#pinaki and happy

[miano-oscarwilde]

Cartoons from my country, India. We are this. It greatly differs from how foreign animation depicts us. We have a diverse culture and we're seen through a narrow lens. Some of my favourite Indian Cartoons-

1. Tenali Raman

2. Akbar and Birbal

3. Krishna

4. Pinaki and Happy the bhoot bandhus

5. Roll no. 21

6. Krish Trish and Baltiboy

7. Pupi

8. Simple samosa

9. Chhota Bheem

There's more but these are my top favourite and I love Indian Cartoons .

We have all skin types and colours too but we're all black and brown in foreign animation. There's more to us than snake charming and scary pujas. I hope that it will change one day.

[aniksuman]

Taiwan is a staunch supporter of USA, would be happy to see Hasina go and a USA naval base near in the bay of bengal . The common notion of Hasina being pro India is a big fallacy, rather Modi Govt was annoyed by Hasina for giving China recently more leverage in Bangladesh. Even after Hasina had fled the country, many leaders in BJP voiced anger why China did not give shelter to her as her primary sponsor. When Hasina was elected in January for the 3rd consecutive times in a one-sided, questionable election, Chinese ambassador rushed first to congratulate her. As Hasina departed, China is the biggest gainer, they quickly washed their hands off Hasina, where as India and Modi tarnished their image for being portrayed as pro Hasina, pro AL in exchange for little gain. In addition mass people in Bangladesh didn't like how she's been rescued and closely guarded in Delhi as if a Diamond whereas she is a fallen despot nonetheless . Once again India lobby is being played deftly by Hasina and her agents in Vina Sikri, Pinaki Charkobarty gang . Still the coup narrative is deluging India whereas common ppl in Bangladesh mostly have sided with protesters. Giving a clear blanket to a dictator was a big mistake from Delhi. Beijing is laughing meanwhile.

[govindhtech]

Striim and BigQuery Power’s UPS AI-Driven Delivery Security

Striim

UPS Capital is using artificial intelligence (AI) and Google’s Data Cloud to protect parcels against porch piracy. Over 300 million American consumers now purchase online, and UPS Capital has seen that protecting their package delivery ecosystem presents serious issues for their clients. The organisation is currently using data access and digital capabilities to assist clients reconsider conventional methods of preventing shipment loss and improving customer experiences.

Using AI and real-time data to secure shipments

Originally founded as a financial services branch in the 1990s, UPS Capital has significantly evolved into a comprehensive suite of solutions aimed at safeguarding businesses’ assets while they are in transit. With a variety of products and services, such as cutting-edge insurance, enhanced carrier protection, and assistance with integration for leading e-commerce platforms, UPS Capital enables companies to manage shipment risk-free and profitably while maintaining cash flow.

Shipping loss and insurance claims have increased due to the exponential rise in package delivery and the higher value of requested commodities, which creates an appealing opportunity for criminals. According to a TransUnion research from 2022, shipping fraud increased by more than 1,500% just from 2019 and 2021. UPS Capital has long provided clients with insurance solutions that act as a monetary safety net against shipment loss. UPS Capital has been able to adopt a new strategy for risk reduction with the predictive intelligence of DeliveryDefense Address Confidence because to the development of computing power and artificial intelligence.

Using machine learning algorithms and real-time data, DeliveryDefense Address Confidence protects deliveries by utilising Google’s Data Cloud and AI technology. It improves the evaluation of successful delivery probability while reducing the danger of loss or theft by giving probable delivery sites a confidence level. On a confidence score range of 100 to 1000, where 1000 denotes the highest likelihood of a successful delivery, each address is assigned a number. Based on customer reports of parcel theft, these scores are calculated. Through an API, shippers can include this score into their shipping workflow to take preventative, proactive measures on addresses with low confidence.

For example, the merchant has the option to proactively reroute the cargo to a secure UPS Access Point site if the package is intended for an address with a low confidence score. Because of their stringent chain of custody security protocols, these facilities usually earn a confidence score of approximately 950.

“BigQuery, Looker, and Vertex AI are being used by UPS to develop products that shield clients from danger by assisting them in preventing it in the first place. Customers can save money through lower losses, save time by reducing the number of human order reviews, and enhance their overall shopping experience by using DeliveryDefense Address Confidence scores in the shipping process. – Pinaki Mitra, UPS Capital’s vice president of data science and machine learning.

With DeliveryDefense, SunJoy, a customer of UPS Capital, has decreased its losses by 35% by adding an adult signature or rerouting items to a safer area in response to notifications regarding high-risk deliveries.

This service not only promotes customer happiness through timely and dependable deliveries, reduced costs, and overall better service quality, but it also streamlines operations and improves delivery fulfilment rates. This has a knock-on effect that affects every party participating in the supply chain favourably and makes the market more resilient and competitive.

Businesses can more easily manage their data with the help of Google Cloud’s unified data cloud, which streamlines the entire data lifecycle. Organisations may gain important insights without needless complication by employing cutting-edge technologies like Vertex AI and integrating various datasets into BigQuery with ease.” -John Kutay, Striim‘s Director of Product, Data, and AI.

DeliveryDefense Address for UPS A strong technical foundation is necessary for confidence, and it starts with the direct input of various datasets into BigQuery. BigQuery is Google Cloud’s cornerstone structured data repository, offering a dependable data warehousing solution. Concurrently, information obtained from SQL Server is carefully cleaned. These harmonised datasets are pooled in BigQuery and are easily connected with other Google Cloud services. They have been enhanced with multimedia components.

Subsequently, Vertex AI emerges to enable the implementation of complex machine learning models, including shipping transaction fraud detection and route anomaly detection models. With the wide range of tools provided by Vertex AI, UPS Capital can develop, hone, and apply models to uncover patterns, forecast trends, and extract insightful information from its data. Through the Looker API, Firestore, a flexible and scalable NoSQL database for server, browser, and mobile development from Firebase and Google Cloud, provides insights, confidence scores, and analytical details.

Real-time data streams utilising Striim and Google Cloud for generative AI

“With the help of Striim and Google Cloud, Google cloud can now use AI and ML to improve the customer experience.” – Pinaki Mitra, UPS Capital’s vice president of data science and machine learning.

At Striim, AI is driving innovation, especially in the fields of streaming contexts and gen AI. The real-time data integration platform enhances data representation, processing efficiency, and analytical correctness by dynamically embedding vectors into streaming information, complementing Google Cloud’s current design. Along with integrating data from many sources, both structured and unstructured, Striim uses a range of AI models from OpenAI and Vertex AI to create embeddings that produce similarity scores between data points to show potential correlations.

During this procedure, the streaming data is differentiated from conventional batch processing techniques by being enhanced with dynamically created vectors. In contrast to other approaches that depended on post-collection analysis, Striim‘s novel approach functions instantly, continuously enhancing and optimising the data flow. Through the integration of vectors into the streaming process, the system not only improves query relevance but also spurs continuous model improvement by bringing in real-time data.

Striim and Google Cloud were chosen by UPS Capital to make it possible to use AI models with real-time data streams. As a result, the organisation may lower the latency of identifying suspicious behaviour and continuously enhance its defence models at the speed of business. UPS Capital can improve the precision and efficacy of its defence mechanisms over time by analysing streaming data and dynamically creating vectors, guaranteeing continuous protection against shifting and emerging threats.

Future-Ready: UPS’s package delivery defence plan

Using real-time data and machine learning, UPS Capital’s DeliveryDefense Address Confidence, powered by Google BigQuery and Striim, revolutionises package delivery security. Shippers can reduce risk and enhance customer satisfaction by working with UPS Capital to implement proactive measures and give confidence scores. Learn how Striim on Google Cloud, like UPS’s DeliveryDefense Address Confidence, may enable real-time intelligence for AI. Get a free trial by registering now!

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[consultancypinaki]

Wishing you a joyous Guru Nanak Jayanti in the company of Pinaki Consultancy. May the divine wisdom guide us towards prosperity, unity, and enlightenment. Happy celebrations to all! Top IELTS institutes in Ambala Cantt.

[ampinenergy]

We are happy to share that AmpIn Energy Transition (Formerly Amp Energy India) has been awarded the “Leading RE Developer” at REI Awards. This recognition is a testament to our unwavering commitment, groundbreaking innovations, and outstanding contribution to the renewable energy sector as we continue to power the energy transition in the country and help customers reach 100% RE. We would like to thank the team at REI Awards for recognizing our work and congratulate all our team members and stakeholders for their continuous support. Onwards and upwards! Pinaki Bhattacharyya

#award #REI #AmpIn #REIAwards #AmpInXREI #recognition #awards #renewables #renewableenergy #redeveloper #developer #certificate #winners #event

[dailynicknews]

via NickALive!

[24x7newsbengal]

ANNOUNCEMENT OF THE INAUGURATION OF COACHABLES FOUNDED BY TWO NRIS’S FROM MEMPHIS

Debasree Mukharjee: Coachables, an One Stop Digital Platform That Educate And Inculcate Skills Among Users Globally announced their inauguration today by the founders Mr. Pinaky Chakravarty, Director, Coachables, an occupational therapist at a Memphis based hospital & Mr. Arijit Basu, Founder, Coachables, Sr. Clinical Research Data Engineer/ Analyst At A Children’s Research Hospital With The Department Of Epidemiology And Cancer Control. Ms. Alokananda Roy, Danseuse & Social Reformer was present to the event as chief guest. “Coachbables.org is your one-stop getaway to career development, niche certifications, skill sharing and learning, one-on-trainings, hands on activities, and tech based learning. Coachables.org is a digital platform which intends to educate and inculcate skills among users, globally. Our main objective is to provide personal and professional development coaching to individuals who have the urge to enhance their knowledge in various domains,” said Pinaky Chakravarty, Founder, Coachables. We are happy to announce the launch of Coachbables here today. Though we are living in abroad, we always have a connection with India. This platform is for everyone. Our users learn at their own place and run on their own schedule. Our users get access to live classrooms, peer reviews and real-time feedback, skill sharing practices and more. Our overall mission is to create a space where both coaches and students exchange thoughts and ideas, and have the ability to promote effective communication through feedback generating mechanisms,” said Mr. Arijit Basu, Co- Founder, Coachables.   Read the full article

[sanathanadharmasblog]

Happy Mahashivratri to one and all. May the one and only Maharudra Narasimha bless all with protection, prosperity, health and spiritual accomplishments.

Simhavaktram mahattejam trinetram pita vastrakam raktavarnam tikshnadamshtram daavanal samaprabham. II 1 ll

Urdhwakeshastrinetro pina gandah jwalajivhakam

Ugra bhavam Divya roopam bhrukuti kutilekshanam. II 2 II

Rudram vichitra vesham naaga yadnyopavitinam

Vyaghracharmottariyamcha bhasmoddhulita vigraham. II 3 II

Krurakarmaratah patu sankarshana dushtanashakam

Maharudrah pinaki pashupatim, namaami pralayankaram. II 4 II

Nrusimha sarva lokeshah sarvaa bharan bhushitah

Dwauh vidaaran karmaanau dwau jaanoddhaarankshamau. II 5 II

Shankha chakra dharau ramyau anyau baan dhanurdharau

Khadga khetak dharau anyau dwau gadaapadmadhaarinau. II 6 II

Paashankusha dharau anyau dwau ripumukutarpitau

Evam shodash dordand mandita nruharim vibhum dhyayet. II 7 II

🙏 Namo Narasimha 🙏

[vaastuconsultantinkolkata-blog]

Get Best Vastu Shastra Consultant in Kolkata at Vaastu Mangaal

People often require vastu services for their home or office. So, it is natural that people keep on seeking for the best vastu shastra consultant in Kolkata. It is possible that you might be doing the same. It getting challenging in this era of internet, because everyone claims to be the best, isn’t it! Well, don’t let it confuse you. you can be assured to get only the best vastu solutions at Vaastu Mangaal.

It has been founded in the year 2003, with the initiative of the well-known vastu shastra consultant in Kolkata, Mr. Pinaki Pal. Being a pro in the field of vastu, with more than 20 years of experience, Mr. Pal has analysed thousands of vastu even since.

His clientele is spread across India and even beyond. He is especially recommended for people who are looking for vastu remedies that requires no structural change of the property. It means, the vastu remedies that he offers requires no demolition of the home or office building. It includes simple things like changing the placement of certain things or installing a couple of vastu items etc. 

Once you are done implementing the vastu remedies, your home will channel only the positive vibrations from the universe. You will thereby, move ahead in your life with much prosperity and positivity. You can get expert vastu shastra consultant in Kolkata at Vaastu Shastra for yourself as well. We offer vastu analysis for home, office and factory. Moreover, you can also seek astro-vastu and numerology solution under the same roof. At Vaastu Mangaal you can get expert guidance regarding any aspect of vastu shastra. You can get highly effective remedies to fix underlying vastu dosh. In a nutshell, it will be your one step solution to ensure that you and your family can live a happy and prosperous life ahead in your home. You can also unlock the magic that can flourish your business profoundly.   To know more about vastu get in touch with the expert vastu shastra consultant in Kolkata, at Vaastu Mangaal.

[sonalinag]

HOLI Celebration - A Closure

Hello Spandhana,

Dear Dear Dear Spandhana 🤗,

Don't have enough words to thank you for your spirit, participation, enthusiasm, encouragement, tolerance(of our shortcomings), and cooperation(specially the residents close to the amphitheater and park, wrt light and sound). 🙏🏻

We thank each one of you for making the 3-day event successful.

Wish to specifically mention a few names here:

1. Our **Core Organizing team** comprising Asma, Alamelu, Minal, Shruti, Mansi, Mira, Paromita. Enjoyed long & heated planning meetings with them. 🤗

2. Our **Extended organizing team** comprising Priyadarshini(proved distance matters not), Neha Aggarwal, Poonam, Arundhuti, Vidya, Geetanjali, Sreemoti, Nitasha. 🤗

3. Our **Elders** for their support and participation. Sukanya Mohan Madam's science quest was a hit. Her and Subramaniam Sir's suggestions for elders games helped a lot. Mathur uncle brought the breeze of Golden Era on stage. 🙏🏻

4. Our menfolk who backed us throughout the time we planned and executed:

(i) **Rahul Shridhar** for his help with Flea market & music arrangements, all-round support, involvement and guidance throughout. He spent long hours discussing with the Flea & music folks with us.

(ii) **Piyush Sharma** for his constant guidance, getting sponsorships, getting the amazing instrumental ensemble on-board, and tireless presence on ground, handling issues, supporting us in every aspect.

(iii) **Pinaki Ghosh** for getting sponsorships, always coming to our rescue even in early & late hours, for guiding us through financials and supporting throughout.

(iv) **Rohit Mahajan** for his help with the tent house, and Arun cook, sports, and constant presence on ground with his ever ready smile, help with backstage and support throughout.

(v) **Nitin Agrawal** for his support & tips, and photography, and ensuring I get my plate of chicken alright 😄.

(vi) **Shailesh, Ashutosh, Madhukar** for their support and help with the logistics.

(vii) **Harish** for his support and help with the Bullock Cart ride.

(viii) **Gagan Aggarwal** for his help and support. He saw to it that the famished organizers get their momos🤩.

5. **Geeta and Lokesh** for the rocking spinning band performance. Lokesh, your singing left us all spellbound. Your band is equally amazing. 👏🏼👌🏻

6. Our brilliant **Teens & Children** for their participation, painting deco, and enthusiastic performances in science quest, artwork, on tabla, dance, rap.

7. Vijay and ALL our participating men, women and children.

8. Last but not the least ever, our Support Staff in office, in security and on the ground. We attempted to thank them with a Holi sweet box, they are so so invaluable, cant thank enough.

It was our humble attempt to bring the community together across gender, age groups, faith & language.

We tried to have something for every taste too, from food to stalls to activities to the cultural evening.

We fixed the shortcoming we saw in our last programme on 19th Dec, 2021. Noticed few new ones, will address them too going forward.

We did not arrange for a professional photographer as we have faith in Spandhanites' photography abilities.

So, please send us all the photos and videos you took. You may put them in a google drive or send individually to us via Whatsapp or email to __**spandhanakaleidoscope@gmail.com**__ .

Have a restful Sunday All. Stay happy and safe.

au revoir till our next event. 😊🙏🏻

-Piali

On behalf of Holi Event Organizing team

[miano-oscarwilde]

What is your favourite cartoon show

My favourite cartoon is Pinaki and Happy the bhoot bandhus (Ghost relatives). It's made in my country (India) there are no romantic events, just family and friendship. So I love it and I'm obsessed.

Since you asked I'd like to speak a few words. It's about a ghost family. They adopt a human child and take care of him, sends him to school and has a lot of comedy especially because Happy (the cool looking dude) is whacky. This is Happy in skeleton form and human form. The ghosts can take human appearance when they want.

They live among humans and interact with them but if someone sneezes or if they contact water they go back to being skeleton till they are dry. It's amazing. They have an intelligent puppy that makes gadgets. His name is Gappu. I love him

The couple that adopts Pinaki is Mr. and Mrs. Suri.

Pinaki's ghost brother Happy was also adopted by them. Pinaki has two best friends in class, Dimpy and Tinku. Dimpy is a girl. He has a rival too named Santhu.

I love the show and its themes like family, friendship, supernatural. Pinaki being a human and living with a ghost family, seeing weird stuff ghosts do daily and habitually, that's so interesting and funny.

[funzippyevents]

Spooktacular Sounds Workshop with Nickelodeon

Do you hear spooky noises sometimes in the middle of night or even during daylight? Do you wonder where they come from? Learn the science behind these spootacular noises and learn how to even produce some! Join Happy and Pinaki with Sonic Gang for our Spooktacular Sounds Workshop for FREE. Enroll now! FREE Registration Link: https://funzippy.com/event/spooktacular-sounds-workshop-with-611a4/eRga0LR9yfA?csrftkn=VAvlQ

[vastuconsultantkolkata]

Why Vastu Consultant in Kolkata Considers Bamboo Plants as Excellent Choice for Home/Office Vastu?

Many people asks vastu consultant in Kolkata for their recommendations for indoor plants that are good for the vastu as well. Today, expert vastu consultant in Kolkata will present the name and features of one such indoor plant that is ideal for both home and office vastu, the bamboo plant. Usually, when we hear the term bamboo plant, we imagine bamboo that we see in wilderness, the tall pillar-like trees with tiny leaves emerging from its nodes. But clearly these are not suitable for indoor plants. So, when we talk about indoor bamboo plants, always remember that these refer to the small, dwarf species (there are roughly 10,000 species of it). The one which vastu consultant in Kolkata recommends are known as lucky bamboo plants are are small enough to grown in small tumbler or plant jar. Bamboo plants are considered to represent growth, happiness, positivity, prosperity, good luck, wealth, tranquility, and also protection against evil. Since these grow extremely fast, just with regular water and require almost no maintenance, it is ideal for both home and office spaces. Due to its rapid growth, you can easily create more bamboo plant stalks.

Vastu consultant in Kolkata recommends getting (or growing) them in even number stalks (usually like 10, 20, 30 etc) and grow in layer form (2 or 3 layers, from counting nodes). For best result, tie the stalks firmly with red ribbon towards the bottom. Bamboo plants are great option for gifting purpose (to friends, family, colleagues, and clients) as well. Let it be home coming, birthday, business venture or any other occasion, it is a ideal for every occasion. To utilize it in the best way, make sure to place them in the suitable zone of the vastu. vastuvids can help you immensely in this regard. There are many other indoor plants as well which are highly beneficial for vastu. Mr. Pinaki Pal, one of the best vastu consultants in Kolkata can help you learn more about them.

[crisjhamleico]

Super Late Confession

My Secret Love

I finally sent this letter to you.

But first let me give you a little history.

Tbh, hindi ko nga maalala saang subject tayo unang naging magclassmate basta ang naalala ko nalang we are all connected. Kilala ka ni Annette, Irene, krizia, and so on. Girls magnet ka nga e. Kasi parang more on girls talaga friends mo or acquaintance.

(links for references)

https://crisjhamleico.tumblr.com/post/122933559234/theory-of-something

Basta alam ko, mapanukso at mapagbiro lang naman mga kaybigan naten. Hanggang sa, I had a dream of you and me. (full details of that dream on the above link) Basta, I woke up na sobrang kinakabahan o kinakabugan ng dibdib. Tapos ng araw na yon, nagkita tayo noon sa SAC, hindi nako makatingin ng diretso at gusto kong umiwas. Simula noon, alam ko na, na gusto kita. I had feelings for someone I barely knew. Simula non, nakaramdam na ako ng Selos at Inggit kay Hannah, Krizia, Annette, Claire kasi lagi silang nakadikit sayo, parang laging may connection kayo. Yung ganon. At tinitignan ko sila, I also felt so insecure. Lagi kong iniisip, “ay baka ganyan gusto niya, ako eto lang ako” parang hindi nag e-exist.

Syempre si Hazel lang naman talaga nakakaalam nito ng una. Hanggang sa inopen ko nadin kay Kim & Arielle sila lng most trusted ko that time. Although may feelings nako for you hindi ko syempre pinapahalata, siguro ng mga huling Semester nalang na magkakasama tayo.

Mga most remembered kilig moments ko.

• BIDA, ng wala kayo at need nyo ng prototype. Dali dali talaga ako non naghanap ng mahahatak para kumuha ng prototype at dalhin sa inyo kasi that day, sobrang tamlay ng araw ko at namimiss kita non. May hashtag #parasapagibig pa nga daw sabi nila. Hahaha. Malala. Sobrang happy ko nito. Lalo na ung picture naten ng araw na yon, ginagawa ko ngang Wallpaper ng cp ko. Nasa link din whole story ng araw na to.

https://crisjhamleico.tumblr.com/page/81

• SM MANILA, nuong nag SM tayo ininsist lang namen sumama non kasi sabi ni Hazel kasama ni Hannah aba syempre bubuntot kami hanggat maaari. Hahahaha! Nag quantum tayo at nag laro. Kinilig ako noong kinuha mo yung bag ko para makapag laro ako ng maayos. 

https://crisjhamleico.tumblr.com/post/125522967324/unanticipated

• PRACTICUM MANUAL, kung hindi mo alam anv istorya nyan eto. Kasi siba nag ppractice kayo ng para sa BIDA. Pinaki usapan mo si Irene na gawin nya manual mo. Then chinat nya ako, na malungkot ka nga daw tapos uuwi ka pa nga daw ng bulacan sabi mo. Syempre, bilang baliw sayo, okay ako na ako na gumawa. Just the thought of you na malungkot or problemado, di ko kaya. Kilig na kilig ako talaga sa saya na magawa ko yun tapos nag thank you ka at sabi mo pa na “youre my savior”“. Ay wala, natunaw ako. Haaay.

• PICTURES, itong si Annette lagi kayong nag pipicture non e aba pag nakikita kong ganon ang ginagawa ko, picture din tayo. Like after Bacc Mass, picture kayo syempre kunyare picture din ako tapos punta ako sayo, di pwedeng wala tayo no. Pati nong, may interview tayo after practicum manual, si Irene bilang supportive friend sabi nya “Jam picture tayo pero kayo muna ni AJ para lahat tayo meron” pero ang balak talaga may picture tayo. Hahahaha malala talaga.

Naaasar ka na ba?

Wait theres more.

Extra Kilig Moments

• VALENTINES, nuong namigay ka ng flowers samen. Sobrang saya ko non. Ang effort mo kaya. At nilagyan mo pa ng “from your ultimate crush”. Alam mo, tinabi ko yung petals non, at dnried. Pinost ko pa nga sa IG ko yun.

• EDITED PHOTOS, dahil support nga ang mga friends, nag karoon tayo ng mga instant photos na #relationshipgoals #travelgoals ang peg. May groupchat pa kami na KILIG HERE at andon lahat ng kilig ko sayo. Hahahaha!

Hindi ko alam lahat Amiel bakit. To me, you are charming, shining, beautiful but firm, strict and distant. You are there but wont always be there. You are present but not actually reaching. Ung temporary ka lang. Thats how I felt and the reason why I never intend to say how much I am in love with you. Gaano ka in love? Sabi ko nga, ilang kandila kaya dapat kong sindihan sa St. Jude para makita mo ako? Need ko nadin ba lumuhod sa Quiapo papunta sa altar? Just the thought of you makes me happy and cry. Even typing this down and finally letting it all out makes me cry. Literal na tumitingi ako sa kisame, nakikiusap. “Lord, si AJ nalang”, “Lord, si AJ nalang kase. Ibigay mona siya saken”. Hahaha pero paano mangyayare yon? Ni hindi ko nga sure kung ano ba ako sayo. Ni friendship diko alam kung totoong meron tyo non. Ang labo diba.

Remember that time na nagchill tayo sa taft? That night, krizia pointed whose your ex-gf. Tinignan ko lang sya saglit. Sa isip ko “ahh, ganyan siguro gsto nya, napakalayo saken” tapos alam ni krizia, ibigsabihin ganon ako kalayo sayo kasi wala akong alam. And yet, I am dying for your presence, hindi na nga attention e. Kahit presence mo nalang. Kami ni Hazel and Irene hindi nag eenjoy at nakaramdam ng gutom that night we went sa Burger King. Then after partying we all headed to your dorm. May curfew si Haze and si Irene need na din umuwi nun, sumasama na ako kasi ang maiiwan e si Claire and Krizia, Annette hindi naman kami Tight kaya sa pakiramdam ko ma O.P lang ako. Pero ininsist nila na mag stay ako. So I did. Pinahiram mo kami ng clothes mo non, ung napunta saken, tinabi ko pa yun til 2018 until I have to donate. The next day, morning na, I kissed you. Witnessed by krizia and your friend Jeron? Medyo nakaka off un, pero ginawa ko cos thats my only chance. I took a photo of you pa nga. Everytime I tried to make a move closer to you, I step back twice or thrice. Sorry ha. baka nairita ka saken that time.

Love taught me to try new things. Alam mo ba, diba may dala kang Game of Thrones na book noon.. trust me, I tried reading it thrice pero nag eend hanggang chapter 3 lang talaga ako. Pero hindi ako talaga mahilig magbasa basa aside sa poetry pero eventually nagustuhan ko nalang.

May mga time din coincidence kahit simpleng post lang sa IG noon. Yes nauna ka pero di pa ako active sa IG ng mga panahon na to.

Something always brings me back to you but it never takes too long cos no matter what I say or do, were like passers by.

Alam mo, sinubukan pa nga kita bigyan ng puppy diba? kaso sabi mo non, magpapaalam ka pa sa nanay mo. Nakakalungkot kaya.

3 malupit na iyak para sa feelings ko na tinago ko ng halos 2 taon simula sa araw n naramdaman ko to hanggang sa mag graduation, doon naiisip ko na na may boyfriend na ako, at wala ng chance para magkita pa tayo. Alam mo ba ng graduatuon, late ka diba, sobrang worried nanaman ako non, na hindi kita makikita. Tapos lingon ako ng lingon sa inyo sa dulo. Ung cp ko ang dami mong picture doon. Gustong gusto ko talaga na mag picture tayo buti nalang nung tapos na, nagkita tayo sa labas. Tapos nag papicture ka pa nga saken kasama fam mo.

But even after Graduation, may mga bagay talagang makakapag paalala saken sayo, simple lang naman.

Alam mo kelan ung mga pagkakataon na umiyak ako?

Una, nang lumalalim yung feelings ko sayo pero wala ako magawa.

Pangalawa, kasama ka pa sa group chat noon, Nov.2015 tapos nag send ako doon ng picture namen ni Niño (ex ko na ngayon) ang sabi ko doon nakilala na niya fam ko. Di ko alam kung nantitrip ka lang ang reply mo Sad Face at Broken Heart. Ang gago lang at ang sakit sakit, kasi ung love na dala dala ko for you, I poured to someone else. Siya kasi yung andun eh. Kung alam mo lang! From that day on never ka talaga nawaglit sa isip ko.

July 2017 ng nagpunta kang Doha, mix emotion padin ako, pero I saw youre doing fine and sa IG puro travel ka. Nakontento nalang tlaga ako ng ganon lang, siguro nakasanayan. Pero nakita ko comment ni Hannah sabi nya “how about dubai”. Gusto ko syang katayin. Sabi ko pa kay Irene, “Subukan niya lang talagang puntahan si Hannah” galit na galit hahahaha. Akala mo naman may magagawa. Crazy.

Kami parin ng ex ko ng mga panahon na yan, were planning to get married pa nga. Pero, nauna akong mabuntis. Simula non, nakita ko naman na mukhang okay ka, were both starting a new chapter of our lives. Then, I gave birth. I thought of making all our friends as God parents including you. Hahahaha pero honestly hindi ako sure. So sinabihan ko si Krizia na sabihin sayo. Kaya nag pm ka na balita mo nga, ninong ka. Bakit di mo alam. Tapos tinatanggihan mo. Dont worry hindi valid. Humugot ako e, tapos binalik mo saken ung hugot. Only you can confirm kung joke nanaman. Pero kung pupusuan ko, ano? Nag move on ka? Saan? Kanino at Bakit?

Ito yung pangatlong iyak, okay naman ako e. Tapos mayron sa feelings ko na kumakatok dahil connected ba to sa pangalawang iyak ko? Okay naman ako e, pero nagkocollapsed pag ikaw na. Grabe.

Since then, parent na ako eh. I am starting my own family but unfortunately, he just left me for someone new. Ayon, sakit sakit, pero eventually after a year of mourning for my pain naging okay naman na, wala na ako sa toxic na relasyon.

So whats the point of telling you all this right now? Yung feelings ko at lahat ng nangyare para sa aken, ay parang ibon na kinulong ko for so long.. I am finally letting it all out. I am not letting go, Sorry not totally. Hindi ko sinasabi na aasa ako or motibo to. Why? Kasi its beautiful. Sabi ko nga, just a thought of you makes me smile. Correction, makes us smile. Madaming kinilig sa one sided love ko sayo, at kinikilig padin kami ni Haze. TEam JamIEL Forevers banat nila. HAHAHA. Nakakaganda ng mood paano mo naman ilelet go nalang as in move on? Hindi. Bahala ka. Nakakabaliw. Iyak tawa ako dito. I trust na, you will respect this. Baka sabihin mo pa, anong drama to? pang MMK. Madami ko ng beses sinubukan gawin to. Sabi ko sa Tamang Panahon, pero hindi talaga ako sure kelan un dahil itoy lihim nga. Wala naman mawawala or ano man. Nasaan ka man ngayon, sana okay ka. If you are not so busy, and willing to give answers to my assumptions, I will know once mag pm ka or reply. Ang dami ko pang gustong sabihin or ishare sayo pero this will do. 

Thank you for your existence and a glimpse of you, Amiel.

Love,

Jam

PS, attached photo na eye glasses, ng time na yan, ganyan gamit nten, tig half, hahaha nag explain pa.

**Still now sure kung isesend ko to,

Tig other half ng frame namen.

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