#panic attact tw

[mint-ty]

It's been so interesting to see everyone's takes on Everybody's Waiting. So here's a bit personal post to add from myself too. (tw: personal post, panic attacks)

I have friends who struggle from ADHD or depression, or both, or something else. I've also been lucky not to suffer from serious mental issues and could manage myself quite well. But then, when I was living and working abroad, Covid hit and I got stuck in a single apartment, in a foreign country tiny town, working from home, with no way to travel to meet loved ones. There was a period of 5 months when the only living person I saw was a cashier at my nearby supermarket once a week. And although I'm fine by myself, it came to a point where it didn't matter if I shower or if I eat, because no one sees me anyway. I started having panic attacts so heavy that I was convinced I'm dying from a heart attack. Every single evening. Despite literally nothing happening in my life. I'm very nervous about disturbing someone, so I never called for ambulance, especially during peak covid period. Because others have it worse, right? I guess I just hoped that I'm not dead by the morning... I told this in messages to my friend and she got me her therapist's contact. Told to check with her before going to a hospital. The therapist said immediately that yep, that's what it is - panic attacks with a side dish of other related issues. Then I had therapy sessions every few days until finally after another 4 months I was feeling a bit better and could manage my still daily panic attacks. I had to do therapy for almost two years to actually feel better.

Now everything is okay and I haven't had panic attacks in a while. I'm not scared of them either. So Bojan's experience is very personal to me because sometimes it doesn't matter why, the ground slips from under your feet and there's only you and your flawed mind to make sense of what's happening. It also leaves a scar - even if it's healed, it's always there in the background - an event that had happened.

This experience also changed my character by 180 degees. The things that were important before, like making career, achieving goals, experiencing life, listening to others,- nothing really mattered anymore. I've stopped caring about so much, but also learned to take time to appreciate small things and everyday moments. I moved back home, changed my work, reconnected to people I missed (and distanced from people who made me feel worse), and just... enjoy what I have.

So yeah, I love JO and Everybody's Waiting immensily for voicing these experiences. Because when I first got those attacks almost 5 years ago, I had no clue what had hit me. Maybe if I had JO with me, I would have known much earlier. But I know they're there for the listeners who need them now

[happyspringsunflower3]

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[that-one-ts-artist]

intense, happy gay shaking

this is so cool

hey, don’t know if you’re still taking the prompts- but could ya do this one; “While someone’s crying”; with Romantic Prinxiety, (Roman and Virgil,) maybe Virgil crying? that sweet, sweet hurt/comfort, y’know?

Prompt List : 18/While someone’s crying

Pairing : Prinxiety

Warnings : Anxiety/Panic attack in beginning, Mention of dark sides and pre-accepting anxiety, please tell me if I missed any!

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Virgil’s shoulders shook violently as a silent sob ran through him. He curled further into his hoodie, arms wrapped protectively around himself. Memories of the Dark Sides ran through his mind; every berating word that ever came out of their lips. Out of even the Light Sides’ mouths. Just every cruel joke or nickname aimed towards him.

Virgil barely processed another person’s presence in his room. Could barely see through his tears. Somehow, a voice managed to break through and Virgil clung to it, gasping for air as more tears raked down his cheeks.

“Virgil, darling, please, try breathe with me. Inhale,” the person counted as they breathed in for four seconds. Virgil attempted to follow along with their instructions, as they continued through with the breathing exercise.

It took Virgil quite a few times before he had calmed down, his breathing still shaky. His tears had slowed down but they still fell, and now his nose felt stuffed and he felt like his throat was dry. He could see clearer now, and was greeted with a kind and worried smile.

“You okay now, V?” Virgil nodded. “So you want to talk about it?” A simple shake of the head. “Alright. Alright. I get it. Anything I can do for you?

Virgil swallowed thickly, giving a watery smile towards Roman. "Can we just cuddle? Please?”

Roman would be a fool to deny his Prince cuddles, and helped Virgil to his feet. As soon as they got onto Virgil’s bed, Roman pulled Virgil close, arms wrapped protectively around Virgil. Roman didn’t complain as Virgil just kept crying, he just made sure he didn’t enter another panic attack.

It was awhile before Virgil spoke up again. “Thank you, for helping me.” He mumbled, lifting his head off Roman’s chest. Roman smiled, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his forehead.

“Anything for you, Love. I don’t like seeing you unhappy, and Logan’s been helping me learn better on how to help with your attacks.”

Virgil nodded. “Good call.”

They shared a soft and quick kiss, before Virgil curled up into Roman’s embrace again. He seemed exhausted, and Roman couldn’t blame him. So Roman hummed quietly, watching as Virgil finally fell asleep.

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[carpedzem]

Re re: tw c!dream apologist. Can we not make it a norm that people get panic attacks over c!dream and c!dream apologists. Fiction should be kept fiction; its a medium to express ideas, even the most ridiculous and evil ones in a healthy way.

If those things give people panic attact then they should get professional help. Dsmp is a story. People dont get panic attacks when talking about other fictions villains, plot and trauma, and the same should be with dsmp. Its just not healthy. And im not trying to be insensitive and i get that those characters are more or less attached to the ccs that play them but that doesnt excuse it. Its in some ways similar (kinda) to parasocial issues and could be potentially harmful in the long run

(also these are just my thoughts you dont have to post it if you dont feel like it especially since your earlier post was just lighthearted! this is more just a response to what the anon said, also not to anon themselves but in general. have a great day!)

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[poiregourmande]

watching hunchback of notre dame for the first time and I'm legit having a panic attack at the scene where he's the king of fools and people throw tomatoes at him and tie him down the cruelty was too much to bear

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[ambersky0319]

Oof so glad you enjoyed!

hey, don’t know if you’re still taking the prompts- but could ya do this one; “While someone’s crying”; with Romantic Prinxiety, (Roman and Virgil,) maybe Virgil crying? that sweet, sweet hurt/comfort, y’know?

Prompt List : 18/While someone’s crying

Pairing : Prinxiety

Warnings : Anxiety/Panic attack in beginning, Mention of dark sides and pre-accepting anxiety, please tell me if I missed any!

————

Virgil’s shoulders shook violently as a silent sob ran through him. He curled further into his hoodie, arms wrapped protectively around himself. Memories of the Dark Sides ran through his mind; every berating word that ever came out of their lips. Out of even the Light Sides’ mouths. Just every cruel joke or nickname aimed towards him.

Virgil barely processed another person’s presence in his room. Could barely see through his tears. Somehow, a voice managed to break through and Virgil clung to it, gasping for air as more tears raked down his cheeks.

“Virgil, darling, please, try breathe with me. Inhale,” the person counted as they breathed in for four seconds. Virgil attempted to follow along with their instructions, as they continued through with the breathing exercise.

It took Virgil quite a few times before he had calmed down, his breathing still shaky. His tears had slowed down but they still fell, and now his nose felt stuffed and he felt like his throat was dry. He could see clearer now, and was greeted with a kind and worried smile.

“You okay now, V?” Virgil nodded. “So you want to talk about it?” A simple shake of the head. “Alright. Alright. I get it. Anything I can do for you?

Virgil swallowed thickly, giving a watery smile towards Roman. “Can we just cuddle? Please?”

Roman would be a fool to deny his Prince cuddles, and helped Virgil to his feet. As soon as they got onto Virgil’s bed, Roman pulled Virgil close, arms wrapped protectively around Virgil. Roman didn’t complain as Virgil just kept crying, he just made sure he didn’t enter another panic attack.

It was awhile before Virgil spoke up again. “Thank you, for helping me.” He mumbled, lifting his head off Roman’s chest. Roman smiled, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his forehead.

“Anything for you, Love. I don’t like seeing you unhappy, and Logan’s been helping me learn better on how to help with your attacks.”

Virgil nodded. “Good call.”

They shared a soft and quick kiss, before Virgil curled up into Roman’s embrace again. He seemed exhausted, and Roman couldn’t blame him. So Roman hummed quietly, watching as Virgil finally fell asleep.

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[ambersky0319]

hey, don’t know if you’re still taking the prompts- but could ya do this one; “While someone’s crying”; with Romantic Prinxiety, (Roman and Virgil,) maybe Virgil crying? that sweet, sweet hurt/comfort, y’know?

Prompt List : 18/While someone's crying

Pairing : Prinxiety

Warnings : Anxiety/Panic attack in beginning, Mention of dark sides and pre-accepting anxiety, please tell me if I missed any!

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Virgil's shoulders shook violently as a silent sob ran through him. He curled further into his hoodie, arms wrapped protectively around himself. Memories of the Dark Sides ran through his mind; every berating word that ever came out of their lips. Out of even the Light Sides' mouths. Just every cruel joke or nickname aimed towards him.

Virgil barely processed another person's presence in his room. Could barely see through his tears. Somehow, a voice managed to break through and Virgil clung to it, gasping for air as more tears raked down his cheeks.

"Virgil, darling, please, try breathe with me. Inhale," the person counted as they breathed in for four seconds. Virgil attempted to follow along with their instructions, as they continued through with the breathing exercise.

It took Virgil quite a few times before he had calmed down, his breathing still shaky. His tears had slowed down but they still fell, and now his nose felt stuffed and he felt like his throat was dry. He could see clearer now, and was greeted with a kind and worried smile.

"You okay now, V?" Virgil nodded. "So you want to talk about it?" A simple shake of the head. "Alright. Alright. I get it. Anything I can do for you?

Virgil swallowed thickly, giving a watery smile towards Roman. "Can we just cuddle? Please?"

Roman would be a fool to deny his Prince cuddles, and helped Virgil to his feet. As soon as they got onto Virgil's bed, Roman pulled Virgil close, arms wrapped protectively around Virgil. Roman didn't complain as Virgil just kept crying, he just made sure he didn't enter another panic attack.

It was awhile before Virgil spoke up again. "Thank you, for helping me." He mumbled, lifting his head off Roman's chest. Roman smiled, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his forehead.

"Anything for you, Love. I don't like seeing you unhappy, and Logan's been helping me learn better on how to help with your attacks."

Virgil nodded. "Good call."

They shared a soft and quick kiss, before Virgil curled up into Roman's embrace again. He seemed exhausted, and Roman couldn't blame him. So Roman hummed quietly, watching as Virgil finally fell asleep.

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[that-one-ts-artist]

!!! of course

hey, don’t know if you’re still taking the prompts- but could ya do this one; “While someone’s crying”; with Romantic Prinxiety, (Roman and Virgil,) maybe Virgil crying? that sweet, sweet hurt/comfort, y’know?

Prompt List : 18/While someone’s crying

Pairing : Prinxiety

Warnings : Anxiety/Panic attack in beginning, Mention of dark sides and pre-accepting anxiety, please tell me if I missed any!

————

Virgil’s shoulders shook violently as a silent sob ran through him. He curled further into his hoodie, arms wrapped protectively around himself. Memories of the Dark Sides ran through his mind; every berating word that ever came out of their lips. Out of even the Light Sides’ mouths. Just every cruel joke or nickname aimed towards him.

Virgil barely processed another person’s presence in his room. Could barely see through his tears. Somehow, a voice managed to break through and Virgil clung to it, gasping for air as more tears raked down his cheeks.

“Virgil, darling, please, try breathe with me. Inhale,” the person counted as they breathed in for four seconds. Virgil attempted to follow along with their instructions, as they continued through with the breathing exercise.

It took Virgil quite a few times before he had calmed down, his breathing still shaky. His tears had slowed down but they still fell, and now his nose felt stuffed and he felt like his throat was dry. He could see clearer now, and was greeted with a kind and worried smile.

“You okay now, V?” Virgil nodded. “So you want to talk about it?” A simple shake of the head. “Alright. Alright. I get it. Anything I can do for you?

Virgil swallowed thickly, giving a watery smile towards Roman. “Can we just cuddle? Please?”

Roman would be a fool to deny his Prince cuddles, and helped Virgil to his feet. As soon as they got onto Virgil’s bed, Roman pulled Virgil close, arms wrapped protectively around Virgil. Roman didn’t complain as Virgil just kept crying, he just made sure he didn’t enter another panic attack.

It was awhile before Virgil spoke up again. “Thank you, for helping me.” He mumbled, lifting his head off Roman’s chest. Roman smiled, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his forehead.

“Anything for you, Love. I don’t like seeing you unhappy, and Logan’s been helping me learn better on how to help with your attacks.”

Virgil nodded. “Good call.”

They shared a soft and quick kiss, before Virgil curled up into Roman’s embrace again. He seemed exhausted, and Roman couldn’t blame him. So Roman hummed quietly, watching as Virgil finally fell asleep.

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[ambersky0319]

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hey, don’t know if you’re still taking the prompts- but could ya do this one; “While someone’s crying”; with Romantic Prinxiety, (Roman and Virgil,) maybe Virgil crying? that sweet, sweet hurt/comfort, y’know?

Prompt List : 18/While someone’s crying

Pairing : Prinxiety

Warnings : Anxiety/Panic attack in beginning, Mention of dark sides and pre-accepting anxiety, please tell me if I missed any!

————

Virgil’s shoulders shook violently as a silent sob ran through him. He curled further into his hoodie, arms wrapped protectively around himself. Memories of the Dark Sides ran through his mind; every berating word that ever came out of their lips. Out of even the Light Sides’ mouths. Just every cruel joke or nickname aimed towards him.

Virgil barely processed another person’s presence in his room. Could barely see through his tears. Somehow, a voice managed to break through and Virgil clung to it, gasping for air as more tears raked down his cheeks.

“Virgil, darling, please, try breathe with me. Inhale,” the person counted as they breathed in for four seconds. Virgil attempted to follow along with their instructions, as they continued through with the breathing exercise.

It took Virgil quite a few times before he had calmed down, his breathing still shaky. His tears had slowed down but they still fell, and now his nose felt stuffed and he felt like his throat was dry. He could see clearer now, and was greeted with a kind and worried smile.

“You okay now, V?” Virgil nodded. “So you want to talk about it?” A simple shake of the head. “Alright. Alright. I get it. Anything I can do for you?

Virgil swallowed thickly, giving a watery smile towards Roman. “Can we just cuddle? Please?”

Roman would be a fool to deny his Prince cuddles, and helped Virgil to his feet. As soon as they got onto Virgil’s bed, Roman pulled Virgil close, arms wrapped protectively around Virgil. Roman didn’t complain as Virgil just kept crying, he just made sure he didn’t enter another panic attack.

It was awhile before Virgil spoke up again. “Thank you, for helping me.” He mumbled, lifting his head off Roman’s chest. Roman smiled, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his forehead.

“Anything for you, Love. I don’t like seeing you unhappy, and Logan’s been helping me learn better on how to help with your attacks.”

Virgil nodded. “Good call.”

They shared a soft and quick kiss, before Virgil curled up into Roman’s embrace again. He seemed exhausted, and Roman couldn’t blame him. So Roman hummed quietly, watching as Virgil finally fell asleep.

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[that-one-ts-artist]

💛💛💛

hey, don’t know if you’re still taking the prompts- but could ya do this one; “While someone’s crying”; with Romantic Prinxiety, (Roman and Virgil,) maybe Virgil crying? that sweet, sweet hurt/comfort, y’know?

Prompt List : 18/While someone’s crying

Pairing : Prinxiety

Warnings : Anxiety/Panic attack in beginning, Mention of dark sides and pre-accepting anxiety, please tell me if I missed any!

————

Virgil’s shoulders shook violently as a silent sob ran through him. He curled further into his hoodie, arms wrapped protectively around himself. Memories of the Dark Sides ran through his mind; every berating word that ever came out of their lips. Out of even the Light Sides’ mouths. Just every cruel joke or nickname aimed towards him.

Virgil barely processed another person’s presence in his room. Could barely see through his tears. Somehow, a voice managed to break through and Virgil clung to it, gasping for air as more tears raked down his cheeks.

“Virgil, darling, please, try breathe with me. Inhale,” the person counted as they breathed in for four seconds. Virgil attempted to follow along with their instructions, as they continued through with the breathing exercise.

It took Virgil quite a few times before he had calmed down, his breathing still shaky. His tears had slowed down but they still fell, and now his nose felt stuffed and he felt like his throat was dry. He could see clearer now, and was greeted with a kind and worried smile.

“You okay now, V?” Virgil nodded. “So you want to talk about it?” A simple shake of the head. “Alright. Alright. I get it. Anything I can do for you?

Virgil swallowed thickly, giving a watery smile towards Roman. “Can we just cuddle? Please?”

Roman would be a fool to deny his Prince cuddles, and helped Virgil to his feet. As soon as they got onto Virgil’s bed, Roman pulled Virgil close, arms wrapped protectively around Virgil. Roman didn’t complain as Virgil just kept crying, he just made sure he didn’t enter another panic attack.

It was awhile before Virgil spoke up again. “Thank you, for helping me.” He mumbled, lifting his head off Roman’s chest. Roman smiled, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his forehead.

“Anything for you, Love. I don’t like seeing you unhappy, and Logan’s been helping me learn better on how to help with your attacks.”

Virgil nodded. “Good call.”

They shared a soft and quick kiss, before Virgil curled up into Roman’s embrace again. He seemed exhausted, and Roman couldn’t blame him. So Roman hummed quietly, watching as Virgil finally fell asleep.

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