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blackbackedjackal · 1 year

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I got really into prehistoric animals this year ❤️

#hyaenodon #smilodon #andrewsarchus #cave bear #daeodon #dinogorgon #thylacoleo #jackal's hoard #probs the past 2 years #it started with me going on a hyaenodon tangent and I just didn't stop 😔#toy collection

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actualnymph · 5 months

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trying to make a future for yourself career-wise when you genuinely don’t have any interests or care about any specific field or job is so ☹️ like I need to get into something but idek what that would be…seeing sm other people know what they wanna do feels so bad like good for them but I’ll never have that. Like how do I choose and decide…I really need to get back into school but idk if I’d even get into a college bc I don’t have any references + my SAT score was only 1010 which is not great. Maybe I can go to a community college for something then get into a good school where I can make connections and get into whatever it is I’m gonna get into but rn it’s just so hard to think about my future bc like wtf am I even gonna do. Idk. And my parents don’t care so it’s not like I can even talk to them about it I gotta figure it out on my own.

#if anyone could idk. tell me anything I’d be so grateful 😭 I’ve tried going back in the past but #I either couldn’t afford it or couldn’t due to no references on my application.#this is a rant…bc what am I doing. I’ll be 24 this month and what do I have to show for it……………#I’m too stressed to even look into anything but I’ll try looking at that community college tomorrow bc they do accept everyone but I’m just #sad I can’t move away but I don’t have the money for that anyway. ☹️ I’m thinking maybe 2 years in community then I can go to a big college.#but it sucks I can’t go to a big college now unless I can idk but idek where I’d go bc I sucked in hs and I can’t afford to move v far…I’d #have to drive there and get mad loans prob.#t

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megalo-station · 10 months

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Random but is Mass Effect 1 like, undeniably the easiest of the trilogy in anyone else's experience? I'm playing through it currently with my gf and I was originally gonna do it on Insanity (I've only ever done the games on Casual and Normal before) but I chickened out and switched to Hardcore thinking it would be too hard but I've still only died a handful of times so far, it really doesn't seem that much harder than Casual. But then I remember that a lot of earlier missions in particular in ME2 are hard af even on Casual (closing the shutters for Archangel is a BITCH seriously) and I remember seeing a comparison of fighting a Banshee in ME3 on Casual vs. Insanity and how ridiculous the difference was so now I'm wondering if ME1 is just like, super easy comparatively

#i used to be a very ''EASY MODE ONLY'' type of person but in the past few years i've enjoyed playing on harder difficulties more #and since i know mass effect back and forth i wanna eventually do the whole thing on insanity #but i'm surprised at how easy me1 feels even on hardcore honestly which is why i ask #kind of regretting NOT doing it on insanity now tbh #i'm also playing as vanguard which seems risky but i've also heard it's prob the best for doing insanity #since you can do so much damage in a short amount of time #i feel like infiltrator could be just as good or better tho esp in 2 and 3 #mass effect

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nine-fingered-entity · 3 months

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annoying myself into working on this knitting project i dislike (stripes. stripes were a mistake) by putting on my desk in the Way so i will work on it so i can someday finish and get it Out of the Way. follow me for more productivity hacks.

#it was in a shoebox under the desk for like a year but that wasnt annoying enough and taking it out of the box was more annoying #but now it is monopolizing my desk and being Clutter i can fix by knitting it #but i want to go back 2.5 years ago and hit past me with a hammer 2 row 3 color stripes in the round was a STUPID IDEA #its also a project that i cant really do while watching shows i want to pay close attention to or lectures. requires too much brain #so i can only work on it while watching markiplier vids or prob wait wait dont tell me #or other things where if i miss a few minutes idc #but its also not super interesting to knit on its own so i have to have something in the bg #terrible project. hate it. will be cool when done

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onlyblackcoffeez · 4 months

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yeah so next time i'm at ois's i'll definitly see if he'd let me try another of his meds just to see whether it's a fluke or not lol

#like he doesn't take them daily as he's meant to so he always has a surplus #Usually he just uses them until they run out and then fills the perscription - its not something he does every month on the month yknow?#and yeah he has been v open to my trying it out since i told him about my suspicions #well.. after the first time i told him & it was a lil bit of a shitshow but that was bad reactions on both our parts & we're over it now lo #he even said that like yeah #given that a common tester is seeing how you react to the meds #whether you go 'zoom zoom get a million things done in 20 minutes' or 'hey i can do these tasks with less pushback now'#and yeah i'm certainly not zooming #like hell i'm still on the conclusion i've been writing for the past couple hours #but its just easier to get it done #idk i'm rambling sorry lmao #a n y w a y i took it like 2 hours ago and it's a normal-speed release as far aas i'm aware so i'll probs just work on this for a lil while #like what i'm currently working on was due wednesday gone at 3pm (so like 49 hours ago here) and apparantly you lose 10% every day late #but i've had this lecturer for two other modules previous years and she never docks marks for lateness and i did a great presentation #for the module so here's hoping <3 #well that was certainly a tangent lmao #me talking into the little hellsite (affectionate)

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pinejay · 9 months

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played beach this morning with my weekday morning beach friends + a guy i haven't played with before but my friend has been playing with, i def feel physically good at least with beach. on sun another friend's privately booking this indoor sand court so my other group of beach friends and i can play before getting brunch together. aaah! my heart actually is aching with love for these guys. wtf. i missed them so much these past few months while i was away/injured and i'm gonna miss them so much when i move

#i'm also texting this other beach friend who's like a 60+ year old finnish guy bc i can't see him on sun anymore #planning on seeing him next weekend instead before my 8:30 am practice which will be a pain but worth it to say goodbye to him #realizing that i actually have made a lot of friends in this city these past 2 years. saying goodbye is gonna be hard to do in < 3 weeks #also realizing that literally all my friends that i truly care abt are beach vb friends lmao #like i did kinda make friends with other non vb or even non beach ppl but those friendships are just not as strong #that reminds me i should prob say bye to my indoor league vb friends at some point

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kickedshins · 1 year

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as we all know i’m a freak who needs to be ridiculously overbooked in order to avoid going crazy and dropping dead from boredom and nothing proves that point more than the fact that i’m being a fucking freak about agents of shield to a degree that i haven’t in like, a year. i feel insane

#it's like brain muscle atrophy or something #prob bc i know benji and i are gonna watch the last 2 eps together soon #argh. ive been a freak abt this show for like. TWO YEARS. maybe more. and now im FINALLY finishing it #feels weird #im gonna miss it #well. i need to continue fixing the trascripts site so.#will be continuing my rewatch #ive been stuck on 1x09 for way too long #bc i dont care about christians #but. once i push past that. hehehehe #gd TRACKS is soon. fuckkkkk #everyone stream that one timeloop fic #aos #isaac talks

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nazuna-tunnel-vision · 2 years

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grips head. shunazu. nazuna's character.

#its gonna be a whole essay in the tags again. cracks knuckles here we go boys #rambles #not me being nazunaP for a wholeass year already and only starting to understand nazuna's issues and complexity #it is really very incredibly hard to look beneath the extremely cute and reliable niichan persona he puts up #reading about his ex-valk things again is just. woah... nazuna has so many issues #his poor self-esteem in the past that shu's fawning boosted #his social awkwardness that was prob a result of that and which prob also impeded him dojng stuff that would boost his self esteem #i love that hes so bad at socialising. like yes hes everyone's niichan but also have you seen him talk to ex-valk #hes so bad at it. hes so rude.#also i need to reread his !! stories bc. he kind of feels like a diff char now tbh #what happened to him in uni for this to happen #1. his hatred of eichi 2. his manner of speech changing #num 2 is weird bc it makes sense but also its so sudden #it feels like he suddenly jumped to the end of his char arc abt his struggles w being cute and being taken seriously at the same time #in the past he was so eager to be taken seriously that he became cuter and also had a complex abt it #now hes just very comfortable in his own skin and with being cute. and that quiet confidence makes it a lot easier to take him seriously #the char arc that is still continuing is his disconnect w rabits - in the past it was very self-imposed #whr he would call rabits THEIR unit that hes temporarily in #now its that he IS part of rabits but hes unable to keep up w whats happening w the rest bc theyre in high sch and hes in uni #the inevitable drifting apart of close friends when you enter new stages in life. despite wanting to stay close as ever.#i think its a cool struggle and narrative but like? thats not the ! era narrative is it #which seems strange to me bc ritsu izumi and leo all have narratives that flow very very smoothly from ! to !!#its like nazuna had some epiphany off screen that just completely changed how he viewed the world and himself #idk how to feel abt that bc i love both niichans but theyre like. idk they dont feel like the same chars

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ageofthedragon · 2 years

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After the love scene - Isabela to MHawke: "I should go. That was an interesting diversion" and "we were using each other, sweet thing. I was curious about you and now my curiosity is sated." After the love scene - Isabela to FHawke: "That was..Thank you. I should go. I wouldn't want to take advantage of your hospitality." and "it was fun, wasn't it? Well, you know, if you ever want to do it again..." It's not even subtle lol!

OH WOW LOL

Yeah safe to say she may have a preference for women lmao!

#DA: 2 #Isabela #Marian Hawke #time to start drawing them again oop #y'all twisted my arm wink wonk #anonymous #In all my years playing these games I never knew half of this lol #prob bc I've never played a guy oop #I tried to make a male inquisitor but couldn't get past the breach #fake fangirl #lol

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art-boy-sin · 2 years

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