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spaceyflowerswriting · 2 years

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Hello Adrien~ how are you? I hope you've been doing well! Thank you so much for taking the time to accept and write the request I submitted to you. You released it at such perfect timing b/c I was in bed, sick and miserable, but reading your Jonggun x reader made my week and made me feel nice and comforted🥰 as always, I enjoy your characterization of lookism characters and I'm amazed on how you're able to write for so many characters in different prompts like you're a great writer and I hope that you continue to do what you enjoy doing^^

Since I saw that your requests are back open, is it okay if I request a reunion between Jonggun x reader who broke up a few years ago b/c Jonggun didn't want to involve reader into his life as a full-time Yamazaki head since his lifestyle would put them in danger but he and reader still love each other? Whether or not they decide to get back together is totally up to you! Please and thank you for always gracing the Fandom with your wonderful writing❤

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perhaps (gun park x reader)

details: soft angst-y oneshot, gender neutral reader written in 2nd pov, general canon au, you and gun are exes that still love each other

summary: gun has a sudden reunion with his ex. many feelings are spilled.

a/n: hello cherry anon !! ive indeed been well, i hope the same goes for you T_T + thank YOU for sending requests and enjoying my writing !! im glad it made you feel better 💓

also i really appreciate ur compliments :(( 💖💖 hearing that people like my characterizations always cheers me up ;_;

here's your request, thanks again <33

Gun's hand reached into his pocket once more to grab his box of cigarettes. He pulled out another cigarette for the night and put the box back to feel around his pockets for his lighter. As soon as he found it, he quickly lit up his cigarette and put the lighter back away as well.

Slowly inhaling... slowly exhaling; watching the smoke escape his lips as he blew it out. The only thing that made it visible were the dim lamp posts nearby the fountain he was currently seated on the edge of.

Feelings of temporary relaxation filled him up, as well as the cool, fresh air of the quiet city night. This was what he needed after his long day. No, make that a week.

He felt rather pathetic thinking about the heavy weight on his mind that he allowed to cause such a wreck of a week for him. And to think it was triggered by a song he hadn't heard in years, playing on an old record player he was looking at in an antique store.

Was this simply a period of grieving he was going through? Was he missing the bittersweet memories of a person he cut off and tried to bury long ago? Ah, but "person" was rather insulting to use to describe you. "Someone he deeply loved and cared for," was a much better descriptor.

If only you were just a "person," though. He wouldn't be feeling so sentimental then. He wouldn't care so much.

The particular memory resurfaced every once in a while, it was just easy to ignore when it was a thought. Hearing something directly from the memory causing him to nearly relive it, however, that he could not just ignore.

Muffled but recognizable, a traditional Japanese song was playing from the inside of Gun's home when he stood outside to have his last conversation with you. He figured one of his older relatives was playing it. Such a small detail, yet it was something that stuck with him. As for what was said in the conversation, he couldn't recall exactly, but your glossy eyed expression and the emotions he felt that day he remembered crystal clear.

At least because of those clear memories, he could guess what he said to you. Something rash, something immature and inconsiderate of your feelings. Despite that, he--in some strange way--still felt like he did the right thing, but he wished he had listened to you more instead of turn you away by insisting what he was doing was the best option for the both of you.

It felt selfish to think such a thought, though, because the reason he regretted breaking up with you the most was hurting you and not having you by his side anymore. He missed having someone that made his heart race in a way that wasn't related to fighting. He missed having someone he could wholeheartedly trust. He missed having a companion.

He missed you.

Of course, he hoped you felt the same. But how could anyone still harbor love for a person that pushed them away so harshly?

"Oh my gosh, hi! I didn't expect to see you here," a rather cheerful yet stiff voice called out.

Gun moved his gaze from the empty sky to the side where he saw someone smiling nervously at him. They sat down too closely to him for a stranger and asked him how his night was going.

He blankly stared at them, unable to feel much other than slight irritation. He just looked the other way and continued to inhale the smoke of his cigarette, every breath helping to keep his mood steady despite his rampant thoughts.

"Right, haha..." said the person, as if Gun replied with something. They then cleared their throat and very quietly said, "Sorry for disturbing your night, but someone's been following me. I'm hoping if I pretend to hang around a friend they'll leave me alone."

Ah. That kind of situation.

Gun knew he had no business playing hero, but he was a decent enough man to help someone innocent in need if it was happening right in front of him. Plus, he had time to spare anyway.

He dropped his finished cigarette onto the floor and gave it a firm stomp. After making sure it was extinguished, he picked it up to flick it into a trash can nearby and finally turned back to look at the stranger.

"I see. Let's talk, then." Honestly, he had to applaud the stranger for daring to approach him. Surely he must've looked as scary as whoever was following them?

"Thank you!" The person set down a bag they were holding into their lap and began to ramble about random things concerning how their day was spent. Gun listened half-heartedly, nodding and replying when polite, and occasionally checking his watch. He wanted to get home before 1 AM at least.

However, the longer he spent with the stranger, the more he felt himself losing track of time. They started to feel familiar. His intuition was never wrong, so he tried to study this person and make connections. The way they spoke, their mannerisms, their facial features: everything about them lead him to a blurry conclusion.

This stranger... were they you?

"What about you? How was your day?" The person still looked nervous. "Oh, wait, nevermind, I've definitely talked too long now. I should head home, thanks for keeping me company!" After an awkward beat of silence, they added, "Friend!"

Gun eyed them suspiciously, but with no malice. And in his ever so straightforward fashion, he said, "Of course. But before you go, may I ask you something?"

"Yes?"

"Is your name..."

When he finished his question, the stranger's--your eyes widened.

"So it is you." Gun nodded, not quite sure how he was feeling at the moment. Ironic was most likely the best word. "Do you perhaps remember me?"

"Uh..." You fidgeted with your fingers, looking away. "Gun," you muttered, "Jonggun Park?"

"That's right." A new emotion washed over him. Relief? Happiness that you had kept him in your memories after the passing years? Well, you most likely didn't remember him in a good light...

You shifted in your seat before turning back to look at him, laughing sheepishly. "I knew you looked kind of familiar. No one wears slicked back hair as good as you." The compliment made Gun raise a brow as quickly as you had slapped a hand over your mouth. "I'm so sorry, that was really inappropriate to say." Your hand slid down and you vaguely gestured with it. "I-I meant no one wears slicked back hair like you. As in, um, it's a very... you look. You know?"

Some people really don't change no matter how many years go by.

A chuckle left Gun before he could stop himself. He'd imagined many times what it would be like to see you again, and the things he'd say. He would apologize first and foremost, but then explain himself and ask if you'd like to start anew. If you said yes, great, if not, then he'd respect your decision.

This time he would hear you out. Maybe there would be an argument and you both would part just as terribly as in the past, or maybe you two would make up and mutually agree to stay out of each other's lives.

Whatever scenario he thought up of, it wasn't anything like this. Still, he knew you better than that.

"We should cut to the chase, don't you think?"

Your smile faded as your brows slightly knit together. "I know we're exes, but that doesn't mean we have to be hostile to each other."

Gun still had a raised brow. "Even though the reason we aren't together anymore wasn't peaceful?"

Immediately, any lightheartedness in the mood blew away with the wind, revealing only the tense feelings shared between the both of you.

"Gun..." You moved your gaze away once more. "What's happened in the past can stay in the past. I've moved on." You held up a hand just as he was about to question you. "And before you ask, yes, I can't help but still hold a little grudge against you, but I understand now. I was upset back then, but after having years to think about it and mature, I get why you did what you did."

He nodded, taking note of your sincerity. "I suppose I don't have to explain myself then."

"No, you don't," you sighed softly.

"Then... at least allow me to say I'm sorry, too." You stayed quiet. "I didn't give you a chance to explain your feelings. It was arrogant of me to decide where we should take our relationship without hearing your input." Gun subconsciously turned away from you as well. "But I will say I don't regret what I told you. You knew very well the dangers that came with associating with someone involved with the Yakuza. Especially as the head of a clan."

"Right. You were keeping me away for my own safety. I know." You sounded tired, like you were being lectured at. "It probably was the best decision for our relationship. Didn't really stop me from hurting, though." A somewhat bitter laugh came along your last sentence. "It definitely hurt a lot more back then when I didn't understand, but even today..."

Gun didn't need to hear you finish what you were going to say to get the message. He said your name and then, "I feel the same. In all honesty, I miss having your presence in my life." He looked back at you. "You know, when I said I don't regret what I said, I meant it. Although, I do somewhat regret what I did: cutting off all ties with you. It was the logical thing to do, to ensure no one could trace you to me or vice versa, but sometimes I feel it did more harm than good to us."

"Hm." You shrugged with little emotion. "You look like you did fine without me."

"And you?"

"I turned out fine, too, I think." You didn't lift your head up to meet Gun's eyes, but you turned back at least to look at him. "I'm not dressed in rich people brands or anything, but I'm living. I have friends and a comfortable home."

The mention of his clothes mildly embarrassed Gun, but he quickly brushed it off. "That's good. You're living a normal life."

"Yeah. The kind you wanted me to live."

Well. That just stung.

He went quiet for a moment, thinking carefully of what to say next. "Are you happy--"

"What's the point of this conversation?" You cut him off, voice strained. "I know you hate beating around the bush, so just tell me what you're trying to say."

"...You're right." Gun sat up straighter and rested his hands on his knees. "I miss you. But I'm still living the kind of life I told you to stay away from. Do you see my problem?"

You let out another laugh, this one sharp and short. "Glad to know you haven't changed much. Still living a dangerous lifestyle and still not asking for my opinion."

"Except this time I don't think I need to ask for your opinion. You've made it rather clear where your feelings lie for me."

There was a moment of silence before you sighed. "I hate your confidence and your knack for reading people correctly."

"I think even a child would be able to pick up that you miss me from the bittersweet way you spoke."

"Shut up." He smiled softly, seeing you attempt to hide the small smile on your face. "What do you want me to say anyway?"

"I want to hear what you think. I'm making up for my past mistakes. Most importantly, I want you back in my life, but only if you want me back in yours as well." The unfamiliar feeling of mild nervousness had Gun conflicted on what to do. "Back then, I said we should never see each other again, no matter what, but maybe if we tried now we could make it work."

Finally, you looked up to make eye contact with him. "Why don't you just leave your criminal life behind?"

"I can't. And I don't want to." As your expression turned into one of concern, he went on to say, "It's just the kind of life I'm suited for. Call me immoral or a bad person; I'll be whatever that allows me to keep fighting. You already know I live by my own standards anyway."

"You're as weird as ever," you chuckled with a shake of your head.

"Yet you fell in love with me anyway."

"I know. That was my fault."

"Give me some credit for charming you at least." He leaned to the side just in time to dodge your hand moving to whack his shoulder.

After a huff, your shoulders dropped and a worried frown replaced your smile. "I don't know what to do. I do know I want to be by your side, though, and it's honestly relieving to hear you've been missing me all these years, too. It's just... are you sure this is okay? What do you mean by we could work things out now? How's it going to be any different from the past?"

Gun slowly replied, "The harsh truth is that it won't be any different. I still advise you to stay away, but my selfish side wants you by me despite the danger. It tells me I'll just make sure my work doesn't affect you." You nodded along while he added, "I won't force you into my lifestyle, either, of course. It'd be inappropriate to shove someone into a life they're not made for. Even if I do get you used to it, that doesn't guarantee you'll ever grow fit for it. Some people are not made for certain things. And... I want you to be happy with me, not miserable."

He let his words hang in the air for a while, to make sure you could properly digest them and then said, "There. That's all I can say." He crossed his arms. "I now leave the decision up to you. We're both adults now, aren't we? We've had time to grow and we can make our own decisions and talk things out like adults do. Whatever you choose, I understand."

"This is all very sudden, you know." Your frown turned even more lopsided. "After experiencing the horrific feeling of thinking someone's following me, I run into someone who I thought vaguely resembled my ex from when I was a teenager, only to find out he IS my ex and wants me back the same way I do, too. Except it's not that simple." You sighed in frustration and Gun nodded in sympathy.

"I'm not expecting you to think of an answer right away. I understand this is all very sudden." He reached a hand out, placing it atop of yours which was resting on the fountain edge. "I'll wait as long as needed. As long as you give me an answer, I'll be satisfied. Patience is needed for love, after all, whether that love flourishes or is buried as a loving memory."

"Okay." It seemed like you were trying to give him a reassuring smile as you stammered, "I'll--I'll think about it, then."

"Please take your time." Gun glanced at his watch. It was nearing 1 AM, and he decided you two had spoken enough. "It's become rather late, so I believe we should head home. Would you like me to walk you to your place?"

You scrambled up, grabbing your bag with a hand and leaving the other free to wave at Gun. "Oh, no, it's okay! It's been quite a while, I don't think the person following me is still sticking around."

"Nonsense, how ridiculous would it be if I let you walk home alone only to find your death on the news tomorrow morning?"

He had tried to say it in a half joking way, but the wide eyed look you gave him said you clearly didn't see it that way. At least until you began to laugh.

Once you quickly settled down, you had a soft smile resting on your lips. "Asking me a question only to ignore what my reply is and do whatever you want. Your feigned politeness hasn't changed either, I see."

Gun decided not to mention he was attempting to make a joke. "I hope you realize you haven't changed much either. You're still the same person I loved then, and love even now." He smirked when you began to look a little nervous.

"Right..." You side stepped and gestured forward. "I'll get going then. You can walk with me since you insist."

"Good." He followed after your stride, walking alongside you and easily keeping up with your pace. "What were you doing out so late, if you don't mind me asking?"

You glanced down at the bag in your hand. "Um... midnight snack craving."

Now it was Gun's turn to laugh and bring up the repeated sentiment of, "You really haven't changed."

"Whatever." You playfully rolled your eyes. "Can I ask why you're wearing sunglasses at night?"

"...That's a story for another day."

"...Right." Your eyes lit up as a new topic popped into your head. "Oh, and I can't believe you smoke now. I know you did it a few times whenever you were offered a cigarette when you were younger, but you should really stop if you want to live a long life."

Gun chuckled. "I'll think about it."

In some miraculous way or another, the rest of the walk to your house went peacefully. With a little healthy bickering, of course. You both exchanged phone numbers before finally parting ways.

On his way back home, Gun found himself thinking again, "Ah, that was exactly what I needed." Forget the cigarette he was using earlier as a stress reliever. Apparently what he needed most was a real conversation with the ex he still loved, and luck decided to be on his side today.

Yet, out of habit, (and because his walk home was extended by accompanying you home) he was pulling out another cigarette and lighting it.

"I wonder what decision they'll make."

#lookism x reader #gun park x reader #gun park #requests #i have decided to leave the relationship status to the reader B]#anyway i feel like this oneshot perfectly captures/allowed me to show how i characterize gun #like hes just some freak but he's Romantic and not entirely heartless despite how harshly he acts #that side of him is best shown thru eli; letting eli go by saying hes 'gotten soft'#and then him actually keeping olly's promise to not hurt eli?! youd think gun would be like-#'nah eli got me fucked up im gonna kill him anyway' but he stayed true to what he told olly #'i only grant dead people favors.' he truly lives by his standards only..#him being harsh is just how he is as a 'nuturer' (according to his genius title lol)#outside of that tho? hes cold. calculative. but hes still human. youd just have to be damn lucky to even get a glimpse at his softer side #hes surrounded by coworkers anyway he doesnt find the need to be 'nice' to them only 'professional'#maybe im being delusional and am only romanticizing a criminal but. oh well 💖#shoutout to anon for this request!!!!!! got me writing a whole mini 'character analysis' essay in the tags !!!#btw if ptj releases anything in the future debunking my gun analysis i will cry 💔 /lh

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carlgrimesenthusiast · 9 months

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Hi there! I hope you’re having a nice day! Could you please do a Carl Grimes x fem!reader angst to fluff that takes place during beginning of season 6? Carl and the reader are a couple and super close. Ron likes the reader and is jealous of their relationship. Ron also wants revenge for his father’s death so he kidnaps Carl knocking him out and taking him outside beyond Alexandria. The reader finds a letter Ron left telling her he took Carl. Reader goes over the walls and tracks Ron and Carl and finds where they are. Ron threatens Carl and is about to kill him when the reader shows up just in time. Her and Ron fight with her winning the fight. She then frees Carl and once Carl is free a swarm of walkers start coming. Ron tries to escape but is surrounded and killed by the walkers. The reader and Carl escape the herd just in time and return to Alexandria. Carl kisses the reader all emotional while holding her not wanting to let go telling her he was afraid he’d never see her again and that Ron was going to hurt her. Reader and Carl then have a cozy night in cuddling with each other by the fireplace. Thank you!

this request is so juicy, i love it! it will definitely be like 3 chapters or more, i love this request so much! thank you anon! 💓

#rawhorror #anon ask

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sangorous · 2 years

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hope you don’t mind if I make a request for gaara x black Enby reader again (same anon~ loved the first short fic & was def worth the wait!) he/they please. Just sweet gay stuff with them. Reader and gaara finished bathing and before he puts his braids down, reader tries to tie his towel around their waist since they realized that he been had top surgery- always wished for this.

The water was nice and warm, remnants of the bath bomb floating around the couple. So into you by Tamia played through the speakers while [your name] laid in Gaara’s arms. This little bath they were having was needed. Both of them were just exhausted and Gaara just wanted to be with him. Now Gaara was not the clingy type, but after he met [your name] everything changed. Just something about his presence that drew him in all the time and soothed him.

“Alright we might wanna finish before our skin wrinkles and we look like old people,” [your name] joked.

Gaara let a chuckle out as he latched the hook to drain the water. The couple stepped out of the tub, wet feet touching the carpet. Not paying attention, Gaara handed them a towel. When he looked back at them, he noticed something different.

“Did you get surgery recently?” Gaara looked at them.

“Yes I’ve had it done a while ago actually…” they had a small smile on their face while they wrapped their towel around their waist.

“I’m happy for you,” Gaara smiled back at them, watching them take their braids down from the bun.

“Thank you,” they walked over to Gaara, placing a kiss on his lips.

“Want me to help you put oil in your scalp again?” he looked at them while they nodded their head.

“It’s like you were reading my mind,” they joked, walking to their bedroom.

The couple got dressed and [your name] sat on the bedroom bench in between Gaara’s legs while they had the oil in his hand. Once Gaara was settled, he took the oil from their hand and began to pour the oil into their scalp that they already parted for him.

It was always nights like this that always made them happy and content.

꒰𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐚'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬🥲.꒱

i’m so sorry that this was short again, but i really do hope that you enjoyed this. i’m really glad that you liked the first one! i’m actually glad that people are requesting for naruto. i hope you’re out there enjoying your day!💓

#black reader #anime x black!reader #black writers #black!reader #naruto x black reader #naruto x black!reader #gaara x black reader #gaara x black!enby!reader #gaara x black!reader #gaara fluff #gaara of the sand #naruto gaara #black enby #black enby reader #black!enby!reader #anime x black reader

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onlyjaeyun · 3 months

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zadie love!!!! 💗💫 i know u said to not apologize for sending in late asks but i can’t help it im sorry🥲 i’ve been so busy on my girls trip this past weekend, and i got home super late last night so i’ve been exhausted trying to fix my sleep schedule yet again while also unpacking from my recent trips BUT while i was in new york i still made sure i got to read ur updates before bed!! i thought it would be better to send in a longer ask once i got home and had more time to type it out🫶🏻🫶🏻

ONTO THE RECENT CHAPS: i looooveeedd taro & yn’s convo like they really are just two besties with absolutely no filter and i enjoyed that chap sm😭 also taro basically calling out yn saying she can’t finish bc sunghoon isn’t the one fucking her is so real like our girl needs to accept and realize it soon😓 AND HOON BEING SO OPEN ABOUT WANTING TO FUCK HER AGAIN WAS NOTTT ON MY 2024 BINGO CARD BC I WOULD THINK HE HAS TOO MUCH PRIDE TO OPENLY ADMIT SOMETHING LIKE THAT. then again he’s still a dick for saying that he wants to fuck her but still doesn’t care about her…you’re writing CH!sunghoon so well like he genuinely makes my blood boil at times. i’m glad yn is getting laid tho but she needs to be fucked good soon and i’m sensing a smut chap w/ hoon in the near future??👀👀

i saw the recent asks some anon sent in saying CH is getting boring and i truly want to know where their thought process is at bc it’s literally getting better with each chapter!!!! some people are so rude, like i get constructive criticism, but that just wasn’t it. the way you’re writing this smau is everything and more zadie, don’t let those weirdos get to you!!!! i know it’s easier said than done but remember there’s more people who love your works (me being one of them), than people who are just bored and have nothing else better to do with their days. IM AN ONLYJAEYUN DEFENDER TILL THE END‼️‼️ you’re doing amazing baby, keep your head up💓💓

wanted to share w/ you a little bit about my girls trip to nyc too!! it was my friend’s 23rd birthday so our whole friend group surprised her w/ a weekend trip to new york as a bday present!! OMG a funny story that happened on our first night there, we all went to this club to celebrate and these group of guys kept being so pushy and gross towards me and my friends. one of them insisted on buying me a drink but he just made me so uncomfy that i didn’t want to even be near him. i tried to decline nicely but he was so persistent. what was funny was that he saw my lockscreen and it was a pic of jongseong in the gym and he immediately backed off bc he thought it was my bf so thank you jay bc he was able to get me out of that situation😭😭

i got carried away with writing this ask so i hope you enjoy this novel i wrote you LOL🤭🤞🏻💞 i hope you’re doing well my baby!! i missed chatting w/ you🥹🫶🏻 ilysm 🤍🧸🎀 !!

- 💌

MY ANGEL BABY IS BACK YALL WAKE UP!!!!🤭🤭🤭💗

bless your sweet soul, the fact you made time to read CH during your busy ass girls' trip means so much to me baby, i love and appreciate you with my whole heart 🥺💗

STOP YOULL ACTUALLY MAKE ME CRY NOT THE DEFENDER PART 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much baby, ngl the comment did hurt a little but i know most of you guys are loving it as much as i do and with amazing feedback from amazing people like you snd many more i would never let those get to me to that certain point again 🥺 i love you sm

OMG NOT THE JONGIE BOYFIE PIC SAVING YOU!!!!! he really is THAT boyfriend im afraid 🤭 im sorry you had to deal with m*n like that baby and am glad you're ssfe and having fun, you deserve it so much!🥺

sending you the biggest kiss and i really hope you can get a little rest soon bc nestie you've been booked and busy but we love to see it!!!!!💗

#; mailbox 📬#; cold hearts

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cosmicallylyss · 11 months

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(Hi Juangarde anon here)

You want headcanons? I’ll give you headcanons (at least for my own AU where 2-4 never happens)

- I hc that they’re t4t (Juan is ftm while Matt is transfem), so they would always support and comfort each other on their transitions and stuff like that

- They tried to learn each other’s languages and gave each other cheesy nicknames

- Just like your hc, Matt does name pets after objects. But for my hc it’s specifically footwear lol, like Boots, Shoe, Socks, etc

- The older actors (Will, Jack, etc) and a few other people in the showbiz kinda knew about their rivalry being forged, and played along with it for the views. They also sent both of them and Adrian to therapy after the Inpax incident in this AU so

- They definitely swapped jackets more than once, but it’s not like they really care about that

- Juan actually has a dog and Matt adores the canine very much (although Shoe is still superior), basically they love their fur babies

Sorry if it’s too long, but yeah, i’m glad i finally have someone to talk about Juangarde with lol. So thanks again and hope you have a nice day :))

I'm absolutely obsessed omg I will talk about the boys with anyone for as long as they'll let me ansbfnvjd

More content for them has me like 💞💓💞💕💓💓💓💕💞💕💓💞💕💕💞💓💕 I'm gonna eat conk creat. Have an awesome day!!!!!!

#ace attorney #matt engarde #juan corrida #juangarde #enrida

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rrxnjun · 1 year

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stress is deff a bitch but i feel like me and stress are the same now so🤡🤡

it's the 20th of august🤭 nooo that's a bit sad that u couldn't add urs but ur still a king for adding three birthdays in there🫡

WELL I HOPE THAT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN!!🤣 whaaattt that's such a long time oh my but the fact that u still had it is jaw dropping tbh

i don't understand why middle aged women have to be so rude sometimes☹️ wait i completely forgot that accents exist oh my god now thats even worse🥲 YEYY U SHOULD ARANGE ONE IN OCTOBER AS WELL COME TO THE 5SOS SHOW WITH ME/j (i'm heartbroken i have no one to go with so i probably can't attend) (i hope this doesn't break ur heart more cuz i saw ur posts about them sorry if it does☹️☹️hope i didn't cross a line with this joke☹️)

NOT TELLING ANYONE🫢 i look up to u for that cuz i'm still pretty much unable to do i suck💔 SO TRUE THE BEST DESCRIPTION I HEARD OF THEM JUST SOME GUYS!! i was so sad when yedam and mashiho left and i understand the soft spot he is such a lovely guy🥹 being a treasure stan is fun and a heartbreak but glad u admit now that ur a teume 🥲😌 ofc ofc we are sharing😵‍💫 HE IS SUCH A MENACE AND ITS SO FUNNY tbh he was the reason why i came back to tumblr cuz i wanted to see more content and things about him then i ran into the same problem as u that there are not that many writers in the fandom here tbh (or i just can't find them)💔 (sooo if u end up writing something for jihoon i will be waiting🫣)

IT SHOULDNT BREAK UR HEART IM SORRY IT WAS A CRY IN A POSITIVE WAY!!! i think it just means u portray emotions well (?) cuz every time there is a good sad scene in movies or books i just have to fight the tears back even when i was in a good mood before💔 AND THANK U FOR BEING AN AMAZING WRITER AND JUST BEING LOVELY AND READING MY LONG ASS REPLIES LMAO U ARE JUST TOO NICE OF A PERSON💖💕💝 (liebestraum anon💕)

omg 20th august is such a good bday to have im noting it down!!! 😌😌

IT IS the fic was originally supposed to be a part of collab but the writer deactivated and cancelled it but when i asked if i can keep the idea they were ok with it!! so yeah hopefully one day 💓

LOOK lets go to the concert together 😭😭 im like,, half serious and half joking 😭😭😭 i keep telling my mum about it and like the bus tickets to budapest are only 7€ and then i can find a cheap hotel and shit and i have money saved for the tickets 😭😭😭 like. budapest is objectively the closest stop to me ((even tho im still salty there is no vienna then i would go for sure) and i wanted to visit anyway 😌 but my mum doesnt wanna go w me and my dad doesnt either and i have no friends that would wanna go w me either and i am not allowed to go alone so. theres that 😭😭 i dont think ill get to go tbh im still kinda heartbroken but oh well its not the first time :// if i didnt live in such a shitty ass place this would all be easier 😭

girl i think its a miracle tbh but i got the names down. thanking my hyperfixation tendencies 💓💓💓 when i saw it i was so shocked tbh and now i keep getting sad mashidam edits on my tiktok fp and living through the pain LMAO. GIRL my crush on jihoon is getting out of control like genuinely what the fuck is happening to me- WHY IS TEUMEBLR SO DRY THO WHERE ARE THE FICS ??? i found like 3 fics and the rest are like 2 years old headcanon posts its such a struggle 😭😭 do i really have to do everything myself on this site.... (dont feed my delusions but give it a few months and if i dont fall out of them i can see myself creating a seperate treasure blog.....got a jihoon drabble idea the other day but. i will contain myself. so far he's the new main side character of the mark fic im writing 🥴)

awh you are too sweet 😭😭😭😭 thank u so so much !!!! this means the whole world to me 💓 once again was happy to hear from u, hope youre doing well ily xx

#💌ask #liebestraum anon

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soraenun-archive · 2 years

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hey shannon <3

I've tried to talk him (haesol) into releasing his album today for your birthday but he told me he couldn't smh... BUT! he shared a secret with me. And I know you can keep it so I'm gonna share it with you ;) His next release will consist of 7 songs and each title will start with one letter from your name :D In the end, when you'll see it on spotify, it'll go like this: S H A N N O N

and a special track called: iloveshannon <3

I trust you not to share it with anyone else, right? ^^

Anyway, I just came here to say that and to wish you a happy birthday once again :D

🐘💌 anon

hiiii angel 💗

he really said "album coming soon" like a whole year ago but at this rate i'm gonna be turning 50 before we get a new album 😭 but that's okay i appreciate u trying for me akjshdajskd

please i love u so much 🥺💕 i absolutely will keep it to myself and won't publish this on tumblr at all :/ but seriously thank you so much for your sweet messages they really made my day!!! i hope you're doing well too i'm always thinking of u and hoping you're having a nice day and that things are good for u 💓💖

#anonymous #💌#🐘💌

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stormblessed95 · 2 years

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I'm so glad I found your page 💓

I have been a fan of bts since 2018 but once my dad died in August 2021 I started to feel a bit closer to them, especially music wise. Does that make sense? I saw that RM had said "bts comes at a time when you need them" and that is so true because because that moment I needed them and I still do

I've also been a jikook supporter since 2018 and I'm not good at figuring things out like in interviews or their shows I don't really catch things that you do so it's nice to see that you saw it and you thoroughly explain it to us

N e way, I went on this little rant to say thank you for being a warmth. You kind of give me that daily happy boost I need to get through the day, especially when I start thinking about my dad. Jikook and bts came back into my life at a time when I needed them and seeing you appreciate every single bond and bts as a whole makes me even happier to be here

(I was gonna go non anon cause I have had a couple of interactions with you before but I was too scared LOLZ)

Ahh omg you are so sweet! I hope we continue to have interactions then too! 🥰🥰 thank you so so much for all your kind words. They really do mean so much to me! I'm so happy that BTS was there for you to bring joy into your life when you needed it most. Thank you again 💜

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I'm so happy to know that you opened request box again! I really love your writings, it never fail to light up my mood in the end of my day💓 reading all of your writes is one of my therapy(?) ahaha I enjoyed all of them💗 I hope you always have a nice week dear ^^

Anyway since my man having his bday recently, can I get Hitoya and his fem! s/o with "in the vehicle" and "celebration"?? I wonder if you can make it with his harley davidson??

Ps. I'm the one who req about Hitoya last time if you remember ehehe

You're always so sweet each and every time anon gahh 💕 I'm really happy to hear that my writing has such an impact on you! It makes my heart skip a beat ngl haha. But anyway, this was a really cute prompt, so thank you so much for requesting it! Hope you enjoy 💕

"𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘃𝗲𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗹𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗯𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻" with hitoya

-pairing: hitoya amaguni x f!reader

-genre: fluff

-summary: hitoya really didn’t want anything for his birthday, absolutely nothing, and he made that quite clear. unfortunately, it fell on deaf ears

-word count: 1.0k

“you didn’t have to do anything for my birthday.” you rolled your eyes at your boyfriend’s words, uncertain as to why he was even so hesitant on celebrating this special day so much. it’s not like you guys even celebrated special occasions that much, at least not to such a grand extent. having some fun once in a while wouldn’t hurt, so you took it upon yourself to plan many surprises for hitoya’s birthday.

“yeah, but i wanted to. it’s just for one day.” hitoya sighed at your response, knowing that you were much too stubborn to be convinced otherwise. no matter how much he told you that he absolutely didn’t want anything special for his birthday, not even so much so as a single piece of cake, it never seemed to get through to you. or rather, you always nodded and went along with what he said, assuring him that there would be absolutely no surprises today. so much for how that turned out. now that he looked back at it, hitoya should’ve known that you were plotting something. there was no way you’d give in that easily.

the two of you were currently sitting atop one of the largest hills in the city, high enough that you were able to see a good part of the city from the view alone. you had actually directed hitoya here from the backseat of his motorcycle, wanting to surprise him once more towards the end of the day. the view really was spectacular, especially when the sun began to set. it was like a scene no other, and you usually came up here when you wanted some alone time, so you figured that hitoya would enjoy a spot like this as well.

“you’re so stubborn,” he muttered, leaning against his motorcycle. to him, his birthday was nothing more than just another ordinary day. everything was still the same: wake up, eat breakfast, go to the firm, work on cases, then come home and pretty much knock out or have a drink. the routine didn’t change simply because he had just so happened to be born on this particular day all these years ago. plus, there didn’t seem to be any reason to celebrate his birthday anyway. if he wanted to ‘celebrate,’ the most hitoya would do was pour himself a glass of whiskey really and wind up on the couch.

“c’mon, i know you had fun today,” you gave him a cheeky grin, “you can’t hide that from me. i saw you smile during dinner.”

that was true. despite how much he protested against any sort of birthday celebration, hitoya still had a fun day out with you, finding himself looking forward to any of the surprises you had planned. sure he may have already expected you to cook his favorites for dinner or taking him out around the city, really just spending time together wherever the two of you land. but he absolutely didn’t mind this slow pace. honestly, anytime spent together with his girlfriend was well worth it in hitoya’s mind.

“that was only because you were making a fool out of yourself,” he responded, though you definitely didn’t miss that smirk that came after. still, you found yourself getting flustered.

“listen, i accidentally spilled water on myself.” geez, the memory from a few hours ago flashed through your mind, embarrassed each time you thought of the fact that your bra was visible from underneath your white blouse. why did you even think that it was a good idea to wear white or such a form-fitting blouse at that? at least hitoya seemed to be enjoying himself, at the expense of your dignity it seemed like however. “accidents happen ya know.” you couldn’t bring yourself to look him in the eyes, especially not when he chuckled like that. you were the one that was supposed to fluster him with your surprises, not the other way around.

“well, should we head on home?” he asked, passing you your helmet as he hopped back on his motorcycle. the sun had set by now, and both the stars and insects were starting to make an appearance. that was one thing about having a birthday in the midst of summer: the bugs and heat were brutal, and hitoya would rather not be outside for much longer if it meant the former. “we should go before we get any insect bites.”

“wait, i have one more surprise for you.” once again, you rolled your eyes as you saw your boyfriend sigh. he seemed to be getting quite tired from all your surprises, but you knew that he was sure to like this one.

“babe, i told you. i don’t need more surprises-”

“no no, i swear you’ll like this one. i got it right here. close your eyes.” you hopped on to the backseat of his bike and wrapped your arms around his waist, waiting for him to close his eyes. sure he may have flustered you a few moments ago, but you were going to get him back.

he reluctantly obliged, taking off his helmet and closing his eyes. hitoya hadn’t the slightest clue as to what more his girlfriend could possibly have in store for him. it seemed like you had simply run out of options of what to surprise him with.

but it never really did cross his mind that you’d kiss him out of the blue. it was very much welcome, however, as he grinned against your lips and kissed back. it was quite the soft and slow kiss, but hitoya didn’t mind at all. he loved each and every kiss you ever gave him, no matter how short or soft. now this was a surprise he could get behind.

“happy birthday babe.” hitoya couldn’t help but feel his heart melt at your words and smile, feeling a grin come on as well.

maybe he should look forward to his birthdays much more often from now on.

#asks #requests #milestone event #kissing prompts #hypmic #hypnosis mic #hitoya amaguni #hitoya x reader #fluff #fic #female reader

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chanstopher · 2 years

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Hi Dreamy, just passing by to tell you I've been looking forward to seeing your reactions to our boi (the Chris) for a while because they're not only a huge mood, but also they make my day every time and butter my croissant real well.

Also, your art is gorgeous (the cOLORS), your gifs are awesome (once again cOLORS) and you're so funny it hurts, thank you for all the time and effort you put into this blog, I hope you're doing okay and having a great day! (and that weird anons will give you some peace too cuz yeah (and that me spam-liking your blog still isn't bothering you, feel free to tell me to piss off btw))

PS: thanks for posting Mr Bang's bubble update cuz seven heart attacks were just what I needed to wake up

omg thank you as asdffegh the chris cedvs he is The Chris huh lmaooo this is all so sweet i literally don’t even know how to react sdbcuisdc but omg i’m glad you’re enjoying all my breakdowns scdbjhsdbc 😣 chris really puts us all through it doesn’t he 🥲 and pls thank you for saying such sweet things about my content idk WHY but i’m so stupidly self conscious about everything it’s nice to get the reassurance that at least someone likes all the insane effort i put into making stuff for chris adhdjsj and omg you think i’m funnnyyy chbsbhudchib pls ultimate compliment pls 😌💝💓💕💕💖💖 and omg.don’t apologize for spamming my notifs i don’t mind at all, it’s actually really nice to see the same url consistently in my notifs it means i haven’t chased you away by being a mess hehe and having you say you enjoy me being a mess is even better 🥰🥹 also i post those so i don’t suffer alone so thanks for suffering with me 🤗😔

#drm.ask #kittywaffles97

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luvdsc · 2 years

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hi cat tbh i cannot remember like 99.9% of what i wrote to u in that deleted ask 😭😭 all i remember is something about my art class being an intro to visual and it also happens to be my favorite class at the moment as well. 👍 what’s crazy is that at end of this month i’m signing up again for my spring quarter classes which is actually insane i’m essentially almost gonna be done with my first year of college soon 🥲 i’m still not set on what to take next but i will lyk soon once i make my mind up!

i am no longer in my broke era as well 😸 i actually got a part time job! its retail and minimum wage which ik will definitely be traumatizing at some point down the line akskdkflf but i kinda need the money atm and the experience as this will be my first job so i don’t mind working 3-4 days a week especially since ik my limits and i’m confident i can handle it along with my classes.

anyways, chúc mừng năm mới cat! i hope you got a ton of lì xìs and celebrated by eating tons of good food! 🧧 how have you been? tell me everything! - 💐 anon

hi hello, honey bee !!!! 💛💛 I’m so sorry for the super late response, but I hope you’ve been doing well and life has been treating you kindly !!! 🌷🌷🌷 did you enjoy your art class last quarter? What was your favorite part about it !! are you taking any art classes this quarter? 💕 also omg I hope you were able to sign up for all the classes you wanted, lovebug !!! which ones did you end up choosing? :o and are you on spring break now? ☀️ ooooh and big congrats on almost completing your first year of college, sweetpea !!!! it’s a huge milestone, and I’m so proud of you for making it this far already !!! 💓💓 I hope you’ve been having lots of fun, making tons of new friends, and enjoying the college life ✨✨

ALSO HECK YEAH we love being employed and rich !!!!! 🥳🥳 shdjdjdjddj I’ve never worked in retail, but I’ve heard stories about it from my friends and cousins 🤧 how is your job going, sweetpea? are the shifts difficult? are your coworkers and managers nice? how is your schedule? was it easy to manage along with classes? I hope everything’s been going well at work for you, lovebug, and congratulations on getting your first job and first paycheck !!!! 🎉🎉🎉

and a very very belated chuc mung nam moi to you, too, honey bee !!!!! 🧧🎊 I did get to eat yummy foods, and I hope you did too and got lots of li xi and replenished your bank account !!!! 💘💘 I’ve been doing good !! I’ve been going out with friends every weekend and doing city trips and then making plans to go to coachella, palm springs, LA, and disney world along with some other potential out of the country trips, so I’m very very happy 🥰 and work has slowed down a bit, so I’m super thankful for that !!! how have you been, lovebug? how’s school and work going? do you have any fun spring break plans? or summer plans already? 🌸🌸

and omg of course, sweetpea !!!! I’m so glad to hear that my advice was helpful and reassuring for you, lovebug 💖💖

#asks #anonymous #💐 anon

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jimlingss · 3 years

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Thank you for making content for us throughout the years, you’re a really amazing writer and person in general! I haven’t read the end yet because I want to take my time, but I’m sure it’s great! Thank you, I hope you have a nice life (lol) after tumblr! :D

violets-houre asked: I’m so happy for you, and honestly wish you all the best in whatever you choose to move on to. Everything you’ve written here is so so beautiful and fills me with so much joy every time I read it. Even though I’m sad you won’t be here anymore, I’m glad that you’re choosing to move on without any hard feelings. All the love, love💜

Anonymous asked: Hello! I just scrolled thru your blog and found out that you are leaving. I just wanna say thank you for all of your hard work and dedication to each and every story you have made. You are one of my favorite authors on this website and I’ll make sure to revisit your blog and stories every time I miss you. Take care of yourself and I really hope someday in the future, you will comeback and bless us with more stories. See you❤️

spring2787 asked: Thank you so much dear Kina for sharing your writing with us.. I have read every single work of yours more than once. There are days when everything was really hard I always visit your masterlist and read my favorite fics again and again.. I'm going to miss your writing so much but I respect your decision with full heart.. Wish you all the very best for your future and may you have more happy days than sad ones.. You have worked real hard for us..💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Always in love with ur words and thankful #🍃

Anonymous asked: I just found out you're leaving and- I'm gonna cry? I mean- I think I might- and me crying is a huge deal cuz I NEVER cry- ohmygod- you're leaving- My heart- is broken- I found your blog recently and I've loved every single work I've read so far and I admire you a lot so I hope you have an amazing future and I want to give you all my love and support cuz you're amajin and as much as I wish you'd stay you will always have my full support! HERE'S SOME OF MY LOVE!! ❤🧡💛💙💜💕💞💙💛💚💜🤍💓💗💖💝💘

shameless-army asked: I know you are still here but still I want to say I am gonna miss you. I hope you have the bestest life. We all will always we rooting for you 💕💖

caveinimicumexpectopatronum asked: I wrote to you ages ago about how much I loved your writing and how sad I was to be seeing you go. And if this really is it, then I have to say "The End" was a perfect way for you to close. It was so beautiful, and shows our little choices affecting everything. Thank you so very much.

Anonymous asked: hii!! i’ve only been here for awhile so i havent read all of your stories yet... but for most that ive had a chance to read; they’re all amazing!! honestly, you’re such a great writer and the younger me who aspired to be an author would be so envious of you haha but anYways,, i just want to thank you so so much for all the time and effort you’ve put in to all of your stories and characters. they’re deeply appreciated by everyone (including me). fanfiction has always been a means of escape to me and reading yours always brought me greeeeat joy (including angsty stories) soo thankyou (again) for being a part of my life (haha is that too dramatic???) also, i feel like the end is such an amazing story to close this chapter of your journey. even though i dont know you, i wish you all the best that future will bring. i hope you take care<3

Anonymous asked: I wish I could come off of anon to say this but I don’t have a tumblr :( Anyways, I just wanted to let you know that I’ve been visiting your blog for years and it has always been a source of stress relief for me through different stages of my life - my first job, grad school 🙄, and now my dream job. I kinda feel like I grew up with this blog so seeing you go makes me sad, but I’m also happy for you 🥺♥️ Thanks for all the love and energy you poured into your stories. I wish you all the best 🥂

catastrophe-at-sixteen asked: I hope your always happy bub ♡ Wherever and whatever you choose to do, I hope it comes hand in hand with happiness and love ♡ Much love 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Anonymous asked: hiiii! i just finished reading your last fic and i love it so so much. it's really heartwarming. also, i have been your reader for a long time now but this is my first time writing an ask to you. kina, you never failed to write so beautifully. the way you express emotions (especially the angsty ones) in your writings are so perfect. as a reader, i can literally feel everything you write. i want to thank you for writing the best stories. they will always be my favourites that i will probably ++++ time to time. i'll never get tired reading your works 🥺. i wish you the best for your journey outside tumblr. with a big love, 🌻 ps. i suck at expressing myself but i hope you know how much i adore you and your works. you are the best! love u 🌼

Anonymous asked: Hello! I am one of your followers who are a silent reader but I think a sent few anon ask before. As someone who read your story religiously throughout the years I want to say thank you so much for sharing your wonderful works w/ us. You're part of my BTS and army fandom experience. W/ your works inspired by BTS it's help me alot w/ my life in the past years. I may not know you personally but your works create a safe space for someone like me. A grown woman who's reality is so sad but found happiness within your words and creation. It gives me a hope that may I not having the best life in this universe but maybe my other selves are having a blast in the other parallel universe. It's sad that it will be your last story and ready to move on but change in unavoidable. I hope the best for you and once again thank you so much.

Thank you, everyone :') It really means a lot to get such kind and encouraging messages, and it's certainly motivating. Thank you for taking the time not only to read my stories but to send such lovely messages. I'll never forget it.

#angelicbox #violets-houre #Anonymous #spring2787 #shameless-army #caveinimicumexpectopatronum #catastrophe-at-sixteen #Jimlings

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rrxnjun · 1 year

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IM SORRY FOR ANSWERING SO SUPER LATE LIFE GOT SO HECTIC ALL OF THE SUDDEN☹️

STILL WITH THE TAKE THE STAIRS FIC U GAVE ME LIFE WITH IT ACTUALLY IT WAS SO NICE TO JUST TURN MY BRAIN OFF AND READ IT SO I THANK U FOR IT!! and like actually need a jaemin in my life istg!! AND THE SAME GOES FOR THE TEASER OF UR NEW CHENLE FIC!!! IT ALREADY SEEMS SO FUN!! SO EXCITED ABOUT IT!!! 🥳🤭

I AGREE I WOULD ALSO RATHER JUST GOOGLE THE END OF THE SHOW!!

AHH I HOPE U FOUND SOME ARTISTS SINCE THEN!!! AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR TAKING TIME OUT OF UR DAY AND TRANSLATING FOR ME!! IM SURE U ARE VERY BUSY AS WELL SO THANK U SO MUCH I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!🥹🥹💝💓 and my god the lyrics are so☹️☹️☹️ it's just such a great song and now it even got so much better with understanding it!!!🥲

WELL IF IT DOES HAPPEN I WILL BE HERE XD parents smh /j (but like actually i understand them cuz traveling alone can be risky☹️) thank u i hope we will figure something out if it does happen🥹🥹

IM GLAD THAT U ARE DONE WITH ONE OF UR ESSAYS ALREADY!! AND I HOPE SINCE MY LAST ASK U STILL ARE DOING GOOD WITH UR SCHOOL WORK AND STUFF🥳

I LOVE UR POSTS THERE LMAO SO DONT BE SORRY and ofc i agree!!! zach was my fav from the why dont we boys🤭 OH MY I HAVENT HEARD ABOUT THE VAMPS IN AGES damn now i'm gonna go and listen to them😵‍💫(also saw that u turned into a treasure stan🫣 and ur take on jikjin!! it's such a great song glad u listened to it!!!)

(liebestraum anon💕 and sorry if i disappear again and for writing a lot i swear i will try and keep it short for once☹️)

AHH ITS TOTALLY OKAY!!!! cant say i didnt miss you but i ofc understand that u have your own life and responsibilities and such,, so dont worry about it🤍🤍 AND THANK U SM AGAIN!!!

DJDJSJ MY CHENLE FIC IS FUN BUT THEN IT GETS DEPRESSING REAL QUICK SO UHHH HOPE YOU'RE READY FOR SOME ANGST ;-; (also i started rewriting liebestraum. just thought i'd let you know<3)

im super glad u enjoyed my translation!! the lyrics are really screamable in my opinion,,, and i also hope i did them justice however i bet i did a better job than all of the ones i saw online :p its not the best artistic lyricism but i like it nonetheless DJSK sometimes u need simple songs to jam to.

travelling alone COULD be risky </3 me and my uni friends randomly travelled to vienna last week because it was warm out and we thought our seasonal depression was finally over and i love me some spontaneous decisions but also it was so anxiety inducing bc it was my first time going abroad with no supervision 😭😭 we had SO much fun but also the stress we were put through to find the bus platform back home ??? never again. was so bad that i broke my 5 month streak of not smoking bc i had to calm myself down somehow and then i was put through the stress of buying cigarettes in german when i caNT SPEAK GOOD GERMAN but 10/10 i would do it again and it made me more confident abt travelling with friends so i WILL drag my equally spontaneous uni friends to budapest as soon as i can. (please tell me they speak at least a little english there)

I AM ACTUALLY DONE W 4 ESSAYS NOW WHOOP WHOOP ‼‼‼ 4 MORE TO GO BUT IM DOING WELL NO STRESS SO FAR. HOPE YOUR SCHOOL IS GOING WELL TOO!

wait do u rlly bc i think im so annoying on there sometimes like girl chill😭😭 but ZACH WAS ALWAYS MY FAV TOO altho i did have a daniel phase. I havent listened to the vamps in ages either i should catch up or sum ;-;

omg dont mention the teumefication of bar i wont admit it to myself yet DHSKSK however jikjin is now my fav song and i fear seeing my 2023 spotify wrapped bc of it now. ive also been watching a concerning amount of treasure map and finding myself in love with jihoon but thats...not important rn.

ill be waiting for u liebestraum anon!!! dw abt sending long asks i always look forward to them🤍 hope your days are filled with joy mwah

#💌ask #liebestraum anon

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