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derekcheyne · 2 years ago
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fatehbaz · 1 month ago
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weekly navel-gazing update: this week is most consequential event in long time. keyword search: "scared" "is it ok to be scared" "beaten and tortured by the ogre"
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#old director of south asian studies just talked to me to let me know theyll be joining me to sit on my panel while i present two projects#in two days and intimated they could discuss supervising potential grad work or dissertations despite funding freezes#she is respected used to do the gender studies program coordinating too#and their TA PhD student super severe standoffish goth walked up to me in front of seminar to thank me for my portfolio of essays#on poverty homelessness and environmental stuff and said it was TOUCHING and i should be proud and shell also be attending#after the director of student research invited them#and research director happens to specialize in borderlands and caribbean and empire and she emailed me to say#she left me a signed copy of her book with a really lovely message#and a protein bar because she knows i have diabetes and other illnesses but bike like ten miles a day between work and school#and then she emailed me and offered car ride if i wanted#and i was touched and surprised and now im like uh oh this is important i guess#and like uh oh i really shouldve taken the week off work or something why am i working forty hours for this#well precarious rent i guess but still wish i hadnt spent past four months just going to retail job and had instead hung out more with#faculty and hope i didnt waste my chance to get to know them#also is im just going to wear that outfit to conference hope not perceived as too informal#no family whatsoever so there was no one like interested or checking in on me to like help me see that the developments were significant#a year ago i was nothing but nightshift retail with NO prospects and rapidly worsening health#and there wasnt even a glimmer of hope for possibility of positive social environment let alone school
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bunnybirds · 10 months ago
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Feesh // Check out my Etsy shop?
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royalarchivist · 1 year ago
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The recent QSMP official streams are formatted like old Saturday morning cartoons, and since the Federation Bunnies have been playing the role of pathetic cartoon "villains"...
Well, an idea got stuck in my head, so I made this quick silly edit. :'D
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aghostsnail · 3 months ago
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the side eye I'm giving my phone rn watching so many notifications come in and I KNOW EVERYONE IS COOKING WITH THE APOCALYPTIC PONYO AU and i REALLLLY WANNA JOIN but I DESPERATELY NEED TO FINISH MY WORK AND ITS KILLING ME
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fairmerthefarmer · 1 day ago
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It’s my headcanon that pretty much any human population in Narnia and the surrounding lands come from people falling through various portals from this world like the telmarines did. And depending where they’re from and where they end up the cultures become a bit of a mishmash and their own thing.
It’d also be cool if others came from some of the other worlds implied to exist in the wood between the worlds but that’s a bigger concept and harder to latch onto.
In my head archenland is maybe at least half Irish or Scottish. Don’t know which one.
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reputayswift · 9 months ago
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Why am I only productive outside of typical working hours....
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thesishome · 22 days ago
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Made an illustration portfolio. It's ugly as hell but putting all my projects together like that makes me feel like someone worth hiring which is NOT a feeling I've felt before and I really like it.
Then I remember my mom somehow manipulated me into putting my Botw fanart where link is a scout in it because "you can't even tell it's fanart it just looks like a self portrait" (ok slay) and "it shows you can paint!!" (I hate painting. I only made that fanart to see if underpainting is as effective as it looks. Results are somewhat inconclusive bc I'm pretty sure I did it wrong but whatever)
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cerbreus · 28 days ago
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theres a lotta things i wanted to do this year but I think the thing that would help me the most is to like. start personal projects that make me enjoy my work again. x( i wanna be excited about game development and making games again, it really helped me push myself to learn and get better and this stagnating just feels terrible. Knowing what I'm capable of but not being able to set on the path to getting there.
#i unfortunately thrive in group settings with other passionate ppl#my work is not really a collaborative group setting#and my senior thesis project really burnt me out and kinda killed some of that joy#if i wanna keep in this career i need to figure out how to consistently stay driven#i should be modeling or texturing or sculpting or creating things every day#even just an hour a day#also if i want to be able to do more stuff that i can use in my portfolio i just need to get a lot quicker at making things#so i can justify my work to my boss#that + proper photogrammetry would b really useful#personal stuff#i never had any illusions about where i would go with this degree#i never really thought nor planned to get into any large studios working on huge games#i don't hate where i am with my job and that we do really meaningful stuff is incredible#i just wish it felt like any of it was MY work :/#i feel so disconnected from what I make and it's hard for me to feel pride in it#i gotta settle this out this year or get started on a new career path#and just let this be a personal thing for personal projects#the imposter syndrome is real too#by all rights i am fairly knowledgeable about what i do and i can be pretty quick learning new pipelines and texturing methods#i just am fighting executive dysfunction all hours of the day#i feel like i get so little done so slowly compared to so many other people#i see other ppl's portfolios and I feel embarrassed that I'm not at their level#im a 'its never too late to learn' person but man it feels like i'll just never catch up in terms of skill and speed and consistent output#every time i try to reassure myself it just falls flat. they had mentors but not everybody had mentors and they're still better :/#i have adhd and i have a hard time self-starting. but a really large amount of creatives in all fields have adhd and they still do so well#every thing that makes it tougher is the same for so many other people and it feels so frustrating that im just having a hard time#overcoming what everyone else seems to have overcome just fine#anyway sry for the rambling#i miss loving games soo much and having so many ideas and wanting to l earn new things
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alittleemo · 6 months ago
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mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.
#lee’s bullshit#even being in [redacted] will not save you from the depths of November#trying to remind myself things are always changing and I can’t stop putting myself out there but I am tired.#what I am doing clearly is not enough in any respect and I am tired of feeling so worn to the bone all the time.#huge social miss today at the function. woke up late and ruined the schedule. couldn’t make a clear decision on dinner.#haven’t found a replacement roommate. haven’t finished my portfolio. haven’t applied to internships. haven’t finished my final project.#behind on everything and with every step I take I get pulled further and further backwards.#my roommate is graduating early and i feel like it’s my fault.#i shouldn’t blame myself for someone else’s bad behavior but im still beating myself up for being a cause for it.#my other roommate wants to move out to live on her own next year.#also blaming myself for that even tho its always on me to fix the mess of housing every damn semester#I’m just so tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough and even when I am that it just simply doesn’t matter.#saw one of my friends today but only for an hour. texting the group is like sending a blind pigeon out in a gale.#I know that things will get better but it’s just so hard . if someone genuinely asked how I was doing I could cry on the spot.#none of my friends are close enough anymore not at home not at school not in my family. there’s nowhere to go.#just tired. Going to go to bed soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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charmre · 4 months ago
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Been working on the Portfolio(tm) AGAIN and I have so much work to do AGAIN... and that'll be on top of having to git gud at doing solo presentations for my other class 🥴🥴🥴
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mayordeas-clone · 11 months ago
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just submitted an application for a collab project i have been WAITINGG to come across and participate in and now looking at my art and presented portfolio tbh my art looks like ass all of a sudden.
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windydrawallday · 1 year ago
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Tbh im in the mood to draw more tiny item-icon like artworks like those two i gifted to my buddy Floof.
I had one already in mind as a silly joke but i want to test little monster-animals too... i will need to do them in a canvas of 1000x1000 instead of 500x500 like these tho.
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lupismaris · 1 year ago
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Truly most infuriating aspect of being audhd in the workplace is interviewing someone who is clearly on various spectrums like you and being the only person who can tell and having no problems with them or their vibe and everyone else is like "wow get a load of this blowhard what a weirdo"
Like folks
I'm not gonna say it
But I'm very close
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lighteraryloredump · 1 year ago
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just a girl and her stuffed animal against the world -- a sneak peek at a visual development/prop design project I am working on at the moment!
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fairmerthefarmer · 1 day ago
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The problem with my ideas for my narnia portfolio project and fleshing things out is that I’m like “well I guess I need to go study fashion history, architecture and maybe a bit of cultural sociology! 😀”
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