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trennoandgreggo · 1 year

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hello 👋

#please no stupid things tomorrow #this is probably the ugliest pic of gio ever 😭 I am sorry #schlotti good to see you again

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heartorbit · 6 months

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stay warm! 🌟🍬🤖🎈

#stupid idiot forgot his mittens. to the shredder #merry yurimas.#polysho #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #proseka #Oh my god im waking uo for the stupid broadcast in like 6 hours im dumb as fuck #WEH. WEH #merry whatever the fuck #AUUUUUU excited to have nothing to do and draw for myself for um 12.. days. Oh my god theres only 12 days til 2nd sem. Oh fuck everything #I NEED TO DRAAAAAAAAW.#guys help i was going to draw song covers i want but i need to sleep cause i have stuff tomorrow but listen #if rks gets a snobbism cover i called it. Ok? ok.#i think it would be funny and just if they dont get another duet again. get the ruinene treatment. CAN WE FREE RNN ACTUALLY ITS CHRISTMAS #what was the other thing. um carnival that song i want it added so bad idk if theres sny songs with its letter count but please.#literally played nijiro stories on repeat while drawing this we need them back #fucking NBOODY TOOOOLD ME ITS EMUKASA WEEK ON STIPID TWITTER IM NOOOOTHING IM NOTHIN #i usually acknowledge that i dont have the moxy to do fanweeks but i really want to be drawing more and faster so i will participate.#emurui week is like march iirc. you wont get away from me this time.

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mihrsuri · 2 months

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I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like I’m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know it’s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but I’m trying) and it’s just…I don’t know. I don’t even know.

#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would #genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse)#i think I’m legitimately just…having a trauma reaction on top #of a jewish trauma spike #and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm #does not look great #i feel like i don’t actually verbally have the words #(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful)#(hashem i don’t know would you even embrace me would you…)#(it’s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isn’t it)#(it’s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression)#(except that I feel like I’m so so tainted and not in my body or if I’m in my body I’m in my body somewhere else #abuse cw #i didn’t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered #this will disappear probably #UGH #(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to)#(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in)#(i know i need to be like ‘unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need)#(just a bit of grace apologies)#(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that)#(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway)#a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel and…I’m nothing #(everyone else is something I’m not I don’t deserve grace lbr)#it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead #and it’s like I can fake it so well #(i don’t know I may be like sending words to people)#to run through the steps of not being alone #i’m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people #to get reassurance i don’t deserve that its a good person it isn’t it isn’t a person

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rithmeres · 10 months

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genuinely these panels are going to make me ugly cry

#i'm not back for real yet i think i want to stay away longer. i'm just here to put more things in the queue and answer messages #i really enjoyed trimax vol 4 idk something about it was less miserable than 1-3 #might have been the first volume that i wasn't grimacing the entire time i read it. or maybe i'm just desensitized now.#unironically this prayer is soooo beautiful to me. give us this day our daily bread. not bread for the week not bread for a year #just enough for today.#lately when i've been praying it just looks like #please for the love of god please please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPL #things are not looking good for the community house.. lots bureaucracy with the city. and the church that funded us is falling apart #i don't know what i'm going to do if we get shut down it's the one thing in my life that's worth anything #all those kids... where are they going to go. who is going to help them. where is the neighborhood going to get their food.#in two days it will be the anniversary of [REDACTED] and i am so so so scared #just sat in my room today and fruitlessly scrolled thru jobs im not qualified for & tried not to think about thinking about killing myself #i don't WANT to kill myself i don't want to think about it i hate thinking about killing myself i will never ever kill myself or even try #but there is a demon or perhaps a ghost or evil wizard that tells me there's an easy way everything can go away. and it's A STUPID. BITCH.#please do not reply to this post i know you all mean well but i just don't think i can handle it.#talking about it i mean. and hearing people say nice but empty things.#i just wish i had someone to sit next to me.#personal #i don't want to go to church tomorrow :( it all feels so fake and i do not ever feel fed.

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kakusu-shipping · 5 days

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hi omg your tags on my post have given me SO much motivation i need to figure out a s/i design it'd be so fun to have our self inserts interact....... also thank you for reminding me i need to watch more mushishi i really enjoyed the little bit of it i watched - @popdearest

BANGING ON THE TABLE

Mushishi is my FAVORITE anime EVER and I simply want everyone to watch it please watch it and tell me what you think and if you end up joining the Aro!Ginko Polycule there's quite a few of us and there's always room for more <3

#Thankyou for asking #As SOON as you have that SV S/I design figure out lemme know I will be on that SO quickly #It's 3am I need to calm down I got things to do tommorrow #But I looooooooove drawing other people's self inserts especially when we can interact <3 #Everyone reading this is always free to smash into my inbox and tell me how our S/Is would interact #ALWAYS #It's a treat and a delight <3 #This is not mutual or I interact first exclusive #You could be the randoest rando in the tag and I would STILL want to know if our S/Is could be friends PLEASE #It's very fun. To Me.#Platonic/Familial/Romantic interactions between Self Inserts is super encouraged here it is FUN.#My Dungeon Meshi S/I has the biggest stupid crush on my friend Emmy's S/I and that's the ONLY reason that S/I exists atm #I have a Fairy Tail anon who pops up from time to time who's my child because all of the Guild are my children #Every Shigiraki self shipper is my child-in-law because I am Tomura's legal parent and I love you my children <3 #Echo and I are co-parents of the Slasher Orphanage adore that we're also best friends/rivals in DR1 #Metamour anons as well my beloveds <3 When the F/O is shared... The highlight of my life fr fr #Sorry I'm going on a RAMBLE I have things to do tomorrow and I am procrastinating sleeping #Anyway this is another call to action in the tags;#If we have F/Os in the same universe; TELL ME SO WE CAN HAVE THEM BE FRIENDS.#Thankyou <3

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anirudhpisharody · 2 months

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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much #it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with #i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown #friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any #close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it #would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely #i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with #other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too!#it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes #it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know #like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk #to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that #i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that #it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have #more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i #don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so #they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine #wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine #and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom #which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn #anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed #i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight #shut up hanna

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daincrediblegg · 6 months

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I hate it when I accidentally hit submit on the course eval for one of the classes I was most looking forward to critiquing for improvement when I had barely written anything 🙃

#SHE NEEDED TO KNOW THAT THE LAST ASSIGNMENT SHOULD BE EITHER THE VIDEO ESSAY OR THE ESSAY PROPER NOT BOTH IT'S TOO MUCH FUCKING SHIT TO DO #I NEED HER TO KNOW NOT HAVING SET DATES FOR ASSIGNMENTS AND A REGULAR FLOW KINDA FUCKING SUCKED #BUT NO. JUST BULLSHITTING FROM ME #GOD DAMNIT ALL TO HELL #it's been a long day and my group has literally written the worst AV script for this thing in all of christendom that I NOW HAVE TO EDIT #because I cannot fucking stand how badly written it is I literally can't. I've had to deal with that shit too often lately #please god give me a break.#at least my production professor seems to have really REALLY liked my doc as it was when I turned it in last week and liked meeting my dad #the other day. and gave me books on victorian photography #at least. she like me. at least. we vibe.#miyazaki prof needed to be taken down a peg though and I AM SO MAD THAT I MISSED THE OPPORTUNITY TO DO THAT BC THEY MADE THE SUBMIT BUTTON #LOOK LIKE THE NEXT BUTTON AND GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR #anyway gonna go see the boy and the heron tomorrow night by my fuckin self as a consolation prize for this stupid fucking week and having t #deal with the most stupid shit imaginable.#can't wait. gonna go out and have a proper meal by myself and everything.

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kittlyns · 7 months

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Samsung guy also had the audacity to tell me to "just make a new account" and I got so mad cuz like. my only hope of seeing any of my memories from the past 5 years of my life are connected to that one account, and it's not even a guarantee. But it's still a small hope and I'm not giving it up.

#so I told him my daughter died and my only chance of seeing her again if I was able to log in to the cloud from my samsung account #shitty thing to do? yes ofc.#but also I'm frustrated with people continuously telling me to just make new accounts when my entire life from the age of 10+ is trapped #inside of accounts that I'll never be able to get into again without the help of like. 3 key accounts.#and 2 of those 3 have done fuck all to help #I'm just tired and this entire week has been a nightmare.#and it has been 8 days now. 8 days of damn near endless agony.#I'm gonna get a goddamn ulcer at this rate #anyways. I'm gonna try again tomorrow. My mom will let me use her phone to call a few places and hopefully I can get everything sorted out #please. god. universe. whatever or whoever. the bitch that cursed my ass.#it was funny and I've learned a very valuable lesson of hubris and patience and whatever else I was supposed to learn #can I just be okay now. can it be over. can I get on with my life and go back to being depressed over stupid shit #I'm just soooooo tired now.#flip-flopping between apathy and rage is an exhausting exercise

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piplupod · 7 months

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hate that you can have possibly the most horrific realisation of your life and your body completely freaks out and starts fighting itself and you are just expected to keep going with your day like normal. i feel like maybe i should get a month away from any and all responsibilities at the very least to recover and adjust to having this knowledge

#my god!!! my god!!! the horrors do not end!!!#in fact old horrors will come back to haunt you again!!!#i wish i had not gone digging and prodding but oops i am so stupid and also i cannot stop my brain from putting pieces together!!#i have a counseling appt tomorrow but i honestly dont think i can bring this up. how do u bring up such a thing! esp when u have no proof!#i do not think the pieces would all fit together so perfectly and the body and brain would not react so violently if it were not true thoug #i do not want it to be true dear fucking god can this not be true please. can i be mistaken maybe. can it be just a series of coincidences.#i do not know how to cope with this if it is true. and the most awful thing is i'll likely never know for sure #i do not have memory of any of those times. i will never know unless another part comes forward w memories #and maybe its better to not know? but i feel sick. i feel so very sick!! i cannot deal w this!!#Chase took over for half the day and he's sooo pissed at me for digging but i sincerely could not stop putting things together #everyone in the brain is so mad at me i think fsdjkl i feel so awful and sick and the body is so fucked up now #i want to bring it up w counselor but i'd have to bring up a lot of other things and she's about to go on pregnancy/maternity leave #i dont want to be... burdensome. and idk who will be replacing her #idk !!! i wish i could just undo all of that thinking this morning!! i fucked up!! i shouldnt have thought about it!!#i regret it but i also cannot stop wanting to know the truth!! and i hate this!! i dont want this to be real!! please i hope its not!!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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cr0wc0rpse · 11 months

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Please don’t think poorly of me if I continue to post and shit on here despite everything going on. I need something to engage in. I still care about him a lot and I’m giving him and my family attention and love and doing what I can. I think I just want something.. normal to do

#I don’t feel like myself very much #I don’t know what’s going to happen tomorrow #but again. if you see me continuing to post and rb stuff and silly stupid things please don’t think I don’t care #tooter is so so so sweet. and this is really upsetting and awful #just. can’t focus fully on that right now #dead text

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get-your-fuckin-star-bitch · 2 years

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Ok, so. I have NO clue where my stylus is, and I have been scouring and re-scouring my room for 20 MINUTES.

Companies.

Please, for the love of EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE.

PUT SOME KIND OF “find my stylus” PROGRAM IN YOUR STUPID STYLUSES, MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO USE THEM ARE VERY VERY VERY PRONE TO PUTTING THINGS DOWN WITHOUT THINKING AND THEN BEING UNABLE TO FIND THEM.

#WHY #WHY CAN’T YOU JUST FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THAT #THIS HAPPENS ALL THE GODDAMN TIME PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF HELL OR SOMETHING #I’m so fed up with this I’m sorry #there’s something I REALLY want to draw and I want to do it on my tablet #but NOOOOOOO #my STYLUS has to VANISH into the goddamn VOID again #because of COURSE it does #October first is TOMORROW YOU STUPID PENSHAPED THING #FOR GOODNESS SAKE

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shamblz · 2 years

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Instead of depression drinking I started back on my home work out routine AND went for a run for the first time since I moved

#are yall proud of me 🥺🥺🥺#downside is tho i dont think ill be able to cycle into work tomorrow this has KILLED my thighs #i have no idea what a normal run is i was out for about 40-50 mi s n was only walking like 30ish% of the time??#i did a good job of saying ok we running to that tree n then walk to that sign then run to the field with cows #which im pleased about cuz i struggle with motivation without competition/partner to push me along #but im too socially inept to get a gym/running partner lol i havce no idea how u do thhat #i wanna be low key buff n have decent stamina like when i still swam competitively #but u gotta actually work for stuff like that #was nice tho cuz part of the reason i dont go running as well as the partner thing is the mildy intense anxiety that #ppl would judge me for soem reason #n i know that its stupid n ppl dont do that #n once u go out there n ppl dont point n laugh at u thts like a barrier overcome n itll be easier to get myself out next time i go #i might try n do it wvery 2 days until im a bit more fit #then maybe up to daily #anyway heres ur friendly reminder thatexercise does produce endorphins n does make u feel good #n i no longer have the urge to get depression drunk #its not a cure all but by god does it help

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myfirstandlast · 2 years

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i haven’t wanted to kms in weeks it’s been kind of unbelievable and honestly amazing and now i’m reminded im being told/forced to quit my job and go back to school when i have no goals or plans in that department and now i’m good with driving into a tree tomorrow morning

#or tomorrow afternoon. i’ve got time #and the thing is my parents are forcing me but they don’t have any plans either they’re just like DO IT and then what?#they don’t fucking know. neither do i. but it’s my fault i’m not making six figures yet. i turned 22 two weeks ago #i want to die so bad but i don’t want to die cuz it’s unfair and i want to live happily and freely #idk what im gonna do for work IDK!!!! i dont FUCKING know but i don’t want to trust myself at 22 to know my career path endgoal #cuz i’m STUPID and i’m growing!!! and im very inexperienced!!!! let fucking let me to i need a life!!!#and if i disappoint you with wherever i end up i need to develop the thick skin to be ok with that!!#and remember that ur love is conditional so it doesn’t matter in the end!!! like i need to be free i need help i need escape #i know it sounds a way to want to run away bc of a master’s but i just can’t #i don’t want another loan and then to fail out of my program because i do not care At All and have no ideas or clue what i’m doing there or #what i’ll do after. i will look completely stupid and u will be wasting many people’s time #like please anyone help me

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skyllion-uwu · 2 years

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Wish I had never watched DHMIS now I'm getting unfunny "meme" edits in my recommended

#this is a joke i love dhmis but i hate those 'red guy being relatable for blank minutes' videos theyre so stupid #i need to rewatch the whole thing (webseries and tv) again but its too late so somepony remind me tomorrow please #sky screams into the void

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trashbaget · 2 years

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#yes this IS another post about him #he’s just some guy #but anyway he is just so hot it’s stupid #like it’s unreal that i exist in a world where this man looks THIS. GOOD.#and i also look THIS. GOOD.#and we ARE. FRIENDS.#😤😤😤😤😤#<- also i’m pretty sure this has accidentally like become Our emoji which is so cheesy but it makes me smile so shut the fuck up #and they were suitemates—oh my god they were SUITEMATES 😶#we are not anymore in case anyone’s concerned lmao #anyway—#he is just so hot and funny and pretty and smart and cute and witty #and he makes me smile and laugh and fucking happy #and dear jesus fuck i am hoping for a Right Time soon lol shut up rae you don’t wanna say anything actually #anywayanyway—#please don’t look at me but also if you do please please send me good vibes in respect to manifestin this guy becomes my boyfriend because o #oh ho ho how i wanna be [his] girlfriend #i am bisexual it’s okay that i’m beinna lil twisty with this lesbianthem #god i can’t wait to see him next which will likely hopefully be tomorrow and i sure hope it is because my outfit is gonna be so fuckin cute #and i just know he’s gonna be like oh hey i like ur outfit and maybe do that cute little lip bit thing he WOULDNT. STOP. DOING. the last tim #anywayanywayanyway—#irls if you see this no you absofruitly do frickin not and even more you have absolufruitly no idea who i am talking about #lol but if you do happen to see this just dm me a goofy little emoji #bc ive made this joke so many times and now im curious if either of you are even active enough on here to even see these alfhskdisnd #anyway i need to go lay down because i am tirb and slipby and alwldpdjdll…. 😴😴😴

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semercury · 9 days

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#stuff sarah says #i hate hate hate how i can be so so tired but i can lay in bed for hours and not fall asleep #i can feel my muscles tense up and my heart rate increase #like whats the point of exercising if i still cant sleep?#and like. yeah i get it. im anxious. im worried about things and my thoughts keep racing and no video or music can drown it out rn #and its like... okay im going to talk about weight and weight loss so of thats upsetting please dont keep reading #but like. i want to lose weight. i really do. i want to feel better physically and be able to move how i want #and like. yeah. i want to be prettier too. sue me. but it really is more for my health #but im so worried about the loose skin that can happen. and im p sure at this point i will have some if im successful #and i think im so focused on one complication in the future that im scared of the whole thing #and its stupid bc its like. my body is gross now. if its still gross even when im healthier then like thats the same?#but id be healthier and able to move better and feel better?#its just like... yeah. fucking sue me. id like for someone to think im hot for once in my life #it makes me sad that ill like. just legit never have that #i like. also think i can say ill never have kids at this point either. which also makes me sad #even if i met the perfect guy tomorrow like... i have to go so so slow #id be like 35 by the time i would get married in that case. and i know thats not like too old to have a kid but like #again. thats the earliest it could happen at this point. and even still. my mom was older and she couldnt keep up with us #idk. my life is not how i wanted it to go. i wish i could do it all over for a lot of reasons #theres so many things i would change. situations i would prevent #but who knows. maybe even then id still be miserable. so what does it matter?#i wish i could sleep

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