#poisonwhiterose

[rhysand-vs-fenrys]

Happy(belated) birthday! Also I love your new header and icon.

Thank you!!!

And glad you like them! :D

[nataliajasterauthor]

Hi natalia! I loved Dream and all of the Foolish Kingdoms books! Ive had a struggle though....how do you pronounce Nicu's name? I cant wait for the next book!

Yay, I’m so glad to hear that!

It's pronounced like “Nee-coo” ❤️

[uponthepages]

Is blogger better?

Is it better than what? 

I prefer it over Tumblr because it’s more professional. It’s just harder because on Wordpress, you’re able to follow blogs and it has an easier platform for sharing. I like Blogger because it’s free to edit the HTML and have gorgeous themes.

[e11evenseggos]

Pass the happy! 💜 when you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy and send it to the last 10 people in your notifications!

Thank you, friend!

1. My puppy

2. My friends I’ve met here, especially @leofitzsass @amesjakes @towalkinyourlight @gertrudechase

3. Yoga

4. b99

5. my (newly established) weekly FaceTime hangs with my two best friends

[zoyastormwitch]

I love your drawings!

eeeee thank you!!! :”)

[addictedforbooksquad]

Pass the happy! 💜 when you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy and send it to the last 10 people in your notifications!

Thank you so much!

[creenbriar]

To infinity and beyond!

to the moon and back!

[stsgyuri]

 Hey honey this is like my third time doing this. Sometimes this hellsite isn't worth it. Anyway congratulations! You deserve this and more! Without further ado: 🌹 : shatter me or the lunar chronicles 🌼 please! For either poisonwhiterose or poisonbooknerd you pick!

sdfeadgd thank u so much!! here u go!

ill be doing this for poisonwhiterose!

url: not my fandom | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | NIK MALIKOVicon: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | NINA ZENIKmobile theme: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | CARSWELL THORNEdesktop theme: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | LILA BARDcontent: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | NOAH CZERNYoverall: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | JULIETTE FERRARSfollowing: no but ily!! | now i am!! | yes yes yes | i would lay down my life for u

[mairwengrace]

For the name aesthetic: Raquel

raquel: soft bright green grass, rising snow capped mountains in the distance, peonies and queen anne’s lace swaying in the breeze, the sun shining brightly on everything in sight

want one?

[vafanartbytimi]

Would we mesaage you here or on your society6 page

Hi, here on Tumblr if you want just stickers :)

[nataliajasterauthor]

I just saw the email for LIE. I LEGIT CANT WAIT!

Yay!!! 💛💛💛

[mysticsrose]

(This is poisonbooknerd) Happy Birthday! Can I please get a 🌹 and a ✨. Whichever username you want....Happy birthday and good luck on your exam.

thank youu

- blograte:

url: 8/10

icon: 10/10

mobile theme: 8/10

desktop theme: 9/10

creations: /10

posts: 9/10

overall: 9/10

am i following?: not yet | i am now | yess | forever and always ♡

playlist under the cut

join my birthday celebration?

- name playlist:

perfect by ed sheeran

one mississippi by zara larsson

in the embers by sleeping at last

scared to be lonely by dua lipa and martin garrix

old scars future hearts by all time low

new love by dua lipa

bare by wildes

oceans by seafret

overture by sleeping at last

king by lauren aquilina

no tears left to cry by ariana grande

empty by olivia o'brien

r.i.p 2 youth by the neighbourhoow

do i wanna know by arctic monkeys

[e11evenseggos]

Yellow

Yellow: You are such a sunshiney person and my dash is always brightened whenever you post

awwww tysm, love!! 💛🧡❤️

[creenbriar]

Hey babe! So I'm Raquel (which you already know lol) and my bday is Feb 24. Which you also know. If you dont mind I will also promote both Qoodreads (which is the best ever) and Starcrossedsource (the apps are open now!) Congrats honey and heres to many more.😘❤🌼💕

hey hun!sorry it took forever but i added youuwant to be added to my birthday page??

[lady-therion]

Elriel prompt: “Dandelions ARE weeds” (In light of spring and how those yellow monsters are coming to plague us ALL)

A/N: I decided that I wanted to cut out hearts today. Slightly NSFW.

***

With You, in the Shadows

***

Elain knows that her lover can be cold.

Colder than the unforgiving winters spent in her father’s cottage. Colder than the unfathomable depths of the Cauldron. Colder than death. For even death can be merciful and Azriel is not. She knows that he’s not.

But she lies with him anyway. He may be as sharp as a dagger’s edge, but he has always been soft with her. His family.

“You’re a gleam in the dark,” he told her one night, driving into her body at a slow and torturous pace. He consumed her, devoured her, engraved every sigh and scream into his memory. When it comes to her pleasure, Azriel is attentive, precise. “I will never stop craving you.”

It’s true. He never did.

But for all his boundless devotion, his hatred is immutable; as much a part of him as his shadows are. He hides it well. He’s had centuries of practice. To enemies, it appears as a mask of civility and decorum. In fact, the angrier he grew, the more charming his mask became. The time to truly fear him is not when he snarls or clenches his fist. It’s when he greets you with a courtier’s smile and a deferential bow. Elain knows this because she wore that mask too, once upon a time. In ballrooms, in dining halls, in champagne parlors. It is the perfect tool for a spymaster to trap unwitting flies.  

Though what Azriel could conceal from others, he could not do so with her. They share no bond. They share something else — she is the only living being who can hear the song of his shadows.    

Today that song is filled with discord. So when she finds him in their garden, still as a statue, she bids him to lie in the grass and place his head on her lap. Then she smooths over his hair until he thaws.

Then he thaws.

“My father’s wife did not keep a garden,” he tells her, slowly.

His father’s wife, she thought, the woman who kept him locked away because she abhorred his mother.

“When I was…released for the day, they would take me in chains to stand in a stone courtyard. I yearned to see the sun, just as I yearn to see you.” He twists a lock of her hair around his fingers. “Besides that, I saw dandelions growing through the rock. Green and growing things did not thrive in my cell. So I did not know what they were, at first. I asked my half-brothers if they were flowers.” He paused. “Then they told me no, they were dandelions. They are weeds, and are unwanted. Just like you.”

Elain does not offer him platitudes or pity. She knows this is not what he needs. No, what her beloved needs is for someone to see his pain, to honor it, and know that it will be with him forever. Just like his scars.

“I had a childish wish that I could be like those dandelions. To be able to drift away, somewhere else on the wind.” He closes his eyes when she leans down to kiss him. I’m here, her kiss says. I’m with you.

“Elain,” he whispers, like a prayer. “Why do you stay?”

He asks her this from time to time, especially when he feels melancholy.

Because she had once been a fixture in those glittering and golden worlds, and found them false and wanting. Because she had once put her faith in a man who would rather cherish his self-righteousness than cherish her as a wife. Because she had fallen in love with the darkness, as her younger sister did, and realized that she had never felt safer than in the arms of the abyss.

“Because I would rather be here with you, in the shadows.”

***

Thanks for reading, loves. 

And thanks for the prompts ;)

Got quite a few requests to be tagged in the drabbles too, so (retroactively) tagging these baes: @illyrianbeauty, @sunsummoner, @tessas-herondales, @jemma-nessian-and-elriel, @abillionlittlepieces, @tntwme, @rosehallshadowsinger, @maastrash, @julesherondalex, @wolffrising, @stardustsroses, @voiceoftheroses, @katexrenee, @highlady-brittney, @goldbooksblack,  @mariamuses, @alexisnm95, @tswaney17, @rowanismybae, @elide-lochan-salvaterre  @ourbooksuniverse, @cruelwickedthing, @shadowazriel, @a-trifling-matter, @kaliejane26, @wewhohavefailed, @elide-lochan-salvaterre, @empress-ofbloodshed, @lordof-bloodshed, @katshrev, @writer-reader-traveller, @whyyoumakemesadstahp, @captain-timetraveldreamer, @awesomethreedragons, @escapingtheconstrictingboxes, @thenameisjaida-blog, @moonbeammadness,  @leulivy, @fantasy-faes,  @poisonwhiterose, @fucking-winchester-trash, @maddieimhot, @ame233, @xinyourdreamsx, @feyaelin-rowsand, @queenofillea1, @rosalesgold, @aelins-fire-queen, @rhysanoodle, @dreamerforever-5, @ben-roll-io, @azrielismycinnamonrollprimary, @hope-unswervingly, @illyriangarbage, @feysand-dot-acotar, @faequeenaelin, @illyrian-bookworm, @propagandaprincess, @musicmaam, @velarian-trash, @theshadowsinger-and-thefawn, @featherymalignancy, @thesirenwashere, @tryingtokeeptrying, @stars-falling

Send me an ask if you’d like to be tagged, untagged, or I forgot you because of a silly mistake.

Check out my full Masterlist in my Bio / I am Lady_Therion on AO3

[stitcherssecretsanta2019]

Stitchers Secret Santa 2019

Hey Stitchers family! So Laura @e11evenseggos and I @xoheatherkw are interested in hosting the Stitchers Secret Santa again this year, if people are interested in signing up. 

Please fill out this form to sign up! 

General Rules/Guidelines: 

- Sign-ups are open now through November 30, 2019 at 11:59pm PST

- Secret Santa assignments will go out by December 5, 2019. 

- For fics, the suggestion is 1,000 words minimum.

- Contact your giftee anonymously to get to know them better or ask them preferences about their gift. 

- Post the gifts between December 24 and December 31, 2019. @ your giftee and us @stitcherssecretsanta2019

- Tag posts with #StichersSS2019

Tagging people below the cut. Please feel free to reblog and tag people that might be interested! 

Thanks, Heather and Laura. 

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