#ptg wooseok imagine

[adachicuto]

last date before wedding with ptg

warning(s): food and wine mentions

↳ jinho: helping him with a cover of a song for youtube and it’d be a pretty romantic song maybe ed sheeran thinking out loud or john legend or maybe something else like eyes, nose, lips and you wouldn’t realize that he got you singing. i don't think he'd post it and just want to save it for the two of you to rewatch. it wouldn’t matter to him if you were an amazing singer or not, just being able to share that moment with you would be enough for him. so, it would probably become a tradition where you'd rewatch the cover for every wedding anniversary, and maybe you would cover more songs together each time as a little segment on his youtube channel and the members would text him and tease him about it every time lol

↳ hui: i get the feeling that he would bring you to a really nice yet underrated restaurant where smooth jazz is played and people are allowed to go onstage and perform a song. both of you would have the biggest smiles on your faces because the date would be reminiscent of your first one. you'd end the date off with really good wine and of course, hui would go onstage and sing (he'd claim it as practice for your big day) and would leave the audience stunned by his amazing vocals. on the drive home, his hand would never leave yours and he'd probably fidget with your engagement ring with a huge smile on his face.

↳ hongseok: your "date" would be so sweet and domestic because hongseok just gives me homey vibes. like, you'd both go to the grocery store to get ingredients for dinner and a dessert you both like. idk it would be the cutest thing and then you'd head back home and he'd start cooking while you worked on the dessert and you'd definitely catch him staring at you every few minutes with a goofy smile on his face and he'd wiggle his eyebrows playfully. you'd step away for a second to back-hug him and hongseok would smile to himself before he'd turn around to kiss you and he'd pull away to say something really cheesy but it would still put a smile on your face.

↳ yeo one: i think changgu would plan the cutest little picnic in the park for both of you. he'd pack some of your favorite foods and snacks and would even get you flowers or something. it would be the cutest thing and he'd take a flower and put it behind your ear and you'd do the same to him and then you'd go back and forth about who's the prettiest lol then the two of you would lie down and cloud gaze. idk i can see a really adorable dog running over to the two of you and it would really like changgu and it would be such a cute moment that would lead you to discuss the possibility of adopting a dog after the wedding. once the sun would start to settle below the horizon, you'd head home and would probably spend the rest of the day watching a show or movie.

↳ shinwon: both of you would agree on going to a spa and maybe a little shopping. i could definitely see him goofing around with you while in the sauna by making weird faces and telling you funny stories. then, he'd have you rest your head on his shoulder and he'd smile to himself. then, he'd tell you about how he was so nervous to propose to you. after a few minutes he'd realize that you weren't talking only to find you asleep. so, he'd make sure that you would be comfortable and would relax too. i think he'd love to spoil his s/o so he'd really enjoy going to the spa with you and it'd be a nice break from all of the wedding prep. on the way home, you'd both decide on ordering in bc neither of you would want to cook after being at the spa.

↳ yanan: he'd wake up extra early to get your favorite breakfast foods and coffee. when he'd make it back to your apartment he'd be met with you half asleep on the couch and would quickly put everything down to cuddle with you for a few minutes and then you'd eat breakfast together. afterward, the two of you would get ready to go and yanan wouldn't tell you but it would all make sense later. so, the two of you would go to multiple places throughout the city and you were thankful that they wouldn't be too far and at each stop, you and yanan would talk about what happened at each, like, one place was where he took you for your first date and another would be where you both said you loved each other for the first time. looking back on all of the memories would make both of your hearts feel so full.

↳ yuto: i think you'd go to an aquarium or botanical garden and it would be on a day when it wouldn't be so busy and the two of you could goof around and take funny pictures of each other imitating the animals. throughout the date, you'd both feel like little kids on a field trip again. both of you would stop every few minutes to stare at something you'd find interesting and the look on your faces at that moment would be so adorable and you'd have to capture the moments. after that, you would go get something to eat and then walk back to your apartment. on the walk, you'd both reminisce about how you met, your first date, and how he proposed to you.

↳ kino: i feel like hyunggu would go all out but it would still be a pretty laid-back date idk if that makes sense but he'd sign you up for a couples' dancing class where you'd learn how to tango and it would be so romantic and fun, even if you're not much of a dancer. after that, you'd go back home to shower and then he'd take you out to a really nice restaurant for dinner. the two of you would be so impressed with your meals but the highlight of your would be getting ice cream or your favorite dessert from your favorite place but then on your way back home it'd start raining and you'd have to wait it out inside a nearby cafe with steaming cups of tea. the whole situation would be pretty funny to both of you and it'd make for a nice moment to look back on.

↳ wooseok: being the youngest, i don't think he'd plan everything out and would just go with the flow. so, i think wooseok would also enjoy a night in with you as your date, especially if it would be a rainy day. he'd go and get your favorite snacks and drinks the day before and would surprise you with everything. the two of you would spend the day watching movies, playing video games, and just enjoying the calm before your wedding day. somehow, you'd end up talking about some of your embarrassing moments early on in your relationship and neither of you would be able to stop laughing and maybe you'd each go through your camera roll and it'd be a really cute moment for both of you.

[multiphandomunnies]

pentagon

reactions

accidentally seeing their gf naked

found out the wrong way social media au intros

found out the wrong way part one

found out the wrong way part two

found out the wrong way part three

found out the front way part four

s.o getting shy when they kiss

imagines

jinho

hongseok

flustered

hui

e’dawn

365 so stress

how cute

shinwon

yeo one

yanan

too much effort

kino

yuto

something special (*M*)

technology free

lovers night

wooseok

give it a rest

[takorossi]

Pentagon as Pentagon Songs / Covers

(... that I associate them with, purely self-opinion)

Jinho

hmmm "Someday - Song By JINHO, HUI"?

i feel like Jinho really slayed the vocals on that one you know

if it's not "Someday" then it would probably be "Round 2 - Bonus Track" because #jinhoWWEcommentator era

"Spring Snow"!!!!!! SPRING SNOW.

spring snow.

i loved how excited he was at wanting to perform "Spring Snow" for Road to Kingdom

and also the feels

Hui

would it be basic if i said "Shine"??? not if it's the truth ...

"Shine"

because come on, we all know why it's "Shine", what are you talking about if it's not "Shine"???

maybe "Happiness" because i felt like Hui in that M/V was pretty memorable

but also his line in "Organic song" (E'dawn, Yuto, Woo Seok With Hui), both in the original when Dawn performed it by himself in Pentagon Maker and also the released track

"Basquiat"?? VOCAL KING.

Hongseok

honestly the first thing that comes to mind is "Very Good - PENTAGON Version" (originally by Block B) from RTK

the chocolate abs left an impression

and also the "it's okay as long as he doesn't dance inappropriately afterwards" - an RTK staff member

"Dr. Bebe"

the chocolate back left an impression

"Sparkling Night" because his Oppa-ness really popped off there, ESPECIALLY in this Special Live Clip, wow that video really took me to heaven and back you know, i ascended

Shinwon

if i'm going for associated images seared into my brain, i would pick "DO or NOT" because #jokershinwon era and also "Feelin' Like" even though i know he doesn't like it because POOL SHINWON??? shinwon with GLOVES??? ma lord almighty,,,

if i'm going for music music, it would be "Daisy" because he does my favourite line in that entire song ("haengbokhaeya dwae") in that whisper/breathy tone, sorry i'm just simping at this point

but by that logic, i would also associate him with "Naughty Boy" because of the chicken lyric ... it really stuck

if i don't put "One Shot" here, am i really a Shinwon fan?

so "One Shot" because he wrote it

Yeo One

"Pretty Pretty", definitely

high school Yeo One.

nerd Yeo One era.

mushroom Yeo One era.

Yeo One with GLASSES.

also "Eat" (originally by Zion.T) because :( Pentagon Maker :( Yan An :( comfort chocolate :( ("saranghae ... yO")

Yeo One's verse in "Round 1 - Bonus Track", specifically the part where he goes "nappeun saram ... Yanan, Yanan, Yanan"

Yanan

"Feelin' Like"

muscles.

absolute massive badonkerhonker muscles.

but also "Daisy" because i really like the way he dances in it, feels floaty and nice

also "Eat", for the same reasons as Yeo One

also "Round 1", specifically the part where he goes "(ya geuraedo bang gachi sseuneunde) HWAJANGSHI!!!"

Yuto

probably an unpopular opinion but "Shine" is one of them

his rap and the transition back to the group formation in their "Shine" stages left a sensation in my brain that i don't know how to explain

that one unique #notlikeothergirls "Yuto-da" in "Fantasystic"

those verses of Japanese rap in "Cerberus"? chef's kiss.

that low-toned Wooseok!mock-scream in "Round 2"

Kino

first of all, "Dr. Bebe", for less superficial reasons than Hongseok

like i really, and i mean REALLY love his entire persona in "Dr. Bebe"

from the stages to M/V, the facial expression and stature and makeup were EVERYTHING

in chinese, there's this thing we call 病态 (bìng tài), which directly translates to "state of being sickly" and it sounds kind of wack if you put it like that, but basically the way he embodied that psychological inner warfare in his dance and expressions was absolutely Oscar-worthy

"Daisy" because of his tattoo, and his florist dreams, and his dance, and that mafia dance variety thing they did

just. "Daisy". yeah.

Wooseok

i don't know if it's because of his unique rapping tone, but i associate him with a lot of Pentagon's songs

i mean he wrote and composed my absolute favourite Pentagon song, "BAD"

he also did "Nostalgia", which i like

his verse in "Sparkling Night"??? vocal Wooseok???

"Naughty Boy"??????????

okay that one because i hated his hair in it, i'm sorry Wooseok

but also i felt like he was so intrinsically linked with that song for some reason

it just screamed Wooseok to me

uhm

"The Magic Flute ("Der Hölle Rache" - Queen of the Night aria)"

oops

i'm sorry that was just for the crack i swear

[seawitch62]

A sculptors obessesion.

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Yandere

Pygmalion, a famous sculptor, falls in love with his own creation and wishes to give this creation life. (Greeka.com)

               🍃🍃🍃

         The Sculptor.

With devotion likened to obsession the chisel chips away at the stone. What started as a form of therapy to forget her became an all consuming task.

Wooseok does not need photographs or videos he creates from memories collected and stored.

Often his  hands bled onto the statue barely even noticing as he chipped away. Stone fragments scattered across the room, nourishment such as food and drink consumed as he worked, sleeping and waking at the foot of his creation. His every waking and sleeping moment directed on his preoccupation.

His beauty, his statue, his goddess, his Galatea.

Memories and emotions flood, the dam gates break, his tears drop onto his creation like tiny droplets of rain. 

His motivational force keeps him chipping away, his chisel an extension of his hand, his tool.

The happy times invade his thoughts, distracting him, a time when she was his flesh and blood, now he  only  has stone.

Like Pygmalion he loves his art, the woman who conquered his heart then tore it apart when she left.

Finally his work is complete.

Stunningly beautiful accurate portrayal of his Galatea.

♤

As her eyes survey her surroundings she takes in the fact she is in a cage. Furniture and amenities are present as well as her belongings.

The cage is in the middle of a stone circle, a henge.

As she looks closer at the stone artwork she realizes they are all depictions of herself.

A silent scream escapes her horrified mind.

Wooseok enters his domain.

"Hello Galatea, welcome to my gallery". 

[unifox]

PTG as Owl City Songs Pt.2

Part 2 is here!!! I'll repeat myself

IMPORTANT: This is purely out of my imagination, I do NOT know how the ptg members are and their true personalities. This is how I perceive them through the content they provide us on social media. Also, the songs interpretations were mine. They might not be what the artist intended but how I understood them.

None of the pictures are mine! Got them on Pinterest

happy reading! and maybe listening too ~Foxy🦊

Pt.1 | masterlist

Yanan

The Tip Of The Iceberg 

Cute, heartwarming and a bit fairy like, like Yanan. Like mentioned in other members, each song has its own unique traits just like the Pentagon members. Yanan and this song are no exception. Also, the title also fits the situation quite well, since the tip of the iceberg is always just a small part of the iceberg and theres a lot to discover under the water, and Yanan with his shy personality also has a lot hidden behind what he actually shows us. 2023 me - the songs also says how some actions are just the tip of the iceberg of things the protagonist would do to get back their loved one, and it also fits well with the relationship of universe and pentagon with Yanan. Even being away from him for so long, we’d do everything to see the boys together again.

Gold (2023)

Yanan is gold. The song tells about someone who is gold, someone who might not see their whole potential even though they are it. For the longest time as a Universe I saw Yanan being like this and slowly starting to become more confident as the years went by. Yanan! You’re gold, so shine forever! Also, CONGRATS ON 1st PLACE YANAN S2 YOU DESERVE IT

Yuto

Up All Night 

I really don't know but this song fits Yuto. Maybe is the beat that changes and shows many styles that reminds me of Yuto, of how he looks like something but acts as something else. The song is mysterious and beautiful and thats really Yuto. Its cute but serious and the guitar part... definitely something that fits Yuto. Also, just like Yu, this song has a special place in my heart. “I just can’t get you off my mind, now I’m gonna be up all night”

I'm coming after you (2023)

I’m not sure why 2020 me chose this song bc she didn't write anything, maybe it was the instrumental? I think the bass in the song gives off Yuto vibes. It’s a lightweight song that seems almost theatrical to me. “Woo woo woo- I’m coming after you” The siren sounds seem fun and something that cute and the rest of Mayonnaise would add to their songs haha

Kino

Plant life 

Kino has a flower aesthetic so why not? The song is really artistic and that it would suit kino's style if he danced to this song, or even sang it. Both are gentle, creative and majestic, showing a really unique kind of power, that feels almost magical. The lyrics also has Kino's vibes to it. It’s full of metaphors and pretty sounds (I think it’s my favorite owl city song)

shooting star

Kino is a shooting star! Like the song, he seems like the type of person to encourage and support others whey they feel down or tired. Kino is comfort to others, someone really precious and kind. “So shine no matter where you are tonight”

Wooseok

Dreams and Disasters 

The image this song makes me think of is always a young couple, careless and fun, driving in a road in the middle of nowhere. This free-spirited style remind me of maknae Wooseokie. The upbeat melody and free-spirited lyrics fit Wooseok who is young and seem adventurous. “I wanna feel alive forever after”

Strawberry Avalanche

I don't know exactly why, but i guess pink Wooseok fits this. Another fun and cute song that fits shy Wooseok. I have this image that Woo is a pretty cute and gentle 2m tall boy and the scenario created by this song would fit him well. 2023 me- The song sounds soft and childish and I feel like behind the serious aura and appearance that wooseok has, there is a gentle and dreamy person there.

Pentagon

Good time

I don't really think I have to explain, but here I am anyways. Ptg is such a fun group. They are all very unique and display their individual charms throughout their journey. Every time we see them it's a good time, doesn't matter what they are doing. They turn the most normal things into something fun to look forward to.

Embers

I feel like this song talks about hope and, as cliche as it seems, pentagon simbolizes that to me. "When its all said and done, we'll shine like the sun so don't let the fire die." It simbolizes well the groups history and it works for their fans too, since seeing their journey Universe might feel inspired to just keep going too. It’s like Eternal Flame!

The Technicolor Phase

Support. Another word I think of when it comes to Pentagon. Thought the song you see how the lyrics say how they’re the support, how they are there to accompany wherever you are. “I am the green in the grass, That bends back from underneath your feet (...) I am the black in the book, The letters on the pages that you memorize” Pentagon and their songs are there for the fans whenever and wherever, it’s what keeps us entertained, hopeful, happy… you name it. 

[bomnun]

Why are so many of Hui’s new BP fans so scary? I think CUBE may nix a group comeback and only focus on a Hui solo. As much as it pains me to say, it may be for the best. I fear Hui’s new fans would unleash so much anger on the other members since it’s not a solo and would argue they take unnecessary attention away from Hui. I can only imagine their anger if a PTG comeback didn’t do well, they’d say the group brought Hui down. Some of these “fans” detest PTG and want the group over.

I don’t know. They’re terrible and I really don’t understand how you end up liking Hui but decide to be so incredibly nasty towards his best friends and their fans who are protective of the group Hui is in…

However, I really doubt they’ll just end up doing Hui solo stuff because Cube doesn’t listen to fans that much as it is (people have literally been sending batches of thousands of emails about Yanan for a year now), and Hui’s solo stans are…not that many in comparison to Universe. They act like they are more than us, but Hui still is the third least followed member on Instagram, he has about the same amount of followers as Wooseok. About 3000 people joined Pentagon’s Weverse after Boys Planet (the community currently has 45k). Of course, the ones who hate Pentagon and want them gone the most would never join that, but they would still follow Hui on Instagram, I’m pretty sure, lol.

I don’t even think a Hui solo would get much more GP attention than a Pentagon comeback, since everyone so heavily associates him with the group he’s been in for nearly seven years…?

I do worry they’ll attack the other members, they’re not used to Hui’s interactions with people he’s more comfortable with and I, too, am scared they’ll take the usual teasing as bullying or whatever (like jinyoung solo stans did with c.ix) :/ I guess we’ll just have to show that it’s what they’d usually like.

It’s actually wild how actively they hate and want the group gone, though. Where does the idea come from that in order for Hui to become more famous, the careers of eight still active and talented people who did nothing wrong need to crash and burn?

I also find it… very … unsympathetic how many people wanted him to “save himself” and it didn’t matter if the group disbands from him redebuting because he was acting smart and from a self-preservation standpoint, like, even if you’re not a fan of the others, do you really want their hard efforts to stay active ruined because it’s how you think the industry works? Do you think he’d like to leave and potentially sabotage his best friends of 10 years like that, because it’s “the way of things”? This creeped me out because there are “unis” talking like that too, and if he wanted to do it as an individual disconnected from the group or whatever (Really? it’s Hui we’re talking about) he shouldn’t have mentioned them in his intro, describing a fabricated situation no one else knew about that made the whole group seem less appealing lmao

The comeback doing well, well, we’ll (sorry, I had to do that) see what happens. I think there will be more attention from the general public/general kpop community (which would’ve happened if they’d had a comeback with Hui returning without the show too). I hope the k-unis who left because of Boys Planet feel like they can come back now 😔

[milkybonya]

apple pie

🍎Warnings: food mentions, some angst

🍎Pairing: college!Wooseok x college!(gender neutral)reader

🍎Summary: where i twist my (irl) first year university experience and give it the happy ending i wanted :D 

🍎Word count: 5k

🍎first year of university is annoying. some tall guy keeps stealing your seat, making your mornings a little more frustrating. when you find the guts to take your seat back, your feelings of anger develop into something else. but like a poisoned apple, though seemingly sweet, some things, or some people, are just forbidden. yet when an apple is baked with love into a pie, a pie that needs much care and time to bake properly, won’t the outcome be a good one? 🍎

You always sit in the front. It helps you to stay focused and it’s very important that you sit in the same spot everyday.

It always took a few weeks of getting to class early before everyone would stay away from your seat, since in university, there aren’t any seating plans. Consequently, it didn’t normally bother you if someone took your seat.

But this time, it did.

Getting to your chem class from calc involved rushing from one side of campus to the other, so by the time you arrived, someone was sitting in ‘your seat’. You sighed and sat somewhere a few rows back, glaring at the figure of this intruder. He had his black bag on the seat next to him, and you wondered who he was saving his seat for.

It was hard to focus in class, especially when you realized that this boy had not been saving the seat next to him, but was just putting his bag there. I could have sat there... you thought.

During class, there would often be multiple choice questions that you would have to answer on your phone called ‘iclickers’. It was a method of keeping track of attendance and who was paying attention. Your eyes were glued to your intruder’s back for the first twenty minutes of class, so you got the first iclicker wrong. They were supposed to be easy marks, but you got it wrong.

It’s all his fault, you thought. If only he hadn’t sat there!

From that day on, he’d always beat you to your seat. If he only sat there once, you would’ve been able to forgive him, but the fact that he was there everyday made you angry. Even worse, his bag took up the spot next to him. A perfectly good spot taken by a bag...

One day, you stomped up to him and without saying ‘excuse me’ or asking if the seat next to him was taken, you slid into the spot where his bag was, forcing him to remove it.

I did it! You thought. Front row spot secured.

Everyday, you would sit next to him, and the two of you never exchanged a word. You didn’t want to start the conversation because he was the intruder and you wouldn’t do that for him. 

Yes, at first, you hated him just a bit. He’d taken your seat! Why wouldn’t you? 

You started to notice how he would clear his throat every few seconds right before sniffling. How he’d push up his wire-rimmed glasses after looking down at his notes. How he removed his cap so he could fix his overgrown, dark locks underneath. The sound of his black jacket crinkling as he shifted his arms so he could rest his chin in his palm... Cute, you thought. No! Cute? Intruder man? No no no...

Your crush was in full swing before you knew it. You were excited to come to class everyday just to see him. That was it. See him. Not talk to him, but see him. You were too scared to suddenly start a conversation after sitting next to him in silence for a week, but you knew you would regret it if you didn’t try.

After frantically texting your friends for courage and advice, you walked to class early on Monday so you could be there before him. When he came to sit next you, your heart was racing. Okay, I’ll just ask him about the lecture notes so I don’t seem weird, then I’ll ask for his name, then...

You took a deep breath. Your heart beat was like an earthquake, shaking your entire body. Were your ribs crumbling inside? Why did it feel like your body was collapsing?

“Hey um...” he didn’t hear you, so you gently poked his shoulder and he turned to look at you. You were too scared to meet his eyes, so you stared somewhere to his left.

“Um, do you know where we left off in the lecture notes last week?” You asked. I did it, I’m doing it !

“Yeah,” he said, shuffling a few pages around and pulling out a paper, pointing to something. “Here.” His voice was deep.

“Ah, thank you,” you said, pretending to go through your own notes. “I know I always sit next to you, but I’ve never spoken to you before, what’s your name?”

“Me?” he asked, pointing to himself with wide eyes. “Wooseok.” 

“Wooseok... My name is [y/n],” You said. He nodded, looking back at his notes.

Realizing that he wasn’t going to continue the conversation, you decided to try asking him a question while mentally kicking yourself for doing all the hard work in the conversation.

He answered, telling you that he was studying Humanities. Unsure of which specific program he wanted to pursue, he was taking a variety of courses, including chemistry for some reason. 

“Just keeping my options open,” he said with a chuckle.

It felt a bit awkward, like you were interviewing him, but you were glad to have started the conversation, proud that you were brave for once despite being so scared of initiating conversations.

The professor strolled in and class begun, so you decided not to bother Wooseok anymore for the time being.

The next day, you tried again, asking him more questions. He told you how he was an international student from Korea, living here without his parents and family. You felt a little upset, knowing that his family was far away. It made you want to be kinder to the intruder who stole your seat. And your heart.

Each day, you tried to talk to him more and eventually, he seemed to feel more comfortable around you.

“How’s your day going?” he asked you for the first time as you sat beside him. You responded while smiling, earning you a grin in return from the tall boy.

At some point, he also started saving your seat for you. He had stopped placing his bag beside him when you forcefully sat next to him the first time, but he started placing his bag there again now, removing it as soon as he saw you rushing through the double doors to the front row.

He didn’t want anyone to sit beside him except for you.

Those brief moments before class were something that you treasured. The two of you talking and getting to know one another, Wooseok’s eye smile as he spoke... it was so lovely. Even during class, you’d share answers for the iclickers, explaining your thoughts to one another and debating the answers. You’d both groan when you got them wrong and grinned when you got them right.

The front row experience meant an up-close view of the demos, so the two of you would share your amazement with every explosion, trying to predict what would happen next.

During your bleak and often stressful first year of university, your crush on Wooseok and his presence had become your solace. That was, until February 14th. The day before reading week. A Friday. Valentine’s day.

Frankly, you were worried that Wooseok was seeing someone from the very start. He was so pretty, and pretty international students were known for having s/os. You used Valentine’s day as an excuse to see if you could find an answer to your question.

“Woah Wooseok, it’s Valentine’s day. The days are passing so quickly, I didn’t even notice!” you said, trying to play it cool.

“Oh yeah!” Wooseok said, scratching the back of his neck. “I should buy something for my s/o...”

s/o. There it was. The answer that you expected but dreaded.

You felt your heart drop but tried to keep it together. Wooseok returned to his notes, unaware of the fact that you were falling apart right beside him.

Even when the professor began to lecture, you were unable to pay attention, drifting in and out of sadness. You didn’t realize how big your crush on Wooseok was until now.

That’s okay! you told yourself. I can still just be his friend. I should ask for his socials later to see if he’ll want to meet during the break.

Wooseok was in a rush to leave as soon as the professor dismissed the class. A big smile on his face, he quickly packed up.

“Finally, the break is here!” he exclaimed.

You tried to keep up with the tall boy’s pace, scurrying behind him and quietly asking him if he would want to meet during your week off school. He seemed to be in a daze, grinning while he took your phone to search for his sns account. 

He left you standing there. 

You were happy that you could contact him but sad that he would be nothing but a friend.

🍎

During the break, you decided to ask him what he was up to while you were sitting in the boba store at your local mall. He told you that he was in a nearby city, staying at his friend’s house. Damn, he probably won’t want to meet me since he’s so far away.

You were glad that he wasn’t alone though, and after quite a dry text conversation with him, you slipped your phone into your pocket and walked off.

By the time the break was over and you were back in your chemistry class, Wooseok seemed sad again. When you asked him what was up, he told you he was sad because the break ended so fast and he hadn’t gotten much done. A lot of deadlines were waiting for him. It wasn’t even your problem, but you felt upset seeing him stressed. 

You had gotten used to recognizing his moods by the way he acted. He was a little more quiet when he was tired, sad or stressed, but when he wanted to talk to you, you could tell he was feeling happier, which also made you happy.

🍎

A few days later, there was a day when the professor didn’t come to class. Half an hour had passed and he still wasn’t there, so you decided to leave. Wooseok wanted to stay to do some work, so you left alone. 

You passed a boba shop in the student centre on your way to your next class and quickly messaged Wooseok asking him if he wanted you to buy anything. It was another stressful day for him it seemed, and you wanted to cheer him up.

He thanked you but said he didn’t want anything, so you trudged away to your next class, feeling defeated. You wished you had just asked him to come along with you.

It was your biggest goal and dream to see Wooseok outside of your chemistry class. It seemed like he only existed there, and you wished that you could randomly run into him on campus or have a study date with him... It felt like he wasn’t even real, since you only saw him in chemistry.

One day, it actually happened. Your next class was cancelled so you had an extra two hours, and Wooseok was also free for the next two hours. When you asked him where he was going to spend his time, he said, “the library. Wanna come with me?”

The fact that he wanted you to come along, that he asked the question with his eyes widened and a small smile on his face, eager for an answer, all of this was enough to make your heart flutter. 

As you left the lecture hall while walking right next to him, the cold winter air hit your face and both of you almost tripped on a pile of snow right outside the door. You laughed along with him, thankful that you see him outside of the lecture hall.

I guess he is real and not just some figment of my imagination...

The library was packed, buzzing with the sound of students studying for their midterms. The two of you managed to find an empty table though, sitting side by side and opening your books. 

Wooseok complained about his crazy final exam schedule, and as you showed him your own schedule on your laptop, he shuffled over to lean in closer, trying to get a better view. It made your heart race; he was so close.

Even as the two of you studied, he would lean in to see what part of the mock test your were on.

When it was time to head to class, the two of you walked side by side for as far as you could until you had to part ways. Wooseok’s tall frame towered over you from your right, and the fact that you had to look up at him every time he spoke made you feel small and cute. He was the only person who could make you feel this way.

Waving goodbye, you checked the time and began to ran as you realized you were late. Quickly shuffling into a seat, your friend elbowed you from beside you, asking you where you had been.

“In the library with Wooseok,” you whispered.

“A library date?!” your friend exclaimed. You slapped their shoulder shyly and tried to pay attention in class, but your head was still spinning. Finally you had gotten to hang out with Wooseok outside of class... Could this mean that your friendship was growing?

🍎

You and Wooseok would leave class together more often, sometimes meeting when you were both free to study. Even though you were both only close enough to talk about school and not your personal interests, you still tried to learn more about him and his love for anime, music, and his weird sleeping schedule.

Sometimes the two of you would only talk instead of studying, which you didn’t mind in the slightest bit.

Things were going well. You even got to hang out with Wooseok on a weekend, walking around town and exploring some shops. 

You stole glances at him as his long fingers thumbed through jackets, his eyes focused, trying to find something he wanted. When he pulled out a funny T-shirt that he wanted to show you, you quickly looked away and blushed, not wanted him to know that you were staring.

“[y/n], look! Isn’t this funny?” he asked you, grinning cutely. You nodded and walked over to look at the shirt, which has quite a weird design on it.

“I kind of want to buy it...” he admitted.

“You should do it!” you told him, lightly nudging him.

When you got hungry and found a place to eat, Wooseok shared his food with you.

“Hey, I shared mine with you so you better give me some of yours!” he demanded jokingly. He only ended up taking the smallest amount of your food, not wanting to take a lot from the dish that he noticed you were enjoying.

At the last store that you decided to check out before leaving, you found a keychain that you really liked. You rubbed your thumb over its edges, turning it over and over in your hand. Eventually, you left it there. It was too expensive and you didn’t want to spend your money on something you didn’t really need.

When you and Wooseok were about to part ways, he handed you a small plastic bag, eyeing you eagerly. When you opened it and looked inside, you found the keychain you had looked at earlier.

“I noticed you liked it... it would look pretty cool on your bag,” he said nervously, scratching his neck. 

As soon as Wooseok was out of sight, you attached it to your bag right away.

🍎

The two of you had become closer as friends. Things were going so well, and even though you still had a crush on Wooseok, you controlled yourself and reminded yourself that you were only his friend. He was in a happy, long term relationship and you didn’t want to ruin anything.

You didn’t ruin anything, but someone else did.

Strangely enough, even though you never saw Wooseok on campus, you saw him on this day, walking towards you while scrolling through his phone. His cream coloured winter jacket bounced up and down with every one of his long strides.

You nudged your friend beside you.

“You know how you’ve never seen Wooseok before? There he is, that’s him,” you told them.

Your friend followed your gaze and laid eyes on Wooseok.

“Yo! Wooseok!” they yelled. Wooseok looked up, confused, but smiled when he saw you next to your friend.

The three of you stepped off the sidewalk and onto the grass, since there were a lot of people walking around, trying to get to places and you didn’t want to cause what you and your friends called a ‘hallway traffic blockage’.

“Hi Wooseok, this is my friend,” you told him. He greeted your friend and your friend seemed quite excited. They were very outgoing, and finally having met your crush of a few months made them even more ecstatic.

“Nice to meet you, Wooseok! I’ve heard so much about you and now I finally met you... I’m like ‘ohhh, so this is the guy who [y/n] has a phat crush on’, they’re always talking about you I swear-” your friend rambled.

What? Crush? Did they just...

Your friend slapped their own mouth, turning to you with wide eyes.

You started laughing out of nervousness, making Wooseok, who was quite speechless, chuckle along.

“You’re so funny!” you said to your friend. “They’re just joking, Wooseok. Anyway, we’re so busy, gotta go I’ll see you soon!”

You grabbed your friend and pushed them forward, both of you speed-walking away from Wooseok.

“What are you doing?!” you asked your friend.

They looked down, completely guilty.

“I don’t know why that just slipped out; I have no idea...”

How am I going to face him again?

You couldn’t. Even though you thought you shook it off as a ‘joke’ quite smoothly, you still couldn’t face him knowing that he heard what he heard.

You started to skip lectures. So full of embarrassment, you followed along with the podcasts and recorded lectures instead, doing the iclickers from the library and teaching everything to yourself. It was difficult, but for the sake of hiding your shame, you would work hard.

Wooseok messaged you after a few days.

Hey... Have u been ok? why aren’t u in class anymore?

You responded by telling him that you were extremely sick, but after a few weeks passed and the end of the term approached, Wooseok continued to message you.

Is it really bad? It’s been a couple of weeks now... Do u need any help? Will u be able to write the exam?

I can write the exam... it’s just hard to come to lecture, I’m sorry

After the final exam, you spent the rest of the summer ignoring Wooseok’s messages out of pure embarrassment. He didn’t message you often, but tried to check up on you every few days.

hello? r u still sick?

are you feeling any better yet? is everything ok?

it’s not bad... right?

pls if you need any help, pls tell me

He stopped messaging you after a month, but your friend told you that they got a message from him asking about you.

“Tell him I’m fine, I’m just busy,” you told them.

“That’s not a good enough excuse, [y/n]... you can’t keep hiding just because he found out you like him. He probably thought it was a joke anyway, just message him back, okay?” your friend told you.

You never got the courage to message Wooseok, but your friend was pulling tricks behind your own back. 

A month later, your doorbell rang, and you cautiously approached the door. Not expecting anyone, you peeked through a window beside your door and saw Wooseok, who waved at you with a worried look on his face.

My friend did this, didn’t they... I’ll get them back for this..

Wooseok had seen your face, so you couldn’t ignore him anyway. You slowly opened the door, ducking your head down.

“[y/n], are you okay? Are you still sick? What’s going on?” he asked.

“Do you want to come in?” you asked him. You let him into your house and he politely removed his shoes, shuffling into your living room.

“Do you want anything to drink?” you asked him, hovering in the kitchen.

“I’m fine, [y/n], please just tell me what’s going on. I’ve been so worried, you never missed lectures and you always messaged me... What’s happening?” he asked you.

You sat next to him, leaving adequate space to avoid making either of you uncomfortable.

There were no more lies that you could make up now. Might as well come clean and end the friendship here.

“Wooseok... did you know I liked you?” you asked, quietly.

“You liked me?” his tone was high-pitched and sharp. “So what your friend said...”

“It wasn’t a joke. I know you didn’t believe it, but I couldn’t face you anymore after that, so I lied to avoid coming to lectures, I’m sorry. I swear I didn’t have any bad intentions, I know you have an s/o but I don’t want you to break up-”

“I don’t have an s/o,” Wooseok said.

“What?” you asked, finally turning to face him. Wooseok’s face was flushed, his long, soft hair perfectly sitting around his face as he looked down.

“We broke up... Some things just didn’t really work out,” he said.

“Wooseok, I’m so sorry...” You said, carefully placing a hand on his shoulder. 

It wasn’t because of me, right? What if they found out I liked Wooseok and they broke up with him because of that?

“You better not think it was your fault,” he said, looking into your eyes. “Cause it wasn’t...”

You bit your lip, trying to think of something to say.

“Do you wanna watch some movies... or something?” you asked him, carefully.

He smiled and sat up straight, suddenly towering over you.

“That sounds nice.”

You pulled out whatever snacks you could find and let Wooseok choose a movie. Despite feeling awkward at first, the two of you eventually sat comfortably on the couch. 

Hearing Wooseok’s laugh when a character cracked a joke, feeling his happiness and presence from beside you filled your heart with so much joy that you wondered how you had ignored him for all this time and went weeks without seeing him. You were glad that you could be friends again.

After the movie ended, Wooseok decided to leave, saying he ‘didn’t want to bother you’, but he made you promise to answer all his messages and hang out with him over the summer.

Following that, there were many late night messages from Wooseok ‘checking up on you’.

are u awake?

yes, Wooseok, i’m awake

but why, you should be sleeping

IT’S 9PM !

yeah.. bedtime cmon, don’t stay up late

says the one with the whack sleeping schedule

Wooseok was messaging you all day and was like a reminder to drink water, eat your meals and sleep on time. It got so out of hand that you had to meet up just to tell him that you were okay. He didn’t let you go though, and grabbed your hand to pull you towards the bus stop.

“Well you’ve come all the way here, wanna go to my favourite arcade?”

He didn’t even wait for your answer, but pulled you onto the bus and to the  seat at the very back. Seeing his long legs squished together and his knees hitting the back of the seat in front of him, you let out a giggle.

“What’s so funny?” he asked you.

“Your legs... you must be uncomfortable.”

You shuffled over so he could move his legs over to your side. The cute shorts that he wore and his pale, exposed skin made you want to poke his legs. They looked as soft as mochi.

While he was staring out the window, you quickly poked his leg and looked away. Wooseok poked you back in response, starting a poking war that caused the two of you to miss your stop.

It was okay though, because you got to walk back to the arcade and pass through a pretty park.

“[y/n]!” Wooseok said. “We should have a picnic in there someday.”

“That sounds nice,” you admitted, watching some kids running through the green grass, chasing each other.

The arcade was quite a small one with mostly claw machines.

“You like claw machines?” you asked the tall boy.

“Well...” he said, scratching the back of his neck. “I just really wanted to win you something.”

So he set off one a mission to win something from one of the claw machines, but it turned out to be harder than he’d thought. There were many frustrated groans that escaped his lips and he even hit one of the machines, earning the both of you a glare from the worker.

“Don’t worry [y/n], I’m going to get it this time,” Wooseok said, pouting as he carefully moved the claw around with the handle.

“It’s okay, Wooseok,” you told him. “You’ve already spent so many tokens!”

When he pressed the button and the stuffed animal was captured by the claw, lifted higher, dropping into the compartment, both of you high-fived one another in excitement.

“See, I got it!” Wooseok exclaimed, handing you the result of his hard work.

“It’s so cute... It even looks like you,” you said, holding it up to his face.

“Well I guess that means you’re stuck with me for life,” he said with a cheeky grin as he left the arcade. 

You ran to catch up with him, trying to shrug off his comment.

🍎

After spending your summer being in touch with a worried Wooseok every day and meeting up with him several times a week, the two of you were laying down in the sand at the beach. The sun had set and it was getting dark, but the calming sound of the deep blue waves and the soothing, chilly breeze was putting your mind at ease.

Another year of classes would be starting after the coming weekend, and you were trying to get as much rest up until that point.

Kicking at the darkened sand with your shoe, you looked up at Wooseok, who was staring at the sky. There was a glint in his eyes that you’d never seen before, and he seemed to be deep in thought.

Looking up the sky for yourself, you admired the navy colour and the dim stars that tried their best to shine through. Your gaze trailed back down to Wooseok and you stared at the straight outline of his nose.

Boop.

Wooseok’s nose gently squished under your finger as you touched it, and his eyes shifted to your face.

“What are you doing?” he asked in his deep voice.

“Booping your nose.”

He shifted in his position so that he could face you, and your heart felt like it was gasping in shock at how close the two of you were.

“[y/n],” Wooseok called out softly, even though he was right next to you.

“Yes?” you mumbled.

“Has it been lonely liking me all this time?”

Your eyes shifted down to the shore where the waves seemed to hesitate before falling on top of the sand.

“I’ve been controlling my heart, so don’t worry,” you reassured him, meeting his eyes again. His facial expression held pity, but also something you couldn’t quite describe. His small smile gave you a peek of his teeth, which you always told him you adored.

“I think I owe you an apology,” Wooseok said. Then he pressed his lips together in a smirk, turning his back to you as he quickly looked through his bag for something.

He turned back to you with an apple in his hand.

“Apple-ogy,” he said, wheezing at the corny mess of a joke that just escaped him.

You pressed your lips together, supressing a laugh.

“What’s the apple-ogy for?” you asked him, lightly punching his shoulder.

“I think, [y/n],” Wooseok said, choosing his words carefully. “I think I’ve actually liked you for some time too, but I made it seem like it was only you who liked me, I’m sorry.”

“You what?” you asked. “Since when?”

“When you ghosted me in that chemistry class and things fell apart with my s/o, I found myself worrying about you more than I worried about myself. And now I can’t even go a day without hearing from you. I really think I like you, [y/n].”

“Are you sure?” you asked him quietly. You didn’t want him to mistake his feelings as any sort of love if it was something else; you didn’t want him to feel bad that you liked him.

You wanted him to be sure of his feelings.

“Yes, [y/n]. This is kind of cringe and sappy to say, but even now Ireallywanttowrapmyarmsaroundyou and hold you,” he muttered quickly.

A smile made its way on your face before you even knew it, and you reached out to hug Wooseok first.

“If you’re sure, then I’m glad,” you hold Wooseok, who snaked his long legs in between yours, pulling you closer. You were laying on his chest now while he laid on his back, your ear against his ribs, listening to his heartbeat.

His arms were the only thing that held you in place.

🍎

When classes finally began again, you and Wooseok had purposely taken the same elective. You both enjoyed it, which was a bonus, but you would also be able to see each other in class everyday.

On the first day, you had to rush to your shared class from another class. You instinctively walked towards the front row, scanning for free seats. A tall boy was sitting with his black bag on the seat next to him, and you felt nostalgia deep in your gut.

Walking towards him, you realized that this was exactly who you thought it was. Wooseok looked up just before you reached where he sat, and with a big smile, moved his bag to the floor so you could sit beside him.

“Still saving seats for me?” you asked him as you settled in.

“It’s not my fault you’re always late,” he said, fake annoyance in his tone.

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It's always been you - Ko Shinwon (F)

Summary | Your friendship with Shinwon is something that you would never change for a thing in the world, but what if feelings are getting involved?.

Genre | fluff, high school, non-idol boyfriend.

Warnings | none.

Pairing | femxreader x Ko Shinwon

WC | around 2.4k

Note | Requested by anon.

Note | I will be on holiday from the 12th of January till the 1st of February. I won't post anything during these days, but I will of course try to write as much as possible for you guys in my notebook. Please be patient if you have any requests.

Note | thinking about a part two?. Let me know if you want a part two (this will probably contain smut)

Original request |  hi! could i request something with shinwon of pentagon? something fluffy, like a slowburn friends-lovers? if theres smut at the end its ok too but i'm not picky :o

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Shinwon will do anything for you, whether it's 3 AM or 4 PM when you need him, he's there. You met him when your parents decided to move to South Korea and enroll you in a Korean high school. There was only one problem, you didn't speak a word of Korean. The first days were hell, nobody spoke to you, partly because the language was a problem, but also because you looked different from others. You didn't belong to the Korean stereotype. For a few days, you were mostly on your own, trying to understand every word that the teachers said and find yourself a place in Korean society. A new house, a new city, new culture. Everything was different from home.

The moment Shinwon walked into class after a few days off due to a death in his family, his eyes were on you. The young lady at the back of the class, sitting quietly leafing through her book with an annoyed expression on her face. His best friend slapped him on the shoulder and gave him an update on who the new student was.

Shinwon had his full attention on you. You on the other hand were too focused to understand a single symbol written on the board. Your eyebrows furrowed, eyes fixed on the board and your tongue sticking out beyond your lips. Shinwon had to and would talk to you no matter what.

Most students thought it was weird. One of the hottest guys in school who took an interest in just one of the least popular ladies, as if they'd landed in fanfiction on Wattpad. Shinwon was careful on his first attempt to talk to you. His English was not at all what it should have been, if only he had paid more attention in class instead of making paper airplanes and then tossing them at his best friend. It could have helped him so much right now.

Sitting on one of the picnic benches outside in the square you scribbled something in your notebook, sometimes they were drawings, and sometimes you wrote a simple story about a bird that just flew over. Suddenly the book was snatched from your hands, your hands actively trying to get the book back from whoever had the guts to pull it out of your hands, but as soon as you saw his face you lowered your hands.

Shinwon flipped through the booklet, the occasional nod, and an approving hum as if it were a project for an exam. In his best English, he commented that he liked it. A smile appeared on your face, the first in a few days and you slowly took the book back from his hands.

''I'm Shinwon, nice to meet you''.

''I'm Y/N, nice to meet you too''.

*

"Where the hell are you with your thoughts?". Shinwon throws his bag down on one of the tables in the room and then takes a seat in the chair in front of you. His English has improved and, to your surprise, your Korean has gone faster than you expected. Those three evenings a week have paid off.

"Zac Efron," you mutter and Shinwon rolls his eyes. "Sure, like you're ever going to meet that guy." Meanwhile, several students enter the room. Over the past few years, as your Korean got better, more and more social contacts came. Likewise at school. Not everyone was talking to you, but no one was ignoring you either. Shinwon turns leans over the back of the chair and prepares to speak as the teacher slams the door shut. A wink is all you need to know that he has plans.

The friendship between you and Shinwon has grown in recent years, from not being able to communicate with each other to learn each other's language by studying to completely trusting each other about two years later.

A lot has happened in those two years. Shinwon is still the popular dude, you the less popular lady. You often got the idea that when you hang out with Shinwon, you are automatically popular, and often it is. Shinwon on the other hand is the most chill guy you can have in your group of friends. He doesn't care if he's seen as popular, because popularity doesn't define you as a person.

"Psst..." You are startled by Shinwon tapping your arm. "Lesson is over." Surprised but still deep in thought, you grab your things and put them in your bag.

"Let me guess, Zac Efron?". Woo, one of Shinwon's best friends, yells from the doorway, laughing.

"Shut up," you mutter as you pass him into the hallway. Shinwon follows but stops when Woo grabs him by the arm.

"You better get that Zac dude out of her head."

Shinwon chuckles as he wraps an arm around his best friend. "Don't worry, I can handle Zac."

*

''How many pizzas did you order?''. With some great surprise, you drop the five pizza boxes on the table. Shinwon gets up from the couch with a grin on his face. "What, I'm hungry." You open the boxes of pizza while Shinwon stands behind you. He leans over your shoulder, one arm close to your lower back as he takes a slice from the box. The way he grabs a simple pizza slice is new. Normally he takes one of the boxes from your hands before you close the door at all.

"Yummy," he mumbles with a mouth full and leans against the table, his eyes on you. A smile appears on your face when you see how much he enjoys food.

''Better for your life that it's nice because I don't like to spend money on your addictions''.

You are both sitting on the couch in the meantime, each with a box on your lap. Shinwon's is almost empty, yours is still half full with delicious pizza slices.

Shinwon casts his gaze on you. The past few years have been nothing but great for him. He got to know you, improved his English, you became best friends and graduated together and then both went on to study different directions. He the entertainment, you in law enforcement.

Many things have changed, but there is one thing that will never change until he has the guts to do something about it himself. He's seen plenty of guys hanging around you over the years, but none came close enough to the ideal son-in-law to come home with.

Despite being the popular guy, his attention has always been on you. From the moment he stepped into the room and set his eyes on you, it was clear to him. The butterflies that happily fluttered around again after a few months of being single, said enough.

*

Shinwon's behavior has changed, that's for sure. The moment he's alone with you, it's like a completely different Shinwon is there. Shy, observant, careful in his actions, and above all, he withheld from touch. Hugs were shorter. And the usual kiss on your forehead when he said goodbye he completely dropped.

It makes you insecure somehow. Why?. No idea. You're his best friend, yet the actions that seemed so normal in years past now seem abnormal.

You drop onto the bed, legs and arms spread like a starfish while closing your eyes. Lots of thoughts running through your head. You turn on your side, facing the wall of polaroid photos from past years. Parties, graduations, dinners, and much more. Shinwon is in almost every photo, even the one from Valentine's Day. A smile appears on your face when you think back to the last school year. Shinwon arrived at school with a balloon, you thinking he had his attention on another lady but no, the balloon came your way. Several students watched the whole view with their mouths open, while you took the balloon uncertainly with a feeling of nervousness. Shinwon assured everyone that it was purely amicable, that best friends can love each other even though there is no intimate relationship. Hearing those words made your heart clench. It hurt to hear, but you didn't know any better. You were best friends and that was it. You don't remember when the butterflies started fooling around in your stomach, you don't even remember the moment you fell in love with him. Maybe it gradually changed from friendship feelings to actual feelings, without even noticing it. What you do know is that you don't want to lose him, even it means that you need to push those feelings away.

A tear slips from the corner of your eye, leaving a wet spot on your pillow. Why does it hurt so much?.

*

Shinwon parks his car in the university parking lot, he sends you a quick message that he's there and waits patiently until he hears the door open.

"Hey, thanks for picking me up." Shinwon winks and starts the engine as soon as you are safe and sound in the seat.

His behavior, according to you, is still the same. He does the things he's always done, but a little differently. Still no forehead kiss, he will hug you but it feels very distant and he has been very distant the last few days?.

"I have a date tonight," Shinwon says, keeping his eyes on the road. His voice is flat. There is no emotion in it at all and thinking about him being with another woman tonight brings the same feeling again. A stab in your heart.

"Oh, great!. What are you going to do?". You ask with fake enthusiasm. Shinwon runs a hand through his hair as you stop at the traffic light.

"Eating out, she can choose the restaurant. I'll pick her up at 7 o'clock." The same voice again, flat as can be. You lean your head against the car window and sigh. Your gaze falls on his clothes, a small chuckle escapes your lips.

"I hope you're going to wear something different than this." Shinwon quickly glances at his clothes. What's wrong with jeans, a shirt, and sneakers?. "She'll just have to accept me as I am," he mumbles, a little irritation audible in his voice.

"Okay okay, clear. It's your date." Even though you try to be there for him, be happy for him and support him in everything he does, it changes your mood.

"I hope she's the one you're looking for, if not?. You know where to find me'', you blurted out as you get out of the car, with a light blush on your cheeks. You never expected that you would dare to say this. A smile appears on Shinwon's face, the first in the entire car ride. A smile you've never seen from him before.

"You'll hear from me," he calls after you and he quickly drives off, on his way to his date.

*

Shinwon knew the moment he saw his date walk through the door that he had made a big mistake. This was not what he wanted. His date was a beautiful woman, nothing could be further from the truth. But not the woman he expected. Woo, his best friend, thought it was about time Shinwon started dating. With the reason to get you out of his mind as long as he was too scared to do anything. One of Woo's colleagues thought Shinwon was a handsome man, and Woo didn't have to think twice about pairing the two together. Shinwon didn't know anything, not what she looked like, what she was like, and who she was.

It didn't sit well with him. It's not easy for him either. Having feelings for your best friend is often the worst thing that can happen to a friendship. At least that's what he read on the internet after he researched on google. He wants so badly to be more than that, but he knows full well that it is one-sided. You see him as your best friend, and nothing more. He should have known. A blind date would help him to change his mind, but this doesn't help either.

"Sorry, I have to go," he mumbles and puts some money down for the bill, grabs his coat, and storms out of the restaurant. He can't take it anymore.

*

Several loud bangs startle you from the series that has been watching for the past few hours, to avoid being busy with Shinwon as much as possible. You rush towards the hall where you take the door off the lock and open it. The very man you tried to fight out of your mind is breathless with one hand leaning against the door frame. "What the hell happened?".

Without saying a word he walks into your apartment, you close the door behind you and follow him. He stands with both hands on his sides in the middle of the living room, shaking his head and turning around.

"Sorry, I have to do this."

He walks up to you, takes your face in both hands, and presses his lips to yours. Eyes as big as the china saucers in your grandmother's closet, hands clenched in fists and your body that can't move in any way, that's how you react to the man who, after all these years, finally kisses you.

Shinwon lets go, a little unsure of how you're going to react, but the frozen attitude your body had taken doesn't give him a straight answer.

"I'm sorry," he mumbles and prepares to disappear from your apartment as quickly as possible.

''For what?. For the fact that it took you years?. Or for the fact that you seriously think I'll agree to just one kiss?".

You are amazed that you can speak at all, your body is slowly thawing from shock, your heart is pumping like crazy and a small blush forms on your cheeks. And you wonder where the confidence comes from. Maybe you are just sick and tired of not being honest about your feelings.

Shinwon chuckles uncertainly, not knowing what to do in this situation.

"So this means that..."

You don't let him finish, you wrap your arms around his neck and kiss his lips.

"It means we were both wimps." Shinwon smiles and without any warning, he grabs your body and lifts you up. Automatically you close your legs around his waist, his hands move from your lower back to your butt.

"Then these wimps should make sure that doesn't happen again," he jokes as he presses a kiss to your lips and makes his way to your bedroom.

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[cyncialwoo]

Masterlist!!

fluff=✿ smut=✦ agnst=❄ All: If They Saw You Again After A Break-up jo jinho (jinho): still writing...💌 lee huitaek (hui): still writing...💌 yang hongseok (hongseok): Hot Sugar ✦❄ ko shinwon (shinwon): still writing...💌 yeo changgu (yeoone): 4:58 pm ✿ yan an (yanan): Little Things ✿(❄?) adachi yuto (yuto): Rain ✿ kang hyunggu (kino): 1:39 am ✿ jung wooseok (wooseok): Pull Up ✦❄ ft.changgu Fourth Period ✿

[adachicuto]

happy birthday wooseok

warning(s): food mention

so, the day would start off pretty normal for the two of you - wooseok would be at the studio by the time you wake up because he wanted to work on a few songs that he and the members would have started working on a few days before

what wouldn’t be all that normal would be the fact that wooseok would be the only one at the studio. i think he’d kind of question it at first but then he’d shrug it off and come to the conclusion that everyone else wanted more time to sleep

after a few hours wooseok would get a little worried as everyone agreed to meet up that morning. he’d get a little more worried when no one would respond to his texts, so he’d figure something was wrong with his phone or service so he’d text and ask you to contact them

when you’d get his text, you and the rest of pentagon would be leaving out of a cafe with drinks and so many containers of food. you’d feel a little bad for him but they’d all assure you that he would be fine and it was a part of the plan

when you’d all reach the building, wooseok would be in the studio with his headphones on so, he wouldn’t hear all of you file into the room, which would be beyond surprising because of all of the noise they’d make and your laughing

wooseok would probably be in the middle of searching for new animes to watch as you’d all noisily enter the studio but he’d shift in the chair a little bit and he’d see movement out of the corner of his eye

he’d probably jump slightly before he’d realize it was all of you and he’d roll his eyes when he’d realize changgu and hyunggu would be recording his reaction and you would all burst out into giggles but hui’s laughing would make it even funnier

once all of you would calm down, you’d hand out the food and drinks and you would all eat in comfortable silence for a bit because the food would be that good and also because wooseok would try to keep a serious expression on his face but he’d cave in and laugh after a while

the rest of the time at the studio would be spent goofing around and the members would share embarrassing pictures of wooseok before they’d give him his gift

both you and wooseok would smile widely when yanan would hand over the huge photo album. inside would be pictures from their early days before and after debut, and they’d each put handwritten notes on every other page and it would so sweet

later that afternoon, you and wooseok would go back to your shared apartment and you’d give him a few embroidered hoodies and beanies and they’d have a little reminder embroidered on them

later, you’d play video games and re-watch some of wooseok’s favorite movies and even though it would be simple, it would be really nice for wooseok. it would be one of the best birthdays he’d ever had

[kpopfairyland]

wooseok and kisses at a bus stop

Wooseok x Reader (gen!neutral)

Fluff

Drabble

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“This is it,” you said. “My bus stop.”

Wooseok nodded. “I wait with you.”

“You don’t have to.”

“But I want to,” he said, more to the ground than to you. His hair fell into his eyes and you watched his cheeks turn red.

“Okay,” you smiled.

A bus stopped next to you. Neither of you checked the number. The night was warm and if you ignored the huffs and puffs of the engine you could pretend this date would never end.

“I had a really good time,” Wooseok said. His eyes searched for yours, anxious to see if you too, had enjoyed the evening.

“Next time let’s meet for lunch, so we have more time.”

Relief washed over his face. You had said ‘next time’.

“Sounds good,” he grinned. “Can I kiss you?”

Your brain needed a moment to register his words. A moment that gave him enough time to grow nervous.

“I mean,” he pushed his hair back and looked around. “we don’t have to. I just thought...”

“Yes.”

His eyes grew wide. “Really? You want to kiss me?”

“Only if you want,” you raised one shoulder in a shrug.

Another bus stopped next to you.

Wooseok eyes were fixed on you. He took a step closer and bend down. You tried to meet him half way, but he was so tall that you almost lost balance. He reached for you, one arm sneaking around your waist.

“I’ve got you,” he mumbled. His breath meeting your lips.

Your heart speed up. Hugged in his sent and warmth you lost track of all your thoughts.

“I think that was my bus,” you closed your eyes and kissed him.

Thousand stars shone in the darkness of the night. And all of them exploded in your heart. This was peace and safety.

Wooseok kissed you so careful as if you were made out of glass. Under his lips you felt yourself become beautiful.

A bus stopped next to you.

“Is that yours?”

“I don’t think so.”

And he kissed you again. You hoped this date would never end, if it meant spending the rest of eternity at this bus stop, kissing the man that made you feel like thousand sparkling lights.

“What about this one?”

You hadn’t even noticed the bus. “Shut up and kiss me.”

He laughed breathless. “If I do that, we will be here until tomorrow morning.”

“And what would be so bad about that?”

“You’re right,” he said, but leaned away. Seeing your pout he smiled and kissed your forehead. “Don’t worry. We have all the time in the world.”

A bus stopped next to you. It was yours.

As you got in, you turned around to him. “See you tomorrow?”

“Of course,” he grinned. “We have a lunch date.”

[ed-mnsn]

boyfriend ! kino

he is such a sweet boy

you guys met through a mutual friend and hit it off immediately 

you were probably friends first, both of your feelings for each other grew steadily though

your weekly hangouts and boba runs were turning more into dates

it was his friends (yuto, wooseok, and changgu specifically) that accidentally ratted him out and spilled his feelings for you

“y/n we know you like him too just tell him”

you were like ???? he likes me ?????

and finally he confessed before you managed to ask him about it

he was so nervous!!!! he just flat out told you he liked you and hoped for the best

you said you liked him back and he was so smiley and happy

the first time he kissed you was so natural

you brought boba over to his apartment and he thanked you and leaned in like it was the most normal thing ever

you were a little stunned and so was he when he realized what he did

and ohhhh he BLUSHES!!!!!!!!! 

he kinda smiled at u like an idiot and so you just kissed him again 

he LOVES when you play with his hair 

he feels so safe around you

he always lays with his head in your lap and you can just feel the tension leave his body

now as much as a softie as he is… he can also be his confident quirky little self

he lovessss to tease you and also gas you up

“y/n ow ow!” he’ll say when you’re dressed up for a formal event

omg he would probably LOVE coordinating your outfit colors

his love language is definitely physical affection and no matter what he just likes to be touching you

he doesn’t even realize it but he’ll always have a hand on your knee, or an arm around you, or just poke you for no reason

you’ll both be walking somewhere and he’ll be attached to your back with his arms around your waist, even if your feet keep tripping each other

kisses your cheeks a lot

he said the L word first

you were just laying together and talking about life and he felt the overwhelming urge to tell you he loves you and how thankful he is that you’re in his life

you said it back right then because it felt right

blushes!!!! kisses!!!!

i think he’d be really good and comforting you and reassuring you whenever you need

he is your biggest fan!!!!! 

he is so supportive of everything you do and he will be right by your side through everything

you stay over at his place really often mostly because its convenient

and also because you love how he holds you when you go to sleep

he loves to pick you up and spin you around

hyunggu is such. a good. kisser. 

he just knows what he’s doing

he loves to kiss you silly until your lips are swollen

nsfw ahead !

i think hyunggu is really versatile when it comes to sex

he will try almost anything if you asked and he really just loves to please!!!!

he loves oral, giving and receiving

lovessss your lips around his dick and when you look up at him 

also likes putting his fingers in your mouth? 

i feel like his sex drive is pretty high but he’s not always horny- more like he can go for a few rounds at a time 

he knows how to move his hips if u know what i’m saying

he WILL give it to you any way you want it

i think his personal preference is a moderate pace but he will speed up and get sloppy when he’s close

also likes to spoil u and be sappy with slow morning sex

lowkey i think he’d have a thing for holding your wrists above your head

also likes when you ride him so he can see your face 

typically isn’t too much of a tease but sometimes he just loves watching you squirm and beg

he is VERY vocal

he is whiny and groans and moans and is very loud lmao

also talks to you a lot he can’t help it

he’s always saying your name or telling you how good you feel and look 

also he encourages you to be loud 

loves hearing you say his name

so good with aftercare 

soft kisses and cuddles and cleans you up sweetly

he is just the sweetest  boyfriend and wants to make you happy always

he will love you unconditionally and do absolutely anything for you so love him good!!!

[wooandthesun]

[ 09:17 ] wooseok

paint you wings - all time low

— you and wooseok have some time to spend together on the last day of pentagon's world tour in los angeles, california. (pure fluff!!)

the sun looks as if it was being sucked into a vortex on the horizon, letting streams of orange and red hues break through the cracks of thin clouds. summer has come, and gone, and it was now the last day of your boyfriend's group's world tour.

as the both of you walk hand-in-hand up the hill, the city erupts into a show of light, all bright and multicoloured. from where you stood, the lights seemed no bigger than a dot, and the stars in the sky were fading from the intensity of light pollution; but they were there nonetheless.

these moments were normal: the wordless presence of the both of you, the mystics of the universe playing on your minds were concrete enough to keep the atmosphere delightful. you sneak a glance at wooseok as he hums a random tune, perhaps unconsciously.

when you reach the summit, you can't help but feel the burning desire to hold on to the moment and never let it go. fame is chaos, and wooseok has plenty. nothing could possibly get as calm as it was now, at least not in the near future.

"thinking?" he blurts out, catching you off guard. you nod, letting a tiny smile slip and he releases your hand to instead wrap them around your shoulders, placing his chin on the top of your head. "i'm so happy we get to spend time like this in such a monumental city," he admits, taking a deep breath before letting it out with a sigh.

"i wish this could last forever." you agree, letting your hands find his once again, and balling them together like yarn. "how do you feel?" you ask.

"accomplished. i feel content." he says, and you break into a wide smile. you're thrilled at his happiness. "y/n?" he murmurs, his voice making it sound like he was humming your name. you feel the gentle vibration of his voice as it flowed, and you nod as you hum in response.

"thank you for not giving up on us. on me. thank you for not letting me let you go. God, that sounds so cliché," he speaks, slightly swaying along with you. the sky is nearly pitch black now, save for the dark blue gradient at the horizon.

"you don't need to thank me, you know?" you comment, feeling your way with your hands, from its initial position to his cheeks. this gesture earns you a boyish chuckle. "the feeling is mutual." you finish, dropping your hands back to your sides.

wooseok snuggles into the curve of your shoulder where it meets your neck, his hair carelessly tickling the spot. you stifle a giggle, using one hand to caress his cheek as you slightly tilt your head to look at him.

he opens his eyes, takes one look at you, smiles, and you felt more complete than ever.

im sorry my formatting is inconsistent (and i dont have any intentions of keeping it consistent actually lmao but) anyways wooseok fluff i miss his humph era hair pls make it come back

[coffeeshoptalkks]

pentagon’s not shy cover

hello and welcome to another episode of me falling more in love with pentagon while doing unnecessarily long analyses

(and me loving mdr performances lmao)

no but seriously pentagon is one of my two ult groups and it shows in this lol

i apologize in advance because half of this is more about vocal placement and small personal habits than actual analysis, but when did that ever stop me lol

enjoy :)

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timestamp 0:02

hongseok diverting to kino

so hui and jinho are in the military which means that hongseok is the oldest by a good year and a half

i could get into group dynamics for about an hour and a half but for the record, kino is the official leader of ptg until hui comes back

hes the second youngest which is v interesting because about 90% of the time the leader of a group is in the hyung line, or at least somewhere in the middle (namjoon)

anyway

as kino is now officially the leader (he was always the dance leader so its kinda natural) hes the one who usually starts the introduction, but hongseok did it this time

you can see him look at kino and kino nod as a kinda “yeah, you’re okay, go”

its a very interesting role reversal, especially since naturally, hongseok is less extroverted than kino, but korean age hierarchy now dictates that hongseok holds an innate place of power within the group

timestamp 0:18

yanan jamming, wooseok’s squak, and whatever yeo is doing lmao

i love and adore whenever yanan does something more flamboyant 

just because hes naturally pretty reserved and has seemed to really come into himself in the daisy and do or not eras

especially cause he took time off and just, v glad to have him back and he seems really happy

one of the funniest things (jinho? maybe hui?) has said was in a buzzfeed interview when asked about who can sing the highest and the answer was wooseok but that jinho’s was more “usable” 

this dolphin boy is breaking the treble clef with how high he’s going at the end of a lot of his phrases

idk what changgu is doing but he and hongseok in particular do this thing where they just kinda lose themselves in the music 

for yeo its more full immersement while hongseok’s is more just vibin

but changgu is just fully in the moment and you can tell

watch him throughout the performance, seriously, hes the one moving the most, throwing his body around, hes fully in the moment and enjoying performing

this is my note because i could write a dissertation on everything i love about changgu and his micro-movements and i want someone to get the same heartwrenching joy from watching him as i do lol

i’m serious 

spend an entire time watching changgu

unadulterated joy i’m telling you

for someone like me who is a chronic overanalyzer (case and point -.-) living completely in the moment is something very rare, and frankly foreign, but it makes me smile a little more to see him enjoying himself so much

and now i will try to stop staring at changgu 

i failed

timestamp 0:22 / 0:29

kino’s extra adlibs

it took me multiple listens and watches to realize what happened at 0:22 cause i didn’t hear/see it the first time. 

theres this little noise he makes and his mouth contorts. 

i really don’t know how to explain it lol

just adds a tiny bit more depth to all the rock, it shows innate musicality (obviously but anyway) and its just a nice little touch

the adlib is much more obvious, its literally him “owwwh!”

i am so sorry, i have no other way to explain it

you can actually hear him do this in a lot of their songs, he does it in their do or not performance also from mdr, happiness, a live radio performance of shine, and more obviously in the rock demo version thats on his soundcloud

most of the stuff kino does has a very recognizable signature (think the like this choreo) and this is one of those

timestamp 0:48 

shinwon’s bopping and hongseok’s uh swaying (?)

yes. 

have you noticed the trend of really mundane and small things really doing something to me?

yeah 

thats all i got

timestamp 1:00 - 1:19

the transitions between the vocal line

so something really interesting about pentagon is that each of their singers has incredibly distinct timbre and tone

frankly the entire group has super recognizable voices but for the sake of vocal line

welcome to a horrible explanation of trying to explain people’s voices using adjectives

jinho - his voice is so light. powerful, but light. he’s usually using his upper register and just has a super clean sound

he doesn’t have any excess sound or movement between notes

i would shy away from saying classical when it comes to training, its just a less traditionally pop (?) sounding voice 

hui - don’t get me started lol. legitimately one of if not my favorite voices in kpop. 

distinctly recognizable, almost nasal but in the best way possible 

freaking love his voice man

have u heard him live?

hello?

basquiat?

like this?

literally anything???

hongseok - if jinho has a less traditionally pop voice, hongseok takes the cake one this one. 

theres a very soft quality to hongseok’s voice. hes projecting, don’t get me wrong, his placement/voice is just naturally softer and breathier around the edges than someone like shinwon 

listen to the lovesick boys cover if you wanna know what i mean. the pre-chorus into 2nd chorus with yeo and hongseok is really distinct

shinwon -  he has such a solid voice? i just don’t know how else to describe it. 

the sound he produces comes from (in my experience) a vocal placement thats somewhere in the chest voice but producing sound as if you were singing in your head voice

very few idols sing like this, it takes a very specific voice because any movement too high or low will result in a voice crack or being flat. and man its loud when it happens lol

theres no hiding it (think that time live on the radio with his voice crack) 

love u bb lol

a singer has to be within their range (for me its about b-e) and control the amount of pressure they’re exerting for something to not go horribly wrong lol

san from ateez is another example of someone who does this

theres 0 vibrato in this, just solid sound

changgu - so the interesting thing about changgu’s voice is that the real beauty sometimes gets lost in studio recordings.

the best way to describe his voice is full 

theres a depth of tone (especially in his lower register) that is just so beautiful

basquait, runaway, 

yanan - talk about distinct voices lol

i already used soft for hongseok but yanans is both soft and very airy.

he naturally doesn’t project a ton, and up until recently his voice was more unstable than the other vocal line but his voice is so much stronger ever since he came back :)

kino - the interesting thing about kino’s voice is that it has this forceful but breathy quality to it

its more comparable to hongseok but hes more often using a lower (ish) register and projecting more forcefully

what was this supposed to be again? right lol

basically the entire vocal line sings within 10 seconds of each other and its this extremely interesting transition between different and very distinguishable voices

the entire sequence just shows the flexibility of pentagon and how all these different styles and tones somehow work together

timestamp 1:16 

shinwon finishes a note, spins, and then proceeds to meander for another 10 seconds

its so funny lmao

the rest of the group is largely normal and doing their own thing and then theres a wild shinwon wandering in the back as if a single turn messed up his internal gps

timestamp 1:21

wooseok’s “ptg”

so it was later figured out that they were not actually singing “itzy” like the captions said but “ptg”

wooseok does this several times but he puts his hand on his hip and kinda bounces?

its just a very odd position to be in while rapping lmao

timestamp 1:47

kang hyunggu get that tongue bAck in your mouth siR

timestamp 1:49

the zoomed out camera shot is literally a personality (video (?))

this is gonna sound insane but you can kinda guess a few personality traits of the members from a 3 second clip

okay we’re not counting wooseok cause hes rapping lol

the extroverts are literally moving more lol

hongseok, yanan, and yuto all have less animated movements than shinwon, kino, and changgu

even yuto who does move a little more turns his back to the camera, which, like, do ur personality/body language analysis on that lol

not saying they’re always like that but its hilarious to me that their movements are so indicative of their (shown/well known) personalities in this super quick clip

timestamp 1:51

yanan doing the robot (?)

its just so nice to see him comfortable and happy

also the wiggle at the very end is heart wrenchingly cute

timestamp 2:03

wooseok and the rest bouncing

i mentioned in an onf analysis that a lot of musicians tap their foot to the beat

wooseoks doing the same thing here

and the rest of the group is kind of doing a similar thing lol

stan talented and musical boys thats all im gonna say 

timestamp 2:07

shinwon in orange sunglasses and holding his mic

i’ll save you my long ass dissection of how idols hold their mics and how i wanna figure out patterns in that but 

*laughs nervously*

shinwon looks so freaking good in that outfit and idk, the sunglasses, the upwards tilting mic, it just works ya know?

timestamp 2:15 - 2:19

kino’s *come and get it* and yeo’s aggressive walking (?)

WHAT WAS THIS

i was so attacked

i’ve been attacked this entire damn performance but something about this part right here gets me 

every damn time

timestamp 2:22 / 2:30

yuto’s not shy

you can hear it come through so nicely 

his low tone is such a nice contrast to the brighter tones coming from the band

you hear it again at 2:30

theres just something i find so beautiful about lower register softness from singers

its probably the overemphasis on tenors in the kpop industry (baritones like jaehyun are few and far between) but even in rap, its just so refreshing to hear

timestamp 2:26

kino’s kick on the beat

welcome to me overanalyzing microgestures part ten thousand

whoops :)

the really interesting thing about kino is that not only is he a phenomenal dancer, but hes an amazing performer (and everyone knows it)

you can be an incredible dancer but not a great performer and vice versa

but when you get both qualities in the same individual 

ooof

one of the things that kino does soooooooo well is engaging during the entire performance

its things like the little kick, his mannerisms while the others are singing, its what takes a performance over the top

timestamp 2:27

shinwon aggressively bopping

hes so in tune with the music i love it :(

he just looks like hes having the time of his life

and at the end of the day isn’t that what music is about?

its fun to watch people have fun performing

its fun to hear music that you love

also at 2:35 you can see him shaking his fingers and its so fucking cute lol

timestamp 2:30

literally just kinos smile

its so beautiful and makes me so happy :)

timestamp 2:40

pitstop for changgu and hyunggu voice appreciation

seriously

please go listen to live performances (eternal flame holiday edition is also a good one)

i know i talked about it earlier but holy hell

changgus voice gets to me in ways that it shouldnt lol

you can feel the emotion coming through

but in a very subtle way

and then kino following with rasp?

deceased 

you can actually see kino pull at his collar and flex his neck right before he sings just because sometimes before you sing a straining note you just gotta move the neck muscles around a little bit lol

timestamp 2:51 

whatever the hell yuto is doing

tbh it kinda reminds me of that sloth move junhee (a.c.e.) did during a costume relay thing but it gives me big embarrassing dad energy

in the best way possible i promise lol

hes like an embarrassingly proud dad at a baseball game and im here for it

timestamp 2:57

hongseoks high note

listen

i want my emotional support kpop boy (hui lol) back as much as the next person but what has come out of him and jinho being in the military is hongseok getting to shine

if the two oldest were there hongseok wouldn’t have taken that high note just because (if i’m not mistaken) he officially became a main vocal after jinho joined the military) 

not that i give much weight to roles but hongseok worked so freaking hard to improve his vocals to take up the mantle of jinho and hui

i don’t remember where i heard/read this but hongseok said something along the lines of focusing on his singing and improving because there were people much better suited to a leadership (kino) and production (wooseok) role

first off i find it so admirable that hes humble and self-assured enough to openly talk about what he perceives to be his strengths and weaknesses

idk it shows a level of maturity and humility that i find beautiful

second

its really just nice to hear him showcase his voice in a way that he didn’t have many opportunities to before

timestamp 3:03 / 3:07

changgu’s adlibs

once again, just

asdkfjpio3r

theres a comment somewhere saying something along the lines of *don’t you love when changgu sings so passionately that he bends himself in half

and yes

also the growl / grit

i am deceased

timestamp 3:29

the ending poses/lights

theres something about mdr lighting that i fking adore

idk its very bright and welcoming

but anyway

they sing the last “not shy not me” and then everyone (except yuto lol) lowers their hand and its v satisfying to watch

also...

because there was a surprise happy birthday afterwards the camera kept rolling when the lights dim down

i just find it sooo satisfying to watch as the light fades and all the members start to decompress (?)

just start to get out of performance mode and adjust everything

just a little peek into what goes on behind the scenes 

honorable mention 

changgu at 1:20

don’t break your eardrums for this but he comes in during the second not shy and you can hear just the tad bit more depth he brings when he jumps in

its vocal layering but it just shows how integral every part of the vocals and performance are

every tiny thing can add something to a performance and it makes me giddy to find tiny new things in something that you’ve seen before

i thought it was kino just because he didn’t sing during the first one but that incredibly subtle sound only comes from changgu

you’re just gonna have to listen lmao 

(i killed my eardrums trying to figure out who it was and i have no regrets)

ur welcome for this being like 3 months after the first 

oh whale

i didn’t proofread this lmao

fin :)

-

i hope ur day was okay this time @rutosruru 

[sparklingchan]

À La Maison || Jung Wooseok (Pentagon)

Pairing : Reader (fem.) X Wooseok

Word count : 900 +

Warning : Mentions of bullying, blood and injuries , suggestive and implied sex at the end (there's NO SMUT) , not proof read.

Genre : Angst , fluff , friends to Lovers AU.

Description : When everything else goes wrong , Wooseok always finds himself walking back home - to you.

A/N : According to google translate ( and my dusty,old French language knowledge) , the title literally means ‘At Home’ . But if it’s wrong , feel free to DM me please . I wrote this drabble a few months ago for my book on wattpad so if y’all find any similar imagines on wattpad , it’s probably me XD

Enjoy!

It must have been around 4 am in the morning when Y/n hears knocks on her front door ,immediately waking her up from her deep,comfortable slumber.

Lazy and groggy as she already was, she walks towards the door , not really caring as to who it was behind the door and why should she? This is no time to disturb a human being!

Although it is a summer morning,the cold metal of the door knob sends chills down her spine.

And what she sees next scares her deeply to the core,breaking her heart into a million pieces and sending streams of sadness flow down her face; for it is not everyday that you find the man you love at your doorstep, beaten up beyond recognition.

"Hi,Y/n. Can I please come in?" Wooseok's voice is hoarse as he leans against the door frame,one hand against the wall, helping him stand up and one hand pressing a bloody handkerchief to his bleeding nose.

He has a cut on his upper lip and on his right cheek and there are bruises and cuts in all places where his skin was not covered with clothes. As Y/n's eyes quickly scan him from head to toe,she notices his split ,purple knuckles and the blood on his shoes, and she immediately pulls him into her arms.

"What the hell happened, Wooseok? " She says,trying her best to support his weight with her small frame and walk him toward her bedroom.

"The bullies again. " he groans from the pain all the movement causes. His possibly broken jaw feels as if it's on fire.

"God, What do they even want from you ,huh?" She almost yells, frustrated and angered and heartbroken, all her sleepiness from earlier disappearing into thin air.

She carefully puts him on her bed, and removes his shoes so he could lie down properly, ignoring all his protests of having dirty clothes on.

*****

Growing up with parents from a medical background, Y/n thankfully knows the basics of first aid so she quickly cleans and dresses his wounds and puts ointment on the bruises.

"Are the pants fitting you?" Y/n asks Wooseok as she washes the bloody handkerchief under the faucet in the bathroom while Wooseok sits at the edge of her bed,feet touching the floor and his mind filled with thoughts.

He is wearing Y/n's father's pants and a blanket is wrapped around his naked upper body in case he feels cold.

"Yeah. "He replies with a small smile,his heart full of gratitude and adoration for the woman in front of him.

Y/n can feel his eyes on her and even though every shake of her hands,every beat of her heart ,every single cell in her body wants her to look back at him , but something holds her back. She sighs and focuses on the task at hand instead of drowning herself in thoughts of Wooseok and how much she desires him ,despite him sitting right in front of her.

After hanging the handkerchief to dry out , she walks upto the side of her bed and gently takes Wooseok's face in her hands,running her fingers gently over the non injured skin of his cheeks.

"Why do they keep doing this? This is the fifth time in a month goddamn it."she says as her eyes yet again scan him from head to toe,her heart clenching everytime she sees his injuries.

The lack of physical distance between them has caused an adrenaline rush through Wooseok's veins and he stares at her face , capturing minor details of  in order to calm his racing heart. Their faces are inches apart, their breaths mixing together yet Wooseok wonders why she feels like she's so far away,so distant.

His eyes travel from her eyes ,nose and then lips, and it takes a lot of inner determination for Y/n to not lean down and kiss him while he openly stares at her lips.

"I'm going to get you something to eat." She mutters in a small voice as she pulls away from him ,only to be pulled back by him.

With his hand wrapped around her wrist , she lands softly on the mattress,her cheeks turning red.

"No. Stay with me." he says as he crawls towards her such that their legs touch each other.

His hand tucks a few strands of hair behind her ears and then it travels down to her waist,squeezing it softly as if to bring her closer than she already was.

"Wooseok, stop it." She whispers,her ears turning red at the sudden change of tension in the air. She looks down at her feet,trying hard to convince herself that she doesn't like Wooseok, that she doesn't like what he's doing right now.

"Do you really want me to stop? " he asks ,his warm breath fanning her face and making goosebumps appear on her skin.

Does she want him to stop touching her ? Does she want him to stop being in love with her? No.

But was she afraid of commitments ? Was she afraid of falling in love to such an extent that there's no coming back from it ? Yes.

"No." she whispers ,still not having the guts to look him in the eyes.

"Then why do you keep turning a blind to whatever we have?" He asks. His voice now sounds sad, not curious, not angry. His touch on her waist becomes softer.

"Because I'm afraid." Y/n finally replies, her hands limp in her lap. She slowly looks up at Wooseok and her heart skips a beat when their eyes meet, her chest exploding with strong emotions of adoration and desire and sudden rebelliousness.

She looks at his yearning eyes and sees nothing but love and respect for her and even though she's terrified of what is to come,she slowly grabs his jaw with one hand while the other rests on his well built chest.

"I love you. " She says,capturing his lips with her hers.

The sudden contact makes Wooseok's eyes wide but he is quick to respond,holding her waist tightly in place while they devour each other's lips like starving animals. Every moment of contact sets fire to Y/n's skin and every lack of contact makes her yearn for more.The hand that was on his chest now grabs his nape and pulls him even closer ,if there is any closer, as she feels him lick her bottom lip for a split second before going back to kissing.

He pulls away and trails his lips down her jaw,lingering there for a second too long and then going down to kiss her neck.

"Wooseok.." she softly groans, running her fingers through his hair as he continues to place soft kisses in every inch of her neck.

"I love you too. " He says in between kisses. "I love you so much ."

Hearing those words make her feel whole and despite all her fear and insecurities, she knows what she wants.

This is what she wants,not just today but everyday for the rest of her life.

And that afternoon, while she lays her head on his bare chest as he plays with her hair,she knows that this is what Wooseok wants for the rest of his life too.