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#ppl openly honest like that. mwah
noxtivagus · 2 years
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i spent like 10 hours on ffxiv today 🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#I'M SO HAPPYYY#honestly i was mostly chilling but#it's been a while since i've even been able to do that so yeah#it makes me so happy when#friends tell me they miss me !!#ppl openly honest like that. mwah#irls in middle school n online friends#i rmber after moving from twintania i had a lot of friends there say they missed me n apollo a lot everytime we talk on our alt#it makes me so happy knowing that they remember me. they mean so much to me#n my old static on materia ! i ended up watching one of their streams for like more than an hour i think#they missed us ehe so one of them dropped by to tell us n#it was really nice. you cld hear in their voice that they really did miss us#it's in the little things. i love life so much#anyways i got so distracted today bcs i downloaded the free trial again on my pc#so i cld take screenshots#it was rlly fun. i got carried off with searching up stuff tho#i have a lot of cute ss with me n apollo ( n artem 🤍 )#N W NPCS AS WELL HEHE help i just realized what that implies shhh#>.> i forgot about the whole rest of the world#oh i'm very happy rn though. ffxiv's my second home n my comfort#it feels so happy to finally be playing again. just like the old days#i'm gna start going back to normal again after all that stress n anxiety n worries#i'm still sick but yk it's october i'm gna step up my change n improvement game#but hmm i think i'm going back to when online > reality#a balance is really important. i can't distance myself from reality#but it's hard especially recently when i lose myself in my passions n ambitions. i feel safe bcs of the consistency i have over it. safety#maybe i really am content with just watching over people. i don't have to be apart of it. not anymore maybe at least#nah that's not really what i want but. i'll trust whatever decision i choose to make and make my peace with it
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tsaritsa · 11 months
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ana!!! related to your last answer. i would love to see your take on havocai <3 i'm curious on how you think their dynamic would work?? platonic and/or romantic... what do you think it would be the most fun to explore with them?? my own interpretation of them is so completely delusional that sometimes i forget canon only has small crumbs of havocai meaning the possibilities of dynamics is wide, so i'm curious on what is your view!!!!!! mwah
a thousand mwahs straight back in ur direction!!! i think what's so great about havocai is that u can so easily play them as platonic or romantic. the pieces u did of them sleeping have me positively feral, and i think it highlights that riza isn't just a good character when supported by roy, but by the others in her team as well.
i think while roy brings out aspects of her she'd like nothing more than to leave behind if she could, havoc strikes me as more of an optimistic foil to her realism. i know some ppl will play the sibling trope with them, i rather see it as buddies from wayyyyyyyyy back, who always have each others back despite the years and distance that might separate them. i think everyone was so focused on roy losing his knight that nobody really put much thought to the fact that the rest of team mustang also lost a Good Buddy, so i think my first fic is gonna be looking at how they have to adjust to the dynamics without havoc there.
as far as romance for them: havoc is 100% sweetheart with no thoughts going on. golden retriever energy as a bf and i think if i had a boss who was constantly schemeing, coming home to a man who was very openly honest with his feelings instead of code embedded in code... i know who i would be less stressed about.
also he's tall and she's tiny so that alone is worthy of some dramatic kisses (wink wink nudge nudge)
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