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[myriadxofxmuses]

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TAGGING: @homelander-rp-blog , @lunarruled , @patwrites , @pcrfectillusicn , @reevezs (Idk if anyone has w.i.p.s, but I like all your stuff here and was curious.)

(WORKING) TITLE? Tbh, I have no idea. on a title yet. But I have technically two w.i.p.s that I need to get going on.

GENRE? Thriller, pschological, smidge of horror, romance, crime/apocalypse, hopelessness, bio-sci-fi.

THEMES? self-acceptance, love, obsession, prison/captivity /solitude, survival, founf family, science

MOODBOARD / AESTHETIC?

FIRST LINE / LAST LINE / FAVORITE LINE? Don't have one yet. 😳

CURRENT WORD COUNT? 0 I only have the ideas rn. And lots of bulleted lists for each.

ANY INSPIRATIONS? I'm high-key obsessed with the psychology of serial killers. So that plays a big part in the first w.i.p. I have. And for the other, it is common knowledge that I would love for the shit to hit the fan so the apocalypse would start. I'm a fucking weirdo who adores that kind of life - even though I know for a fact there would be more struggle for a lot of convienient things currently. So, for that one, I have it starting with as a biological pandemic, wiping out a majority of the world's population.

PLAYLIST / THEME SONG(S)? These are songs that I listen to in order to get into the head space for trying to get things started.

For my apocalyptic one:

The End of the World

Eleanor Rigby

Lost it all

For the serial killer one:

You're the one that I want

Comfortably Numb

The Wolf in your Darkest Room

ANY TRIGGER WARNINGS? Murder, death, prison, sexism, violence, abuse, torture, disease, panic, loss, etc.

[xiphiaarts]

Do you have any headcanons for the UF brothers for your lovebuggs AU?

Barely 😔 I've been working so much my daydreaming is down the drain and it's draining me

Draining hehe

BUT HERES WHAT I DO HAVE

Fell paps would be demanding and worried as all hell for their bonded, doesn't like letting them go out without an escort hell probably doesn't even like them touching the ground and carries them all the time. He doesn't feel guilty for being violent as much as he would if he weren't sick, and you can tell he's about to be violent because he goes from loud and belligerent to eerily quiet the span of moments. Still can't help but keep his bonded at their best tho, regularly scheduled meals, workout regimens and grass touching appointments are nonnegotiable

He does not sleep, beloved around or not, he has to be awake to keep watch and protect them, so he's often exhausted, and this lack of sleep may result in him seeing things or becoming paranoid, worsening his protective nature. This can be fixed by begging and pleading with him to just take a quick nap, a short rest, he'll only agree if you sleep with him in his tangle of limbs or maybe even bound in a blanket burrito to keep you from escaping. He'll sleep for a good while to recharge his bones but if you wriggle a tiny bit too much he /will/ wake up.

Id say a good way to distract him for a while is to tell him the house feels dirty or something, he'll go on a cleaning spree, nest must be spotless but you only have about forty-five minutes of freedom before he comes breaking down your door again

Fell sans would probably be a little shit, moreso than usual. Maybe even a little hyperactive, his lovebugg feeding not only off of the bond between he and his beloved but the excess magic that wafts off of him due to stress, meaning he has plenty of energy to invade his bonded's space. Doesn't care if they doesn't want him following them around, not like they can protect themselves, not like they can stop em, he's trying to keep them safe in his own, mean, bullyish way. Even if he has to hide a few bodies or delete a few contacts in your phone he's doing what's best for a weak lil thing like you

Fells general lack of self expression and the distance he keeps from others would also be changed, he'd be ontop of his bonded, constantly, cuddles kisses hugs or he gets an attitude and makes it their problem, missing belongings, grumbling in the corner until he gets what he wants, questionably harmless pranks, the whole mile.

He behaves when given the affection he craves so much tho, perfectly harmless to their beloved when his parasite is well fed and at peace, besides the occasional nip he gives them for the sake of his cuteness aggression, hes no danger to his bonded, just those around them, his distrust of every other living thing in their vicinity could prove an issue. It can come off as jealousy but it's much more akin to food guarding

A good way to distract him for a while would probably be to just hold him until he falls asleep, he'll be out like a light, but when he wakes up and realizes his bonded gone he may have some choice words for them (some whines and questions of if you even love him 😔)

God I love these guys I need to DRAW THEM THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING

[wastheheart]

Noticing & Being Noticed

@sheiismother (evelyn) asked: "How did you find me?" (thank you!)

They aren't exactly the first words Esme is expecting to hear, especially when she's been teetering on the edge of a breakdown since the moment she left her family. Esme's arm falls to her side, knuckles having just lightly knocked against the door.

There is an eventual exhale, one that reminds Esme that Evelyn is quite literally the last option available to them— to Bella.

"I saw you online... my family and I, we're in a... unique situation. I could have sent a message or an email, I could have even phoned, but the urgency and importance of it all had be come in person, I truly don't mean to intrude."

She fiddles nervously with the buttons on her coat, anxiety stuck in her throat similarly to how it burns when thirsty.

"Will you help me?"

[laurelwinchester]

Was The Winchesters designed to be a miniseries? I haven’t watched the show yet but from the reactions I’m seeing this finale felt very wrapped-up-in-a-bow, almost like Swan Song?

it wasn't designed to be a miniseries but the fate of all the cw shows is extremely uncertain right now so they had to cover their bases. i believe it was robbie thompson who said that they wanted to leave them in a place that would work as an end, but that they had many more stories to tell.

[imxthexhandler]

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[OOC]

@patwrites: You’re crazy, but I love you, dude. Thank you for always being so kind and patient with me and going along with any crazy idea I come up with. Love writing with you and reading your other threads! Have a fabulous week!

And yeah, yeah, you know the routine by now: Tagging the first ten on my dash that I haven’t already tagged today!

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@beautifulxfun; @heirstothedragon; @valdefontaine; @quiveringdeer; @thunderbringer; @lovelostdelinquent; @razorfst; @maggicktouched; @thebadtimewolf; and @wcrriorhearts.

[nageill]

Ephiny is wonderful and deserves all the great things!

@patwrites: Nope.

But I love you, darling. 💙 Thank you.

[lunarruled]

🏆 This is the Amazing Person Award 🏆 ✨💛 Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside and out 💛

Ooc: this does not compute! Ahh thank you so much my friend, always <3

[mywilliingheart]

GREETINGS!!

Rebooted blog. Multifandom multimuse. You may call me Pat or Lex. Muse bios to be rewritten. Blog is a WIP. Please have patience. Sideblog to patwrites. Rules, muses, & verses under the cut. Promo

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This is a welcoming space for all. Any form of bigotry will not be tolerated.

I’ve been burnt out once before, so in order to be kind to myself going forward please be aware this blog will be slow… at least for the foreseeable future.

11 years of rp experience. Prefers small text but will adapt to your needs. Happy to do so. I don’t write with animated FCs.

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[withinkandquill]

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favorite color(s): lavender purple, sage green, burgundy

favorite flavor(s): sweet, cheesy, berry flavors

favorite music: music with a lot of meaning, indie folk, sweet acoustic love songs

favorite movie(s): I don’t watch a lot of TV/movies but I’ve watched Inkheart, The Light Between Oceans, and Top Gun: Maverick multiple times.

favorite series: Again, don’t watch a lot of TV but Firefly, The Witcher, and SpyxFamily probably.

last song: My Love by Matt Haughey and Marianne Beaulieu

last series: Percy Jackson and the Olympians

last movie: I don’t even know. 😅

currently reading: Scarlet and Gilded, both by Marissa Meyer and The Cruel Prince by Holly Black. Seems like a lot but I have a buddy read with my sister, an independent read, and an audio book to listen to while I crochet.

currently watching: Percy Jackson and the Olympians

currently working on: crocheting the dolls I still owe from Christmas so I can work on making the Rampion crew next. :)

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[wandofwillow]

~What Does Your Blood Taste Like?~

strawberry milkshake

your blood tastes like a strawberry milkshake, the sweet blend of ice cream, milk, and strawberries. prominent flavors: sugar, fruit, and a pleasant cold.

Tagging: @dukeoftheblackstar, @storminmywake, @thornstocutyouwith, @patwrites, @oddinarymaxident, & @rosenundraben

[sunnydaleherald]

The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Monday, September 25 - Tuesday, September 26 Part II

[Fandom Discussions]

Checkpoint - Buffy Leaving Joyce and Dawn with Spike by [personal profile] itsnotmymind

I just want to know what Scott Hope said to that gift shop owner that made them sell him a fucking Claddagh ring to give to Buffy. by buffy-targaryen

From the script for “Beauty and the Beasts.” by oveliagirlhaditright

Every open grave you see in Buffy is only a couple feet deep. by aphony-cree

I was just thinking about how fun an x files / buffy crossover would be. by cryptidfrog

I think I kind of love the idea that Giles and Ethan both went to public school. by coraniaid

What gets me so much about Oz too is that the victim blaming he endures i and II by suncaptor

I will die on the hill of Spike being inherently better than Angel. by annairaleigh

Ya know, with all the changes to diagnosing and recognizing signs of autism by annairaleigh

I’m not saying that Scott Hope was right to spread the rumor that Buffy was a lesbian, but consider by coraniaid

Something that Homecoming almost seems to forget by coraniaid

the many reasons I have for hating that Tara was killed off by marilyn-not-monroe

Moms in Media- Jessica Harris from BtVS by marilyn-not-monroe

I love angel season 5 but jesus CHRIST why wasn’t lilah there instead of eve. by thepunkmuppet

the novelization of “A New Man” via “The Journals of Rupert Giles” by oveliagirlhaditright

The truly fucked up thing about the Scoobies bringing Buffy back to life by bluestarsandclouds

I’m on a bit of an Anya-centric mentality spiral today by girl4music, gh-0-stcup

Sad news: as far as I can tell, the glorious and comprehensive fanfiction website MZP-tv has been scrubbed from the internet. by patwrites

Discussion of 1.12 "Expecting" by Multiple Authors

What is the Buffymobile ? by ILLYRIAN

Taake reads old Buffy books by taake

"voice like an albatross" - willow on veruca, haha by ThumbPianoMom

Season 2 could've lead to so much in Season 3 by ck-kd-king

Who are some minor characters you would have liked to see join the scoobies? by _thebelljar_

Something I’ve noticed about how I watch Buffy on my umpteenth rewatch- by mikechumpchange

What moments from the show get you particularly in the feels? by mikechumpchange

Such an underrated line by miracalli

Anya and killing people by snowblind2022

Willow and The First by Eve-23H

Would the Scoobies have been a big help against Wolfram and Hart? by Night-Caelum

What are a Slayer's actual powers? by ShadowdogProd

Has anyone been to see this? How does it compare to Buffy Revamped? by SlabAngel

What are the best BTVS quotes for an online dating profile? by Buffy_GIFs

Does anyone think the “making Xander gay instead of Willow” possibility would have actually worked by cre8ivemind

Audible series by tinecuileog

Podcasts by 1630_revellodrive

What Fictional Universe Would You Merge With Buffy? by Prometheus321

Rewatching S7: are the scythe and the amulet just lazy plot devices? by RafRide

Ripper has entered the chat. by 11whatsnewpussycats

Watching Season 7 Storyteller by hauntedminion

Season 6 Spike by AuntyEl

ISO a certain fanfic by not_another_mom

Any hidden gem reactors you would recommend? by gilick

Vampire Vamp Face by simplyteesa

Conversations with Dead People by JumpingJBeans

Anyone know how to find screen accurate garments from Buffy? by kattandthat

Buffy tarot card deck guide pdf? by EddIsWhite

Major quibble with the end of Season 5 by MoreGull

Just finished Buffy for the first time and the ending was… by Redsniper2001

Was Harmony's love of unicorns an in-joke? by Tuxedo_Mark

Personal ranking of the seasons by TheGingerTS

So glad they dropped this vamp face effect after the first episode of Angel by KimF29

Angel by Shmectacular

Favourite Angel story arcs and characters? by Mark-Izatt

Season 6 by Jesus166

Popular lines you're not a fan of? by Opening_Knowledge868

Would Buffy get a reboot? by Zealousideal_Sun_665

“No, you don’t. But thank you for saying it.” by hauntedminion

Angel’s guilt by ItsNotTV

Is Angel worth watching? by insomniac1994

Did Spike want to apologize? Spoilers. by Inoutngone

Was Spike meant to be in Angel Season 5? by winrise098

Dropped/ unresolved plot lines you wish to see more of by grkpektis

Watched the show for the first time ever! My thought.... by Kaurelle

"No burning up!" - Harmony by aggie113

What would the Watcher’s Council have done if it wasn’t for Willow? by crepelabouche

Would The Mayor be as memorable and iconic as he is today if it wasn't for his relationship with Faith? by jdpm1991

Please tell me why you hate Angel by MixPurple3897

Whedon Overrated? by JimmysTheBestCop

Again, I’m new here and I’m feeling like I missed something. At what point did Buffy fall for Angel? by New-Consequence-8820

How long before it is explained in Buffy why Wesley is no longer a watcher like Giles? by New-Consequence-8820

Graduation episode - isn't the premise of the show kinda lost if...? by SafiraAshai

Dracula & St Vigeous by DifficultRice7075

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[goddesscfdeath]

What Is Your Primary Feeling In Longing?

Heavy

In longing, you feel heavy. Your desire feels like a burden you've been carrying for too long. Your heart is a large weight in your chest, so heavy it brings down your shoulders and puts a bend in your back. You feel like if you were thrown into water, the weight of it would drag you straight to the bottom. It's as if no matter what you do, you just can't shake it or let it go. When you let yourself feel it, it's almost suffocating, you're drowning in desire, quietly. You unfocus your eyes and breathe out until the stream of air thins, a pang in your chest follows. The next breath is a sigh. You've been so patient, you feel you deserve *something*. Your yearning pulls and pulls at you but you've tried everything, nothing left to do but wait. Once you've accepted this, you push the thoughts away, but the weight is still there. Sometimes you convince yourself you don't even want what you desire anymore, you just want the weight lifted. But something says don't give up. You're too deep in love. Be strong my dear, stay determined.

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[xiphiaarts]

Good evening Mortals (or morning, as its well past midnight) i just finished re-reading a biography i wrote for Fell sans for an Undertale rp server im in, and i liked it so much i figure id post it here for you lot to marvel at, I hope you enjoy! And get some sleep, as much as you try to be youre not owls Underfell belongs to @/underfell (no dip)

Sans remembers a time when monster kind fought to escape their claustrophobic prison, when His father hoped to science monster kind out of the underground and the residents of the underground looked after each other as their own kin; all they had to combat the despair that made itself at home under the mountain. He remembers his fathers desperate attempts at clawing his way to freedom;with all of the monster race on his back, he remembers trying to lighten the load of his fathers responsibility by splitting it with him. Becoming an assistant to the royal scientist early in his life the gifted sans had a front row seat to the descent of wingdings’ madness. 

But he can't remember when things got so bad, when the underground lost trust in gaster’s methods; When monsters lost trust in their own kind and friends became foe. Perhaps it was after the first human fell, When Asgore welcomed them with open arms and the royal family gained a new member. It's only expected of monsters to blame the humans who trapped them in the first place for the downfall of their society, it's what the king would have them believe.

But what child as meek and kind souled as Chara Could turn neighbors and loved ones against each other? What child as considerate as Chara could be responsible for the hatred and distrust that transformed the underground from a bearable prison into a hellish deathtrap?  When the whispers of the death of the dear adopted human reached the royal subjects of the Dreemur family and news of the untimely demise of the beloved prince:Asriel followed, no monster blamed them for the world they’d left behind, 

A world where any one who pointed a finger at a newly divorced king was locked away, or simply disappeared, The slowly maddening doctor and the queen of the underground rumored to be victims of Asgore's new methods of ruling, Methods brutal enough to cost a disobedient subject their Sanity, or better yet, Their soul. 

Sans tries not to remember the palpable hopelessness that poured from his soul the day he stood before a haggard looking Asgore, tries to forget how time slowed down as he reached out his fluffy yet menacing claw and settled it on his suddenly leadlined skull. If sans had any breath to begin with it would have been chased out of him by the horror of what the weight of Asgore's greasy ruthless paw meant. 

He can't forget the shout in his ear canal, muffled by the fearful buzzing that had made itself known in Fells skull as he’d accepted his fate as fresh dust for the king's somehow flourishing buttercups to feed on. The memory repeats in his mind like a dvd scratched to hell..while the rest of his memories are choppy, or missing entirely, The force from being shoved backwards, The familiar firm voice of his impossibly brave little brother. The dread in Sans's soul when he realized his brother had dared argue with the newly homicidal king still sits heavy at the bottom of his culmination.

He now laughs at the confusion that then mingled with his fear, offput by the pleasant surprise in what he can hear of the kings voice, first chiding his brother for such foolish courage, then praising him for it in the same breath, offering his younger sibling a deal that sans could only try to warn his brother against. The continuation of his existence, for papyrus’ allegiance to the guard. To the King. 

Papyrus agrees before sans can find the words to protest. But of course, it's never that simple with gore. His iron fist couldn't leave Papyrus’s brazen retaliation unpunished, so he swiftly marred his brother's sins into his skull with the points of his dark claws.

He still hears the screech of claw against bone, His brothers pained sound hitting a similar pitch as he was used as a scratching post for an oversized tyrant. His soul still flares up with the same anger that engulfed him as Gores' claw wretched itself from Papyrus’s face. He still wears the sweat from shutting off when his brother snaps at him for such an attempt at insubordination. Especially when the damage was already done. The blood was already spilled, the change already made and irreversible, even if Sans risked his fragile life failing to teach the unhinged ruler a pointless lesson.

He can't shake the shame that clung to him as he followed his brother out of the throne room. He's ever heavy from the embarrassment of making his brother save his life; of making his brother join that lunatics ranks; Of letting his brother become a grimm mural of what bravery could get you in a kingdom like Asgores. 

Days since then have been a blur of red and black, of gold and green, days that slur together into the same one again and again, wake up, do the bare minimum, watch his back, watch his brothers back, get home alive, fight off nightmares, rinse and repeat. It's not so different than it was before when sans thinks about it. The passage of time that meant nothing but the approach of death. Not a matter of if but when, when someone would do to sans what he’d brought himself to do to so many other monsters. 

When his dreams of finding his brother the victim of someone like himself become a bitter and painfully tangible reality. 

Such thoughts never get a chance to escape the trap that was Sans's tired mind, locked behind an apathetically amused facade and a high wall he put between himself and others. In his effort to hide himself from the world, he managed to build a barrier that locked out even his only family, Family that resiliently tried still to scale his walls. But Sans would never come out from his protective fortress, his smile and tired sockets are all the former friends filling the fallen underground get to see. 

 But there is one stranger who doesn't see him. A mysterious voice behind the long forgotten ruin doors that laugh at his jokes and tell ones just as awful as his. A stranger that tells him their vague secrets and their inexplicit fears. Perhaps it's because they don't know the husk of a monster they spoke to on the other side, because Sans was convinced they'd never have a face to judge, only a tired voice. Maybe for these reasons Sans felt he could do the same.

But every now and again he dreams a human hobbles its way beyond the ruins doors, a wilted flower in their company..and once sans makes his way back to the suddenly foreboding doors, his customary Knocks are ignored; Or rather answered by the empty silence of a soul no longer present. 

[rootsandflcwers]

@patwrites said: Happy Mother’s Day to Roxane!!

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Thank you!! 💕

[laurelwinchester]

Mother’s Day question: what is your favorite thing about Laurel as a mom?

well see my main experience with laurel as a mom has been htlgi so..... 😬

[if-not-now-tell-me-when]

Thank you for tagging me @itsfreakingbats 💛💛💛

Relationship status: single

Song stuck in my head: If Not Now by Carrie Newcomer

Last song I listened to: Siuil A Run by Seo Linn

Three favorite foods: curry tofu, French toast, and pho

Last thing I googled: Vermont childcare bill veto

Dream trip: a trip to Ireland!

Anything I want right now: higher wages 🤣

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