#persephonedescending

[persephoneshellhounds]

A nod to classic, feminine death, my second book, Persephone Descending, tackles women's disillusionment with beauty, society, and themselves. It embraces the grotesque, the horror, and the unhinged, female gaze. When the curtains are down and the lights are out, you will find intimacy with all things ugly and unsettling — with all the tragically, dead women written by dead, male authors.

Contrary to the loud, obnoxious aching in my first poetry book, I now give you my quiet terrors, my subdued, poetic afterthoughts, and my distasteful identities — projected into multiple women living out their sensualized and sedated tragedy, in each and every page.

Buy my poetry book from 8letters’ website and Shopee account for only ₱380.

Always, Fray <3

Note: Available in the Philippines only.

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[persephoneshellhounds]

PERSEPHONE, DESCENDING

"in bed, with my sorrows growing, sprawling out in every direction, all for the world to see. how can i go and fade quietly when my hurting is a loud, lurid spectacle under flashy, purple lights?"

•─────⋅☾ ☽⋅─────•°•❀•°•─────⋅☾ ☽⋅─────•

I have had a terrible habit of making my hurting loud enough to feel real and corporeal. It has taken me a while to be still without shaking — to settle down in a quiet corner of my room and realize that my sorrows are just as real and just as wrenching in their motionless hum.

It has taken me a while to acclimate inside 'the veil'. I have stopped fumbling for hidden locks in the stonewalls. I have stopped sticking fingers down my throat in an effort to throw up rotting pomegranate seeds. Out they grow to the earth, tall and sturdy while breaking through the soil. I have my mouth open, my eyes closed, my feet calm and grounded. To run from the beasts is futile. To outrun myself, even more so.

In this book, Persephone isn't taken away by a much older god. She isn't a shivering maiden calling for help from an ice-cold, soundproofed room. She has descended — reclaimed her agency — perched on a silver throne with tamed hellhounds at her feet. The god of death: a faceless consort, a pareidolia appearing, disappearing in sun-forsaken, slate gray walls.

Everything is quiet.

All this is hers.

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My book is available in 8Letters' website and Shopee account for Php 380.00. Persephone lies serenely within its pages. Come visit her. ♡

PS: I can't receive tips in Tumblr but they are always appreciated in case you enjoy my writing! You can send them to my paypal here

[persephoneshellhounds]

My new book, Persephone, Descending is now out for pre-orders in 8Letters. It also will be available during the Manila International Book Fair 2022 for those who are from the Philippines. 🖤

Promotion and marketing has been tough because it feels like yanking myself out of my skin after desperately burrowing my way in. I have come to see my poetry as something much more intimate — something you whisper weakly during a brief moment of vulnerability, something hidden under your pillows to keep away from the light and from prying eyes.

I am posting this, not even to celebrate, but to allow myself to be seen by those who are meant to find me and this book. The ones who see this may not be a lot, but it should be that way. It is something I take comfort in.

Persephone, Descending is not written about the underworld or about the hellhounds or about strange, dark, beautiful men. It is about the subtle nodding of flowers beneath a girl's feet as she walks. It is about a herd of fawns sitting together, away from her view. It is about the quiet taunting of pomegranate seeds. It is about the disquieting normalcy that has settled on the leaves right after her descent.

If this is something that calls to you and you are from the Philippines, you may buy a copy from 8Letters or send me a message here!

Always, Fray ♡

PS: The book cover features Rio Duhaylongsod photographed by my good friend Rhoch Kadusale. The mockup was created by Chao.

PPS: I can't receive tips in Tumblr but they are always appreciated in case you enjoy my writing! You can send them to my paypal here.