances: #vent!sillyjuice!

Rb thinspo: #TW->thinspo

"Rb or gain 10kg" or paranoia bait posts (if I don't rb I get anxious so anxious): #rb bait #reblog bait

Sexual posts: #suggestive

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"-but as it is,"

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Alters and alter tags

Elliot2: #elliot the squeakquel 🔥

Andrew: #andrew tag 🚬

Victor: N/A

Bea: #bea tag 🩰

Jack: #jack tag🏫

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"The water is simply stroking his fur.

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"Seeing a Dog in the Rain" by Laura Gilpin

[april13th2009]

ID: Terezi's talksprite from the second Openbound. End ID.

Thing I drew that showed up in the recent update. I’m kind of sad that the new, bigger sprites get cut off the edges of the screen.

[sorryiliketoscreenshot]

[shenonhere]

weird little bug (its me im the bug)