#people can like different things and htey should respect it

[phantom-of-the-ruckus]

Regarding what happened over my hiatus

I won't go into much detail, nor give names or make a petty response. I'm just gonna be mature as possible. So, I published a couple of days ago that my mental health was doing horrible and I needed to take a break due to an interaction that led me to be overly anxious. So here's what what happened:

Long story short, met another user then things went badly FOR ME, so I took a hard choice that I deemed as mature and block them. I block them from a response they made that caused me to feel guilty and overly anxious for politely speak my mind. Then, I see a post of theirs (they are still blocked, but I was impulsive and paranoid) and had a range of emotions that ultimately led me to the conclusion:

"You know what? I'm getting sick of this. I don't hate you, I'm just disappointed at your hypocrisy and immaturity. You can be better than this than your auto-destructive behavior. Do me a favor, and please take care of yourself and step out of what is triggering your behavior."

Regarding over their post, I kind of felt it was subtly addressed to those who block them (including myself) but not really directly about them, yet I can point out a huge list of things that only makes them look immature and a huge hypocrite (which my BFF agrees that it does.) I was indeed upset. I wasn't offended or anything, I just was angry that technically was insulting the innocent ones. I was all like:

"You can insult me and my likes. I won't defend them, but you DO NOT get those people involved who had done nothing against you."

Now, I just find it hilarious and childish over the point that it's simply ironical (points I mentioned previously). I'm still disappointed, and I swear that it was super tempting to make a petty response to annoy them but I'm more mature than that. I'm certainly just gonna keep things as they are. That previous post just made clear that reasoning is out of the picture, and I felt that I wasted my time with and genuinity with them. I did mention, and I'm still stand by this, that I won't hesitate to talk and tell the full story if a rumor or lie is spread about me.

If I'm being honest, I don't wish them the worse or anything. I just hope that they mature and start to actually take care of themselves. If you are reading this (which can be unlikely, but there's a possibility that you're not using your account that I block) I did mean my words and I was being honest with you back then and with this post. I'm sorry to say this, but I will keep things as they are now since it is for the best in my humble opinion. I hope that you take a time off and seek for help. You can't keep with talking this badly about yourself or make petty posts like the one you did. Those things will only start to kick the people out of your life and more people not to take you seriously because you're being childish and immature. Eventually, that behavior may even destroy your beautiful relationship with your partner. Stop, reconsider, and think.

You are not better than those who hurt you if you insult them back or make petty responses, you're only showing yourself as one of them as you did with that post; and, even if it was meant as a way to insult me or make me feel offended (Dude, I'm Latina. We taunt ourselves in a daily basis), I'm just so disappointed to see how low did you go with this. I know that you are better than this, and yet you show yourself there as a hypocrite and a two-faced person. Please take full responsibility of your actions and don't justify it with your bad experience. Even at our lowest, it is us who decide to destroy or rebuilt. Be the better version of yourself, and please leave this platform. It's doing you more harm than good.

Hopefully, things stay as they are and I will get back to make content once again. I just wanted to make a quick response to end things properly.

Note: I am not going to discuss it with anyone. Unless it is for a plausible reason (Like knowing what happened and want to hear my side) I won't answer questions about them or say names unless they force me to.

Thank you.

note: I do believe that I did mess up in some parts and I do take full responsibility of my actions

[phoebehalliwell]

Yo that anon with the Bianca/Dency 👌🏻👌🏻 but like ohhh Dency coupd totally meet a cute Phoenix in her universe tho!! 👀 Or maybe a dark Witchlighter? Idk I think her falling I love with a more “neutral” witch hybrid would be cute!

And like do you think her little agency would work with neutral magical sources like phoenixes to find people? Because like Dency could be like a Penn but for the opposite side? If that makes sense?? Like Penn is bringing all the “light” witches together but Dency is really the figures head for the “dark/neutral” witches like the witch hybrids and the phoenixes…like Dency is kinda like the unintentional beacon of light for that side…just by being herself? Like maybe she doesn’t actively campaign for more acceptance for hybrid witches but her mere existence alone and the good she does is enough to get the ball rolling?

tbh as far as dency love interests go i'm a little bit torn because i have this mortal rashid idk if i've talked bout him before but like. he and dency have a classic rivals to lovers arc going on in college liek they fucking Hated each other blah blah blah she definintely gaslighted him a lil with her powers nothing malicious jsut like. teleportation like ha there's no way she'll beat me 2 the best spot in the library bc i just saw her walking up the steps while i am already inside and then boom he walks over there and she's there how?? the fuck>? teleporation fuck u. the point is thru their quasi spy vs spy antics i think they start to gain a sense of respect for one another than and he goes political journalism did this question even mention love interests idk That's Not The Point rashid does politics while dency's a bit more of a muckraker kinda more on a corporate side fraud and all that so they no longer are competitors and um. like they can finally appreciate the other as they are no longer and opponent as with most dency characters they have hooked up a couple times i shouldn't say that because as far as characters that have been introduced dency has slept with none of them bc they are all her besties u should never sleep w ur besties only ur homies but i think. i've stated this before? for starters dency doesn't do a lot of long term relationships just because you know that level of vulnerabilty and like if u really like someone then it's just leverage thatcan be used agianst u Or if u die then ur gonna break their heart but i think she does casual relationships with literally anyone but witches i. haven't posted the chaapter fuck i'll post it now because i've been sitting on it for so long and like i'm worried i'm gonna back myself in a corner w a it's not a plotline i don't like maybe just a plotpoint but i've like. written half the next chapter anyway. i'm also sitting on about 10k i think not only. 7k? unpublished w&s because it's like ending the narrative is ending i really need it to be coherent Speaking of incoherent. dency. i'm gonna post the chapter. but dency hangs out a lot at p3 which has changed hands piper owns her restaurants the backstory for this is.

paige has a charge back in the late aughts she's in a coven the point is her bestie has some traumatic incident happen to her and she wants revenge and it's something that (imo) totally justifies revenge like a killing her rapist type thing and like. it depends how we're going with charmed morality but i've established before i think (?) it's canon that if a witch takes an innocent's life she becomes a warlock like it's possible for witches to defect and become warlock if they take a life Specifically an innocent's life and even tho like that guy would be a mortal he def doesn't get innocent status because he's fucking evil she's allowed to murder him but i think she would murder someone else in the process and then causes her to lose her witch powers and gain a couple warlock powers and the rest of her coven shuns her for it which could have easily sent her down a dark path but paige's charge her bestie like stood by her thru all that like. like it's shit cosmic rules tbh. maybe. for legal reasons: i am not endorsing murder. please for the love of god don't make me admit to a grand jury i have a tumblr that'll be so cringe bro do not murder anyone. but paige's charge stands by her and idk maybe paige gets her a job at p3 all that the point is when piper sells the club to open her restaurant she sells it to paige's charge and her gf the warlock. so p3 kind of becomes a neutral power for magic no vanquishes allowed and it's one of the few places dark magic has on the surface just to vibe u just have to be able to tolerate being served by a witch like she owns the place so that kind of filters it. idk if this is more rambly than it normally is. i promise i'll go back in later and add periods. maybe. i am also a liar. but the point is i think p3 is one of the few places dency can really be hersefl because herself is half demon!! and at magic school she really is suppoed to feel ashamed of that like she hates it or something wishes it gone and Yes. it does scare her. being the source's heir all that. she's always worried about giving in to dark magic but like. she's a demon!!! there's no changing that there's no fighting that pushing it under the rug like. she can't change it she does want to spend her life hating herself like. it's who she is. fuck. so i think she doesn't date witches but like the regulars at p3 some warlocks the occasional like darklighter. dency has had romantic trysts with.

beck to rashid her mortal homies who she has hooked up with who they've always had this rapport they have this thing. bc rashid's smart okay that's why he's at dency's level (respectfully she gets her brains from her father i love phoebe but she's intuitive not intelligent cole on the other hand passed the bar exam (i think) so like.) rashid knows something's up. the point is they each give the other three questions. three questions you ask that the other has to answer fully honestly cards on the table no half truths nothing just the answer. rashid used one of those to find out dency's a witch, but she made him work for it. nothing vague like what are you strange things happen around you why like she's like ask your question but you better be specific about it and he's like fuck it. whatever. magic. that's my answer i think magic happens with you and no i'm not flirting i'm dead serious is magic like. are you magical? and the answer was yes. and rashid like while he was asking while he was like confident enough to admit that out loud to ask that to her face Did not see that coming. of course. there's a difference between like yes i can cast a couple spells and yes i'm the antichrist so. : )! but i think that's like a rapport thing between rashid and dency like whenever they ask hard hitting questions like "is that one of your three questions?" but idk if he's gonna. if he's gonna be it for her. there's also jack dency's childhood bestie so there's the childhood friends to lovers thing but like. i just don't see jack being in love with dency in that way like they're best friends. but not lovers. (but maybe they are??? idk)

But. third potential love interest is if i weren't goign for those two i was actually thinking.

two options here a cupid who reocgnizes dency as "the demon with the cupid ring? yeah that's gotta be the source's heir". so there's that i like the idea of. yeah. : )

but also. and i came up w this in an ask which i will not evne attempti to find. i'm sorry i can't spell you guys but it;s not happening 2nite beloeveds. but if u'vemade it this far. i do love u w my whole heart. dency. love interests. old ask about a squad a half-grimlock. appeal of being able to see auras see good people. this was originally in the ask. a love interest for billie?? maybe. idk. but just like. for dency someine who's always known htey have this immense dark side like. hmmmmmm okay i just thot of somehting. for lili. whish is phillipa. which is the prandy thirdborn. she's phsycics. however tf u spell that sykick. that's not the point dency who has. the source on her soul. falling with someone who can literally see the good in her. i'm picturing the half grimlock just ot like like a normal albino human. and they run a halfway house for those born of evil. because he or she or they idk>??? maybe neorponounds idk!!> whoever they r they run a halfway house for these kids born from demons warlocks darklighters bc they can see the good in them and that shouldn't. you get so scared gifted with these powers you don't understand they need a place to turn to. and the grimlock grimmy offers that place. def not their name but like. grimmy lmoa. ao. yeah. i think jsut opening i think integating magic schoolesp in a dency timeline what with penn and the elders and their pomp and circumstance i think it'd be a pain in the ass. but at the very least A magic school for kids wihtout light magic like they deserve it. evil shouldn't just be their default option. like they're just kids man they're jsut kids they deserve a shot at not even good man not everyone has to go on to be exceptional cure cancer and save the world just like. a chance to understand themselves not be scared. not be hated, jsut be/ like. do they not deserve that? so if grimmy's not a li for dency at the very least they are homies and they like pull together a magic school for neutral/dark beings.