hii everyone 🥀🪽 i wanted to share that i will be traveling to cairo at the end of november and will be meeting with displaced Palestinian families. til then, i will be fundraising for these families in hopes of providing funds for them to pay for their rent, clothing, food, medical expenses, and any other needs.
to meet my goal, i am also planning on having a couple raffles throughout the next two months so stay tuned <3
update 9/14: enter my first raffle!
but for now, please reblog/share and donate to my campaign
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A few of you who were here on tungles abut 6 years ago might remember this Solavellan project I made. For numerous reasons (not least of all legalese ones because I used a copyrighted language in the lyrics), I couldn't and didn't formally release it.
Despite the uphill battle I faced during the creation process, I believed in the underlying idea and had always planned on remaking it into something but didn't know what. A few months ago, I finally just went with my gut and tried a full piano solo. It quickly expanded from the original and got a LOT more feral, but that still suits it.
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So, according to my text log, today marks my third Ace Attorney-versary (well, of rediscovering it, unfortunately we'll never know exactly when I originally got into it). Hard to believe that in just three years, I've played 22 puzzle games (and am in the middle of two more), made friends, got back into sharing my writing and have posted 31 fanfics for a total of 326818 words publicly (and that's not even counting my trio of secret fics that I published anonymously, or the ones I'm still working on), made a semi-successful blog dedicated to puzzle games of the early aughts (I'm sitting at about 400 followers, which is not nothing!), moved (twice!), watched my nuclear family start to fall apart (my mom’s receipt for the divorce lawyer’s retainer is on the fridge, being held up by a magnet of the attorney’s badge), even gotten a tattoo (and am in the processing of working with someone to design a second one), and got semi-engaged and my temporary engagement ring (unfortunately my man has the AUDACITY to live on the other side of the country so I have a different ring than the one he'll actually propose with to signify that I am officially off the market) is even based on Wrightworth colors.
I'm not going to lie and pretend all of the games were incredible feats of the genre (they weren't) or that I've had the best time (in fact, the lowest lows of my mental health have been in the past three years), or that everyone I've met has been so wonderful and welcoming (you asshole anons and certain characters know who you are) but considering that I didn't plan any of this, I basically just stumbled into owning a switch and then @vaptainhammer, knowing that I used to love Ace Attorney, bought me the switch port of the originally trilogy and shoved me down the rabbit hole in the process, I'm grateful I had the experience. Here's to Phoenix, to the Laytons, to Ashley and Kyle, and to Vivian, Abby, Zieg, Ash, everyone else that Sissel dragged in, and of course, my love, my first and my last, my alpha and my omega, my number one puzzle assistant, my personal google, the one who started all of this is the first place and has stood by my side through all the ups and downs that life has thrown at me over the past three years, Blayne. I love you so much, forever, and I can't wait until we're able to bring the government into our relationship and I can start the rest of my life as your hersband, Mx. Vaptainhammer.
Can't promise I'll be helming this blog for another three years, but thank you to everyone who had climbed aboard at any point, and welcome to everyone who will, I hope you've enjoyed the thoughtless shitposts and the thoughtful and deeply cared about edits and meta posts, and are ready for more because I've got a full queue that grows every day. I may not go down with this ship but for everything else, I've had the time of my life fighting (the Defiant) dragons with you.
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To everyone who reblogs my fics just know i'm wrapping you in a warm blanket and giving you a small kiss on the forehead
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daily life
often it is cloudy and i wake up without dreaming
but sometimes there are donuts waiting in the kitchen for me
and sometimes there are not
i will hope ive not run out of coffee beans and make myself a cup
i will wash my favourite mug and leave it on the counter
i will pour the coffee and go to get milk and find there is no more milk
so i make due with a bit of heavy cream that was meant for baking
i will sit down to write and get distracted by something else
or sometimes i will want to write and do nothing of the sort
and have nothing to say
so i just sorta sit there like this
rambling on until something happens
and often that is a friend texting me about watching a movie or a show
i will do it even if i want to be busy because i know better than anyone that
sitting here and doing nothing is worse than
sitting here and talking with my friends
i will likely argue with someone because i find myself combatting more and more
it is a struggle to avoid conflict and theres no point in avoiding it anyway
so i will fight and i will cause strife and apologise sometimes
depending on who was in the right and who was in the wrong
and we can always come back together tomorrow and hang out for a little longer
relationships blow away in the wind sometimes and that is okay
i tell myself that sometimes to help with the pain
i might play a video game on my own
or sing a little bit to my ukulele
but ultimately curl up and watch something on my computer
hoping that something else will fill some hole inside me
…but often its not as deep as that
often people are just bored and choose to entertain themselves
instead of doing the work they're supposed to
my phone reminds me to go to bed
and i wash my face and brush my teeth
and my cat greets me at the sink
and pushes into my palm as i pet him
a little bit of hair will get in my mouth
i will cough and spit and reach between my jaws to pull the hair out
as i lay there in my bed i feel myself start to cry
i have always found myself crying after returning from parties
and isnt life just one big party after all?
spending time with all these people only to go home alone
but it's not being alone that makes me cry
knowing i will talk to people tomorrow when my life has been so empty
overwhelms me with how joyful my life really is
that reminder is enough
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if you’re seeing this, then this is a reminder that you’re amazing. you are so awesome, do you realize that? the world is so much better because your in it; because you took a breath today; because you simply blinked your pretty eyes! you are valid, and seen, and heard. everything you are is beautiful both inside and out and anyone who tells you otherwise isn’t even a part of your world, so don’t pay them any mind. remember to take a deep breath today, hydrate, eat something yummy if you feel up to it, take your meds if you have them, and take breaks from time to time. you’re doing just fine—better than fine actually—so remember that no matter whether you’re starting or getting through or finishing your day, know that it’s something to celebrate. i’m super proud of you and know i’m sending you the biggest, warmest hugs possible. <3
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Because you horny mfs love the nsfw links i post here’s more!! enjoyyy😌
18+ MINORS DNI
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⤍ chan stretching you
⤍ han misses you
⤍ chan shares you with minho
⤍ hyunjin knows how to take care of you
⤍ getting used by hyunchan
⤍ hang out with minho, chan, jeongin and seungmin
⤍ minho wants to try bdsm (BIG tw for this one yall its kinda discusting and messy but we love that)
⤍ seungmin fucking the absolute shit out of you
⤍ minho tames you for being a brat
⤍ felix finds out you’re into pain kink (VERY MESSY)
⤍ changbin fucks you after a stressful day at the studio
⤍ jeongin knows you love dirty talk
⤍ having bangchan, minho, seungmin and hyunjin punish you (hyune is filming)
⤍ minho loves to see you in pain
⤍ ot8 gang bang 💗
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༄ NOTE ~ Thank you soo much for so many likes, reblogs and follows! it means the world to me!
i hope you like these links, i have a lot more still, so if you want more please tell me in the comments or message me!
Don’t forget to like & reblog if you enjoyed + please leave feedback! ♡︎
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