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[wxlfbites]

December 9, 2024

Nonhuman Nuance on Gender...

I have never been a consumable presence in this world. Everything about me has always been this labyrinthine ocean that refuses to be domesticated. There are parts of my identity that I've been able to recognize with familiarity from childhood that some people don't even notice until adulthood. Gender, the expression of one's own, and the standards of humanity as a species are things I've thought about since I was as young as three or four years old because nothing about my assigned sex or species has ever felt reflective of who and what I really am. The expectation of behavior for both humans and girls are much different than those for wolves and boys, and I realized very early on that people were expecting things of me that were, in my mind, simply unnatural and foreign.

When I got older and started really thinking about the implications of these feelings, being both transgender and a Were. And I didn't initially connect the two together the way I do now. It took a bit of time to realize that my gender is intrinsically linked to my nonhumanity. Sure, there are times I feel like a human man, but I'm also never a "normal" human man... both my nonhumanity and neurodivergence making certain of that. There is a disconnect between me and other human men that I can not explain away with being transgender.. It is more than that.

Wolves do not display obvious sexual dimorphism, if you went to the zoo and saw the wolves, you would not be able to distinguish the males from the females with a quick glance. Their social behaviors are also not typically structured by gender, male wolves can be just as nurturing and submissive as females. In these ways, among others, I relate my gender more to wolves than humans. No matter how close to human I feel, there are always these subtle nonhuman nuances to everything about me. My body language, my fashion sense, my interests, the way I interact verbally.. even the way I process information. It's all wolven. I talk about this a little in another post, but I've realized that this connects to my gender as well.

Put simply, while transmasculine is my primary label, one that I love and wholeheartedly connect to in every way, there is an undertone to it that is canine; and I would like to express that more openly. I know the term xenogender exists, and I feel that I technically do fit it, it's just hard for me to connect to microlabels in any meaningful way. What xenogender experiences do you all have?

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[sticksandstoneseducation]

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[wxlfbites]

May 9th, 2022

Mating...

As the spring season settles in, colorful blossoms sprouting from otherwise bare branches, thoughts of mating come with the territory of being a wolf. As a human, I am polyamorous; desiring meaningful romantic relationships with multiple consenting people at once. But as a wolf, I find myself almost compelled to find a singular partner to share my life with. So I considered the notion of the Twilight Saga's version of imprinting.

Imprinting is a form of bonding which is involuntary to the werewolf. It is a feeling that, upon seeing the imprintee, the whole world stops and restarts with them; gravity now centered around them. To a werewolf, an imprintee becomes their entire life alongside their pack, feeling fiercely protective over them. Imprinting is described as feeling profoundly attached, linked or connected to a person in such a way that a werewolf would be and do anything the imprintee desired - a friend, a brother, a partner, etc. Being separated from the imprintee may cause the werewolf some amount of emotional pain as they see this person as being their soulmate.

Of course, there's no such supernatural force that binds me to another person this way, nor do I feel that only one person could be my imprintee due to the complexity of human beings in reality, but the concept of dedicating myself to a primary partner in this way entices me. I like the idea of imprinting on a primary partner and being mated to other partners. It's a nice thought to live as closely to this version of werewolves as possible, not only because of my werewolf/wolf identity, but my overall connection to Twilight, which I am also exploring the details of.

[wxlfbites]

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Welcome to my blog!

・About Me・

Lakota... 27 . trans male . he/they pronouns

werewolf - awere since 2012 . daemon named Philomena

studying history & biology . book worm . eclectic pagan

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[sticksandstoneseducation]

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[sticksandstoneseducation]

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