#personal for ts

[vikinglanguage]

i love when authors of academic articles unnecessarily add their hot takes for no reason other than to complain because i, too, do that

[lady-arryn]

me: why no one wants to be friends with me :(

(also me: too anxious and scared to talk to people, would rather die than share something more private/personal, self deprecating humor, thinks everyone secretly hates them anyway)

me: what could possibly be the issue :(

[janiedean]

i will again reiterate that idk wtf i did in my past life but i didnt deserve another wisdom tooth taken out and another partial surgery two days one after the other two weeks and the second thing is the THIRD part of the second root canal saga

i’m tired chief i’m tired

[threadpull]

OTL personal under cut

I know I just changed my rules about this, but I miss writing usfw shippy stuff LMAO. I used to not be worried about it and did whatever, but I didn’t have a partner at that time. And unfortunately she’s very………. Weird about my being online and writing? Long story. Mostly bad experiences in her past with partners being online. I just don’t feel comfortable doing usfw/sexual content at this point. Technically, I never asked her about her opinion on writing usfw content, but we’re at a place where I worry she would be upset if I even asked. I’ll probably ask about it eventually, but I don’t feel it’s appropriate at this time due to some things going on between us. But like. Has anyone ever had this issue with their partner? So curious how other people go about this topic lmao

Anyways. I love shipping and I’m whining 💜

[thjslove]

you know you finished a good book when it gives you the urge to draw fanart (when you can't even draw)

[kelpeigh]

The need to get a better job that pays a livable wage

versus

The instant tailspin into cataclysmic despair into which I’m thrown upon merely opening job listing sites

[ohkvothe]

[delicatebluebirdruins]

It's just that with the group I want to join it's out of my comfort zone meeting new people, getting out regularly and changing my routine.

I know that I could ask for a list of times that work for them and choose one that would fit in with my routine but I hate asking for things. I hate that I have to get a appointment with doctors depsite very much needing to talk to them again (about the same problem, for third time in as many years, and I might have to chase them up for test results which I don't want to do I did it once and they still haven't gotten back to me I don't want to do it again)

[shiegra]

life update

still really struggling with mental and physical stuff and sleep deprivation, but tentatively hopeful about new meds

[gallifreystands]

Great cool wonderful. Love not being able to fall asleep and instead crying my eyes out because of memories and Valentine’s Day marketing is endless and my dumb brain misses the person who broke my heart 5 months ago. We’ve talked a lot in therapy about how that relationship was likely unhealthy/toxic, but she wasn’t bad all the time yknow? I wouldn’t have stayed with her for almost 5 years if she was.. and it’s just all dumb. I need to sleep, I’m tired of feeling this, especially when she gets to exist with no lasting consequences to her immensely hurtful actions and even when offered one last chance to do the right thing she’s just been radio silent and ignored me. It’s all so fucking dumb

[justanotherfacet]

this is me NOW. i used to be able to walk 15 minutes down to the local park, walk a lap on their trail, and walk back. these days i probably couldn't walk a long city block without my lungs hating me (also where i live NOW has way more stray dogs than my old neighborhood.)

walkable cities also means sittable cities send tweet

[vikinglanguage]

everyone wake up, new smiley just dropped

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[lady-arryn]

save new franz ferdinand album, new franz ferdinand album save me!!!

[janiedean]

@ the universe please fucking stop

so things that happened in the last month

a) risked breaking my nose for the second time since december by falling face down into a glass window that thankfully didn’t break

b) fell on my face while running after the bus now I have a busted knee and a busted elbow

c) oldass metal filling literally broke off my mouth bringing along 1/3 of tooth and I’m most likely gonna need surgery for that

d) got guilted into going to great aunt’s memorial mass with the result that I spent all of it having a perpetual crying fit that was sadly noticed by everysingleperson including family I see once every two years

I would like the universe to fucking quit whatever this is because I can physically handle so much please and thank you ffs

[thjslove]

maybe life is worth living (i got a first row seat for lady gaga)

[kedreeva]

There's some dude (derogatory) on FB who is PISSED people are pricing their farm fresh eggs at $2 and $3 a dozen instead of $4+, saying it's "disrespectful" and "undignified" and "I'm trying to feed my kids" like Sir, you are on a Facebook group page bitching about your neighbors egg prices because your pet chickens aren't earning you a living wage and you think it's your neighbors' fault, you do not have a leg to stand on here wrt dignity.

Also half the answers are like "I give them to friends and family free" or "I donate them to food banks" or "I'm making them affordable to folks who might not otherwise be able to get them now that they're so expensive in the store" and "if you think you're going to turn a profit keeping backyard chickens you have been wildly misled" and so on, and so forth, and I'm so living for it.

and I can tell you right now, he did NOT like my answer of "if you're trying to feed your kids, I hear eggs are edible."