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jinkoh · 2 years
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kino/hyunggu x gn!reader
“Still, I can't believe you didn't even tell us. No use crying over spilled milk but you'll have to tell us all about how it happened, y/n. I mean you hated his guts.” Just when you realized that Hyunggu and you hadn't agreed on a backstory yet, a voice sounded from behind you. “Hate is such a strong word, don’t you think?”
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summary: for reasons you can't quite understand you end up fake dating the one guy you absolutely can't stand—and even more perplexing: you also end up falling in love with him
word count: 19,5k Tags: fake dating, rivals (?) to lovers, college au, hurt/comfort, a little smut (minors dni); Warnings: alcohol consumption
a/n: actually this story was first inspired by prompt 27 from this post: the way you said "I love you"—A taunt, with one eyebrow raised and a grin bubbling at your lips. And then it accidentally became almost 20k and the original prompt isn't even all that present anymore. Anyway I hope you enjoy~
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Everyone loved Hyunggu. He was kind and charming and beautiful and helpful and whichever other amazing traits could be attributed to a person. Anyone would attest to how perfect he was
—and you couldn’t for the life of you understand why. Even your friends genuinely liked him and, what irked you even more, couldn’t grasp why you didn’t. If anything, they thought your constant bickering was amusing.
To your demise you weren’t only sharing the same major, no, you were also together on the student council. There was really no escaping him.
It wasn’t like you were a negative person by nature. But something about Hyunggu just rubbed you the wrong way, you felt annoyed by his mere presence.
Maybe you were just a bit more sensitive�� these days, but considering that you only just went through a pretty ugly break up with your boyfriend it was only natural.
So, when you went to the atelier between two of your classes in hopes of getting some peace and quiet while working on your final assignment,  you weren’t exactly pleased to see someone else already there and even less pleased that it was Hyunggu.
He looked up when you walked in, only just stepping out from behind one of the art supply racks, his hair slightly ruffled.
You couldn’t suppress a sigh at his sight, but he just grinned.
“Nice to see you too, y/n.”
Just when you thought you couldn’t have been more annoyed at the situation, a girl stumbled out from behind the shelf, hastily readjusting her clothes. When her eyes met yours she laughed awkwardly, before scurrying past you out of the room.
After the girl had closed the door behind her you threw an annoyed glance at Hyunggu.
“Seriously? In the atelier?”
He just shrugged, getting back to his easel.
You couldn’t believe this. You didn’t care if he wanted to sleep around or whatever. It was none of your business and it also wasn’t a secret that he liked to have hookups with girls or guys or anything outside and in between—no strings attached of course. But did it have to be in the atelier? This space was for working, for drawing. It was supposed to be a safe space. Couldn’t he have gone elsewhere if he was feeling horny?
"I don't care what you do with your free time but can you at least try to keep it in your pants while in the atelier?"
He didn’t even look at you, his eyes trained on the painting in front of him as he picked up his brush again.
“Calm down, y/n. It’s not like we actually had sex here.”
“Calm down? Some people try to work here, Hyunggu.”
“You're just bitter because you're not getting any. Not anymore at least.”
Ouch. You didn’t want to admit it, but he’d hit you right where it hurt. A part of you wanted to murder him, another part wanted to cry.
But as if you could ever let that happen, as if you could ever cry in front of him. That’d feel like losing and if there was one thing you hated more than you hated him it was the feeling of losing.
So you just rolled your eyes at him while sitting down in front of your own work.
"Very funny, Hyunggu."
He threw you a shit-eating grin. “I know.”
You thought the conversation was over, but apparently Hyunggu didn’t agree.
“I can't help it, y/n,” he said casually as his brush moved over the canvas. “They just can't keep their hands off me.”
You started wondering if maybe you could get away with murder.
“Yeah,” you scoffed. “You poor soul. Must be so hard to be born this pretty.”
“Thanks.” He sighed dramatically. “It really is.”
You felt so frustrated with him, your hand started clenching around your brush. But you tried to contain your anger and calm your breathing.
"Maybe you should just start dating someone for real if you're struggling this much. Would surely help your case.”
The moment you spotted the smug grin on Hyunggu’s lips, you regretted your words.
“Sure. Are you volunteering, Buttercup?”
You gagged at his words. “I’ll pass, thanks.”
“Hm.” He shrugged and turned back to his painting. “Your loss. Others would have died for this opportunity. But suit yourself.”
“Yeah, right,” you mumbled, trying to steer your focus back on working too.
You mostly worked in silence after that. From time to time you could hear Hyunggu humming so softly, you didn’t even notice at first and when you did you were surprised to find that it didn’t bother you. In a way it was nice to have a little background noise while focusing on your painting.
Since you still had another class, you had to pack  up your stuff eventually to leave. While you cleaned out your brushes, your gaze briefly wandered to Hyunggu. He was completely engrossed in his work, not even noticing you at all. It was like he was a completely different person.  There was nothing of his obnoxious teasing and his arrogance. His whole aura changed when he focused on his painting—it almost made you want to respect him. Maybe you did, a little, at least this side of him.
You didn’t say goodbye when you left, both to not interrupt him and to avoid another spiteful conversation. But when you opened the door you heard a mumbled “See you,” from his direction.
“Sure,” you replied, not even bothering to look back.
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A few days later, you found yourself at a house party from one of your fellow student council members. It was the first time you went out after the break up so you’d been somewhat looking forward to this.
But now you were standing in some  corner, clutching onto the drink in your hand, your eyes glued to your ex making out with some girl on the couch. They were so invested in shoving their tongues down each other's throats they didn't even notice you staring at them.
Someone else seemingly noticed though because you were suddenly pulled out of your trance by a familiar voice.
“Wow,” he said with a dramatic sigh. “That hurts. I thought we were going to get married. Guess making out in the art room doesn't mean anything anymore these days.”
Your head snapped around to find Hyunggu standing next to you, an impish grin on his face.
When you looked back to the couch then, you recognized the girl on the couch as Hyunggu’s hook up from the other day.
“Truly tragic. You must be heartbroken,” you retorted.
“Hm. Not as much as you.” His voice almost sounded genuine and when your eyes met his you thought something like concern flashing through them.
It was gone within a split second though. “Bet you regret not taking me up on my offer now, huh?”
You rolled your eyes before downing the rest of your drink. “Gotta go, get a refill.”
“You know, if you'd asked me I would have gotten one for you.”
“I don't need you for that.”
You started walking towards the kitchen to finally get rid of him, but he jogged up next to you.
“No need to be so cold, Buttercup.”
“I'm not in the mood for your jokes, Hyunggu.”
He came to a stop in front of you, blocking your way with his body. When he looked at you, there was something dark in his eyes. If you didn't know better you'd think he was trying to seduce you.
“Who says I'm joking?” He leaned in a little. “I wouldn't mind giving this a go, just say the word.”
To your own horror, you really felt your heart skipping a beat but you quickly shook yourself out of it. You couldn't get involved with him and his games just because you were heartbroken and a little tipsy.
“Dream on,” you scoffed, pushing past him to the kitchen.
You tried to stay clear of both Hyunggu and your ex-boyfriend for the rest of the evening but it wasn't that easy since the location wasn't exactly a big place. Still, you could at least ignore them. You deserved to have a good time and there was no reason why you would have to be the one to leave. You did nothing wrong. You didn't cheat or break up nor did you make out with some girl in the art room.
But when you went back to the kitchen once more to get you another drink, you caught your ex, completely occupied by that girl from before who was sitting on the kitchen counter, her legs wrapped around his waist.
You wanted to gag and cry and punch him in the throat.
Good for her though, you supposed, since she really seemed to be getting her needs met these days.
When you sat down your cup on the counter with a little more fervor than necessary, your ex unglued himself from the girl’s lips to look at you. 
“Oh,” he laughed awkwardly. “y/n.”
You threw him a forced smile and a nod, before you turned back to your drink. There was no reason to make conversation with him. You could be out of this kitchen within seconds.
Your eyes searched the counter, trying to find a bottle of liquor that wasn't empty in all the mess
“I think this one is good,” the girl suddenly said and handed you a bottle with a smile. You knew it wasn't her fault, lord, she probably didn't even know you were his ex. But at that moment you really wanted to punch her. For existing, for making out with him, for being nice to you.
Of course you didn’t go through with that. You weren’t that childish nor were you going to give your ex-boyfriend the chance to tell people you were hysterical or a bitch. God forbid they end up sympathizing with him even though he was the asshole who cheated.
“Thank you.” You took the bottle from her and started mixing your drink, trying to leave as soon as possible.
Sadly, your ex decided he wasn't done yet. 
“I'm so sorry if this is awkward for you. I didn't know you'd be here.”
What a dumb excuse. He knew well that you’d be here, you were in the student council after all and pretty close with a bunch of the people here while he was… just kinda there. Still, you weren’t going to make a scene.
“Yeah sure, no problem,” you curtly replied.
“I hope this isn't too hard on you. I don't wanna hurt your feelings.”
You felt yourself getting angrier. Funny that he was suddenly caring about your feelings now. You wondered where that empathy had been when he hooked up with someone else the night while still in a relationship with you.
You put on your best fake smile.
“Why would I be hurt?”
“You don't have to pretend to be strong, y/n. It's okay.”
Your fingers clutched around the bottle of soda you’d picked up, trying hard to contain your anger and not empty the liquid over his head. 
Just then, someone stepped into the room. Of course it had to be Hyunggu. For once you almost felt grateful for his presence. Anything was better than dealing with your ex just a second longer.
“What's up?" Hyunggu asked casually but his expression made it clear that he knew very well he interrupted a tense conversation.
“Ah,” your ex looked uncomfortable. “Hyunggu.”
The girl felt uncomfortable too, if the way she averted her gaze was anything to go by.
“So, what did I miss?” Hyunggu asked, stepping closer to you to reach for one of the bottles on the counter.
Your ex laughed. “Nothing big really, we were just talking about how hard it must be on y/n to see me here with my new girlfriend.”
Hyunggu raised an eyebrow at that last word and the girl seemed to get even smaller. He didn't comment on it though, instead he looked at you questioningly.
“Is that so?”
You wanted to disappear.  This was so humiliating.
How could your ex dare to say shit like this, especially in front of other people, in front of Hyunggu?
When you didn't say anything, he asked again. “Are you having a hard time?”
There was concern in his eyes again, but this time you also thought there was something else. An offer. Or maybe a challenge?
Whatever it was, you decided to take him up on it.
Of course you hated Hyunggu with your entire being. But if it meant to escape getting humiliated by your ex any further, maybe it would be okay to take part in one of Hyunggu’s games.
“Why would I be having a hard time? You're here with me after all.”
Surprise flashed through Hyunggu’s face, but it quickly got replaced by a smug grin.
“That's good, love.” He wrapped his hand around your waist and pulled you a little closer to leave a kiss on the crown of your hair. “Let's go back?”
“Sure.”
Hyunggu threw a last glance at your ex and his girl who both seemed equally confused.
“Was good seeing you guys. Truly a lovely couple,” he said before guiding both of you out of the kitchen.
You hated to admit it but seeing your ex's reaction made all of this worth it. The confusion and the humiliation on his  face were the best things you'd experienced in a while.
Nevertheless, you didn't really think it was necessary to stay in Hyunggu's arm now that you were out of sight.
“Thanks, you can let go now.”
“Aww, Buttercup, I'm hurt.” He pouted at you but it was clear he wasn't actually offended. He dramatically clutched at his chest. “I feel so used.”
“Shouldn't have offered then.”
He chuckled at your quick comeback. “You don't know what you're missing out on.”
“I'd rather keep it that way.” You shot him an emotionless smile before making your way back to your friends.
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The following week you went back to the atelier to continue the work on your assignment only to find Hyunggu there once more. It only made sense that he’d use the room too—after all he had an assignment to finish. But it was really just your luck that he always chose the same times as you.
With a sigh you stepped inside.
“Is anyone hiding behind the shelves fixing their clothes or are you actually alone right now?” You took a cautious look around the room as if you were expecting someone to jump out from somewhere.
“Who do you take me for?” He grinned. “I would never cheat on you, Buttercup.”
“You're so funny, Hyunggu.”
“Right back at you.”
Since it seemed he really was alone you sat down at your easel and took out your equipment. Just when you wanted to continue your painting, Hyunggu interrupted you.
“Reminds me, do you know what you'll do about the gala yet?"
“What's that supposed to mean?” You asked with a glare. Of course your piece didn’t look exactly finished yet, but you also had another week before you’d present it at the gala and you were confident about making it in time. And even if you didn’t finish your assignment—it wasn’t any of his business.
He shrugged. “Well, your ex will be there too and he now thinks we're dating, so…”
Oh.
You felt the heat rush to your face.
You completely misunderstood him.
“So… what are you asking?” 
“I'm asking how you want to handle it. Are we dating? Are we not dating?”
For a moment you stayed silent, considering your options. Of course you didn’t want your ex to know that you lied or to think that you’d already broken up again. But it was just a gala to present your final assignments. It’s not like you were supposed to come there with a date.
If anything, everyone would mostly stick close to their own works anyway, answering questions if the professor or other guests had any. So it wouldn't really matter right?
You shook your head. “Thanks, but I think no one would notice anyway.” You focused back on your painting. “Last time was really a one time thing.”
You could practically hear the grin in his voice when he replied “Usually that's my line.”
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The night before the gala, you went to the location to set up your work. Your class had a loose time frame for the drop off, but by the time you arrived most people had already been there, the gallery decked out in paintings and sculptures. It wasn’t really surprising—you’d cut it pretty close and literally did your last brush strokes just this morning, giving them the day to dry before you transported it.
One of your professor's assistants was waiting at the entrance asking for your name and class number so she could tell you the number of the space where your painting was supposed to go.
When you reached the place there was already a painting up on the wall next to it. It looked very familiar. It was Hyunggu’s.
From an artist's perspective you could understand why your paintings would be set up next to each other—it made an intriguing combination in terms of style and arrangement.
But the prospect of having to spend the whole evening next to him? Torture.
You were carefully unwrapping your painting, when you heard steps behind you. You turned around to see your ex standing there giving you a dirty look.
“Can't believe you,” he hissed his gaze wandering between you and Hyunggu’s painting.
“Excuse me?”
“I was going to do the sensible thing and ask if me bringing my girlfriend along tomorrow would bother you. But here you are, having your work literally next to your new guy's painting. Can't bear to be apart for one evening, huh?”
You stared at him in disbelief. “What the fuck are you even saying? I'm not the one who made the room plan. And even if, what are you so pissed about?!”
“Am I not allowed to be angry when my ex who pretended to be all hurt about the break up moes on this quickly and then has to shove it right into my face?”
“Are you serious right now? You were the one who kept making out with your girlfriend at a party you knew very well I would be attending so what even is your point?!”
He just shook his head as if you were too stupid to understand.
“I just didn't take you to be such a slut, y/n, that's all.”
With that he left you behind, not giving you another chance to retaliate.
You clenched your fists. The anger bubbling in your stomach was so overpowering you almost wanted to go around the gallery to search for his piece and destroy it.
Honestly, he would have deserved that.
But you were going to pull yourself together (only partly because of the surveillance cameras in the gallery).
You still felt angry on your way home. But there was also a realization slowly sinking in: You might have to come back to Hyunggu’s offer after all.
You just knew your ex would have an eagle eye on you as much as he could, and with Hyunggu's painting right next to yours it would probably be noticeable if you didn't keep up the pretense.
So despite the feeling of absolute disgust that took over you at the mere thought of asking Hyunggu about this again after declining his offer so confidently, you decided it had to be done. If only to tick off your ass of an ex boyfriend.
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The next day, you got to the location a few hours before it started, to help prepare and set everything up. Your professor gave some last instructions, since it was  the first event of this type for most of the students. After that you helped with some last minute preparations, like relocating some standing and carrying some boxes with sparkling wine inside.
You kept looking for an opportunity to catch Hyunggu alone in between and you finally took your chance when you spotted him fixing the angle of his painting. You looked around before stepping closer and clearing your throat to catch his attention.
He turned around to you and immediately had a smug smile on his lips.
“Y/n.”
You really didn’t want to do this.
“Uh, yeah, hi. Can I talk to you for a second?”
He raised an eyebrow but nodded and the two of you stepped outside. On the way out you briefly crossed paths with your ex who threw the two of you a glare but you tried to ignore him. Hyunggu didn’t seem particularly bothered either.
When you finally stepped through one of the small back entrances, no one else in sight, he smiled looking intrigued. “So, what's up, Buttercup?”
“Can we be serious for like one second?”
“I'm always serious when it's about you, y/n.”
You rolled your eyes but decided not to further spur him on by replying to his the stupid comment.
“So the thing is,” you started reluctantly.
“The thing is?”
You could tell from Hyunggu’s smug expression that he wouldn’t make this easy for you, but it wasn’t like you had much of a choice.
"doesyourofferstillstand?" you begrudgingly pressed out, swallowing all your pride. 
"Eh?" He cocked his head. "My offer?"
It cost you all your strength not to punch him in his dumb pretty face. But you pulled yourself together. You needed him alive.
“Stop  pretending, Hyunggu. you know exactly what i'm talking about.”
“So where does the sudden change of mind come from?”
“Let's just say the situation changed a little.”
“How so?”
You didn’t exactly want to tell him all about yesterday's conversation but you also knew he wouldn’t give it a rest if you didn't give him at least some kind of reason.
“I had a little argument with my ex yesterday,” you briefly summarized.
He nodded slowly as if he was contemplating something.
“Hmmm, I can see why that would change things for you.”
A sly grin appeared on his lips as he stepped just a little closer to you. You felt your heart skip a beat in your chest at the sudden proximity. Without saying anything his gaze just lingered on your for a moment, wandering from your eyes to your lips and back up.
“But you know, Buttercup,” he said after a while. “You should have just said yes when I first offered.”
You frowned.
Of course you had known this conversation would be uncomfortable and that he'd be smug and sassy. But there had been no doubt in your mind that he would easily agree. Yet, now he was rejecting you?
“What do you mean?”
“Well, I guess you could call it a time-limited offer? Would have done it for free, but now you lost your chance.” 
He looked at you with fake pity. 
“What?” you asked, dumbfounded. You didn't know what else to say.
“Sometimes it's better not to hesitate, y/n. Maybe take it as advice for the future.”
You shook your head. “You're kidding right?”
“Why would I be kidding?”
“You were so keen on this before and now you're saying no?”
He shrugged. “What would I get out of this?”
“So that's what this is about? You want something in return?”
“I mean if you don't want to…” He let his eyes wander into the distance, a meaningful expression on his face.
You sighed. “What do you want, Hyunggu?”
A sly grin formed on his lips and it made your stomach burn with frustration. “I knew you'd come around.”
“Just tell me what you want already, Hyunggu.”
“A favor.”
You had a bad feeling about this.
“A favor?”
He nodded “Exactly.”
“What kind of favor?”
“I'll let you know when I need it.”
“You expect me to say yes to this without knowing what you're going to ask for?”
He shrugged nonchalantly. “I'm not expecting anything. I'm just telling you my price.”
You took a deep breath. You hated this. There was no way you’d say yes to something like this. How stupid did he take you for?
Just when you were about to tell him to forget it all, you heard the backdoor behind you open.
Your ex was standing there, eyeing the both of you with pure disgust.
“Sorry to interrupt the two of you,” he snarled, not sounding sorry at all. “If you're done flirting maybe you want to come back inside and actually help like the rest of us?”
You swallowed looking back at Hyunggu who cocked his head in a question, as if to ask what your decision was going to be.
Your jaw tensed up. You couldn’t let him expose you now in front of your ex.
“Fine,” you mouthed at him.
“Perfect.” Hyunggu leaned in closer, his lips briefly brushing over your forehead, before he pulled back again to look at you.
“I love you.”
The way he said it was taunting, one eyebrow raised and a grin on his lips. It was so obvious that there wasn’t the tiniest bit of sincerity in his words, but your ex didn’t seem to notice, judging from the scoff he let out.
Hyunggu didn't give either of you a chance to say anything, moving past you to step back inside from where your ex was still glaring at you.
When you didn't follow along, Hyunggu turned around again. “Aren’t you coming, Buttercup?"
You went back inside to help with the rest of the preparations, though honestly, there wasn’t much to do anymore, confirming your hunch that your ex mainly came outside to interrupt you and Hyunggu.
Still, you somehow managed to keep yourself busy with this and that until the event started, barely seeing either Hyunggu or your ex. During the gala itself Hyunggu of course was close by, his painting being next to yours and all, but the guests kept you busy so there wasn't that much room for conversation or any fake dating activities.
In the late evening, after the gala ended, you felt tired and exhausted but you were also filled with bubbling happiness. More people than you’d expected had shown interest in your work and you thought you also did a decent job presenting it, so you couldn’t help the feeling of pride welling up inside of you.
Still full of adrenaline, you turned to Hyunggu who was taking a sip from a water bottle, looking pretty tired himself.
"Tonight was amazing, wasn't it?" You asked excitedly, forgetting for a moment that you were supposed to hate his guts.
You got ready to be ridiculed by him, you could almost hear his voice taunting you for getting so childishly happy about something like this. But instead he broke into a wide smile too, little creases forming in the corners of his eyes.
"Yeah," he agreed. "I loved it too"
It caught you off guard. He looked so genuinely happy, no trace of his usual sneer or smugness.
You couldn't remember seeing him like this before but you suddenly understood why everyone seemed to like him so much.
You swallowed, quickly averting your eyes. Instead of him, you focused your attention on your painting, reaching out to carefully take it off the wall.
"That's good," you mumbled, hoping Hyunggu didn't notice the heat you felt rising up to your cheeks.
Maybe it was because of the size of the painting or maybe you were just too fidgety but somehow getting it down was way harder than it’d been to put it up. You were just considering asking someone from the gallery to help you with it when you felt someone step behind you.
"Let me help you," Hyunggu said, standing so close to you that you noticed the scent of his perfume. It smelled like freshly cut flowers. It didn't exactly fit the image of him you'd painted in your head, but maybe you didn't know him as well as you thought you did.
"It's fine," you stuttered out, trying to put a little distance between the two of you.
"Just let me help, y/n," he insisted and you could hear the smile in his voice. "It can be a little tricky." 
Hyunggu reached out his hands to your painting, his fingers brushing yours when he did. He easily removed the painting from the hook it was attached to and gently set it down. 
You felt your heart beating so hard in your chest, you worried that he could hear the sound of it.
"There we go."
"Thanks," you mumbled.
"Always, Buttercup."
The nickname made you look up to meet his gaze, before your eyes wandered past him to your ex who was glaring at you from a few meters away.
Of course. 
All of this had just been part of your little pretense because your ex had been watching. You’d simply been too unattentive to notice.
You suddenly felt stupid for getting all nervous and shy when Hyunggu was just playing his role—a role you’d asked him to play yourself.
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“We need to set up some boundaries,” you stated later that night, when the two of you were alone, making your way to the bus stop.
“Boundaries?” 
“Yeah. You know, rules and stuff.”
“So you want to keep this up longer then?” He grinned. “Can't get enough of me now that you've had a taste?”
You suppressed a gag. “Get off your high horse, Hyunggu. It's just that we can't suddenly stop now, I'm sure he will keep an eye on us at college too and since the others also sorta noticed now…”
Hyunggu chuckled. “Got it. We'll play lovebirds a little longer. I don't mind.” You didn't like the expression on his face but decided to ignore it.
“So, as I said, we need boundaries.”
“What did you have in mind, Buttercup?”
“That’s the first one. Don't call me that.”
“Why not? It suits you.”
“We're alone Hyunggu, there's no need to put on an act. Which is the first rule. When we're alone we're back to normal. No flirting.”
Hyunggu raised an eyebrow. “But aren't I always flirting with you? Isn't that our normal?”
“Rule number 2,” you moved on, not acknowledging his nonsense. “No others. I can't have another boyfriend cheating on me, even if it's just a fake.”
“I already told you I wouldn't cheat on you. Anything else?”
“I'm the one who breaks up.”
“Sure.”
You looked at him in surprise. You hadn't expected him to agree to that so easily, knowing all too well that Hyunggu could be prideful.
“You don't mind?”
“I think your ego needs that more than mine right now. Besides,” a cocky grin appeared on his lips, “I bet you won't want to break up anyway.”
“Dream on.”
“So, is that all?”
“Uh,” you considered for a moment. “I think so?”
“What about other kinds of boundaries?”
You looked at him questioningly. “What do you mean?”
“You know,” he stopped walking, his hand grabbing yours to make you stop as well. He pulled you closer until there was barely any space left between you. 
“Things like this,” he whispered. “Is this fine?”
You swallowed, suddenly feeling way too hot despite the cool evening breeze. “I guess so?” Your voice was thin and it sounded more like a question.
“Mhm,” he hummed, his face coming just a bit closer still. “What about other things?”
“For example?”
His eyes wandered to your lips. “Is it okay to kiss you?”
Your brain short circuited. Clearly, the answer should be No. But how could you say no when he was looking at you like that?
“If,” you started, your voice trembling with nerves. “If the situation absolutely requires it…”
“Hm?” He urged you to go on, his gaze not leaving your lips.
“Then I suppose it's okay…”
He didn't say anything for a moment. His face was close enough for you to feel his breath against your lips and you were almost convinced he was going to lean in and close the gap. If you were honest with yourself maybe you wanted him to.
But then he pulled back, one corner of his mouth pulled up to a crooked grin.
“Alright,” he said, letting go of your hand as if nothing had happened. “I can work with that.”
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Things didn't change as much as you thought they would—mostly because Hyunggu and you barely shared classes and you tended to keep to yourself a lot in school anyway.
Though when you had lunch with Shinwon and Hui the following week they of course mentioned it to you, playfully offended that you hadn't told them sooner.
“It was just really new and we weren't really sure where things were going,” you lied half heartedly.
Shinwon sighed dramatically. “Still, I can't believe you didn't even tell us. No use crying over spilled milk but you'll have to tell us all about how it happened, y/n. I mean you hated his guts.”
Just when you realized that Hyunggu and you hadn't agreed on a backstory yet, a voice sounded from behind you.
“Hate is such a strong word, don’t you think?”
Hyunggu really had a talent for showing up out of nowhere. He set the tray with his food onto the table and sat down next to you.
“I think rather than hatred, it was a bit of anxiety. Admitting your own feelings can be pretty scary.”
 He smiled. You wanted to punch him.
“But thankfully we managed to talk things out,” Hyunggu squeezed your hand on the table. “Isn't that right, Buttercup?”
Your friends grinned at the nickname. You tried your best to look bashful instead of utterly humiliated and angry.
“Sure,” you replied, pulling your hand out of his grasp.
“No need to be so shy in front of our friends.”
You ignored him, focusing back on your food instead.
“So, since y/n isn't telling us, you'll tell us right? How the two of you got together?”
You felt Hyunggu's gaze wandering over to you, but you didn't look up. You were already feeling uncomfortable enough as it was.
“I think that's a story for another time,” Hyunggu replied in his usual charming tone. 
Relief washed over you. You really weren't in the mood to make up some lovey dovey back story, nor did you want to give Hyunggu the power to make something up by himself.
For a moment you wondered if he wasn't saying anything to be considerate. But you quickly pushed the thought aside—this was Hyunggu after all.
Thankfully your friends let it rest after that and you got back to chatting about this and that until Shinwon interrupted the ongoing conversation with a sudden Oh! as if he'd just remembered something.
“Since you're on the student council too, you’re also signed up for the weekend getaway in a few weeks, right, Hyunggu?”
“Ah, yeah, I'm going.”
“Perfect,” Shinwon continued, excitedly clapping his hands. “Changgu said we had a problem with splitting the rooms since we got some rooms with double beds—but since you're dating now you can just share right?”
You choked on the bite of food you'd just taken, coughing helplessly until Hyunggu started to gently pat your back.
This wasn't good.
You'd been sure you would already be broken up by the time the trip rolled around. But how could you say no to this without exposing this all as a fake relationship? Then again, your ex wasn't even going to be on the trip so why would you have to keep pretending there? But did you really want to tell all your friends that you were pathetic enough to fake a relationship in order to get back at your ex?
While your thoughts kept circling, Hyunggu seemed just as helpless. It wasn't often you got to see him being unsure and if the situation had been any different you surely would have found great joy in it.
“Uhm,” he finally started, throwing you a questioning glance. “I don't really—”
“Sure!” You cut him off. “No problem at all!”
You felt his surprised gaze on you but you kept your eyes focused on your friends who nodded happily.
“Perfect, I'll send a message to Changgu then!”
Soon after, your friends excused themselves to go to classes, leaving you and Hyunggu alone.
“No problem at all, eh?” He turned to you with a raised  eyebrow as soon as they were out of earshot.
“I mean—,” you stuttered. “What was I supposed to say?!”
He shrugged. “I don't know. I'm sure you could have come up with some kinda excuse.” The corners of his lips turned up into a mischievous smile. “If you really wanted to, that is. But I guess I'm just impossible to resist.”
With a roll of your eyes, you grabbed your tray and stood up to leave. Hyunggu quickly picked up his tray as well, jogging up next to you. 
“Can't believe you're trying to leave me behind, Buttercup.” He playfully nudged you in the side. 
“I already told you to stop calling me that.”
“And I already told you it suits you.”
“You're insufferable, Hyunggu.”
“That's what you like about me.”
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Things weren't very eventful after that. Hyunggu was teasing you every chance he got (as he always did) and played your sweet, sweet boyfriend whenever other people were around. Somehow you got used to it so quickly, you almost started to miss his constant commentary when you were by yourself. 
Not that you would ever tell him that.
From time to time, you caught yourself blushing or your heart skipping a beat and it honestly worried you. You knew that all of this was fake. He didn't mean it when he called you his or said that he'd missed you. And his nickname for you, too, was just part of this little game.
You knew this and yet sometimes you forgot.
Even if it was fake, even if there were no feelings involved, his hand felt warm against your skin and his voice sounded like home when he called you by that stupid little nickname.
Maybe you could finally understand the fall of icarus now, because against your better knowledge you still wanted to get a little closer, you still wanted to hold his hand and his heart, knowing full well that you'd get burnt.
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The weekend before the student council retreat, Hyunggu texted you to accompany him to a party. You told him that you didn't want to go. He knew you weren't usually a party person anyway, but he somehow managed to convince you, saying it would make things more believable and probably also get your ex riled up more since you'd barely gone to parties with him.
So, on Saturday evening you got yourself dressed up and waited for Hyunggu to pick you up. When he spotted you coming out of the house his face lit up, little creases forming in the corners of his eyes the way they always did when he genuinely smiled. You hated that it made your heart race.
"You're looking pretty tonight," he said, opening the door of his car for you.
In an attempt to hide your nerves you just scoffed at him, while getting into the car. “Thanks.”
Hyunggu didn't take it personally though, closing the door and then going back to the driver's seat, a light swing in his step. He seemed to be in a really good mood and you couldn't decide whether you liked or hated it.
You didn't really talk on the way to the party. Instead, he had some music on and softly sang along from time to time. It surprised you—both that he was comfortable singing in front of you as well as the realization that he was a good singer. There were so many things you didn’t know about him yet and it was terrible, really. Because with every new thing you learned, he got more charming, as if you weren't already having a hard enough time keeping up your antipathy.
Once you reached the party you were once more reminded that not only everyone knew Hyunggu but that everyone also genuinely liked him. Before you knew it he was swept away and you were left to your own devices. You shouldn't have felt hurt about it but somehow you still did.
Wasn't he the one who persuaded you to come in the first place? Even if this was fake, the least he could do was to not leave you alone the second you arrived.
Feeling a little lost, you sat down in some corner unsure what to do with yourself, when someone sat next to you.
“You good?” Changgu looked at you, a worried frown on his face.
“Uh, yeah, totally good, really.”
He didn't seem to believe you but still nodded. “You know that you can come talk to me if something is up, right?”
“Thank you, Changgu.”
“Mhm,” he hummed in reply before nipping on his drink. “To be honest it really surprised me to hear that you're dating Hyunggu now. I always thought you hated him.” He wasn't looking at you, instead his eyes were fixed on some people in the opposite corner of the room.
When you followed his gaze you spotted Hyunggu talking animatedly with some guy you hadn't seen before, maybe from a different faculty or college altogether.
You watched him for a moment. The other guy must have said something funny because Hyunggu started laughing, his hand wiping at the corners of his eyes. You knew it was too loud in the room for you to actually hear his laughter, but the sound of it still rang in your ears.
“Yeah,” you replied without averting your gaze. “I thought so too.”
That drew a small chuckle from Changgu before he bumped your shoulders together playfully. “You really got it bad, huh?”
“What?” You tore your eyes away from Hyunggu to look at Changgu instead.
“You don't?”
You couldn't really agree to that nor could you decline, so you just shrugged.
“I hope you didn't misunderstand me. You make a good couple,"” Changgu eventually added. “It's just surprising is all.”
“I don't know about that.”
“About making a good couple? Why? What's up?”
“I'm just not sure if we could work longtime. It's like we have an expiration date,” you replied and it was just a little too close to the truth.
“Hmm,” he sounded thoughtful. “I'm sure you'll figure things out.”
“Yeah. Thanks, Changgu.” 
Somehow you wanted the conversation to end, even if it was just to run away from your own feelings. You excused yourself and went to the kitchen to get yourself a drink.
It was ironic; the mere act of mixing yourself a drink in someone else's kitchen was exactly what got you into this whole mess. It somehow felt so long ago now, even though you knew it had only been a few weeks.
This time there was no ex boyfriend making out with a girl on the kitchen counter. Instead a bunch of people you'd never seen before were sitting at the table playing some kind of drinking game.
When a girl at the table caught you looking over she gave you a smile and asked if you wanted to join. You threw a brief glance through the kitchen door to see Hyunggu still immersed in conversation, so you agreed and sat down next to her. You didn't need Hyunggu to have a fun evening anyway. You could just make new friends if he didn't want to bother spending time with you.
You played a few rounds of a game that you didn't exactly grasp the rules of which also explained why you'd gotten tipsy so quickly. After another lost round you were about to drink again, when your shot glass was snatched right out of your hand.
“Hey!” you complained, tipping your head back in an attempt to catch a glimpse of the thief.
It was Hyunggu. Of course it was.
“I think you might have had enough for tonight,” he suggested, holding the glass out of your reach.
“Shut up,” you babbled. “Don't pretend like you suddenly care about me.”
“Don't say that. You know I care about you.” 
A crease appeared between his eyebrows and he looked... worried? Apologetic? Hurt? You weren't sure.
And it didn't matter either, this wasn't real. 
“Liar.”
He sighed. “I think we should drive home. Let me get your things, Buttercup.”
“Don't wanna.”
“Please?”
Reluctantly and not without a big pout on your face you gave in. “Fine.”
He told you to wait there while he left to gather your things. The girl next to you eyed you with a raised eyebrow. 
“Didn't know you were here with Hyunggu," she said once he had left. "Are you dating?”
You shrugged but she didn't seem to mind the unclear answer nor did she seem surprised.
“Buttercup, huh?” she shook her head. “Classic Hyunggu. You know, he used to call me that too.”
You weren't sure why her words hurt you so much, but they stung like a knife.
You should have known better.
But some dumb naive part of you had always felt a little special when he called you that. Because you’d thought it was a nickname he’d made up just for you.
But of course not.
It was just some dumb name he recycled from past love affairs.
You should have known better.
“You ready to go?” Hyunggu's voice pulled you out of your thoughts. 
When you turned he was standing there with a smile, holding out your bag and jacket for you. Without a word you grabbed your things and walked towards the door. You were still silent when you sat in the parking lot, waiting for him to start the car.
He reached out for the key but then halted, lowering his hand again.
“Are you angry with me?”
“No,” you replied curtly. “Why would I be?”
“Is it about leaving? Did you want to stay that much?” A crease appears between his brows. "I'm sorry."
“I told you I'm not angry.”
“But something is clearly wrong, y/n.” He sighed, running his hands through his slightly tousled hair. “Look, I know I wasn't being the best date tonight.”
“Fake date,” you corrected.
His frown just grew, and for a second you thought there was something like disappointment on his face.
“Yeah, right, fake date.” He repeated your words. “Still, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you all alone tonight.”
“I wasn't alone. I spoke with Changgu and uh-" You tried recalling the girl's name, or any of the people you played with, but you couldn't remember. Or maybe you never knew in the first place.
“I wasn't alone,” you emphasized again.
It was clear that Hyunggu didn't really know what to say. “I mean, that's good then?” It sounded unsure, like a question.
“Yeah. Can we drive home now?”
He hesitated still, his gaze lingering on you a little longer as if he wanted to say more. But then he reached for the key and started the car.
The ride home felt suffocating. He didn't turn on music he could hum along to and you didn't speak either. Both of you just kept your gaze fixed on the road until his car stopped in front of your house.
“There we are.”
“Yeah.” 
“Sorry again for tonight, y/n. I didn't mean for the evening to go like this.”
“It's whatever.” You unbuckled your seatbelt and left the car without even looking at him again.
You made your way to your doorstep and even without turning around you knew Hyunggu was still there. Only when you opened the door and disappeared inside did he start his car again to drive home himself.
He texted you later that night, telling you that he got home and that you should get a good rest.
You didn't reply.
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You still hadn’t replied by the week after and you went out of your way to avoid him, disappearing immediately after the classes you had with him to avoid conversation.
Of course you knew that you weren't being fair to him.
You had no right to be angry or hurt about something that you'd known from the start, something you had specifically asked for.
And yet you felt all kinds of angry and hurt.
Maybe there'd been some truth to Hyunggu's words when he'd said you never hated him in the first place. Maybe you'd really just been scared. How unfair though, that you were the only one feeling this way, while he got to move on from this as if it was nothing.
Avoiding Hyunggu had worked out so well,  you'd gotten careless by Thursday. You'd taken your sweet time packing up after one of your classes, only leaving the room after everyone was long gone already.
When you got out, Hyunggu was waiting next to the door, immediately coming over as soon as he spotted you. He walked next to you through the hallway, not a lot of distance between the two of you.
“Don't think ignoring me will get you out of owing me that favor.” He winked, but it was clear he wasn't feeling as relaxed as he tried to make it look. 
“Sure, don't worry, you get your favor. What do you want?”
He frowned at your cold reply.
“I haven't made up my mind yet. But I think rather than that we need to talk.”
“Then talk.”
He stopped walking and when you turned around to him he almost looked angry. You'd never seen him angry before. Annoyed, sure. Disparaging too. But angry? Hyunggu wasn't the type to get angry. He was the type who kept calm, who always had the upper hand.
Somehow you didn't know how to handle him looking at you like that, so you quickly averted your gaze.
“You're being unfair, y/n.”
I know, you wanted to say but you kept quiet.
“You wanted this. You specifically came to me and asked me to help you out.” He took a small step towards you, but not enough to feel intimidating.
When you glanced up his features had softened a little. “Don't I at least deserve an explanation when you suddenly treat me like this?”
He was right. But what were you supposed to say? I don't like that our fake dating is, you know, fake?
When you stayed silent he sighed. “And what am I supposed to tell the others? That we broke up? That we didn't? How am I supposed to behave?”
Objectively speaking, it was a valid thing to wonder about. It was only natural that he'd ask this. After all, contrary to you, he was around people often and couldn't exactly avoid conversations.
But somehow your brain and your heart didn't really connect that well, at least not today.
“So that's what it's about, huh? You're worried about what to tell the others? Well, I don't care, Hyunggu, just tell them whatever the fuck you want to.”
“Come on, Buttercup, you know that's not what I meant.”
Hearing him call you by that name made you feel sick to your stomach. All you could think of was that girl and who knows how many others that he'd given the same nickname to.
“I told you to stop calling me that!” You almost yelled now, not exactly the volume appropriate for the hallways of a university building but you couldn't bring yourself to care.
With tears in your eyes you stomped off, leaving Hyunggu behind in his confusion.
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When your alarm woke you up on Friday you felt miserable. For all the same reasons as the day before but also for a bunch of new ones.
After sleeping about it and giving yourself the time to calm down a bit and think the situation over, it became blatantly clear that an apology was due.
You'd known from the start that you hadn't been fair to Hyunggu, but you really took it a little too far yesterday. It was vexing that he didn't even know what you were angry about. But how could he? It wasn't his fault you caught feelings and got your hopes up for nothing.
Another reason for your miserable mood though was that your phone reminded you that the student council retreat started today.
The retreat that Hyunggu would attend as well.
The one where you were supposed to share a room.
You wanted to stay home and just skip out on this. But you also felt that not going would just make things worse between Hyunggu and you and it would also put him in the uncomfortable position of having to explain in front of the others.
So despite everything, you forced yourself out of bed and started packing your things.
All of the student council members had agreed to meet up near college beforehand and drive together from there so that you could share cars instead of everyone driving by themselves. Since you'd put off packing till the last minute,  you were already short on time and to top it off your bus was delayed too. It really wasn't your day.
You texted Shinwon about it, letting him know that you'd be running late and he told you not to worry,  someone would wait for you.
When you arrived at the parking lot you immediately recognized his car.
Really, you should have expected this outcome.
Hyunggu was leaning against his car lifting his hand in a small wave when he saw you walking over.
You remembered the way he'd smiled when he picked you up for the party and it made your heart ache that he wasn't smiling at you now.
“Hey,” he said once you reached him, his lips pressed to a thin line.
“Hey.” 
You looked around the parking lot and also glanced into his car to see if someone else was there. There wasn't.
“Sorry, it’s just me,” Hyunggu said, reaching out his hand to take your bag from you and put it into the back of his car.
You weren't sure what he was apologizing for, especially since clearly, you were the one who should be doing that.
After he put your stuff away he went around to the driver seat.
“Should we get going?”
The drive was silent again and you couldn't help missing the sound of his voice humming along to his music. Or any sound really.  You kept fidgeting with your hands, well aware that you should fix this, but it somehow felt so intimidating to speak up.
“You're making me nervous,” Hyunggu eventually said with a small glance at your hands.
“Sorry.”
You laid your hands flat onto your thighs, but you only made it so long before you started fidgeting again.
“Can you uhm- can we maybe listen to some music?” You eventually asked, hoping to at least get rid of the silence. Maybe it'd be easier to speak up once it wasn't so quiet anymore?
“Sure, you can put something on. My phone should be connected to the speakers.”
He vaguely gestured towards the center console where his phone was laying. You just stared at it helplessly, unsure if he was expecting you to just take it?
“8310.”
“Huh?”
“My code.” For a second you thought you saw a small smile on his lips.
“Ah, right.”
You picked up his phone still feeling as if you were intruding despite having his permission to do so.
You just put one of his playlists on shuffle since you hadn't anything specific in mind that you wanted to listen to and also didn’t want to search through his phone. Melodic jazz started sounding from the speakers and it helped you relax a little.
“Uhm,” you started again after a while. “I'm sorry about yesterday.”
“Hm,” He just hummed in reply, his gaze fixed on the road ahead.
“I was out of line.”
“You were.”
You anxiously bit on your lower lip, unsure what else to say. You'd hoped he'd make  things a little easier for you once you decided to apologize, but you knew you couldn't expect that from him.
“Are you going to tell me what was going on with you now?” He asked after a while.
“I was just—I think I'm just not cut out for this whole fake dating thing.”
It wasn't a lie, just not the whole truth.
“So, are we breaking up?”
You shrugged. “Maybe it's for the best? Thank you though, for playing along.”
“Mhm-hm.” He stopped the car at a red light, using the moment to look over at you. “What do you want to do about this weekend then?”
If only you knew.
Even if you broke up now, it would only make things complicated and uncomfortable for everyone else on the trip, not to mention the problem with the room.
“Maybe we can just... pretend a little longer? And end this on Monday?”
He nodded, looking away from you to focus back on the street when the traffic light turned green again. 
“Whatever you're comfortable with, B–” he cut himself off before repeating his sentence once more. “Whatever you're comfortable with.”
The rest of the drive wasn't exactly comfortable, but at least some of the tension between the two of you had eased. From time to time, Hyunggu was humming along to the songs again too, almost as if he didn't notice he was doing it himself.
Once you reached the lodging, Hyunggu was back to his usual self, meeting the others with a grin.
“The lovebirds finally arrived,” Changgu dramatically greeted both of you, as he and some others got out to help you carry the luggage and supplies. “Took you long enough.”
“We just wanted some privacy,” Hyunggu replied with a wink.
It shouldn't surprise you how good Hyunggu was at slipping in and out of roles, putting up a front as if you hadn't just broken up in the car. Then again, you supposed it probably wasn't as emotionally taxing on him as it was on you.
You weren't sure if you should be hurt about his easy acting or if you should be grateful since he prevented things from getting awkward. With mixed feelings you trudged behind the others into the house, carrying some food supplies for the weekend inside.
The student council was a pretty wild mix of people and you usually felt a little overwhelmed with how loud and chaotic it could get, but today you felt pretty grateful about it.
Everyone was in a good mood, and a bunch of them had already started drinking too so no one noticed that you and Hyunggu kept some distance between the two of you.
Hyunggu managed to make a quick witted comment whenever the conversation touched on your relationship, keeping up the pretense without actually touching or flirting with you.
Between setting things up, cooking and playing some games, the evening rolled around quicker than expected.
You'd mostly stuck to Hongseok, helping him prepare dinner and then doing dishes together with him and Wooseok after dinner.
When you went back to the living room afterwards everyone was chatting and playing games and no one noticed that you sat down far from Hyunggu who was immersed in a conversation with Hui.
Drinking, playing games and listening to everyone's rambles let you forget a bit of the tension from today, and Shinwon even managed to draw the one or the other laugh out of you with his weird jokes.
Just when he'd said something stupid again that made you almost tear up from laughing, you caught Hyunggu looking at you from the other side of the table. 
He smiled fondly, and you quickly averted your gaze, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. You hoped that the blush on your cheeks went unnoticed or at least would be blamed on the alcohol and not your emotional chaos.
After a few more rounds of drinks you found yourself getting both very tipsy and very tired, unable to keep yourself from yawning.
When you could barely keep your eyes open, Hongseok carefully nudged you in the side.
“Y/n? Do you maybe wanna go to bed?”
Your gaze instinctively wandered to Hyunggu who was immersed in conversation, before you shook your head. 
“No, no, I'm still awake,” you mumbled but it didn't sound very convincing.
Hongseok chuckled. “You don't have to force yourself just because your boyfriend is still up, you know that, right?”
Changgu overheard your conversation, asking if you were tired and wanted to sleep loudly enough for everyone to hear.
You felt a little helpless. You hadn't talked with Hyunggu about the sleeping situation again and weren't really sure how to behave. But it was true that you felt unbearably tired and now with everyone reassuring you that it was okay to sleep and some of them saying that they'd head to sleep too, you couldn't really say no.
“Just rest, y/n, it's fine. I'll come up later,” Hyunggu said with a reassuring smile.
“Okay.”
You made your way to the room Hyunggu and you  were supposed to share, quickly got yourself bed ready and slipped under the covers.
Maybe you should have been nervous about the fact that Hyunggu was going to come up later, but you were too drunk and tired to really care.
You must have fallen asleep quickly, because the next thing you knew was that you woke up from a noise in the room. Blinking your eyes, you tried to adjust to the darkness of the room. You weren't sure how much time had passed since you went upstairs, but it was quiet in the house now, except for Hyunggu rustling with his bag.
“It's me,” he whispered when he noticed you were awake. “Just keep sleeping.”
Your eyes kept closing, despite your best attempt to stay awake, and when you opened them again he was gone, probably getting bed ready in the bathroom.
He didn't come back though.
When you woke up early the next morning, you were alone, no trace of Hyunggu ever having been there, except for his open bag on the floor.
You crawled out of bed,  slipping into a hoodie before quietly making your way down the stairs to the open living room. It was quiet, everyone else probably still asleep after the long night.
You got yourself a glass of water from the kitchen when you heard a soft groaning noise from the couch. You walked over to take a look just to find Hyunggu sleeping there under a thin woolen blanket, quietly sighing in his sleep.
You felt guilty for making him sleep there and briefly wondered if maybe you should have stayed home after all, if only for his sake.
As if he'd noticed your staring, he scrunched up his face before blinking his eyes open.
“Y/n,” he mumbled, his voice still thick with sleep.
“Did you sleep here?” You whispered, worried about waking anyone else in the house.
He closed his eyes again for a moment. “Mhm.” 
“Why?”
“What, were you lonely?” A small grin tugged at his lips. 
Honestly you felt a little caught but you tried not to let on. “If anything I should have been the one sleeping on the couch.”
“I wasn't going to throw a sleeping person out of their bed. Who do you take me for, y/n?” He sat up, his hair looking tousled and sticking up a little. 
“But this really took a toll on my poor back,” he sighed dramatically while stretching his arms behind his back.
“I'm sorry.”
A mischievous grin appeared on his face. “Well, if you're that sorry, how about making coffee for everyone? I might be willing to call it even then.”
The way he teased you reminded you of the way things were before the whole fake dating thing went downhill and it made you feel a little relieved, as if you could go back to normal eventually.
The others soon woke up as well and you ate breakfast with everyone before splitting up into smaller groups to get some student council work done, the excuse for taking this trip in the first place.
After working for a while, it was decided that some people should already start making lunch. You volunteered again, but were sent to go to the supermarket instead. Apparently Hui and Changgu had underestimated the amount of food (and even more importantly drinks) you'd need for the weekend.
“Take Hyunggu along since he has a car,” Changgu suggested and you couldn't really find an excuse not to.
You weren't sure if you even wanted to come up with one.
“Good to know our friends are supportive of us getting some alone time, huh?” Hyunggu shook his head in amusement as the two of you went over to his car.
“Sorry that you have to come along.”
“No, not at all. I don't think any of them would be capable of choosing good wine and—,” he playfully eyed you up, “no offense, but I don't trust you with that either.”
You couldn't help but chuckle. “Fair point.”
You got everything from the list as well as a few things on top that you simply were in the mood for—the privilege of being the ones getting the groceries, Hyunggu reasoned.
On your way back to the house you mostly looked out the window, until you suddenly realized that the road didn't look familiar at all.
Just when you wanted to say something, Hyunggu turned right, driving  onto a lot.
“What are you doing?”
He hummed while he easily pulled into a parking spot. “I'm sure they won't mind if we come back just a little later.”
“What are you doing?” You asked again, but he ignored you.
He got out of the car, walking around to your side and opening your door for you.
“Just thought we could use some fresh air.”
You shook your head in disbelief but got out anyway.  When you looked around you realized you were in the parking lot of some kind of botanical garden.
Hyunggu got something out of the back of his car before locking up behind him and walking towards the entrance.
“You coming?” He grinned, holding out a can of coffee to you that you hadn't noticed he'd slipped into the shopping cart.
“You're insufferable,” you said but took the can from him.
He grinned, opening his own can with a plop and raising it in a small toast. “How I missed hearing you say that this past week.” 
You walked through the garden for a while, just looking around and sipping on the coffee. Despite the quiet it didn't feel uncomfortable this time. Maybe it was because Hyunggu seemed to be in a good mood, a light swing in his steps, that rubbed off on you.
Eventually, he plopped down on one of the benches in front of a pretty fontaine, tapping the space next to him for you to sit down next to him.
"”Shouldn't we get back soon? We also have the groceries in the car…”
“It will be fine,  y/n, they won't suddenly spoil just because they’re in the car for a minute or two longer.”
You hesitated for a moment but then you sat down too, enjoying the fresh breeze and the pretty view.
“I'm sorry that I made things awkward,” you mumbled after a while, not daring to look  at him.
“I don't mind things being awkward, y/n. But I'd rather be talked to openly instead of ignored out of nowhere.”
“I'm sorry.”
“Mmh-mh,” he took another sip of his coffee. “Let's not dwell on it anymore. Besides, I'm sorry too.”
You looked at him in confusion. “What are you sorry for?”
“For the party. It wasn't my proudest night.” 
“You already apologized for that.”
He ruffled through his hair and let out a long sigh. “For the nickname too, I didn't know it bothered you that much. I didn't mean to overstep.”
“No, it's not—I mean it's not your fault, I just felt a little weird to be called the same nickname as a bunch of others before me—”
Hyunggu frowned. “What do you mean?”
You swallowed. “It's stupid, because everything is fake anyway but I just got a little too in my head about it. It doesn't matter.”
“No, what do you mean with others?”
“Uh, you know. People you've dated and stuff.”
“What makes you think I used it for anyone else?”
You huffed a tired laugh. “You don't have to pretend for me, Hyunggu.”
“I'm not. Why would I call anyone else that way?”
You almost felt annoyed at him keeping up the pretense. “Hyunggu, please. That girl at the party told me.”
“Well whatever she told you wasn't true then.”
“Why would she lie?”
“I don't know.” His expression looked more like pout now. “But why would you trust her over me? You don't even know her.”
You sighed. "Does it matter? It was all fake anyway.”
“It matters to me.”
“Why?” You raised an eyebrow.
“Just, you know.” He shrugged. “You really have the worst image of me, don't you? But I'm not as insincere as you make me out to be.”
“That's kinda hard to believe.”
“You wound me, y/n,” He sighed dramatically, properly an attempt to lighten the mood again, but it didn’t come across as fun and relaxed as he’d intended.
Hyunggu didn't give you more time to wonder about it though, getting up from the bench and motioning for you to follow along.
“Maybe we should head back after all. Before we miss lunch.”
You returned to the house soon after, not without your friends teasing you about taking so long. You made it on time for lunch though so it wasn't too bad. After eating you got back into your work groups from the morning, you and Hyunggu once again not working on the same things.
Later that evening you all sat together in the living room again, chattering and drinking the night away. It was loud and chaotic as always and you found yourself genuinely happy that you didn't skip out on the retreat. It would have been sad to miss all of this.
Soon enough you felt yourself getting a little tipsy again and decided to step outside for some fresh air. What you hadn't expected though, was that Hyunggu was already outside, looking up at you in surprise when you opened the door.
“What's up?”
You shook your head, stepping outside and closing the door behind you. “Nah, nothing. Just needed to get some air. What about you?”
“Mhm, me too.” He leaned against the wall of the house, his eyes focusing  on the sky.
You followed his gaze, appreciating the amount of stars that could be seen. It was different from the sky in the city that never got truly dark.
“You know,” you mumbled after a while, and maybe it was just the alcohol that made you say the words that followed. “I actually liked it at first.”
“What do you mean?”
“The nickname. I kinda liked it.” You glanced over to find him  smiling at you.
“I like it too. As I said, it suits you.”
“Me and whom?” Your grin died on your lips when you met his serious gaze.
“Why can't you trust me on this?”
You swallowed. “I don't know. It just feels a little hard to believe after what she said and after knowing how many people you hooked up with in the past.”
“Yeah, I did. I hooked up with a lot of people in the past. Her too, like a year ago or something. But I never called her by that nickname. I never called anyone like that. Only you. I promise.”
Your mouth felt dry and you wanted to avert your eyes but at the same time you wanted to keep looking, keep holding his gaze.
“Why?” You asked, unsure what exactly you were even asking.
“You probably don't remember this, but when we first had an art class together in first semester, we were supposed to paint flowers. I wasn't sure what to go for, but then you rushed into the room, flustered because you were late on the first day. You had that butterscotch yellow sweater on and it suited you so well and you looked so bright that it stuck in my mind.” 
A nostalgic smile tugged at his lips. “So I painted buttercups that day.”
You stared at him in disbelief. You hadn't expected this kind of declaration so all you could muster was a small “Oh.”
When you wracked your brains you remembered his painting from that day. It'd left an impression on you back then because you’d liked the way he used the colors.
It was weird to think that without knowing you'd somehow been a part of this painting you’d adored.
He grinned when he saw your flustered expression. “So, do you trust me now?”
You nodded slowly. “Yeah.”
“Good. Let's go back inside then, Buttercup? It's getting cold.”
He was about to open the door when you reached out to him, tugging on his sleeve.
“You know,” you mumbled, staring at your fingers that were holding onto the fabric of his sweater.
“Mhm?”
“You shouldn't sleep on the sofa again.”
He chuckled, one eyebrow raised. “Do you really think I'd let you sleep there?”
You felt the heat rise to your cheeks and hoped he didn't notice through the dark. “I mean the bed's pretty big, you know…”
“Eh?” Hyunggu looked surprised.  “Are you sure?”
“Can't have you breaking your back on the uncomfortable couch, right?”
He grinned. “Right.”
The two of you went back inside and this time you sat down next to him. In the limited space around the living room table you had to sit closely together, close enough for your thighs to touch. You tried not to think about it too much.
You also tried to ignore the way Hyunggu kept touching you more and more the later it got. Just casual touches that you knew were a habit of his; something he did with all his friends. 
But everytime Shinwon said something remotely funny, Hyunggu clung to your arm or leaned his head against your shoulder, unable to contain his laughter. There was no use reading anything into it, heck, he probably didn't even realize he was doing this. But it made your heart ache for something more, for something real.
As the evening went on, the little get-together started to thin out, one after the other going back to their rooms to call it a night. Hongseok was already passed out on the floor, the shot of soju he'd had already too much. Giggling, Changgu and Shinwon tried to maneuver him out of the living room and into his bed, accompanied by Hui who couldn't quite settle between worrying and giggling along.
Everyone else looked tired too and you also felt fatigue overcome you. Maybe you'd had a little too much to drink as well or maybe you'd gotten too used to the proximity between the two of you all evening. Either way, you leaned your head against Hyunggu's shoulder and closed your eyes for a bit, not even giving it a second thought.
“You can go ahead to sleep,” you heard Hyunggu say, probably to Wooseok and whoever else hadn't left yet. “I'll take care of the chaos and then we'll head up too.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, don't worry.”
“Alright. Sleep well.”
You heard the shuffling of steps, but in your drowsy state it sounded a little distant.
When it was quiet again, you suddenly felt fingers ghosting over your temple, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.
“Are you asleep?” Hyunggu's voice was quiet and soft, almost a whisper.
“Mhm.”
Hyunggu carefully steadied your head with his hands, before moving away from where he’d been next to you. You groaned in protest when you lost your human pillow, which was met with a chuckle. 
“Don't you think sleeping in bed would be more comfortable?”
A pout on your face, you blinked your eyes open. Hyunggu was crouching down in front of you, his hands still cupping your face. 
“Let's get you to bed, alright?”
“You said we'd clean up,” you mumbled.
“Oh, so you were awake enough to hear that, huh?” He huffed a laugh and shook his head. “I said I would clean up though. Not we. You can sleep first, Buttercup.”
“No.”
“Come on, you're tired, y/n.”
“Mh-mhm.” You shook your head but your eyes fell shut again, refuting your denial.
Hyunggu sighed but he didn't sound annoyed. “Why not? I'll come up just a little later.”
“Will you though?”
“Eh?”
“If I go to bed now,” you mumbled, taking long breaks between words. “You'll sleep on the couch again and I'll wake up all alone.”
“That's what you're worried about?” He sounded genuinely surprised but couldn't contain a chuckle. 
You frowned. “Don't make fun of me.”
“I would never.” 
His thumbs brushed over your cheek before his hands wandered to yours, pulling you up from the floor. Once again you were groaning in protest but he wasn't having any of it, helping you onto your feet. You promptly fell into his chest, but he held you steady, one arm wrapping around your waist.
“I guess cleaning can wait until tomorrow morning after all.”
You couldn't really recall how you got up the stairs but suddenly you were sitting on the bed, your pajamas in your lap while Hyunggu gathered some things from his bag and went to the door.
“You're coming back this time, right?” You weren't sure why you were so hung up on this. Maybe you could blame it on the alcohol later.
“I'm coming back, y/n. Now get changed.”
With that he left the room.
You discarded your clothes of the day on the floor, slipped into your pajamas and crawled under the blanket. 
Somehow, now that you were laying in bed, waiting for Hyunggu to come back, you were feeling awake again, wondering if this had really been the best idea.
You tossed and turned, unsure how to behave. Maybe it'd be best to pretend to be asleep already?
After a few restless minutes, you heard a faint knock on the door. “Y/n, can I come in?”
You instinctively squeezed your eyes shut, not replying. He waited a little longer before you heard the sound of the door opening and him coming into the room. You kept your eyes closed, expecting to feel the mattress dip any second. But it didn't happen. Maybe he left after all?
You blinked one eye open to sneak a peek, just to find him standing right there, staring at the bed, seemingly contemplating something. 
“What?” you asked when he still didn't move after another few seconds. There went your plan of pretending to be asleep.
“Should I get one of the woolen blankets from downstairs?”
It took you a moment to realize that there was only one big blanket. He was asking if you were okay with sharing it or not.
You swallowed, trying to ignore the pounding in your chest. “It's fine.”
“Are you sure?”
“Totally.”
He laid down next to, leaving enough space for your bodies not to touch. Still, you felt the warmth radiating off him and it didn't help calm your nerves.
Hyunggu turned off the bedside lamp before he rolled around to lay on his side, facing you. Even through the dark you could see that he was looking at you, a pensive expression on his face. You returned his gaze, not daring to disturb the silence of the room. His gaze made you nervous. You couldn't read him, couldn’t tell what was going on in his head.
Eventually, you broke eye contact with a breathy chuckle. 
“Why are you looking at me like that?” your question was barely a whisper, and even that felt too loud.
“Just thinking.”
“About what?”
“You.”
You almost gasped, his response catching you off guard. Heat rose to your cheeks but you tried to play it cool, pretending that his words didn't do anything to you. 
“You're so embarrassing.”
He didn't seem very impressed by your attempt at acting. 
“Says the one who kept clinging to me tonight, who begged me not to sleep on the couch.”
“I didn't beg!” you denied just a little bit too loud, earning a raised eyebrow from Hyunggu. 
“I didn't beg,” you repeated, quietly this time.
“Sure did.”
“I was worried about your back. Since you're my driver and all. Just for my own safety.”
“We have enough cars, who said you're driving back with me tomorrow?” A challenging gleam appeared in his eyes and he inched just a little closer. 
“Am I not?” You tried to make it sound cocky but your voice came out breathless.
“Hm, I don’t know.” He chuckled and you felt his breath fanning over your lips when he did. “If you beg me again I might consider driving you.”
“I already told you, I didn’t beg.”
His gaze wandered to your lips before coming back to your eyes. “Keep deluding yourself.”
You swallowed, your gaze automatically dropping to his lips. 
“I’m… not…” You trailed off, unable to focus on anything but his mouth so close to your own. If you just leaned in a little, a tiny bit—
Before you knew it, you felt his lips against yours. You weren’t sure if you’d closed the gap or if he did, but it hardly mattered. All that mattered was how sweetly he kissed you, his hands finding their way to your waist to hold you close. Hyunggu rolled over onto his back, pulling you on top of him. For a moment you looked into his dark eyes that stared right back at you and you wondered why it had taken you so long to do this. Before you could contemplate the wasted time any longer, Hyunggu leaned up to kiss you again. You sighed into his lips,  your hands wandering to his hips and pushing up the fabric of his shirt.
“Wait.” Hyunggu broke the kiss, gently prying off your hands.
“You don’t want to?” You asked, but before the question was all out you already knew the answer. Of course he didn’t. This was all fake, he wasn’t actually into you.
It was like you’d been hit in the face with the reality of the situation. You felt stupid and embarrassed and you wanted to escape.
You tried pulling your hands away, but Hyunggu held onto them.
“Hey,” he whispered softly, trying to meet your gaze.
“Let me go,” you choked out, already feeling the tears well up in your eyes.
“Y/n, look at me.”
“Let me go,” you repeated like a broken record. You flailed your arms in an attempt to get free, but he easily stopped you,  rolling both of you over and pinning your wrists to the mattress.
“Look at me,” he repeated with a little more urgency.
You shook your head, tears starting to spill out and run down your cheeks.
“Please?”
Reluctantly you obliged, raising your gaze to meet his. A soft smile tugged at his lips and he let go off your wrists to cup your face instead. His thumb brushed away the tears running down your cheeks.
“You know I’m not rejecting you, right?”
You shrugged, not quite believing his words.
“You’re drunk,” he continued. “You’re drunk and you’re tired, so I don’t think we should be doing this. But I’m not rejecting you. Okay?”
“Okay,” you choked out.
He chuckled, his thumb coming up to easen the deep crease that was still apparent between your eyebrows. “Then stop frowning like that, hm, Buttercup?”
“Just—you know—” You interrupted yourself, still feeling terribly stupid about all of this.
“Tell me.”
You shrugged again, trying to look anywhere but his face. “Got me feeling a little lonely I guess.”
“Y/n, you’re not alone.”
“Then why does it feel that way?”
“You’re not.” He leaned in, his lips brushing your temple in a soft kiss, before his lips moved onto the other side. “Even if it feels that way, I promise you're not alone.” He left another kiss on your forehead. “I’m right here.”
You sniffed. “It's easy to say that now. But this will be over tomorrow and we'll go back to being nothing.”
He frowned, but the expression was gone again in a split second, replaced with a gentle smile. 
“We don't have to be nothing, Buttercup.” He whispered, just to correct himself a moment later. “We won't be nothing.”
He let himself fall onto the mattress next to you, opening his arms for you to snuggle into. As soon as you did, they wrapped around you, his fingers drawing soft patterns onto your back. His mouth kept whispering words of reassurance and his lips kept leaving little pecks and kisses on the crown of your head. You relaxed into his embrace, feeling yourself slowly calm down and drift off to sleep.
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When you woke up the next morning, you felt a little disoriented, needing a moment to remember what happened last night and to realize that you were still wrapped up in Hyunggu's arms.
You felt your face growing hot from embarrassment and tried to wriggle yourself out of his arms without waking him. But as soon as you stirred he made a small sighing noise and pulled you even closer.
“Just a little longer,” he mumbled, seemingly still half asleep. 
At a loss for words or any kind of reaction really, you just resigned for now, letting him hug you close until he'd wake up properly. If you couldn't sneak out, maybe you'd at least get the satisfaction of not being the only one feeling embarrassed and ashamed.
Of course you'd forgotten to factor in Hyunggu's annoying amount of confidence. When he finally did wake up he moved back a little, looking at you with a smile that was definitely too bright for someone who'd still been asleep a minute ago.
"Hey." 
He pushed a strand of hair out of your forehead. 
"Hey."
For a while you just looked at each other, his gaze on you so fond it made your heart ache. You swallowed around the lump in your throat, trying to remind yourself that not being nothing didn't mean that you’d be a something.
Muffled noises were coming from the hallway, the sound of steps running up and down the stairs.
“Everyone's awake already,” you mumbled, trying once more to push yourself out of his embrace.
“What about it?” He asked, not letting you go.
“We should get up too. I'm sure they'll want to leave soon.”
Hyunggu shrugged. “Let them.”
“Hyunggu, please,” you complained and this time managed to wriggle yourself out of his grasp.
You slipped out of bed and made your way to the hallway, where you were met with a way too chipper Changgu.
“Guess the lovebirds overslept, huh?” Seeing your tousled, sleepy state he chuckled. “Good timing, I was just about to come wake you up.”
“Yeah, we're up now…” 
You looked around and realized that most rooms were empty already. Wooseok made his way down the stairs, his bag slung over his shoulder.
“Why is everyone in such a hurry?” You asked in confusion, earning another laugh from Changgu.
“It's almost 10:00, y/n. We wanted to leave at 9:30.”
“Oh. Fuck.”
He shrugged before ruffling your already tousled hair. 
“Don't worry about it. We already cleaned up, so just take care of your room and make sure to be out by 11.”
With that he started making his way down the stairs as well, turning around again when he was halfway down. 
“And don't forget to lock up when you go.”
“Wait, Changgu—”
But he didn't stop and soon was out of sight. 
“See you on Monday, y/n,” he shouted from downstairs. And then you heard the front door fall shut, leaving an eerie silence in the house.
You tiptoed back to your room, finding Hyunggu exactly how you'd left him, curled up in bed.
Helplessly you just stood in the door frame for a bit, until he turned around to you with a scrunched up face. 
“What's up?”
“Everyone left.”
“Mhm.” He patted the spot next to him on the mattress. “Perfect, let's sleep a little longer then.”
“We have to be out in an hour.”
He groaned but pulled back the blanket and sat up. “You're such a spoilsport, y/n.”
The two of you got ready to go, cleaning up your room and packing up your things. Just as Changgu had said, the kitchen and living room were already all cleaned up and it made you feel a little guilty—especially since Hyunggu had promised to clean yesterday.
Hyunggu didn't seem to struggle with the same pricks of conscience; he was in a good mood, humming softly the whole time.
After loading his car, he checked the front door, making sure it was locked properly, before plopping down on the driver's seat of his car.
Since you hadn't had any breakfast yet, the two of you stopped for a coffee along the ride. Hyunggu had asked if you wanted to sit down to eat somewhere, but you'd declined in favor of getting home more quickly. Or maybe just to keep yourself from getting more delusional.
So, Hyunggu pulled into the parking lot of a café and quickly hopped in while you waited in the car for him to come back.
He soon returned with the coffee and two croissants for the both of you, handing them to you when he got back into the car.
“Sorry, not the most copious breakfast, but better than nothing.”
You laughed dryly. “It's fine Hyunggu. It's not like this is a date or anything. I'm not your girlfriend anymore, remember?”
He looked taken aback for a moment, before he turned away from you to start the motor. 
“Right.”
You wondered if you'd said something wrong, because his good mood from before seemed to be washed away. Instead, you were once again stuck in a silent car together, feeling tense and anxious. The rest of the ride was quiet, except for the music coming from the speakers. He didn't hum along.
You silently sipped on your coffee and munched on your croissant, well aware Hyunggu left his own breakfast untouched but not daring to speak up about it.
When you reached your house he turned off the motor, the music stopping as well.
You didn't move, feeling uneasy to leave things like this.
“Uhm, thanks for the ride,” you mumbled after a while, your gaze focused on your hands.
“Sure.” He unbuckled his seatbelt. “I'll help you get your things.”
“It's fine, I can do it.”
But Hyunggu had already gotten out of the car.
You trailed behind, watching helplessly as he got your bag out and walked towards your house. He stopped in front of the door, a bit to the side to give you the space to unlock it.
But you didn't move, too afraid that opening the door meant leaving things like this.
“Forgot your keys?” He asked after a while.
You shook your head, reluctantly fishing them from your pocket. Right before putting the key into the lock  you stopped, turning around to face him.
“I'm sorry,” you blurted out.
He huffed a tired laugh. “What for?”
“I don't know... Just—I feel like I said something wrong.”
“It's not that. I just misunderstood your intentions. But it's fine, really.”
He held out your bag for you to take but you just stared at him, searching for something in his eyes.
“What do you mean?”
“It doesn't matter, y/n. Don't worry about it.”
You swallowed around the lump inside your throat and finally took the bag from him. He raised his hand in a small wave before turning around and walking to his car, leaving you feeling anxious.
You couldn't shake the uneasy feeling for the rest of the day. You considered texting him but maybe he needed some space?
Unable to calm your nerves, you went to bed early, hoping to shut your thoughts out.  But it wasn't working, not when your bed felt so lonely and cold now that you had to sleep alone. It was ridiculous to feel that way; it'd only been one night. But his arms around you had been so warm, so comforting that you already missed them. You tossed and turned for hours, and when sleep finally found you the sun had already started to rise again.
The next day you were tired and miserable, your mind wandering back to Hyunggu and your cold farewell from yesterday the second you woke up.
You wanted to skip college, not really in the mood to deal with people right now. But in the hopes of meeting Hyunggu and being able to clear things up, you dragged yourself out of bed and got ready.
To your surprise though, Hyunggu wasn't in the class you shared and you also didn't see him in the cafeteria. You knew you could ask your friends if they'd seen him but you weren't really in the mood to answer any of their questions.
Maybe his skipping class had nothing to do with you at all, but your gut feeling told you he was avoiding you. It hurt.
You briefly wondered if that was how Hyunggu had felt when you’d ignored him after the party. Maybe this was karma.
You weren't feeling too optimistic, but you still decided to check the atelier, hoping that maybe Hyunggu would be there. To your surprise he really was, sitting in front of an easel and working on a painting. He didn’t even look up when you entered the room and closed the door behind you.
“Hyunggu.”
He glanced over but immediately turned his focus back to his brush. 
“Hey,” he replied curtly, letting the room fall silent again.
“Can we talk?”
“I'm kinda busy right now.” He gestured at his painting. “The deadline is soon.”
You knew it was a lie but you nodded anyway, stepping a little further into the room.
“Then maybe we could have a coffee this weekend—”
“Y/n,” He sighed, setting the brush aside to look at you. “Just give me some time, alright?”
You swallowed, unsure what to say.
Of course, you should give him the space he needed. But it just felt so unsettling. It felt like you'd lose him if you didn't hold onto him now.
"I'm sorry," you said, surprised by how choked up your own voice sounded. “It's just—” 
You took a deep breath. “You said we won't be nothing. But why does it feel that way now?”
“I thought you hated my guts anyway.”
You weren't sure if it was supposed to be a joke or not. It didn't sound like one.
“Hate is such a strong word.”
A tired laugh slipped past his lips. “You got me there.”
You started to get frustrated, unsure how to fix this. It almost felt as if your words didn't matter at all, as if they didn't reach him anyway.
Tears started gathering in your eyes but you tried your best not to cry.
“So can we just—” 
You interrupted yourself, not confident to keep from crying if you continued. It wasn't fair that things were like this. You hadn't meant for things to turn out this way.
“I miss you,” you eventually blurted out and with it your tears started to spill. You didn't care anymore, letting them run down your cheeks. 
“It's only been a day but I already miss you. I miss talking to you. I miss being with you. I don't want us to be nothing.”
Hyunggu's gaze immediately softened and he stood up to walk over to you. He reached out his hands, gently cupping your face and wiping your tears away.
“I got it,” he whispered and he looked so in pain, as if seeing you like this made his heart ache just as much as yours. “I got it. We won't be nothing. So don't cry, Buttercup.”
“I'm sorry,” you choked out between sobs. “I'm sorry if I said something wrong. I'm sorry if I hurt you.”
He hummed in reply, pulling you against his chest. “It's okay already. Don't worry.”
He drew soft patterns onto your back to calm you, just like he did that last night on the trip. You weren't sure for how long you stood there, but the whole time he held you close, patiently waiting for you to calm down.
When you finally calmed down a bit, you knew you should probably let go of him. But you didn't want to leave his embrace, not when it felt so warm and comforting. He must have noticed that you'd stopped crying, but he didn't let go either, his fingers still running over your back.
“Should I drive you home?” He asked eventually.
You nodded and reluctantly peeled yourself out of his arms. “Thank you.”
“Let me just gather my things real quick, hm?”
He packed up his equipment and then slung his bag over his shoulder.
“Let's go?”
Before you could reply he just took your hand and pulled you along, out of the atelier and then out of the building to the parking lots. You kept your eyes on the ground, feeling self conscious both about your tear stained face and the fact that Hyunggu was holding your hand.
Of course the latter didn't make a lot of sense, not when all your friends thought you were dating anyway, but you couldn't help it.
The ride home was quiet again, but it was a different quiet. It wasn't filled with the uncomfortable tension from before. He wasn't angry or cold, he was just calm.
Nevertheless, you felt a little nervous. Of course you were relieved that you somehow managed to patch things up between the two of you, but you weren't entirely sure what all of this meant. The whole fake dating thing was supposed to be over, but the way he'd treated you didn't exactly seem platonic—or were you just reading too much into this? Was he just being nice? Hyunggu was an affectionate person by nature after all, maybe he just wanted to comfort you as a friend.
“We're here,” Hyunggu said once you’d reached your house.
“We're here,” you repeated but you didn't move. You didn't want to part yet but you also didn't have a good excuse to stay.
For a moment you sat in silence, before Hyunggu spoke up again.
“Should I help you with your things?”
You glanced at your things: a small backpack you'd put between your feet and your coat that laid in your lap. There wasn't really anything to help with, you knew that and Hyunggu knew it too.
You looked back up at him. 
“Sure.”
Both of you got out of his car and he slung your backpack over his shoulder as you made your way to the door. The scene felt familiar, him carrying your bag and all. You didn't want to end it the same way though, you didn't want him to leave again.
After unlocking your door, you turned around to him before pushing it open. 
“Uhm, do you want to come in for a coffee?”
The moment you asked he broke into a bright smile that made your heart race.
"I'd love to."
You felt a little self-conscious about letting him into your flat—you hadn't specifically cleaned up and while it wasn't a complete mess it also wasn't particularly tidy either.
Hyunggu didn't seem to mind. He looked around with curious eyes, taking in the way you decorated your home without being too nosy.
“Sorry I didn't—it's a little chaotic,” you mumbled watching him.
“No, don't be, I like your home.” He smiled. “It's comfortable.”
Maybe he was just being polite, but somehow it made your heart flutter to hear him say that. 
After you were done making coffee, you moved to your living room and sat on the couch. The two of you talked a bit, all the while sipping on your coffee. There wasn’t any particular topic, you talked about this and that, from college or your friends to one of the paintings on your wall that Hyunggu commented on. Despite the random topics, it felt easy and comfortable. You were so used to the endless banter between the two of you, it was nice to  know you could talk to each other casually —without any teasing. Without any crying too.
You tried to drink your coffee slowly, knowing full well that once the two of you had emptied your cups there was no reason for Hyunggu to stay any longer. Hyunggu took his time as well, purposely or not, but eventually you were done; two empty cups on your coffee table.
Hyunggu looked at them pensively, then glanced at his watch.
You knew what was coming.
You didn't want him to leave.
He turned to you. “Maybe I should—”
“Do you want to watch a movie?” You blurted out, interrupting him.
He almost looked relieved. “Yeah.”
You put on a random movie that Netflix recommended to you and it wasn't as bad as you would have expected. From time to time either of you commented on something that made the other giggle. You'd noticed this before, especially when your other friends were around, but it was easy to make Hyunggu laugh. And god, were you thankful for that. You loved the sound of it and you loved the little creases that would form in the corners of his eyes and how he’d push out his chin.
When the movie was almost over your stomach decided it was a good moment to ask for attention.
Hyunggu grinned. “Am I keeping you from having dinner, Buttercup?”
You shrugged, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. “I didn't have a lot for lunch,” you explained, embarrassed.
“Should we order something? That is, if you don't mind having me around for dinner?”
“Let's order.”
The food hadn't arrived yet when the movie ended, so you started another one that you continued after the food came.
Hyunggu was more relaxed with you again. It showed in his laughter and in the way his hand kept finding your arm or your thigh, casually touching you as he spoke.
It wasn't that you didn't know this side of him—you'd seen it plenty when you all hung out with your friends. But it'd never been this way when it was just the two of you; he'd never let his guard down like this with you before. It made your heart yearn for more. You wanted to be able to always have this, not just tonight.
“It's gotten pretty late, huh?” Hyunggu commented eventually—your dinner long eaten and the end credits rolling over your TV screen.
You swallowed. “I guess so.”
“Should I—,” he hesitated. “Maybe it's time for me to go?”
No, you thought. “Maybe,” you replied. 
For a moment it was quiet, neither of you saying anything. You just looked at each other, as if both of you waited for the other to make a move.
You swallowed again, your heart racing like crazy under his gaze. “Is it bad if I don't want you to go?”
A soft smile played on his lips. “Is it bad if I don’t want to go?”
“Not at all.”
The two of you started another movie, but you got unbearably tired before the movie was even halfway through. When your eyes involuntarily closed once more, Hyunggu chuckled softly.
“Maybe we should call it a day?”
You nodded, turning off the movie and standing up to go to the bedroom. Hyunggu followed you to the hallway, but from there he stopped, looking a little unsure, his eyes wandering between you and his shoes that were sitting close to the entrance.
You looked at him with a sleepy frown. "You're not coming?"
“No, uh, sure.” He cocked his head from one side to the other and you wondered if it was a nervous habit of his.
You got bed ready—as best as you could with Hyunggu not having anything with him—before you settled into your bed. There was a polite distance between the two of you and it made you feel a little lonely and unsatisfied but you didn't know what to do to fix it.
After staring at the ceiling for a while you turned around, examining his side profile through the dark.
"Hyunggu?" you mumbled eventually, your voice trembling with nerves.
He turned around to face you. "Mhm?" 
You took your time with saying anything else, unsure what it even was you wanted to say. Hyunggu didn't rush you though, he just looked at you attentively, waiting for you to go on.
Your gaze kept flickering, unable to hold eye contact but also not capable of looking away for good. 
“I'm cold.”
You thought you saw a soft smile on his face when he opened his arms for you to snuggle into.
You looked up at him through the darkness, your faces mere inches apart. He looked right back, holding your gaze.
“I like when you look at me like that,” he whispered, not breaking eye contact.
“Like what?”
“Like that.” You felt his lips grazing yours, just the ghost of a touch, before he pulled away again, his eyes searching yours for consent.
In a silent reply, you leaned in to close the gap. Your lips moved together, gently at first but then more and more greedily. It hadn’t been long since you’d kissed him, but doing it now made you realize how much you’d been longing to do it again. 
He pulled you close, one hand cupping your jaw while the other found its way to your hip, grazing the skin underneath your shirt.
“I’m not drunk now,” you whispered against his lips, your fingers tugging at the waistband of his underwear.
He pulled away and for a brief second you were overcome with a sense of deja vu, the fear of getting rejected rushing through you again.
But he didn’t go far, his hand still cupping your face when he replied. “And tomorrow?”
“What about tomorrow?”
“Will you let me take you on a date then?” His lips briefly grazed yours before he continued. “Or will we be nothing again?”
Your heart was racing in your chest like crazy. You nodded hastily. “Yeah. No.”
“Which one is it?”
“No, you can. You can. Take me on a date.” You felt him smile against your lips before he kissed you again. “Okay.” 
Hyunggu didn’t stop kissing you, not even when he rolled over, bracing himself up on one arm to hover above you. His fingers wandered underneath the fabric of your shirt, grazing your skin with featherlight touches that left goosebumps in their wake. You sighed into his lips which just egged him on more, if the way his fingers got bolder was anything to go by. He pushed up your shirt until the fabric was bunching over your collar bones, most of your upper body exposed to him. He grinned mischievously, pressing a kiss onto the corner of your mouth, before his lips traveled down your jaw to your bare chest. While his mouth kept teasing your skin, his hand moved on to your shorts, softly tugging at the waistband.
“This okay?” he mumbled into your skin.
When you nodded, he dipped his fingers into your pants. A small gasp escaped your lips when you felt him touching you through the thin material of your underwear. Your hands instinctively moved to his shoulders.
"Off," you complained, tugging on the fabric of his shirt. "I wanna touch you too."
Hyunggu lifted his head to look at you, something like surprise in his eyes that quickly gave way to a soft smile.
"Then I shouldn't stop you, hm?"
He left a small peck on your cheek before sitting up and slipping out of his shirt and tossing it aside. The fabric had barely hit the ground when you pulled him in again. You kissed him, your hands running over the expanse of his back, marveling at the feeling of his warm skin against your own.
"Better?" He mumbled into your lips and you could hear the grin in his voice.
"Much better."
Your hands traveled over his skin to his hips, sneaking into his boxer briefs. He let out a soft sigh when you touched him and you couldn’t help wanting to hear more of his voice. You moved your hands experimentally, in awe of his little gasps and moans.
Suddenly, his fingers clasped onto yours, making you halt in your movements.
“Let me take care of you first,” he whispered, his breathing slightly erratic.
“But I don’t want to be the only one enjoying this.” You almost pouted a little and it drew a breathy chuckle from him.
“Oh, I’m enjoying this plenty; don’t worry, Buttercup.”
His hand once more found its way to the waistband of your shorts, hooking one finger underneath and letting it snap back onto your skin.
“Should we get rid of these?”
You nodded, as your hands impatiently moved to help him take them off, pushing your underwear down as well. Hyunggu pulled them all the way down, gently lifting your legs to remove them completely. Before he set your legs back down onto the mattress, he left gentle pecks on your ankles and then your knees, as he crawled up between them. His lips continued their path, leaving a trail of kisses on your inner thigh. Once he’d reached his destination, he looked up at you with round eyes.
“May I?” 
You swallowed, anticipation rushing through your body. “Yeah.”
A smile spread on his lips. His hands took hold of your thighs, gently urging them to open a little more and give him access. Just feeling his breath against your skin already made you shudder, but it was nothing compared to the feeling of his mouth on you. He made you fall apart so easily, his every move making you tremble. Your hands clung to his shoulders, instinctively trying to pull him in more as you felt the knot starting to build in your lower stomach. 
“Feels good,” you babbled thoughtlessly, followed by a string of moans.
Hyunggu pulled away to meet your gaze, his hand taking the place of his mouth to keep you on edge. 
“You close, Buttercup?”
You barely managed to breathe out a reply, unable to focus on anything but the way he touched you. He pecked your thigh once more, before moving in again, his tongue and lips getting back to work. It was all you could do to hold onto him as he sent you over the edge. Your fingers clung to his shoulders, as he helped you ride out your high, probably leaving scratch marks in their wake, but you were too far gone to notice. 
Once you’d come down a little, he scooted back up to look at you. His eyes were so full of awe, gazing at you as if you were the most beautiful thing in the world and for the moment you could almost believe it yourself.
When he still didn’t avert his gaze nor say anything after a few seconds, you self-consciously turned your head away.
“No, don’t,” he whispered softly, cupping your jaw to make you face him again. “Let me look at you.”
You let out a timid laugh. “It’s embarrassing.”
“Yeah.” He pecked your cheek. “It is.”
You wanted to complain, but he was looking at you with such a gentle expression, you couldn’t bring yourself to.
“But it’s okay,” he continued. “You’re safe with me.”
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When you woke up, you were still wrapped up in Hyunggu’s arms. You instinctively snuggled a little closer which was met with a warm chuckle.
Still sleepy, you raised your head to look at him. Hyunggu was already awake, watching you with fond eyes.
“"Did you sleep well?”
You made an affirmative noise before you tucked yourself back into his chest.
“We should get ready for classes.”
You shook your head. 
“You want to skip, Buttercup?”
“Just for today.” 
You didn't want to let him go yet, you needed to stay in his warm embrace as long as possible.
“And people say I'm the bad influence.” Hyunggu huffed a laugh but his arms pulled you closer, one of his hands running over your back.
You must have drifted off to sleep again, because the next time you blinked your eyes open, you were laying on Hyunggu's chest, one of his arms loosely on your back while your own arm was slung around his waist. Hyunggu had fallen asleep again too, his breathing coming in even puffs. 
You gazed at his sleeping form, taking in every little detail of his face, from his full lips to his dark lashes. He was beautiful.
Without giving it much thought, your fingers ghosted over his skin, moving from one faint mole to the next. You'd never noticed that he had so many. Of course you had seen the one below his eye, but there was another one on his cheek, the tip of his nose, under his mouth, on his lip—
“What are you doing?”
Hyunggu looked at you through sleepy eyes. Before you could draw back your hand, his fingers wrapped around it and pulled it to his chest.
“Hmm?” He raised an eyebrow when you still didn't reply.
You averted your eyes, heat tingling under your skin. 
“Just,” you shrugged. “You have a lot of birthmarks.”
“You don't like them?”
“I do. They are pretty.”
He broke into a smile, little creases forming in the corners of his eyes. You thought you could get used to this sight in the morning.
Hyunggu rolled over to his side, his face incredibly close to your own.
“You know what else is pretty?” He whispered, his gaze not leaving you. 
“Your eyes,” he whispered with a charming grin, leaving a peck on the corner of your eye. “And your nose,” he continued, leaving a peck there too.
“And your lips.” He cupped your face to kiss you and you couldn’t help giggling into it.
He pulled away, eyeing you fondly. “But you know what’s the prettiest?”
“Hm?”
“The way you look at me,” he pecked your lips again. “That's the prettiest.”
“You said that yesterday. How do I look at you?”
“As if you're in love with me.”
You felt your breathing catch in your throat. You’d understood the meaning behind yesterday’s words, but you hadn’t expected him to address the matter so easily.
“Are you not?” He asked, when you stayed silent.
“I—No—”
“No?”
You blinked at him slowly, unsure what to say, too scared to just put the answer out there.
“Do you want me to make it easier for you?” Hyunggu whispered against your lips. He didn’t wait for your reply before he continued. “I am. I’m in love with you, y/n.”
You felt as if your heart was going to burst. You stared at him with wide eyes and he just looked back at you with a gentle expression.
“So?” He asked, the word tickling on your skin.
“Yeah,” you breathed. “Me too.”
He kissed you again then, a happy smile on his lips.
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“I made up my mind,” he mumbled after a while, both of you still cuddled up in your bed.
“What do you mean?”
He turned his head to look at you. “The favor. I know what I want now.”
“So what do you want?”
“A date. A proper one.”
“Didn’t we already agree on that yesterday?”
“Better to pin you down on it.”
“Pin me down then.”
“Is that a challenge?” He raised an eyebrow. “Or an invitation?”
You shrugged, unable to contain a giggle. “Try and find out?”
He didn’t need to be told twice. In a swift movement he flipped you over, his hands pinning your wrists to the mattress.
“Either way,” he mumbled against your lips with a smug grin. “Seems like I won.”
You grinned back before you leaned up to kiss him. “I guess so.” 
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Kinkmas - Day 9: Mirror Sex W/ Kino
Post Date: 9th December 2022 Content: Smut - Pentagon Kino x Reader WC: 1K TW?: Mirror Sex/ Praise/ GN - Reader has vulva/ Ass smacking/ SoftDom!Kino
Summary: You admire yourself so much in your reflections through the town’s windows, Kino turns this into something for both of your pleasures.
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"Look how pretty these lights are," you excitedly squeal, pulling at your boyfriend's hand towards the lights from across the street.
"They're not as pretty as you," Kino cheekily replies, grinning madly as he watches the lights glitter in the reflections in your eyes, admiring how beautiful you really were.
But you weren't the only one admiring yourself, your eyes dropping to your reflection in the window, glowing with the Christmas lights around the town. How you love the reflection of you holding onto the love of your life's hand? How you admire how you looked in the outfit that Kino had picked out for you? And this didn't go a miss by Kino who watches you look at you both in the reflection, smiling to yourself.
Scoffing lightly, "So you like admiring yourself in your reflection, huh?" Kino asks, pulling you close to him, standing behind you with his arms wrapped around your waist.
He didn't know why but he was so attracted to the way you looked at yourself, smirking as he trails his hands down the contours of your body over your coat. The way you smile at him through the reflection when he trails soft kisses on your cheeks makes him think of many things, mainly about if you could admire yourself like this now, how could you react when you're watching yourself being sent to heaven and back when his tongue and fingers do the dirty work. Or even watching how your face contorts when his hips slam against yours.
And that didn't take long to find out at all. Ushering you home quickly, promising to take you out for hot chocolate and another light show, just so he could try his twisted little idea. Well, that's how he thought it would sound, but he wanted to try it, hoping you would be down for it too.
Getting through the front door, Kino struggles to keep his hands off of you, kissing all up your face and down your neck which makes you giggle, melting into his affection.
“What’s got you all excited, huh?” You squeal, trying to wriggle out of his grasp for a quick breather, and getting greeted by a lustful smirk on his face, the way he peels your coat off your body, throwing it to the side before directing you to the bedroom.
Sitting you down on the bed for the moment, he disappears and comes back holding onto your living room mirror, putting it up against the wall in perfect view of the bed. His hands attach to your body once again, inch by inch taking an item of clothing off your body.
“I wanna try something,” he almost growls when he talks, eyeing every bit of skin that was getting exposed to him every time items of clothing were getting removed, licking his lips in the process. 
“What is it?” You reply in confusion, brows furrowed together as you’re pulled to cradle his lap, skin getting warm to the touch from excitement as your naked bodies press against one another. 
Kissing all up your collarbone, he grips your ass tightly, peering around you to see how perfect you were from behind in the mirror, growling to himself, “You’re so fucking perfect, turn around and look at perfect you are in the mirror”.
Doing as he says, you turn your head, capturing yourself in your reflection on his lap, how the curves of your body are accentuated, smirking as you manage to get a glimpse of him looking at you too which makes your body shiver and goosebumps rise on your skin. 
His fingers trail up your sides, watching how your face contorts in pleasure to his light touches, feeling you starting to get wet on his lap as his other hand trails between your legs.
“Let’s have some fun, shall we? But you have to keep looking at yourself in the mirror,” he whispers seductively in your ear, brushing a finger across your clit to make you react, pleased to see you bite your lip and a muffled whimper leaves your lips. 
Nodding in reply, excited for what you’re in for, you turn around, taking place with your ass up in his direction whilst your chest and head buried into the sheets, turning it so you can still see yourself. Of course, you capture him biting his lip and smirking at your choice of position, happy that you read his mind. 
Making sure to keep an eye on you through your reflections, he gets on his knees behind you and caresses your ass before slapping down hard on the one cheek, making you wince from the stinging sensation. You couldn’t keep your eyes off of him, how his face contorts in satisfaction, how his dark lustful eyes never leave your body. 
Teasing the tip of his cock at your entrance, he watches your face, plastered with a smirk as he slowly enters you, the pleasure making your eyes screw shut which makes him stop when he’s deep inside of you, “Keep your eyes open baby, look how pretty you are when you moan because my is cock deep inside of you”. 
“You’re doing so good, baby,” he instantly adds when he sees your attempt to do as he says, his length sinking deeper into you after pulling out ever so far, making you whimper and quietly cry in pleasure. 
Quickly, you were finding out that this may be your new favourite thing and Kino was all for it, being more vocal than usual with how he loves watching himself fuck you whilst you’re being pleasured like this. 
It was a struggle, you had to admit, to keep your eyes open to watch yourself as your world is getting rocked, the pleasure being too much, and oh how hot your boyfriend was, his growls to accompany his also contorting face made everything a whole lot better. 
“Look at you behaving so well for me, aren’t you so perfect? Look at yourself, you’re so perfect aren’t you?” He practically chants with each stroke he makes, making your eyes roll to the back of your head.
To add to it, he reaches under to circle your clit whilst he fills you up so perfectly, making you completely weak in the knees. 
“Yes, Kino... So perfect... Fuck,” you cry out loud, trying your absolute best to keep your eyes peeled on your reflections despite how much he’s trying you.
Stopping momentarily to kiss down your back, and your shoulders, he whispers, “You are, you really are”. 
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Lies Dipped in Rococo
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-pairing: hyunggu x reader, huitaek x reader
-genre: angst, smut, rococo au, the progress of love???
-words: 7k words
-warnings: a bit of yelling,
-a/n: This one was in the works for a while. I might release a part two... if it goes well, and maybe separate endings. I just wanted to put something out there. I'm still active I swear!!! Thank you all for support!! >>Masterlist
Rococo is an art style, a lifestyle. Organically shaped and covered in gold and pastel colors. Putting an innocent tone over paintings that aren’t so innocent, for tea rooms where women gossip. The high life of the French. 
You sat in the tea room with the other ladies. You had on your best fake smile. You were the youngest out of all of them. Recently, you married the high priest. It was arranged, of course, but he was quite handsome. His name was Kang Hyunngu. Unlike your husband, you grew up in a noble lifestyle. He climbed his way to the top. 
You hummed at one of the lady’s comments. You weren’t listening to what she was saying. You were staring at the panties around the room. One caught your eye, a picture of naked figures on the sea with putti above them. 
“I see you like the painting I added to my collection.” She smiled at you. Her name was…. You could not seem to remember her first name. But her last name stuck out to you. You were still new to this group. Learning all of their names would take time.
“Ah yes, Mrs. Beaumont. What is the name of the painting?” You gained the attention of the ladies in the room. Most of them didn’t have an eye for art. You knew of some that would have their maids. 
“The Triumph of Venus by Francious Boucher.” She let out a slight smile while sipping her tea. You nodded back to her and let the conversation move elsewhere. 
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The piece stuck with you throughout the day. It could be because of the erotic nature of the painting. She had planned a day to go to the academy to look at the new pieces. You took care of most of the finances in the relationship. It was the only task that you had that wasn’t mundane.  
When you went to his office, he barely looked at you when the two of you were talking about taking over the finances. He replied with one word and pointed at the finance books. You didn’t know him too well at that time. He didn’t know you too well either. 
You picked up the books and looked back at him. He hadn’t looked up from his papers to see you out. It seemed that he did not have even a bit of interest in you. You didn’t talk to him much after you left his office that day. The two of you had never sat down and had a proper conversation. With you, he was reserved and you were the same with him. Neither of you would open up. 
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You had been home since the meeting at the Beaumonts' place. You were going over the spending for the month, what was in savings, and what were the allowances. You were in your own office, like a hermit. Most days you wouldn’t dare to come out ‘til supper. There was no reason to stroll, but now you wanted to explore art galleries. You were looking down at the finance book, how much money should be put away for artwork? How much did it cost to be a patron?
You could send a letter to some ladies, but you know how judgemental they are. You could ask your head maid to do some digging on others. You were reading about the art world, trying to get as much information as possible.
You had been alone for a while when someone entered the room. You didn’t pay it too much attention at first until a shadow had loomed over you. You looked up to meet the eyes of your husband. 
“To what do I owe the pleasure of seeing you this late in my office?” You gave him a smile reaching out your hand. He took it and placed a small kiss. It was a flirty gesture you made at him, but a large smile reciprocated it. 
“I hope you will be this public for our upcoming ball.” You raised your eyebrows at his words. Hyunggu wasn’t a social type of person. 
“A ball? Us? We barely attend others, and you want me to host?” You added a bit of a playful tone in your voice even though the matter was serious. Your fake concern was seen, but not spoken on. Although it was true, you did not attend many balls when the two of you married. People didn’t see you and Hyunngy together outside in public often. This would be a first. “I was hoping for a change. I want to present our name as something grand. I am sure you can handle hosting”
You hummed for a bit. “I can handle hosting and planning, but can you handle all the aristocrats? They can be quite annoying.” No matter how much you wanted to add to a pet name, you held yourself back. He hadn’t gone that far with you, and you wouldn’t with him.
“I can’t wait to see how you pull it together. It is in a month. That should give you enough time.” He gave you one final smile before he left the room. He didn’t prolong the conversation, but you wanted him to. The conversation was a bit longer, and you thought you had kept the mood up. So why didn’t Hyunggu talk to you for just a little while longer? He seriously drove you crazy.
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You were busy the rest of the week trying to design some theme for your home and party. You were still hung up on the artistic style of rococo and decided to go with that as a theme. It was a new and upcoming style. It would make the two of you seem more stylish than you gave off. And you had to budget the whole ball plus the gowns. To you– that was the most important part of the event. It would probably cost more than the catering and cake. 
You knew one thing for certain, you were going to be locked inside your office for the rest of the day. 
The ball rolled around, and you were exhausted from all the planning. You had your maids help her get ready, the dress, the makeup, the hair. There was a sense of pride when you walked downstairs and saw the array of flowers and colors of pastels. Some of the paintings that you ordered have come and were displayed. 
Your husband walked up to you, “It looks amazing such as you do.” You smiled. You felt flattered. 
“Thank you.” 
You sat on a couch sipping tea while watching your husband converse with others. It was a big party with a large guest list. You thought that you were in over your head inviting people that were of a higher class than you. Especially this one noble family. Their son was best friends with the prince. You didn’t expect them to arrive, but it still was a way to get your name out there. 
Your made rushed to you whispering in your ear that they had arrived. You jolted up, the excitement was too much. You followed the maid to where. You were too stunned to speak just follow. It felt like there was no possible way that this man could be in your house right now. 
You walked up to him, still beaming with excitement. “Nice to meet you, Mr Lee. Thank you for coming to my event tonight.” When you looked up at him you could feel your heart beating faster. He had a sweet puppy-like face and was too handsome. Now you were glad he came to your event. 
“Now that I’ve met you, I can say that I’ve come for a good cause.” He reached out his hand to your own slowly bending down to kiss it without making eye contact. There was heat in your cheeks. “Why don’t you show me around your lovely home?”  There was a look in his eye, something of interest. 
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You showed him around your house, ending up in your private library on a couch. The two of you were laughing. You had to say, he got some good conversation out of you. The more you two drank, the more handsy Hui had gotten. His hands hovering above your own and his eyes rarely broke contact with your own. You sucked in a breath before you took another sip of champagne. It had already been late when Hui arrived at the party, heavens knows what time it is now. 
The two of you were still in deep conversation when your maid slipped into the room looking a bit nervous. She tapped you on the shoulder. “Erm… I just wanted to (warn) tell you that your husband has been looking for you and is headed to the library. Most of the guests have left by now.” 
You brushed it off waving your hand in the air, “It’s probably about the clean-up and what to do next.” You had a smile on your face with a pink tint on your cheeks. It was Hyunggu and he didn’t talk much to you. He only spoke business because, technically, you were part of his business image. 
“Oh dear, does that mean I have to part ways with you already? I thought we were just getting started,” Hui added as he snuck his hand under your own and laid a kiss upon it once more. He had an enamored look in his eyes now like he got a taste of what he was looking for. 
The made to you two was once again a ghost, and nothing else existed but the sound of your voices and the heat between your bodies. The only thing that would break the trance would be two hands on your shoulders. Surprised, you looked behind you to find Hyunggu. “Oh, Dear! You have to meet my new friend. He says my home is lovely and–”
“I'm sure our home is lovely, you designed it after all, but shouldn’t I be the one to talk business with the man, I am the husband.” He didn’t leave much room for you to respond, tightening his grip on your shoulders. You spoke no more. 
“Ah, we should soon. Let’s make a date where I can come over again.” Hui had a smug look that anyone could mistake for liquor. But the way that Hui made a quick glance at you, made your heart skip a beat.
“You’re right. Tonight has already gone too far. I’ll walk you to the door.” Hui stood up and you watched him. Hyunggu had finally lifted his harsh grip from your shoulders. You stood up as well, but the men were already half out of the door. Hui looked back at you and gave you a wink with a soft smile. 
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You had returned to your room undressing, bathing, dressing, and slipping into bed with a book. Hui gave you a recommendation from your library, and you promised to read it. You had walked around the library with Hui before sitting down and talking. Hui was an observer, the way he watched you talk, and the way he examined the room. While the two of you walked around the book collection, he suddenly pulled out a book and gave it to you. You smiled to yourself holding the book to your chest. There was a knock at your door that interrupted your flashback– or shall I say daydream. “Come in.” You said in a soft voice to the person on the other side of the door. 
Hyunggu opened it, only now you were able to see his eyes. Angry, almost, but for a reason that you don’t know. You only turned to him to see who walked into your room, then turned back to your book. 
Your husband bored you and to you, whatever he was going to say would not make it any better, so you went back to your book. You heard him sigh, maybe it was the stress from hosting such a huge party. You flipped the page. 
“Do you have any shame?” Hyunggu said in a slightly irritated voice. It was clear he was trying to hold himself back, but the venom slipped through the cracks. 
“What?” You said now putting your book aside. You looked directly at him. 
“You disappear for half of the night into some secluded room, and you don’t think people will talk. Especially with that man’s ties with the prince?!” There was urgency in Hyunggu’s voice. He ran his hands through his hair. He was still angry, now you looked at him, analyzing him. He hadn’t changed from his attire from the part. He looked like he had been sweaty. You were sure it had been some time since Hyunggu walked Hui out the front door. So what had he been doing since then? 
Either way, he was coming for you, almost accusing you of adultery. Sure, you didn’t like Hyunggu as a husband, but you did have some respect for the man. “So this is about image? Because if it is–”
“It’s not about image it’s about the fact that my WIFE was gone half of the night and I didn’t even have an answer as to where you were. God, I had to ask your maid for an idea. The event went well if people weren’t asking for your appearance half of the damn time.”
“You don’t like me by your side if you mind me reminding you.”
“And when I did seem to find you when everyone else was gone, you were with a man. A man? What do you think about how he thinks of me now? So oblivious that I can allow my wife to slip away? “ He didn’t even hear your statement. He was ignoring you just blabbering on and then he got to the part about Hui’s glances. “He was looking you up and down undressing you with his eyes. In my house! He was thinking of undressing YOU. IN. MY. HOUSE.” 
“Have you been drinking, Hyunggu?” You said without giving too much thought to what was coming out of your mouth. You were starting to become concerned. 
“THATS NOT IMPORTANT.” Hyunggu was pacing around the room now. He was in over his head angry. A part of you was scared. This normally quiet man of your husband was now yelling in your bedroom. 
“I think you need to calm down.” You said with a little more urge in your voice. You were ready for him to leave and didn't know how to calm Hyunggu down. He was still walking back and forth when you got up from your bed walking toward him. You cupped his face, “You need to calm down.” You spoke softly to him, looking into his eyes. “Okay?” He looked back in yours before he ripped his face out of your grasp, and stormed out of the room slamming the doors. 
You didn’t sleep that night, the book acted as a source of comfort.
You had been avoiding meeting hyunggu ever since the incident in your room. Dinner was the only time that you couldn’t escape from him. Neither of you had spoken either. You avoided eye contact from him, or read your book at the dinner table. 
You awaited Hui’s return, but perhaps he did not mean it when he said he would visit again. You spent your time in your drawing room, embroidering, reading, painting, and anything to pass the time. Going on strolls in the garden behind your house was your new favorite pastime. It felt more and more empty with every day, and you asked for more flowers and asked for more statues. You needed something more than an empty garden.   
You searched for some type of fulfillment for your boredom. You frequented as many teas and balls as you could in hopes of running into Hui again. Especially at balls, since you had met him on your own. It was a new move trying to go to all of the events of the social season since you weren’t that high of a noble. You needed the connections, so you had the ball in the first place, but you didn’t see much of a chance moving up in the ranks. 
You did get the attention of many of the lady’s husbands, which got you somewhere in mentioning your husband. Even though you were not interested in Hyunggu as much, you still had to stick by him. Who else was going to support your endeavors in art? You could think of one person but still could not find him anywhere.
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You were getting ready for another ball you frequented with or without your husband. Sometimes Hyunggu would “tag along” for the connections that were there. This ball in particular, Hyunggu did not fancy it at all. You didn’t hear anything from the staff about him getting ready or wanting to go.
You left your estate feeling free since there wouldn’t be someone’s (hyunggu’s) eyes on you all night. You walked into the ball, the lights were dim creating a sense of ambiance. You wandered about most of the ball. You weren’t much of a dancer, but more of a socialite. 
You were laughing with one of the ladies you usually have tea with when someone tapped you on the shoulder. You turned yourself around and met Hui’s eyes. You curtsied to him, and he took your hand again to kiss it. His lips left a small fire burning on your hand for the rest of the night. “I have not seen you in so long.” You smiled up at him. You wanted to say that you missed him, but it felt like too much. 
“I am not an easy man to come across.” He had a sly look on his face as if he had won something. He held onto your hand escorting you somewhere more quiet, like before. You could tell he liked his privacy. 
“I can tell, you never called when you say you would.” You remarked in a slightly pouty tone. You would not give him too much, not yet at least. “At this point, you are just... teasing” You looked up into his eyes looking for something, and was met with a soft smile. 
“I did not think even if I were to call, that your husband would accept it. I am glad you felt the same way I have.” His hands lingered on yours, holding them. The two of you were outside in the garden. The sky was clear and full of stars. 
“What feeling do we share?” You asked inching towards him. The moonlight only made him look more dreamy. 
“The feeling of something igniting every time your skin touched. The passion.” His hands holding your upper arm. “That is why you were looking for me again, is it not?”
“You looked down at your own hands, “That is why. I do miss your company and our conversation. Which is why I wish you could visit me in my garden. It is empty, almost like my house. Like my heart when you are not next to me.” 
He tucked a hair behind your ear as an excuse to hold your face. “Then I will meet you in that garden.” He leaned in to kiss you, and it was soft. You leaned more into him grabbing him by his waist, and he grabbed you by yours in return. You smiled into the kiss, as he ran his hands up into your hair. 
He pushed you up against the wall, as the two of you became breathless. His hands were still in your hair tugging at it making the kiss deeper. He pulled away after a few moments trying to catch his breath. “We both can’t continue this here nor today.” Hui was looking down at the ground. His hands were on his hips as he thought of a solution to both of your dilemmas. “I shall have to visit your garden sometime…” Hui said, looking at you with a smile. 
“We should get back to the ball now before we are missed.” You replied and linked your arm with his. The two of you walked back to the ball to enjoy the rest of your night dancing and talking with Hui. You enjoyed his company more than Hyunggu’s. You felt like you had known Hui for an entire lifetime. 
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You spent more and more time in the garden. New flowers were blossoming, and your statues came in. There was one you put on a pedestal– an angel. He looked like he was sitting and had a finger in front of his mouth hushing. Two other statues sat on the ground. They were angels, one hugging the other. You smiled to yourself proud of the way you had decorated the garden, but it was missing something.  The trees around your garden looked overgrown. The biggest tree had a branch that seemed to curl into itself. You couldn’t put to your mind what you were missing just yet. You walked around more of your garden seeing where else you could put statues. You had a thing for putti, the little devious angles that were found everywhere. It was too cute and fitting for Hyunggu’s job. 
You smiled to yourself looking over at your garden one last time. You turned to head back to your estate when your maid ran to you with a letter in her hand. “A.. Letter… from Marquis Lee.” As soon as those words left her mouth you beamed and ran to her to retrieve the letter. Your two dogs barked in the back of her. One was a brown and white cocker spaniel who was perfectly groomed and a Coton de Tulear, who was more energetic. Coco, who was the white puppy, and Ava, who was the brown and white puppy both ran up to you before you could get your hands on the letter. You giggled playing with the puppies, for a moment before making sure to take the letter and shove it into a pocket of your dress for safekeeping. You continued to run around the garden playing fetch with the puppies. 
You had been out there for somewhat of an hour when you felt someone’s eyes on you. You turned around to see Hyunngu leaning on a pole of your veranda. He had a soft smile for a moment before he got caught. He made his way towards you, and you called the dogs to your side as you walked to meet up with him. “Did you need my presence?” You said as you curtseyed a little at him.
“No, but you can say it was missed. You are usually inside.” Hyunggu said as he looked around at your backyard. It had changed since the last time he had been back here. It bloomed with your taste and creativity. He allowed himself to smile, admiring what you did to the place. “I think I know what your garden is missing… I shall order it and have it installed.”
“I already have more statues on the way,” you said. You guessed earlier that the garden missed more statues. Your garden needed a story of itself to tell, and to you, statues would fix that. 
Hyunggu chuckled a little, “No not that. Something else. Exotic, but I think you will enjoy it.” He nodded to himself before looking down at the two pups following you. “Seems that you liked my wedding gifts as well.” He felt proud of himself with that one. 
“I have grown attached to them, yes.” You answered Hyunngu bending down to ruffle Coco’s soft white furr. Dogs were often a gift in marriage as a symbol of loyalty. Given to a woman for the expectation of her loyalty. You knew that and so did he. Coco and Ava were a symbol of what you were meant to be as a woman. Sometimes you loved them but hated them for the reason they were here. “I shall see you at dinner,” you said with a smile and a curtsey to excuse yourself. Once again, you called the dogs after you while heading inside. It was time to read your letter.
And write a new one you would send in secret.
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You almost fell asleep at your desk with all of the drafts you had written to Hui. You wanted to sound smart and eloquent, but you could not seem to get the right tone down. You groaned in frustration, throwing yourself back in your chair. His words were so sweet and rolled off the page like melting wax with a cherry scent. How could you ever match up with that? How could you make him feel like he’d be melting off of a small piece of paper?
In the back of the garden, there lies a pathway leading to a woman with her angel of a child. Next to her is a pedestal of our own, where our love can grow taller than any tree in my garden. We will make the flora around us bloom continuously. 
At the end, you signed your name. You wished to meet him there in that spot, on that same pedestal. You wished to steal another kiss from his soft lips and feel the way he held you. You found yourself with your hands in your hair, soothing it and slightly tugging on it just the way he did. Your hands trailed to your lips, brushing your fingers across them softly. A smile fell upon your lips reminiscing the one kiss you shared with him, that made every fiber of your body burn even a couple of days after. You leaned back in your chair sighing from the satisfaction of your daydream. You stayed like that for moments upon a time, just thinking how it would be if Hui could have courted you. When you were satisfied with the tiny scenarios you opened your eyes. You still needed to seal the letter that sat on your desk. You melted the wax and bored it onto the folded paper before you pressed the wax seal on it. It was your old one– before you were associated with Hyunggu. It was personal and just… you. Just you and him. 
You hid the letter you had written for Hui in between a textbook, for safekeeping. The one he wrote you needed a special place in your room. You could go shopping the next day for boxes, but for now, the best place to keep the letter would be close to you. You crawled into bed, taking the letter with you, sliding into the covers, and sliding the letter under your pillow. 
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You sat at the dining table dressed up ready to go get some more writing supplies along with a box for yourself. Something about it just made you feel so giddy about the idea of getting to exchange letters with Hui back and forth. Even though you prefer to speak to him face-to-face letters would have to do. You wouldn’t want Hyunngu to become as frustrated as he was the night of the ball. Nor would Hyunggu ever let Hui set foot on his property. Letters were still personal, but not as intimate. 
Hyunggu had been acting differently since the night he came into your room. He had been softer in a way, and trying to connect with you more. He would try and match up the time the two of you had meals, he would try to meet you in the library acting as if he needed a book, and the way he came in the garden the day before. The gift he mentioned, you wondered why he would possibly want to get you a gift and what even was the gift. Hyunggu was still three-quarters of a mystery to you. You broke fast talking with your maid about what stores you wanted to visit, and if there was anything new that you had not seen before. 
Hyunggu walked into the room, and you quieted down in front of him. You looked up to see him smiling so early in the morning. He walked up to you to where you were sitting, “I am going to have something being installed today. You are going to be out today, correct?” 
You nodded at him replying, “I am.” You took another bite of your food to postpone talking to him. Hyunggu stared down at you a small smile still on his lips. You looked up at him, there was something more that he wanted to say to you or wanted to do. You noticed the way his fingers twitched at the side of him. “So I suppose you better have it installed before I come home. So I should take my time out today.” 
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You hadn’t checked the garden to see what was installed when you came home, not when you received another letter so fast. The rest of the afternoon was sent in your room drafting yet another letter. The day had gone by so fast that by the time you looked outside your window, it was already late at night and there was no use to go outside. Hui had mentioned how he would come by soon to that pedestal and how your love story would grow. 
There was a knock at your door in the middle of the night. You had called your maid to come retrieve the letter and have it sent off as soon as possible. Hyunggu peered his head through the door before a sound could come out of your mouth. You coughed a bit slipping the letter under other documents and books. You plastered a fake smile on your face sitting with your legs crossed. You were leaning against your desk wearing only a nightgown. Hyunggu let himself in your room, “You never visited the garden today… Did you catch something while you were out in town?” His head tilted to the side as he walked closer towards you. “You did not eat dinner either. I was worried about you.” Hyunggu’s hand fell upon your cheek and traveled to your chin lifting it. 
You cleared your throat once more. “I apologize, when I came home I was feeling too well. I retreated to my room for some rest. I hope you were not offended.” Hyunggu smiled. His hand left your chin and went up to your forehead. His other hand went up to his. 
“You do feel a bit warm. Shall I call our  physician?” You shook your head slightly. You could not be more of a bother to him, nor did you seek his attention. You used to try everything to get him to look at you. You had suspected that this had something to do with Hui. Ever since Hyunggu found you in the library smiling, laughing, and talking with Hui, something inside Hyunggu flipped. Hyunggu visiting you in the middle of the night is rare. He did visit you a few times on the topic of financial matters, but nothing more than business. “Alright,” He replied letting his hands fall to his side. “But you should rest nonetheless, so you can feel better in the morning. I will be there to break your fast with you as well.”  Hyunggu leaned in to kiss your temple before leaving your room. 
You felt stunned by the sudden affection from your husband. You touched the place he kissed on your forehead. You bit your lip and called in your maid to give her the letter. Your sentences were short, telling her to send the letter out and that you would spend the entire day outside tomorrow. When she left you could barely fall asleep drumming your fingers in your chest. Your head played back to the kiss on your forehead from Hyunggu, then to the kiss you shared with Hui in the garden.  
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The next morning felt brighter than the rest. You would find a surprise in the garden, and hopefully have a surprise visit from your so-called lover. The day was quiet and bright with a subtle breeze flowing through an open window. You had eaten with Hyunggu earlier that morning, and you could still not get over how he smiled at you. He held your hand and walked you to the garden that bright morning. 
He showed you the swing, tied by a thick rope into the three. It was gold with a velvet seat. It almost looked like a throne he got only for you. Hyunggu had lifted you from your waist to sit you in the swing. He held his hands in yours gripping the rope and pulling you back on the swing. He pushed the two of you forward. It felt like a moment that could be frozen and displayed for eternity. The way you flew through the air was a different type of magic. The sound of his laughter rang in your ears. He sounded so pure, so childlike. It was different from the way you knew him before. Everything had changed so fast in such little time. You two stayed in that moment that could have been taken out of a fairytale before a butler called him into the house to work on some matters. He caught the swing to slow it down so you could get off. He helped you off, holding your hand and giving it a peck before bidding you adieu. 
A pinch of guilt was felt in your stomach, the feeling that you betrayed Hyunggu. Even though your vows weren’t genuine, they still existed. You strolled through the garden, fingertips grazing the blooming petals around you. The way Hyunggu kissed you by your hand, took you aback to the way Hui kissed your hand. And soon enough, you were thinking of the way he kissed your lips. Flashes of scenes of the past two to three weeks ran through your mind. You sat and thought on a ledge of a wall. You closed your eyes to feel the breeze and the way the sun made parts of your skin tingle and warm. The sun felt like there was a second embrace hugging you and comforting you through your thoughts. The warmth helped with the loneliness that you felt, till the warmth was gone and you were cast in a shadow. 
You opened your eyes slowly, slightly afraid of what your eyes would meet as soon as they were introduced to the outside world. Hui whispered softly, “I know this wasn’t the place we were supposed to meet, but I hope you don’t mind.” You smiled and scooted over patting a seat for Hui to sit.
“I don’t mind at all. I am grateful you saved me from loneliness on this beautiful day.” You laid your head on his shoulder, your smile growing by the seconds. The two of you were deep in the garden of your estate, hidden by the numerous flowers around you. The sweet aroma of the flora filled the two of you with romance. Hui had an arm around you, and his other holding your hand. “I read the book you recommended to me.” You said in a soft whisper.
“Do you think I have good taste?” The arm over your shoulder drew circles on your forearm. The two of you were looking ahead as if there was nowhere else to look, nothing else to do, and nothing more to say. 
“I think we both know the answer to that question”. You laughed a little, letting your eyes crease, relaxing and acting naturally with Hui. You turned your head to look at him and gave him a small peck on his cheek. The creases on the corner of his eyes soon mirrored your own. He leaned down trying to give you a proper kiss. Being playful, you quickly switched out your lips for a flower before running off. You threw the flower to the side once Hui realized what was touching his lips. You were on your feet, running around the garden while Hui sprung off of his seat behind you to chase you. The sounds of your giggles filled the air as Hui continued to catch up with you. He tackled you into a patch of grass, he nuzzled into your neck starting to peck you. Hui attacked you with kisses all over your face and neck while you squealed trying to escape him. 
The rest of the day went by quickly with mostly chatting, soft touches, and short kisses. It was a fever dream, an idea that you could escape your marriage in your magical garden. You had dinner with Hyunggu that night barely looking up to meet his face. There was guilt that beat the smile off of your face. You stared down at your food, watching it slowly get cold. You also couldn’t bring yourself to hold the fork to your mouth, not in his presence. “Was there something I did that was wrong today? I’m sorry that I could not stay outside with you. And because of that interruption, I have some news for you. I will have to leave the estate for some business out of state for a while– I shouldn’t be too long. Three weeks to a month.” You looked at him blankly, not knowing what to say. “I know this is a lot and sudden.”
There was nothing you could think to say to him. Guilt began to fill your mouth, trying to force its way out. “It is, I hope it goes well.” A nice quick reply would do for now. You didn’t mind him being gone when he was barely there initially. Only just recently did he start making an appearance in your life. Still, Hyunggu had the title of your husband, and that was enough to make you feel a bit of guilt. 
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By the next day, Hyunngu was packed up and gone from the estate. You made the most of the time having the place to yourself. More talks in the garden lead to talks in the library and many things behind closed doors. Carelessness filled your head as you let Hui inside your room, for a break from the sun. Really, it was so that you wouldn’t sweat under the layers of clothing when he touched you. You could be free from worry, and clothing. Hui held your face kissing you with passion he had not shown you before. He had nothing to hide anymore, not his passion for you. You held his shoulders for support as he kissed down to your neck trying to pry open your bodice. You helped him take off your dress, smiling and giggling with him. Hui took care of himself as you got comfortable on the bed. Who knew sex could be so fun when you add a bit of passion and the joy of eating the forbidden fruit? Hui’s lips were on you in an instant, his hand on your thigh soothing it. He made room for himself in between your legs, while his kisses trailed down your body. He worshiped you, every inch of your skin was left on fire after his kisses. When his face reached your heat he looked up at you. Hui’s eyes were glistening by the candlelight. “May I, my dear?”, he asked licking his lips.
“You may,” was all you needed to say before his lips were attached to your clit lapping and kissing like he wasn’t going to be able to do this again. His hands squeezed at your thighs, to keep you from closing in on him. His breath was hot against your cunt, as he gasped for air. You moaned as you felt his tongue enter you. You grasped his hair, whimpering as he sped up this pace. You were so close to your release, holding onto your sheets for dear life as your legs shook. You came with a screech, closing your legs around Hui’s head. He continued to lap up your cum, rubbing his thumb on your inner thigh. Your breathing was heavy as you ran your hand through your hair. 
     Hui detached himself from you, only to kiss you. He was murmuring something you couldn’t hear. You could feel Hui’s hard against your thigh. You helped guide him towards your entrance, needy for what more pleasure he would bring you. He pushed in with a deep kiss on your lips. He was slow at first so you could get used to him. He pulled back to look at you, and you stared at him with all of your combined beauty. You pulled him into a kiss with such passion urging him to quicken his pace. Hui bit at your lip pulling it while he quickened his pace. You could feel him drawing near as he began to let out moans of pleasure. You kissed his neck biting it and sucking at it trying to draw him closer. Hui came with a shaky moan, falling on top of you and leaving small kisses. The rest of the afternoon was a blur. 
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You had been so caught up in your new love affair, that Hyunggu was coming home sooner than expected. The house seemed buzzing, with gossip about the past week and preparations. You tried to control as much of the gossip as you could. It was bad that you only felt guilty after the fact that you had done something. Your maid had come with a letter from Hui, and you rushed to put it in a chest that you kept. This whole ordeal made you nervous, even though you had put yourself in a hole. You barely loved Hyunggu, so what was this sinking feeling in your chest? You waited in your room for Hyunggu to arrive home. You cross-stitched until there was a knock at your bedroom door. You opened it to see Hui smiling back at you looking a bit frantic. You hadn’t read the letter he sent you earlier. Moments later you heard the commotion of unpacking in the house.
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syuga-s · 3 months
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drop your wishlist 🪄
besties i've been picking my brain apart THE WHOLE WEEK because I want to write but I don't know who I should make it about or which character I should use.....,.., if there's someone in need of an AU/drabble/imagine let me know pls!! whether it's angst/fluff/smut doesn't matter just give me a MAN (btw i write mainly for afab readers & gender neutral readers 🫶) is this the part where i officially start to take requests?? we'll seeeee
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eroctickboys · 6 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YEO ONE!
More birthdays to cum 🤭💦
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pentagonieslut · 2 years
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down on me m.list
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part one:
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yunhohours · 2 years
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hi hello i’ve been gone for a bit but pls send in any and all hard thoughts + theories
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authornoona · 2 years
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Request Rules [Read Before Submitting Pls!]
Hey everyone, Kitty here!
I'm so excited to start sharing my writing on here and I hope you all enjoy it too :) That being said, I am open to taking requests but I have a few rules that need to be adhered to before you submit a request from me:
Please understand that I am a mother and a wife, so I will get to your request as soon as possible but it may take some time. If you hound me in my asks about your request or why I haven't done it yet, I will be forced to block you.
I will NOT write underage smut. Fluff is okay, but please do not ask me to write about idols who are under 18 in a smut format.
That being said, if you are a minor (under 18) I would prefer that you not interact with my smut pieces or request smut from me.
I will only write for the idols/groups I have listed below and that's IT. Please do not request anyone not listed as I may not know them or know them well enough to feel like I can write for them. But please do check back often if your favorite idol/group is not listed- I am constantly trying to stan new groups, so they may be added later on.
Remember that this is for FUN and I am writing about REAL people but NOT real events. This is all made up.
If your request has anything to do with a potential trigger for someone, please start the request with the words TRIGGER WARNING so I am aware before reading. I may deny the request depending on the trigger, as there are some things that make me uncomfortable and I would not be able to write like that.
If you are requesting a One Shot, please give me as much detail that you would like to see with your scenario as possible so I can accurately fulfill your request! I will also try to write with gender neutral pronouns unless otherwise specified & I will always tag the fiction as such.
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Who I Will Write For:
Boy Groups: BTS, Stray Kids, Monsta X, NCT (all units), GOT7, VIXX, SHINee, Astro, P1Harmony, EXO, Seventeen, Big Bang (minus Seungri), Pentagon & TXT.
Girl Groups: Black Pink, Red Velvet, Twice, Everglow, f(x) & Mamamoo.
Solo Male Artists: Jay Park, Crush, Woosung (The Rose) & Eric Nam.
Solo Female Artists: Ailee, Chungha, CL, HyunA & Sunmi.
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Requests I Take:
Imagines (Reader x Idol)
MTL
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I look forward to fulfilling everyone's requests & talking with you all! Feel free to also just send me messages if you want to chat about kpop <3
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neomujinjja · 9 months
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Requesting
Request Status: Open.ᐟᝰ
You can find request guidelines on my carrd linked in my bio
what you need to know
- i will always try to be extremely vague about the reader's race to be inclusive to everyone
- i will archive and/or delete my works if an idol says they feel uncomfortable about fan writing (i will make a post and comment before doing so; also hold me accountable as i might forget or not know)
- i won't write for idols in relationships (dating or married) out of respect, about minors in romantic scenarios, or ones that i don't know as well
- this list will be updated later on as i write more and figure out what im comfortable writing
What I will write
- fluff, angst, song fic, drabble, AUs, and headcanons
- you can request for mature scenes that hint to more
- unless specified, i will write the reader as gender neutral and an vague-ish age
What I won't write
- explicit scenes/smut as i don't feel comfortable writing like that yet (and maybe never will)
- staking or yandere themes
Who I'll write for
A.C.E
Astro
Ateez
B.I
BoyNextDoor
Enhypen
EXO
Forecasting Love & Weather
Got7
HiGH&LOW
NCT (excluding New Team)
Pentagon
RIIZE
Seventeen
SHINee
Stray Kids
Sweet Home
The Boyz
Treasure
Twenty Five Twenty One
TXT
Wonho
Woodz
Xdinary Heroes
Yedam
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Hongseok - His Voice (smut) 🔞
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⚠️ WARNING: THIS CONTENT CONTAINS SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE!  🔞 🔞
AUTHOR’S NOTE: This is my third one-shot smut fanfiction for Hongseok! I am sorry it took me some time to update because I had also work to do. But I hope you will all like it my beloved readers! THANKS 😍 😍 😍
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Y/N doesn't like going to parties and go clubbing with her friend named Minje because she rather do other things than enjoy herself in a crowded place and have some alcoholic drinks with strangers. Even though Minje is completely opposite with Y/N they still get along with each other. Then there is one time, Minje just got home from their shared apartment and Y/N saw her with a hickey on her neck and…
“I guess you hooked up with someone again last night?” Y/N asked then Minje slightly laughed.
“You know me so well, Y/N,” Minje said then Y/N chuckled.
“Of course! Also, you are proudly showing that you have a hickey on your neck. I don't know why do you keep hooking up with someone, especially to a stranger and that is risky," Y/N said.
“I also don’t know but I think there are strangers that are incredibly attractive and will lure you,” Minje said.
‘I understand, Minje. But don’t you want to have a romantic relationship with someone instead?” Y/N asked.
“To be honest, I am not ready to have a romantic relationship with someone right now,” Minje said.
“Oh! I see,” Y/N said.
“What about you? You are still a virgin. Don’t you want to spice up your life just for once?” Minje said.
“I don’t care if I am a virgin and also, I don’t want just casual relationships like fuck buddies, no strings attached and friends with benefits and I don’t like hook-ups,” Y/N said and Minje slightly laughed.
“Fine! If you suddenly wanted to spice up your life but you don’t want to have sex in person with someone, there are mobile numbers in our clipboard that you can call for phone sex and you can tell your fantasies to the operator and they will somehow fulfill them even though you will hear their voices over the phone,” Minje said as she winked at her making Y/N blushed.
“No thanks, Minje! Even though I am not innocent I still don’t want to try that. I would rather find a lover to fulfill my fantasies than to tell it to a stranger,” Y/N said.
“Okay! If you say so. But still, I won’t remove those numbers in our clipboard, okay?” Minje asked.
“Sure! I think it won't bother me,” Y/N said then Minje slightly laughed and just nodded. There is one time, while Y/N is working in her room, someone called her it’s her another friend named Kino.
THEIR CONVERSATION…
Y/N: Oh! Hey, Kino!
Kino: Hi, Y/N! Did I disturb you?
Y/N: Nope! Why did you call?
Kino: I just want to have a catch-up with you. Also, did Minje tell you that we are going to a bar on Saturday? Because I just really want to hang out with you, Minje, and your other friends.
Y/N: Kino, I already told you that I don’t like going to bars, right?
Kino: I know but just for once please come with us and don’t worry we will not force you to drink heavily.
Y/N: *sighs* Are you sure about that, Kino? Because I don’t trust Minje that she will not force me to drink many alcoholic drinks and I don't want to be drunk.
Kino: Don’t worry I will be on your side and I will stop Minje to force you to drink many alcoholic drinks.
Y/N: You promise that?
Kino: Yup! I promise. So, please come with us on Saturday!
Y/N: Okay! I will join on Saturday.
Kino: That’s great! By the way, how’s life?
Y/N: Well, it’s fine and it’s still the same. Just working and still didn’t have a boyfriend. But Minje kept asking me to meet some guys and hook up with someone and that irritates me and she even has numbers for phone sex.
Kino: Oh really? numbers for phone sex?
Y/N: Yup! It was my first time to hear that and I was really shocked that a stranger will answer your call just to fulfill your sexual fantasies over the phone. By any chance did you try calling those kinds of numbers?
Kino: I just tried it once but I didn’t contact it again because I am not into phone sex. I would rather do it physically with someone than hear their moans over the phone only.
As Y/N heard Kino’s words, she blushed and gulped.
Y/N: O-oh! You are right! Also, I guess it’s hard to speak out your fantasies to a stranger, right?
Kino: Yup! But if you don’t want to have sex in person and you want it to be safe then phone sex is the right option for you.
Y/N: Minje also told me that. But I don’t know if I want to try it or not.
Kino: Why would you call a stranger for phone sex if I am already here now talking to you?
Then Y/N was so shocked at Kino’s statement and…
Y/N: Shut up, Kino!
Kino: *laughs* I am just kidding!
Y/N: To be honest, that really caught me off guard.
Kino: I am sorry I didn’t mean to be that suggestive. Anyways, I have to go. Let’s just see on Saturday.
Y/N: Okay! See you on Saturday. Take care and stay safe, Kino!
Kino: Take care and stay safe too, Y/N! Bye!
END OF THEIR CONVERSATION.
After Y/N had a conversation with Kino, she approached Minje and…
“Minje, I will join you on Saturday with Kino,” Y/N said then Minje was surprised.
“Really? Did Kino call you?” Minje asked.
“Yup! He convinced me to come with all of you and I just decided to accept it,” Y/N said.
“That’s great!” Minje said.
“But Minje, don’t force me to drink many alcoholic drinks, okay? Kino will try to stop you if you did,” Y/N said then Minje laughed.
“Okay! I will not make you drunk if you think you are already in your limit,” Minje said.
“Good! Because you are becoming a wild person when you are drunk,” Y/N said.
“I know, right! But believe it or not, I still remember the next day what happened to me even though I am heavily drunk,” Minje said.
“Wow! That’s what you call a talent,” Y/N said then both of them laughed.
“By the way, about the phone sex, do the person who answered your call ask your name first, or do they just go straight to a dirty phone call with you?” Y/N asked then Minje was quite surprised.
“Well, it depends on the operator’s mood. But some of them really ask your name so that while they are talking to you in a dirty way you will feel more sexual tension between you and that person. Why? By any chance, are you going to try calling one of those numbers?" Minje asked which made Y/N blush.
“Nope! I was just curious,” Y/N said then Minje smirked.
“Really? But curiosity can lead you to try something you haven’t done in your life. I will not be surprised later this day you will try to call one of those numbers,” Minje said.
“I don’t know. Whatever! Anyways, let’s just enjoy our weekend with Kino and our other friends,” Y/N said then Minje just nodded and slightly laughed. As time goes by, it was already evening and Y/N can’t stop looking at the phone numbers in the clipboard and…
“Fine! I know this won’t harm me if I will try it. I will just do this once!” Y/N thought and typed one of the numbers in her phone and went to her room and locked it.
“I hope Minje didn’t see me and she will definitely tease me tomorrow!” Y/N thought but when she is about to press call, she suddenly stopped and tried to breathe first as she wants to ease her nervousness and then she pressed it. Then Y/N was quite surprised because she should still press some numbers to connect her to a person who want to accept her call and there is one time, she should listen to some voices of the people that she assumed was recorded and she have to choose whom she wanted to talk to. Then she noticed a man’s voice who suddenly piqued her interest and she pressed no. 4 and Y/N became nervous because she is now being connected to the person whom she wanted to talk to and at that moment someone answered it.
THEIR CONVERSATION…
Y/N: Hello?
The man: Hi, sexy! What’s your name?
Y/N blushed madly at the man’s voice and to his greeting.
Y/N: I am Y/N, and you?
The man: Oh! What a beautiful name, Y/N. I am Jared. What are you thinking about right now, baby?
“Damn! He is calling me with a pet name already and his voice is so sexy!” Y/N thought.
Y/N: To be honest, this is my first time to engage in this kind of call and I was curious and I want to tell you that I am a virgin.
Jared: Oh! What a surprise! My baby is a virgin. But by listening to my voice, you want me to make you cum tonight?
Y/N: That sounds convincing. But I want to know if you have a fit body or have a muscular body.
Jared: Oh! You like muscular men, huh? I do have a muscular body. Do you want to feel them to you?
Y/N: Sure! I really imagine now that I am touching your bare chest and tracing my fingers to your abs.
Jared: Mmh…That feels so good baby! By the way, what are you wearing tonight, baby?
Y/N: I am now wearing a black nightie dress.
Jared: Shit! You are so sexy, baby! I want you to take it off for me.
Y/N: Sure! Just for you, hottie Jared.
Y/N literally took off her nightie dress and…
"Shit! I never imagine I will do this and will be turned on to this man just by his voice,” Y/N thought.
Y/N: I already took off my dress. What about you? I want to see all of you.
Jared: My baby is so needy. I like that! But sure! I will do that for you.
After a few seconds…
Jared: I am already naked, baby!
Y/N: Shit! You are so hot!
Jared: You too, baby! I’ll make you feel so good. By the way, what are you doing right now?
Y/N: I am squeezing my breasts and thinking you are sucking, licking, squeezing, and massaging my tits.
Jared: Fuck! That's so sexy! I want one of your hands to go to your pussy and touched it and imagine those are my fingers.
Y/N: I am now touching myself and starting to thrust my fingers into my pussy and fuck! Your fingers are so good!
Jared: You want me to pump my fingers to your pussy deeper that badly, baby?
Y/N: Yes! Please, Jared, Go faster!
Jared: Fuck! You are taking my fingers so well, baby!
Y/N: Shit! Yes! Don’t stop! I will cum!
Jared: I will not stop baby! I want to taste you so bad!
As Y/N continued to thrust it, she cum on her fingers and moaned loudly over the phone.
Jared: Fuck! You are so sexy when you moan like that!
Y/N: That is because you made me feel so good.
Jared: You too, baby! Your taste is so delicate. I want to spend more time with you but it's getting late, baby.
Y/N: I know! Thank you for making my first time in this call make me feel sexy.
Jared: No problem, Y/N! Call me again and I’ll definitely make you scream my name again for our next call.
Y/N: Sure! Good night, hottie Jared!
Jared: Good night and sleep well, sexy Y/N.
END OF CONVERSATION.
After Y/N did phone sex with someone…
“Shit! That was an amazing experience and damn! Jared’s voice is just so sexy and I want to hear his voice next time!” Y/N thought and she wore again her nightie dress and her underwear then went to sleep. The next day, Y/N woke up and as she went to the kitchen, Minji already cooked some breakfast for them and she joined her.
“Y/N, tell me, did you try to call one of the phone numbers in the clipboard?” Minji asked then Y/N gulped but Minji noticed it and smirked.
“Y/N, don’t deny it! I just heard your loud moans with the name of the person who is having phone sex with you,” Minji said.
“Fine! I tried to have phone sex with someone last night,” Y/N said as she blushed.
“I knew it! Also, aside from your moans, I heard the way you talk to that person and you seemed to be so flirty with him. Also, I am kinda impressed that you sound like you are the phone sex operator,” Minji said as she slightly laughed.
“You really listened to me what I was doing, huh?” Y/N said.
“To be honest, I was really concerned when you suddenly moaned loudly but I thought you were hurt or something but I suddenly heard you are talking to someone. Also, it seems you are into it,” Minji said.
“I think so? Because Jared’s voice is so sexy and I think I might want to call him again next time,” Y/N said.
“Please warn me if you will do phone sex again to someone okay? You were really loud last night,” Minji said then Y/N blushed.
“Okay! I am sorry if I made some noise last night,” Y/N said.
“It’s okay! I am glad you had fun having phone sex with someone and probably Jared was also satisfied," Minji said then both of them slightly laughed. After Y/N had breakfast, someone called her and it was Kino then Minji saw it.
“It seems Kino kept calling you these days. I think he is interested in you,” Minji said.
“He will never be interested in me and we are just friends,” Y/N said.
“Okay! Whatever you say,” Minji said then Y/N decided to answer his call.
THEIR CONVERSATION…
Y/N: Good morning, Kino! Why did you call?
Kino: Good morning, Y/N! Just wanted to talk to you again.
Y/N: Oh! Okay! What do you want to talk about?
Kino: I just suddenly thought if you already tried to have phone sex with someone?
Y/N: Seriously? Did you call me just to ask me that question? Also, we just talked about that yesterday.
Kino: I am just curious because I think when you brought that up, I think there is really a chance you will try to call a number for phone sex.
Y/N: Fine! I will admit that I tried it last night and it was an amazing experience because the person’s voice that I had a conversation with has a sexy voice.
Kino: Oh! That’s good to hear! It means there will be a chance you will call again next time?
Y/N: Yup! But I hope I can still talk to the same person.
Kino: Oh! It seems you are going to be attached to that man, huh?
Y/N: I will admit that even though I don’t see him and just hear his voice I can feel and imagine that he is really handsome and has a muscular body.
Kino: Wow! I didn't expect you will share to with me that you are into muscular men.
Y/N: I am sorry but I can’t help it because it seems you want more information on what I feel about my first-time experience to have phone sex with someone.
Kino: I understand, Y/N. Anyways, Saturday is coming. So, are you still going with us?
Y/N: Yes! I will still go with all of you on Saturday. Don’t worry, okay?
Kino: Great! I bet you will still have work to do now, right?
Y/N: Yup! I have to hang up and get ready for today’s work.
Kino: Okay! Have a nice day and take care, Y/N!
Y/N: Have a nice day and take care too, Kino!
END OF CONVERSATION.
“So why did Kino call?” Minje asked Y/N.
“He just suddenly asked me if I already tried to have phone sex with someone because I told him yesterday you have some phone numbers of it,” Y/N said then Minje was surprised.
“Are you serious? He just asked you that?” Minje asked as she slightly laughed.
“Yup! I was so surprised that he just called me for that topic,” Y/N said.
“That was really weird, Y/N,” Minje said.
“Yesterday, I was also so surprised he became suggestive to me to have phone sex with him,” Y/N said.
“What? Wow! I didn’t expect that from Kino,” Minje said.
“I know, right,” Y/N said.
“Oh! I see. By the way, are you interested with Jared the one you had phone sex with?" Minje asked then Y/N blushed.
“Yup! To be honest, I want to meet him someday,” Y/N said then Minje smirked.
“Try to call him next time and ask if he is willing to meet with you,” Minje said.
“Sure! I will do that,” Y/N said as she smiled.
FAST FORWARD…
It was already Saturday night, Y/N together with Minje, Kino, and their other friends went to a bar. At that time, Y/N had some light alcoholic drinks and tried to play some games with them but while they are playing, someone passed by their direction and Y/N noticed him then when they made eye contact the man smiled at her and Y/N slightly smiled and when the man was already far from them, their friends noticed her and…
“Oh! Someone might be laid tonight, huh?” Kino said then Y/N blushed but their friends laughed.
“Y/N, go get him! He is so handsome and hot!” Minje said and their other girlfriends are cheering for her but…
“Shut up all of you! I don’t like hook-ups, okay? Let’s just continue,” Y/N said then Minje smirked and they just continue to play. But as time goes by, Y/N stopped playing with them because she doesn’t want to be drunk and there is one time, Y/N went to the bathroom and when she went back to their place
, her friends including Kino was nowhere to be seen.
“What the fuck! They just left me here without saying anything to me,” Y/N thought as she sighed then decided to sit instead in one of the chairs near the bartender and Y/N decided to try to call one of her friends but no one answered and she just sighed again but someone approached her and it was the man who smiled at her…
“Hi! I noticed you are now alone and I just saw your friends left you,” the man said then Y/N was surprised.
“I know! They are really good friends!” Y/N said as she rolled her eyes then the man slightly laughed at her.
“But it seems your other friends will hook up with someone that’s why they left. By the way, I am Hongseok” the man said.
“Oh! Okay! I am Y/N. Nice to meet you, Hongseok. What about you? Are you here with your friends?” Y/N asked. Then Hongseok was suddenly quite surprised with her name and Y/N noticed it.
“Is there a problem, Hongseok?” Y/N asked.
“Nope! I think I just heard your name somewhere. Anyways, I am alone. Just having some time for myself,” Hongseok said.
“Oh! Okay! I also noticed many women kept approaching you earlier but you didn’t talk to them at all and just left them,” Y/N said then Hongseok slightly laughed.
“Are you saying you are eyeing me earlier?” Hongseok asked as he looked at her and smiled which made Y/N blush.
“Not totally. I just noticed it earlier. So, why did you ignore them?” Y/N asked.
“I can see in their eyes and the way they talked to me is like they just want to hook up with me but I don’t like hooks up. So, I just left them and ignore them. By the way, do you have a boyfriend?” Hongseok said.
“Nope! But I had a boyfriend before and I broke up with him because he cheated on me and his reason was that I don’t give fully myself to him,” Y/N said.
“Oh! I am sorry if this will be inappropriate to ask you. Does it mean you really didn't have sex with your ex-boyfriend?" Hongseok asked and Y/N gulped at his question.
“Yup! For me in every relationship, sex is not a priority. Also, I am not really ready to have sex at that time,” Y/N said.
“Oh! I understand, Y/N. His reason was unacceptable,” Hongseok said.
“I know right! He is totally a jerk. Anyways, I don’t want to talk about him now and It’s getting late I should go home now,” Y/N said.
“I’ll drive you home, Y/N,” Hongseok said which made Y/N blush.
“Are you sure?” Y/N asked.
“Yup! I insist. Don’t worry I don’t have any bad intentions to you,” Hongseok said.
“Okay! I will trust you, Hongseok!” Y/N said as she smiled then Hongseok guided her to his car and while they are going to Y/N’s place, she noticed that someone kept calling him and it was an unknown number.
“Hongseok, why don’t you answer that call first,” Y/N said.
“I’ll answer it later,” Hongseok said then Y/N nodded.
“By the way, do you have a girlfriend?” Y/N asked.
“Nope! I am also single like you. Why?” Hongseok asked.
“Nothing. I am just curious I thought your girlfriend is the one that calling you,” Y/N said then Hongseok slightly laughed.
“Also, I want to be honest with you, you are very handsome and hot,” Y/N said then suddenly the car stopped because of its red light and Hongseok looked at her and smirked.
“Oh Really? Thanks for the compliment, Y/N. You are also beautiful and hot,” Hongseok said as he smiled then Y/N blushed.
“Thanks, Hongseok!” Y/N said. But as they made eye contact, Hongseok was about to kiss her but Y/N was getting nervous and…
“Hongseok, it’s green light already. We should get going,” Y/N said.
“Oh! I am sorry!” Hongseok said then Y/N slightly laughed. When Hongseok already reached Y/N’s place…
“Thank you for driving me home and for being a good company tonight even though it was just a short time because my friends left me,” Y/N said.
“No problem, Y/N. It’s really nice to meet you!” Hongseok said.
“You too, Hongseok. I have to go inside now. Good night and drive safely going home,” Y/N said.
“Thanks, Y/N! Good night and sleep well," Hongseok said and when Y/N was about to get off his car, he suddenly pulled her and quickly kissed her lips which made Y/N blush and she touched her lips.
“What was that for?” Y/N asked.
“I am sorry I can’t help it. You can go inside now your apartment,” Hongseok said as he winked at her then Y/N nodded and smiled at him and get off his car, and went inside her place. As Y/N went to her room…
“OMG! A hottie just kissed me on the lips! I hope we will meet again next time!” Y/N thought and she washed up, changed clothes, and went to sleep. As Hongseok reached his shared condo unit with Yeo One…
“Hongseok! Why didn’t you tell me that you are actually going to a bar?” Yeo One asked.
“I am sorry I thought you are still busy. But it’s okay, I talked to someone earlier and drive her home,” Hongseok said.
“Oh! You met a girl, huh? Did something happen between the two of you?” Yeo One asked.
“Nope! But I kissed her lips before she will go inside her place,” Hongseok said.
“Wow! Is she your girlfriend already?” Yeo One asked.
“Nope! How I wish to ask her right away but I think it will be too fast for her since we just met. But,” Hongseok said.
“But what? Is there a problem with her?” Yeo One asked.
“Nothing actually but I heard her name somewhere,” Hongseok said.
“Wait! You still doing the calls, right?” Yeo One asked.
“Yup!... Oh shit! I should check out the recorded calls,” Hongseok said then Yeo One nodded. Then Hongseok rushed going to his room and decided to play the recorded calls that he made but after a few minutes, he went back to the living room.
“So, did you hear her name among the calls?” Yeo One asked.
“Nope! I thought she is the one that I had a conversation with last time. I guess she is just familiar to me,” Hongseok said.
“Oh, I see! I will come with you to the new gym you are going to tomorrow,” Yeo One said.
“Sure, bro!” Hongseok said. Then two of them went to sleep.
THE NEXT DAY…
Y/N woke up and when she was about to go to the kitchen to have breakfast, Minje just came in and…
“Good morning, Y/N!” Minje said as she smiled at her then Y/N rolled her eyes.
“Shower first and have breakfast with me. I want to talk to you.” Y/N said then Minje nodded and after a few minutes, Minje joined her.
“Minje, you should have waited for me before you all left in the bar last night!” Y/N said.
“I am sorry Y/N. I know it was dangerous for you to be left in the bar but I am relieved you were alright,” Minje said then Y/N chuckled.
“Okay! Apology accepted. But thanks to Hongseok who drive me home safely,” Y/N said.
“Oh! Is Hongseok the one you made eye contact with, yesterday?” Minje asked.
“Yup! We just talk for a few minutes and he insists to drive me home and…" Y/N can't finish her sentence as she remembered Hongseok kissed her.
“I shouldn’t tell Minje about the kiss she will surely tease me,” Y/N thought.
“And then what?” Minje asked.
“And then we just said goodbye to each other. He is a gentleman and I am thankful he is not a maniac or a pervert that I met in the bar,” Y/N said then Minje slightly laughed.
“It seems even though we left you in the bar you met someone who has a good personality,” Minje said.
“But still, it was too dangerous, okay? Don’t do that again,” Y/N said.
“Okay! I am really sorry. By the way, do you have work today?” Minje asked.
“Nope! Why?” Y/N asked.
“I am still having a hang-over and I think I won’t be able to manage up my gym business today. Can you go to my gym and accommodate the customers, especially the new members of the gym today?” Minje asked.
“Okay! Since you also made me manage your business last time and I know what to do. So, rest for today and I will go to your gym,” Y/N said.
“Thanks, Y/N! Don’t flirt with the customers, okay? I know you are into muscular guys,” Minje said then Y/N blushed.
“Don’t worry, I will not flirt with them and I will just help them,” Y/N said
“Okay! Good!” Minje said and smiled. At that time, as Y/N went inside the gym she saw many people are already working out and she decided to approach someone in the reception area but she was surprised because…
“Kino?” Y/N asked.
“Oh! Hi, Y/N! Why are you here?” Kino asked.
“Minje told me to manage her business for today because she is having a hang-over and why are you here?” Y/N asked.
“To be honest, I am working here just a few weeks ago,” Kino said.
“Really? Minje didn’t tell me that you are working here as a receptionist,” Y/N said then Kino slightly laughed.
“Well, I think it will not be hard for me to accommodate the customers today because you are here,” Kino said as he smiled then Y/N sat beside Kino.
“Yup! By the way, you are all evil because you all left me in the bar last night!” Y/N said as she pouted then Kino slightly laughed.
“I am sorry Y/N. To be honest, I hooked up with our other friends last night that’s why I also left,” Kino said then Y/N’s eyes went wide.
“WHAT? Wow! I didn’t expect that,” Y/N said then both of them laughed.
"To be honest, if I stayed beside you longer last night, I might do it with you," Kino said as he winked at her which made Y/N gulp.
“Can you stop it, Kino! We should accommodate the customers now,” Y/N said then Kino slightly laughed and nodded. Then someone entered the gym and then Y/N’s eyes went wide.
“Damn! His body is buff and muscular and his friend is so handsome too!” Y/N thought. As the man and his friend approached them, he was also surprised.
“Oh! Good morning, Y/N!” the man said as he smiled.
“Good morning, Hongseok!” Y/N said. Then Kino and Yeo One were surprised.
“You two know each other?” Yeo One asked.
“We met in the bar yesterday,” Y/N said as she smiled.
“Oh! I see! Nice to meet you, Y/N!” Yeo One said as he smiled which made Y/N blush.
“Damn! Both of them are so hot!” Y/N thought.
“I guess you two are the new members in this gym, right?” Y/N asked.
“Yup! Are you the owner?” Hongseok asked.
“Nope! My friend is the owner of this gym and she can’t make it today so I will be the one who will manage this gym,” Y/N said.
“Oh! Okay! Your friend told me that we should show our membership cards here, right?” Yeo One asked.
“Yup! Please hand me your membership cards so that I will scan your QR code," Y/N said then Yeo One and Hongseok gave their cards, and while Y/N is scanning it...
“You are with Y/N last night, right?” Hongseok asked Kino.
“Yup! Why?” Kino asked.
“You shouldn’t have left her last night in a bar,” Hongseok said.
“I know. It was our mistake but I already told Y/N my reason,” Kino said.
“Okay! To be honest, I was the one who drive her home last night,” Hongseok said. When Kino was about to say something, Y/N gave back their membership cards and…
“You can start now using the equipment here,” Y/N said.
“Okay! Thanks, Y/N! We have to work out now. Have a nice day to the two of you,” Hongseok said then Y/N nodded and smiled at them. When Hongseok and Yeo One left them…
“Y/N, is he the guy that smiled at you, last night?” Kino asked.
“Yup!” Y/N said as she smiled.
“Well, I am thankful that person didn’t take advantage of you,” Kino said.
“You are right! But he told me he is also not into hooks up so I was relieved last night that he is the person that I met,” Y/N said and Kino chuckled. As time goes by, while Y/N is waiting for some customers, she suddenly saw Hongseok and Yeo One that they are already shirtless and she gulped.
“Wow! Both of them are hotties especially Hongseok his arms and chests are so buff!” Y/N thought as she can’t stop looking at them but suddenly Hongseok looked at her which made Y/N look away and pretended to do something and Hongseok smirked then Yeo One noticed it.
“Why? Is Y/N looking at us?” Yeo One asked as he smirked.
“Yup! I can feel she is checking us out,” Hongseok said then both of them just went back to working out. As for Y/N who still pretending to do something…
“Y/N, I saw that. You are literally drooling for them, especially to Hongseok and he freaking noticed you staring at them,” Kino said then Y/N blushed.
“I’ll admit both of them are sexy and handsome that’s why I can’t stop staring at them,” Y/N said then Kino smirked.
“If those two men wanted to have a threesome with you, are you going to accept it?” Kino asked then Y/N gulped but…
“Why not? I’ll accept it because I think it will be worth it,” Y/N said as her face heated up.
“Wow! I didn’t expect you will answer it confidently. So, are you hoping that those two men will ask for it?” Kino asked.
“I think so. But I suddenly thought that I am still a virgin and still didn’t have experience,” Y/N said.
“Oh! You are right!” Kino said then suddenly someone interrupted them.
“What are you two talking about?” Hongseok asked then Y/N was surprised when Hongseok and Yeo One approached them shirtless which made Y/N blush madly and tried to smile at them.
“Nothing! Just random things, right Kino?” Y/N asked.
“Yes! By the way, do you need help?” Kino asked.
“Nothing actually. I just suddenly thought after we work out let’s have lunch in a nearby restaurant here and I will be the one who will pay for our meal,” Hongseok said as he smiled at them.
“Oh! Sure! Someone can replace us here in this area,” Y/N said.
“Great! We will get back first and finish our workout routines,” Hongseok said then Y/N nodded. After they left…
“Shit! This is making me crazy!” Y/N thought.
“Someone is heating up!” Kino said jokingly then Y/N slightly slapped Kino’s arms.
“Shut up, Kino!” Y/N said then Kino laughed. After an hour, all of them went to a nearby restaurant and had their lunch.
“So, Y/N are you going to be in the gym tomorrow?” Hongseok asked.
“I will not be in the gym tomorrow because I still have work to do but my job is work from home,” Y/N said.
“Oh, I see! We will visit you sometimes in your apartment” Hongseok asked.
“Sure! You two can visit me in our apartment,” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“Okay! That’s great!” Hongseok said as he smiled at Y/N. As time goes by, while they are all talking to each other, Y/N suddenly felt two feet brushing her legs in repetition which made Y/N blush and she saw Hongseok and Yeo One’s eyes are looking at her and smiling at her like they are innocent and Y/N gulped and Kino saw it.
“Wow! Those two men are whipped for Y/N!” Kino thought as he smirked. As Y/N continued to feel their feet on her legs, she decided to excuse herself from the bathroom and…
“Shit! I didn’t expect they will do that to me. Also, they must have heard what I told to Kino earlier having a threesome with them! I am doomed!” Y/N thought as she tried to calm down and went back to them.
“Y/N, we have to go now because we will still do some things today,” Yeo One said.
“Oh! Okay! We will also go back to the gym. Have a nice day and take care Hongseok and Yeo One!” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“Okay! Take care too, Y/N!” Hongseok said as he smiled then Y/N and Kino smiled at them and after Hongseok and Yeo One left them, Y/N and Kino went back to the gym.
“Y/N, it seems those two men want you so bad,” Kino said.
“Can you lower your voice? Also, how did you know?” Y/N asked then Kino smirked.
“When I was going back to our place, I suddenly saw their feet brushing your legs," Kino said which made Y/N blush madly.
“That was just so unexpected. I was so speechless and I really had to catch some air because of their sudden action earlier. That was way beyond my imagination,” Y/N said then Kino laughed.
“I know and I understand, Y/N. Good luck when they visit you in your shared apartment,” Kino said.
“Shit! I am so done right now!” Y/N said then Kino laughed.
“Don’t think about that much, okay? That can be also just a playful action but they don’t have other intentions to you in a sexual way,” Kino said.
“I hope so and you have point there, Kino. They might be really just playing with me at that time,” Y/N said and Kino smiled and nodded. As time goes by, it was already evening and they closed the gym and Kino drive her home.
“Thanks, Kino for helping me today. See you next time!” Y/N said.
“No problem, Y/N! See you next time too! Good night!” Kino said as both of them smiled then Y/N went inside her apartment. As for Hongseok and Yeo One who are already in their apartment…
“Hongseok, I guess Y/N was really shocked in our action earlier,” Yeo One said.
“Yup! I know. But she is cute when she got flustered,” Hongseok said then Yeo One chuckled.
Then going back to Y/N, as soon as she went inside the apartment…
“Y/N, how’s managing the gym today?” Minje asked.
“It was great! Hongseok and his friend named Yeo One went to the gym today because they are new members,” Y/N said then Minje was surprised.
“Really? So, that’s why you had a good time managing the gym, huh?” Minje said as she smirked.
“I think so! Also, you didn’t tell me Kino is working in your gym,” Y/N said.
“I am sorry I forgot. But at least someone you know helped you today,” Minje said.
“You are right! Hongseok also treated us for lunch,” Y/N said.
“Wow! I am sure that he is totally interested in you,” Minje said as she smiled.
“I don’t know. But gosh! There is one thing that Hongseok and his friend did to me that was most unexpected,” Y/N said.
“And what is that?” Minje asked.
“While Kino is in the bathroom and I am talking to them, Hongseok and Yeo One just shamelessly brush their feet to my legs in repetition. I was so caught off guard and suddenly excused myself to the bathroom and breathe for a while and tried to process what they did,” Y/N said then Minje’s eyes went wide.
“What the fuck! Those hotties wanted you, Y/N! Congrats!” Minje said.
“Shut up, Minje! This is all Kino's fault for asking me those dirty questions!” Y/N said.
“What do you mean? Can you give me an example of his question earlier?” Minje asked.
“Kino just asked me if Hongseok and Yeo One wanted to have a threesome with me, will I accept it. Then I told Kino that I will accept it because I think it will be worth it. But at that time, Hongseok suddenly asked us what we are talking about. So, I assume they heard what I told Kino earlier,” Y/N said.
“OMG! You are doomed, Y/N,” Minje said as she laughed.
“I know right! Those two are making me crazy! Because to be honest, I saw them shirtless today, and damn! They have a muscular body and they are so sexy!” Y/N said as she blushed madly.
“It seems it was a good idea that I made you manage my gym today and you saw them working out shirtless,” Minje said as she slightly laughed.
“I don't think it was a good idea it just made me get nervous because they might visit me here when I am alone,” Y/N said.
“Y/N, don't overthink, okay? I think they won’t force you to have sex with them. Also, you told me that Hongseok is not a maniac or a pervert,” Minje said.
“Well, you are right! But the way they look at me earlier it’s like they have other intentions,” Y/N said.
“Oh! I see. But tell me, after what happened, are you turned on?” Minje asked then Y/N blushed.
“Yes! I will not deny that I am turned on what happened earlier. But Minje, I am a freaking virgin! I think I won’t be able to do a threesome,” Y/N said then Minje laughed.
“I know you are a virgin, Y/N. You really should do it with one of them first before you do a threesome so that you can be more comfortable next time. But it’s your choice who will devirginize you and that person should be the one that you somehow trust,” Minje said.
“Okay! But I think my choice will be Hongseok,” Y/N said.
“Oh! Okay! Since you already talked to him first and he didn’t take advantage of you when he drove you home last night,” Minje said.
“Yup! I think I can trust him,” Y/N said.
“Okay! Well then, good luck!” Minje said then Y/N slightly laughed. After they talked to each other, Y/N went to her room, she still can’t stop thinking about what happened today especially she saw Hongseok’s body which made Y/N’s body heat up.
“Fuck! This is really making me crazy!” Y/N thought then she decided to call again the number to have phone sex and at that time, she was lucky that Jared was available and she choose him again and when she was successfully connected to him…
THEIR CONVERSATION…
Y/N: Hi again, Jared!
Jared: Oh! Hi! Mind to tell me your name, baby?
Y/N: I am Y/N. I don’t know if you remember me.
Jared: Oh! I remember you now, Y/N! It seems you really like my voice and this is your second time choosing me, huh?
Y/N: Yes! Your voice is so sexy!
Jared: Oh Really? I am glad to hear that, baby! But tell me, what are you thinking right now and you suddenly choose me again?
Y/N: I actually met again the man in the gym who I talked to in a bar last night and he was so hot and I can’t stop thinking about him.
Jared: Oh! Really? How about this? Tell me his name and imagine that I am that man. You want that baby?
Y/N: Oh! That’s a good idea! His name is Hongseok.
Jared: Call me Hongseok tonight baby! I want you naked now!
Y/N: I am now naked, Hongseok!
Jared: Fuck! You are so sexy! It seems you are ready for me as always, huh? Because I finger you last time, imagine now that I will take your virginity tonight, baby!
Y/N: Sure, it is! I want you to take my virginity, Hongseok!
Jared: That’s my girl! I want your fingers now into your pussy and think that my cock will enter you now.
Y/N: Fuck! Hongseok!
Jared: You are so tight, baby! Want me to go faster and harder to you now?
Y/N: Yes! Go faster and harder, Hongseok!
Jared: Fuck! Feel so good inside of you!
Y/N kept thrusting her fingers at a fast pace and…
Y/N: Hongseok! R-right there! Don’t stop!
Jared: Fuck! Feel so good deeper to you, baby!
Y/N: Shit! Hongseok, I will cum!
Jared: Cum for me baby!
After a few thrusts of her fingers to her pussy, she cum and moaned loudly.
Jared: You are so good for me, baby!
Y/N: Of course! Thanks again, Jared for this night and I love hearing your voice again.
Jared: Me too! I am glad you called me again, Y/N. By any chance, do you want to meet me in person? Even though you like someone already?
Y/N was surprised at his offer and…
Y/N: Are you sure you want to meet me?
Jared: Of course, baby! Do you want to meet me this weekend? I’ll give you my real number to you and I’ll send you where should we meet.
Y/N: Okay! Let’s meet this weekend. I have now a pen and paper to write your number.
Jared: Okay! *saying his real number to Y/N*
Y/N: Okay! I got it! I’ll send you a message after our call.
Jared: Okay! I’ll wait for it.
Y/N: Sure! Thank you for this night, Jared!
Jared: No problem, baby! Good night!
Y/N: Good night, Jared!
END OF CONVERSATION.
After their conversation, Y/N sent him a message and Jared replied right away.
“Y/N, let’s meet in Red Bliss hotel at 6pm on Saturday! - Jared”
“Okay! See you on Saturday! – Y/N”
“Great! Good night and sleep well, baby! - Jared”
“You too, Jared! Good night! – Y/N”
After they exchanged messages, Y/N put her clothes on and went to sleep. As for Jared, who was about to sleep…
“I can’t wait to meet her again and I didn’t expect her to be that naughty. I like that!” Jared thought as he smirked.
THE NEXT DAY…
Y/N is having breakfast with Minje and…
“Y/N, I heard you are having phone sex with someone again last night and you just moaned Hongseok’s name. Why don’t you just meet him and tell him that he is the one you want to take your virginity,” Minje said and Y/N blushed.
“I am sorry If I didn't warn you. I wanted to do that but it seems Hongseok will not be the first one who will take my virginity,” Y/N said then Minje was surprised.
“Did you change your mind? You want Hongseok’s friend to take your virginity instead?” Minje asked.
“No! I will be meeting Jared on Saturday night in a hotel,” Y/N said.
“Are you serious?” Minje asked.
“Yup! To be honest, he is the one that I am having phone sex with and he pretended to be Hongseok. That’s why I kept moaning his name last night instead of Jared’s name,” Y/N said.
“Wow! He is into roleplaying, huh? That’s hot! But Y/N, what about Hongseok?” Minje asked.
“I don’t know but I was suddenly more curious to Jared,” Y/N said.
“I see. Good luck meeting with him. By the way, you want to come with me to the gym and see Hongseok and Yeo One?" Minje asked.
“I'll go later to the gym because I have some work to do. But don’t tell Kino about what I told you today, okay? He will surely keep asking me again and Hongseok might hear it,” Y/N said.
“Sure! Don’t worry! I have to go and see you later in the gym,” Minje said then Y/N nodded. As time goes by, it was already afternoon and Y/N finished her work and decided to visit Minje’s gym but Minje suddenly told her to come to the nearby restaurant because they are having an afternoon snack. At that time, Y/N saw Hongseok, Yeo One, Minje, and Kino were talking to each other, and when they saw her...
“Hey, Y/N! I am glad you came!” Hongseok said as he smiled and approached her and Y/N blushed and Hongseok guided her to sit between Hongseok and Yeo One which made Y/N get nervous.
“I thought you won’t come today,” Yeo One said.
“I just finished my job today before lunchtime and I really wanted to join today with all of you,” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“Oh! That’s good to hear! By the way, are you all available on Saturday night? Let’s hang-out,” Kino said.
“I am not available on Saturday night because I will still finish some things in my work,” Y/N said.
“That’s already night, Y/N and you still have to work?” Kino asked.
“Kino, just let her be, okay? She can join us next time,” Minje said then Y/N smiled at her.
“Okay! What about you Yeo One and Hongseok?” Kino asked.
“I am available on Saturday night! I will join you,” Yeo One said.
“I am also not available on Saturday night because I have also some things to do in the house. Don’t worry I will join you next time," Hongseok said then Y/N was quite surprised.
“Oh! Okay! So, it means Minje, Yeo One and I will hang out on Saturday,” Kino said.
“Yup! I promise next time I will join hanging out with you,” Y/N said as she smiled.
“Don’t break that promise, okay?” Minje said.
“Yup! I will not break that promise,” Y/N said. As they continue to talk to each other, Y/N suddenly felt two hands on her thighs caressing it and it was Hongseok’s and Yeo One’s hands which made Y/N gulp and when she looked at them, they are just smiling at her like nothing is going on and then Minje noticed it.
“What the fuck is happening right now?” Minje thought then she looked at Y/N with a questioning look and Y/N motioned her to go to the bathroom with her.
“Guys! We will go to the bathroom first,” Y/N said.
“Okay!  We will wait for you!” Hongseok said as he smiled at her. Then Y/N and Minje went to the bathroom and…
“Y/N, why do you look so uncomfortable?” Minje asked.
“Minje, those two guys really did on purpose to have a sit between them because they were caressing my thighs and Hongseok’s hand almost reached my sensitive area for god’s sake! Those two really making me crazy!” Y/N said in a low voice then Minje’s eyes went wide.
“Shit! Their intention is really clear that they wanted you so bad. First, they did footsies to you, and then now they are touching you in public. Anyways, if you are uncomfortable, sit beside me for now when we got back and you can tell them that you wanted to talk to me,” Minje said then Y/N nodded. When they went back to their place, Y/N sat beside Minje making Hongseok and Yeo One look at each other and…
“Y/N, sit here beside us,” Hongseok said.
“I will just talk to Minje,” Y/N said then Hongseok just nodded and Minje slightly laughed.
“Gosh! I don’t know how they do that without hesitation. I am so done with them!” Y/N thought. Then there is one time, Hongseok excused himself because he will call someone and at that very moment, Y/N received a call from Jared and she was surprised and looked at Hongseok who is still waiting for someone to answer his call and Minje saw it…
“Aren’t you going to answer his call?” Minje asked.
“I’ll answer it later,” Y/N said
“Okay! I thought you are interested in him?" Minje asked.
“I’ll tell you something later, okay?” Y/N said.
“Okay! If you say so,” Minje said. After a few minutes, Hongseok went back to their place and…
“It seems you had a long conversation with someone,” Kino said.
“To be honest, I called someone but she didn’t answer it. Anyways, Yeo One and I should go now because we have some things to do,” Hongseok said.
“Okay! Take care and stay safe Yeo One and Hongseok!” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“Take care and stay safe too, Y/N!” Hongseok said as he smiled back.
“We have to go! Kino and Minje, see you on Saturday! Bye, Y/N!” Yeo One said as he smiled at them. Then all of them nodded and waved goodbye to them. After Hongseok and Yeo One left them in the restaurant…
“What happened again, Y/N? You and Minje seems to have a conversation in the bathroom earlier,” Kino asked then Y/N sighed
“Do you really have to know that too, Kino?” Y/N asked.
“Yup! Because we are friends,” Kino said then Y/N sighed again.
“Just tell it to Kino,” Minje said.
“Fine! Kino, remember that they did footsies to me, right?” Y/N asked.
“Yes! I remember that, why? What did they do again this time?” Kino asked.
“They just touched me earlier and that made me so uncomfortable,” Y/N said then Kino was surprised.
“Oh! I see! Damn! They are really sending you a message that they have other intentions,” Kino said.
“I know right! Also, Minje the reason why I didn’t answer Jared’s call is that it seems I know who is Jared, already,” Y/N said then Minje and Kino were surprised.
“Wait! Who is Jared? Is he the one that you had a conversation with over the phone?” Kino asked then Y/N nodded.
“Tell us now, who might Jared be,” Minje said.
“I think Hongseok is Jared,” Y/N said then her friends’ eyes went wide.
“How sure you are?” Kino asked.
“When Hongseok is calling someone, my phone vibrated many times and when I didn’t answer the call, he also keeps waiting for the person to answer his call,” Y/N said.
“That might just be a coincidence, Y/N,” Minje said.
“Let’s say it was a coincidence only but I was also surprised he is not also available on Saturday night,” Y/N said.
“Why?” Kino asked.
“To be honest, I will really meet Jared on Saturday night,” Y/N said.
“Okay? But Hongseok told us that he will do something in his house and it seems that’s an important thing,” Minje said.
“That can be both a lie or a truth,” Y/N said.
“You have a point there. But don’t assume quickly, okay?” Kino said.
“Okay! I will not expect that too much on Saturday night,” Y/N said then Kino and Minje agreed to her.
FAST FORWARD…
It was already Saturday night and Y/N was becoming nervous because she will finally meet Jared in a hotel. As she arrived at the hotel, she sent a message to Jared that she was already inside and he replied…
“Y/N, go to room 417. I am already inside the room. See you, baby! – Jared”
“Okay! I’ll be there in a few minutes – Y/N”
As Y/N, went inside the elevator she is becoming more nervous as time goes by and when she reached the 4th floor, and after a few minutes of finding the room, she tried to calm down herself first and she decided to press the doorbell of the room and when the man opened the door, Y/N was surprised…
“Hongseok?” Y/N asked as she bit her lips and blushed then Hongseok smirked.
“Come in, Y/N,” Hongseok said then Y/N just went inside the room and she sat on the edge of the bed and Hongseok sat beside her making Y/N’s face heated up.
“I know you are surprised Y/N. But to be honest, when we first met and heard your name, I thought I just heard it from somewhere but when you call me again, that was the time I got to know that you are actually the person that I am having phone sex with,” Hongseok as he looked at her and smiled which made Y/N blushed.
“Is Jared your nickname or an English name?” Y/N asked.
“It’s my English name. Tell me, what are you feeling right now?” Hongseok asked.
“Umm… To be honest, I thought my instincts were wrong because when we had an afternoon snack with Kino and Minje, and you suddenly called someone, my phone vibrated at that very moment and when I didn’t answer the call, I saw that you still kept waiting for someone to answer your call. Also, you and Yeo One were touchy to me at that time and a few weeks ago you two did footsies to me. That made me go crazy!” Y/N said then Hongseok laughed.
“I am sorry if we became naughty to you. To be honest, Yeo One would like to join us tonight but I told him you are still a virgin and we should take it slowly first," Hongseok said.
“What the fuck! You two really want to do a threesome with me?” Y/N asked.
“Yup! We know that you are interested in us. But this night just me and you. Also, I don’t want it to be like no strings attached sex, because even though we just heard our voices in our first encounter, I already like you. To be honest, I keep waiting for you to call again. Also, I am glad you want me to be your first since you told me just a few days ago that you can’t stop thinking about me. I know this is fast but I want you to be my girlfriend, Y/N,” Hongseok said as he smiled and held her hands which Y/N blushed.
“I like you too, Hongseok! I want you to be my boyfriend,” Y/N said as she smiled then Hongseok smiled back and cupped her face and he kissed her lips passionately and Y/N responded to his kisses. Then Hongseok laid her in the bed as they continue to kiss, his lips went to her neck as he sucked it, licked, and bit a certain spot to make a hickey which made Y/N moan his name softly.
“You are now mine, Y/N,” Hongseok said. Then he decided to remove all of his clothes and Y/N bit her lips and…
“Liking what you see, baby? I also want you naked, right now,” Hongseok said then Y/N obeyed him and she remove her clothes sexily making Hongseok lick his lips.
“Fuck! You are so hot doing that, baby!” Hongseok said then Y/N smirked but when she was about to remove her undergarments…
“Stop right there, baby! I will be the one who will remove it,” Hongseok said then Y/N stopped at her action then Hongseok pushed her in the bed and hovered above her again.
“You are so beautiful and sexy, Y/N! You are all mine!" Hongseok said as he smirked which made Y/N blush at his compliment. Then Y/N suddenly ran her hands on his chest and traced her fingers on his abs making Hongseok slightly groan.
“You are so sexy, Hongseok. I am so happy that I will actually feel your hot body on my body tonight,” Y/N said as she licked her lips.
“Me too, baby! Ever since we had phone sex, I kept thinking about you and your moans over our call makes me go hard,” Hongseok said as he smirked. Then he decided to kiss her neck again, and his lips traveled between and the valley of her breasts as he licked it making Y/N moan onto his action. Then Hongseok’s hands went to her back and unclasped her bra and throw it away somewhere on the floor and then he sucked it delicately and he swirl his tongue onto her nipples and slightly bit it making Y/N moan loudly and she pushed his head more. While Hongseok is giving some attention to her breasts, one of his hands went to her underwear and slipped his fingers to it, and touched her pussy making Y/N gasp and moaned.
“I haven’t inserted my fingers yet but you are already responsive. I like that!” Hongseok said as he smirked then he kissed her lips and then he suddenly removed her underwear and throws it on the floor and without a warning, he inserted one finger and started to thrust it at a fast pace already which made Y/N moan loudly while they are still kissing. But as they continue to kiss, Hongseok added another finger to her and Y/N decided to pull out from the kiss and…
“Fuck! Hongseok! M-more, please!” Y/N said.
“You like my fingers on your pussy, huh?” Hongseok said as he smirked as he pumped his fingers to her at a faster pace and then Y/N tried to nod but she was already in pure bliss.
“Damn! I love hearing your moans, baby! I am getting hard!” Hongseok said as he licked his lips and still pumped his fingers to her at a fast pace but without a warning, Y/N cum onto his fingers, and Hongseok licked his fingers and looked at Y/N lustfully.
“You are tasty, baby! I want to taste you more,” Hongseok said and Y/N gulped. Then Hongseok spread her legs wide and went between her legs making Y/N blush. When Y/N was about to say something, Hongseok started to lick her pussy which made Y/N moan and close her eyes but at that time, Hongseok licked her pussy slowly.
“Hongseok! Don’t tease me! Just eat me out like I am your favorite meal!” Y/N said then Hongseok smirked then he suddenly pulled her thighs to his face closer and licked and sucked her pussy harshly making Y/N moan loudly and gripped the bedsheets tightly.
“Fuck! Yes! Like that, Hongseok!” Y/N said as she slightly arched her back and Hongseok hummed in satisfaction as he saw that Y/N was already in a moaning mess but as he continued to eat her out wildly, Y/N cum on his tongue and he sucked all of her juices making a slurping sound surrounded the room. Then Hongseok stood up and removed his boxer shorts and went to his bag and get a condom and put it on his cock which made Y/N surprised at his size and Hongseok noticed it.
“This will fit you, Y/N! Don’t worry! I will be gentle at first. Just hold onto me when you felt some pain,” Hongseok said.
“Okay! I will trust you Hongseok. I love you!” Y/N said.
“I love you too so much, Y/N! Be ready for me,” Hongseok said and Y/N nodded. Then Hongseok hovered above her again and he inserted his cock to her inch by inch which made Y/N grip his biceps and yelped in pain.
“Don’t worry baby, I will make you feel so good tonight!” Hongseok said as he whispered and kissed her neck and made some hickeys again on her neck to distract her from the pain. Then after a few seconds, Y/N already adjusted to his size.
“Move Hongseok!” Y/N said.
“Sure baby!” Hongseok said as he slowly thrust his cock to her pussy at first but as time goes by, he changed his pace to a faster and harder one making Y/N almost scream Hongseok’s name.
“Fuck! You are so tight and feel so good baby!" Hongseok said.
“I want you deeper, Hongseok!” Y/N said.
“As you wish, baby!” Hongseok said as he smirked then he hugged her body closer to him and Y/N decided to wrap her legs around him and pulled him more to her which made Hongseok's cock get deeper to her and thrust it at a harder pace.
“Fuck! Yes R-right there, Hongseok!” Y/N said.
“Shit! I like going deeper to you, baby!” Hongseok said as he still thrusting at her at a hard pace and Y/N kept moaning against his ear making him go crazy and decided to do a powerful thrust which made Y/N scream his name.
“Fuck! I love the way you scream my name, baby!” Hongseok said. But as time goes by, Y/N is becoming oversensitive and…
“Hongseok! I will cum!” Y/N said.
“Cum with me baby!” Hongseok said then after a few thrusts of his cock, both of them cum, and then Hongseok pulled out his cock and removed the condom and threw it in the trash bin, and went back to Y/N and laid beside her.
“I am happy to be your first, Y/N,” Hongseok said as he winked at her which made Y/N blush.
“Me too! I am also happy for tonight. By the way, when can Yeo One join us?” Y/N asked then Hongseok was surprised.
“Wow! I didn’t expect that you will ask me that right away. If you are ready to do a threesome with him then we can schedule it since we still have work to do. Why? Do you find Yeo One attractive too?” Hongseok said as he smirked.
“Should I answer that question?” Y/N asked.
“Yup! Don’t worry I will not be mad,” Hongseok said.
“I will admit that Yeo One is also attractive,” Y/N said.
“Oh! Okay! I’ll tell him if you are ready since I just took your virginity and we shouldn’t rush things, okay?” Hongseok said.
“Okay! I will trust the two of you,” Y/N said as she smiled.
"To be honest, at first, I completely refuse at Yeo One's idea but I just suddenly think that I can trust him,” Hongseok said.
“Oh! Okay! Ummm… I hope you will not get the wrong idea if I ask you that if I suddenly did it with Yeo One and you are not there with us, are you going to be mad?” Y/N asked.
“Wait! Do you really choose me to be your boyfriend or do you choose Yeo One?” Hongseok asked.
“I choose you to be my boyfriend, Hongseok. I swear!” Y/N said.
“Oh! Okay! If that happens you should tell me right away so that I will know but if you two made it a secret I will get mad with the two of you because I will get the wrong idea that you two have a secret relationship behind me,” Hongseok said.
“Okay! I get it Hongseok. No dirty secrets will be hidden from you,” Y/N said.
“That’s good to hear! We should go to sleep now and I know you are already tired,” Hongseok said as he smiled.
“Good night, Jared, I mean Hongseok. I love you so much!” Y/N said then Hongseok slightly laughed.
“I love you too so much, Y/N. Good night!” Hongseok said as he kissed her lips quickly and then both of them went to sleep and he hugged Y/N’s body close to him. The next day, Y/N and Hongseok had a romantic date for the whole day and after their date, Hongseok drive Y/N home and…
“Thank you for today, Hongseok! I really enjoyed our date today,” Y/N said as she smiled.
“Me too! I am so happy that I got to spend time with you. I love you, Y/N!” Hongseok said as he smiled back.
“I love you too so much, Hongseok!” Y/N said as she kissed his lips quickly.
“I have to go inside now. Take care and bye my love!” Y/N said.
“Okay! Take care too and bye baby!” Hongseok said. Then Y/N waved goodbye to him and when Hongseok left her, she went inside her apartment and she saw that Kino was also in their apartment and smiled at them.
“So, how’s your night with Jared?” Minje asked.
"Also, what does Jared look like?" Kino asked.
“Well, it was an amazing night with him and my instincts were right that Jared is Hongseok,” Y/N said.
“Oh! It means Hongseok already took your virginity?” Minje asked.
“Yup! Also, he is now my boyfriend,” Y/N said.
“Congrats, Y/N! I am glad you already have a boyfriend!” Minje said as she smiled.
"Thanks, Minje! To be honest, Hongseok also told me that Yeo One really like to have a threesome with us," Y/N said as she blushed madly then Kino and Minje slightly laughed.
“Well, that was kinda expected because Yeo One also made some actions to you together with Hongseok,” Kino said.
“But do you really like Yeo One to join with the two of you next time?” Minje asked.
“Yes! But If I am ready, I can tell Hongseok,” Y/N said as she bit her lip.
“Oh! Okay! Well, you really can’t deny that both of them are hot, right?” Minje said.
“Yup! By the way, how’s your hang-out last night?” Y/N asked then Minje and Kino looked at each other and blushed.
“Why, Minje? Don't tell me you did a threesome with Kino and Yeo One," Y/N said then Minje gulped.
“I… Umm…” Minje stuttered but…
“Okay! I understand it right away. No need to explain,” Y/N said.
“To be honest, it was just Kino and me who did it but as for Yeo One, he refused,” Minje said and Kino blushed then Y/N slightly laughed.
“Why did Yeo One refuse?” Y/N asked.
“He wants to experience first having a threesome with you," Minje said then Y/N's eyes went wide, and blushed madly.
“Oh shit! That was so unexpected,” Y/N said then Minje and Kino laughed.
“It seems your beauty sells a lot for Hongseok and Yeo One, huh?” Kino said.
“Not at all. To be honest, I don’t see myself that I am very pretty. My looks are just average,” Y/N said.
“That’s not true, Y/N. You are beautiful," Kino said as he smiled at her which made Y/N blush.
“Thanks, Kino!” Y/N said as she smiled back. As time goes by, Y/N kept meeting Hongseok and sometimes, they did it either in Hongseok’s place or in Y/N’s place, and also, they go to dates almost every day after their work. But there is one time, Hongseok can’t meet Y/N because he was busy and when he was about to give something to Y/N, he decided to make Yeo One go to Y/N’s place to give his special gift to her.
“Oh! Hi, Yeo One! Come in!” Y/N said then Yeo One nodded and went inside and sat on the sofa.
“What brings you here, Yeo One?” Y/N asked.
“Hongseok wanted to give this to you,” Yeo One said as he gave a cute pink gift box to her then Y/N opened it and she was surprised because it was a bracelet that has a heart pendant on it and it has engraved initials of their name.
“It’s so beautiful! I will call Hongseok later to thank him. Thanks, Yeo One for delivering this to me,” Y/N said as she smiled.
“No problem, Y/N. I have to go now,” Yeo One said.
“Wait! I have a question for you,” Y/N asked and Yeo One just nodded.
“Minje and Kino told me you refused to do it with them. Is it really true you told them that you want to experience a threesome with me and Hongseok?” Y/N asked then Yeo One gulped at her question.
“Y-yes! That is true,” Yeo One said.
“Oh! Okay! But why with me and Hongseok?” Y/N asked.
“Aside from Hongseok is my friend and he trusts me. I find you attractive also, Y/N,” Yeo One said as he looked at her eyes and he suddenly caressed her face which made Y/N’s face heat up.
“Really? But I am not those kinds of girls who have a curvy body and has perfect proportions,” Y/N said. Then suddenly Yeo One sat closely to Y/N making her gulp and his hands went to her thighs and lightly caressed it which made Y/N have some goosebumps.
“But still, you are very attractive and sexy. Also, it seems you only not lured Hongseok but me as well. You want me to prove to you how much I have an effect on you?” Yeo One asked as he looked at her with dark lustful eyes already.
“Y-yes! But after we are done, we should tell this to Hongseok, okay? He might get angry with us if we will not tell it to him,” Y/N said.
“Sure! To be honest, Hongseok told me that same thing. So, do you want it?” Yeo One asked then Y/N bit her lips.
“Y-Yes, Yeo One!” Y/N said then Y/N held his hand and went to her bedroom and Yeo One locked it and as soon it was locked, Yeo One trapped Y/N in the wall and kissed her lips hungrily as he bit her upper lip which made Y/N moan and then Yeo One’s tongue slipped into her mouth and explored her cavern. Then Yeo One’s hands went underneath her sleeveless shirt and cupped her clothed breast and he also ground his erection to her which made Y/N moan into the kiss. Yeo One stopped kissing her and…
“I want you naked right now, babe!” Yeo One said then Y/N obeyed him and he also removed all of his clothes and Y/N was surprised.
“Shit! Both of them are big!" Y/N thought as she gulped.
“Fuck! You are so sexy, babe!” Yeo One said as he smirked and then kissed her lips again and his lips traveled to her neck as he licked it and bit it making Y/N moan his name. Then Yeo One’s lips went to her breasts and he sucked it, licked it, and bit her nipple which made Y/N moan.
"You are so responsive, babe! I love that!" Yeo One said as he smirked. Then after he gave attention to her breasts, his lips traveled to her stomach and left some wet kisses on it and as he reached between her legs, he spread it widely which made Y/N blush at her position and when she saw Yeo One is between her legs…
“Fuck! He is so hot between my legs!” Y/N thought then her thoughts were cut-off when Yeo One started to lick her pussy which made Y/N hold his hair and…
“Fuck! M-more please, Yeo One!" Y/N said then Yeo One smirked and he decided to pull her legs close to his mouth and suck her pussy harshly making Y/N moan loudly then her legs are becoming weak and thankfully, Yeo One held it tightly so she will not stumble.
“Shit! Y-Yes! Just like that, Yeo One!” Y/N said then Yeo One continued to eat her out wildly and without a warning, Y/N cum onto his mouth and as soon as he stopped eating her out and stood up, he kissed her lips making Y/N taste herself onto his tongue. After Yeo One kissed her…
“Y/N, jump into me I want to fuck you against the wall,” Yeo One said then Y/N jumped onto him and wrapped her legs around his waist and…
“Babe, are you ready?” Yeo One asked.
“Yes! I want you so bad right now, Yeo One!” Y/N asked then Yeo One smirked and he suddenly inserted his cock without a warning.
“Fuck! You should have warned me, Yeo One!” Y/N said.
“I am sorry, babe! I can't wait to be inside of you and damn! you are so tight!" Yeo One said as he licked and sucked her earlobe making Y/N moan. Then Yeo One started to thrust his cock to a faster and harder pace which made Y/N rake her hands on his muscular back.
“Fuck! That feels so good, Yeo One!” Y/N said. Yeo One smirked and he decided to make the pace to a rougher one making Y/N scream his name.
“Y-Yes! R-right there, Yeo One!” Y/N said
“You feel so good deeper to you babe! I really like how you handle my cock,” Yeo One said as he bit her neck. As Yeo One continued at an incredible pace, Y/N kept moaning his name and…
“Yeo One! I will cum!” Y/N said.
“Let it go, babe!” Yeo One said then Y/N cum first and Yeo One pulled out his cock and spurted his cum onto her stomach and while Y/N is watching him she bit her lips and ran her hands through his cum on her stomach and licked her fingers and Yeo One licked his lips and pulled him closer to her.
“That was fucking sexy, Y/N. You just tasted me,” Yeo One said and Y/N smirked. Then Yeo One carried her bridal style and he laid Y/N in the bed and he also laid beside her.
“I thought you won’t accept it,” Yeo One said.
“I will not deny that you and Hongseok are both attractive and sexy. So next time, we can all do it,” Y/N said.
“Okay! By the way, how's the experience with me?" Yeo One asked.
“It was mind-blowing and it’s my first time to be fucked against the wall and I like it,” Y/N said as she blushed.
“Oh! It means we can do that again next time?” Yeo One asked then Y/N blushed.
“Sure! I won’t complain and that was fucking hot,” Y/N said.
“That’s good to hear babe! Let’s rest first and we can eat some lunch later,” Yeo One said.
“Okay! We can invite Hongseok if he is not already busy. So that we can tell him what we did today,” Y/N said.
“Sure! But we will not do the threesome today, right?” Yeo One asked.
“Nope! We can schedule that and talk to Hongseok about the arrangement," Y/N said.
“Okay! Let’s rest now!” Yeo One said then he kissed Y/N’s lips quickly and both of them went to sleep and he hugged Y/N’s body closer to him. After an hour of nap, Y/N and Yeo One ordered some lunch and also, at that time, someone pressed the doorbell and as Y/N opened the door, she smiled at Hongseok and kissed him which made Hongseok blushed but he also noticed a hickey on her neck and he smirked then he went inside and joined them for lunch.
“Hongseok, thank you very much for the bracelet that you gave to me. I love it!” Y/N said as she smiled.
“No problem, baby! By the way, I bet you two are going to say something, right? That’s why Y/N invited me here,” Hongseok said.
“Umm… Hongseok, Y/N, and I did it earlier. I will admit that I got tempted to Y/N,” Yeo One said as he gulped.
“I know that and the evidence is already there, Yeo One *pointed to Y/N who still has a hickey on her neck*. I am just testing the two of you if you will really tell me or not. But because you two told me I am not mad,” Hongseok said as he smiled at them.
“Are you sure, Hongseok?” Y/N asked.
“Yes, baby! Don’t worry, okay? Since I trust Yeo One too,” Hongseok said.
“To be honest, I am really nervous to admit that to you because you might really get mad at us,” Yeo One said.
“Yeo One and my baby, Y/N. I am a man of my words so if I said that I will not be mad if you two told me something happened between the two of you then I will not get mad and there will be no problem between the three of us,” Hongseok said.
“Okay! To be honest, my heart was also about to explode earlier when I actually invited you to come here in the apartment and you will see me with Yeo One,” Y/N said then Yeo One and Hongseok laughed.
“I understand, Y/N. You can calm down now, okay? We are all good,” Hongseok said.
“Okay! Because I already did it with Yeo One, I think I am ready for a threesome,” Y/N said as her face heated up.
“Are you sure about that, baby?” Hongseok asked.
“Yes, Hongseok. I am ready for it,” Y/N said.
“Okay! Saturday night, we will pick you up here and go to the same hotel,” Hongseok said then Y/N gulped and blushed.
“Gosh! I will be wrecked by these two sexy men on Saturday night!” Y/N thought as she also imagined what will happen to her with them.
“Okay! I am available as always Saturday night,” Y/N said then Yeo One and Hongseok smirked.
“Great! We’ll see you on Saturday night, baby! Yeo One and I should go back to our house because we still have some work to do,” Hongseok said.
“Okay! Take care the two of you and I love you, Hongseok!” Y/N said as she smiled and kissed his lips.
“I love you too, baby!” Hongseok said as he winked at her making Y/N blush.
“Take care too, Y/N! Bye!” Yeo One said then Y/N waved goodbye to them and they left them in her apartment. As time goes by, it was already evening and Minje got home and she suddenly saw that Y/N has a hickey on her neck that was still not faded and she smirked.
“Hey, Minje! Let’s have dinner now!” Y/N said as she smiled then Minje nodded and joined her.
“It seems I know now why either Yeo One or Hongseok didn’t go to the gym today,” Minje said.
“Why?” Y/N asked.
“Oh, come on, Y/N! you still have a hickey on your neck. Did Hongseok make that hickey?” Minje asked then Y/N blushed.
“Nope! It was actually Yeo One who made this hickey,” Y/N said and Minje was surprised.
“WHAT? Are you fucking serious? You really did it with Hongseok’s friend?” Minje asked.
“Yup! Yeo One came here to give the gift from Hongseok which is this bracelet I am wearing right now but we got tempted and we did it in my room,” Y/N said.
“Wow! I didn’t expect that, Y/N. But did you two tell Hongseok about what you two did?” Minje asked.
“Yup!” Y/N said.
“Did he get angry with the two of you?" Minje asked.
“Nope! To be honest, he told Yeo One and me that if something happened between us we should tell him right away so that he will not get the wrong idea and think we are actually having a secret relationship,” Y/N said.
"Oh! Hongseok really trusts Yeo One, huh?" Minje said.
“Yup! That’s why on Saturday night, we will do the threesome already,” Y/N said.
“Wow! Your sex life is going wild sis!” Minje said and both of them laughed.
“To be honest, I really didn’t expect I will accept doing these things into my sex life but I think it will be good to try though,” Y/N said.
“You are right! Have fun on Saturday night!” Minje said.
“Okay! But I am getting nervous because it will be my first time to do a threesome,” Y/N said.
“Just relax, okay? You will surely enjoy it with those hotties especially of course to your boyfriend, Hongseok,” Minje said then Y/N smiled and nodded.
FAST FORWARD…  
It was already Saturday night and at that time, while Y/N is waiting for Hongseok and Yeo One…
“Y/N, are you ready for tonight?” Minje asked.
“I am still kinda nervous but I am trying to relax,” Y/N said then Minje chuckled.
“That’s good! You can just tell one of them if you are uncomfortable in your position, okay?” Minje said then Y/N nodded. Then after a few minutes, someone pressed the doorbell and Minje opened it and it was Hongseok. As soon as Y/N saw him, she tried to hide her nervousness and smiled at him.
“Minje, I have to go! See you tomorrow!” Y/N said as she smiled.
“Okay! Have fun!” Minje said as she smirked and Y/N blushed.
“Let’s go, baby!” Hongseok said as he smiled then Y/N nodded. While they are walking to his car, one of Hongseok's hands went to her butt and slightly squeezed it making Y/N gasp and glare at him then he laughed.
“Sorry! I can’t help it, baby,” Hongseok said and Y/N just rolled her eyes then Hongseok still laughing. As they reached the car, Y/N saw Yeo One is inside the car, and as she went inside and sat in the front seat…
“Wow! You look so sexy in your outfit tonight, Y/N. Are you really going to make us hard already, huh?” Yeo One asked then Y/N blushed madly.
“I think so? Anyways, let’s go!” Y/N said. At that time, when Hongseok is driving going to the hotel…
“What do you feel right now, baby?” Hongseok asked.
“I am kinda nervous,” Y/N said.
“Don’t be nervous, Y/N. We will make you comfortable tonight and you can just tell us to stop if it’s already too much for you, okay?” Yeo One asked as he smiled.
“Okay! I will trust the two of you,” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“We will not just make you comfortable but also, we will make you feel so good, right, Yeo One?" Hongseok said as he smirked while driving which made Y/N gulp and blushed madly.
“Yes, it is!” Yeo One said as he also smirked. After an hour, they reached the hotel and they checked in. As soon as they went inside the room, Hongseok and Yeo One started to kiss her and started the sexy session with her making Y/N moan and scream their names non-stop which made Hongseok and Yeo One satisfied. There were times after one round they rest for a few minutes and then will go for another round again to try some other positions. As they finished their session in the fourth round, Yeo One and Hongseok laid beside her and…
“So, did you like it tonight, Y/N?” Yeo One asked.
“Are you really going to ask me that question? Of course, I liked it and I don’t know how many times I screamed your names. Also, you two were incredible, especially the stamina. This is one of a kind experience with the two of you,” Y/N said then Hongseok and Yeo One smirked.
“It means we can do this next time,” Hongseok said.
“If I have the mood for it. We can do it again. But I have to admit even though it felt so good it was also tiring,” Y/N said then Hongseok and Yeo One laughed.
“You have point, baby. But I am glad you handled us so well for 4 rounds,” Hongseok said then Y/N blushed.
“I will also admit that you two were incredibly attractive and sexy that’s why I can’t resist the two of you,” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“We know that, Y/N. We should sleep now and it’s already late,” Yeo One said.
“Okay! Good night, hotties! and I love you, Hongseok!” Y/N said as she kissed their lips quickly.
“Good night, Y/N!” Yeo One said.
“Good night and I love you too, baby!” Hongseok said and then all of them went to sleep and Hongseok and Yeo One hugged Y/N’s body. The next day, they decided to go to a place that has a nice view of the ocean and had their lunch then Y/N had an enjoyable time with Hongseok and Yeo One.
“I am glad I met the two of you. Especially Hongseok that I didn’t even imagine you are the one that I had a conversation over the phone before and here we are now having a good and loving relationship,” Y/N said as she smiled.
“Me too, Y/N. I will always protect you and I will love you,” Hongseok said as he smiled back and he kissed her lips quickly which made Y/N blush but as for Yeo One he sighed and pouted making Hongseok and Y/N laugh.
“I shouldn’t have joined you today,” Yeo One said.
“I am sorry we made you feel that you are out of place,” Hongseok said.
“It’s okay! The important is that I am still friends with the two of you even though we have a special arrangement about this dirty secret of ours,” Yeo One said.
“You are right! Because I also trust you, like how much Hongseok trusted you,” Y/N said as she smiled.
“Y/N is right! Just remember the rule for the two of you, okay?” Hongseok said.
“Yup! If something happened between Y/N and I, we will tell you right away so that you will not get the wrong idea,” Yeo One said.
“Good! Let’s go now,” Hongseok said then all of them agreed. As time goes by, after their whole day bonding with each other, Hongseok drives her home and…
“Thank you for today, Yeo One and Hongseok. I really enjoyed our hang-out today. As for you, Hongseok, I will send you a message about when can we meet again. Since I will be very busy this week,” Y/N said.
“Sure, baby! I love you!” Hongseok said as he kissed her lips quickly.
“I love you too, Hongseok! Bye to the two of you! Take care and stay safe!” Y/N said as she smiled and then Hongseok and Yeo One nodded and Y/N waved goodbye to them and went inside her apartment. As soon as Y/N got inside the apartment…
“So, how’s last night?” Minje asked.
“Well, it was an amazing experience and we also hang-out today before going home and I enjoyed it,” Y/N said.
“Wow! That’s great to hear. So next time, you and Hongseok will join us for hang-out?" Minje asked.
“Yup! We will join next time,” Y/N said as she smiled. Then Y/N and Hongseok together with Yeo One joined them in hanging out with Kino and Minje but sometimes Hongseok and Yeo One were protective to Y/N because there is one time, they heard Kino is throwing some flirty lines to Y/N and he saw Kino was touching and caressing her thighs in repetition and Hongseok suddenly shoved his hands off from Y/N which made Kino surprised.
“Kino, I know you are close friends with Y/N. But she is off-limits for hooking up with you," Hongseok said. then Kino raised one of his eyebrows, and Minje was surprised at his statement,
“I am not trying to hook up with her because I know you are his boyfriend,” Kino said.
“That’s good that you know. But I don’t like the way you touch her. I hope you understand,” Hongseok said.
“Also, Y/N is ours,” Yeo One said as he smirked which made Y/N gulp at his statement.
“Yeo One is right. Y/N is only ours,” Hongseok said as he also smirked at her making Y/N's face heat up.
"Shit! These two are now owning me! I can't believe this is happening! But I like the idea though!" Y/N thought and smiled at Hongseok and Yeo One.
끝 THE END
Thank you for reading my third one-shot smut fanfiction for Hongseok!
Stay tuned for the next member! :)
고마워요 여러분! (Thanks, Everyone!)
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minimultiestfandoms · 7 months
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Pentagon reaction to you asking to tie a bow around it pt.2
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wanted to start doing fake texts as they are easier to do then writing full fledged fanfics and i’ve been busy with uni and work so please note fake texts are only open for now! i might open small headcanons later on when i get more used to my schedule!
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kpopjust4u · 2 years
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24 days of Advent, 24 days of Kinkmas
Posted: 1st - 24th December
Genre: Smut (Minors DNI) - Under the Cut
Warnings included with each scenario. 
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> WEEK 1:
🎄Day 1 - Stray Kids Felix x Reader
Cum play: Who doesn’t love a little treat on their first day of advent. You certainly do when Felix treats you early.
🎄Day 2 - ATEEZ: Wooyoung x Reader
Bondage: When decorating the house with Christmas lights turns into you tying Wooyoung up with the spare set.
🎄Day 3 - NCT: Jaehyun x Reader x NCT: Mark  
Threesome: Tensions are high when you “forget” your presents for each of them, giving them something they could never forget instead.
🎄Day 4 - GOT7: Mark x Reader
Brat Taming: It’s the season to behave...or not. It didn’t take a lot for Mark to switch when you tested his patience over Christmas party planning. 
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> WEEK 2:
🎄Day 5 - Monsta X: Minhyuk x Reader
Toys: Is it Christmas day already? Minhyuk suprises you with a little present that has your legs shaking uncontrollably. 
🎄Day 6 - Day6: Young K x Reader 
Edging: When drinking hot chocolate whilst watching Christmas movies turns into something else that would make Santa blush.
🎄Day 7 - EXO: Sehun x Reader
Oral Fixation: Sehun gets a little wound up when you wouldn’t kiss him under the mistletoe, putting that pretty mouth of yours to good use. 
🎄Day 8 - Seventeen: Mingyu x Reader  
Creampie: Christmas pudding wasn’t the only thing that you were getting filled with this Christmas. 
🎄Day 9 - Pentagon: Kino x Reader 
Mirror Sex: You admire yourself so much in your reflections through the town’s windows, Kino turns this into something for both of your pleasures.  
🎄Day 10 - Block B: Zico x Reader 
Dry Humping: When getting bored at the Christmas party, you and Zico find something else to perk yourselves up. 
🎄Day 11 - Vixx: N x Reader 
Master/Sir: After a hard working month at work, your boss suprises you with something a little extra special, a bit more than a Christmas bonus. 
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> WEEK 3:
🎄Day 12 - SF9: Zuho x Reader x Hwiyoung 
Cuckholding: When his date doesn’t go to plan, Hwiyoung gets something extra special to spend his Christmas holiday with you and Zuho. 
🎄Day 13 - 2PM: Nichkhun x Reader 
Marking: When you have a secret santa off a secret admirier, Nickhun can’t help but get jealous and makes sure that whoever it was, knew you were already taken. 
🎄Day 14 - SuperM: Ten x Reader 
Lingerie: Too cheer him up after a hard time over the holidays, you try on something a little special for him.
🎄Day 15 - SHINee: Taemin x Reader
Face Fucking - What does that mouth do other than sing those pretty little carols? Taemin bursts with the need to find out.
🎄Day 16 - U-Kiss: Kevin x Reader 
Wall Sex: Oh how pretty you look pressed up against the wall in your Mrs Claus outfit as Kevin is anything but nice. 
🎄Day 17 - KNK: Youjin x Reader 
Fingering: Naughty or Nice? Youjin makes that decision of you for himself, as his fingers do all the magic. 
🎄Day 18 - BTOB: Hyunsik x Reader 
Videotape: What’s Christmas without having a little keepsake of such a good time? This is the Christmas you’ll never get the chance to forget. 
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> WEEK 4:
🎄Day 19 - TXT: Yeonjun x Reader
Exhibitionism: What’s a night out with friends to watch the lights without your boyfriend being desperate to have them shine over you whilst he’s fullfilling his needs?
🎄Day 20 -  ASTRO: Rocky x Reader
Vanilla Sex: 1st Christmas together, how else to celebrate that giving each other a little something to celebrate the holidays?
🎄Day 21 - Wonho x Reader
Thigh riding: Oh how you looked so god in your Christmas party dress, making Wonho slowly lose his mind as you use his thigh to not ruin such a pretty outfit. 
🎄Day 22 - DPR ian x Reader
Corruption: Of course, he couldn’t help himself from tainting you with his deepest and darkest desires when it’s a season to be good. 
🎄Day 23 - Eric Nam x Reader
Praise: A long day of shopping turns into something more entertaning to keep your spirits up, and of course, you behave so well
🎄Day 24 - Woosung x Reader
Degradation: Claiming to have been so good all year to the Santa at your mall, Woosung makes it evident that it’s all a facade. 
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Tags: @ateezreactionsandscenarios, @trashlord-007, @fanfictrashlord-007
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promisesox · 4 years
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My friend just showed me your blog and I love it!!! Can I request a E'Dawn and female idol smut where they're in his studio writing a collab song and he finally tells her his feelings and then he shows her with him saying “I’ll do anything you want me to do to you, but you have to say it out loud.” so she admits she likes him too.
kink edition
❅ pairing - E’Dawn x idol!reader
❅ rated - 18+ | NSFW
❅ genre - smut | idol!au | studio setting
❅ word count - 784
❅ warnings - smut | 18+ | NSFW | mostly foreplay teasing | implied sex | profanity
The bass from the speakers drowned out the sounds you were emitting, thankfully enough so no one could hear. Hyojong’s studio was soundproof either way but it didn’t take away the anxiety of being caught in the act of fucking during work. It would be a shame for someone to walk in here seeing you on Hyojong’s lap, legs spread open and feet over the sound system. 
You were quite nervous to be working with Hyojong for the first time, even if you had been long time friends since trainee days. You always had a crush on him, always supported him from afar while wishing you could stand next to him. It was only until the peak of your careers that you finally found the time to get together and create something special, something raw from your own creative minds in the genre of music. Except the only music you were making now were moans and lewd noises of his fingers in your pussy. 
Your body was hot all over, and your mind a muddled mess. He had confessed to you, you were sure of it now after taking your brain over the things he said to you throughout the session leading up to this. You wouldn’t allow yourself to think the made up lyrics he bounced off of you meant that he actually felt the way he said. 
You wanted to take off your clothes but you wanted them on so you could collect yourself if someone was to walk in. As much as you dreamed yourself being pleasured by Hyojong you couldn’t help but worry about your relationship when it came to an end. Except he seemed to be doing fine, chuckling and pressing kisses right underneath your earlobe. 
“This was supposed to be a collab.” You breathed, gasping on a moan as he made the both of you lean back further in the chair, your legs coming up off the buttons but not before accidentally turning sound up even more. 
He sunk two digits further in, knuckle deep as he curled them up and jerked them on that bundle of nerves that had you quivering in his hold. “This is a collab, what do you think we’re doing?”
He listened to the high pitch whine of your voice with a sinful smile, humming in approval as he added his other hand around your waist to reach down and let his fingers play with your clit. “So keep singing to me, baby girl.”
The added stimulation was too much for you, threatening to make you spill over as you raked your nails over his jeans. “Fuck- I need more.” 
“Hmm?” He hummed, sucking a slow hickey with nibbles of his teeth against the sensitive skin of your neck. 
You couldn’t get away from his lips as you brought your shoulders up from the sensitivity, but you craved more of what he was giving. “I want you to touch me, more~”
“I am touching you.” He answered matter-of-factly, pulling back to admire his work before pressing a tender kiss against the red mark he created. 
“Hyojong.” You hissed, eyes rolling back and you whimpered, embarrassed by the squelch of juices leaking onto his fingers as he pumped them inside of you. It continued on like that, until you were begging to the point you were just chanting his name like a mantra with the insane pace he altered with from fast to slow. 
“I’ll do anything you want me to do to you, but you have to say it out loud.” He finally let up, and you felt yourself warm up to his words. It was only half an hour ago that this boy had confessed to you and now you were contorted so shamelessly on his lap letting him have his way with you. “Use your words like a big girl.” 
You exhaled as calmly as you could, readying yourself before you uttered out, “I want you to fuck me with your dick please.”
Your legs dropped from the air as you yelped, feeling Hyojong push the chair back enough for your legs to hit the ground. You were surprised it didn’t take him much effort to make you stand up on your feet as he got up, adjusting your body to bend over and place your hands on the sound system. It didn’t take long for your legs to spread with the nudge of his feet, feeling warm hardness slide between your legs and lather in your oozing essence. You etched the feeling of his hands gripping your waist into your mind, silently submitting yourself to him and allowing yourself to be claimed. 
“See, all you had to do was ask.” 
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peachybun-bun · 2 years
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Between Friends
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pairing; kang hyung-gu (kino) x f reader x choi hansol (vernon)
genre; smut (minors dni), threesome
notes/warnings; threesome, unprotected sex, oral (m receiving), degradation (reader is called a slut), praise, dirty talk, orgasm denial, dom!kino, switch!reader, switch!vernon.
word count; 950 and some change
additional; this was a collab between a couple of the admins. do tell us what you think.
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You close your eyes as Kino’s hands run over your breasts, kneading the flesh gently, before his fingers suddenly tweak your nipples, making you cry out. Vernon groans under you, bucking his hips up slightly, keeping his hands on the bed as he leans his head back on the pillow and sucks in a deep breath.
“Kino, please... Can I cum? Can I make Vernon cum? Baby, please?”
Kino lets out a breathy laugh next to your ear as he moves a hand up to your hair, pushing it from your face and neck so he can lean to kiss your soft skin. His eyes meet Vernon’s as the man looks up to watch as you roll your hips down to meet his lazy thrusts.
“No. I don’t think so, beautiful. Not yet.”
You start to whine in protest, feeling Kino’s sweater brush against your back as he rubs his hand from your breast, down your stomach and to between your legs to tease you, when you hear him tsk. Opening your eyes, you see Vernon’s hands easing upwards, tickling at your knees.
“Did I say you could touch? Baby, did I say he could touch you?”
You shake your head and bite at your lip as you arch your back, feeling Vernon’s cock hitting you perfectly as you try to speak. “Vernon, baby, don’t t-touch and don’t cum.”
Vernon groans as he puts his hands back on the bed, furrowing his brows as he curses under his breath, trying to keep himself calm and collected so he can do his best to do as he was told. “Okay, yeah. I’ll be good, good for you.”
Smirking at Vernon as he moves away to get undressed, Kino takes his time watching your hips move with a tilted head, before speaking again. “Stop. Get off him and on all fours. I’ll make you cum, baby girl, and you’ll treat Vernon to your mouth.”
As your hips suddenly stop, Vernon gasps, grasping at the sheets and biting at his lips as he watches you slide off of him. “That’s fine. Yeah, okay. Jesus Christ. Oh!” His voice goes up an octave as you take his head into your mouth as you get into position like you were instructed by Kino.
“Don’t cum, Vernon.”
You can’t help but moan at the tone of Kino’s voice as he moves in behind you. His hands sliding over your ass, before they rest on your hips, pulling you back onto his length. “You either, baby. I’ll tell you when you can let go for me.”
Kino’s hand comes down hard on your outer thigh, making you moan out around Vernon’s cock, causing him to thrust up into your mouth and let out a loud groan as he begs for you to let him cum. “Please, y/n. I’ve been good…”
A hard thrust from behind sends you down over Vernon, before Kino pulls you back to meet his hips as he grunts, shaking his head. “She can’t answer you right now. Her mouth is a little full, but the answer is not yet. Just a little longer. She gets to go first and…holy shit….she’s so tight.”
You whine at Kino’s words as you try to hold on and not let go, before he tells you that it’s okay. Reaching up to run a hand along your spine, Kino smiles at your whine and Vernon’s reaction to it as you both struggle to keep calm. “Both of you are being so good. You can let go for me, baby girl. Cum for me.”
His words are enough motivation for you to let go of the building pressure, allowing yourself to orgasm hard around his length as Kino buries himself deep inside of you with a loud groan. He furrows his brows as you pull from Vernon only for a moment to catch your breath as your thighs shake.
“Now it’s his turn. He’s been a good boy, very patient.”
You nod and lick your lips, meeting Vernon’s eyes as you push your hips back in Kino, making him groan once again, pushing him closer to his own climax.
“I want you to cum for me, Vernon.”
The man nods quickly and sucks in a breath as your mouth circles back around his tip, and you hollow your cheeks. Vernon can’t hold back anymore, even if he wanted to, as he watches you in complete bliss before cumming into your mouth. A silent gasp on his lips as his thighs shake, this time as he mutters how good you made him feel.
You moan around Vernon, swallowing down every last drop, before licking your lips as you watch the man in front of you close his eyes as his chest rises and falls quickly. You only have a moment, before you gasp out a moan when Kino’s hips smack into your ass, sending you towards Vernon who catches you in his arms.
“I’ve got you, kitten. Fuck, you are so amazing. Look at you, such a pretty little slut for us.”
Kino groans hearing Vernon’s dirty talk. A smirk on his lips as he loses his own resolve, spilling into you with a few final thrusts. “That’s right, she is.”
You gasp softly as you feel Kino pull from you, before Vernon pulls you closer, pressing his lips to yours as you feel another body slide into the bed close by.
“Share, Vernon. You are being very greedy. I’ve been very generous…”
Vernon laughs on your lips, before letting Kino pull you into his arms. You smile and curl between the two men as Kino presses his lips to your jaw, before running kisses to your lips as Vernon sighs content.
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