Till it's all over, I will know you
Jill Roberts knows the Carpenters. Everybody does. And she's met the girls more than a few times over the years, although rarely interacted with them. Kirby's parents used to babysit them after all, and Jill always preferred to be at Kirby's than at home where her mother would go on and on about her cousin, she-who-must-not-be-named. Eugh.
So, Jill knows Sam Carpenter, the devoted sister (and recent troublemaker), and she knows Tara Carpenter, the sweetest most adorable little girl in the world - thank you Kirby. (For the listeners at home, Jill Roberts is rolling her eyes). But she doesn't know them, and she had no intention of knowing them. But life doesn't really care for what you have planned sometimes.
Jill has a bad day, so she does what she always does when she has a bad day, she goes round to Kirby's. Only to find Kirby's not alone. Kirby's out back smoking with her pet project.
After a failed attempt to get Kirby to heel, Jill stomps back inside and throws herself onto the couch. It's not until afterwards that she realises the little sister is here too, curled up at the edge and looking morose, a discarded book beside her.
"Oh great, you're here too," Jill mutters sourly.
The girl lets out a quiet sorry. She doesn't move, arms wrapped around her legs and chin resting upon her knees, eyes staring at the blank television screen.
Now that she knows the girl is here, Jill finds herself feeling awkward. She doesn't know how to act around kids, and quite frankly she's not really in the mood, but she knows she's got to be nice to the girl or she'll never hear the end of it. Jill knows how to play nice; she's been doing it her whole life.
"Sooooo.... guess we've both been abandoned, huh?"
Silence is her only response.
Seriously? Jill's trying her best and the girl doesn't even have the decency to respond.
"Jeez kid, what's up with you."
Jill’s mostly uninterested, but she is bored and they're stuck here together for the foreseeable future – until their other halves remember they exist – so she nudges her with her elbow. Eventually the girl mumbles nothing under her breath.
The tone piques her interest. It's bitter. Angry. Familiar.
What’s this kid got to be furious at the world about? At least Jill has real reasons. I mean, so her dad walked out, big whoop. Do you see Jill with a father? No, he disappears back in ’96 after mom refuses to skip town ‘cause of all the murders. At least she got those years with hers. Mom’s a drunk? Join the club kid!
She huffs and spins the hefty yellow and black book between them around. So you want to be an actor?
Huh. Not really what she’d been expecting. Well, she’s not sure what she was expecting, but it definitely wasn’t that.
“This for school or something?” Jill questions before she can think twice. She picks up the book and flips through the pages.
It gets Tara’s attention. “No,” she murmurs quietly.
Jill watches her, brow twitching. She doesn’t remember the kid ever being so shy and subdued.
“You… want to be an actress then?”
Tara nods, and all Jill can think about is how ridiculous it sounds. But more importantly, it gives her something to talk about.
“I want to be an actress too.”
The kid’s eyes light up in an instant, arms leaning forward and body unwrapping itself. She finally comes to life.
Jill doesn’t care about the girl, but the way she triggered the change certainly stirs something within her. There’s that sense of power, of control, of knowing with just a few words you can change someone’s world. For the better, or for the worse.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. I’m going to be big and famous, a movie star. I want everyone to know my name.”
She doesn’t know why she’s telling her this. There’s only one other person in the world who knows about Jill’s dream.
“That’s cool,” the girl says, sending her a small smile. “I bet you could do it! You’re super pretty and awesome and you look like a movie star!”
Jill smirks, brushing her hair behind her ear, pleased. “Thank you.”
“I just want to look after Sam… and my mom,” Tara says, smile fading. “Actors make a lot of money, right?”
Jill hums, filing the information away. “They can, if they’re good. I certainly intend to. I going to do better than my cousin in every way. Be more successful, more famous… more loved.”
"Who's your cousin?" Tara asks innocently, unaware of the minefield she's just stepped herself in.
Jill finds herself clenching her jaw. "Seriously? You don't know? Everybody knows," she scoffs. God she hates people.
But the girl just shakes her head, looking up at her, waiting.
Shit, she really doesn't know?
Jill ponders for a moment. She could just brush it off, say nobody important, but something inside her is curious. How could someone live in Woodsboro and not know about Jill's famous cousin?
"Sidney Prescott." It's hard to say her name with anything other than venom, but Jill thinks she manages it. A worthy act for a future star.
The girl blinks up at her, no recognition behind her eyes. "I don't know who that is," she mumbles, mostly to herself, Jill thinks.
Huh. Interesting.
Before Jill can question Tara, the snick of the sliding glass doors disrupts them, and a foul odour permeates the room. She rolls her eyes at the dopey grins the two losers wear as they stumble in.
"Well look who finally decides to show up," Jill sneers, leaning an arm over the couch. "Did you finally remember the child you abandoned or did you just run out of product like the degenerates you are."
Tara frowns at her, and for a moment Jill thinks she's going to interject, but the girl deflates and looks away. Jill's oddly disappointed.
Sam's frowning at her too, though it's not very intimidating given the way her eyes can't seem to focus. It's funny, it's not immediately obvious that the girls are sisters, until they emote. They have the same expression, the same tilt to their head, the same downward twitch to their lips.
"Jeez Roberts, take that stick out your ass why don't you. Tara's cool, aren't you Tar?"
God shut up Kirby. She's so irresponsible sometimes. What does she see in her?
Tara smiles up at Kirby with the fakest-
"See! She's all good."
You've got to be kidding me. That was convincing? Maybe the kid's got talent after all.
From the corner of her vision, Jill sees the way Sam’s eyes narrow.
“What were you doing?” She asks, clearly suspicious.
The audacity. Jill doesn’t know what exactly Samantha thinks she has to be suspicious about when all she was doing is what they should have been doing, and babysitting her little sister. And she’s about to tell Sam where she can shove her question when Tara answers for her.
“Jill was telling me about her cousin.”
Kirby has the unfortunate pleasure of knowing Jill, so the baffled look she sends her way is unfortunately warranted, and she knows Kirby’s going to be demanding answers later. How bothersome.
Sam, however, makes an incredibly speedy trip around the couch – given her condition – to kneel at Tara’s feet and grab at her shoulders.
Jill’s fascinated by the look in the teenager’s eyes, intense and dark. The strain and barely held-back panic in Sam’s voice only makes her more curious.
“What did she tell you?”
Despite the way her sister’s fingers dig into her shoulders with so much force they turn white, or the sharp way she speaks to her, Tara doesn’t seem to notice anything out of the ordinary. Well, she doesn’t react.
Jill’s always been observant, she prides herself on it. It’s how she stays on top of the social hierarchy. So it doesn’t escape her notice how Tara rests a hand on the back of Sam’s, how she stares back with soft eyes, how her words are spoken back in a sickly sweet tone, so innocuous it can’t be anything other than fake.
“Just that her cousin Sidney’s famous.”
It all feels so practised. And it works. Sam’s shoulders relax and she leans back on her heels.
Jill probably shouldn’t… but she just can’t help herself.
“I’m surprised she’s never heard of her, she might be the only person in Woodsboro who hasn’t. Why is that?”
Her innocent act doesn’t match up to Tara’s apparently, as Sam turns to scowl at Jill, a warning in her eyes and in her growl. “Tara’s eight. She doesn’t need to know about any of that crap, so shut your mouth and stay away from her.”
“Sam, you’re being rude.”
It takes Jill a lot of effort not to release the laughter that bubbles in her chest at the wide-eyed and confused way Sam turns and blinks at her sister as the young girl scolds her.
“I’m not- whatever,” Sam huffs, standing up. “It’s time to go.”
Jill watches intently as Sam grabs Tara and lifts her into her arms, as if she were a toddler and not eight, as Sam was so adamantly just telling her. There’s something possessive in the way she holds her. It feels pointed, and the way she catches Sam glancing at her as Jill hands Tara her book back tells her who this display is all for.
There’s something weird about the Carpenter sisters, something… not right. She can’t help but get one last word in as they go to leave.
“Have a good night, don’t let the Ghostface bite.”
She smirks as Sam freezes and her head twitches slightly to the side. Jill finds herself hoping she turns around and confronts her. It’s so very entertaining and she finds she wants to know, to understand, to find out what it is Samantha’s hiding.
Unfortunately, the day continues to be full of disappointments, and Sam continues walking.
Tara sends her a shy wave over her shoulder, which Jill reciprocates, flashing her a winning Jill Roberts smile.
The moment’s ruined by Kirby throwing herself onto the couch, her head slapping into Jill’s lap.
“Soooooo…” she crows, “what was thaaat about?”
Eugh.
- - -
“So what exactly was the deal with you dumping the kid in here, that’s not really like you.”
“Sam didn’t expect to have her today, she was supposed to go over to her best friends after school, but apparently they had a fight. Shortstack even punched her! Ha, didn’t know she had it in her.”
“She doesn’t seem the type.”
“Eh, that Freeman kid is a little bitch, I’m not surprised.”
“So what was the fight about?”
“Why so curious Roberts? Getting broody?”
“Eugh, shut up Reed, you’re the worst sometimes.”
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What Ukrainians ate to survive Holodomor
(translated excerpts from an Історична Правда article): + images source
The villagers would dig up the holes of the polecats to find at least a handful of grain hidden by these animals. They pounded it in a mortar, added a handful of oilcake (from hemp seed), beetroot, potato peelings, and baked something from this mixture.
Those who managed to hide at least a little grain would grind it in iron mills made from wheel axles and cook "zatyrukha" (a concoction made from a small amount of flour ground from ears of grain).
Acacia flowers were boiled and eaten raw, and green quinoa was mixed with crushed corn cobs. Those who could - and this was considered lucky - added a handful of bran. This food made their feet swell and their skin crack.
The peasants dried the husked ears of corn and millet husks, pounded them, ground them with weeds, and cooked soups and baked pancakes. Such dishes were impossible to chew, the body could not digest them, so people had stomach aches. Pancakes, the so-called "matorzhenyky", were made from oilcake and nettle or plantain.
It went so far that peasants would crumble straw into small chips and pound it in a mortar together with millet and buckwheat chaff, and tree bark. All this was mixed with potato peelings, which were very poisonous, and this mixture was used to bake "bread", the consumption of which caused severe stomach diseases.
There were cases when village activists took away and broke millstones, mortars, poured water on the heat in their ovens. After all, anything found or saved from the food had to be cooked on fire, and matches could only be purchased by bartering for their own belongings or by buying them in the city, which was impossible from villagers that were on "black lists".
Chestnuts, aspen and birch bark, buds, reed roots, hawthorn and rose hips, which were the most delicious, were used as food substitutes; various berries, even poisonous ones, were picked; grass seeds were ground into flour; "honey" from sugar beets was cooked, and water brewed with cherry branches was drunk. They also ate the kernels of sunflower seeds.
Newborns had the worst of it, because their mothers had no breast milk. According to testimonies, a mother would let her child suck the drink from the top of the poppy head, and the child would fall asleep for three days.
In early spring, the villagers began to dig up old potato fields. They would bake dumplings from frozen potatoes, grind rotten potatoes in a mash and make pancakes, greasing the frying pan with wheel grease. They also baked "blyuvaly" (transl. "vomities") from such potatoes and oatmeal mixed with water, which was so called because they were very smelly.
They ate mice, rats, frogs, hedgehogs, snakes, beetles, ants, worms, i.e. things that weren't a part of food bans and had never been eaten by people before. The horror of the famine is also evidenced by the consumption of spiders, which are forbidden to kill in Ukrainian society for ritual reasons.
In some areas, slugs were boiled into a soup, and the cartilaginous meat was chopped and mixed with leaves. This prevented swelling of the body and contributed to survival. People caught tadpoles, frogs, lizards, turtles, and mollusks. They boiled them, adding a little salt if there was salt. The starving people caught cranes, storks, and herons, which have been protected in Ukraine for centuries, and their nests were never destroyed. According to folk beliefs, eating stork meat was equated with cannibalism.
The consumption of horse meat began in 1931, before the mass famine. People used to take dead horsemeat from the cemeteries at night, make jelly out of it and salt it for future use.
Dead horses were poured with carbolic acid to prevent people from taking their meat, but it hardly stopped anybody. Dead collective farm pigs were also doused with kerosene to prevent people from dismantling them for food, but this did not help either.
After long periods of starvatiom, the process of digestion is very costing for the human body, and many people who would eat anything would drop dead immediately out of exhaustion.
If a family had a cow hidden somewhere in the forest, they had a chance to survive. People living near forests could hunt/seek out berries and mushrooms, but during winter this wouldn't save them. People living near rivers could fish in secret, but it was banned and punishable by imprisonment/death.
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a fanfic where Coriolanus falls in love with another girl from D12 after he unalive Lucy gray
ill try my best, im surprised someone asked so early tho ngl.
I made a little spin on that btw! hope you like it!
My Little Deer
(peacekeeper!Coryo x forest'nymph'!reader)
summary: Coriolanus was walking away to clean the snake bite from Lucy Gray's snake after killing her before he saw a pretty girl sitting in the reeds, planting roses.
A cold shudder went through his body before he fell on his knees. That songbird was a curse, Coriolanus knew he shouldn't have fallen in love and this was straight proof, much to Tigris' chagrin.
He despised Lucy Gray more than he had ever loved her, she was poison like her snakes and he was infected with her district filth the more he stood in this forest.
As he strode through the brambles, he turned to the left before meeting the scent of roses in the wild, like his cologne. A girl was sitting in the weeds, planting seeds signified by the mud and dirt on her light blue dress.
"Hey! Miss, what are you doing in the woods?"
The girl swiftly turned, her bright [e/c] eyes glazed over by the sun.
Like Lucy Gray did...back when they were in love...
"I'm from District 12, but I wanted this place to look as beautiful as the lake! Are you...a Peacekeeper?"
She started shuffling backward as he stepped towards her, noticing the shiny dog tag hanging on his neck. Coriolanus laughed, grinning before grabbing the shovel left on the ground.
Her fearful gaze focused on his hand while grasping her tool and as he extended it to her, she touched it gently before gripping her shovel.
Her gaze reminded him of when he gave bread to Lucy Gray.
"Yes, I may be a Peacekeeper but I won't expose you to the commander, don't worry. I'm Coriolanus, what's your name?"
'I found someone more lovely than you, Lucy Gray. I love her to death, and I would kill you to find her again.'
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