Going back to playing Sun Haven leans finishing some old WIPs :"D;;;
"You want me to play for you... now?" ...Claude please, we both know you don't sleep! The idea of a little private piano concert was so cute though I'd imagine Ary just fell asleep there rather than made it back home lol
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some more selcas of me because i love my fans
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Me:
Really? How about you show me Puzo 😏
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Random ass shower thought but you know Elminsters whole ass speech about the tidings of fate changing and all that? And how Gale might yet change his end?
Yeah well funny story, it's the players choice what fate will befal the local wizard. Not his own. Sorry, peepaw ur pupil just traded his master/god/lover for a new one who will decide.
Ik this is cuz game logistics and all that but it's still wonderfully ironic how it's the players choice whether he even survives to see that new fate or not.
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i haaateeee the apps where its common etiquette to have to present yourself and seem put together. wdym i cant just barge into peoples online lives?😔
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Purple is technically my face color bc theres no bad shades of purple (blue is too overdone in my family) but green… if you give a nice green shade SHE WILL WIN OVER PURPLE INSTANTLY
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abelism in the spiritual communitybe like: YOURE ILL / DISABLED BECAUSE YOUR SOUL MANIFESTED/HAD A CONTRACT TO HAVE IT.
as if My ass DELIBERATELY CHOSE to have shit eyesight or have tbh autism. Bitches learn the idea of cosmic karma ONCE and start making rancid takes like this. [hands them some vedic texts and other eastern spirituality resources] lets learn girlies. youre getting there but its still in need of work.
YES EMOTIONS DO AFFECT YOUR FUCKING BODY. YES YOUR BODY AFFECTS YOUR EMOTIONS. BUT DOES IT HAVE TO BE BECAUSE OF EXTERNAL UNIVERSAL SOURCES OR IS IT SIMPLY BECAUSE
1. your family has a history of illness!
2. you dont have the resources to access medicine or proper healthcare
3. like 2, but you struggle to take care of yourself due to chronic illness or depression.
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ONE OF MY OLD MANAGERS JUST FOLLOWED ME ON TIKTOK NO GO AWAY PLEASE
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got thoughts running through my head after every social interaction like "whoa I couldve embarassed myself there" even when nothing went wrong
"Phew I'm glad I made it out of there alive" bitch WHAT? I didnt do anything!!!
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I literally can’t stop feeling embarrassed in public. Do u have any advice on not caring what people think about u? It’s so exhausting walking around feeling like I have to be seen as ‘perfect’ or to impress literal strangers!!! Like I just wanna live life and not feel like I have to perform at every moment I’m in the company of others. Pls help xox
these random ppl are literally barely even noticing ur existence. and i dont mean that in a bad way or in a way that reflects on u, im just saying that we are all in our own heads and not paying that much attention to strangers in our day to day life. no one is analysing ur every movement. it might feel like it but u know deep down they arent and that its just ur anxiety playing with ur head.
also a good thing to keep in mind whenever u get that anxious feeling that u might have ”embarrassed urself” or ”looked weird” or whatever is that none of these strangers have any idea who u are. they dont even know ur name. u will most likely never see any of these ppl ever again and if u do neither of u will remember each other anyways lol. their perception of u has literally zero impact on ur actual life. maybe u tripped while walking past some random stranger and they saw u trip, sure in the moment u might feel a little embarrassed and awkward about it, but then what? u know this stranger wont even remember it like 10 minutes after bc it was an extremely minor incident that u know their brain barely even registered for more than 3 seconds. u also know that u wont even remember it urself tomorrow, it has zero impact on ur life. like just tell urself ”whatever these ppl have no idea who i am and will probably never even see me again anyways so it doesnt even matter what they think bc we are no one to each other” and then just tell urself to let it go and shift ur focus to something else. bc u know that this is just ur anxiety and insecurity gnawing at u and this is a fleeting feeling and moment anyway.
id also like to add that, assuming ur a woman, ur not alone in struggling with this. ALL women experience these thoughts and feelings to some degree bc we are all conditioned to take up as little space as possible and to always have other ppls (specifically men, but not exclusively men) perception of us in mind. google that male gaze quote right now babe. the margaret atwood one and the john berger one. it will help u see this phenomena more clearly and u will relate to it and maybe gain some insight into how u percieve urself and how what these feelings and insecuritites are rooted in and u will be like u know what? fuck that. like ur approach to this will start to change once u have gained this perspective and might even make u feel like rebelling against it which might help u to free urself from this.
u dont need to be perfect. i want u to be free and messy and loud. i want u to be imperfect. imperfection is peak beauty. women are wild and messy. thats the beauty in us. its the rawness and realness in the most gorgeous form. embrace it. be free and carefree and do u. love u queen <3 if i saw u literally laughing hysterically to urself in public i would be like oh she gets it shes the vibe i love her so much like BE FREE GIRL LET GO LET GO
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