#or mahbe im just doing that

[lildoodlecat]

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[cynicallyneutral]

nah cause i cant stop listening to all stars

[girlhorse]

been seeing. a lot of posts lately that r more than toeing the line between being anti-Israel gov & downright antisemitic 😷 but not sure what to do. like almost every one of these posts ive seen straight up has comments of support from very unsavory and disgusting white supremacists. like the amount of antisemitic memes ive seen shared on these posts and very alarming comments is making me feel a bit ill lol

[toastsnaffler]

happy flat fuck friday I feel likr I've been run over by a steamroller <3

[stonerzelda]

Every time i wanna draw i visualize doing it and then i think "but i could just chill" and then i do and get mad for not drawing

[krynutsreal]

braindump incoming

ook ohMYGOF one thing I keep thinking about is like. Not a fear but like I'm getting that feeling where I'm "scared" of the fact that I might b. Be like. not getting uninterested but like .maybe kinda sorta maybe idk moving on from ishimondos even tho they mean the world to me. like maybe it's because I've been so busy I just .don't think Abt them as often maybe for some (my irl friends) it's like no way kry is healing from Dangan disease BUT I D. I CANT .I feel like I can't become uninterested when there's so SOOO much I wanted to do involving them and STUFF!!! I haven't even gotten around to talking about sky au!!!!! And that was something thats been like. IVE BEEN MEANING TO TALK ABT IT BUT like I've rambled before I feel like I'm not prepared enough to. talk about it I don't even know how to explain it's not even that im embarrassed bc that's bound to happen with whatever I do but AHH!!

maybe ikm getting that guilt™ or whatever but it's NOT EVEN HAPPENED UET!!! Like I am just .nervous of moving on from my current fixation even tho they still make my brain ill they make me sick (positive) like there's no doubt that theyre .gonna be living in my brain rent free forever but I DOKTKNKOWW

and before I start confusing anyone or whatever. no I'm not uninterested in ishimondos no I probably won't stop drawing them bc I'm still very ill about them so. there's that! okay ! Thank u for coming to my Ted talk

[angelfoodscake]

i havent had the motivation to draw anything for daaysss help im scared like actual

[nomaishuttle]

frankie if yr curious

[flustersluts]

Noooo! You'll be pokemon master in no time! And I'm sure your kisses will leave be melted and dumb! 😘

hmph they totally will!!!!! u don't even know what ur in for 😤

[strawbebyjam]

i keep thinking i’m already doing better and then three hours later i get severely humbled

[kani-miso]

SORRY I TOOK SO LONG BUT YES R1ZE HERE! if i am like 1000000% correct kafka is yukikaze’s biggest hater because of MC AHHAHAH WHICH WAIT I NEED TO SHOW MC (mahbe after all the units)

because kafka likes mc (twins, but uou pick one to play as) and theyre yukikazes cousins and because of that and his close relationship mc he just likes to shit on him 😭

IM SO SORRY I FORGOT TO RESPON TO THIS LMAO

i think i like kafka he looks silly mipp

WOAHHH YUKIZAKE?????? FIGURE SKATER????? AIRHEADED BIG BRO???? HE SO SILLY I LIKE HIM why does kafka hate him what did mc do/tell him 😭😭

oh, just because of that???? stupid violet headed creature that must be grated

ten is his name??? ew/j. also he reminds me of kazui.... blue-ish black hair,,,, good deceiver,,,

THERE'S A MAFIA MEMBER???????? okay he likes animals ig he's forgiven, he looks cool,,,, the hair,,,

[noellevanious]

ive considered making like. a "personal" blog now that ive gotten way more followers from different types of posts or genres or whatever. but it feels silly.

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i just use this site a lot and follow a lot of good bloggers. evrerything here IS personal stuff. i use this blog the same way i used it back in 2020 when i was lonely and depressed and had like 30 real followers.

its my fun lil Blog i can scroll through idly for an hour or two when im bored. i do have a nsfw blog i keep genuine nsfw sstuff on but otherwise. idk. mahbe ill start tagging stuff more? not sure.

i also feel weird about making my "personality" like. an Actual Thing. like Market myself yknow? its why i just chill when i stream or post random art - i dont think id wanna sell myself as A Brand right now even if i considrred anything i make to have Monetary Value. i'm not Putting On a Face - outside of personal separation purely for Internet Tracking reasons, i'm just being Real Me.

I'm just a Girl that is also a Cat and it's all chill here

(this all sounds insane but when you gain like. 6k followers in 2 years after blogging for 10 its what goes through your mind i suppose)

[aureus2010]

School goodnotes doodle, that took approximately an hour, and hurt my hand

i am in art club so they were supposed to download procreate onto my ipad but um its been 6 months and apparently IT is short staffed so they are really slow so ive resorted to using our note taking app to draw lmfao

Surprisingly ive never drawn the red king. I do love this rendition though! (a pun!!)

Also wtf i feel like I improved so much? Just in artstyle wise, mahbe a bit in anatomy too. Im proud of myself

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

Ok all is well gooenight. No walk tmrw. Mahbe a shower. Made jyself food. Wont be able to have snacks but. I will have 3 meals. Hopefully my parents go out soemtime tmrw so i can say hi to Jack. Did say hi while making tmrws food but hes in his silly mood so he doesnt wanna sleep in my bed tonight. Shcih is ok i think hes tired of probably bwing crushed to death while im asleep. He did get pissed when i took bacon out the fridge tho and didnt givehim any. And then he wanted to playfight with me but i had too many things in my hand so coulsnt :( its ok tho we both sleepy now hight night. Sleep tight. Dont let the bed bugs bite. Bc if they do. Ull get a rlly itchy bite somewhere on ur body. And itll suck bc itll moet likely b a spider bite. But not even a cool onenlike spider man. A boring one that ifches and stings. And ur like. Come kn spiderssss i dont even move u from my room unlessyourereallubig and thisis how u repay meeeee come onnnnn. And then if its on ur lehs ur fucked forevwr. Anywyas. Goodnight. All is well. Last night i dreamt of going to mexico but all the food there being south east asian for some reason. And it was all sims2 quality so i couldnt even see what anything was but i knew it was south east asian bc everyone was saying it was. But we were also in mexico but they refused 2 serve mexican food. And when i tried some it all tasted the same. It was like. Vegetables. All the kinds i dint like. But everythign tasted like that. And i was like :( im a picky eater i cant have anything here. And the person next to me who coulsve been anyone i dont remembee the ppl in my dreams unless theyre significant oike that one time charlie sliemcicle was tnere and he shouted donde esta el slimecicle. Which seemed redundant as he was right there saying that. But that was significant. Anhwways there was a person next to me who jightve been a middle aged woman i think. And she said that i nad to pickSOMETHING unless itd be rude. Oh hea we were like jn a sorta market thing but. It was rlly cramped like. Single file everywhere. And we were in these sorta carriages??? Or boats. Idk. It was basicallt a mix of like so many things but i knew we were in mexico for the same reason i knew tne food was south east asian bc i just Did it was just a Fact. Anyway s. The woman next to me told me i was rlly selfish for not picking any food to eat. Anddd i dont remember much else. Tonight i will dream of. A pool. Might be another drowning dream. I drown a lot in dreams. Goodnight

[butchbarbieagainstterfs]

hi. this is the anon who had the stranely vicious reaction to gay men

the onlt thing i can thnk that might be causing it is 1) how gay men are just adored by all media for doint fuck all for actual representation (like how fucking bullshit heartstopper gets 2 more seasons of fuxking nothing while first kill gets cancelled despite being more popular)

and 2) mahbe some weird fuxked jealousy on my end. like... in every piece of art or movie or tv show or book they always are happy and in love and its fucking stupid. i sound oike a child but why do thye get to be happy and i dont? why do they get love and acceptance and i dont? why can they wear whatever feminine shit they want and be praised for breaking gender norms but when i do it im just being a conforming girly girl? why cant i be like them?!

so yes i hate them for having what i will never have, for being seen and accepted ans loved in a way i never will, for being wanted in a way i never will because im a stupid ugly female. i fuxking hate them for it. thats why.

but its fine. im a lesbian. i dont even like men so why should i fucking care?!

I mean, there is definitely a conversation to be had about how gay men / mlm rep is treated vs how lesbian / wlw rep is but

a) that is not gay men’s fault. It is the fault of the companies and the misogyny of too many cishet people.

b) with regards to Heartstopper, I will say it did already have a fair following because of the graphic novels it is based on. First Kill getting cancelled was still utter bullshit though, you cannot tell me they didn’t have more than enough viewers.

It deffo sounds like you need therapy, not just because of how you view them but because of how you view yourself.

[jestbee]

Yes I mean the only people who knew are the people quackity hired to work on it. none of his friends or colleagues knew - no one currently on the qsmp knew the qsmp was a thing before it was announced

And you know that how? Because they said it on stream?

If your friend had a project they were announcing and they were like "act surprised", you wouldn't do just that?

I know we like to think our ccs are authentic, but there are tons of examples of things being hyped for content that turn out to be harmless lies. Thinking that he mentioned literally zero to anyone is a little unbelievable to me.

Please understand I'm not arguing that Dream must have known and therefore stole anything, far from that. Im not even suggesting anyone knew all his plans or whatever. Mahbe no one did know anything, but we dont know *for sure* just because that's what he told us

I'm just saying that taking Content at face value when it's done for entertainment purposes isn't helpful. I just take everything said with a pinch of salt at all times because at the end of the day, they aren't our friends they're entertainers.