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jishua-moved · 7 years

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We’ve come to the end of 2017, my precious flowers (or should I said diamonds? 👀) Anyway. I’ll be honest with you and say that 2017 was one hell of a year for me. I’ve been through a lot. I’ve lost important people to me but found a lot of other people who were kinder; I’ve had relationships crumble and watched them come together again; I’ve fallen and gotten back up again multiple times and through everything, I eventually came out stronger. I really couldn’t have done it without the support that I got from a lot of you. Most of you guys honestly held me together when I was at my worst and I thank you for that from the bottom of my heart. I hope that in 2018 our friendships will continue and grow stronger. I love you all so much ♡ So here is a thank you...

Mind that this might get hella long, so if you’d like just Ctrl + F and find your username. This isn’t alphabetically sorted bcuz my motivation died with the follow forever.

@gamegirlhorror Tiffany. Honestly, the sheer amount of support and love that I’ve received from you is more than enough to fill the entire universe (that is constantly expanding, mind you.) I love you SO much! I can’t believe it’s been so long since we’ve known each other. Like, it blows my mind. I still remember following you only because I thought your icon of pyramid head was cute lol and I still remember you being neongreenraver :,) There isn’t a moment that goes by where I don’t miss our skype sessions and constant talks but the fact that you’re out there earning and working towards a better life makes me feel content. I love how no matter how busy you are you always find time to listen to my shit even though I know you have a lot of your own. You always put me first and I will never be able to thank you enough for that. There’s a lot more I would say but this is getting long rip. I love you, my princess peach, I love you so very much. 💚

@wonnwoo Rina. It hasn’t even been a year since we’ve met and yet we became one of the closest people to each other. You really are my Ohana hah :,) I want to thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin and helping me get up on my feet when I was at my worst, even if it meant scolding me. I appreciate every word and ounce of effort you put into this relationship. Thank you for showing me a different perspective of every situation and thank you for trusting me with so many things. You were never a shitty friend to me, not once. You are a friend I will always treasure and someone I will be there for as much as I can. Here’s to many more years of friendship, bby. I love you! 💝

@baekbyun Doro. My sissy, my chucci, my meme child LOL. You angel. I’ve never told you this but you’ve taught me a lot of things without even realizing it. You’ve taught me to be kinder and more patient, to be tougher and to be more positive. Truly, I strive to be kinder, like you. It hasn’t been that long and we’ve already been through a lot. I thank you so much for sticking with me through the good and bad times, for listening to me always, for never taking sides and being rational, for keeping my secrets and helping me get through different situations, for being someone with whom I could be myself with and being someone I could trust. I look forward to the day I finally get to see you, give you a big hug and roll my eyes while you dab as we go get two different pizzas cuz u a pineapple hater :P I love you, sissy. 💖

@kihyuns Cass. My smol genius as I would call you lol but it doesn’t seem like it fits anymore because over the course of this year you’ve grown a lot in my eyes. I still remember you before graduation and how worried you were about college, etc and look at you now! It was a pleasure being your friend through graduation, etc. We’ve been through a shitton over a short time but I’m glad we chose to stick together and work it out despite our differences. You’re just as stubborn and feisty as I am so it’s only normal that we clash sometimes. Nevertheless, I always enjoy our talks no matter how small and insignificant! I love your humor and how you’re ready to “block” everyone xD I love how we’re both so into SpongeBob we can sing every song backwards LOL. I look forward to many more years of humorous friendship. Love you, nerd 💛

@mnanvg Moon. My lovely Moon, you’re such a soft human being it warms my heart. The amount of love you radiate is incredible and I appreciate it more than I ever told you. Thank you for never hesitating to remind me how much you love me, how good of a friend I am, how much I should love myself, etc. Thank you for the endless, wordless support. We don’t talk much and yet I’ve never felt like you’re a bad friend for lack of communication. On the contrary, you can show me how much you care by sending me a few posts. I wish you all the best, sweetheart. I look forward to seeing you grow stronger and achieve your dreams. I love you 💗

@tookorean Jackie. (I realize that you’re not active on tumblr anymore but I couldn’t not include you.) My completely opposite, my female Woozi & so many others things to me. You know how much you mean to me but no matter how many times I say it I won’t be able to truly express it. When I first met you I never imagined that our friendship would go on for this long and that we would go through a lot over a short time. I truly, from the bottom of my heart thank you for sticking with me no matter what and being patient with me and caring for me even though I’ve been...well, a mess. I remember a moment from back when we first became friends and you’d talk about your Totoro onesie. I’d made a post that I was crying over Vernon (lol) and you’d replied with “Baby don’t cryyyyyy tonight” and proceeded to try and cheer me up, telling me you loved me and telling me how it was okay for me to cry on your onesie... Those little moments are something I’ll cherish forever. I want us to stay friends for a long, long time, honestly. I hope we can pull through, fam. I love you so much 💙

@hansolmates Cami. Mah Cami baby, my sol ~ I just realized it’s been over a year since we became friends (aka bonded over your hansolmates fic heheh.) I still remember reading it the 1st time and thinking “omg PISTACHIO ICECREAM” lmao and ofc I remember binge-reading all your Vernon fics cuz I biased AF back then (istg i still love my boy). OMG remember when we lowkey declared war on each other for Vernon? Wow. Good times lol. I want to thank you for helping me with writing and inspiring me. I want to thank you for never judging me for my feelings and supporting me, fangirling with me and being easy going which made me feel like i could tell you anything. Thank you for being a sweetheart to me and being my Sol :,) Here’s to another year of our wonderful friendship! Love you, bby 💜

@daihun Jess. My video game buddy and cry buddy :,D I never thought I’d be able to find a person who loves k-pop and video games as much as I do (especially the same videos games wow.) I have so much fun talking to you on a daily basis! Thank you for sending me Joshua pics and sharing video game jokes with me. I remember, before we started talking, I’d relate to your posts so much and your aesthetic was A+ so I was like “I’ve gotta talk to her sometime” and I’m glad we finally did. I would love to get to know you better & I LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAY WE GET TO PLAY TOGETHER T^T I love you ❤️ I gUeSs 👀😂

@joshpup Hannah. MY NU’EST HYPE BUDDY! I’m so glad we have Joshua and Nu’est to scream over tbh. It’s a perfect combination! I’ve had so much fun talking to you for this short time and I hope we can talk even more in the future! I love how we both caved in and bought signed Nu’est albums cuz #SUPPORT ammrite?! And how we cried when they got their first win omg. Good times, good times! I look forward to sharing more tears with you over Joshua and Nu’est LOL. Did I tell you I’m in love with your art? bcuz i am, yes, yes! KEEP ON ART-ING! I love ya! 💞

@boovely Cathy. Girl, it hasn’t been long at all but look at us having a streak on snapchat already lol. Honestly, you’re the only person who I have a solid streak with. I’ll shut up about streaks now. Thank you for being the #1 fan of my zodiac gfx haha~ I love how we bonded over that. Svt does indeed bring people together! It’s been fun talking to you and seeing your lovely face on a daily basis :D I look forward to skyping you sometime and I hope to see you back on tumblr as well. Thank you for being my friend! I love you 💓

@verngyu Dee. My fellow Capricorn! It’s been fun talking to you. I like how I can talk to you about certain things without thinking twice because I know you won’t judge me, and you know what I mean by certain things. I like how caring you can be and I hope you stay that way. I look forward to seeing you grow and I wish you all the best, truly. This sounds like a goodbye letter omg lol I’m sorry! Here’s to a new year of growing together, mentally and physically xD Love you 💜

@vitaminniedk Viv. My sunshine :,) You’re legit a walking ray of sunlight I cannot. You’re so sweet and kind, bless you. It’s been a pleasure being your friend. I would honestly love to talk to you more~ I know I can be super awkward sometimes excuse me ^^’ but I enjoy our talks nevertheless! I remember when we spent a couple hours watching going svt on youtube in the summer haha. I enjoyed that! Here’s to a new year of friendship. Love you, sunshine 💛

@wooziology Isabelle. My Potato 🥔 (that is literally the title I have for you on my sc LOL.) Your love for Woozi could beat world hunger, just sayin’. Thanks for being my friend and my potato ahaha. I enjoyed our skype session very much and I hope we can have another one soon! I love seeing your snaps on a daily basis :D And omg it’s been so long since I heard you sing. Where’s Isabelle’s 1st studio album? GET IT *sends a letter to Woozi* make it happen. Love you! 💞

I just want to say, if you’re not included, don’t feel discouraged because I will most likely come to you in private and tell you everything 1 on 1. To those who have really been my friends and stuck with me, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Friendships mean a lot to me, and those closest to me know that very well. Thank you once again! Here’s to a better next year!

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little-owly · 7 years

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I feel like my ask was eaten up (sorry if ut wasn't and you're getting this twice ahhhh!), but imagine an hc where Little Ja//ck eats something really spicy and gets scared and has an accident, and Daddy Ma//rk and Eth//an have to come to the rescue!

OH NOOO!! and sorry!! tumblr's been hungry and eating up most my asks :( //poor jack doing a challenge on camera. already feeling crummy and /desperately/ needing to go into headspace -- stress and work schedule preventing him from doing so. "today, we are going to play some good old fashioned ma//rio mak//er and for every...oh god," he giggles, "let's say three deaths, i eat one of these spicy bois," he holds the bowl of peppers up to the camera. "shout out to vernon and ho//t pep//per gam//ing, rip in peace sweet prince." jack jokes before getting on with the game. ignoring the bit of him that just wants to go into the next room and flop down with his daddies. the bit of him that wants to suck his thumb and color with daddy mark, or play hide and seek with dada ethan. the more innocent side of him. but he pushes it away. playing on. groaning as he curses the level he's stuck on. already two deaths in a matter of 12 minutes, "i'm not fuckin' looking forward to eating that pepper, thats for sure. it comes with its own warning label on each of 'em!"--"nngh, what time is it?""11," mark looks up from his phone. leave it to ethan to wake up late, "am, by the way.""sorry, editing turned into 'how long can i sit here before my ass falls off'.""as long as its still attached, i think you're gonna be okay." mark laughed, "we don't have to start packing up to record until 3. take it easy, yeah?"ethan nods as he sleepily makes a bowl of cereal. the two making small talk, joking about their morning. all until mark coughs, "hey uh, you think jack's okay? he...hasnt really been little around us for nearly two weeks. between the con last weekend and the interview on tv, he hasnt had time.""im sure he'll slip soon enough. maybe at bedtime or--"they stop as they hear jack /sobbing/. a soft thud on the floor above them sends them running up the stairs. ethan's poor bowl of cereal nearly toppling over. the two running up, fearing the worst. only to find their baby boy crying as he curls up on the floor. the soft hissing of his pee running down his pants, his legs, and to the floor under him. soaking his shorts and the rug. "jackie? jackie!" mark and ethan rush over, "whats wrong? where are you hurt?""mouft! mouft! icky food hurty!" he clings to them, "make it stop! stop! hurty and ouchy and and and b-burning!" "burning? jackie, what did you eat?"he crawls up to hold onto ethan as mark finds the bowl of peppers. the two of them exchanging confused looks before jack cries out again. panic high in his voice."scawed!! scawed!! no wike hurty!! make go 'way!!" he sobs, ethan picking him up and mark rushing behind him. the two cooing at him as mark pours milk for jack. "jackie? i need you to keep calm. i need you to breathe in and out, can you do that for me?""d-dada!! scawed wont go 'way!""jackie," ethan replies, "it will, daddy's working on it. just need you to breathe with me so we can fix this, alright?"a comforting squeeze around his body gets jack to sniffle and breathe the same pace as ethan, who moves his green bangs out of his sight. "you're doing so good, jackie. so good for daddy and me."mark pops up, "jackie? can you try to drink the milk? i know its in a big kids cup but try your best, daddy swears it'll help your mouth."jack nods and (with a slip up here and there) finally drinks the cool milk down. soothing his throat and mouth. slowly swallowing it -- mark's finger wiping away stray tears. as ethan nuzzles his crying baby boy. --jack sits in the tub, bubbles surround him. smaller yellow and blue toy ducks swimming around him. ethan washing his green hair gently as mark stands close."jackie? baby? can you tell daddy why you ate meanie old peppers?"jack looks up. the tail of a toy duck in his mouth -- a replacement for his thumb. "wan' do chawwenge wif peppers and game but...gotted scawed when peppers hurty my mouft and made me cry..." he blushes, "but! 'm happy you and dada hewped me wif it! you's the bestest daddies in da whole entire world!"mark and ethan smile gently. "jackie, can you promise us something?"jack looks at ethan now, nodding and smiling."when ever you need to be little or just need daddy or me, can you tell us? daddy and i have been so worried about you, baby boy, and we want you to be happy and play like the cutie you are. especially after all the tough time you've had being a big grown up."theres silence before jack nods. the duck bobbing in his mouth as he gently sucks. "and no more icky peppers without letting dada or i know, okay?" mark adds in, jack sticking his tongue out in disgust. the poor toy duck falling."icky icky peppers!! no wikey at all!!"the three laugh. happy to have their cute baby boy back, and happy to help him get comfy after his scary experience with the peppers!!

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